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Keep seeing that post where OP starts like 'Thinking about...grieving the undead' and then adds on about like. Real life situations where people have not died but have left your life and you would have reason to grieve them.
All respect, that's an important concept, but that is not what I am thinking about when I read 'grieving the undead'.
#your brother is a vampire. he's sitting across the table from you chatting with your mother about her day#and he's dead and he's gone and he's never coming back.#he laughs the same and he talks the same but his arm is cold when he grabs you in a headlock and your dog won't be in the same room with hi#he'll still hang around watching TV with you and give you wedgies and make stupid jokes#but you can't tell him about the bullies at school anymore because this thing with your brother's face will just find them and kill them.#and not even stupid fucking Jason deserves what the monster in your dead brother's skin would do to him.#your brother is dead and lost and right there in arm's reach and gone forever with no hope of ever getting him back.#i'm sure there are corollaries to be written about like ghosts and zombies but this is the one i'm personally hung up on recently
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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my 2 cats who don't know a damn thang
panel redraws while I try to beat artblock back with a stick ✌
#my art#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#bsd sigma#was going to post this like 2 weeks ago but then I lost power for 10 days !#we love severe weather and power line damage <3#anyways I have. so much laundry backlog to take care of. gootbye :saluting_face:
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Don't worry chuuya! Sharing food isn't inherently an indirect kiss, such a thing only matters if you want it to! I share food with my family all the time, and I certainly don't and don't want to kiss them on the mouth
Chuuya: "I always use to share food with The Sheep. It was nothing strange, it was just how we survived."
Kouyou: "We've arrived."
Chuuya: "Oh, time to get to work."
Chuuya: "Should I have a type..?"
Kouyou: "I don't believe that is a question I can answer."
Kouyou: "There's no need to ask if you already know the answer."
Chuuya: "A-ah- sorry, Ane-san.."
Kouyou: "It would be a waste of my breath."
#ask#update#anonymous#bsd chuuya#bsd kouyou#bungo stray dogs#skk#soukoku#(:))#(sorry this took so long I gen just like)#(Lost track of time)#(The passing of days is blurring for me)#(Sorry OTZ)
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-october 2024 sketch dump-
#I ALMOST FORGOT TO POST THIS????#aaah i hope ya'll like it!!#i had it ready for like 3-4 days cuz halloween kept me busy and i almost forgot to post it on the first WHAT#ALMOST LOST MY STREAK#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd fanart#dazai osamu#fem!dazai#chuuya nakahara#fem!chuuya#ranpo edogawa#akutagawa ryuunosuke#skk#mochisoup art#myart#sketch dump#doodles#digital art
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I am so normal about them
#listen i had a couple of horrendus weeks and whats better than super self indulgent art to light up thw mood#these are actually based on a looooong convo i had with the friend who got me into watching yyh#something about post canon future youko#when shiori dies at the ripe age of 120 yo or smth#and youko acting like a domestic animal makes me feral#they be the happiest murder couple look at them eeping covered in blood at the bottom#missing some other things like big dog youko zoomies but i lost the interest in drawing at some point because i really wanted color em#this wasnt supposed to see the light of the day like mostly of my self indulgent stuff bc they re for myself but i feel generous (?)#they have 292 different skin shades because using a semi transparent brush and constantly neglet colorpicking first makes the job tricky#digital art#csp#clip studio paint#yyh#yyh fanart#yyh hiei#yyh kurama#youko kurama#shuichi minamino#hiei x kurama#hiei jaganshi#hiei#kurama#kurahi#yu yu hakusho#yuyu hakusho#the og convo was actually more bittersweet and i could i have material to draw angst but this is supposed to be comfort art so#ending the yap#i should stop yap under my posts#pick your fave mine is hiei poisoning himself with the seed
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Yet another Soukoku drawing :)))
Because I love them with all the cells in my body <33
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd fanart#bsd fandom#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#dazai x chuuya#soukoku#babies are out there having a rooftop date#they kissed afterwards and its canon#and the soukokuers were the paper airplane#okay i lost my mind now but i hope they explode one day#made myself feel lonely drawing this help#get someone who gazes at you like dazai gazes at chuuya
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It’s her birthday so she went to the park, got a pupcup, and went to town on not just one but THREE of these fancy sprinkles pupcakes
#happy birthday baby girl!#I used to be in the camp of being chill about loving my dog and would never celebrate pet birthdays but earlier this year she got lost for#24 hours and since then I’m like ‘WE HAVE TO MAKE MEMORIES EVERY DAY’
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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My roommate's girlfriend (buzzed) and my roommate (blitzed) woke up to cats yowling in the alley last night right around the time I got home, and in a convincing display of her assertion that it's not CERTAIN we're getting a new cat soon (we are) my roommate asked if I wanted to go outside (it was midnight) and help them catch the one that seemed like maybe it was new to being outside. So I grabbed the carrier I've kept by the door in case our last project (Pete the tuxedo) came back (chewed a hole in the window screen and ran) and followed my roommate outside where her gf was lying on the ground with a tin of wet food trying to coax the cat from under the dumpster (nowhere near garbage day) and meowing (comfortingly?).
