#dear diary au

[mothdotz]

Little Guy(s)

[sallertiafabrica]

@mothdotz got some neat fellas, and I just had to draw ‘em

[marimule]

Leo rennt.

Leo pennt.

Leo flennt.

Und Bonus:

Leo kennt.

Inspiration vom #the holy trinity gif set von @thisfeebleheart

Und danke an @megdashwood für den Austausch <3

[blackforrestpunk]

Old Cheese

Ahhh here we are again. the agony. the cruel little thought in my head is back. i wondered when it is coming back. here it is.

i actually finished something for next year. i made a whole project out of my little punk erik. actually, i just wanted to write a new short fic about eriks first love that was mentioned often in "youve got the time" well. my brain did things. and things. and then i wrote by accident "3 feet from peace" cause i needed something comfy.

now i am sitting here. with a nearly finished fic "3 feet" and a reworked project "Erik" it includes all stories i've ever written for this "you've got the time" universe. and i also wrote new chapters or new parts. there is a lot of work to do.

but my brain stopped. it says, that everything i've ever made, i've ever create, will disappear. it has no value. there is nothing. others are writing better. doing better. creating better. drawing better.

oh boy. this brain sometimes. tomorrow is a new day. better day. but today it is just like in "3 feet from peace"

Erik falls silent, staring at the worn violin still in his hand. Gustave is, of course, right – maybe he has talent, but he doesn't feel it. The doubt that constantly gnaws at him drowns out any feeling of pride. What if I never had anything to offer? What if everything I do is always just inadequate? These thoughts echo like a constant companion in his head, whispering that he will never be enough. The music may come from his fingers, but it is never more than a flickering shadow that slips farther away with every attempt. A cold tremor spreads in his chest as he feels the emptiness inside. This emptiness that never gets filled. This silence that lives inside him is the only thing he seems to know. Nothing he does seems worth it. Nothing is ever enough. And at this moment, while Gustave is still speaking to him, the music feels like an irony. He knows he will never truly escape, that he will never truly arrive. He closes his eyes and presses the violin tighter against himself, as if it could offer him comfort. But the comfort doesn't come. He’s not good enough. He will never be good enough. And at this moment, in this coldness, it feels almost as if the music only reveals more of the abyss of his own inadequacy.

at least i know how to write, what is like to be never enough.

[jtl-fics]

ichirou @neil in the math au

Submitted by @snazzy-jas-z-is-a-fan-of

[ghostlyfleur]

listen

i want writers to make mr grumpy james bucky barnes even more grumpy. unhinged even.

still a good, caring guy like we know he is, but also definitely embracing all of his abilities in a sort of “hydra gave me the serum and this combate knowledge and these abilities to make me a monster now watch me use it on them” way.

like sorta “i know a crazy when i see one ‘cause i am crazy” insane. maniacal laugh. sarcastic little shit. insufferable. mad hatter type yk? MAD HATTER TYPE OF CRAZY. MAD. do you see the vision? and i want him dressed like this:

[seb played the mad hatter once. he can do it]

[unteemaya]

Got all dressed up for no reason, although I am kind of happy the event was over when we got there because I’m exhausted. Today has been a day.

Happy Veteran’s Day, Rest in peace Robert and happy birthday Ciara ❤️

[cancerian-woman]

Chapters: 2/? Fandom: The Vampire Diaries (TV), The Originals (TV), The Vampire Diaries & Related Fandoms Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Bonnie Bennett/Klaus Mikaelson Characters: Bonnie Bennett, Klaus Mikaelson, Caroline Forbes, Elena Gilbert, Hope Mikaelson, Rebekah Mikaelson, Abby Bennett Wilson, Kol Mikaelson, Davina Claire, Keelin Malraux, Freya Mikaelson, Vincent Griffith, Marcel Gerard, Damon Salvatore, Lizzie Saltzman, Alaric Saltzman, Josie Saltzman Additional Tags: Romance, Eventual Romance, Drama, Family Drama, Secrets, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Family, Witches, Werewolves, Vampires, Psychic Abilities, Time Jump, Not everything is tagged, Fluff and Smut, Sibling Rivalry, Original Character(s), Hybrids, Falling In Love, Friendship, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Romance, Bonnie Bennett-centric, Protective Bonnie Bennett, Bennett Witches Summary:

Bonnie Bennett has held plenty of titles. A daughter, friend, teen witch, and a former wife. The most important one to her now was mother and business owner. She earned this life for herself and would be damned if she lost. A witch’s premonition is nothing to ignore. Bonnie values her life away from Mystic Falls and returning wasn’t likely for her until her daughter’s safety was compromised. The Salvatore Boarding School would change everything for the Bennett witches. Secrets will unfold and time can only tell what’s to come next. Hope Mikaelson won’t be the only one with her world turned upside down. Family is forever, whether anyone likes it or not. Everything is done in the name of family. -an au of TVD/TO post season 8 & 4 of TO.

