#def a skill issue on my part
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some aimee outfits
#mostly yoinked from pinterest#i was pulling my hair as to what wardrobe aimee should have#bc its so hard to find good color palettes for lavender esp if im not going for the pastel route#def a skill issue on my part#i just went with a lot of dark colors to make her hair stand out#next time im drawing her she would be in trashier and sluttier outfits u_u this is too casual#but also without leaning too much into bimbocore bc i personally am not into it augh idkk i need to find that balance#aimee the heartbreaker#my art
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you guys get my vision right
#i wanted to draw the sketches for at least one page but im way too tired and i def dont feel like figuring out fancy bw environments rn#anywhere theres vertical lines there should be some sort of bg like something that shows theyre in a space#also noticed i draw imesh and mat the same which kinda makes sense cause thats elias type but its also cause um. skill issue on my part#im so tired like literally about to pass out. but i will say drawing storyboards then thumbnailing is as fun as art gets#wip#nota per me meno inquietante il panel di elias più bellino
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oh also besties sorry i'm offline at peak mutuals online hours my phone has no data left and its 2 weeks until i can fix it
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OKAY. NORMAL AGAIN 👍
#i am. the struggler.#everyone is so cool and awesoem for interacting w me and my posts like WOAH!!! COOL#but this is def all on me def a skill issue on my part and i have NO idea where the line is#but if i feel a little too visible i panic and i have to blow this whole building up.#i. try not to do it publicly.#LIKE i feel like my issue was somehow i felt i breached containment and i was very viscerally subjected to the mortifying ordeal#of being Perceived.#i do everything in my power to hide in plain sight. don't look at me look at my art. don't look at me look at my sick ass jacket.#don't look at me look at my one thousand studies and thoughts about the character. that. says nothing about me as a person i promise 💖#i WILL find a way to wear my bleeding heart on my sleeve and hide behind it. i will.
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To Ashes and Blood
Based on that one scene in Arcane, it's so good, I had to combine it with Transformers One. It just feels like it won't be out of place if I swap it with Megatron and Optimus. No black bars ver below:
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I'M SO HAPPY WITH HOW THIS TURNED OUT. This is my 2nd attempt at drawing mecha and I was so plagued by doubt if I could pull the rendering off during the lineart phase that I procrastinated on it for weeks. Then when the rendering part DID come it's like my brain just locked in and just. Did it. Which is wack. Once again, too much rake brushes reared its head.
Anyways, this might be my last art for the year. Augh I didn't draw much the past few months I thought I've lost the skills and passion to draw, but when I DO draw I ended up doing well... SO it's def the loss of passion that was the issue. Hope that changes soon.
#transformers one#tf one#tfone#megatron#optimus prime#digital painting#digital art#digital illustration#eisen art
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Hi!
Would you happen to have any fic rec that respect Kon (and Tim) as a character and don't write a totally other character with just the same name?
(I really do not have any criteria, i don't care if there is a romantic ship or not I really just want to read a fic with the least amount of mischaracterization as possible-)
I really like your blog so I thought that I would ask!!
hiya!! this is gonna be a short and noncomprehensive list because unfortunately i have a migraine today and braining is hard, but def check out my general #fic rec tag too!
chrysalis by @loisinherlane. its a superfam fic about kon and the concept of growing up and it makes me so 🥺 the kon & ma and the kon & kara bits in particular. oaugh
fill in the blanks by @mindshelter is just so cute. its temporary amnesiac tim looking at kon and immediately going heart eyes. great look at kon from an "outsider" perspective AND fun insight into how tim's ridiculous mind works!
practical applications of a memorized heartbeat by @comphetkoncass tim gets fucked up and kon gets to put his ttk skills to the test (i.e. life-saving medical ttk applications). i dearly love when kon is Competent!!!!!
i want your complications too by @loisinherlane is more about clois than kon, but he features here as a 7 year old clone that superman rescued from cadmus early and i die every time bc hes so Fuckigningngng cute. babby.
hand on my stupid heart by @misspickman gets me in the "kon you have fucking issues please get help buddy" (he will not) department. the smallville parts (lori!!!! my beloved!!!!) are particularly chefs kiss!!
within the rubble and the harvest by @radioactive-earthshine for. well! speaking of kon and smallville!!!! ahhghgh!!! KON and SMALLVILLE!!! im so fascinated by his adjustment period and his love for ma and pa and. ough. all the tiny details are so good too. i love u kon and smallville.
AND finally not to toot my own horn but in case you haven't already seen MY kon fics, a quick self-plug here:
the courage of stars by... ME!!!! a kon post-resurrection character study dealing with the overlap of internalized homophobia and all that suicidal ideation he's been carrying around from day one. what's a guy supposed to do when he's pretty sure he came back wrong, 'cuz he's pretty sure he was never supposed to come back at all, but no one else can see it?
#answers#clockwork-stars#fic rec#kon#timkon#<- for a couple. not all of them are shipfics#superfam#this DID remind me i still need to go back and reread + properly comment on orlas fic. i first read it when i had a migraine and was in bed#unfortunately. i have a migraine AGAIN. altho im not in bed this time. but i might be soon. we'll see#i WILL leave it open in a tab for later rereading though <3333#the thing is that. kon & ma & pa. aaaaa <333
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I was gonna post about the fandoms least favorite things Tim does but these really are just neurodivergent symptoms huh?
lacks tact
Stand offish
obsessive
not good at understanding unsaid boundaries
his violent intrusive thoughts
hallucinations
my dude is so not neurotypical
.... Is he supposed to be neurotypical?
My dude legit became Robin by:
Hoarding information about The Flying Graysons
Obsessively learning all about Dick (to the point of stalking)
Inserting himself into a problem when no one else asked or wanted him to
Also... I thought we as a fandom loved his hallucinations?
Regardless, I personally find the listed behaviors of Tim to be parts of him that aren't "bad" qualities. The stand offish and lacks tact can be endearing. Not necessarily bad.
The "doesn't understand unspoken boundaries" seems to be more a communication problem between him and others. Then again, the Bats aren't known for their healthy communication skills.
The violent intrusive thoughts and hallucinations are neutral. They suck for Tim, but I don't dislike him because of them. Def not a neurotypical quality.
Nah. I think the fandom dislikes early Tim's misogyny (in particular to Steph). That I can understand.
Bottom line, Tim probably isn't neurotypical which correlates with some of his interpersonal issues. If he and others understood that (like with a diagnosis), they could all work on their issues to reach a mutual understanding and increase their ability to communicate.
