#dead girlhood

[dolybun]

this is so true

[dollymess]

[2014-is-back]

[malusokay]

⋆˚࿔ you got mail… 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

hi hi, Dolls… It’s that time of the month again, YOU GOT MAIILL <3

A bit delayed because I just moved from Marbella to Hamburg, and moving is EXHAUSTING, but we're finally here, and I hope you guys have been having a lovely September so far. :)

don’t forget to follow my insta @ malusokay

love ya ･:*₊‧౨ৎ

[chloelovesu]

[rileyandrogyne]

when i was a little girl i was alone,

nobody wanted to play games with me,

the playground a dangerous place,

my mother would have to drag me through the school gates,

how many of those days ended with my tears?

sweet sixteen, in love with an old man,

i gave everything to him, my body, my soul,

breathing at his command and dying too,

my body and mind giving up the ghost.

childhood, growing up, a luxury some are denied,

i am still a child inside when he comes back,

in my mind so lonely and so weak,

femininity, what does it really mean? i don’t know,

is it what i could have been? if he hadn’t bitten into my heart,

i made it to 18, another milestone lost on me,

birthdays are stressful events, the realisation another year is gone,

“why do i still feel so stuck?” 18 was much the same as 16,

i have now been alive 22 years, i remain in limbo,

all these years of feeling different have tired me so,

i am not the girl i was, she is long buried,

riley genesis is my name, my only name,

they call me evangeline because they will never accept me,

being a girl hurt me beyond all pain, almost to death,

i wish to be me, unapologetically, and loudly,

quietness made me lonely, so here are my words,

flamboyantly, loud and colourful, my girlhood is dead and this is me.

[greengirllover]

[eff-ston3mblogs]

Somehow they are all me

[malsyearning]

[dolybun]

when I'm sad I get so fucking poetic

[dollymess]

let me put on a show for you daddy ♱

[2014-is-back]

🥑.🌲💚🔫🐍🌿🍃

[cinnamongirlsdiary]

[chloelovesu]

[angelwngd]

[tulsajesusfrk]