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multiphandomunnies · 9 months ago
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day6
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s.o has a piercing/tattoo
crush is a cancer
crush is a pisces
child’s first word is “appa”
crush is a leo
crush is an aries
s.o is in a band
s.o has a big family
s.o writes poetry
gf is sensitive around her time of the month
gf is a solo artist
gf is a capricorn
buying a ring too small
imagines
jae
it wasn’t bad at all
the best news
giggles and candy canes
you’re an angel
sungjin
young k
cotton candy kisses
wonpil
i’m not sure
dowoon
didn’t expect this
not as planned
you never knew
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neoneun-au · 3 months ago
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thought i'd catch up on ur feed bc i havent been on here in a while and why'd i think our age gap was smaller than it actually is 😭 i thought it was like 7 years NOT 10 (TEN)!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had to sit for a few minutes on that.
anyways that top 100 playlist! Was not expecting blood by day6 to be the song on there but i feel like it is a very you choice. i wouldnt have guessed it, but thinking about it..... it makes sense. also bc i like hearing your perspective on things, i wanna know your take on what Jae has been saying in interviews recently. idk if you saw but he said he feels bad that they named the album fourever and he thinks its the company's way of getting closure (?? very questionable imo but thats what he said). i have been feeling kinda bad for him ngl lol
and speaking of other peoples weddings!! I C O N I C ! i literally recc'ed it to one of my friends that is getting into svt and wanted fics to read. its 1 of 2 svt fics that i read and still remember to this day. and she was asking me for wonwoo recs too so i will def be letting her know about ur newest one!!! which i dont think i have read even before the rewrite so that is what i will be reading before bed tonight 😁 i also see u have quite a few newer fics which is awesome! i'm eating good for the next couple days
other than all that, i hope you've been well! <3
HAHAHAHA thats SO fair yeah a lot of people thought i was younger than i am, even in person i get that often so i must have some sort of youthful air lolol
blood by day6 was the reason i had to include bsides in consideration because it is one of my all time (clearly since its on the list lolol) faves, i listen to it SO much and i was never a massive day6 fan in general. i liked them but it was more casual. but that song??? im in a committed relationship with that song
i havent seen the interviews with him but going off what you're saying i can see where hes coming from. i mean obviously the whole situation that happened was because he was mentally fucking going through a time and he got a lot of shit for it (some warranted some not). i do feel bad for him tbh. i dont know that its the company's way of getting closure necessarily but for sure there is some thought there to at least shutting down what i imagine are consistent comments about jae and if hes coming back. if i were in his position i think i would feel pretty hurt by seeing how easily cast aside i am, but its also like...unfortunately the reality of kpop?? but i get where hes coming from and it would suck to be in his place. im sure he also is at a place of realising the mistakes he made personally as well. tough
eeeeeeee !! it is so funny to me how that on exploded so much and im glad people still love it at a level that i really never thought any of my fics would reach :')) i think the wonwoo fic is better in general now post rewrite so im curious to hear what you think about it !!! and your friend if she reads it hehe
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chiveburger · 6 months ago
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whats your stance on the album name being Fourever? i find it hard to enjoy the album bc of how petty it is
I don't think the idea of naming it fourever was as deep or should've been highly debated as a niche of my days made it out to be. day6 is now a 4 member group, and rather than them purposely choosing a name that excludes jae or the fact that they used to have more members it was to commemorate their present existence. fourever felt like a suitable and sound name for a comeback album in my opinion and it certainly did not feel like an intentional or malicious jab at anyone. moreover, it took a long time for day6 to comeback with the lineup they have, especially with their age, their enlistment times, and their own personal schedules. If they didn't share the same goals of wanting to perform together they wouldn't be here today. I've always considered this album name an ode to their combined efforts to keep day6 alive, and it's very easy for me to see that if any member of the four weren't on the same page this album wouldn't have been released. day6 are all grown men, and have consistently showed fans how mature, sincere and focused they are in regards to releasing music so I can't imagine them naming a such an important album with the heart of hurting anybody.
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sooniebby · 1 year ago
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Kbands are so underrated Eun Jae better skedaddle or I’m GOING to give him the sloppiest top he’ll ever have in his entire life <33 what are some of his favorite songs from day6 I just gotta know
Nah… that’s crazy 😧 anyway just a few cuz I imagined he’d like their entire discography
Not Mine
Headache
Sweet Chaos
How to Love
121U
I wait
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dojae-huh · 2 months ago
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In the long run, i think jaehyun's album will do better (internationally and locally)? Like it'll constantly attract new listeners and attract those who are curious. The sound is very unique towards local audience but still not bizarrely shocking, so it offers room for exploration to the them. Plus, you don't need to understand the lyrics to enjoy it. I can see how the album will be considered evergreen in the future.
Doyoung's album will be considered evergreen but largely to those who understand the language. The barrier is quite high for this album. The theme is very relatable but what's the point if we can't understand it. Hence why the target audience is korean. Sound-wise it's very familiar to koreans and easy to listen to. However, as there are less experimentation, audience can easily lose interest after a while especially if musicality is the only thing you can enjoy. But it's an album that'll make you feel good if they come up after a while.
