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I still think I need to watch the entire show again, but I'm gonna try and collect some very scattered thoughts because the ~discourse is appalling, tbh.
Idk who needs to hear this, but every single marvel project has been about the widening of the marvel cinematic universe. And it's fucking insane, that people are reducing this show as "just a way to get Wiccan" when it was so much more, especially for a show that wasn't even supposed to exist. It was a show spearheaded by a showrunner who initially pitched it because she loved Agatha, and Kathryn's portrayal of Agatha. One that happens to be a woman, btw (one that happens to had been at the forefront of both Captain Marvel [Uncredited] and been responsible for the first past of Black Widow [Story by, credits]).
Don't get me wrong, the MCU certainly has misogynistic undertones, the fact that we had to wait to have a woman led movie, or a movie director, as long as we did is a travesty. That without even going into the intersectionality that we are still missing in the wider MCU. And one that's inherent in the comic book world, if we are being honest. But guess what, THIS is the type of show that changes that narrative.
The fact that wandavision is still regarded the best Marvel-Disney+ show. So good that got an spin off focused on "a nanny". Show that delivered on a show being about her, and yet not the entire story, with outstanding narrative, direction and storytelling. And some swats of fandom are diminishing it left and right. The dudebros because it was about a woman, about a middle-aged woman, about a queer middle-aged woman. And others in the fandom because it wasn't as queer as they wanted, or focused on what they wanted.
And let's be honest, I'm amazed the show was as unapologetically and canonically queer as it was. Thanks to the efforts of Jac, Kathryn and the team behind it.
Agatha is based on a character that's been around for 50 years, and has being nothing but a nanny/governess for superpowered kids because she happens to be a witch, until relatively recently. Even when we had had part of her back story for decades, she was never that important, and she isn't even evil. Dare I say, she hasn't been that relevant until her run with the Scarlet Witch, and Kathryn Hanh's interpretation of her.
Agatha All Along, is not only an spin off of Wandavision, but also part 2 of the whole story. OF COURSE, Billy would be a very important part of her story, something that was touched upon in WV, but was also part of her (and I'm using this word very loosely) redemption arc.
She shared a kinship with Billy in WV, because he was magick. She wanted to understand how he worked, because she knew what Wanda did, and she wanted Wanda's powers. The fact that she could identify Billy immediately, even when she hoped it was Nicky, was important, but people were to busy whining about Billy having an episode. One episode that was also relevant to the ending of the show. And the full arc of the saga's mythology.
Is the show perfect? Not at all. Did I enjoy the heck out of it and can appreciate what it actually did? Absolutely yes. Can I appreciate how GOOD it was at storytelling? Hell yes.
It was a show absolutely centered in women. Good women, bad women, women of color, old women, younger women. The one man was a queer, three-year old in the body of a 16 year old. And mind you, this character has been making queer history, since his very recent creation (2005). This show is unapologetically queer, we had a huge ass Trans flag that said Protect trans kid in huge black letters being very prominent in the shots. It's HUGE, and not even by marvel/disney standards. The show had nothing to do with coming out, or acceptance, or people dealing with phobia. It was about queer people existing and being queer. Hell, you could make a case that they were saying "being a witch" is an allegory of being queer.
Every single member of the coven could be queer. They hinted at it with Jen, at the very least.
Let's talk about the rest of the coven. Who for me were the absolute highlight of the show.
Alice, generational trauma, the protection witch. The most tragic to me. She saw her curse, as a lie. As something her mother made to neglect her. And yet she couldn't keep a job, she resented her mother, and she had to be reminded of her every moment because her mom was a famous Rockstar. She goes to the road, she comes to terms with her mom's love for her, how her mom's version of the ballad was a protection spell, as much as Alice hated it, and she manages to defeat her curse. She protects her coven. Only to immediately die. Her dialogue with Death was devastating:
Alice: That's it? That's all the... That's all the time I get? Death: If I had a nickel... Alice: This can't be the end. It has to be the beginning. I finally broke the curse. I mean, I can really do something with my life now. Death: You're a Protection Witch. Alice: Yeah. Death: You died protecting someone. You ready? Alice: No.
Heart wrenching, unjust, and beautiful.