[midoribleak]

Pokemon Teams for DDD

Someone asked me a question about the crew’s types and their pokemons, so i thought id share what sam and i think :3 feel free to argue or add on anyone you think

(if they were pokemon typed)

Isabella fighting, fire, dragon, maybeee physic ? 

Jamie;dark, poison, ghost, water

Angeline; fairy, flying, normal, grass

Hudson rock, Steele, ground, electric

Colette; ice, poison, psychic, 

their pokemon team;

Angeline —- Sylveon, clefairy, ninetales, fidough, dragonite? Altaria, 

Isabella—- pangoro, metagross, gengar, cyndiquil starter, incineroar, 

Hudson—- Steelix, geodude, golbat, Ampharos, toxtricity, pikachu 

Colette—- Alakazam, salazzle, absol, Froslass, Alola Ninetales, alcremie

Jamie—- Lucario, Greninja (starter froakie), braviary, pidgeot, rattata, umbreon, charmeleon, 

if i was an artist…😩

[nottabee]

my cringe asf lotf post-island au

Just a little journal entry from Ralph, in my au

TW: brief casual racism

23rd July 1955

Jack took off again after Dad and Rose left for a night out, leaving me alone in my room with my books. I spent the evening engrossed in reading, waiting for them to return.

When he finally did come back, he appeared unusually happy. I don't think I've ever seen him so cheerful. Naturally, I couldn't resist asking him why he was in such high spirits. At first, he tried to brush me off, but it was clear that his excitement was too overwhelming to keep to himself.

He then revealed the source of his newfound joy: he had gone to the fair with his friends from the rougher side of town. That, in itself, was no surprise. But the real bombshell was yet to come.

Jack informed me that Carmen had kissed him.

He described it as a quick peck, but the fact that a girl had kissed him for the first time had him practically bursting with excitement. I tried to downplay the significance of the kiss, telling him to calm down – it wasn't like it was a real kiss, just a quick one. I also mentioned that she was a negro.

To my surprise, Jack's response to my well-intentioned words was to call me a "racist conformist." It seems that his new circle of friends had introduced him to that kind of language. I must emphasize that I am not a racist, and I find it disheartening that Jack would label me as such. I can't help but feel that these kids from the streets are exerting a negative influence on him, leading him down a path that worries me greatly.

I would attempt to confide in Rose about my concerns, but I fear that, for some inexplicable reason, those children from the streets are the only tether keeping Jack from running away again or inflicting harm upon himself.

What am I to do?

[gayverlyearp]

real and unreal, this entire day

[blackforrestpunk]

Old Cheese Diary

f*ck the wall. i actually wanted to concentrate on the prequel “a punk story” and the comic "you've got the watches". that's enough for me. enough to do. and my brain is like this. “Dude, I have an idea” i wrote 17 pages of another fanfic. i wanted to keep it short. but what is it, it's only getting longer. the crap.

why am i doing this to myself? why am i doing this to you? it's not a romance again. another slice of life. nobody wants to read that anymore maaaaaaan… but i love it. and it already has a title. "3 feet from peace" of course named after a song :-)

[schmem14]

Dear Diary

@sapphicmicrofics​​​​​​

Pairing: Parvati Patil/Pansy Parkinson Rating: T WC: 50

*****

Dear Diary,

Harry wouldn’t dance with me. It wasn’t my fault I fell into Pansy’s arms. If the boys were going to brood and ogle one another across the ballroom, why shouldn’t I enjoy Draco’s gorgeous cotton candy confection left unmoored on the dance floor? Turns out, she tastes divine.

[ghostlyfleur]

hello my dear friends ♡♡♡

your local garden fairy is going through a depressive episode and is feeling very down in the dumps *insert frowny face here* but i am also thinking of coming up with a sleepover/celebration later today to lift my spirits ‘cause i love talking to you guys and building cute daydreams together!

would anyone be interested?

[diaryofasentimentalist]

replaying bioshock for an au i'm planning and it's so nice to see that the sound of triggered security alarms still inspires a sense of dread within me