#also fuck autism speaks. i hope that organization devours itself and collapses#tim drake#thank you for the ask!!!!#dc hc
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If you’re still taking prompts, I’d love to see 12.) “Just lay back and let me take care of you” with Wolffe and an independent female reader who does things on her own and struggles to be vulnerable. I know that’s a lot, so please disregard if it’s too much :)
Look After You
Summary: The burdens of being a war medic are weighing you down, but Wolffe is here to comfort you.
Pairing: Wolffe x Fem!Reader. No pronouns used.
Warnings: NSFW, 18+. PiV sex, cunnilingus, feelings of self-doubt / being overwhelmed / compassion fatigue. Mention of death. A lil’ angsty. Soft Wolffe. Established relationship.
Word Count: 2900
A/N: Ohh thank you for the ask, and it’s def not too much! This became a little personal to me, as compassion fatigue is a large issue in my field of work and something I have experience with. It was the first idea I had for this prompt, so sorry if it’s kind of angsty, haha. I hope this is kind of what you had in mind. I hope you enjoy~
Ni kar'tayli gar darasuum: I will know you forever.
Ner ca’tra: My night sky
Wolffe let out a long sigh as he crossed his arms over his broad chest, watching you pour over reports that were splayed across your desk. Wolffe had been standing in your personal quarters for a few minutes now, and you hadn’t noticed.
“It’s time for a break.”
You mumbled something incomprehensible in return, continuing to shuffle through the piles of flimsiplast reports, not paying attention to Wolffe whatsoever.
Your elbow was on your desk, your palm keeping your head up as your tired eyes flicked back and forth between documents.
Wolffe could tell you were stressed, and you have been for the last couple of rotations. You were returning from a difficult campaign on an outer rim planet, and though it was a victory, heavy losses had been sustained. Morale was low on the ship, as it was whenever they returned to Coruscant with less men than they started with.
It hit you especially hard, being a medic for the 104th. You weren’t immune to stress or grief, but you worked efficiently under pressure, not letting your emotions compromise your top-tier medical care when it was needed most.
That’s why Wolffe fell for you in the first place - your endless compassion and sense of duty. Wolffe has watched you save the lives of his brothers, doing everything in your power to give them the chance to fight another day.
Sometimes you worked too hard, Wolffe needing to remind you to rest. You knew you struggled with it, but the thought of being idle meant lives could be at stake.
The war was not stopping, and if you stopped, what were you left with?
These thoughts were troubling you more and more, especially after this mission.
Death was part of the job, you knew that and have fully accepted it. But each death was starting to weigh heavier on your soul, wondering if you could have done more to save them.
You were beginning to doubt your skills, a heaviness on your chest that wouldn’t quite go away.
You wanted to tell Wolffe, but didn’t want to worry him.
He had enough on his plate and didn’t need to be reminded of the losses. At least that’s what you told yourself. You knew Wolffe would want to listen, but you couldn’t bring yourself to talk about it.
The only thing you could do was work, and hope that was enough of a distraction until you got back to Coruscant.
Wolffe cleared his throat, trying to get your attention again, but to no avail.
Wolffe knew something deep was troubling you, he’s noticed your change in behavior the last few rotations.
You've barely left your quarters on the Republic light cruiser you were currently stationed on, and your usual organized space was a mess. Half-filled cups of old caf were precariously pushed to the end of your desk, your bed was unmade, and plates from the mess hall stacked on the floor by your door.
Wolffe wished you would give him the chance to help you, or at least admit something was bothering you.
You were so caught up in making sure other’s needs were met, you often forgot about yourself.
Wolffe rolled his eye, having an idea of what was going on. He strode behind you, placing his gloved hands on your hunched shoulders.
You didn’t even flinch, murmuring to yourself and typing at hyperspace speeds on your datapad.
Wolffe gently squeezed and felt your tense muscles instantly relax under his fingertips.
Wolffe lowered his head toward yours, lips brushing against your temple.
“Can you take a break…for me?” He whispered, digging more into your shoulders, eliciting a small groan from you.
Finally, you broke free from your work, turning toward him, snapping out of your concentration.
“Wolffe, I have a lot to do…”
Wolffe grunted in response.
“So do I.”
You couldn’t help the small, pleasured exhale that left your lips as Wolffe continued to release the tension out of your stiff muscles, planting kisses down your neck.
“You need to rest. It’s an order from your Commander.”
You turned to him, and though his tone was stern his eyes held something deep, a glint of tenderness only reserved for you.
You let out a breath, pushing yourself away from your desk.
You stood up, stretching your aching back, feeling bad for ignoring him. You hadn’t even noticed he entered your room, thinking he was going to be busy with his own reports and meetings the rest of the night.
Wolffe wrapped himself around you, holding you close as he gently placed his finger and thumb under your chin, tilting your head up toward him.
“Ner ca’tra…”Wolffe touched his forehead against yours as you melted against him, only calling you that special name when you were truly alone and speaking heart to heart. “What’s on your mind?”
You were silent, biting your lip that was threatening to quiver.
Wolffe had noticed your odd behavior, and knew you couldn’t keep it from him forever.
“It’s just my reports…” You mumbled, not finding the courage to admit what you were really thinking.
Wolffe grunted as you leaned your head against his chest, hearing his heartbeat. He wasn’t wearing the top half of his armor, so his body heat radiated onto you, a comforting feeling.
Wolffe sighed. “I know that’s not what’s bothering you. You can talk to me. If you’re not ready, I understand. But I don’t like seeing you like this.”
Wolffe felt you tremble against him as you gripped the front of his blacks.
You wanted to tell him how tired you were, how burnt out you felt, how you were doubting your skills as a medic and every soldier that died under you care was a failure on your part.
You couldn’t speak, a small sob leaving your lips as you pressed yourself into Wolffe’s chest, gripping the front of his blacks harder.
The hidden emotion was threatening to spill out, the nagging thoughts you usually tried to keep at bay, tucked deep down where it couldn’t affect your work.
Wolffe stayed silent, rubbing your back as you let out another sob, falling apart in his arms. Though Wollfe wasn’t speaking, his silence was loud and clear.
Tell me, it’s okay.
“I…I’m just…tired. Tired of the fighting. Tired of death. Tired of seeing good men die for no reason.” Your words were muffled as you wept, fully crying into his chest. Wolffe rested his chin on your head, still quietly rubbing your back. “I…don’t feel like I’m doing enough. No matter how many lives I save, it doesn’t matter…”
Your voice trailed off, trying to catch your breath as more sobs waited in your throat, hot tears spilling down your cheeks and soaking the front of his blacks.