Both did ok within the fandom. I think they have pretty similar fandom size and a lot overlapping as well due to the ship. Both had not broken into the gp market yet. As for charts in korea, youtube music shows pretty similar number on the first week and both were in the chart for only one week. Doyoung is a lil bit ahead on melon while jaehyun is pretty far on spotify. It's hard to get exact number across all platforms but i think there's not a large difference.
Fans need to understand that boy groups are definitely hard to get extremely popular with gp in korea. Among boy groups they are one of the popular ones but the gap with the most popular one who broke the gp market is very large. Most charts on X usually says top search male kpop idol, most listeners male act and etc. From this, it's easy to think that they are popular with gp but if you really compare with let's say new jeans, aespa, iu, day6, the gap is too large. I think bigbang and bts are the only one that can be said to be recognized nationwide regardless of age and gender. Now, I'm not saying they're struggling but as a solo act they're still not very known.
For doyoung he still have a long way to go to be widely recognized outside of the fandom in korea (since that is his goal). He's progressing quite naturally i think. We can see how little by little, people outside of the fandom are starting to know him as a varshow and as a singer. Let's see if someday he'd become viral overnight. As for jaehyun, I'd say he's doing very well considering his goal is not to be widely famous but to practice music that he likes. (As fellow artist i have the same goal along with many others out there and you can imagine how fortunate this situation is for him).
I would agree in Jae's case about international, but I really doubt about the local market (if we compare "J" with "Youth" only). Time will tell.
Hm. The language barrier is in place for the West (especially English speaking countries), but not for a lot of Asian countries. We can see it easily with the example of Japan. If you look at the crowd at Do's Japanese concerts, it consisted not only of NCTzens. The language barrier is not a problem for countries that are used to listening to music in other languages. For example in Russia it's Frensh, Italian, Spanish, German even on main radiostations meant for gp. Doyoung sings with emotion and his voice is beautiful on its own, in his case the lyrics are important but not paramount.
Infobubbles is a bigger problem. To develop interest potential audience need to hear a new artist first.
Agree that it will take Doyoung time to become big with gp. He started off very well though. Especially considering moderate promotion (in comparison to mentioned female groups).
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pilliepollie · 4 years ago
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fluffy hours open uh after an exhausting day i just want to lay down with jae and his softest hoodies and have him run his fingers through my hair or the other way around and just talk about nothing and everything until we fall asleep :( he'd be so soft and giggly like during his vlives and i'm so far up my soft hours now
Omg this is so cute 🥺️ jae would definitely sacrifice his most prized hoodie for you and I think he’d find matching hoodies rlly cute. After watching him stream and play games on the side he’d take his earphones off and carrying off to his bed and just cuddle cuz he’s mentally tired from playing Valorant and Rust for 3 hours straight 😂
Y’all would be talking and listening to each other's day, he’d listen to you talk about work or school and whatever is on your mind and he’d do the same talking about maybe a new eaj project or something he’s doing with the boys. Ik Jae like to make fun of his boys and call them weird but I’m pretty sure he’d just spew all the things to you saying stuff like “Brian is so cool he wrote the hook is only an hour.”, “Dowoon is always so hardworking whenever I see him in the practice room.” , “Omg the other day Sungjin and Wonpil were blah blah blah” Probably to the point where you fall asleep cuz of his calming voice and being in his warm embrace for a while 💗.
It might take about a few more minutes of bragging about his boys to realize you’ve been out cold and quietly snoring. Gosh he’d find you just the cutest and try to hold back from giving thousands of kisses on your face.
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letsnotdoanything · 4 years ago
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‘’mr. coolest guy’’
hey, hey!
I’m back with a scenario requested by @deardayjm​. I hope you don’t mind that I did it as headcanons, and that you will enjoy reading it!
The request:
hi! can i request for a scenario with jae where he likes his best friend (reader) and the reader likes him too but he didn’t know then suddenly somebody told him that brian likes the reader too so he becomes so overprotective and jealous he ends up confessing to the reader? hehe
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Pairing: Jae x gender neutral!reader
Genre: fluff, highschool!au, friends to lovers!au
Words: 1,486
Warnings: a few light curse words
• "That's cheating!" you cried, falling back on the couch and throwing your controller to the side
• you couldn't believe the numbers that were now displayed on the screen in front of you - how the hell had Jae managed to beat you with so many points?
• the boy leaned back, crossing his arms behind his head. "I won, and you lost. That means I'm better than you, accept it."
• refusing to look at him, you murmured a few curse words under your breath, which he - telling by the lasting victorious smile on his face - didn't hear
• "one more round?" Jae asked. "loser buys take-out."
• this time, you turned to him and furrowed your eyebrows in thought. the possibility that you would finally win was really low, and if so, only by some coincidence.
• "deal."
• you stretched out your limbs that went sore from being in the sitting position for too long. "I think I'm gonna head home."
• "mmmh," Jae hummed while yawning. "text me when you're there."
• "sure, mom."
