#deep in my ayaka feels today !!!!!

[ayahimes]

good morning . here's your gentle reminder that after ayaka's dance scene you can hear the traveler hum the tune .

[testrella]

CRAZY RICH ASIANS…! G. SATORU X READER

𝜗𝜚 | CHAPTER FIVE : accidental kiss.

NEXT… CHAPTER SIX : clashing clans.

[CONTENT WARNING] - mentions of drug abuse

gojo sat in his office, lost in deep thought after the not so pleasant exchanged he had with his mother. the heated argument made his mind wander back to his youthful, teenager years. recalling the time he had his future wife within arms length.

his first kiss wasn’t something he could ever possibly forget, it was an accidental exchange. ayaka zenin convinced him to slip away from the lavish party their families would throw for any type of celebration in hopes of rekindling the clans relationship. they snuck out and found a quiet spot deep into the gated garden the zenin clan had. under the moonlight, along with pesky bugs and leaves brushing past them, ayaka leaned closer to gojo. the kiss that followed was clumsy and awkward. it was more like an accidental brush of lips than a romantic gesture. gojo vividly remembers pulling back, startled and uncomfortable with the tension ayaka created.

“am i..am i not a good kisser?” her voice was laced in embarrassment and concern.

“n-no! i mean- it’s not that..” the 15 year old gojo fiddled with his collar before finding the right words. “don’t you think you’re rushing it?”

his words caught her by surprise. “rushing?! it feels like we aren’t doing enough satoru. we get married the moment we turn 18 and you can’t even look at me in the eyes!” she cries out.

the relationship lasted all throughout their high school years. everyday was an endless cycle for gojo. he wanted more freedom and say on his future, ayaka asked for the basic forms of love from him, his mother kept breathing down his neck. those last few teenage years were nothing but deep rooted hell.

despite the clans’ hopes, the relationship never blossomed to its full potential. instead it was full of arguments and forced interactions. ayaka anger towards gojo grew more and more each passing day, and gojo became more impatient with her.

“we should call off the wedding and go our separate ways.” she mumbled against gojo’s bare chest. another night of arguing meant another night of making love. it was the only way they got along. the only part that they knew about each other like the back of their hands.

“and what will happen to you? the zenin clan isn’t very…understanding with it comes to women.”

“i don’t know what will happen to me.”

“hey shoko, you don’t call me as much as you promised me that you would!” you joked as you held the phone with one hand, grading student’s essays with the other.

you hear her chuckle from the other side of the line, “guess who called me today asking about you, and how you were doing?”

you sigh before answering, “don’t tell me..” her silence was enough of an answer. your fingers run down down your hair before resting it at your nape. “i’ve told him before that things just wouldn’t work out between us.”

“i don’t know y/n, he sounded really different on the phone today.” she reasoned.

her defense peaked your interest. “different how?”

“well, first he asked me how i was doing, and actually sounded interested in my stories.”

“andddd?” curiosity was starting to kill you.

“and he told me he’s been sober for a few years. he started working under his dad again and got his shit together.”

you sigh as you recalled your own memories with him. he was charismatic and electric. he had the kind of energy that made everyone want to talk to him. everyone stopped and turned to him when he walked into a room.

he had a way of making you feel special. a relationship that started with an innocent crush on him quickly turned into something more. it started with tutoring help, convincing your professor that you didn’t understand the material. from getting regular tutoring sessions from the senior to spending the night at his place if the sessions lasted up into nighttime. the relationship built so fast the same pace it crumbled.

first it was sleepless nights, staying up and begging him to come home to you and to stay off the streets. those nights either led to getting no response from him all or to him being tucked into your hyper feminine bed with you bandaging his wounds.

within that time frame, he opened up to you about his past and his background. you found out he was the son of a well known clan of japan. it was more an old fashioned, or ‘out of date ’ as he liked to put it, clan that stuck to traditional values.

but being well off from generational wealth wasn’t enough for him as he ran off to study abroad in america, where he met you, and got involved into dirty business. it was a way to take control back from his cookie cutter life, as he’d like to put it. at first being with him was a dream come true. but as time went on, he went to a deeper and darker path that you couldn’t help him with.

almost every night ended with you begging him to stay out of trouble, only for you to wake up the next day at 3 am with banging on your dorm door.

“please j-just stay out of trouble. i’m begging you please..” you cried on the edge of your bed. he was sat right across from you, refusing to make eye connect. your tears felt like an arrow through his heart. he’d describe the pain as if every time a tear slipped out your eyes, an angel loses its wings.

“y/n you’re the best thing that’s happened in my life and-”

“can you stop bullshitting me, and can you stop doing drugs and all this stuff.”

“if you can’t support me now then how do you expect us to work out..” he whispered. deep

down, he knew how that hypothetical question would end.

“i guess we won’t then. get out my dorm and call me when you have your life together.”

the warm aroma of freshly brewed coffee filled your nose as you nervously glanced around the shop. you hadn’t seen him in years, not since the fallout of your relationship. when he reached out, you were hesitant but eventually agreed.

the doorbell jingled, and your body instantly sharpens up as you watch him walk through the door. he had hardly changed.

he spots you and smiles, instantly walking towards your direction. “hello stranger, it’s nice seeing you here.”

“w-well we did agree to meet here.” you spoke softly, cursing your mouth for stuttering the first word.

“i see you’re still as timid as a deer, aren’t ya doll?” and no matter how long it’s been, he’s never lost his charm. you didn’t fail to notice the facial tattoos he got in his youthful years slowly fading away. even with the jacket and layers of clothing stuck to his skin, his muscles were still finely outlined and easy to spot.

he interrupted your thoughts before your mind could wander off to more..lewd things. “listen, i know we ended things off on bad terms.” he leans slightly forward, “i’ve changed, and i’ve been thinking a lot about the future. something’s telling me that things will be different than the way they were before.”

you could only blink. being so taken aback, your mouth immediately opens to respond but it fails to respond. before you could make up your mind, the doorbell jingles once again, making the both of you look towards the door.

your eyes immediately make eye contact with the familiar blue eyed business man whom also makes eye contact with you. your breathing staggers, your mouth goes dry, and your palms start to sweat. breaking eye contact with gojo, you glanced back at him. his expression was unreadable, as if his brain turned off.

the over six foot man walks over to your table with a forced smile. “miss.l/n,” he said, his voice strained. “i didn’t expect to see you here.”

“satoru um,” you stammered. it felt like you were caught doing something you weren’t supposed to be doing. like catching a child reaching into the cookie jar. “t-this is-“

“i know who this is.” “he knows who i am.”

both men had seemingly have the same amount of distaste for each other. gojo’s eyes flickered over to him, and his jaw tightened. “any reason why’d you want to chat up with my son’s teacher, sukuna?”

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[lurkingshan]

Japanese QL Corner

Another fantastic week to be a JQL fan. The first three of these are on Gaga, and I highly recommend jumping into the weekly watch!

Takara's Treasure

This show is exactly the low stress vibe I need for a Sunday evening. My child Taishin continues to be cute as a button, and Takara is clearly charmed, if still a bit wary. I was very into all the cute content this episode with the marbles and the glass earrings. Honestly, this show doesn't inspire much deep thought because it's just so straightforward and pleasant, and I am digging that.

I Hear the Sunspot

After getting Kohei’s backstory last week, this week we got to see a bit more of what makes Taichi tick and remember that below his sunshine exterior is a deeper well of feelings, and not all of them happy. This is the guy who opened the show by punching someone, and today we learned one source of his inner turmoil: parental rejection. My favorite scene in the episode was the one where he confessed this wound to an unwitting Kohei, who, when he realized Taichi was saying things to him he couldn’t hear, demanded Taichi keep his commitment to always communicate with him clearly. I loved this bit of nuance and how it tied back to Taichi's lecture of the girl earlier, because even though there was clearly no malicious intent here, Taichi knew Kohei couldn’t hear him and tried to take advantage of that to avoid vulnerability. He’s not perfect, and I loved that Kohei felt safe to call him on that. A fantastic scene and I am loving this.

Ayaka is in Love with Hiroko

The hilarity continues as Hiroko bends herself into pretzels to find ways to interpret Ayaka's love confessions as anything other than what they clearly are. Ayaka continues to escalate with some help from Kumi and her otome gaming tips, but Hiroko latches onto her friendly relationship with Yuya to continue believing she's straight. Speaking of, I love that Yuya is just a good coworker with no ulterior motives. A lot of dramas would make him a rival or a villain, but here he is a decent guy, and I appreciate it and the way he and Risa are clearly picking up on Ayaka's feelings and keeping it to themselves. Highlights of this ep include the escalating group massage and Ayaka's chaotic attempts to cook for her beloved, and I am dying to know what misunderstanding in the past damaged Hiroko so much. I just love every character in this story and I'm having a great time.

Bonus: Zettai BL 3

The Bs are back to L again, and it is every bit as fun as I expected. Mobu continues to be a treasure and a delight, and at this point, methinks the lady doth protest too much about not wanting his own love story. I was delighted with the way his story went after last season's cliffhanger, and also pretty excited to see this show kick up the heat levels on all the background mini bls. There were so many highlights of this new season that I don't want to list in detail because I just want you to go watch. It's an incredibly pleasant way to spend a couple hours! Major shoutout to @ikeoji-subs for creating English subs so all of us international fans could watch and enjoy; the last of the episodes was posted last night, so go ahead and dive in!

Tagging @bengiyo for anime update.

[harmomay]

Being His First Relationship | k.ayato

dividers by @cafekitsune

gn reader

thoma + itto + ayaka are mentioned

Ayato is a man that succeeds exceptionally in many tasks. Be it resolving conflicts, arranging business meetings or even looking after his baby sister. But dating? We'll see how that turns out..

'--.. I can't help but fall for you, Kamisato Ayato.'

His eyes widened before coming back down to show an expression of relief. 'Is that so? Well..' He looked at the floor and chuckled, gaze shyly averting back to your own. 'I'd be lying if I didn't feel the same way towards you.' 

headcannons:

• being the yashiro commissioner, he's chronically tired. despite begrudging himself for it, he tends to put most of his time and energy toward his work (and not accepting help). although, with enough time and reassurance - perhaps even an argument, cough cough - he'll slowly start to put more effort into your relationship.

•  he prefers to court you slowly, to let the both of you get to know each other better and heighten the romantic tension before anything grand. ayato would much rather not be 1 month into into your relationship and realise you both aren't compatible.

• isn't quite familiar with displays of physical affection, however, as your relationship progresses he subconsciously starts to place a hand on your waist whenever you're around, starts anticipating the kiss on the cheek whenever he leaves for a meeting or may even begin a habit of booping your nose when no one is looking. his favourite thing to do in particular is gently pressing his lips to your knuckles while maintaining eye contact.

• if you share a bed, best believe he will hog the covers. it is intentional. he wants to stir you up. deep down its just to start a pillow fight.

• has someone to bring you various flowers from inazuma each week (with a little description of its meaning), or if you're staying with him, has it placed inside a vase at breakfast.

• loves loves loves quiet strolls in the evening, away from all his responsibilities so that he can just be. will melt inside if you surprise him with a picnic.

how his companions would react:

✧. ┊    thoma

"About time-" He mutters to himself almost unconsciously, before realising that yes, in fact, he did just said that out loud. "..to start planning a celebration party!" Thoma quickly recovered, feeling himself let out a sigh of relief when Ayato didn't seem to notice. (he did.)

✧. ┊    itto

"Yo- so you got like- a number 2 to your 'ayatoroo'? My man!" Itto proudly chanted, though his terrible attempt at rhymes and the unintentional poop joke had the Yashiro Commissioner trying not to burst out laughing.

✧. ┊    ayaka

"That's wonderful news!" Ayaka is smiling from ear to ear, clasping her hands together. She wants to know everything! You're practically apart of their family now, and she cannot wait to get to know you more. Though she's more-so thankful that Ayato finally has someone else to tell him to take a break.

Hope you enjoyed todays drabble of Ayato Boyfriend Scenarios! 

Till next time! ヽ(^o^)

[moochalove]

Should've Ordered For Pickup…

This is an Au from my OTHER fic(s) with Pregnant/Mother! Reader!! If you want you can read this as part of it though! (I did keep the same idea just without the dark themes)….