“I didn’t want to add to your burdens, you’ve already lost so much -
“Never think of your burdens as less than mine.” Wolffe cut you off, speaking finally. He pulled you from his chest, his thumb tracing beneath your now puffy eye, wiping away the tears.
“How many times have you helped me through my weakest moments?”
You had soothed Wolffe through many periods of grief, times where he was so angry, so devestated, he couldn’t speak, only quietly weep in your arms as you held him, just as he was holding you now.
Wolffe was eyeing you intensely, his brows furrowed.
“You’re always helping others. It’s okay to let others help you. You’re worthy of that, ner ca’tra.”
The stoic and battle-hardened Commander then kissed you so tenderly and held you so reverently, you couldn't stop the tears from welling in your eyes once again.
“I am always here for you. You know that.”
You nodded, leaning into his large, warm hand.
“I know, Wolffe. I’m…sorry I kept it from you.”
Wolffe traced his thumb over your lips. “You never need to apologize, not for this.”
Wolffe kissed you again, this time more passionately, his tongue tracing over your lower lip as you released his blacks and brought your arms around his solid neck.
You opened your mouth fully for his tongue to caress your own, both of you emitting a small groan as your mouths danced.
“You always take such good care of me…” Wolffe rumbled against you, desire now bubbling in his good eye, his hands ghosting at the hem of your tunic.
“Just lay back and let me take care of you. Is that okay?”
Wolffe kissed your neck, lightly grazing his canines on your skin. His gloved hands now fully under your tunic, delicately roaming up your torso.
“Yes.”
Wolffe wasted no time walking you backward to your bed. Your knees hit the edge of the mattress, and Wolffe laid you down onto the plush blankets.
Wolffe’s tight blacks highlighted his wide chest and rippling muscle underneath, his biceps flexing as he quickly removed his lower armor.
To anyone else, he would look immensely intimidating as he peered down at you, his cybernetic eye almost glowing as he drank in your form. Though his expression was as serious as a lothwolf, you caught that tender look again as he climbed on top of you. That look that said I’m here, I’m yours.
Wolffe made quick work of removing your tunic and breast band, kissing down your chest, leaving small marks to remind you of him later.
“Relax.” He mumbled into your skin, still feeling how tense you were. “I have you.”
Wolffe’s lips trailed up the side of your breast and he took one of your nipples in his mouth. He gently sucked and rolled your sensitive bud on his tongue, feeling it harden under his careful ministrations.
You whined, breathing out his name, letting him take full control over you.
Wolffe released your nipple with a pop and looked up at you, his singular eye once again filled with such gentleness you blinked back tears.
You moaned softly as Wolffe took your other breast in his mouth, giving it the same lavish attention as the other, alternating between using his teeth and tongue, gently sucking and pulling at the sensitive flesh.
Wolffe could hear your labored breathing quicken as he worked your nipple, one of your hands grasping his cropped hair, warmth spreading between your legs.
Once Wolffe decided both of your breasts received proper treatment, he continued kissing down your stomach, moving down your body as he did so. Wolffe slipped off the bed, kneeling as he carefully pulled your body to the edge of the mattress.
He didn't say anything as he removed your pants and underwear, taking off his gloves and stroking a finger through your slick pussy. You keened and whimpered his name as Wolffe kneaded and massaged your thighs, staring at you intently.
“You've saved the lives of my brothers, and mine, more times than I can count. Never doubt your abilities, cyare.” Wolffe murmured, still caressing your thighs.
“I know it feels like it’s never enough. Wolffe kissed your inner leg, tracing his tongue over the sensitive flesh. “But it is. I promise.”
Your heart swelled at his words, breathy gasps escaping your lips as he gently probed your pussy with his tongue, focused on licking and exploring, knowing exactly what you needed.
“Wolffe…oh…Wolffe…” He slowly licked a stripe up your pussy, swirling his tongue around your clit, applying perfect pressure as a thick finger slipped into you.
You grasped the bedsheets and bucked your hips as he lazily fucked you with his finger, pressing to the top of your walls to maximize your pleasure.
He increased his pace as he focused his mouth on your soft labia and clit, bringing you to an explosive first orgasm that shook your body, causing more tears to stream down your face.
Wolffe worked you through it, kissing your inner legs again, leaving a warm trail of kisses back up your torso to wipe the tears away before going back down between your legs.
Wolffe continued to take his time warming you up with his fingers and mouth, bringing you to release too many times to count.
Every inch of your body was claimed by him, worshiped by him, your heart ready to burst with every touch.
Your lovemaking was usually intense, not knowing if it was the last time you had together before being apart on missions, but tonight was different.
Wolffe was touching you as if it was your first time, re-learning your curves and dips, slowly drawing ecstasy from your body and leaving you breathless.
Finally, when you were too tired to move, thoroughly blissed by his ministrations, Wolffe quickly stripped himself of his blacks, laying his body on yours. You felt his rigid cock against your thigh, knowing he was probably desperate for his own relief.
You reached down to grasp him, wanting to give him the same amount of attention as he just gave you, but he gently moved your hand away.
“Next time…” he murmured. “This is all about you.”
Wolffe rubbed his cock against your folds, which were thoroughly soaked. “We don’t have to if you’re not feeling-” Wolffe started. You grasped his hair and pulled him in for a kiss.
“I want to. I want you.” You looked up at him, your eyes begging to have this moment where it’s just the two of you, no one else.
You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him in flush against you. “I'm yours.”
Wolffe was so deep inside you, your vision was blurred and you were delirious with euphoria.
You couldn’t speak, every thrust of his hips punching the breath out of your lungs.
Wolffe was talking to you, guttural saccharine murmurs between his own pleasured groans only meant for you to keep close to your heart.
The ever-strong, stalwart Commander, never showing weakness on the battlefield or in front of his brothers, opened his soul just for you in this powerfully private moment.
It almost overwhelmed you, how much he trusted you. You felt guilty for keeping your feelings from him the past few cycles, but as he ravaged your body so devoutly and thoughtfully you couldn’t linger those thoughts long.
Your final orgasm was quickly approaching, Wolffe’s brutal pace not slowing as he felt you clench around him, knowing you were close.
Your knees were pressed into his chest, his cock plunging impossibly further as his large arms caged you in, his fists digging into the sheets around your head.
Wolffe was watching you intently now, observing how your head was thrown back, your mouth open but unable to make a sound as Wolffe gave you everything he had. “Let go, cyare,” Wolffe grunted above you, his end nearing too, your sweet cries and velvety muscle milking his cock becoming too much.