• you stood up lazily and started gathering your belongings. after one last check, disappeared behind the front door
• you couldn't stop the shiver of excitement that ran down your spine. Jae was like a charger for you, his presence filling you with positive energy (not that you couldn't get tired or sleepy, we all have our limits)
• on the other side, Jae's chest felt heavy at the sound of you closing the door. he missed you. your smile, your voice, your scent, even though you left just a minute ago. it felt almost impossible to wait until the next morning when he would see you again in school
• it wasn't normal for friends to feel that way, he knew it. he realized a while ago, that what he felt wasn't what friends should feel towards each other
• and although he wasn't the shy type, there was something that made him sweat whenever he thought about confronting you about it
• feelings are messed up, man
• Jae got lost in his thoughts
• he was sitting with his usual group of friends on his usual seat, surrounded by the usual turmoil 
• but one thing wasn't going as usual - you weren't there yet, and you would barely ever come late for the lunch break
• "so," Minji's voice ripping through the racket brought him back on earth. "have you heard the rumor?
• "what rumor?" Wonpil, who was sitting next to her, asked.
• "really?" Minji said. "the whole school is talking about that."
• Jae looked around the table to see if any of his friends looked nearly as excited as her; to no surprise, as Minji had a habit of exaggerating, it seemed that it wasn't only him who had never heard about the gossip that supposedly everyone knew
• "enlighten us." Wonpil inquired
• she adjusted herself on the seat as if she was getting ready for a big outburst. "well, Kang Younghyun has a crush on y/n!"
• and as she had foreseen, most people at their table went wide-eyed or pressed a hand to their mouths with a gasp
• Jae, too, was taken aback, even though he had no idea who Kang Younghyun was. his jaw dropped alongside his heart, and he remained quiet due to the growing lump in his throat
• "what? that Kang Younghyun?" Hyeri asked, leaning on the table
• "who's that Kang Younghyun?" Dowoon blurted out, looking rather shocked by the reaction than by the rumor itself. Jae thanked him in his head
• "oh, come on!" Minji begged. "have you been in this school since yesterday? he's like the coolest guy in our school!"
• "and he's in a band!" Hyeri added.
• "yeah, and he's a year older..." the first girl finished, resting her chin on her fist and looking at the ceiling with dreamy eyes
• Dowoon also looked up, probably searching for the insect or a stain he thought she was looking at
• at that point Jae was pretty sure that Minji and Hyerin shared a single brain cell
• if he knew that being older was so attractive, he would have got born earlier
• from that moment, he stopped listening to the excited rambling and just stared mindlessly at his hands, deep in thoughts about the news they just heard
• unsurprisingly, they were all about you again
• that was until his friends suddenly went silent and a silhouette appeared next to him
• "sorry, guys, mr. Kim asked me to take some papers to the teachers' room." you apologized, slightly out of breath from running to the cafeteria in order to make it before the break ended. "what were you talking about?"
• "nothing!" Minji was first to answer, not keen to clue you in to the rumor. "you know, just school shit."
• "Youngㅡ youㅡ what?"
• you were at Jae's place again, your backpacks thrown to the corner of the bedroom as you sat on his bed. you just told him about the unexpected thing that happened that day - Younghyun had invited you to his band's performance later that week
• "well, I don't really know why, you know we never really talked or anything..." you played with the hem of one of your socks, not noticing the way his eyes nearly jumped out of the orbits
• "and what did you say?" the boy asked. he felt a bit relieved, knowing that you hadn't heard the gossip yet. it seemed like his friends didn't want to unveil it to you, but it might have as well slipped off Minji's or Hyerin's tongue
• "I told him I'd come," you shrugged. "I don't have anything to do on thursday anyway."
• Jae's mouth opened before he could even think about it. "you can't go there!"
• "what? why?"
• "you..." you can't go there for him, he thought. "we have a test on friday!"
• "since when do you care so much about tests, huh?" you tried to joke, although his abrupt answer caught you off guard. "I can study on wednesday."
• "no!" Jae repeated. it was getting harder to keep his tone calm. "don't go there."
• you felt your blood starting to boil. "jeez, Jae, what is your problem?"
• "I don't have a problem."
• "yeah, clearly, you don't," you said sarcastically. "then why do you want me not to go see Younghyun so much?"
• "because I liked you first, okay?!" Jae snapped, throwing his arms in the air. "I liked you before he even knew your name! but then mr. coolest guy in our schoolㅡ" he made a quotation mark in the air with his fingersㅡ "came and hit on you because who would say no to him?"
• stony silence fell in the room as the two of you stared into each other's eyes. you were trying to digest the information you had just been given, while Jae waited patiently for your response. when one didn't come, he continued:
• "so you don't know," his lips moved into a bitter smile. "everyone is on about how that Kang Younghyun has a crush on you."
• at that moment, you couldn't care less - you weren't even sure if you heard the last sentence correctly. in your mind, there was only one phrase bouncing around and trying to sink in. "you... you like me?"
• "what?" Jae was a bit confounded, probably just realizing that he actually did say those words. he scratched the back of his neck. "oh... well, yeah, I guess I have for quite some time nowㅡ"
• "for quite some time? oh my god, Jae, you're such a goober, you know that?"