I think my brain has been itched so I will be moving on from this whole idea that's been rotting my brain… 👍 So if you have any fic ideas feel free to share! Anyways!!!

It feels like you’ve been standing in line forever, your feet are killing you and your back hurts from the baby that is currently resting on your chest. You should’ve ordered your stuff for pickup… but it’s not like it was a lot of things either…this is taking forever, and you’re starting to get hungry! You salivate at the thought of what your husband has cooked for dinner, it almost eases you a little. Taking a deep breath you readjust your posture and clutch the small bag of fruits and vegetables you were looking to buy. “Almost done, sweetheart, then we can go home to Daddy! Doesn’t that sound nice?” you whispered in a hushed voice since your son seemed to have dozed off.

You’re startled by a voice that comes from behind, “Y/n? Is that you?” Of course, you’d recognize that cute voice anywhere, “Ayaka?” Taking a deep breath you turn around to greet her more properly. Yeah, you’re tired and you’d rather not talk to anyone right now, but she’s just trying to be nice. “How have you been Y/n? I haven’t seen you in forever. Not since…” Immediately noticing how she trailed her words you figured she’s heard about what happened between you and Kazuha. “Haha, yeah, it’s been a while. So… what brings you here?” She holds up a small plastic bag that’s full of cleaning supplies, “I wanted to help our back at the house but instead they sent me to go get things. I suppose this is a form of helping.” You lifted your bag of groceries in response, “Me too, I tell him I can cook my own food but he swears I do too much and that I must be tired. Oh well, I’m pretty tired when I get home anyways so I suppose it’s fine!” Ayaka turned her head in confusion as she looked at you up and down before her eyes settled on your resting baby, “So you’re dating someone?”You’re taken aback for a moment before you smile in response, “I’m actually married,” you flaunt the big rock on your ring finger towards her, and her eyes widen in shock from the jewel that casually sits on your finger, “I-it’s beautiful, Y/n!” She bows apologetically, “I’m sorry- I spoke out of line. Forgive me!” A laugh escapes your lips as you motion for her to rise, “It’s okay. You didn’t overstep any boundaries.” Her chest rises and falls in relief upon hearing those words. “Uhm, so… if you don’t mind me asking…” “Yes?” “Whose baby is that you’re holding?” Your frown curls into a smile as you turn to an angle to where she can see the baby’s face, “My sisters. I just thought I’d bring him along with me today.” Ayaka’s eyes sparkle with admiration as she coos over how cute he is. When she gets closer, she can’t help but feel like she’s seen that face before…

A voice shoots from behind, once again. “I’m back Ayaka-“ This time you freeze. Of course, she’d be here with him, why didn’t you think about that? Maybe while she’s distracted you make a run for the self-checkout that happens to be on the other side of the room. Yeah, that sounds like it’ll work! Plus, he shouldn’t recognize you so there’s no need for him to follow. You think a quick prayer, hoping Ayaka doesn’t tell him about you. Their conversation seems to be playing out normally and you take this chance to step out of line and speed-walk towards self-checkout.

As you input your items (since you can’t just scan them…) one by one, you exhale in relief. Almost done! Soon this’ll all be over and- where’s your card? Scrounging through your wallet you look for it in each slot. No, no, none of these are it! You can feel yourself start to get annoyed but the machine beeps before spitting out your receipt, your eyes turn towards the person who slid their card, and when your eyes land on the culprit you can practically feel yourself crack. “K-kazuha…! You really didn’t need to… but thank you… If you just give me a sec to go to the ATM I’ll get you some cash-“ He shoves the piece of paper into your grocery bags, and the next thing you know you’re being dragged out of the store by the wrist.

“Owowow-“ inhaling sharply through your teeth you caress your wrist, “No need to be rough…” Your eyes avoid looking at him but you can feel his heavy gaze on you. “So… why did you bring me out here? I kinda have somewhere to be.” “Why did you leave me.” It wasn’t a question it’s more like he was demanding an answer… Tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, sheepishly you reply, “I got busy, I guess.” His eyebrows quirk in frustration and he grabs your hands, pining them above your head. “Now’s not the time to act coy, Darling.” “Ah, and there it is. Are you still upset that I up and left you? Or maybe when I-“ You’re cut off abruptly by the sound of a baby’s laughter, you try and speak again but every time you open your mouth a giggle erupts from the infant. Kazuha releases you from his firm grip as he takes a few steps back, “You had a baby?” “My sister had a baby, to be more precise..” you reply sharply all while you wiggle your hands in front of your baby, causing him to giggle and smile. He stared at the baby for a few minutes, analyzing the way his red eyes lit up whenever you made a silly face, and he took notice of the striking red strand that accompanied his short h/c locks. It didn’t take him long to put two and two together, his slender fingers come up to your child’s much pudgier ones,

“That’s funny, I don’t seem to recall ever sleeping with your sister.”

“Well, Kazuha, you sleep with a lot of women. Sure you didn’t skip out on her charming face?”

“No, the only charming face I seem to recall is yours.”

“…”

“Is this my child, Y/n?”

You’ve stopped playing with your son and turned towards Kazuha, “So what if he is? What's it matter to you?” He smiles in response, he’s already heard everything he needed to hear. “No difference in fact, I’m not too fond of kids, to be honest,” he pulls his hands away from the small yearning ones that reach out for him when he pulls away, “So I think you’ll heart knowing that I don’t want any part of this kids life.” Your mouth opens slightly at his harsh words, and your fist clenches into a ball, “I never asked you to be part of it anyways, in fact- I already have a loving partner who enjoys being his father anyways,” A small huff came from Kazuha, he didn’t want to say anything and just let it be, but he couldn’t hold his tongue, “Oh, and who might that be? I truly doubt someone would want to stay with someone so… messy.” It hurt a little knowing he targeted you, the younger you, who was scared and insecure, but you knew you would feel all the better. “Oh, I actually think you might know him.” A smile crept up on your face as you felt pride being able to flaunt your lover, “I don’t if you remember him- oh, what am I saying? Of course, you do, yknow, he was kinda your roommate for a while? You know- the one with purple hair, anger issues, cocky, and- ah, the one mended my heart back together after you dumped me, at MY birthday party.”

Your heart sinks when you realize you raised your voice. Not because you cared about his feelings, but because of your baby, his face is churned in distress from your loud voice, and he begins to cry out loud. Inhaling sharply, you open your mouth to say something, but you swallow your words. All Kazuha could muster up was a chuckle and a sigh, he was clearly upset. Shooting him one last glare you walk off, gently patting your son's back, and trying to calm him.

He reaches out to you, but you avoid his touch and towards him with a sour expression, "Now what do you want? Can't you see I'm busy?" "I- Are you guys really..." His eyebrows furrow as he shakes his head, "No, what I mean to ask is if you told Ayaka about, y'know..." With a deep sigh, you respond in a cold tone, "No. No, I didn't tell her because it’s not really her business.” All he can do is smile and nod before he watches you walk away.

Maybe one day he would come to regret that choice, but you couldn’t care less. Even if he tried to be part of your son’s life you would allow it only if your son wanted to. For now, though, you guys were a happy little family. Your son has a loving father who spoils him with love and affection, and whenever you come home from work you’re always met with your husband playing and chasing your child around the house. Your heart melts with sappy feelings as you watch your husband and son both light up when they see you walk through the door. You could go on forever about how much you love them both but you won’t..

When you get home you set down your son on his high chair and you slouch forward as you exhale loudly, carrying him around on your chest reminded you of when you were pregnant. Once you wash up you’re back at the dining table and you’re drooling over the food your husband set out for you. Ah, you suppose you should tell him about your little encounter at the store… After you eat of course!

You’re both relaxing in the living room playing a board game, you’ve already set the baby to sleep. As you roll the dice you remember you have to tell him, “So… Today, at the store, I ran into Kazuha and- “ Scaramouche grabs your shoulders as fear fills his heart, and his eyes widen as he looks into your e/c eyes, “He didn’t hurt you or s/n did he?!” For a moment yourself stunned by how close he is. Shaking your head you grab onto his shoulders to try and ease him, “No, Scaramouche, he didn’t do anything. Although, He did drag me to the parking lot and he figured out he’s s/n’s father.. But it’s no big deal! Really!” Your face is turning sour again as you recall what he said, “He did say some things though.” Scaramouche looked frazzled as he still clung to you, “What did he say? You’re not gonna leave me right? You-“ “What? No! I would never. Besides- he doesn’t want anything to do with s/n…” He let out a sigh he had been holding in and he wrapped his lanky arms around you, “I’m sorry y/n. It’s okay though, since I’m here for you both. I promise I’ll never leave you- even if I were offered eternal happiness- I would decline since I have you both!” Your face beams with a smile and your heart feels mushy. “Would it make you feel better if he suddenly went ‘missing.’ It wouldn’t take much for me to set that up!“ You softly punch him as your face feigns shock, “No! We can’t just make him disappear just because he hurt my feelings a little- I mean yeah it would be nice, but aren’t we above that-“ Scaramouche is smiling ominously as he casually says, “Of course we’re above that. But if it were for you- I’d stoop real low.” A laugh escapes your lips as you bury yourself in his neck, “I love you.” “Oh? What's this about?” His response sounds cocky but he’s patting your hair, “You trying to have another kid-?”

Once again, you punch him, but this time harder.

Although that doesn’t sound too bad..

[mayuichi]

“Darling, I'm home.„

Kazuha Kaedehara x Reader. Warnings: somehow angst, mention of self harm and suicide

Do not read if it makes you uncomfortable, I'll post more fics in the future without those!

Note: the few next posts will be repost and rework over the fictions i first wrote on wattpad (around a year or two ago), and i felt bad to not bring them here. but i need to rework on some first bc theyre cringe now... and i can only focus on that and not create new one since my health isnt getting any better for now

Official art from Hoyoverse.

It's a bright and sunny day. You're at the Kamisato Estate. You're used to come here now, especially whenever you aren't feeling too well. The scenery is so peaceful it calms even your noisy mind. And today? It's one of these days.

Unfortunately for you, Thoma is away with Ayaka, and Ayato is busy inside. You wouldn't believe the Kamisato siblings would be avalaible for you, after all, would you?

Sitting on the bench, you look up to the sky. You sigh, pulling up your sleeves. When did it all started? And why did you even started it ? Do you remember? All you know is you've done it too much by now. And it isn't the soft cuts anymore.

They're so deep. Even if it ends up healing, if you ever succeed in not opening them again, you'll always have their marks on your arms. But who can you share your burdens to?

Everyone in town loves you, yes, thanks to your business. You're nice and sweet, you wouldn't even hurt a fly. You always seem so confident and sure of yourself. No one could believe you need help.

Whenever you'd see your body, you only feel ugliness. Who wouldn't? It's decorated with scars. On your arms, legs, even on your hips.

Yes, you do have some friends. First, the Kamisato siblings. Even in the nations you already visited. You even managed to have a somehow beginning of friendship with Scaramouche.

So why can't you at least be truly happy? Why can't you be normal once again? Something within you hate to see them hanging together, getting along so well. Is it jealousy perhaps?

“Of course not. I can't be jealous over something so stupid.„ yet, why can't you believe your own words? You sigh. You know since the beginning in what you engaged yourself. She's just your boyfriend's boss. It's thank to her he can live the life he wants and be able to come back every once in a while with you.

Your eyes become teary as the doubts fill your mind. Does he love you? His life is one of sailing, so why did he returned your feelings if he can't be here?

Just this morning, your short blade grazed against your skin, making new scratches. And you just hide them under your sleeves once more. It's time for you to head home.

On your way home, you're lost in your thoughts. Doubts and self loathe fill your mind to the point you don't even notice Ayaka and Thoma coming back from their business. They had to stop you to be able to strike a conversation.

“Oh, dear... Are you alright? You seem pale...„ Ayaka reaches out to brush her fingers against your cheek, her eyes filled with worry. “Oh no.. It's alright. I just need some rest.„ you fake a faint smile.