“Let go. I’m here.”
Wolffe’s messily pressed his lips to yours as you fell over the precipice of pleasure, swallowing your cries as your body shook and toes curled at the unbridled pleasure that overtook your being.
Wolffe’s wild pace did not slow, your fingernails digging into his shoulder blades as every thrust of his hips sent shockwaves throughout your body.
Feeling and hearing your orgasm sent Wolffe over, growling your name against your swollen lips, his hips stuttering as his cock emptied inside you. His warmth filled you, leaking onto your sheets as he pumped into you with a few final, shallow thrusts, his back muscles tensing and quivering under your palms.
He pressed his face into the side of yours, his heavy breath tickling your skin as he stilled, laying on top of you, careful not to crush you under his weight.
“Ni kar'tayli gar darasuum.” Wolffe spoke it so quietly, you almost missed it over the sound of your own pounding heart and heavy breathes.
You smiled, repeating back the words, understanding their meaning. You were learning Mando’a from Wolffe, still trying to nail down the correct pronunciations.
Wolffe smirked softly. “Good effort, but you need more practice. I think you told me I was your loving idiot.”
You giggled, feeling lighter now, the burdens of war momentarily forgotten as you lay with Wolffe. “I guess I’ll have to keep saying it.”
Wolffe grunted, a ghost of a rare smile still on his face.
With some effort, Wolffe rolled off of you, your bodies slick with sweat. Leaving you on the bed, he went into your small refresher. You could hear the sound of water being turned on, and he emerged a few moments later, coming back to the bed.
You thought he was going to lay next to you again, but he slid his arms under your legs and torso, effortlessly lifting you up. “Wolffe, what are you…?” You gasped as he nestled you into his arms.
“I’m not done taking care of you, cyare.” He rumbled, striding to the bathroom where the tub was being filled up.
You smiled as he let you down from his arms, stepping onto the cool tile, your legs wobbly from your lovemaking.
“I thought you said you had a lot to do?” You teased as Wolffe stepped into the tub, sinking into the warm water.
“I do, but it can wait. You’re more important than reports and meetings, cyare. At least tonight.” Wolffe smirked, his cybernetic eye flashing, gesturing for you to join him.
You stepped into the tub, the hot water relaxing your sore muscles, your mind finally at ease. You faced him, the steam filling the room.
“Thank you.” You muttered, reaching toward him and running your hand over his scar, tracing your fingers under his eye.
Wolffe turned and kissed your palm. “No need.”
You smiled, leaning back against the tub, sitting in comfortable silence. Your previous anxious notions evaporating with the steam rising from the water.
You knew there were tough days still yet to come for both of you, but at least right now, you could forget.
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“Stop projecting on characters when u get a new brainrot” IDGAF 😭😭😭😭 anyways here’s some Company headcanons that I (mostly) projected
Dwalin
- Allergic to beef.
- Ate dirt as a kid.
- Loves mint ice cream but hates chocolate. Constantly wants to die because he can’t find JUST mint ice cream, it always has choco chips in it.
Balin
- Buys books just to not read them, says he’ll read them soon but he’s been saying that for five years now.
- Designated driver.
- Has the craziest alcohol tolerance, like he can go toe-to-toe with Thranduil’s tolerance.
Bifur
- Picks at his skin and cuticles, gets upset when he starts bleeding and goes “who did this.”
- Has minor memory issues.
- Forgets that she’s trans and then goes “what the fuck, I’m a woman, why do I have a dick.” Also buys pads but then remembers she’s trans so he gives the pads to Thorin. Thorin had a hysterectomy years ago (thanks Óin!).
Bofur
- Used to chew on his hair when he was younger.
- Bites people to show affection.
- Found out that the others were queer before some even realized. (Proof: Dinner scene in Rivendell in the extended version)
Bombur
- Unmedicated ADHD, part of the reason why he’s fat.
- Lowkey makes a mean lasagna.
- Allergic to dust but he swears he isn’t. Can literally be laying in bed with snot dripping down his nose going “ahaha no im not allergic to dust it’s just the pollen, ignore how its winter !!”
Fíli
- His main vocal tic is saying “Kíli” in a really high pitched voice.
- Autism in autism vs adhd.
- Jumped out of a two story window when he was 4 because Kíli brought over a friend that he didn’t like.
Kíli
- His main vocal tic is saying “Fíli” in a really high pitched voice.
- ADHD in autism vs adhd.
- Can’t taste flavors, will eat warheads for fun.
Glóin
- BPD.
- Has dyscalculia but would rather die than admit it 😭😭
- Road rage.
Óin
- Struggles with falling asleep and struggles with waking up (double whammy)
- If the opportunity arises, he would in fact eat someone purely out of curiosity (ex: someone dies and says that ppl can do whatever they want to their body, so why not cook a piece?)
Dori
- OCD.
- Massive germaphobe. Constantly has the urge to wash/sanitize his hands after doing something “gross” (running his fingers through his hair, scratching his arm, touching his face, etc) and gets anxious if he doesn’t.
- Can’t fall asleep unless he has Nori and Ori beside him/laying on him. Great for winter since Dori’s muscles are hidden under thick fat, horrible during summer because Dori is a furnace.
Nori
- OCD.
- Hoarder. Swears that he’ll need them later, usually won’t. If he loses something from his collection, he’ll be sad for like five minutes, unless it’s something he fought tooth and nail for.
- High weed tolerance. Out smokes Gandalf ngl.
Ori
- OCD.
- Arranges things in a specific way but it looks like a mess to others so he gets really upset if someone “cleans” it for him, forgets to drink and eat when he’s hyper-focused on something.
- Def of “i love it when ppl pick up my speaking styles!… nvm my grandpa just said skill issue.” That’s him and Dori.
Thorin
- Lactose intolerant lmao.
- Also lowkey has DpDr but denies it (Óin literally diagnosed him).
- Sleep talks. It’s how Bilbo knew what kind of ring Thorin wanted.
Bilbo
- Allergic to strawberries, apples, and bananas. Like a loser.
- Also has OCD.
- Has a personal vendetta against ants.