• you walked closer to the boy, the proceeding scowl now replaced by a wide grin. standing on your fingertips to be able to reach high enough, you placed a short and sweet peck on Jae's cheek. "I like you too, dumbass."
• "so you don't like Younghyun?" he seemed dumbfounded, as if he couldn't figure out whether that whole situation was real or not. "even though he's in a band? and he's older than us?"
• "I don't even know him, why would all that matter?" you laughed.
• "Minji saidㅡ"
• your eyebrows raised in amusement. "you believed her?"
• Jae's ears went red, even more than before. You were right - Minji, of all people, wasn't the best love-advisor, and he felt foolish for trusting so doubtlessly in what she had said
• and although Jae made a mental note to give more thought to her words next time, he quickly set that conclusion aside
• what mattered was that he could finally call you his, and he was all yours
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wronqness99 · 5 years ago
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Alone Together
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Word Count: 2.5K+
Warnings: Emotional abuse, mentions of alcoholism, unhealthy relationships
Characters: Park JaeHyung / Jae Park (Day6) X Female Reader
> About my writing
*The image doesn’t belong to me, credits to the owner.*
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Y/N held her knees close to her chest as she rocked her body back and forth in an attempt to calm herself as tears streamed down her face uncontrollably.
She felt broken and saddened by everything that had happened in the last few hours. Ever since her parents' divorce, the girl had felt like she barely knew her own mother who was once a dedicated housewife and someone who she could always rely on, who was there to protect her, to help her and encourage her way through life.
She felt some much needed peace when her mother finally decided to leave the unhealthy marriage in their past, even though her father sometimes liked to scare them by trying to intrude in their lives and know more than he should with his unhealthy addiction to alcohol, which made them fear for their lives sometimes. It enraged Y/N how the man couldn't seem to understand what he had done wrong for them to leave, the irreparable damage he had done to his own flesh and blood. She knew things were not going to be easy, but she never expected such a sudden dramatic change.
Y/N couldn't help it, her mother's new behaviour messed with her head more than she would like to admit and it became the reason for the loud screaming and fighting between the women quite often which would then lead to heartbreak and tears. It was like a cycle. Her mother liked to turn things on her and make her feel guilty by saying Y/N didn't want her happiness whenever the girl tried to reason and calmly explain why it bothered her so much seeing the older woman contact multiple men through the internet, but everything became worse when Y/N discovered her mom lied to her in order to go out with those men without her knowledge. This strained their relationship in an incredibly irreparable way. The one she had always trusted with everything was now failing her in avail of other people. She had been there to support her mother through the difficulties with the marriage and never left her side all the way through the divorce process, while most of their family just pitied the alcoholic man who had been unemployed for years and would never make anything of himself. Yet, despite all of that, she seemed to have just become something replaceable for her mother, like a rag who had become too old and could no longer serve its purpose. The woman always rubbed the sacrifices she made for the younger on her face in order to guilt trap her, but failed to see how many times her daughter had stopped living her life and doing things people her age were supposed to just to be by her side and somehow protect her. She didn't like to go to parties or stay out late with friends, she never went to sleepovers and whenever her family members invited her to go on holiday with them, Y/N would always refuse. She didn't want her mother to feel alone, she didn't want anything to happen to her best friend.
This time around, however, their fight had been on another level and it blew completely out of hand. Y/N had begged her mother not to go meet that guy. She was tired of seeing her mom jumping from man to man, the older having had her know of two different relationships within the span of less than a year, but she knew there were more. It pained her extremely and she couldn't understand how her relationship with the older woman had always been enough for them both until the moment of divorce when it just wasn't anymore. She felt like she had lost her mother.
Even though Y/N was used to her mother not listening to her, she was not expecting the woman to tell her such hurtful, poisonous words. And they fought. Yet again. But this time it was louder, uglier and made her cry more than ever before. It made her never want to see the woman ever again, she felt like her heart was ripped out of her chest.
That was the first time her mother had ever put a relationship with any man she had barely even known before the special, loving one she once had with her daughter.
"Do you think you'll stop me from seeing him just because you can't get used to it? You're worthless. If your behaviour doesn't change you will end up alone. Jae won't be willing to keep up with your nasty personality for much longer." Her mother had said. And Y/N went quiet, the words resonating again and again inside her head. She didn't even notice when her mom left the house.
Jae had been her support through the whole mess that was her parents' relationship, her shitty relationship with her father who was drunk most of the time, her parents' subsequent divorce and her mother's whole change in behaviour. He had been there through everything. Jae had been the warm hug in her heart whenever the situation with her father got out of hand at home before the divorce and after, when the man would call her mother questioning when they were coming back home and what he had done wrong for them to leave, like it wasn't obvious enough, which caused the woman to end up screaming on the phone and Y/N's world to fall apart all over again. Whenever this happened, anxiety episodes were sure to ensue. And Jae had always been there to pick up her pieces. He had always been there for her, reminding her of the strength she had but unfortunately only he seemed to be aware of. He was always there to give her the love she had lacked all throughout her growth like she had been there to remind him how good he was at his art, being a musician. When everyone else opposed his dream, she was there to pull through the hard times with him. Jae wasn't scared of her insecurities or her being broken. Instead, he focused on helping her become better mentally and allowing her to be the real version on herself whenever they were together, no judgement or questions asked. He loved her for her.
