#decompressing

[sad-girl-shit11]

Gonna listen to Hamilton to calm down like a bad bitch

[artichokefartichoke]

Quiet walk after a busy day at work >>>

[y0urtemptation]

A nice hot relaxing bath is what I needed!! I made it a lil too hot tho 🥵

[padawan-historian]

From Islamic Doodle on insta 🍉🇵🇸🍉 🇵🇸🍉

[southernloverrgirl]

when I’m stressed I think about the things I love and hope to have someday

a quiet garden with bird feeders and wind chimes

an art studio all to myself

overalls and aprons to work in while I paint

candles in every room of the house

firewood burning in a wood stove

handmade quilts on the loveseat for afternoon naps

a collection of mugs for my little tea & coffee corner

handwritten letters and wax seals just opened

fresh cut flowers on the kitchen table, their aroma filling the room

kisses on the apples of my cheeks and across my eyelids

handholding while music sings on the vinyl player

warm meals made from scratch that fill our bellies

babies napping in a nursery

falling asleep to the sounds of cicadas in summer

[comfortableinthesilence]

There's certainly worse places to stop off at on the way home from work to just decompress and let the emotions of the day wash away before heading home! No music, just silence and the sound of distant conversations, the wind russling though the marshes and the seagulls chirping!

[bardicc-inspo]

Listen while I technically have 3 hours of free time between therapy and lecture. I really only have 2 hours bc i gotta have my half hour of tumblr scrolling post session

[mysticalenthusiastvoid]

So instead of going to bellydancing to decompress because I didn't feel like being nice and peopleing, I skipped it and went home to jog a 5k. Healthy coping mechanisms for the win, I guess.

[x-ladydisdain-x]

post party activities

[clarityofblue]

This makes me think of my best friend and I. (I'm legit the sassy raccoon and she's the cherubic kitty)

Like, we're half a world apart (I'm in shitty old Calgary and she's back home in Dunners, Aotearoa/NZ) but we spent an hour today sending each other cat gifs on Viber, the stupider the better, and although it's not quite the same as strolling along St Kilda, or Smails or Allen's Beaches, it still helps me decompress lol

186. Decompress

[motherofralph]

[xrystals]

Yesterday my day was extra long and SO busy!

Had work and had a nail appointment before work. So had to get up early. The night before I stayed up late talking with a friend online (she had Vietnamese coffee and I was like, isn't that super strong?? Then I learned about Arabica vs. Robusto)

Soo not a lot of sleep, waking up early, going to work and its SUPER busy because we have a sale going on now. Ughh thank you Rockstar Zero Energy Drink. Usually I try not to do more than 200mg of caffeine in an energy drink, but yesterday I very much appreciated the extra +40mg or whatever that Rockstar had.

My co worker was supposed to leave at 6:30PM but she stayed until like 8, because we kept getting customers. We also made like 2x our plan so it was worth it maybe

After work I thought I would be tired and just want to sleep, but came home and I was wired and super awake!

So I smoked some weed, played some games, chilled out like normal. But i was so NOT tired, despite being like physically tired.

Then, WAY later at night I realized it was the Fall Equinox yesterday! And start of Libra season ♎ And that shift from Summer to Fall .

So yeah, definitely felt that ! 😄

[slendersaint87]

Shackled by the weight of her wings.

#givepowertoyourpotential

#pen sketch

[padawan-historian]

Whenever someone creates something with all of their heart, then that creation is given a soul.

~ The Baron, from The Cat Returns, Studio Ghibli (2002)

[neonsbian]

ASSAD ZAMAN as Armand Interview with the Vampire S2E5: Don't Be Afraid, Just Start the Tape

[conker24k]

Reflecting

There are a few things that I have noticed about myself from the year 2021- 2022. I do not reflect as much as before; which I enjoy. Being my lonesome, listening to music, and reliving my life; to learn from. I hardly do that anymore. I am not sure why, which puzzles me deeply. It saddens me, honestly. Maybe because I am not "alone" as much? Perhaps because I do not have anyone I trust at the moment to share my thoughts with? Or maybe because many want to speak to me which blocks my thought process? I am not sure. Something I am going to have to figure out. As someone who freely admits that they have ADHD. I noticed how easily we can become addicted to them; which we rely on for everyday life, which is something I once told myself I would not, moreover, I think going so deep into University forced me to rely on them even more. Forcing a bad habit to be anxious when my medication runs low. Maybe I am relying on them to escape the fact nothing is really going on with my life besides job-hunting and building my stream. I have also noticed that I have become so flip-floppy when it comes to things that I am interested in. Which worries me a ton. Is my ADHD becoming that much worse? Or I am depressed? Even when it comes to streaming and sticking to "retro" gaming, I find myself diverging and wanting to change, which never happened. It ticks me off so much. I ask myself "What is wrong with me?!" But deep down, I know something emotionally is blocking me. I need to stick to my routine like I did before. My spark for streaming comes and goes. It worries me that it has become so constant. One moment I am excited to stream, then a few days later, it dips. Since going PNGtubing. I am taking less care of myself Compared to when I was streaming with a camera; which is something I need to start doing again. Shave, clean up, and pick clothing that is meant for streaming. I am starting to believe I am no way near ready for a serious romantic relationship