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Heavy Rain Sounds by the Lake | Relax and Sleep
Listen to the rhythmic patter of raindrops on the water's surface, accompanied by the gentle rustle of leaves in the breeze. Whether you're looking to relax, meditate, or drift off to sleep, the serene ambiance of this lakeside rain will help you find peace and tranquility.
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Restful sleep • Anxiety healing, Stress relief and Emotional balance • Soothing night music
#sleep music#relaxing music#meditation music#stress relief music#music for reading#deep focus music#calming music#peaceful music#soothing music#yoga music#study music#background music#ambient music#spa music#healing music#nature sounds#instrumental music#piano music#guitar music#cello music#violin music#lo-fi music#relaxation music#mindfulness music#sound therapy#sleep sounds#nature music#ocean sounds#rain sounds for sleeping#Youtube
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anyone else inexplicably fucked up by the very existence of "its raining somewhere else" as a track?
#like yeah yeah sans is a joke character who actually has more depth to him we been known. but#idk something abt that track in particular just fucks me up every time#the mention of rain. how somber it is. that little melody toward the end#like its always been a track thats meant to tell us something. to make us question its meaning. but every time i listen to it it just.#hits me all over again.#its raining somewhere else. and what does that mean? what does that tell us?#the way its used in the secret room too. slowed down. it was always the version i preferred.#it seems so... melancholy and vulnerable#maybe thats what gets me. sans is a deep and mysterious character but one who doesnt show vulnerability#so to have this little moment via this track. where it feels like hes letting you in closer. idk. it always felt special#im. very normal. about. all of this.#obligatory dr chapters 3 and 4 mention. we already know its gonna rain. maybe that will tell us something new?#well finally be in that place. where it's raining. well be somewhere else.#i should sleep
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Alright, we're still talking about DYWTYLM, right? 'Cause I'm gonna talk about it a bit too
Much like how Gods and Vore are intrinsically connected, DYWTYLM and Fall For Me have a similar type of relationship, but there are actually so, so many more ways that this song ties into the rest of the discography than just the one, and I think this song should be given more of a spotlight in general.
Still looking first at the most obvious connecting thread, DYWTYLM shares several lyrical and compositional elements with Fall For Me. Looking purely at lyrics here, to put it simply, both songs are about unrequited love. Past that level, however, these songs are completely different. Fall For Me has this painful desperation to it, like there's an open wound in our heart in the shape of this person and it will just continue to bleed and fester until we can even just see the person again, "oh god I wish you were here," because we're falling apart and losing ourselves without them and "I am yours in the end" so wouldn't it just be so perfect, so easy, to fix our fractured existence if you would only just fall from reality and join me here, to protect me from my insecurities and my past? It's about wanting to be loved but also wanting someone to meet you where you're at even as it means falling deeper themselves to do so.
DYWTYLM, though, takes a very different tone. This is despondent, almost defeated in tone. I know you don't love me, but do you wish that you did? I'm still losing myself, "it's getting harder to be myself," and "my reflection just won't smile back at me like I know it should." There's a great deal of self-reflection on the loss of identity and general unmooring that's been caused by this person you've tied so much of yourself to drifting away. It's unclear whether or not this small, repeated "please smile back at me" is at them or at yourself. Back in Fall For Me we heard about how "I'm losing touch with what I am again," and this seems to have only grown stronger. This is despite what we see in High Water, where "I will accept that I can't pretend we will ever be together." Acceptance, clearly, does not mean that the pain disappears, or that you feel any less awful about it, or that you don't continue to question the circumstances.
It sounds something like this: I don't know why you don't love me, and I still wish you did, even though I know you don't. Could you at least tell me if it's personal, or "is it always the same" with you? The idea that's "eating me alive" is the idea that you feel no guilt for stringing me along like this, that "you don't conceal your feelings, they just don't exist." Can you at least tell me if you understand what I'm going through, if "there's something you give that you will never receive in return" like the way I will never receive your love?
That's a lot to unpack, but let's give it a go.
The opening lines to DYWTYLM, asking if you ever "roll with the waves" or if you always "duck into deep blue safety," are an evocative image representing a retreat into the safety of isolation and repression when offered someone's love. They are also a continuation of some of the ideas presented in The Love You Want from back in TPWBYT. Back then, just before Fall For Me, we have this metaphor of keys, noting that "it seems your heart is locked up and I still get the combination wrong," and wondering if "you're simply waiting to save your love for someone I am not." It's this question, again, of whether or not there's something about you that just isn't right for them, or if there's a blanket refusal, swallowing each presented key despite the possible ramifications down the line of always pushing others away and refusing that kind of connection.