Lilia, who was plagued by the gift/curse of seeing her and others destiny. Ignoring it for over half her life, staying stagnant, because she was reeling from the fact that she saw the death of her family, her entire coven, she told them and it changed nothing. She was chased out of villages because she could see the tragedies coming. Who refused to be with a coven, love a coven because the heartbreak of losing her first was too much. Who decided that cheap tricks, was better than seeing the tragedies coming, and refused her gifts. She hated the appropriation of her culture, but when the time came, she accepted it, and moved on. She goes to the road, and finds her coven. "I needed you, my coven." And she died, going back to the start, because she'd rather relieve it all again, the good, the bad and the ugly, that keep neglenting herself. "I loved being a witch".
That without going into the absolute masterpiece that was episode 7. Pulling a non-linear story, as solidly as they did, is certainly not easy. And they did it, beautifully.
Jennifer, who was magick-bound for over a century, to the point that she doubted her knowledge and herself. And yet she made a name for herself, she was a successful entrepreneur (she cheated a little, but you know capitalism is the true villain here). A black woman who was outstanding at her craft, healing and being a midwife, to the point that she became an inconvenience to the fragile, egomaniacal, white men in the medical field. Where they sought out a way to stop her indefinitely. And yet she kept going, and survived. Even at the end of the road. She looked at the person who bound her, and said: "I deny your power over me. You hold nothing." And she unbounded herself, and got out. Not because of Billy or even Agatha but in spite of her. Jennifer survived, just like she has been doing for however many centuries, and she flew towards the sunset. Because 'She's the path ahead'. The growth she had, from being selfish the first few episodes, because that's how she survived, to screaming for Lilia when she decided to stay behind. Jennifer clawed her way out of the road, the bound. And she deserved it.
As for Billy... he's so much like her mother. He accidentally created the road, because he's equally, if not more, unaware of his powers as Wanda. Wanda at least thought she got powers from Hydra's experimentation. Billy isn't even supposed to exist. Billy who was "10 years old" but, realistically like 2 weeks old. Who got thrown into the body of this guy, who he doesn't know, and who doesn't even knows himself, because he doesn't remembers, with powers he doesn't quite understands and then he starts piercing moments of his life together, because he feels this massive hole in his being. And finds his answers on Agatha. He truly believes the road is real, that can take him to someone who while not have the answers, might feel the same way as him. Who was his other half, he doesn't remembers it, but he feels it.
His magick, is like Wanda's, Chaos magick, it manifests without his real knowledge or intention, but by his feelings. He created the road, with all the knowledge he thought he had, the road follows the rules Agatha and Nicky created when they made the ballad. Even if he doesn't know it.
Is the show about Billy? Not necessarily. Billy is important to Agatha, because Billy is Agatha's son now. Not by blood, not even by magic, but by choice. As much as she denies it, her "calculated risk", had something to do in the way she saw Billy, and how she wanted to protect him, in a way she couldn't protect Nicky.
And finally, Agatha. Agatha who built a reputation of killing all her covens. Starting with her mother's. Because her mother sentenced her to death, because she was born evil. And she took that and ran with it. She connived, and betrayed, but she survived, something she's extremely proud of. Do I wish we had seen more of her past? 100%. I wanted to know how she got the Darkhold, how she actually met Rio, how they fell in love. Does not really knowing diminish her storyline? Not at all. Because what we got was really nuanced, and it's going down the hill with people focusing only in the romantic relationship aspect. If anything, I think this is being reductive of Agatha, not Billy. The fact that she needs the love interest for people to focus on her, regardless if that love interest is a man or a woman.
But even then, what did people think it would happen? Agatha Harkness had a romantic relationship with Death itself. It was never going to be a romance, it was always a tragedy. Death who took her son away, Death who gave her time with her son, but never specify how much time. Who then followed her around, torturing her with its presence, and we know Agatha is resentful and can hold a grudge.
Death who kindly stopped for her.
Rio knew Agatha would always resent her, even when she gave Nicky more time, because at the end of the day, she would always had to take him away. As much as it was a kindness to let him be born, to take him while he and Agatha were asleep. She had to take him anyways, and Agatha would never forgive her.
Agatha letting the witchfolk think that she exchanged her son for the Darkhold, or made a deal with Mephisto, and saying it was because "the truth was much worse" had nothing to do with *our* perception of worse. But hers. A powerful witch who couldn't save her son, a woman who couldn't keep her son alive. A witch who let her lover take her son away. Using her son to lure more witches. Then using the song, that her son lovingly created for themselves, to lure even more witches to their doom, just for her to be more powerful and keep living (and potentially still looking relatively young). A song that was special to them, corrupted, because she wanted more power and killing witches, something she knew Nicky didn't like. Witchfolk thinking Agatha got the Darkhold trading her son, was better than what she thought of herself.