They were like each other's anchor, tying each other to reality, tying each other to life.
So many times the girl had asked herself what she would have done without Jae by her side, she honestly wondered if she would still be alive. Whenever things got hard at home when her parents got married, even though she still had her mother, she felt alone. Now, not even being able to count on the woman anymore, she felt even lonelier.
Even though she had a strong and loving relationship with her boyfriend, the woman she called mother had been able to shake her structures and make her doubt herself like never before. Was she really toxic? Did she not deserve Jae? Was he holding such a kind soul from something much better than what she could give him in life?
Well, the probability of answer to that she knew was a strong definitely yes.
She loved Jae and knew he didn't deserve what she put him through. He could do so much better and have someone who was more confident and happy with their own self. Someone who wasn't broken. Y/N was insecure about most things in life, her indecisiveness never really helped with anything either and it just so happened that they had never had really bad days at the same time because the girl was quite sure that if it were to happen, they would probably enter self-destruction mode and ruin one another.
Maybe she really was toxic and maybe she was dragging Jae right down with her. Maybe it truly was the best for him to leave and maybe, just maybe, she was being utterly and completely selfish by not wanting to let go of him.
Hearing the key turn on the lock, Y/N jumped up from the couch, blanket hanging from her shoulders as she ran to her boyfriend, who immediately embraced her in his warmth.
"Lovey..." Jae's voice made itself clear, worry laced in every vibration. "What happened?" He questioned, holding her body tighter and closer to his own, lips pressed to her forehead.
"Please... Please don't get tired of me? I know I'm hard to deal with, I'm not easy to love, but Jae, I love you with all my heart and I promise you I will always do my best for you! Please don't leave me..." The girl hiccuped, holding his white t-shirt tightly inside her fists as if that would keep the man she loved from ever leaving her side.
"Baby, look at me," Jae asked, holding her by the shoulders and pushing her back a little so he could look into her eyes. His heart broke seeing her tear stained cheeks and watery eyes that didn't seem to be going to stop crying anytime soon. He pouted, and carefully cleaned her tears with his thumb. The man allowed them a short period of silence, wanting his girlfriend to calm down so they could finally talk and he could get a better understanding of what was going on, even though he was pretty sure of the reason that left Y/N in such a state. "Did you fight with your mom again?" He questioned lowly. She nodded before looking down. Jae pulled her closer again and tucked his chin on top of her head, hands running freely through her hair, something he knew was going to help soothe her. "Y/N I'm not going to leave you. Not now and not ever. That is not something you need to worry about. It's truly annoying and saddening how your mother is trying to get to you just because you are opening, or at least trying to open your heart to her by telling her how you truly feel. I understand that she wants to move on and live her life but I won't allow her to make you doubt my feelings for you just because she wants to be selfish and have everything her way." Jae stated firmly. "She shouldn't be treating her own daughter like this, making her doubt her own capacities not only in love but life in general. She's destroying your self-esteem. I won't allow her to take away from you something that was so hard to build." By the tone of his voice and the fast pace of his heart, the girl could tell her boyfriend was mad. Jae knew how much she had struggled with her mental health and loving herself. Even if Y/N did the most amazing things in the world, she couldn't seem to notice that and that was always where Jae came in and helped her see herself a little bit through his loving eyes instead of her dark, unconfident ones, which helped his girlfriend to slowly begin trusting herself and having a little more confidence.
"I feel like I'm losing myself in this wave of emotions that hit me all at once and left me adrift." She chuckled emotionlessly, tears still in her eyes. "I cried so much today my chest went numb. I don't feel myself anymore." Y/N allowed herself to close her eyes for a moment and take in all of Jae. The wooden scent of his perfume, the warmth of his embrace, his caring and loving nature towards her. It was perfect. And she was afraid to lose it. Taking a step back, she looked into his eyes, the man holding both of her hands on his own. "I feel like I'm holding you back from the wonderful life you could have..." She confided barely above a whisper, eyes never leaving his.
"Y/N, please don't hide yourself. Show me you. Show me the real you. Don't hide your heart because of her hurtful words. I don't have any intentions to leave you. I'm here with you like I have always been and plan to always be. You can talk to me, ok? The words you've postponed in fear, the feelings you're holding in, they only do ill to you. The last thing I want is for you to doubt your strength or the strength of our love." He placed her hand on top of his heart. "This belongs to you and you only. But you cannot be afraid of me, especially of my feelings for you. Please believe me when I say that I love you and that I will always be by your side. I will always be here to lull you to sleep and to wake up to your love in the morning. You have no idea how much strength it gives me to just look at you and know you're mine, to know I have a reason. We are family Y/N, we were long before we started dating, when we were only best friends. Our bond was always something out of the ordinary. You mean the world to me, so, please don't be afraid. I will always be beside you."