#they all have ptsd btw#‘why is bilbo allergic to those’#because its funny#also funfact im allergic to great value bbq chips#and the sour cream and onions chips#xylomilo: hobbit#the hobbit#headcanons#the hobbit headcanons#thorins company#the company of thorin oakenshield#dwalin#balin#bifur#bofur#bombur#fili#kili#fili and kili#gloin#oin#dori#nori#ori#thorin oakenshield#bilbo baggins
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Hiii love, how are you?? I usually don't send asks to writers on Tumblr, so you're the first writer I'm sending to, yayyy 🤗 I loved loved loved the ending of the Watch and Learn, I loved the entire series. Rafe's growth throughout this series was amazing, you write him so well. Because of all your series, I continue to be a Rafe girly, I thought Cam Girl was your best series but Watch and Learn took the cake and I can't wait for you to finish Both Sinners 😊
You really are an incredible writer and I'm so happy I found your blog, you're always on my most recent blogs bc I check your page sm 😅 I really almost cried when reading the last chapter because I thought back to how Rafe and reader were in the beginning and how they are now in the end 😪 They're literally couple goals, I'm obsessed. Oh gosh, I've already made this so long but while I was reading the last chapter, I couldn't help but think back to the girl Rafe hooked up with and how he had the audacity to msg reader after. If it's not an issue, can you feed my fantasies and write a small blurb on reader getting revenge on Rafe and making him sooo jealous for doing that, I'm petty like that🤣 If you can't, it's no worries but thank you for continuing to be an incredible writer and such a sweetheart and for reading the excessively long msg 🥲 Much love hun🩷 Byeee👋
HI HONEY i’m good tysm, how are you!! you are so so so sweet 😭 i feel honored to be the first writer you’re sending an ask to 🥹 thank you for reading my work and sending such a kind message!! hehe my fav part of writing the last chapter of watch and learn was def sprinkling references to all the things they’ve been through since they met and the memories they made 🤭 i am so glad that you loved it 💘
i LOVE this prompt and absolutely can feed into the pettiness hehe 😌
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It was bad enough hearing Rafe make a girl moan through your shared wall. It was ten times worse when Rafe texted you “his bad” for the noise.
Followed by an lol. What a douche.
If he’s trying to make you jealous, two can play at that game.
You go to an on-campus bar with friends the following Friday night when you bump into a guy you recognize from one of your lectures. Once you realize he’s hitting on you, his eyes trailing down your cleavage, you feel the exciting twist of arousal deep in your stomach.
You invite him to your dorm. He seems shocked you’re giving him a chance. It makes him even cuter.
Rafe just got home from a night at the frat house when he hears you laughing in the hallway. He figures you’re with a friend or on the phone. Until he hears a male voice under your giggles.
He hears the door shut. Then music. Then… damn it. You’re moaning.
He’d be turned on by the sounds you’re making if it wasn’t for the fact that another man was coaxing them out of you.
You’re on the other side of the wall, body buzzing while he uses his mouth on you. He needs some coaching, but he’s definitely skilled.
You’re exaggerating your moans a little bit, unsure if Rafe can hear. When you hear thudding on the wall, you know he can.
Rafe’s fist is burning as he knocks on the wall, trying to get you to quiet down. He wants to say he’s just annoyed that you’re being loud this late at night, especially after you’re so self-righteous about quiet hours, but he knows jealousy when he feels it.
And this is jealousy.
When you get on top, your moans aren’t as exaggerated anymore. You feel genuine bliss as you ride him, controlling the pace, feeling his hands on your hips.
He’s not a talker at all, so you can’t help but think of the things Rafe says during sex.
Suddenly, the knocking is on your door instead of your wall. You meet your classmate’s eyes and laugh with him, taking a pillow and covering your body with it as you answer the door.
Rafe is standing in the hallway, jaw tight.
“Check your phone,” he says. “I’ve been texting you.”
“I’m… kinda busy,” you laugh.
“Yeah, I can hear,” Rafe mutters. “I think everyone on our floor can.”
“Don’t be jealous,” you tease, hoping he gives it away that he is. When he looks away with a scowl, you’re pretty sure he is.
Rafe can’t take it anymore. He tilts his chin forward, straightening up as much as he can.
“She moans louder when she’s with me!” he half-shouts into your room.
“Rafe,” you scold, nudging his arm. He smirks at you and you shut the door, shaking your head.
After your classmate leaves, you check your phone to see the texts Rafe was talking about.
Rafe: happy for u that ur getting some but chill
Rafe: he cant be THAT good
Rafe: you know i can fuck you better
Rafe: CHILL ur so loud
You laugh at the texts. He definitely can fuck you better. But he doesn’t need to know that.
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Not A Toy?
Trigger Happy AU
Part 3
Pairing: Dark!Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader
A/N: Ik ik, everything has been written in very excruciating detail so far, this one being no exception, but I promise I'm going to up the speed and intensity very soon. Also, I am sorry if this one is a bit rushed, I just wanted to get it out there. Def not my favorite chapter...
Disclaimer: English is not my first language; all mistakes are my own.
AU Warnings: Kidnapping, murder, Mommy kink, smut, pet play, death (not main characters), framed murder, violence, drugging, angst, obsession, dub-con/rape-con | Minors DNI 18+
Warnings Part 3: Mommy kink, stalker Wanda, kidnapping (?), slightly stupid reader
Summary: Maybe you are more to Wanda than just a Toy.
Word Count: 1157
Your apartment had never been the best. When you moved in, months prior, that much became apparent. It was filthy, small, and there were large gaps between some of the floorboards. However, money was tight after you were cut off from your family, and the neighborhood wasn’t the worst. So, you took what you could.
You had lived there for all of 2 weeks before you got a roommate. In those 2 weeks, you tried to make it more pleasant and feel more like home. You got a carpet to hide the large gaps, you moved the furniture to make it feel like more space, and you deep cleaned.
As you came to learn, Jessica didn’t care much for that sort of stuff. Between college, working a part-time job, having a boyfriend, and loving parties, Jessica was barely even there. She had never bothered to do much around the apartment, she never cleaned, and never took any interest in changing things around.
It's therefore safe to say you are a bit confused as you take in the scene in front of you.
Why is your coach upside down?
You have no clue how you didn’t see it until now. It wasn’t like you, you had always praised yourself on your observation skills.
That damn policewoman was doing a number on you.
You are just about to pull your phone out when you hear a creak, another issue with the floorboards. The sound came from Jessica's room.
Your apartment has felt off ever since you came home, but now it feels like you are somewhere else entirely. Suddenly everything was colder, and your skin prickles with chills.
Your feet slowly inch closer to Jessica's door, trying to stay silent, and your hands push gently on the handle. Sweat runs down your back and you hold your breath, the tension is heavy in the air. With the handle down, you being to put a slight weight into the door. The door creaks open to reveal….
Nothing.