There's one other piece in this verse, that "maybe you believe that in the end you will be better off that way," tying us back into DYWTYLM and the question of not just if that person always like this but if there's any kind of drive behind this avoidance - fear, anger, disgust, anything emotional at all - or if there's nothing there, which then ties us into the question of "can you ever forgive yourself," because of this underlying dread of the possibility that "you don't conceal your feelings, they just don't exist." What if you're not "[pulling] at the chains" of my love but instead "[pushing] into constant aching," the ache here being the absolute agony of unrequited love that we described in Fall For Me?
This is where the instability and sense of completely falling apart come into play. Picking the key metaphor back up, note how many different times we seem to have tried to unlock this person's heart. What does that really mean? Are we approaching with different types of love, or are we trying to change ourselves to suit what we think their taste might be, even though it never works? There's this deep-rooted insecurity, this question of if there's a chance we could possibly get this right if we were someone else. Certainly, constantly changing how you're acting around or approaching someone over and over again has to be not just exhausting but a major hit to your sense of self.
Over and over and over again we've given away and taken pieces from our self, adding in pieces of them that may look better or trying on different attitudes like they're outfits, so of course you're falling apart. You're a Frankenstein's monster of cobbled together pieces of yourself and someone else and something you can't even recall, you've made this one person the thread holding it together and now you're not just falling apart but losing all sense and recognition of who you even are, because you stopped living for yourself a long time ago.
In any normal relationship, this continued rejection wouldn't seem that big of a deal, the kind of thing where you really should just take the hint and move on, but we know this isn't the case. As such, let's go back to Give for a moment. Frankly, it's obsessive. I'm here, I'm not just interested but I want to "give you all that I can give," and in a bit that's echoed later on in Fall For Me, "if you wanna give me anything then give, give in again." We're constantly rejected yet fed enough breadcrumbs to still stay, given a hollow shell of love with no real substance to it. Aqua Regia describes it well when calling it "cold love, hot blood," and that's a huge part of why it hurts so much, especially considering the times when it really did feel like this might be an equal and loving relationship instead of this constant erratic and destructive attachment pattern.
That's why this is a constant aching that we think may be being pushed into deliberately instead of us just being a weight dragging them down that they're trying to pull away from in the way we feared in High Water, and that's why it's so painful to even imagine that this attempt to actually undo the locks and be shown that open and vulnerable heart was futile from the beginning, because there was nothing there that they could give, nothing real that you could ever receive in return. We felt so deeply jealous that they could "sever [their] connection with everything" in Missing Limbs, and in DYWTYLM despite the established horror at the concept of that indifference we also wonder if it's "better to just not feel? Could we hit delete?"
So, no, at this point we are asking for an acknowledgement at best, not to be loved, and these questions we're asking are more rhetorical than anything. Perhaps we've given up on even hearing an answer, at this point, but we have to ask anyways. They won't smile at me but I can't smile at myself either. I don't know who I am, but I hate whoever that is, and I want to be someone else, even though I don't know if that's possible. Anything, anything but this. I don't feel like a person, I don't sound like a person. Am I not fit for anybody, like this? Could I turn into a different person, start over as someone new? Could I hit delete on my emotions? Could I hit delete on myself? Would I be better off that way?
#.. might have gone off the deep end there. as usual. but I think it's valuable to have in mind going into Rain too so hey#sleep token#thiiiiiiiiis needs another proof-read but dinner time first#aqua's offerings
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Alex and Nigel on a random Friday night. Dinner done, dishes cleaned, kids put to sleep, and it's just them in their own bedroom. Nigel has missed his Jack and he can't help but cling all over him. What do we think, chat? 🎤
#murderous intent#like minds 2006#alex forbes#like minds#nigel colbie#I wonder what goes in Nigel's mind when Alex is sleeping#Is it the fact that he's found his jack?#Is it the night in the rain where some kind of sentient being has spared him?#Or is it because IT'S Alex#NOT JACK#But Alex himself.#The Alex that makes him feel weak in the knees. The Alex that has intrigued him from the very start#The Alex who had torn through his membrane and has infested all his ever waking thoughy.#And Nigel feels scared#Perplexed even.#But deep down. Nigel knew that this was love. For Alex and for their children. For the first time He learned how to love.#Thank you for coming to my ted talk.#*EVAPORATING WITH A SMILE WHILE I SCREECH INTO OBLIVION*
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The dreamy piano sounds for stress-free nights & restful sleep
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#sleep music#relaxing music#meditation music#stress relief music#music for reading#deep focus music#calming music#peaceful music#soothing music#yoga music#study music#background music#ambient music#spa music#healing music#nature sounds#instrumental music#piano music#guitar music#cello music#violin music#lo-fi music#relaxation music#mindfulness music#sound therapy#sleep sounds#nature music#ocean sounds#rain sounds for sleeping#Youtube
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I just bought three separate vacuums, we're about to go scorched earth policy on these second-generation fleas who I should have killed in gestation when I murdered their parents with Trojan cats slathered in neurotoxins.