She saw Nicky in Billy, how he didn't like killing witches (as accidentally as Billy did), how he mourned, how he somehow still believed in Agatha, even with his barbs at her.
She sacrificed herself, not necessarily because of Billy. But because of Nicky, her boy she couldn't save. And yet here is another boy she loved, not the same but very similarly, one she could save.
Billy didn't manipulate her, (and even if he were to, Agatha would probably be proud of him for that) he's been consistent in wanting to understand Agatha. He's curious. Hell, he didn't even need to come back for Agatha, he had gotten out (wherever out was for him) but he came back, because he cared about Agatha. And if some people can't see that, because he happens to be a he... well, no matter what had happened in the show, those people wouldn't see it any other way.
Agatha becoming a ghost, and immediately seeking Billy, because she loves him, and she likes the way he sees her, not good or innocent, but knowledgeable, and with the potential to do good. And she sees Nicky in him, and his potential too.
There is so much more analysis, and I might share more thoughts later, but for now, this is it. I still wanted more, Agatha's story with the Darkhold, the Salem seven, more of the coven, yet not necessarily for the show or the episodes to be longer, but I would love to see if they expand on this, on another spinoff.
#text post#agatha all along spoilers#nicnic rambles#jumbled incoherent thoughts#I just needed to get some of this out because fandom's response is driving me crazy#media literacy found dead in a ditch#I loved this show and y'all mememes will do so much noise that studios won't want to do more stuff like this anymore#deep and compelling#and will want to just focus on white straight men with their superiority complex only again#anyways
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i'm just living THAT life (my parents fight every fucking minute but they won't divorce)
#i'm exhausteeeeed#pls just shut up#life would be worse if they divorced but would it really?#every little thing becomes a disaster#they overreact so freaking much#and when i cry cause i'm stressed they tell me i'm exaggerating#SHUT UP#SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AT THEM LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPP#the lore is too deep to be shared at this point#going to sleep with white noise (my parents screaming from the kitchen) how lovely#i miss silence in this house#marriage is scary guys what if i am like my parents
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thinking about roach going star tipping with his friends i miss him
#something like he wouldn’t be able to stop giggling as he spins. drunk off cheap beers and the excitement of the night.#snuck into some deep corner of a random farmer’s land and shushing the animals when they make too much noise.#he loses the star he’s supposed to focusing on almost immediately and goes too fast to choose another so he just stares at the sky#as the stars smear into white streaks around him.#the flashlight is absolutely blinding and gravity hits like a truck#stumbles backwards and falls on his ass. he’s so sure it’ll bruise but he’s too busy laughing to care.#urghhh need him with rosy cheeks and mussed hair. dying for a breath as another person joins him on the grass.#gary roach sanderson#roach cod#cod mw2#modern warfare 2#southro writings
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I’m just a cozy little boydyke napping peacefully to the sound of brutal sludge metal. If u even care
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Perfect Soothing Sounds of Rain for Sleeping and Relax💤😴
#youtube#rain#rain sounds#sounds of rain#sleeping#relaxing sounds#sleep#white noise#soothing relaxation#sounds for relax#youtube video#youtube subscribe#rainyday#axienty#tinnitus#deep sleep#deeprelaxation#asmr video#asmr rain sounds#rainsound#helpsleep#whitenoise#soothingrainsounds#soundsforsleep#soothingsoundsofrain#sleepingandrelax#tumblr
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i thought my mom n sister were asleep but suddenly there was a bunch of yelling downstairs n things smashing n my whole room is getting rumbled
#it always sets off my anxiety so deep but this jumpscared me so hard my stomach feels like it got frozen and then shattered 2 bits#i miss when i had a lock on my door i feel so vulnerable#i had 2 jump up and get dressed#i split my drink#i just wanted 2 be cozy in bed#usually this stuff happens earlier in the day and i can sleep through it#shoutout my beloved fan for offering my white noise protection
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Youtube始めました。 睡眠、勉強、作業などする時、背後で流す用の動画です。 ぜひ、登録と👍をお願いします。
I started YouTube. This is a video to play in the background while sleeping, studying, working, etc. Subscribe and 👍
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Heavy Rain Sounds by the Lake | Relax and Sleep
Listen to the rhythmic patter of raindrops on the water's surface, accompanied by the gentle rustle of leaves in the breeze. Whether you're looking to relax, meditate, or drift off to sleep, the serene ambiance of this lakeside rain will help you find peace and tranquility.
