#hospital kept demanding we work more and more with heavier patient loads
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Who needs a diary when I pinpoint my exact thoughts and mental state when I read over my old writing?
#I havent read glory since posting#mostly bc I moved on from bnha rather quickly lol#got a review which made me reread and uhhhhh ma'am were you ok 6 months ago??#I still think Glory is a good fic and I really loved exploring baku's relationship with himself and others#but alsooooo#work was super stressful in december#hospital kept demanding we work more and more with heavier patient loads#I was also helping orient a new nurse who was er not picking things up quickly#I just felt this huge weight of responsibility I was failing to meet#guilt over not being good enough#angry at being forced into this shitty situation#all with a lingering awareness that I would turn 30 in 2023#and I can feel alllllll that and more through bakugou in the fic#I put so much of my current self into the story when I write#that uh I can feel it when I reread#sorry but MGM will likely never continue despite having ideas bc the lingering ANXIETY from covid makes it impossible to write
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