#not this time though#we're killing the blood line#(i also bought a shit done of other cleaning supplies + two separate flea sprays)#(one arrives today and is for the fresh faced adults)#(the next arrives next week)#(for any children who survive the hellfire im about to rain on them)#ive had a heinous week and havent slept in days#but today. i am an unjust god.#i would say its my own fault for not deep cleaning when i had the chance. but ive been nonstop working.#but the psych damage of experiencing a 2nd gen flea hatching in a tiny studio apartment after 3 days without sleep#is going to carry me through destroying Sodom and Gomorrah
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💤 Sounds of Sleep Rain Relaxation🛌 #rain #rainsounds #rainsoundsforsleep...
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#rain sounds#chill#youtube#peace#saudemental#lofi#lofi and chill#rain sounds for sleeping#relaxing rain sounds#deep sleep#asmr rain#rain world
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me (on a call) (for the hundredth time): if you’re going to sleep you should do that or i’ll just ramble about something else
my partner: alright, i’ll go, but you better get some sleep too, if you don’t i’ll kill off this npc
me: damn alright
#talking bout rain#“don’t make me kill my favorite character#i’ll be sad if she dies but it’ll make terrific angst for my character#she threaten to kill off this npc and revive another my character hates#technically my character hasn’t even met him just but the hatred is there#deep within the bones#and it’s totally not because he dies and leaves my favorite character (said npc previously mentioned) alone#technically she kills him too#but that’s a story for another day#i’m actually tired though so it’s sleep time#dnd#various other important tags#aramine my beloved
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The rain fell steadily all that evening and all the night, dashing against the windows of the castle, and Jill never heard it but slept deeply, past supper time and past midnight.
"The Chronicles of Narnia: The Silver Chair" - C. S. Lewis
#book quote#the chronicles of narnia#the silver chair#c s lewis#rain#jill pole#fast asleep#deep sleep#supper#midnight
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#just got woken up by a woman screaming bloody murder#(the same exact screams that i called 911 for the other night bc i thought someone was literally dying)#like loud enough to wake me up from a deep sleep at 5:30am from far enough away to be fully out of sight#and managed to convince myself that it was a fox even tho it didn’t sound quite like the videos of foxes#but then she screamed actual words abt like ‘you hurt me’#so. i just called 911 again#idk what to DO in these situations. and then of course she stopped screaming right then#ETA: i can hear a calm like reassuring sounding voice so in hoping someone is taking care of her#i can’t here actual words over the rain but really hoping she’s alright
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#Rain Sounds for Sleeping#Deep Sleep Music#Relaxing Rain Sounds#Sleep Music#Calming Rain#Gentle Rainfall#Soothing Sleep Sounds#Rainy Night Sleep Music#Natural Rain Sounds#Sleep Ambiance#Youtube
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A Quiet Place 🌊 Chill Music for Stress Relief [ Work - Relax - Study ]
#sleep music#relaxing music#meditation music#stress relief music#music for reading#deep focus music#calming music#peaceful music#soothing music#yoga music#study music#background music#ambient music#healing music#nature sounds#instrumental music#piano music#guitar music#cello music#violin music#lo-fi music#relaxation music#mindfulness music#sound therapy#sleep sounds#nature music#ocean sounds#rain sounds for sleeping#lullaby#relax music
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Listen to the rhythmic patter of raindrops as they nourish the earth and nurture the growth of young saplings. Whether you're winding down after a busy day or seeking a moment of serenity, let the calming ambiance of this rainy scene wash away your stress and tension.
#Rain sounds#Relaxing rain#Nature sounds#Sleep aid#Rain for sleeping#Soothing rain#Raindrops#Water dripping#Ambient rain#Calming sounds#Sleep therapy#White noise rain#Meditation rain#Peaceful sleep#Nature ambiance#Stress relief#Deep sleep sounds#Rain meditation#Relaxation techniques#ASMR rain#Nature relaxation#Rain and wind#Peaceful rainstorm#Sleep meditation#Ambient nature sounds#white noise#nature rain sounds#splashing water#nature sound#Youtube
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Soothing Ambient Music with Ethereal Sounds
#soothing ambient#relaxing music#calming music#calming#calm#relax#ambient#ambience#sleep music#music for sleeping#deep relaxation#meditation#spa music#oasis life music#easy listening#relaxing flute#meditation music#rain sounds#rain music#rain music for sleep#water sounds#water music#rain and flute
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there is an aching in my chest and tears in my eyes
i want to love I want to love and be loved
i want to be held and hold and know and be known
maybe that's what love is to me
it hurts how much I want to love with you
"you" in a whoever kind of way. I don't know who
#queer yearning#gay yearning#oh God oh God#please ocean please#if I cannot know love please send more rains to me#it helps me better sleep at night#soil please stay warm in the deep so that moles can play#I beg of thee#let me know love
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