#deep in the night the fight lasts for hours 😖

[hismourningflower]

circe saga is keeping me controlled rn or i wouldve been way ruder with what im typing rn

i thought circe saga would make it worse honestly but i can’t wait for my evening entertainment

[mockrelevance]

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

I say it's average

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

myself most likely, or a coworker

03: Do you regret anything?

at the moment ....no.

04: Are you insecure?

sometimes often

05: What is your relationship status?

divorced.... from myself

06: How do you want to die?

peacefully

07: What did you last eat?

soup

08: Played any sports?

tennis

09: Do you bite your nails?

not often

10: When was your last physical fight?

neve- -2019.

11: Do you like someone?

No.

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

and some

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

No.

14: Do you miss someone?

No.

15: Have any pets?

No.

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

cold, dull pain in the back, prickly

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

No.

18: Are you scared of spiders?

proximity wise yes

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

Heck yeah, brother.

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

nowhere

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

try to remember

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

maybe, 2

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

ears, 2

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

art.... ummmm.... ! ...Art....

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

myself, before all the pain (comedically)

26: What are you craving right now?

sleep

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

... could have, could not have no. ones told me so i won't assume

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

No.

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

No.

30: What’s irritating you right now?

how silly tarot card readings on YT affect my actual IRL mood

31: Does somebody love you?

Yeah, I would hope so.

32: What is your favorite color?

some green-ish/blue-ish color out in the woods somewhere

33: Do you have trust issues?

Now? yes

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

some guy I've never met IRL pointed a gun at me, it was a prop gun so it only shot compressed air or something, but I got upset that him and scolded him into a computer..... oooh.... this is about Overwatch...😖

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

me in the mirror

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

no, you must solve 3 of my toughest riddles first !!!

i.e. have an actual honest person-to-person conversation about the situation and if the destruction is worth salvaging or not, move in the appropriate direction for each individual.

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

For me yes. but also I have memory stuff going on so....no?

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

no. that was 2022

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

*pending* or like 6yo or something

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

only in my dreams

51: Favourite food?

i forgot

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

Fuck yeah! and sometimes the reason is that you're stupid.

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

fail to sleep

54: Is cheating ever okay?

NO. unless your an actor and this is a movie

55: Are you mean?

somethimes

56: How many people have you fist-fought?

Zero.

57: Do you believe in true love?

.....

58: Favourite weather?

partly cloudy but it is warm, there's a soft breeze and the brush of leaves sing you their melodys

59: Do you like the snow?

at times

60: Do you wanna get married?

sure

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

not all the time

62: What makes you happy?

oof, a lot of things but its always related to other people being happy

63: Would you change your name?

no, but i did change my nickname

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

No.

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Idk, talk about it.

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

Yea?

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

coworker

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

the walls

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

i believe that everyone you meet that leaves any sort of imprint on it, for better or for worse is a soulmate. like, the word mate = "friend", they are just a friend of your soul here to help teach you lessons about this world. some of them are cool and some are not.

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

No.

[lazydoodlesandfanfic]

Effects of the Toxin (Clark Kent X Male!Wayne!Reader)

Characters: Clark Kent X Male!Wayne!Reader

Universe: DC, Batman, Superman

Warnings: Mention of death and fears

Request: Clark Kent/Male!Reader (eldest son of Bruce). Clark gets a call in the middle of the night from a worried Batfam. M!R had a rather nasty patrol (feargas w/ villain run in gone wrong) & isn't responding to anyone, so they hope Clark can help. Clark finds M!R in his room laying on his bed & Clark goes to spoon M!R til he's ready to talk. M!R eventually tells about how he feels weak&worthless for not being able to fight off the feargas&villain, breaks down and Clark just holds him and stays?😬😏 For the Clark Kent/Male!Reader feargas/villain request: could you add loads of kisses too? And maybe Clark telling M!R how much C. Thinks he's worth it? Pls, I do need a happy ending (Sorry for the extra stuff 😖😅)

Clark had been waiting for a call from you all night. You’d usually call earlier, but you’d told him about your dad needing your help with a problem, so he expected to be waiting a while. However, it had been hours, it was nearly midnights and still nothing. He was starting to consider going over to Gotham, when the phone finally rang. 

“Kent? You need to get here soon. It’s Y/N.” Bruce told him, his voice low and monotone, and immediately Clark didn’t hesitate to start to make the trip to the manor. He had an almost overwhelming feeling of dread. Clark and yours relationship was known by Bruce, though he acted like it wasn’t a thing as part of the act of the subtle rivalry between him and Clark. So for Bruce to call on him? This was serious. 

He arrived quickly, Alfred greeting him. “What happened?” He asked the butler. 

“Y/N was exposed to fear toxin, and quite a bit of it.” Alfred explained as he led him inside and pointed him up the stairs. “The hallucinations have ended, but he’s still ill from the effects of it. He requested you.” 

Clark rushed up the stairs and to your bedroom door, where he hesitated. You were still coming around from the effects of the toxin, and he had seen people on it. He knew you were terrified, full of adrenaline and the last thing he wanted was to cause more harm than good. He took a deep breath in, calming himself down, and softly knocked on the door before entering. “Y/N?” He called your name, seeing the shape of you curled up in bed, the only light coming from the window. Your back was to him, and you didn’t respond to his beckon. He came closer, slowly circling the bed to the other side and sitting down on the bed. Still nothing. Clark turned and switched on the lamp on the bedside cabinet, and turned back to you. You were looking up at him. “How are you feeling?” 

“Paranoid. My heart won’t calm down. I’m stressed to the point my stomach hurts. Is this a panic attack?” You asked him as he slowly laid down beside you, facing you. 

“It probably is. What do you need from me?” Clark asked you, keeping his voice soft and calm for you. Clark watched you think, and he could tell your mind was still racing even if your body was frozen still. “How does a hug sound?” You quickly nodded, and Clark pulled you into his embrace, engulfing you in his safe arms. “Take your time. It’ll still be a while before the effects wear off, but we’ll get through it.” He told you. 

“I just… I feel so weak. My dad has walked through that stuff and hasn’t flinched. Dick and Jason have been exposed to is, and Dick shook it off and Jason just sat down and powered through it, and then told me he relived his death… and I screamed. I wailed. I couldn’t tell the difference between real life and what I was seeing, I lashed out at all my family who were just trying to help me and-”

“I know. Everyone reacts differently to it, and from what it seems, you’ve been exposed to a hell of a lot of it, a lot more than a little whiff of it. Of course you’d react differently. It’s nothing to feel bad about.” Clark assured you, his hug becoming a little tighter.

Clark closed his eyes and just focussed on the feeling of your chest expanding, feeling it slow down after time, until he was certain you were asleep. He stayed still, even when his arm started to numb, because he knew you could have a nightmare still, and you still needed him. He only moved a little when the door opened, and he saw Bruce. He put a thumbs up, and Clark nodded. Bruce mouthed a thank you before leaving him to it. 

Hope you like it! If you have any questions, please send them in! 

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