"I'm sorry..." She said in a whisper and bit her lip in embarrassment. "You've never given me a reason to doubt anything in our relationship, yet here I am, being ridiculous and toxic. Sometimes I feel like I really don't deserve you." She stated, causing the man to shake his head in negation.
"You're not being toxic, you just believed the words of someone who's becoming toxic to you. You are dealing with the situation as best as you can. You never went through this before, you are learning and there is nothing wrong with that, you just need a little time. It's fine, ok? I am here and we'll get through this together like we always do." He stated and smiled, placing a chaste kiss to her lips before pulling her into his warm embrace once again, allowing them both to feel the love that bound them.
"Thank you for everything Jae, I love you. I truly do and there is nothing in this world I want more than to spend eternity with you."
Y/N knew she wasn't alone even if she felt that way. She knew Jae was right there and she could always count on him. He was there to give her strength and tell her how amazing she was over and over again until she would believe it herself.
Jae always made her a priority because, according to his own words, that's where she belonged.
In times like this, she was even more sure he was the one. The one true love that she had waited for her whole life. The one who simply adored her and always brought out the best in her, the one who dropped everything at a ring of the phone so he could be there for her no matter the circumstances, and the one who always made her laugh.
Deep in her heart, she knew they would always be each other's person.
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youngkbf · 5 years ago
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How Can I Say? ↠ Kang Younghyun
pairing: kang younghyun (youngk) x reader gender neutral
request by anon: Any song you want with Younghyun! 💞
summary: how can i say that my heart has already left? i can’t put the words together...oh how can i say?
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inspired by ‘how can i say’ by day6
genre: non idol!au, angst
warnings: like one curse word
wc: 0.9k+
an: once again so so so sorry that this took me forever. i hope you like it :)
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It's okay to fall out of love. It's as natural as falling in, and one cannot live without the other. What it's not okay, is to hide it. Younghyun feels it, or he doesn't. His heart doesn't speed up at the mention of your name anymore, there are no butterflies in his stomach when you kiss him, and he feels better when you're not around. He doesn't know when it happened, if it was sudden or if it just happened gradually. But he knows there's no going back. He doesn't love you anymore.
Younghyun feels guilty. He knows what he has to do, the words that have to come out of his mouth whether he wants to say them out loud or not. He does, but he doesn't. He wants to let you go, he wants to give himself — and you — the chance of finding someone new. But at the same time, he doesn't want to be responsible for your heartbreak. It's inevitable, but he delays it for as much as he can. He knows that you still love him the same and that you think everything is okay between the two of you. And you're right to think that. Nothing could ever predict what would happen, but it's not like Younghyun chose to fall out of love with you.
He doesn't know what to say, but he has to say something. And as you sit across from him on the couch, eyes full of love and admiration as you wait for him to speak, Younghyun thinks that he should've thought about what he's going to say. He knows the gist of it, but depending on the exact words he uses, the night may end with you heartbroken and hating him or just heartbroken. He cares about you too much to leave knowing that you hate him and he also doesn't want to feel guilty.
"I-" He starts, but his eyes meet yours and his mind goes blank once again "I don't..." I don't love you anymore, it's what he wants to say but he stops himself and cringes at his own choice of words "We can't be together anymore."
The silence in the room feels louder than anything he's ever heard, and Younghyun dares to look at you, ready to take any harsh words you throw at him. Instead, he's met with watery eyes, trembling chin, and panic was written all across your face.
"What?" You mumble, voice so low that he barely hears it.
"I'm sorry." Younghyun feels the need to apologize, although he's not sure why. But it feels right.
"What do you mean you don't love me anymore?" You stand up frustrated, one hand running through your hair and you tug at its roots "Was it something I did?"
"No, no." Younghyun is quick to reassure you, standing up to walk over to you but you step back "It's me. I'm the problem."
You're quiet for a few seconds until your face changes, eyebrows raising in disbelief as if you don't want to believe what had just gone through your head.
"There's someone else..." You trail off, not even questioning it.
You're not wrong to think like that. Why else would he be leaving when there was nothing wrong between the two of you in the first place? There has to be someone else, right?
"No, there isn't." It takes Younghyun a bit too long to reply, but it's long enough for you to think that he's lying "I promise there isn't."
"What is it then?" You raise your voice, hands falling limp to your sides in defeat.
"I...I don't love you anymore." He confesses but immediately regrets it.
Your eyes widen in shock after he says it. Anger flashes across them for a split second but it's gone just as quick as it comes because it hurts too much. You break down in tears, hands covering your face so that he doesn't see you cry as you slowly sit back on the couch. Younghyun freezes, torn between comforting you or just leaving. He curses the universe for not letting him take back his words, but it's in vain. Nothing will change. And the sobbing mess in front of him — you — is all his fault. He denies the guilt, pushes it aside for his own sake and his hand reaches out to you, settling on your shoulder.
"I'm sorry." It's all that he manages to say, afraid of opening his mouth and making things worse "I really am."
He is, he really is whether you believe him or not. You don't reply, but the increasing intensity of your sobs lets him know you heard him. Younghyun still knows you like the back of his hand and he knows you need some time alone. He's reluctant on leaving you alone in this state, but he knows it's the right thing to do. Right now, he's probably the last person you want to see, and he can't blame you for that.
