#dayninetynine

[dayninetynine]

[happyrealities]

Titled: If You Were The Only One, I Would’ve Watched You Everyday

Sickness

Health

Sigh dealt.

I don’t like you that way.

Say it the way it is.

Always.

Or you’ll end up ruined in between passion and stewing about stoop lessons.

I have a car now.

I’ll drive away.

I didn’t leave her.

She’s no longer my friend though.

So I’m mad.

I’m angry.

I’m evil…now.

Sovereign to the power above,

As I usually make thee or you…

And whomever you’d like to be.

Be careful-

And remember that-

Before the devil catches his tea.

I support all angels.

Know that.

Don’t bounce.

Don’t swish.

Make it.

[faintest-first-starlight]

148/365 Got some goodies to add to my collections. #springphotochallenge #dayninetynine https://www.instagram.com/p/CQXYKG4lu02/?utm_medium=tumblr

[elle-stevens]

I actually managed to leave my apartment before 08:00 to go to work early today.

Will the miracles never cease?

After that, it was just a blur of activity with things I prepared for class. My third graders are still at sea with what they need to do for their food pyramid projects. So I’m just going to let them have at it and see what they’re able to produce in writing on their own.

May God have mercy on my soul...

I still feel sick today, but no fever thankfully. I’ll monitor my overall health for another night before deciding on whether I need to go to the doctor yet. I wish my body could just make its own antibiotics to fight off these pesky germs.

I went home at 17:00 and made a simple dinner of sticky rice and soy sauce and honey pork. It turned out ok. But now, I’m feeling sleepy, so it might be time to rest.

I found myself thinking about X today. Mainly about how shitty a person she is and how I couldn’t imagine any situation or universe where we’d ever be able to have a normal conversation.

And yet, I dreamt about her last night.

Somehow, we were friends post break-up and hanging out together. Is that what I secretly want? To talk to X in a normal way again?

That can’t be right at all.

Maybe it’s just a part of my brain that wishes my life wasn’t so fucking dramatic at the worst possible times.

I’m not really sure, but I probably shouldn’t over-analyze it. Dreams are trippy and often don’t make sense, right? I’ll blame this one on getting sick again. Poor health always warps your head and heart in a big way.

I’m yammering a lot now, so I must either be stressed out or over-tired. Time to put my phone down and rest.

But seriously though...would it ever be possible to be friends with X again after everything that went down between us?

Ssh now, crazy brain.

[ayearinthelife365-blog1]

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[empirebyt]

[the-bright-side-of-the-darkside]

I didn't make a post yesterday because of Easter, so I'm going to combined day 99 with day 100. On top of that, today will be the last day I count the days since he's left here. Not because I don't think it's important, but I should be counting the days until he's back here. Sometime in the next few months we'll most likely be moved out together and if rather count the days down instead of up. So here's to Day 100 and all the days we've spent apart over the last 5 years. Time to turn the negative into a positive 💙 #LoveYou #MissYou #DayNinetyNine #DayOneHundred

[tompaitowsky-blog]

And in the end, hope is the one thing that truly has to die. #100DaysOfWriting #dayNinetynine #filmmaking

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