#Heavy rain sounds#Deep sleep rain#Rain for insomnia#Peaceful rain sounds#Rain white noise#Heavy rain relaxation#Rain sounds for sleep#Lake ambiance#Deep sleep sounds#Rain meditation#Sleep aid#Nature ambiance#White noise rain#Stress relief rain#Soothing rain#Serene atmosphere#Meditation rain sounds#Calming sounds#Ambient rain#Relaxation#Lush green trees#Rain by the lake#Nature sounds#Sleep sounds#Relaxing rain sounds#Lake rain sounds#Youtube
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i know i look funny as hell when i cant sleep because at a certain point i give up on trying to tire myself out and i just angrily burrito into forced coziness. looks so serene and then my face is just 》:(
#tegan rambles#i would like to FUCKING SLEEEEP#literally have tried it all#exercise#get up and do a thing that was bugging me#change clothes#change the sheets#hydrate#bathroom#white noise#sleep hypnosis#count to 100#count backwards from 100#deep breathing exercises#DOESNT WORK
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Bro i nneed ambien i cant take this anyMore :/
#no amount of yoga n exercise n deep breathing is helping w the fact that#my nervous system will not allow me to sleep thru even the slightest noise#and i have 2 types of white noise going at all times#indica weed pen#magnesium and gabapentin#nothing works ):
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In terms of how they write lyrics and music, the heavy utilization of references, and the vibes™️ I propose that Will Wood and Dave Malloy are the same sort of weird music dude just like a generation and genre apart, and if they for one ever collaborated it would unlock a whole new genre of music beyond our comprehension, which is also now the thing I want most in this life.
#I’m thinking about Actually and Fugue State from Octet and like Will Wood’s White Noise and The Main Character#there’s something about the deep sadness and vulnerability both these men convey in some of their music paired with the absolutely feral#lyrics and references where you need like Wikipedia open as you parse song lyrics to unpack the meanings and have like phenomenal use of#instrumentation and the lack thereof and can do great work at crazy tempos and slow songs like I’m sorry they have such similar vibes#truly so many of the undiagnosed and diagnosed autistic girlies (gender nuetral) like Dave malloy and will wood and there’s a reason#look me in the eye and tell me that will wood wouldn’t write ‘Fugue State’ after ‘I Liked This (Okay Computer)’ like same vibes entirely#will wood can’t go on hiatus for this reason sorry :(#dave malloy#will wood#emry eloquates
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kraken hockey bringing everyone together (i had the radio on in my earbuds and listened to the game with a coworker the entire last hour of our shift)
#for her it was just white noise to keep occupied#to me it was a bonding experience#i will be dragging her into the deep with me#seattle kraken
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Experiencing my usual despair over having had to move to windows, this time bc i just wanted a damn ambient noise maker and it means i need to wade through AI written articles and microsoft app store pages waxing poetic about productivity and in-app purchases. I miss the simple little open source noise box (Blanket) that i used to use on linux
#im allergic to having to go to a fuckin ~store~ to download a thing#i refuse to call them apps. this isnt a damn phone#chatter tag#please i just want my tinnitus to shut the fuck up while i fail at making a spreadsheet#deep sigh. browser ones it is then bc i dont have the spoons for this bullshit rn#tho if anyone has recs im open#for windows ones not for phone ones#im at my laptop p much all day so i dont need to bloat my phone with this#ones that just have white noise/'cancel tinnitus' just make me anxious#i need the ones with birdsong/fire crackling/etc to give me something else to focus on
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Class of 2022
An annual ritual returns! We are here to welcome the This Had Oscar Buzz Class of 2022! Off the top of the episode, we celebrate friend and former guest (and, spoiler alert, next week’s guest) Pamela Ribon on her Best Animated Feature Short nomination for My Year of Dicks and lament the To Leslie episode that could have been. We also get into the Riseborough situation and previous nominations that were rescinded. And of course we have our returning categories for movies we’re happiest (and saddest) to have missed out on Oscar nominations, most surprising to miss, most forgettable movie to receive Oscar buzz, and our most anticipated for a future episode.
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The 2022 Oscar nominations
Joe covering 2022 Oscar stats for Vanity Fair
Robert Daniels for the Los Angeles Times
Rebecca Ford for Vanity Fair
Vulture Movies Fantasy League
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#Academy Awards#Oscars#movies#To Leslie#andrea riseborough#The Woman King#Saint Omer#Nope#Till#Wendell and Wild#The Menu#The Son#Deep Water#My Year of Dicks#Pearl#The Good Nurse#White Noise#Thirteen Lives#Amsterdam#Mothering Sunday#Bones and All
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