Your eyes scan the room, everything the same as when you left this morning. You let out a shaky breath, relieved, you close the door again.
You remind yourself to send a quick text to your roommate about the furniture rearrangement before you walk back to the bathroom.
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Wanda bites back a groan as the door presses lightly against her. She can hear your hands shaking against the handle.
She had meant to get out before you came home, but you turn out to be a fast walker.
After her work was done for the day Wanda had spent a substantial amount of time tracking this roommate of yours. She was a busy girl. She worked at a local diner most of the week but had Mondays and Wednesdays off. She hung out with her boyfriend, that lived 2 blocks away, almost every day. She took a liking to people, always having to be around someone. She seemed to be your complete opposite.
By what intel Wanda gathered, you were a quiet girl, who liked to keep to yourself. You were sweet and always willing to help, but large groups of people made you uncomfortable.
You were perfect. Well-mannered, sweet, lonely. A good girl.
Hers.
Wanda is good at hiding her less savory side. Obsessive behavior never looked good on paper. She had only ever allowed herself to indulge in smaller doses. However, Wanda couldn’t just fuck this urge out with a random pretty girl she picked up like she was used to.
No.
Wanda needed you.
She needs to have you, nurse you, fuck you. She needs to hold you, have you wrapped around her like the little kitten you are. Hers, and only hers.
She just needed to push you a little.
So, she did what anyone would do, and began staging her crime scene.
Your apartment wasn’t exactly big, so how would a big fight play out in such a small space? Wanda was testing your living room when she heard your keys jingle in the hallway.
“I’m home!”
Wanda smiled a little.
You must have been so sleepy. There was a little crack in the door Wanda could look at you through, and you walked right passed the flipped coach and started getting your dinner ready. Wanda had to hold back a disapproving sigh as you picked up a microwavable dinner.
You were a growing girl who requires proper sustenance. Not, whatever was in those plastic tubs.
As the timer on the microwave counted down, you looked lost in thought. Wanda wondered what you were thinking about as your teeth sank into your lip, your scrunched-up nose indicating you were worried. Wanda's hands griped the door, if something was bothering her girl, it bothered Wanda.
Luckily you snapped out of it rather fast and got to eating.
You occur to be quite the messy eater. It was adorable the way you would huff in annoyance as the table became smothered in your mess.
Wanda made a mental note to always feed you on a mat. She didn’t want her floors to be stained like your table was.
You stood up.
Wanda couldn’t get a proper view of the bathroom from where she stood. She had intended on moving just a little bit to the left when her foot hit a loose tile.
Shit!
Wanda could hear you try to sneak over to the door, and she saw the handle slowly move downwards. If she made even the tiniest of noises Wanda knew the gig would be over. She pressed herself into the wall and held her breath.
You paused for a second when the door was almost all the way open. Wanda could hear you sigh. Then close the door again.
You make your way back to the bathroom.
Wanda stands there baffled for a second before sneaking out when she picks up the water running.
Who doesn’t open the door all the way when they think an intruder is in the house?
You just have to be happy it was only Wanda.
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“SOMEONE PLEASE!” The filth sobs as her voice echoes back to her.
Wanda smirks.
Don’t worry, it will all be over very soon.
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Some of my Rick Prime headcannons!:
btw shout-out to @darkforze and @imaginary-grandpa that inspired some of my hcs!!
Bigger/major headcannons:
- I like to think Prime wasn't ALWAYS what you'd consider a bad person, while I do think a "toxic Prime" might be real, I like to think perhaps some event in his life or even timeline in general was so major and big it impacted him and his view on others as a whole, perhaps maybe HIS Diane didn't love him as much as other Diane's? Perhaps their relationship was strained and close to an end? Idk maybe it wasn't even related to Diane nor Beth but something else entirely? Anyway I just think he wouldn't be BORN "evil", cause in my opinion that'd just make it so bland and flavorless, wasting potential Prime has as a character
- He definitely ISN'T DEAD (shhh I'm not abusing copium here) cause let's be real, dying so easily and barely having that much screentime despite being SO IMPORTANT to the plot of the show? Cause yeah Prime isn't *that* important to the WORLD of Rick and Morty (even though he did invent portal travel, showed it around to other Ricks and yara yara) but to C-137 mainly, but you can't just deny he could be a big plot point, anyway, in my hc he is alive somewhere outside the curve maybe? Or in a total forgotten reality just doing his thing and ignoring everything and everyone, maybe even with a Morty just to see what the appeal was?
- In my opinion if he did interact with our Morty aka HIS grandson, he'd be SO DISAPPOINTED with how Morty is, probably thinking he is a waste of time and resources, a failure, a disgrace to his genes and blood running in him, honestly I think he'd consider if he won against EMorty and C-137 to just spare Morty and make come with him to see if he could "fix" his grandson
- I like to imagine his favorite thing to do is to dissect ANYTHING, probably for Prime the innards and insides are the most interesting part of any creature and he probably dissects and dismembers other Ricks for the sake of satisfaction since they are so "inferior to him" that the only thing they have the SLIGHT semblance is their insides and guts.
- Probably bumped with Unity once and was a TERRIBLE experience for the hive-mind, probably Prime sees a hive-mind as something trivial but also useful, something that he could break and manipulate, which hey after a troublesome meeting with Uni they're not the biggest fan of Prime and get C-137 hatred in a way
- Views his daughter's job as a waste of talent and skill, Beth clearly is smart as FUCK but to Prime her choice of career would only prove to him how much of a "waste" of sperm she truly was, he disconnected himself from his family and original reality he probably wouldn't even CARE that his Beth died, I mean, he probably thought that he could just replace her, if he even cared enough to think that, though a part of me also hcs he did feel something considering that's his real daughter and in a way, a small link he still had to that dimension
Small/silly hcs:
- definitely an MSI fan (his fav songs would be lights out, shut me up and faggots)
- his favorite movie is definitely human centipede.
- 100% haunts C-137 with a hologram of sorts just to rile him up and create issues and conflict between C-137 and others
- a part of me thinks he has a cannibal vibe but more in the type of drinking blood since we SAW that C-137 does have a little cannibal tendency, just imagine Prime mixing wine and blood for a drink
- def hit C-137 with the "why are you so obssesed with me?" Card in one of his traps
- Danganronpa fan 100%, loves to imagine executions.