“If you need, I'm sure my lords wouldn't mind lending you a room for tonight.„ Thoma's gaze softens. He knows that as long as you don't bother neither of them, you would be able to stay. But you dismiss his words. “I appreciate it but... He comes home today..„

You feel your heart pounding at your words. It's true. That's also one of the reason for your emotional distress. After a month, he finally comes back. And your stress couldn't be higher.

Muttering an apology, you hurry home. It isn't luxurious or too spacious, but it's alright. It's more than enough for you.

When you thought your anxiety couldn't become worst, is when it proves you were wrong. You expected him to be already home, but he isn't. You're there, alone. Walking to the calendar, you sigh. “He said he'd come back today...„

You know it's probably just the ship taking more time than what was planned. But your self destructive thoughts never take rest. The voice in your head keeps the same old speech as always. That he's with her, and he's going to leave you.

What could you do now? Beside wait, nothing could be done. Your shoulders dropping in defeat, you silently sit on the couch, staring at the floor.

Three hours passed. Three hours doing nothing more than staring around and overthinking. In the end, you believe he just left without warning you. And just as you're about to give in your despair, you hear a door, and that familiar voice.

“Darling, I'm home.„ you want to get up and jump in his arms, but your body doesn't answer your command. You're so happy he's here, and yet... Tears sting in your eyes. Why are you crying now? He's here, with you. Do you even know if it's tears of joy or not?

His footsteps creep closer, until his head peeks through the doorframe. “Are you home?„ his eyes land on you. He stares at you. Seeing your shoulders shuddering, hearing broken sobs, he's quick to come next to you.

“Love... Are you crying?„ you don't answer. How could you when your voice doesn't want to come out of your throat? He sits down next to you, carefully slipping an arm around your shoulders, his other hand resting on your thigh to caress it in a comforting gesture.

He doesn't pressure you. He knows better than to force you. So he waits until you speak by yourself. “Why... Why am I so hideous..?„ he doesn't say anything. He lets you go on hating yourself for now. He doesn't even know what to do or say exactly, but if just listening can help you, he'd do it.

You rent about everything, not even caring about anything. Your insecurities, your fears, your doubts, even your self harm. He doesn't mention any of that. It's when you finish speaking that he says one thing.

“... Can you let me treat your wounds?„ he doesn't even wait for your answer. He stands up to get some bandages and alcohol to disinfect. You wince at the slight pain, and he tells you to hang in there.

He clearly has no idea how to comfort you, so he then places down the alcohol and bandages, gently wrapping his arms around you.

“I know I sail a lot. That worries you too, but I promise you there isn't a single day I do not think of you. You know that Beidou is nothing more than a friend, and you're the only one in my eyes. I'd never trade you for anyone better, because no one can be better.„

His words make your eyes light up slightly. It's stupid, but just that makes you feel better. Knowing he looks at you so highly. You lean against him, head resting against his chest. His hand caresses your back in gentle stroke.

“As for your... self harm issues. We can work through it together. You can tell me anything, I'd never judge. Just, don't keep it for yourself. You can lean on me whenever you need.„

He chuckles as your eyes stay on him. He kisses your forehead, taking the blanket on the other side of the couch to place it over you.

“You'll get better, and I'll be here along the way for you. We're going to overcome that together. Perhaps I could make you join me for the next sailing with Beidou?„

And just this way, you stayed in his arms for the rest of the evening, and night. What a great way to finish a stressful day.

/ᐠ - ˕ •マ Ⳋ mayuichi's property. do not copy, repost or translate without permission.

[razorblade180]

Yoimiya:*hair down* Hey everyone. Sorry I’m a little late to tea.

Ayaka:It’s no worries. Food is almost ready.

Kuki:It’s not often you switch hairstyles. Did you wash it or something?

Yoimiya:No I have to do that later. I sorta slept in today. It was Kazuha’s final day before going back to sea. So…y’know *sips tea*

Ayaka:*red* Ah….

Kuki:Should’ve guessed.

Kokomi:And you said it so casually.

Yoimiya:Hehe, what? It’s not like we’re a secret or anything. Anyways, I was just too tired to put up my hair.

Sara:Not to pry or anything, but I hope you’re being careful. Next thing you know, Kazuha will be coming back to Inazuma greeting you and a plus one.

Yoimiya: Eh. It is what it is~

Everyone:*red* Wh-What?!

Kuki:Yoimiya!

Yoimiya:What? It is! It’s not like we’re trying for a one or I’m expecting it. Still, I’m bound to have his kid sooner or later and they’ll be adorable. *sips tea* My hair and his eyes would be interesting. I’ll be a proud Mamamiya.

Ayaka:*deep red* I never realize you thought about this, and fully accepted it.

Yoimiya:Why wouldn’t I? We love each other and now what’s up. Though I would feel a little guilty if he was happily adventuring and suddenly had to stop.

Kokomi:(That’s what concerns her?) I have to admit, I’m jealous of such a resolve. You really are casual about this.

Sara:No kidding. I don’t even want to think about such future events.

Kuki:That might be because as it stands now, you would be having Itto’s kids.

Sara:….

Sara:Thoma, please bring out something stronger than tea!

[udretlnea]

The Interesting Inazumans

Prompt: Inspired by this post

A/N: I love writing shenanigans. Also, happy birthday to me AND I’m quite excited to play Honkai Star Rail; I meant to have this up earlier, but I lost motivation 75% of the way through and that was quite annoying to deal with. Furthermore, this is more or less set-up for what I have planned next. Nothing too exciting I’m afraid, but think of it this way: if I kept writing exciting action scenes, then it would slowly lose its charm. Thus, it’s better to space things apart to keep things interesting. (By the time of writing this, my birthday will have passed.)

Words: 1386

Part two to, “An Idealized Image”.

Tags: @iruiji , @kamiyadidi

Kamisato Ayaka stood on the sidelines watching Yoimiya and Itto with confusion and interest; Kuki Shinobu merely looked down in shame, a hand covering her eyes. Heizou was standing on the side as well, looking at the beetle battle with interest and a hint of amusement. Gorou and Kirara were barking and hissing at each other, respectively; Kokomi tried to calm him down to little effect. 

The scene was pure chaos. Truly, this was an embarrassment to your pride as the Divine Overseer; nothing could make you feel worse.

Two weeks since your arrival

It hasn’t even been a month, yet you are beginning to get accustomed to your new life as “Divine Overseer”. You were resting on your bed, recovering from your sword training with Ei.

Let’s recap: After waking up in Chinju Forest and observing your appearance, you walked all the way to Inazuma City; when your stomach growled, you grabbed the first edible thing you saw which just so happened to look like raspberry, but yellow. Nobody paid attention to you when you arrived; the ones that did notice usually stared for a little and then went about their day. That suited you just fine since you couldn’t come up with a backstory to save your life.

You wandered around the city, eventually making your way to the Statue of the Omnipresent God. You felt drawn towards it, like something was calling to you something deep inside of you.

Then, Kujou Sara appeared behind you before you could get a chance to examine it further. With how much you suspiciously resembled a divine being you were brought into Tenshukaku. After answering some rather fascinating questions thank goodness they spoke something similar to English because you were dead if they spoke Japanese about a being called the Primordial One and passing a blood test you still remember the awe you felt when you bled silver instead of dark red you automatically were given a room in Tenshukaku.

The news spread like wildfire until even those from Watatsumi came to profess their faith and wishes. At first you felt unworthy of such a title, and who could blame you? You were some no-name nobody who appeared out of nowhere; not that you weren’t ungrateful for this cover, but still, if they ever found out the truth they’d probably have your head. Best to keep it to yourself for now. 

According to your individual research, this “divine overseer” was charged with making preperations for the return of some being called the Primordial One; they sounded quite important from the title alone. You weren’t terribly worried, not when you had an entire nation to assist you in this endeavor.

You adjusted to this sudden schedule rather quickly, in no small part thanks to Kujou Kamaji being assigned to help ease you into this…fascinating position. You were given a routine to follow: Calligraphy in the morning, bow training with Sara in the afternoon, and learning how to wield a sword with Ei at night. You didn’t know why you had to wield a weapon, let alone know how to fight with one, but any knowledge is useful and who wouldn’t want to know how to wield two weapons?

Your eyes began to feel heavy, and before long you drifted off to sleep.

Okay, the domain’s ready. Dropping it in 3…2…1…now.

Hey, update. Apparently Honkai Star Rail’s releasing later today. We’re not gonna finish in time.

…Okay. That’s bad, but we do have a protocol for that.

Understood. I’ll execute it now.

/////

The next afternoon, you found yourself sipping tea with Ei. Normally, you would be practicing shooting a bow with Sara, but the entirety of the Shogunate seems to have been gaslit by the sudden appearance of a new domain. It just appeared near Tatarasuna in Kannazuka Island. With it being so close to Kujou Encampment, Sara was the first to be informed and quickly led an investigation of the area.

All of this, Ei told you as she poured another cup for you, was because all of Narukami had dreamt the same thing last night: A dream involving you.

“Oh…I see. Did they say if they remembered any details?” You press gently, but Ei shook her head.

“Nothing clear. However, Kujou Kamaji has stated that the only consistent thing each person remembers is of a person whom they recall has hair as white as snow and yellow pupils…”

“I see…” You finish your tea rather quickly, earning a mean look from Ei. You set your cup down and cross your arms. “Then…I suppose there’s only one thing left to do.”

She raised an eyebrow. “Which is?”

“To take control of the situation, gather members for an exploration team, and then plan for the exploration itself,” you casually stated. You stood up from the mat and walked towards the door.

“Where are you going?” Ei asked. You heard a mixture of concern and confusion in her voice, despite her attempt at hiding it. You turned your head to address her.

“Huh? I thought my plan would have informed you? I’m going to go find some willing volunteers to explore the domain.”

/////

It took an additional amount of time than you would’ve liked because Ei argued it, “wasn’t the Overseer’s duty to attend to such trivial matters when she could get a servant to do it”. Some back-and-forth banter later and a compromise was reached: gather some of Inazuma’s Vision holders plus some adventurers from the Guild to create an exploration team with.

A couple days later, the meeting was held inside Tenshukaku in the main room where the Shogun usually resided; Ei went to the Grand Narukami Shrine to speak with Miko, but she reassured you she wouldn’t take long.

Something you kept telling yourself even as Arataki “Numero Uno” Itto gave a come-at-me gesture to Naganohara Yoimiya; the two engaged in an Onikabuto battle then and there to decide who would accompany you, which begged the question why did they have Onikabuto with them?

Meanwhile, Kamisato Ayaka stood on the sidelines watching in confusion and interest; Kuki Shinobu merely looked down in shame, a hand covering her eyes. Heizou was standing some way off, looking at the beetle battle with interest and a hint of amusement. Gorou and Kirara were barking and hissing at each other, respectively; Kokomi tried to calm him down to little effect. 

The scene was pure chaos. Truly, this was an embarrassment to your pride as the Divine Overseer; nothing could make you feel more ashamed.

And then the doors opened. Almost comically, everybody paused to see who had arrived. They were basked in the light so only their silhouettes showed; then they casually strode forth, revealing a blonde female with a flower in her hair and a white haired…fairy(?).

“Uhh, Paimon’s confused. What’s going on here?” asked the white-haired fairy. She looked at each and every Vision holder. “Why are you all acting so out of character?”

“If you ask me, this bonehead over here is acting like himself.” Shinobu crossed her arms and glared at the oni. 

“Oh! Lu-Lumine! What an unexpected surprise!” Kamisato Ayaka put a hand on her chest. “It’s been so long since we’ve last seen each other…”

Lumine? You mean the same Lumine that managed to defeat a dragon, help stop a god that could command the ocean, and abolish the Vision Hunt Decree? You think to yourself with a growing sense of horror. Oh great, they’re definitely gonna judge me harshly. Somebody kill me now.

“Hello Ayaka. It’s nice to see you too,” she said plainly yet with a friendly tone. Then she put a hand to her chin. “But Paimon’s right. What happened here?”

“Well…you see, we all arrived here when the Divine Overseer put out a request to help with this Domain…” Yoimiya began.

By the time Yoimiya finished the explanation, everyone had cleaned up their act and was now kneeling on the tatami mats; they faced you with a neutral expression as if they hadn’t engaged in shenanigans earlier. The firework girl took a spot next to Kamisato Ayaka. Lumine stood in the back, and Paimon floated beside her. 

