#december 30 2023

[royalarchivist]

Madagio: Should you disregard the mission entirely... or attempt to cheat me... I will ensure you spend the rest of your life in this toxic and vile wasteland. Doomed to wander, and die in obscurity... and anyone you made connections with on Quesadilla will suffer. This is not a game to me.

Fit: Finally, I can remember your name. I care about the people on this island. I'll complete the job, but you better not be using their data to do harm.

Today is the one year anniversary of Fit's epic cinematic lore stream – The Contract, where we finally learned Madagio's name and more about their deal with Fit. 🐈

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[ldshadowdoodles]

[37] Gave Lizzie a nice outfit and a bouquet to wrap up the year <3

-🌷

[card-of-the-day]

Today's Card Is: Different Dimension Capsule

[glitterlikegold]

December 30, 2023

[aliaspen]

You ask me what home is and the answer is easy. Home is when the light falls just so into the kitchen on a Friday afternoon. It's the song I last heard on the radio 22 years ago. It's eating around the house stamped on a cookie and rubbing my eyes after downing a red box juice. It is falling asleep on car rides but waking up in bed or laces looped into bunny ears to avoid skinned knees.

Or at least it used to be because these days, home feels like an apparition, what's left of something that's dead. What used to be anticipation turned to dread. And now big brown eyes that once looked at the world in wonder, study the feet that stand on unsteady ground.

You ask me what home is and the truth is that home's long gone or I am. And there's no going back.

[deadestofdoves]

Being alive is so distressing

[mermaidinthecity]

dafineneziri: Glam on @ beberexha Hair @ peteburkill for @ fifaworldcup

[vyxart]

[druggeddraccus]

my book haul from yesterday 💚

[untothebreach]

i just.......... i wish there was something to be said to make me feel more worthwhile, but there's not. going to a therapist Will Not Help because I already know the scripts. I already know what they'll say and do.

A) How was my childhood and upbringing? (I don't remember, and mostly fine. My parents were pretty normal and I was gone most of the time when the fighting got bad. I got bullied a lot as a kid and that's why I don't remember most of elementary school and have abandonment issues. None of this is things I carry with me now and I know how to cope with it for the most part. At least I hope I do.)

B) Are you eating right/sleeping well/exercising? (Not as much as I should, but I'm doing my best. I barely have the energy or motivation for it, but I know well enough that I'll die or get medical bills if I don't, so. No but I'm not really able to do much else. I'm too lazy and unmotivated to do anything otherwise than what I have in place right now.)

C) How's your dating life? (Bad, leave me alone. I'm not good enough for dating and I'll just fuck people up with my anxious-avoidant tendencies and my overly high standards paired with my own mediocre to low looks and ability to become whatever my partner wants skewing my ability to have anything normal.)

D) Why do you think you're worthless/doomed to die alone? (Because it's the path of my life. I have hard proof. This is how it always ends, it's substantiated and confirmed. My last therapist made me make a list of things to 'prove one way or the other' and it was Overwhelmingly in support of me fucking dying in a hole. I think he regretted that one, to be honest.)

Like. There's no point. They will simply tell me to 'eat better and exercise more', 'go out more', and 'stop thinking things that make you feel bad', which don't work and I am too lazy and unmotivated to make happen anyway so why even bother when I know I can't make them happen.

Fucking hell, man. I'm fucking doomed.

The sooner my body drifts me off in my sleep the fucking better. (for legal reasons this is a joke, universe)

[chainsawl]

[ id. A digital drawing of bmo adventure time waving cheerfully at the camera. Above it there is a red text in comic sans reading "What are you gonna do woth that big bat? Gonna hit me? Better make it count. Better make it hurt. Better kill me in one shot." End id. ]

[redrobin-detective]

Who needs a diary when I pinpoint my exact thoughts and mental state when I read over my old writing?

[duadaily]

dualipa: I feel so beyond lucky to end my year here in India. Thank you to all the wonderful people here who have shown us so much love, kindness, hospitality and generosity. This experience has been deeply meaningful. I feel lucky to be in and within the magic with my family where we have had the time to explore, regroup, recharge and restart. Ready for the year ahead. What a joy!!! 💛!!!!

[deadestofdoves]

I figure it out. It's a cara cara orange. It was pink on the inside and tasted pretty decent

What is this? It looks like an orange, but it's smooth and not waxy

[myriaeden]

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[kelly-clarksons]

gloglomakeup: Kelly from tonight’s show @ bakkttheaterlv 🎉 last night of 2023!

Styling @ micaela Wardrobe @ arleeesha Hair @ robertramoshair 💄 #gloglomakeup #beauty #makeup #kellyclarkson #lasvegas 🙏🏽 @ noa.fo3ill3t 😻