"I'll come to get my things in the morning." His voice cuts through the silence and it almost feels too loud.
"I fucking hate you." Your voice comes out muffled, but he can still understand you clearly.
His heart breaks a little at your words and he feels the need to apologize once again. As he walks out the door, after looking back at you one last time, Younghyun pushes down the guilt in his chest. It's not my fault, he tells himself.
So why does he feel like it is?
feedback is appreciated :)
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yyparkq · 5 years ago
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"Honey, I did not marry you to satisfy me in bed," he started -not knowing whether the conversation would end up cheesy or a bit creepy. "Do you even know why I married you?"
She did not miss a beat answering. "Because I'm pretty."
"Yes." Jae smiled at her response. "..but not just that."
"Because I turned you on the first time we met?"
He chuckled against her still damp hair and she turned to face him again, curiosity written all over her face. She honestly could not think of anything special about her when they first met.
"Then what?"
Jae cupped her face, eyes filled with warmth and sincerity. "Babe, believe it or not but you are the first person I have pictured myself having my own family with. I don't know if I have told you this enough of times but god, you are so amazing to me. I love you."
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jinyoung-please · 5 years ago
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Let’s Have Some Fun
It’s here! Dear God, it’s here! It’s late and may be a little dull, but it’s here!! Please don’t mind my errors, I was typing parts of this with a fever. Death may have come for a visit. Please enjoy!!
Group/Member: DAY6 Jae
Genre: Meh Fluff
Characters: Jae & Y/N (+ totally me as an employee if I had the balls and wanted to lose my job)
Third installment of my Jae the Matchmaker series!! Y/N had a horrible week, possible month, and needed a little pick me up. Que Jae to the rescue!! What will he do to brighten the day for our sweet Y/N??
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“Should I play wall ball?” The brochure clearly states this specific ballpark refers to it as handball, but you don’t care. You usually aren’t willing to leave the couch, but you needed something- anything -to relieve your stress after this past week. You weren’t willing to go to a gym with treadmills and the like, you wanted to do something that didn’t really require you to not think. You wanted to feel like you were hitting something or somebody without feeling like you were beating up a body bag.
“Would you like to rent a handball room, Miss?” The employee behind the counter asked, clearly enunciating the correct term.
You look up at them with the most annoyed look you could muster while looking like you were a lunatic with your hands gripping the life out of your hair. Should I just bang my head against this counter? You ask yourself. At this time, you could hear the people behind you getting annoyed with you. Tapping their shoes rather loudly and huffing every chance they could.
“We’ll take the badminton court for a couple hours.”  Someone says, placing their arms on the counter beside you. You look beside you to see a young man with fluffy hair and a giant smile on his face. Not that you were complaining when he turned to look down at you and show off his high cheekbones and fair, smooth skin. “My treat.” He says to you, handing over a few bills to the employee.
“Thank you.” They whisper to him, handing off the receipt and pointing us in the direction of the court area.
“Badminton?”
“I could tell you were having a day, maybe even a week. What better way to relax than this?”  What’s a bad day when you have this random, albeit handsome, stranger to take you by the hand and lead you off to the unknown. He looks back at you and laughs, “Trust me on this.” What was handball again? Who was stressed and why? As far as you can tell, the whole damn world revolves around that smile of his and you are definitely okay with that. In fact, you wanted to rotate around it, too. Like the moon to the Earth, you would be his moon.
You shake your head to wake up from the spell he was using on you, “I wasn’t really thinking badminton would help.”
He opened the door leading to the tennis courts- to the cold outside. You look from him to the outside. His smile widened, “Come on, even the sun is out waiting for you.” Dear God, why have you done this to me? He just filled your heart right up with whatever happy feeling he could find and held it in his hands. Not to play with it, but to admire it with the proudest sparkle in his eyes.
“Okay,” You say, stepping outside. “But I don’t know what I’m doing.” He laughs, the sound of it causing your nerves to tingle with joy. He wasn’t even touching you and your body was having the time of its life without you.
“Don’t worry, I got you.” He’s just exuding confidence and charm, wrapping you around his finger and you want nothing more than to just go along with it.
“I don’t have a racket.” You say as you walk onto the court beside him.
“I always carry two.” He said winking at you. “I’ll even show you how to play.”
Your senses jumped into hyper drive as you watched him approach your side and hold a racket out for you. Your fingers slowly wrapped around the handle and he chuckled. “What?” You ask defensively, yanking the racket out of his hand.
“It’s cute.” You raise your eyebrows at his response. “You’re so cute.” He ruffles your hair and walks to the opposite side of the court. Thankful, he wasn’t looking at your flushed face or now messy hair, you coughed out your embarrassment and stood near the net. You sigh, resigning yourself to the sweet torture of this man and his game.