At last, you can get to building a team. You pray that nothing bad would happen.

Excellent. I think we can let it go here. Come on. It’s starting soon.

[miyukiistuff]

KINKTOBER DAY 1: DAY OFF

THOMA X F!READER

Synopsis: After a heated argument with Thoma, you refuse to speak a single word to him. He believes there is only one way to get you to speak now.

CONTENT WARNINGS: NSFW [18+], F!reader, slight angst, mentions of argument, Jealous!Thoma, Thoma being emotional, implied insecurities, unprotected sex, body worship, and dacryphilia.

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Thoma was not the type to raise his voice at you. But when he does, he definitely feels bad for doing it. So when he noticed that you'd been ignoring him, not speaking a single word as if he wasn't even there, he couldn't deny the sinking feeling at the pit of his stomach when you refused to look at him.

...Instead, you were looking at someone else- Ayaka.

Thoma shook his head; perhaps he was just overreacting. But with the way you stared at her in awe at her new dress, he couldn't help but feel a familiar burning sensation in his chest.

"What do you think, [Name]?" Ayaka asked, twirling as she looked at you for approval.

Your eyes sparkled, "It looks beautiful, My Lady!" You exclaimed, making Thoma avert his eyes from the both of you.

"Really?" Ayaka's cheeks turned into a shade of pink before she looked down. "Very well. I would like to wear this for tomorrow's event."

Thoma wasn't one to feel jealous at all, too. At least, that's what he liked to believe. He trusted you, and he didn't find himself in a situation to feel that kind of emotion, yet. Until now.

"I agree, M'lady. I believe that others will be in awe once they see you in your new attire."

He glanced at you from the side of his eye before giving a small smile to Ayaka who was visibly excited for the upcoming event.

Later that day, Thoma had asked Ayato for a day off of house chores. To which, he was given the permission to due to the upcoming event. Thoma smiled and thanked him.

As Thoma stood in front of your shared home, he took a deep breath and held it. He opened the door, "I'm home!" He shouted, taking off his vest and his black, metal headband.

You were sitting cooking in the kitchen and replied with nothing but silence. He sighed and walked over to you.

"What'cha cooking, baby?" he asked, wrapping his arms around your waist. He rested his chin on your shoulder, looking at the side of your face.

"..." You didn't respond to his advances and kept cooking, making his smile fade.

To lessen the awkwardness between the two of you, Thoma let go and instead sat at the dinner table and waited for you to finish cooking. After a few moments, you put out the fire from the furnace and took off your apron.

Once you finished setting the dishes on the table, Thoma cleared his throat. "So, uhm... how was your day today?" he asked.

You stared at him in response, which didn't really give him much of an idea. He then took a bite out his food and hummed.

"Mmm, this is really good, babe!" He savored the flavor of the dish.

But yet again, you stayed quiet.

After dinner, you started getting ready to sleep while Thoma did the dishes. As he did so, you were in the bedroom. As you brushed your hair, he'd already finished washing the dishes.

With the attempt of trying to make a conversation with you, Thoma sat on the futon. As he watched you brush your hair, his eyes travelled over to your hand which then led to your slightly exposed shoulders, then to your waist, then...

He gulped and looked away. Ever since that heated argument you guys had, you refused to talk to him at all. And that obviously meant that no physical affection had been exchanged. Nor did you smile at his way, or speak to him using endearments.

But gods, he missed being called out by your voice.

He stared at you through the mirror you were looking at and held his breath. "[Name]," he spoke. "I... I just want you to speak to me. Please."

You finally turned to look at him, this time with glossy eyes. "Talk about what, Thoma?"

"Because if it's about that day, i'm not in the mood to talk about anything " he held your hand, caressing the back of your hand with his thumb.

"I know. It was my fault for not going, [Name]. And i'm sorry for that. Please just..."

His breath hitched, and he felt tears threatening to leave the corners of his eyes. "Please. Give me another chance. Just one more chance, baby. It's all I need. Just one chance to prove to you that- that I can be good for you."

And that chance you gave to him.

You were under him, his hair tickling the sides of his face. He slowly took off your yukata, revealing your bare shoulders. He leaned in, giving small pecks. His lips were soft, and he was so gentle.

He trailed down before looking at you with almost begging eyes. "May I..? Please?" he said just above a whisper.

The moment he got approval from you, he wasted no time taking your clothes off. His tongue met with your nipples, sucking on them gently. His other hand made its way over to your other one, kneading it softly with his warm palms.

You covered your lips with the back of your hand to let out a muffled moan, and your cheeks turned into a shade of red.

He stopped sucking on your tits and instead, his lips led to somewhere lower than that. He glanced up at you again for approval, before giving your clit a small lick. He licked at the bottom of your clit, purposely missing it to get a reaction from you.

Your fingers went through his hair and grabbed a fistful of it before squeezing your thighs together. His hand held the soft flesh of your inner thighs as he chuckled.

"You gotta stay still so I can taste you, baby." He hummed, savoring your wetness mixed with his saliva. He sucked on your soft bundle of nerves while also kneading your breast with his other hand.

"You taste so good.." He mumbled against your inner thigh. Soon, his hand stopped kneading your tits and instead he inserted two fingers inside your wet, throbbing pussy. With just a small curl of his fingers, you felt a tickling sensation between your thighs, and even more so when he pulled it in and out of you while he abused your clit with his tongue.

You let out a loud whine once you felt the familiar feeling of a knot forming in your core. Thoma, knowing you were close, quickened the pace of his fingers. He curled his fingers and found the special spot inside you, making your breath hitch.

Wet noises filled the room, as well as the sound of your muffled moans and Thoma's heavy breathing.

With a final cry of pleasure, you whined as your legs shook, your juices sprinkling on Thoma's chin and down to his neck.

Thoma felt his pants grow tighter. And admittedly, he'd been grinding on the futon as he ate you out to get some form of release.

He chuckled, "Fuck, baby... you really know how to turn me on, huh?"

He leaned in close to you, kissing your lips so gently as if he was afraid of breaking you.

"Thoma... Baby..?" you spoke softly, making him look at you.

His finger touches your cheek and he answers, "Mhm?"

"I... I think i'm ready," you squirmed underneath him.

He smirked, giving you another kiss on the lips before positioning himself to your pussy. "Let's do this slowly, okay baby?" he kissed your forehead.

His gives his hard cock a few good pumps before his tip kisses your pussy lips. And as he slowly inched himself inside you, he let out a groan, yet continued to go further.

"Thoma..." your breath quickened, "Baby it hurts..."

Thoma panted, "It's okay, baby... It's okay.."

It had been awhile, after all. And all while he hated seeing you in pain, he also couldn't deny the fact that the tears that formed at the corners of your eyes while it rolled to the back of your head in pleasure, wasn't a sight to see.

"Archons, you're so tight 'round me baby." He kissed your bottom lip.

Once his dick was fully inside you now, he pushed your hair back, getting out strands of your hair away from your face. A tear left your eye as you felt his dick stretching you from the inside.

"Can I move now, baby? Is that alright?"

Upon seeing your eager nod, Thoma took a deep breath and thrusted his hips against you. His face turned red and so he put his forehead against your shoulder to hide it.

He went slow, yet deep, and you felt every vein on his cock inside your gummy walls.

"[Name].." he whimpered against your shoulder. "Fuck, you feel good. So fucking good.."

He thrusted faster, this time. The tip of his cock hitting that one spot inside you continuously. You moaned, "Thoma... Thoma.."

You felt another knot forming in your core. You gulped as he kisses your shoulder. You sobbed, hands gripping onto his back as your nails dug into his skin and scratched his back with your nails.

Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as tears streamed down the corners of your eyes. He then chuckled, "You crying?"

He panted, a smirk making its way into his face. Sweat dripped from his neck then down to his chiseled chest.

"Baby..?" you called out to him, "'m close..."

He grunted, pushing his hips against your inner thighs as he went deeper. "Mhm, yeah? Me too," he said.

"C'mon baby, don't be shy. Cum, baby. Cum f'me," he whispered to you before kissing you deeply, his tongue exploring your mouth. He panted against the kiss, and you moaned against his lips.

"Love you," he mumbled, "Gods, I love you."

He pulled away, throwing his head back. "Mmm..! Cumming..!"

He spurts out ribbons of his cum deep inside you. As you felt the warmth of his juices fill your pussy, you felt your whole body shake. You squirt around his cock, mixing with his cum and your wetness.

He laid on top of you, his head resting on your chest. He chuckled dryly, "We should definitely do that more often, yeah?"

"Who said we have to stop now?" you replied, looking down at him.

"I don't see any reason why we should," he replied back before pinning your wrists on the futon as you felt his cock growing hard once again against your pelvis.

A/N: Thank you so much for reading this! I apologize for the late upload because of the busy schedule. However, I do hope you enjoyed this one! Hopefully it wasn't too boring because I haven't written any smut in awhile... Anyway, love you guys <33 again, thank you so much for reading <33

[kamisatomay018]

My Saviour: Part 7

Another very fluff and lighthearted part! This will be a filler and a little bit of a plot setter. Who knows what might happen next though~ I hope you enjoy this one!

You were standing in front of the mirror, getting ready for today’s celebration. It was a very important event, for the celebration was for the Yashiro Commission, specifically for you and Ayato. The Shogun was very pleased upon hearing that Ayato had not only been successful in his task, but had also established friendly relations and managed to convince Sangonomiya Kokomi to visit Tenshukaku. As a reward, she had arranged for a celebration at the Grand Narukami Shrine, where she would bless him in the presence of all the nobles and Lady Yae Miko, as well as announce the glory of the Yashiro Commission. You were so proud of Ayato, and when he told you the news, you had personally prepared a feast for everyone in the Kamisato household, cooking everything on your own for your fiancé. That night, Ayato had missed his parents terribly, hoping that they were here to witness such a big accomplishment of his life. You had hugged him close, assuring him that they were always watching over him and must be so proud of their children.

As you were putting on your earrings, you saw Ayato enter the room, looking so handsome and enchanting that he took your breath away. He always managed to have this effect on you, and it felt like your love for him just kept increasing every single day without any limits. He smiles seeing you, approaching you as you feel his arms wrap around you, his chin resting on your head gently. “You look divine my love..” you blushed hearing his deep voice, smiling as you looked at him through the mirror. “And you look so handsome too you know..” He chuckled, placing a soft kiss on your cheek. “Why thank you Daarin. As much as I wish I could stay here with you and get lost in your everlasting beauty, I’m afraid we must have to leave now.”

You laughed and nodded, holding his hand letting him lead you outside, where you saw Ayaka give you both a bright and happy smile. Thoma was also going with you all, after all he was a very important member of the Kamisato Household. “Brother, Y/N, you’ve arrived! We should get going, or else Lady Guuji will be very upset!”

You saw Ayato roll his eyes, scoffing playfully as you all made your way up the mountain towards the shrine. “Oh that clever fox lady is going to bother me tonight.” You widened your eyes in disbelief at the way Ayato was speaking so casually about her. “Ayato!! That’s Lady Guuji you’re talking about! Dear archons, how can you call her that!” Both Ayaka and Ayato laughed at your shock; while Thoma stifled his giggles. “Oh relax my love, this is what I’ve called her since I was a child.” “That’s right, brother was always so interested in bothering Lady Yae, that she nicknamed him the Yashiro Rascal!” You ended up laughing at that, shaking your head. “Well at least today there won’t be any teasing banters between the two My Lady, for the Almighty Shogun will be present.” You nodded at Thoma’s words, a nervousness creeping up to you. You had heard a lot about the electro Archon, some good and some bad. Although the recent times proved that she had undergone a change of heart, the thought of being in her presence made you extremely anxious. Not to mention that you were Ayato’s future wife.