- in my opinion his fav alcoholic drinks would be Negrone, lime caipirinha and blood Mary
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trying not to pick all of them, but ☆ and ♒️ for spones? 👀👀
🩵🩵🩵 thanks rusoe!!
happy headcanon - combining this with the food one!!
food headcanon: I've talked about it before but my personal fave largely unsupported headcanon is that bones is an ethical vegetarian whereas Spock is a religious/cultural vegetarian. It's not entirely unsupported- there's the beta canon where Kirk talks about how bones hated it when he took him fishing, said it was barbaric because he watched the fish flop around suffocating outside the water, and in the Trellisane Confrontation bones is so disgusted by how they get the meat that he says he's becoming a vegetarian (spoilers, it's from another equally sentient alien on the planet) and in I think Demons, Spock rescues him from a plant tentacle and then cuts up the tentacle to feed to him and bones is very grossed out and doesn't want to eat it having seen how alive and apparently relatively sentient it was. I think he has no issue with replicated or synthetic meat.
Spock on the other hand is definitely culturally vegetarian and doesn't eat flesh for that reason and I think that encompasses replicated/synthetic meat too because that's still a representation of it. However, it's logical to survive and in a survival situation I think he would, and I don't think he has any issue with alien cultures consumption of it (like for example I don't think he'd have bones' distaste for fishing)
which is just funny because it means it's an emotional conclusion bones arrived at through reasoning out for himself over time, and a logical belief that Spock follows due to Tradition even in grayer areas. love it. also just love them taking different paths to the same solution and getting caught up in arguing which fork was better.
but separately, as we know, bones is a Certified Sensualist. To me, that means he's a foodie y'know? I think, as long as it doesn't wriggle too much or try to eat him, he's actually a very adventurous eater. He delights in novel foods. I don't think he actually cooks all that much though - I just don't think he'd find the time and with how much he loves it, he'd get bored with the same meals over and over. Spock on the other hand - it amuses me to think that part of why he tosses the plomeek soup is bc he's also pissy about it not being made how he likes to make it. I think Spock would enjoy experimenting with his cooking. I think McCoy enjoys hosting but would get all gooey at being offered something someone made the effort to make for him (he's def a tastes better because it's made with love guy and Spock is extremely unimpressed, it tastes better because he's skilled in balancing the salt fat acid heat and perfecting the time and temperature doctor...)
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Marchil crumbs part 2
Part 1 here - part 3 - part 4 - part 5 - part 6 - part 7 - part 8
Unlike my other crumbs masterposts I'm gonna be doing the marchil one through different posts rather than reblogs because copy pasting my drafts would be hell. Are you surprised there are enough crumbs that this part got past 30 pics? Yeah me too ngl. Part 3 is already full too, ooh boy
Beginning vs end (chapter 23 vs chapter 96)~ Oh how far they have come
She sees him as dependable! For good reasons, despite him generally staying out of fights, but it's still nice to see her appreciating him.
More of him rushing to help her, and a bonus of the reverse:
Let's keep looking at early Chilchuck & Marcille for a bit. I'll likely repeat myself between parts of this masterpost but they really do stick together and are on the same wavelenght quite a fair bit.
I state my case once more: comrades in disgust. It's more than that too, though! Despite their differences, despite their relationship being strictly professional, despite him dreading her addition to the party at first, he truly does care about her and values her perspective on this.
Chilchuck above is straight up implying that Marcille is the moral compass of the party, and seemingly appreciates that about her.
In part 1, I mentioned how they do argue, but always talk it out and it never turns into resentment between them, but I didn't show examples. Now is the time! Let's see how they hash things out.
She's not offput by his brash demeanor and is very open to explaining. They don't typically tend to budge on the issues they debate, but they do have an earnest conversation with each other and the other doesn't fall in their esteem for it.
The biggest disagreements they've had is definitely Marcille using dark magic and the bicorn chapter, which was a both-way moment of tension between them. It was when she hassled him about a sensitive topic (his wife) and when he lied to her that he had cheated on his wife, because of that during the chapter Marcille is very cold towards him (but even then rushes to his aid and is worried for him when hurt etc etc), until he later opens up andthey have agoodlong good-natured chat about it, by the end they're both back to normal and laughing together. It's definitely the most Marcille & Chilchuck centric chapter out there, at this point give it a reread though we're running a tight ship here and it's 30 pics max.
Ok. Tangent over, back to how even though there are disagreements they don't fall in each other's esteem. Maybe it's more that they trust each other to have common sense really, which is running rare in these parts, but... When they were apprehended by Shuro’s party, Chilchuck isn’t worried about leaving Marcille by herself, unlike with Senshi and Laios. And this wasn’t a decision without weight either, because this is JUST after she has used dark magic, but her letting that information slip and landing them into trouble doesn’t even occur to him. For a good reason since Laios ends up being the one to do just that... It's as much as a confirmation as we can get that he thinks she has the most common sense and social skills out of the party
And speaking of putting stock in others: They strategize together and appreciate each other’s input very often! Part 1 already had some but here some more:
I do like how he gets to manhandle her after he gets manhandled himself so often lol. There’s also smth to be said about him having seen her as an halfling, since his type is blonde halfling women… Bonus of Marcille being the very contrary of enamored with Chilchuck's changeling form:
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She is the best wingman. Has nothing but best of intentions. She wants to know her friends aka him better!! "I’ll invite you guys to meet my family" from Chilchuck means the world and more, they’re def not just coworkers anymore and man. MAN!!! Chil breaching that bridge for her. Him doing this because he knows she really wants that, AND blushing madly... If you wanna go the extra delulu mile it's kinda like he's opening his family up to her and fully letting her in, and may I add inviting her into his family perhaps even like something resembling a proposal after which she showers him in flowers and lover's gifts and-
Tfw you need to make sure your friend doesn’t get an inflated price/you make sure your girl gets only the best. This comic means they went shopping together btw, despite how he dislikes waiting after people ♡
Nothing to say about these they're just funny:
He do be keeping an eye and an ear out for her
Part 3 is here!