We ended up walk-chasing the cat down the street and Carolyn (roommate) actually got hands on her at one point, but the cat escaped (she didn't remember to zip the top of the carrier after she put the cat in) (this was when I realized she was drunk af and not just sleepy) so we spent another 20 minutes crawling around with phone flashlights on (still midnight) and eventually had to give up.
As we were walking back to the apartment (half a block away) I rolled a high enough perception check (permanent disadvantage due to adhd) to see that there was a man sitting nearly motionless in his SUV with all the lights off, lit only by the blue glow of his dash controls.
I said (quietly) "there's a whole-ass man who's been sitting in his car right here this entire time."
The other two (limbs a drunk and sweaty pretzel) processed this for a moment and giggled together. "oh well," said Julia (the toothpick keeping this thing together). "this is Chicago. He's seen weirder."
"oh for sure," I said, picking off leaf litter stuck to my elbow (humid). "I mean I feel like three lesbians chasing pussy at midnight is pretty normal around here anyway."
A (drunk) pause, then laughter so loud that something streaked from the bushes (cat) bolted across the road, and disappeared under a fence (welp).
#Mundane adventures#At least we got her away from the black and white cat#He kept trying to instigate a fight and she just kept hunkering refusing or not understanding#We lost sight of that gray one like four times and only found her because the black and white one was also following her#And we would see him start stalking and go ah there she is#He finally went away#Godspeed little kitty#As for 'around here' - Chicago has an informal lesbian neighborhood#It's more generally queer these days but it used to be colloquially called girlstown as a mirror to the famous boystown#You go there to get drunk and hook up and you go here to buy furniture and records and walk your dog#And we live right on the edge of that neighborhood
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spinning hunter and flapjack owl house around very very gently ough they. good. was nice to draw and good to get off my chest to help with those Emotions tm
anyway the owl house is very good
(non gif version under cut)
#i uh actually just lost my dog 2 days ago so this drawing i finished like a week ago just hits. a lot more for me#but hey its cathartic?#anyway i actually really like how this came out even if its not exactly what i was thinking#hunter. i like this guy. grabs him by the scruff#the owl house#hunter owl house#flapjack owl house
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misc things i did for daily art
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd nikolai#my goal for 2024 is to get better with animation (and art in general) so ive been doing a lot of random ones.#bsd sigma#'why does nikolai have a jing yuan phone' that was done the day i lost my 50/50 in hsr to sparkle. i think he'd like jing yuan.#solely because no one doesnt like jing yuan.#i love giving characters ahoges im sorry#i also think i have covid. very uncool if i dont feel better later ill take a test but ugh.
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the beauty of no home is that, as a reader, eunyung is soo funny and silly and entertaining to watch that you end up rooting for him a lot and really enjoying when hes around. but as a human being you see him leave his trash out in shared spaces for so long it attracts bugs and go holy shit what the hell. this guy sucks fuck this guy. which i think is exactly what knowing him in real life would be like
#if you dont love him at his psychology warfare you dont deserve him at his ‘tehe (◕ᴗ◕✿)’#eunyung is tgat guy that youre like yeah hes fun to hangout with at school/work but id never want to rely on him for anything#like you love when hes present in the story and you sympathize for him but you know youd wanna beat his ass too#if he was your roommate.#which the other beautiful thing about no home is haejoon has the patience of a god and the grace of an angel#because i wouldve killed that blonde bitch like day 3#still love him tho. my darling#haejoon had a brief period of uncontrollable anger issues and violence in his youth#so now he’s extremely self conscious about his aggression and how he reacts to things#and has a weird guilt complex about getting mad or confronting people#theyre two puzzles pieces that were lost under the couch and torn and bent in such a way that they no longer fit their original place in the#picture they belong to but somehow happen to snap together perfectly#rhrgrgrgrggrrggrgrgrgr <- me whipping my head back and forth with a chew toy like a dog#no home
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Guys,hey guys,
#i told my brother akira looks like jason and he agreed with me and i've watched 90s devilman so i know the characters are similar too.#so.what does this mean.cr*baby was ass so not neutered dog yaoi aus jaysumm devilman au with summer as devilman!miki LET'S GO#jason todd#akira fudo#afrolatino jason supremacy#trans jason todd#autistic jason todd#goth punk jason todd#trans akira fudo#audhd akira fudo#batfam#ditf#lost days#utrh#rhato#the outlaws#dead sidekicks force#all new teen titans#new ember days#the anomalies#devilman#devilman 1972#devilman ova#💌#summerposting#jaysumm devilman au
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🌻 🧱 Redraw of Snoopy's debut in Peanuts on October 4th 1950! 74 years ago today :D (original under the cut)
Snoopy #3
4/10/2024
#peanuts#art#snoopy#3#while drawing this i seriously began to question if i'd ever properly drawn a dog before... dog legs are hard!#but i like how this turned out and i love the colours#technically i am posting this late because i lost track of time. on day 3 -_- this does not bode well for me#i can't believe i basically gave myself snoopy homework for an entire year... like i really do hope i can actually keep up with this ahh
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