Feeling your fingers turn a little cold and seeing your silence, Ayato quickly figured out what was happening, and gave your hand a reassuring squeeze. “Hey hey, don’t be so nervous Daarin..I know that meeting the Shogun for the first time is nerve wracking, but everything will be fine. She has been wanting to meet you as well, seeing as you will become my wife soon. Just be yourself, you are absolutely perfect.” You smiled gratefully at his words, slowly calming down. You had your family by your side, everything would be fine. Eventually you all entered through the gates of the Grand Narukami Shrine, and you were in awe of how beautiful it is. The decorations for the event looked spectacular, and everyone turned their attention to you four as you made your way inside the shrine. You could hear a lot of whispers and mumbles among the nobles.

“So that’s the future lady of the Yashiro Commission? She does look very elegant.”

“Aaww look at the way they’re holding hands! They look so in love.”

“I think the Commissioner can get someone better.”

“Look at her, she’s so poised and elegant! Ah she reminds me of the Commissioner’s mother!”

You and Ayato smiled at everyone, while Thoma stayed close to Ayaka, not wanting anyone to get too close to her or harm her in any way. “My my, look who it is, the Yashiro Commissioner.” You heard a sly voice say, making you turn your gaze towards the Sakura Tree, where a woman with pink hair kitsune ears stood with her back faced towards you all. Ayato snickered, his tone being playful “Ah, Lady Guuji, always so welcoming and insightful. Although I must say, I have not come alone, I bring with me my Sister, my dear friend Thoma and my soon to be wife, Y/N.” you saw as her ears flickered a little, and she turned around to face you all, a smile so sweet yet so sly adorning her face. Dear archons, she really was such a fox envoy. You saw her approach you, and you gave her a polite smile, bowing in respect. “Lady Guuji. It is an honour to be in your presence.” “Oh my, such a charmer she is! So poised and elegant, she reminds me of your mother you two. Well my dear, no need to be so nervous now, I don’t bite…usually.”

You heard her giggle, seemingly proud of herself as you simply gave her another smile, not knowing what to do. “Well, I must say Yashiro Rascal, you really have outdone yourself. The shogun is very pleased with you.” You noticed how her tone had gone from sly to a little soft, and you remembered that she had seen Ayato grow up from a troublesome boy to a responsible young man. “Thank you Lady Yae, it is my honour to serve Her Excellency.” “Well enough about you, I’m more interested in how you managed to get such a beautiful and elegant girl to be your wife!” There it was again, she was back to her sarcasm. “Tell me dear, what did you like in this troublesome rascal?”

You giggled softly, looking at the love of your life and then at Miko. “He’s saved my life Lady Guuji..the reason I’m standing here today is because he chose to fight for me.” Ayato felt his heart melt at how precious you were. He knew that he would do anything and everything for you. Before Miko could reply, the guards announced that the Shogun was arriving, and everyone went quiet, taking their places. You and Ayato stood ahead, with Ayaka and Thoma just behind you both. The shogun entered the shrine, and everyone bowed in respect. “You may rise.”

Standing back up again, you saw the Almighty Shogun standing right in front of you with Miko, her eyes on both you and Ayato. You felt your heartbeat accelerate but you kept your facial expressions calm, trying to calm your nerves down. “So you must be Hiragi Y/N, the Yashiro Commissioner’s future wife.” The shogun said, and to your surprise, her voice was not as authoritative as you expected it to be. “Yes, your Excellency. I am Hiragi Y/N, and it is my greatest honour to be in your presence.” You saw her nod in acknowledgement with a small smile to you, and you were relieved to see that you had not upset her in any way. It was now time for the celebratory ceremony to begin.

Ayato stepped forward in front of the shogun and Miko, then respectfully getting down on one knee. The Sakura tree’s petals glowed, and the shogun placed her hand on his head. “The Yashiro Commissioner has outdone himself and excelled in his duties. He has fulfilled his oath and worked in the best interest of Inazuma, and he continues to show great promise. Every single person present here today must know that the Yashiro Commission and the Kamisato clan were the only ones who have been eternally faithful towards my wishes and our land of eternity. In the presence of all the nobles, your family and the sacred sakura, I bless you, Kamisato Ayato, as well as all your loved ones, and hope that your lives be filled with eternal joy. Continue your good work, and keep up your efforts. You may stand.”

As Ayato stood, the Sacred Sakura tree shed four glowing petals, each landing in the palms of you four. Everyone clapped, and you saw as Ayato came back to you, his smile so wide and his eyes filled with joy. Ayaka went and hugged him, tears escaping her eyes. “Brother, we all are so proud of you. Im sure that mother and father are here, watching you and are proud of you as well.” His amethyst eyes turned glossy with tears as he patted her head, hugging her back. You and Thoma watched with proud smiles. This moment was so perfect, full of joy and love. You held the Sakura petal close to your heart, silently wishing that your family stays this way forever, for eternity.

[wrens-versus-the-world]

Chapter one: Ah yes, the start of every isekai

just a cute reminder that I post more on wattpad :D, so if you want earlier updates maybe check there lol

"Shit- Shit- shit----" 

you squealed as you ran up and down your apartment, grabbing your things for work. 

"why did I have to stay up all night playing genshin?!?!" 

You screamed to yourself. once you felt satisfied with what was in your purse you ran a hand through your hair:

"why do I feel like I'm missing something?"

your eyes made their way to the mirror and you finally realized what you were missing, your tie. 

you felt another curse about to bubble up. 

taking a deep breath, you turned yourself away from the mirror, grabbed your purse, and made your way out the door.

You then proceeded to run to your car, throwing your purse into the passenger seat, once again cursing your lack of time management. 

'when you think about it, it's not that bad, I was just finishing my commissions, and finding all the oculi, and finishing up the sumeru quests, and grinding for ayaka since I have been meaning to do it...'

you thought to yourself as you attempted to start your car, only for it to almost start and then not... 

"MOTHE--"

(A/n) it is said that everyone in the apartment complex heard a loud curse that day, people still remember it

mini timeskip:

"just two more blocks"

"just two more blocks"

"just two more FUCKING blocks"

at this point you pause, almost contemplating life.

a few people walk past you, one of them is a child. The kid turns to look at you and says, "mommy, why is that person look so mad?" 

the mother looked mortified, she looks to her kid, and whispers to her kid. "sweetheart, lets ignore her okay, she's probably homeless" whilst giving you a slight glare.

normally, you wouldnt have minded the lady's attitude, but today was not the day, you gave her a smile, placed a hand on her shoulder before leaning into her and whispering in her ear 

"Listen bitch, I have had a very bad day, okay!" you paused allowing her to understand that she just messed with the wrong person. "so you'd better watch your goddam mouth, okay?" you finished, your tone darkening with each word, making you appear far more threatening.

the lady gives you a look. "-" . you cut her off before she can argue, "okay?"

she just nods.

feeling pleased with her reaction, you resume the walk to your work. 

Everything happened so fast. One moment you were walking down the sidewalk to your job, the next there was a car that swerved from the other side of the road, tipping over the median, coming flying towards you. in a state of shock your body and mind were no longer communicating properly. Time seemed to slow as you tried to urge your legs to move, but they would not cooperate.  the next thing you could recall was that you were laying on the ground, a pool of crimson surrounding you. 

'how did this even-'

you can barely tell what's happening, you think you hear voices, but you're not sure.

As your vision begins to blur you think you see some figures, but when you try to focus you eyes onto the figures, your field of vision turns to black, and the ringing in your ears finally ceases.

A/n:

and dont worry loverboy comes soon

also here is the list of chapters for this series

[maiko1]

Step siblings spending time with you day! (ft: kazuha, kamisato siblings, ragnvindr brothers. <bonus character: xiao, scaramouche>)

Kazuha

Free man indeed. I feel like everyday is spending time together with siblings when it comes to him.

U can't tell me he hands you a bug u didn't like to scare you, then he'll share a fact about them to make it less scary, though you still fear them u will try to overcome ur fear by coming closer to the bug while kazuha hiding behind a tree smiling.

Let you go on a adventure on a ship with beidou if u behave (you behave all the time and you often see beidou.)

Carry you randomly just to hear you whine about you being embarrassed to be piggy back by their older brother.

He won't ever use "step siblings" on you when he's introducing you to his friend.

"this is my siblings___" :D

"you two don't even look alike--"

"they're my siblings." :)

"whoa okay okay, they're ur siblings I guess."

Kamisato ayaka and ayato

"don't steal their boba ayato! We buyed you 2.."

You can't tell me (again) that he doesn't bully you to see you cry for fun. (typical brother)

Ayato probably dressed you up in a weird combo clothes and call it a unique style.

"thoma, great time. Take a good look at the clothes combo I did to __"

"o-oh waka, it looks amazing."

"im gonna be the greatest model in the future!!"

"oh yes you will"

Thoma made a doll that looks like you, ayato and ayaka and now it's your toys.

"im sorry ___ I'm not really the best at making dolls.." (hes lying)

"mine now." yes and now it belongs to you. Not even ur siblings can touch them.

Though they're so busy dealing with the clan, they would do anything to spend time with their little siblings.

Kaeya & diluc

Kaeya? Bully? Absolutely but yk he also pampered you. He likes to bite that mochi cheek of yours.

"what's for dinner?" diluc said confused since it's kaeya who wana cook dinner.

"today is a special menu. I introduce you... ____ chicken roast!"

(you dressed up like a chicken with carrot and a potato on ur hands)

"first of all, where did u get that costum- nvm don't ANSWER it. Second.. I thought u were gonna be serious about the dinner stuff. I even send adelinde home early today."

"oh..."

"oh oh! Maybe diluc can cook!!" you suggest.

"only this time."

Diluc? No he won't let you enter the tavern at all. After all you are still underage. "aww... Why does floaty cute paimon get to get inside while I can't ?!"

"because I trust her friend, traveler that she won't be drinking. Even paimon herself said she don't drink and only drink apple juice or sweet drink."

"so you don't trust me..?" oh god the guilt tripping...

"i- uh.... Ugh fine. You better behave or ill send jean to look after you." you giggled and nodded. Holding ur big brother hand to get inside made him smile.

If diluc is not available then kaeya is. If both of them are not available you would be sitting in a living room with adelinde comforting you. While they're doing their own work, they can't help but feel uneasy. Like something is missing. And that's where it hit them. It's siblings spend time together day.

Diluc was fast to get home since he can rely on his worker to cover his job, meanwhile kaeya would speed up and finish his work asap and went back home. There he will see diluc terribly comforting you while he took a deep breath and ready to spend a day with both of you.

Bonus!

Xiao

Siblings spend time together day? Absurd. Why would an adeptus let go of his work just to spend time together with you?

"brother.. where are we going?" you ask curious. "somewhere." - -

No no that won't work. They might be traumatised if they saw me kill some lame hilichurls. So what did he do? Put blindfold on you.

No!!! Ugh I am not having any idea. Why does this day even exist I can just send them to hu tao but no, hu tao will do a massive chaos if ____ is with her.

Ah. "lets play a game. Whoever got to Mr zhongli first can get free ice cream." i can't believe I said this but who am I kidding it's a child I'm taking care of. "okay! I'm gonna beat you!!"

"okay, ready? 3..2-" there you go with ur little leg running towards Mr zhongli. "hey I didn't even count to 3 yet-" but. I couldn't say that out loud, seeing them running to Mr zhongli kinda make me relaxed a bit. All these years I've been slaying demons and not once I've ever thought about smiling on a mortal doing silly thing just for an ice cream.

Just as he was about to walk towards you, you happen to trip on some random rock (zhongli go get ur rock). Not thinking at all he dashed towards you grabbing you throwing you up in the sky before catching you.

Never thought an adeptus could do something like that..

"never. Never again. Be careful ____! You could've gotten hurt if me or Mr zhongli isn't here. It's not like I'd leave you alone but still."

"hehe again brother again!" what. "what no! That's dangerous."

After alot of begging he throw u up in the sky with a permission of Mr zhongli. You could see the beautiful view from up there. Your eye shine and you were never been happier.

None of you want this to end. <3

Scaramouche

Siblings spending time together day? Who is he kidding. He is NOT doing that.

"brother you look funny with a mask and a hat! Here let me help you." you said as you take his hat and put it on ur head. "that's just an excuse to take my hat huh."

"can we go to that dango shop? I've seen people eat it and I wana try it!" you take his hand and ran towards the shop. "and who's gonna pay for it huh brat?" both of you know its just his ego personality. He doesn't mean that word. "you of course!" you smiled. That once a smile that made his own mother disowned him. Ridiculous.