With juicy tidbits such as more of Chilchuck drooling over blond hair and them interacting across a table in the golden kingdom. Very fun very fun
#dungeon meshi#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#marchil#relationship analysis#sorry that my very soon was like a month but in my defense i was writing fics instead#marchil crumbs masterpost#shipping crumbs
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ANON: 'Hobie def seems like he knows sign language not just for communicating with those who are non-hearing/non-verbal but even just to communicate with others that are not within hearing distance in an emergency
(Idk if this is actually canon but if not then it’s a personal bc I had for Hobie that I just really wanted to share with someone 😭)'
NO UR SO RIGHT ANON AND IM GONNA DELVE AND ELABORATE ON THIS!
hobie’s line of work requires him to jump language barriers. he knows his accent isn’t easy to understand so he knows how to translate some of his words so others can understand him.
he learned sign language while he was homeless, interacting with others from many different backgrounds. hobie utilizes it A LOT. sign language makes it easy for him to communicate and also express how he feels.
when fighting with his normal spider society teammates, he’ll teach them some key signs and terms he’ll sign to them when in combat or in stealth missions. this makes communication easier in long distance situations, and even helps catch the enemy off guard!
often times, hobie finds himself signing at his concerts. whenever he speaks or says words before his songs, he signs whatever he says with it. he wants to ensure everyone knows what’s happening and can enjoy the concert to its fullest.
he’s also the biggest advocate for everyone learning sign language. he hates how the world is set up to where those who need sign language are stuck behind a barrier, and wants that to change.
in a relationship, both you and hobie use sign language in cases either of you go non-verbal!
when hobie goes non-verbal, it’s because he’s exhausted. his day consists of fighting enemies, fascists, and corrupt government. of course he’s tired! when tired he’ll opt to sign as communication, too tired to even speak at that point. if you know sign language, perfect! please use it to communicate with him, it’s important to him. if you don’t, that’s okay! he’s your teacher now, teaching you all about the language and the culture with it.
whether you are mute, go non-verbal, or are someone with hearing loss, communication is never an issue with him. he knows how to sign effectively and efficiently, his communication and understand skills in sign language being amazing for someone self-taught. hobie always wants you to know that communication is never an issue.
even if you don’t require sign language, hobie is still going to use it. he uses it when he talks regularly, and its important to him you understand and maybe use it too.
he loves signing i love you. whether you both sign it with arms crossed over your hearts, or use the handshape to signify it, it’s still regularly used between you two. it’s something he appreciates greatly.
(also another little thing but he LOVES the sound his rings make against each other when he signs. i love the sound my rings make so im PROJECTING)
overall, sign language is an important part of hobie’s life. he wants everyone to be able to talk to him, get to know him. because no one deserves to not be understood solely because they know a different language than them!
SORRY WITH HOW INSANE I WENT W THIS ANON THIS WAS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME!! i have a hard time understanding or comprehending what people say sometimes, and sign language is something i tend to use daily. this ask made me SO HAPPY <33
#LATEST FROM || ANON !!#hobie x reader#hobie brown x reader#atsv#astv hobie#spider man: across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#hobie brown
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the last chapter for walking study in demonology was CRAZYYY im so happy you updated. im so curious about what your thought process in writing it and if youre willing to share?? you dont have to if you dont want to btw! but in any case thank u so muchhh
hey thank you! appreciate it
okay super long answer below
honestly this one was difficult. idk if its bc its been a while since i write fics from scratch so i might have forgotten how difficult the whole thing is, but this one was tough. ch 8 wasnt from scratch tho cos i had the drafts since like 2022 or smthg lol
ik the formatting is non conventional in ch 8 and i was aware that itd be hard to read for some people. but i do think abt the readers often when i write.. mainly not what the readers want in terms of storyline (altho ofc i consider this too sometimes lol) but what the reading experience will be like for them.
i.e consider if id written the chapter in a linear, traditional way and narrated the confrontation between 1-A and LoV (or even other wackier “Villains” like godzilla and invading aliens or whatever). the truth is, although def easier to read, that version will be very boring.
(i know bc i tried and scrapped those versions.)
(im sure a better writer can write it interestingly but i am not a better writer.)
the thing w writing these traditional fight scenes is tht im sure — im 1000% positive in fact — that the readers have read it before. there r literally thousands and thousands of bnha fics out there with great fight scenes, on top of the actual manga, where youve read these characters fight their assorted villains. why would i make you read that again, esp when i know i cant do it better? i already know the readers r just gonna skim the chapter if thats the case. ive been a reader, ik what fic fatigue is like — esp with bnha when everythings been rehashed infinity times in infinity different ways.
same thing also applies with even the “metaness” of the fic itself.
i dont want the fic to come off like its talking down to readers, whom i believe alrdy have the instinctual knowledge of what the fic is trying to do. im willing to bet tht the readers have read something similar to this before, like multiverses n time loop n meta stuff, also cosmic horror. i still end up narrating some things even though often i feel im being too explanatory. i jst feel like the readers will know what im talking abt by virtue of their familiarity to the tropes involved.
therefore the least i can do is serve it in an interesting way, aka the fuckass formatting. like although the tropes im doing r done so many times before, at the very least i cld let the readers hopefully have fun by piecing it together puzzle-style with the fragmented formats — so its more of an experience thing rather than jst a lore dump. i dont like lore dumps, they can be condescending.
demonology def doesnt succeed in avoiding that however. in fact its fallen to that exact trap. ch 4 and 6, those r very lore-dumpy. i tried to make it fun w the humor dialogue style but its not perfect. i know tht by ch 8 that tricks alrdy old, and the readers have all the puzzle pieces at this point anyway so itd be even more repetitive than it alrdy is. even so i still feel im being too explanatory esp with the emotional arcs but thats a skill issue on my part
overall i feel demon can be more oblique and “elegant” in its mechanics.
but anyway, it IS crack… it was never meant to promise intelligence, least of all eloquence lmfao. its never meant to be taken seriously.
of course, at this point u can tell that i actually am taking it pretty seriously LOL. i never meant to write meta fiction. i have some gripes w it, namely that i feel meta fiction is used by weaker writers as a storytelling crutch n it can come off as lazy — demon is guilty of this too. but now that i end up writing meta fiction, i might as well fucking commit and try to push it as crazy as i can. if its not gonna be good, at least it can be interesting, or weird.
blah blah im yapping. point is, ik the end product might look very “random” and pastiche as if i was jst doing whatever i wanted … which, true … but it went thru a lot of trials and errors until this final version. you would not believe the amount of time ive rewritten this chapter, due to all those ^ considerations.
however i always knew i was going to start ch8 with the classic mary sue “fanfiction” — that segment was written a long time ago like in 2022/2023?? and mostly stayed unedited since, unlike the rest of the fic which i stripped and repainted and restripped again lol
ok thanks for reading abt my wack anime crack fic writing process that, again, shld not be taken seriously. i will admit however that i do put a lot of effort n heart into it so i cannot pretend i am aloof and disaffected. id be lying if i say its been easy. i consider it a miracle i updated at all. i keep saying its not meant to be taken serious but if i managed to make it even a little bit meaningful, id be very happy.
ah also. bnha ending actually forced me to scrap a lot of things too. but it kinda ends up for the better, maybe.
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