"hey are you okay? Did he do anything bad to you?" a random guy ask you. "I'm okay??" you are so damn confused but your brother scaramouche seem to get that alot. Separate. That's what he's trying to do.. Dirty little shit.

"hey ____ take this mora and buy me and you a balloon." he said as you nodded. Scaramouche and him watch you skip a step to the guy who sell balloon.

"care to explain on why would you say that to them?" demanding him to speak but that guy seem not to get a hint that he's in fact a harbingers. Eleven fatui harbingers to be put? How dare he talk back to scaramouche. He even dare to look down on him.

"you treat them like a toy. Nobody treat a kid like that! You better walk away before I call a soldier to make you go away from that innocent child."

.....

"you are ruining them."

Snap. That's it. He waste no time and take his hand to a place with least people. "listen here. I didnt know you were so bold to talk to a in fact a harbingers with this manner. And I didn't even know you had the nerve to look down on me as if I was a pathetic shit to you. They're my siblings. If you or ur man land a hand on them you won't be seeing sun nor star."

Scaramouche face expression soon turn satisfied when he piss himself like a 8 year old kid would after getting spanked by their mother.

He came back and see you sitting on a bench with a sad face. "what's the long face huh.."

"you were gone without me! I don't wana be apart from you not even a second!!" you huffed. He was mute for a second before he smirk. "silly brat, I would never go anywhere without you. Just now someone want to talk to me which I end up yelling at them for ruining the moment I am having with my little siblings."

"can you imagine? 'sir, we need you' and I don't. I dont need them and they better be begging more if they rlly want me to come but no they gave up so soon." (I'm targeting you scaraboobs nations /hj)

You smile turn into laugher. "you're the best brother I could ever ask for!" you hugged him as he took ur hat off before hugging you back. "i know."

Hello! It seem that you have reach the end of this headcanon. I do hope you enjoy this as much as I enjoy writing this. I am opening a request where u could request me some platonic hc! I accept every character, so you wouldn't have to worry about ur fav character not being there.

Well since you also read that, how about a follow? No pressure of course. Hehe <3 have an amazing day/night on wherever you are, a reminder that you are incredibly awesome and I hope you will be happy until the end.

[gamesandmemeslover]

Kamisato Ayato x Reader

Warning: Sexual themes

Kamisato Ayato x Reader

"Are you sure you don't want my brother to follow you home?" Ayaka asked, Kamisato Ayaka was one of your best friends and today you had come over to her and her older brother's home for some tea.

"N-No it's okay" You said, you had a big crush on Ayato and wanted nothing more but to spend some time with him. But knowing how busy he is you didn't want to bother him. You wanted to confess to him but it's hard to alone with him, you wouldn't dare doing it infront of Ayaka.

"Be careful on your way-" Before Ayaka could finish her sentence there was a loud thunder and the next thing you knew it was pouring rain.

"Huh" You saw the rain in disbelief

"Girls you should come inside" You hear Ayato shouting from another room.

"It's okay (Name) you may stay here for a bit longer" Ayaka smiled

"Alright thank you" You smiled back and followed her inside

You ended up staying over for dinner, once in a while you looked at Ayato. The way he carries himself he did it with such grace and gentleness that you thought was the most attractive thing in the world. You quickly looked away right before Ayato would catch you staring at him. Good thing Ayaka was there because if she wasn't it would be too awkward.

"Looks like it's still raining" You sighed after dinner

"Brother can (Name) sleepover here?" Ayaka asked

"Oh no it's alright you don't have to go through the trouble" You said

"No you should stay over (Name)" Ayato made eye contact with you "We sadly don't have any umberella to lend and we can't let you go outside and risk getting sick" He said

"Okay thank you so much" You blushed

"Come now I'll show you our guestroom" Ayato smiled and you nodded

Ayato pulled the door to the side and then rolled out the futon you will be sleeping in. He also handed you a yukata to wear.

"That should be it" Ayato smiled

"Thank you for everything" You said

"No need to thank us, I'm the one that's grateful. Ayaka doesn't have a lot of friends and I'm so glad she met you. I am too of course" Ayato said stroking your cheek gently, this was the first time he was touching you. 

"Ayato I-"

"Yes?" 

"Brother there's an insect in my room" You could hear Ayaka scream

"Sorry, good night (Name)" Ayato excused himself

Frustrated you threw yourself down on the futon. It was one of the few moments you could have told him your feelings for him but got interrupted. You sighed and changed into the yukata and pulled the thich covers over you. A few hours passed by but you couldn't sleep, the loud thunder and the lightning kept you awake. You couldn't help being scared of it even though it wasn't dangerous since you're inside. After a debate with yourself you decided to go to Ayaka's room and sleep there. She was your best friend after all and she would understand if you are scared and didn't want to sleep alone. You carefully crawled out of the futon and left your room. With light steps you walked through the hallway, suddenly light from the lightning from the window lighted the wall and you see a large shadow. 

"Ah!" You gasped in fear and fell back

"(Name) are you okay? It's just me" You hear Ayato's voice

"Ayato" You whispered his face, he smiled gently and helped you stand up "What are you doing here?" Ayato asked

"I couldn't sleep...I'm a bit scared of the thunder and lightning" You admitted

"Come here" Ayato held your hand in his and walked with you to his room. "You can stay here if you want" Ayato said after you both had entered. Your plan was to go to Ayaka's room but now Ayato, the man you are in loved with offered to stay in his room? Of course you couldn't reject that offer.

"I'd love to" You blushed

"We both have to share the futon, don't worry I will keep my distance" Ayato said and sat down on the futon and made space for you. 

"You don't have to keep your distance" You whispered and sat down next to him

"What?" Ayato looked surprised, you took a deep breath. Here goes nothing. 

"Ayato I....I love you and have been for a while...that's what I wanted to tell you before. But if you don't feel the same for me it's okay" You finally confessed to him. You felt like a huge weight has been lifted off your shoulders.

"(Name)" Ayato gently cupped your face with one of his hands and looked into your eyes "I love you too, I had a feeling that the feeling was mutual but since your my sister's friend I worry if it would affect your friendship" Ayato said, hearing that he loved you back made you so happy but you didn't understand his concern.

"Why do you think so?" You asked

"I don't know...maybe Ayaka would feel uncomfortable if she knew" Ayato said, it felt a bit strange seeing him doubtful because whenever you were around him he always appeard so confident. 

"We can keep it a secret for a while if you want to..but I want to tell her eventually" You said

"Okay" With no time to loose Ayato close the gap between the two of you and kissed your lips gently. You kissed him back and wrapped your arms around his neck. He licked your lips and you opened your mouth to let his tongue inside. You moaned and felt his weight leaning more towards you and you lied down on your back with him over you while making out. Due to the lack of air Ayato broke the kiss and the two of you are catching your breath. 

"I want you (Name)" Ayato whispered in your ear, you felt his hot breath tickle your ear making your skin shiver. 

"I want you too" You said back, Ayato kissed your lips gently and then kissed down your neck and carefully opened your yukata. You gasped and covered your breasts with your arms. 

"What's wrong?" Ayato asked

"I'm sorry.. it's just embarrassing" You said

"There's nothing to be emarrassed about" Ayato smiled, he gently removed your arms to reveal your breasts the sudden temperature made your nipples hard. 

"Ah" you moaned as he sucked on your left nipple and touched your other breast "D-Don't tease me" you said when you felt his gentle bite.

"I'm sorry I can't help it" Ayato chuckled and switched to your right nipple. He loves your breats gave them each a hickey. He fully opened your yukata and kissed down your stomach, he could see you were already wet for him which made him excited. He could feel that he was getting hard but couldn't enter you just yet.

"You have to keep your voice low (Name) so you don't wake up my sister" Ayato said

"Yeah" you nodded, you spread your legs for him and he inserted one finger inside of you. You bit your lip to hold in your moans but the more he was thrusting his finger the harder it is to stay quiet. Ayato inserted another finger inside of you, seeing how much you struggle to keep your moans low he covered your mouth with his free hand. You let out a muffled moan as he hit a certain spot. he continued hitting that spot and you threw your head back as you cummed on his fingers. He drew back his hands and unwrapped his own yukata, Ayato always wore tight clothes so you knew he had a nice body but seeing it now not wearing nothing was even better. His member was hard and you began getting a bit nervous. Ayato pulled the thick cover over him and first rubbed his member against your entrance and quietly moaned.

"Just tell me if it feels uncomfortable and I'll stop" Ayato said

"Okay" You nodded 

Ayato let out a low moan as he slowly entered you. He was filling you up and you feel your walls wrapped around his member. 

"You're so tight but feel so good" Ayato blushed and kept pushing in his length

"Ah" You felt a bit of a discomfort 

"Shall I stop?" Ayato asked concerned

"N-No go on" You said 

Ayato leaned down to press his lips against yours and pushed until he was fully inside of you. He broke the kiss and started trusting into you, he lost to the temptation. He got a bit rough and thrusted fast and hard into you.

"Ayato" You moan his name

"Ah...(Name)..you're so perfect" Ayato moand, he held your hips steady and kept thrusting into your g-spot. The weather outside had already calmed down, the thunder and lightning had stopped. 

Ayato pulled out and cummed on your stomach, you both panted hard and took some time to catch your breaths. 

"I love you Ayato"

"I love you too (Name)" Ayato kissed your forehead and dried off your stomach. He laied down next to you, because the both of you couldn't rest your head on his pillow he let you rest yours on his upper arm. You snuggled close to him and you could feel his free arm holding you tight and the both of you fell asleep while listening to the rain. 

You woke up the next morning feeling well rested. Sitting up on you streched out your arms and looked through the window. It was sunny outside and the rain was long gone you noticed that you were back in the guestroom. Memories from last night came to mind and at first you weren't sure if it actually happened or if it was a dream. Looking down on your chest the hickies was still there, you let out a sigh of relief. Standing up you rolled up to futon and changed into your clothes.

After Ayato had carried you back to the guestroomm he changed into his normal everyday outfit and is about to roll up his futon only to be stopped by a stain on the mattress. At a closer look he knew that it was a bloodstain, Ayato hasn't been injured lately so it can only mean that it was your blood. Kowing that he was in fact your first made him feel warm on the inside. He chuckled quietly to himself and picked up the mattress to go wash the stain off. 

You and the Kamisato siblings had breakfast before you went home. You and Ayato acted as if nothing happened and it seems like Ayaka didn't suspect a thing. 

"Thanks again for letting me stay over for the night" you and Ayaka hugged

"Of course (Name), we'll meet again tomorrow right?" Ayaka asked

"Right" You smiled

"Wait (Name) let me accompany you" Ayato who suddenly appeard next to Ayaka

"Oh?" Ayaka gave him a curious look

"I have some buisiness to attend to in the city and (Name)'s home is nearby" Ayato explained

"Alright I'll see you later" Ayaka said

You and Ayato walked next to each other, there was an awkward silence at first. But once the Kamisato estate was out of sight Ayato held your hand gently.

"Ayato?" You looked up at him surprised

"It's alright, only until we see the city before us" he smiled

"Okay" You smiled

"Is your body okay?" Ayato asked

"I'm okay....what about you?" You asked feeling embarrassed

"I'm perfectly fine" Ayato chuckled

"What is it?" You asked when Ayato suddenly stopped

"We don't have to hurry" Ayato said

"Don't you have things to take care of in the city?" You asked

"I do but later, I want to spend my free time today with you" Ayato wrapped his free arm behind your back and pulled you close to his chest.

"I'm glad, I want to spend more time with you as much as possible" You smiled, Ayato leaned down and kissed your lips passionately.

[bluesnsfw]

Some Ayato smut I wrote on Wattpad

18+ content, I can't remember exactly what it all was about but everyone keeps telling me it's written well so enjoy!

You've just arrived at the Kamisato Estate, a place you have been meaning to visit for a while. The head of the estate is a very powerful man known by many, known as Kamisato Ayato, and you've been meaning to meet him for quite a while. So this is where you are, you've finally arrived at your destination.

You walk up to the Estate building, about to knock on the door, when it gets opened and you are greeted by one of mister Kamisato's "butlers" you could call him.

"Hello traveler, I've heard of your arrival, and I'll gladly lead you to sir Kamisato's room," the man says, before he walks right in front of you beckoning you to follow him.

You nod to him and follow him throughout the majestic estate building, and he leads you to a room. The room resembled a Japanese style, just like the rest of the building does. In the middle of the room, you saw the man himself, mister Kamisato, the head of the estate. He sat there is his long white and blue ropes, with his vision on display, his fingers intertwined and his eyes staring at you, on his face was a smile as he invited you to come in.

"Greetings. Ayaka has mentioned you on numerous occasions — alas, my schedule has been rather busier than anticipated recently, which belated our first meeting until today. Kamisato Ayato, head of the Kamisato Clan. Delighted to make your acquaintance."

"Nice to meet you, mister Kamisato," you greet him back.

Mister Kamisato smiles; "My sister knows you well, there's no need for these types of formalities, you can call me Ayato."

You must admit to yourself that Ayato's smile is quite charming as you give him a smile back.

His smile does light a spark inside you, it warms your heart, and suddenly...

You realise...

He is quite handsome.

You smile back at him; "Well nice to meet you... Ayato"

Ayato continues; "My sister has told me a lot about you traveller, and from the way she spoke about you, I already developed quite a liking for you."

You look away, your face turning red.

"I would've loved to accompany you on your many travels, but unfortunately, life at the Kamisato Estate is quite busy."

You feel something in your stomach, a sense of nausea, you feel your body warm up listening to Ayato's soft voice, some may call this...

Butterflies

You feel your face getting hot as you say, "I... I would love to travel with you, Ayato."

You feel Ayato's stare on your body, your face is flushed, and very hot, you can feel it glowing, of butterflies but also of embarrassment.

You can't stand to look at Ayato, knowing which feelings you just discovered.

Although, if you think hard about it, those feelings had already been there since you knew of Ayato's existence. The way Ayaka told you about her brother made you respect him all the more.

You hear the chair move, and Ayato must have stood up.

"Is something wrong?" he asks, you here his footsteps on the wooden flooring, walking towards you.

"N- No," you say shyly.

The footsteps get louder and louder until they stop. You feel Ayato's presence next to you, but you decide to still look at your feet.

Ayato smiles, "Flustered now, are we?"

You feel him put his hand on your chin, moving your face up so you look right at him.

You feel your face turn red, and your heart pounds in your chest. You look into his deep blue eyes. They shine like the stars reflected in the ocean. Your heart starts to slow down as you're deeply lost in Ayato's eyes.

"That's better," Ayato says. "I must say, I do quite like the look of you, Traveller, you are quite..."

You watch him closely as he says this sentence. You see his face light up a little, and you can see the fluster in his deep blue eyes... Does he feel the same way you feel?

"Beautiful" he finishes

You feel your knees get weak, as if you're not able to stand anymore.

"May I ask for your name, Traveler, I've never quite caught it, Ayaka always mentioned you by your titles."

"Y/n," you say, you chuckle; "But you can call me Beautiful if you'd like," then you look away, hoping he can take the joke.

He chuckles. "Well then, Beautiful, it is an honour to meet you."

Your knees weaken even more to the point where you're not able to stand, you fall through them, but Ayato catches you.

"Weak knees?" he asks you, "Here let me help you up. "

He lifts you up as if you were a cute cat being cradled by their owner. You turn bright red and try to avoid his face.

He walks an end with you and then lets you down on a bed, which is silk smooth. Would this be his bedroom?

"I suppose you must feel a thing for me then, don't you Beautiful" he says as he lays you down on the bed, his face very close to yours. You feel your heart pound in your chest.

You whisper, as if almost unable to speak "M- maybe"

He smiles, "I see you're quite nervous. However, I can make you feel more comfortable." he says, leaning closer to you.

"H- how?" You ask him nervously.

"Like this," he says, he leans more towards you, your faces millimetres away from each other. And then...

He places his lips on yours.

You've been caught by surprise, but you do comply him, kissing him back.

He pushes you over onto the bed and climbs on top of you, making the kiss even more passionate.

Then he lets go of your lips and smiles at you.

"You're so desperate for me, aren't you..."

"... Beautiful?"

You feel your heart pound in your chest, as if it's about to explode, and all you can do is nod slightly while he leans back into you, this time placing his lips on your neck.

You close your eyes, you feel multiple feelings, love, desire, disbelieve and maybe... fear...

Is this actually happening, or is this just a dream you'll have to awaken from.

He whispers in your ear, "Relax, Beautiful, you have nothing to fear for, just let me give you what you deserve."

It's as if he could read your mind, you try to relax, placing your arms around him in the process.

"That's more like it, Beautiful." Ayato smiles as he looks deep into your eyes before he pulls you into another passionate kiss.

You can feel his hand on your cheek, while the other one is on your body, moving towards the edge of your shirt. You're nervous... But you do let him, you do like it, feeling his presence next to you, his body on top of yours.

"May I?" he asks

You comply, "Yes, you may."

He pulls up your shirt, over your head, and off of your body.

You didn't wear a bra, as you prefer the freedom of not wearing one, and since your armour supports your breasts.

"No bra huh" Ayato says, surprised "Even better" he says seductively, moving his face towards your breasts and placing some subtle kisses on them before sucking one of the nipples, making it hard.

He chuckles, "You're all hot for me, aren't you?"

You nod.

"Very well," he smiles at you.

You feel yourself getting hot, turned on by Ayato's presence, by Ayato's behaviour. You only desire more of him. Your nervousness washes away, and all you can feel is lust.

You move your hands towards your pants, gripping the top, you move your knees up, wanting to swiftly take them off to allow Ayato access to your body.

Ayato chuckles once again, "All hot for me now, are you, Beautiful." he moves up, allowing you to take off your pants as he undoes his robe and lets it fall onto the ground, putting his handsome chest on display.

You look at him, moving your eyes all over his body. You can't comprehend how much you want this, how much you want him. You take off your leggings and underwear, leaving yourself all naked for Ayato.

He smiles lustfully at you, moving his hand down onto your pussy, rubbing your clit.

You leave out a little moan as he does this, you try to look away. But he moves on top of you, grabbing your chin with his other hand to make you look at him.

"I want to see your eyes... Beautiful." he says seductively, he leans into you having his face only centimeters from yours and he whispers "I want to see you lust for me" and then he presses his lips on top of yours, rubbing you more roughly. He moves his hand lower to your entrance, and he forces two fingers in. He puts his body on yours, his pelvis rubbing your clit as he fingers you. You moan... loudly...

"Ayato..." you moan softly.

"What is it, my love"

My love? My love? you think. You can't believe he called you that, this is all moving so fast, you find him so hot, you love feeling his touch, you love being his love.

"My love?" you whimper "Am I really your love Ayato?"

"Yes you are, Beautiful, you are my love"

He pushes his fingers deeper into you, making you moan loudly. You feel a sensation in your stomach build up, the feeling of cumming, it's building up slowly in your stomach.

"Ayato..." you whimper

"Yes?" Ayato says to you

"I'm... I'm gonna cum"

"Are you?" Ayato says as he moves up, pounding his fingers in and out of you faster, now using his other hand to rub your clit, "Cum for me." he whispers.

Then, as you hear him whisper you feel the feeling get to it's max, and thus the pressure in your stomach releases, you collapse as you moan loudly of pleasure, the pleasure Ayato brings to you.

"Good girl" he says to you as he pulls his fingers out and licks your juices off of them.

You lay there, all broken.

He unbuckles his belts and drops down his pants.

"Get up my dear, I have a surprise for you" you hear Ayato chuckle

You move yourself up and open your eyes wide when you see his pants are off, and more importantly, his big cock, it has a shiny tip of precum.

"Is it to your liking dear?" Ayato asks you, watching you look at his dick.

"Yes" you let out, moving towards him. You lick your hand and then you place your hands on his cock, rubbing it slightly as you look up to him.

His face expression changes, from lustful to relaxing, he moves his head up and then lets out a slight moan. You take his cock and move your head to it, giving the tip a slight suck. You can feel the shiver that goes through Ayato's body at this touch. You place your mouth around his cock and start sucking it, taking more of it, then less, giving the tip a really good suck. You hear him whimper at your motions and moan when you're at the tip.

"You're doing great my love" he tells you, "I- I love it."

You go a little harder and feel his cock throb in your mouth.

He must be getting close.

His breaths fasten, until he grabs the back of your head and pulls your head off his dick.

"You are a very good girl, but there's somewhere else I want to climax" he says, signalling to your pussy.

You nod, as you lie back, Ayato towering over you.

He grabs his dick, giving a nice jerk, before placing it at your entrance.

"You really want to?" he asks, "I want to be sure you're fine with this."

"I am..." you say "I am... my darling."

He truly seems to love you calling him that, because at that name he pushes his dick deep inside of you.

You let out a moan, suddenly being filled by his dick, as it slides in perfectly. You feel so good. And thus he starts to move, in and out, slowly.

He places his hand on your clit again, giving you back the sensation from before. He quickens his pace, you hear his breathing fasten. He reaches over you, lying on top of you, moving his entire body as he thrusts in and out of you. He place his head next to your ear, breathing heavily and letting out moans. You feel the feeling become more, he's getting you closer to climax again. Your breathing starts to irregulate, becoming heavier as he fucks you. The rubbing of his body on your clit is getting you closer and closer. He hears it from your breaths, he knows it from before.

You're gonna cum.

Again.

Ayato whispers in your ear "All ready for me were you, place your arms around me."

You do as he commands and place your arms around him.

He moves a bit faster, and deeper, overstimulating your clit.

You let out a moan, a small one.

You give a few more quick breaths as you feel your body relieve itself.

You climax, again.

You moan loudly as you cum, Ayato loves it.

He gets up, being on his knees at your end, he grabs your legs and puts them on his shoulders grabbing your hips after.

"Now it's my turn" he says

You can barely prepare yourself what comes next, you cannot prepare yourself for the heavy fucking that continues.

He goes fast, faster than you felt him before. He pounds into your pussy, deep and fast, you hear his breathing get heavier.

You look at him, moaning at his sudden change of behaviour.

Ayato grins at you, "You love it, don't you."

You let your head fall back on the bed, feeling him inside you. He pounds, faster and faster, until he also reaches his high.

He let's out a sigh of relieve as he cums, deep inside of you, he thrusts a couple more times putting the cum even deeper inside you, making sure it won't leak out.

It leaves you flushed, satisfied, loved.

He collapses on top of you, then after a bit, he moves himself off of you, taking his dick out, asking you nicely: "Would you like to clean it my love"

You comply and lick off the excess cum off his dick, it doesn't taste like much, except a tiny bit salty. But still, you love the taste.

As you finish cleaning yourself up, you fall down next to him on the bed, hugging him tight.

He kisses your forehead.

"I really do adore you y/n" he says to you

It makes you feel all warm.

"Would you like to live with me, my love?"

You press your face into his chest, you have had no home before, you just moved from nation to nation.

You nod

"Yes..."

"Yes, I would love to."

Ayato smiles. "I'm glad."

And so your relationship together starts, and you hope it will never end.

[cosmical-flowers]

I keep on writing long fics with my self insert. Anyways, 1.4k fic about Sakura ranting about Shinobu’s white day photoshoot because that was me when I saw the card. Featuring Kokoro as well! :D (ALSO @transgender-eichi @maoisarap @mutsuowo BECAUSE I LIKED HOW THIS FIC TURNED OUT)

“KOKORO!!! AGHHHH”

Sakura yelled out her unit mates name as she entered the sewing room. As it was late in the day, she was the only one there. As she looked up from her work, Kokoro greeted her.

“Hey Sakura. Is …. everything alright? You seem a lot more … I don’t know, on edge?”

“A bit! It’s just- ooh, wait are you making an outfit?”

“Yeah, do you want to tell me about it while I continue … continue working? I should be done soon.”

Kokoro gave a light smile as Sakura sat next to her. She picked up a sewing needle again and looked at the design. It’s meant to be something similar to the pretty cure characters, but meant for a valentine’s day event. Even though it had already passed, they still collaborated with other units for white day. Sakura looked at the outfit and stared in awe of its beauty. Each charm and pearl was placed perfectly along the rim, and the pattern was beautiful. It was only one of the many works of her unit-mate, who was a talented seamstress. It was a surprise she became an idol in the first place.

“It’s really beautiful Kokoro, you made it look so great!”

“Ehehehe, it’s all thanks to the outfit you designed. You … also deserve some credit, dear.”

She smiled as she threaded another loop. She looked over at Sakura in the corner of her eye as she remembered her tone when she entered the room.

“So … what happened today? You seemed a bit mad. Is everything alright?”

“Everything’s alright! It’s just him again. Uwagh…”

“Shinobu? What happened with him?”

“I feel like I just made a fool out of myself again! Hrg, it’s because of that stupid photoshoot.”

“Oh, the white day one? Many idols seem to be doing it, … I mean it is in a week.”

“Yeah! And he did one! And I just … I’ll have to explain from the top.”

“Go on ahead dear.”

Sakura took a deep breath and began to compose her thoughts. She kept on fiddling with a charm on her bag, flipping it back and forth and feeling the smooth plastic along her fingertips. Where should she even start?

“Well, today I was with him in the student council room as we waited for Ayaka to get out of track practice. He then got the photos from his white day photoshoot and he showed me them. And I just-“

“You freezed up again, didn’t you?”

“I… yeah. He just looked so … uwagh! I can’t even put it into words!”

“Hehe, why are you even worrying?”

“Because usually I say something! Just anything, like something I liked about the outfit, or the pose. I literally said nothing and rushed over to you.”

“Maybe you could just text him that? Or write him a letter?”

“ . . . Kokoro, this is why you’re amazing. I’ll just text it! Now, where do I even start.”

Sakura picked up her phone again, looking at her messages. Shinobu texted her, asking if she’s alright. She quickly responded that she was okay. She looked at the screen, waiting for the words to come to her.

“Where do I even begin …”

“Colors? Do you like the color scheme?”

“Perfect! The color being mainly off white complimented his dark hair really well, and the hints of yellow match his highlights. And it looks really good honestly since the off white looked like a light blue, which complimented the yellow and black perfectly. Also since blue makes up purple, it also looked great with his hair. And the flowers in his outfit looked great as well since they complimented the colors. They were purple and pink, and since they both were close colors on the color wheel, they …”

Sakura continued to rant about each color in his outfit from her memory. Kokoro marveled in how well she remembered color theory, especially since she taught it to her such a long time ago. She ranted about the colors, the pose, anything that came to mind. Seconds flew by as they turned into minutes, her voice filling up the room with care in her tone.

“And the expression in the photo, just oh my god. Kokoro, when I tell you that stunned me, it DID. When did he even learn that? Who did he even learn that from? It’s just so perfect-“

“Did you send the message?”

“-! Oh yeah! Let me look it over- WHAT???”

Sakura looked in shock as she checked back her ramblings. 3 paragraphs. She copied and pasted it into google docs and checked the word count. 594 words.

“Kokoro, let’s go home.”

“Why???”

“I just wrote almost 600 words about an outfit I saw for like 10 seconds. It’s so over for me, wahhhh…”

“You really do appreciate him, it seems. You seem to be close friends.”

“Yeah we are! That’s why i'm complimenting him in the first place! Friends appreciate other friends! Like how I appreciate you for making awesome outfits!”

“Awh, anytime dear. You always spoil your friends so much, I should at least do something back.”

“Pft, you hearing me rant is more than enough. Besides that, I'll send it to him now.”

As Sakura hit send, she stood up and looked around. She stretched after sitting for so long and went to check outside. As she opened the door, looking to see if Ayaka was near, she noticed someone sitting by the door. As she looked confused for a second, she noticed the uniform looked familiar. 

“…Shinobu?”

“WHA-? AH! Sakura!”

Shinobu turned around to look at her, his ears turning red. They stared blankly at each other for a while, realizing what just happened.

“How much … Did you hear?”

“Almost all of it…”

Sakura turned right around and closed the door again. A short scream was all that Shinobu heard as Sakura sat next to Kokoro again, her hands covering her face.

“I'm so done … is this what Midori feels …”

“He heard you?”

“Yeah. All of it. It’s over for me…”

Sakura began to wallow in agony as she began to overthink. What if he thought she was weird for that? I mean, 3 paragraphs was a bit much, wasn’t it? And he overheard her entire rant, was sending the message even necessary? She should just delete it, maybe she can forget this ever happened! That sounds good enough for her at this point. As she decided her fate, she heard a notification and checked her phone. She read the message she got while a look of shock and embarrassment came over her face.

“Sorry for waiting outside the door and overhearing your conversation, I just wanted to make sure you were okay after you left. I ended up hearing how much you loved my photoshoot and it made me really happy. It’s like when a pretty person also calls you pretty, it’s really nice. If it makes you feel better, sometimes I also rant to Mao about you as well. I just hope you don’t feel embarrassed as much. I’ll see you tomorrow!”

“That’s what he wrote?”

“…”

Sakura sat in silence with her own thoughts as she continued to think about the message. What did he even mean? He also rants about her to Mao? It felt so confusing to her, she decided just to not say anything. As her face turned bright red, she hid her face in her hands and put her head down. Kokoro giggled and looked over at her.

“Wow, is that Sakura actually being flustered?”

“S-Shut it! No it isn’t! He just caught me off guard!”

“Hehe, I mean … It is a funny sight to see. You always want to appear cool in front of others … It’s certainly the first time I've seen you like this in a while.”

“It’s not funny! I just…”

“Does Ayaka know about this?”

“Oh god, I don’t even wanna think of that. I’d be teased to death.”

“I think she does. We have to talk about this when we get home.”

Kokoro finished up some last pieces to her work as she put down the sewing needle. She smiled as she looked at her unit mate, who looked completely different than usual. 

It was certainly a first in a long time that she was emotional like this, maybe it was a turn for the better. The familiar sound of Ayaka’s voice was suddenly heard outside the room.

“SAKURA! KOKORO! HELLOOOO!”

Oh god.

[1010ninetynine]

venti and lyney are very similar characters. i'm going to talk about sales tmrw but today. i'm going to talk about them in terms of character.

Now obviously they're different people. Venti's arguably the more interesting of the two in terms of lore (not story, i mean like celestia lore) - but people will probably like Lyney more, not just because he's a main dps and a support, and Venti's lost his CC king title, but because he's fontainian. He's connected to a better archon quest and his penchant for the traveler is made very clear from the word go. It would have felt like heaven to me if I'd liked lyney more (and I'll get into my experience with him).

I want to first talk about Venti and what I think defines his character. For me, it's that sense of just wanting to be some guy. Venti's never wanted to be this Anemo Archon of The Seven, and it doesn't show in any place best than when he gave his little speech to us as the Anemo Archon and it was...him telling us to get to know teyvat, rather than speedrun it, a value he cares deeply about, and the immediately after went back to silly goofball. It's what I love about him. He's wise, because thousands of years have left him with a lot of time for thought, but he doesn't seek to be this imposing figure. He seeks to be someone who's not revered, but respected. Like, if someone who saw his heroism personally was like 'you're pretty cool you drunkard' i think that's the ideal scenario for him.

I mean hell, one of his lines when he opens a chest is "Thank Barbatos...wait a minute-" so like. He's really gunning for it.

Compare that to his polar opposite, Zhongli, who liked leading and all but just got tired of it. He didn't actually tire of being revered, he doesn't try to mingle with people as an equal, he's just tired of taking care of every problem Liyue deals with. He still wants to be their dad archon, just a retired one.

Lyney, on the other hand, I think is defined by seeking validation, or more accurately, trying to get paid, whether that be in adoration which means more people coming to his show, or in just straight up mora. So naturally, he has reasons to pretend to be someone he's not, in comparison to Venti, who is naturally charming and sociable, but often has to force himself to be because grief took a bit of a toll.

Call it intuition but i was suspicious of Lyney's socialness being a bit fake when he said that things would be quiet if he and lynette were alone on an aquabus. I, for one, know something. If you are genuinely close to your sibling (as Lyney is to Lynette, by all counts), and as social as you seem, then hanging out with your sibling is a time of great joy. My sister is social, and with me, becomes even more so. I'm not very social, but even so, my sister makes me want to talk.

then he came out and his voiceline literally said "yeah im not actually this social naturally" and i was like FUCKING KNEW IT YOU LIL MAGIC MAN

*ahem* anyway point is he's developed a skill of being charming to survive and also is very pretty and by all counts, I should have fucking adored him.

but here's why i didn't - the ayaka and ei effect

*dramatic pause*

Now, one thing I have very little patience for in gacha games is being explicitly "pandered" to (except when I'm deep into them, like I was with Arlecchino and for a bit, Kokomi) Ayaka's story quest is a prime example of this.

Ayaka's lack of friends, journey to discover her mother's desire for freedom, and all of this leading her to love the traveler, but accepting she cannot leave Inazuma...and all this while I could still pull for her...it was so immersion breaking. And it felt kind of pandery the whole time to me. Like, they're pandering to a male audience with female charas like her obviously, and it's so fucking similar to every other overworked waifu in this game that while her being lowk trapped is a new dimension, it's not one that makes me feel any sort of way cuz uhh i could literally pull for her, and she'd go wherever I'd want her to, and it was so obvious that they were trying to sell her.

Same with Ei's story quest, it was just a shopping date, and while I mean I love evil women more than sane women so I was willing to ignore a lot of the pandery stuff, but what I couldn't ignore was the fact she'd literally tried to kill us right before the beginning of the story quest, and thus the whole quest made very little sense in the grand scheme of things. It was frustrating. I chose to ignore canon and pretend me and ei worked out shit over 4 months or so.

Now, I know what you all are thinking "but lyney's a well written character! his motivations for liking the traveler are well explained (imo no and ill get to that), and he's not a boring snowflake nor a poorly written villain." ok well consider this. I've already had two story quests somewhat dulled for me by the gacha system/poor placement and the supposed romance im supposed to be feeling has been soured, then lyney spends so much of his screentime flirting with the traveler, and I do self insert as the traveler btw, and I wanted his father, and I don't get why they don't just leave the rizz lines to the teapot. Least you can decide who gets to rizz you up then.

Second of all actually, no, I don't get why Lyney cares so much about our trust. Ayaka's reasons made sense, we kind of represented freedom to her, plus she's canonically into good sword skills, Lyney's reasons actually felt more like spontaneous attraction to anything.

And nothing's directly wrong with that, just, he's a fucking fatui member. Soon to be harbinger (supposedly). The traveler is not, in fact, famous for their favorable dealings with the fatui. We kind of caused La Signora's death, we regularly farm fatui insignias for some weird alchemical ritual, oh not to mention, we got on Dottore's bad side too. Childe's adoration for us makes sense, all he cares about is a good fight, he's not entirely in support of the Tsaritsa's actions per say - but his morals take second place to his desire for good fights so he rolls with it. Leaves it up to the players. So he sees a friendship with us as not a big deal.

Lyney on the other hand? Just straight up IGNORES all the implications of flirting with the traveler, at least, so far. And sure, it's nothing serious yes, just a rainbow rose and some on the edge lines but that's the thing, that means he knows he likes us, or he does this with everyone which is its own brand of annoying.

And his fucking magic show. The tricks were cool. But the goddamn dig at amateur magicians...call me a prick who cares too much abt stupid shit but like cmon. we know all mistakes are staged in this show. why are u speaking as if that's something that could organically go wrong. second of all, i don't like someone saying "hurr durr im not an amateur hehe im so fucking cool" like goddammit least favorite behavior.

And it's not like I think Lyney's a worse character than Ayaya or Ei, if anything, he's probably more developed than Ei at the very least. Im just like...specifically annoyed at him for minor details no one really cares about.

Another thing - the fact we decided to serve as an attorney during the archon quest despite no experience was kinda ehh to me. Like Fontaine's laws, known to be complex and silly, and some foreign traveler's gonna be the attorney? I wish we just offered to help gather evidence or smthn it was silly to me.

if you got this far and you liked lyney, uh, i commend you for being open to alternative takes but uh...mind the tags if that wasn't the case, for future reference.