For the next couple hours, he taught you how to play and made you laugh more than anything. When you weren’t understanding something entirely, he would come up to you and explain it in fine detail or help you learn how to properly hold the racket when you weren’t hitting the birdie right. He even had to physically show you by wrapping his hand around yours and pressing his chest against your side because you wanted to play dumb. When he was done explaining how to aim it properly, he paused for a brief moment to glance at you. You could feel his fingers start to ticklishly trail up your arm. Slowly inching up to your shoulder. As he touched the curve of your shoulder, his lips parted to release the breath he was holding.
BUZZ!!
The buzzer went off indicating your time on the court was up. He moved away from you and cleared his throat. He picked up the birdie saying, “We should get out of here.”
“Uh, yeah.” You look around, looking for anything to distract yourself from what just happened.
“Are you ready?” He sheepishly asks, slinging his bag over his shoulder. When you nod in response he holds his hand out for you to grab. He laughs, letting his hand fall to his side. “This is fine, too.”
He starts walking towards the exit, looking back to see if you’re following behind. You pause, one hand squeezing the other, “I’m Y/N. Just thought we should get that out there before I start following a stranger around.”
He smiles, “I’m Jae. I like memes and having enough money to buy food.”
You laugh, “Same.” You hold out your hand expecting a handshake. He looks at your hand, then at your face when he grabs your hand and starts to tug you to the exit. “Uhm, are you kidnapping me now?”
“No, we’re going out to eat. I know the best place for bad days.”
Oh, who cares anymore? “I’d follow you anywhere.” You quietly say.
“Good, ‘cause we’re going to meet up with my friends at the amusement park later.” Your eyes widen in shock. He laughs, “The wind was blowing my way.”
“Horrible excuse because the wind isn’t blowing. That’s the main reason why it’s so bearable outside.”
His smile widens, “We’re going to have a lot of fun, you and me.”
“How would you know that?”
He steps closer to you, leaning over to be at eye level with you, “I can just tell. Let’s go!”
You laugh as he pulls you along, excited for what the future brings you. For once, you felt life had better things waiting for you and you hoped Jae would be there every step of the way.
He looked back at you over his shoulder and winked, “I’ll be with you for a while, trust me.”
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Jae has been released!! He’s been unleashed! Thank you for reading this! I hope you enjoyed it and I am sorry that it took me longer than wanted/needed. Please stick around for the next one! Who will it be?? Young K!!! Thank you so much!! <3
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haengbokjae-blog · 6 years ago
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fae/fairy jae au
genre: fluff!!!
word count: 2501
A/N: fae is really the same thing as a fairy, its just the common male term for fairy!!!
lets pretend this Doesnt Suck ok? ok ty (and if im completely honest,, the part of the fairytale is a True Story from my childhood,, my dad always told me ab it so i thought it was kinda sweet ok anywayshifg)
this is heavily inspired by @/chenle ‘s demon!jae au, you really should check it. its so beyond precious!!
(this gif is literally so perfect for this .. just wait uwu)
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so yknow youre just a Soft Soul
you like to take time away from all the stress of your busy life
after coming home from your classes and taking care of homework or tidying up or making dinner
bc yknow a gal’s gotta eat
sometimes u just like to go outside in your garden
(its french style,, really lovely tbh)
and relax.. Listen to music, play music
bask in the summer sun and feel the breeze in your hair
just girly things yk
imsosorry
anywa y s .. ,,,. .
you would also bring your violin out every once and a while if the neighbors weren’t home, or even if they were, the complaints were sparing because
Lets face it
youve been playing since you were seven years old.. You’ve just turned twenty now..
you’re good
uhh yeah. Hehe xd ok so
since you were a child, your dad always liked to indulge you in these beautiful fantasies, letting your pure mind take you away to something better than reality
you felt like magic was real for so long..
he told you, that everytime you laugh and smile, a fairy was born.
they were all around you, and if you listen closely, you would hear them giggle along with you :’)
of course now, you don’t believe it,, wh- pssh thats nonsense
tbh your heart just wished these things were real, that the make believe could become reality just for a day
things would be so simple, so beautiful, you could be a princess like your dad always said you were, and you could live a pretty life with the birds and fairies and and and
after a particularly stressful day, you returned from class to the house you owned by yourself near campus (for convenience yk) and just decided it was a day that you needed to take time for yourself
so , like a sensible human being, you put on the prettiest white sundress you had, you let your hair that was once tied up fall gently against your back, you poured yourself a glass of champagne (with basically more fruit juice than champagne bc bitter alcohol isnt cute)
and brought out your violin along with a little bowl of fruit and sighed before letting it all go once your bow hit the strings
you decided to play one of your favorite pieces, Introduction and Rondo capriccioso in A Minor, Op. 28
you only got a minute in before your neck started to hurt, you dropped your right arm and put your violin in your lap before sighing, giggling a bit, and taking a quick sip of your little champagne concoction
because damn it just felt nice to let go and play after not having been able to in such a long time
but before you could rest your violin under your chin again, you heard
a Boy
and …. is that a giggle?
s-shit thats precious..
WAIT
you look around, knowing you dont have anyone living near you thats near your age
its literally all old folk okay-
and right near the peonies, is this little mist
b-but your sprinklers arent on..
the mist starts to rise and suddenly, theres glitter in the mist
i-its pink… uwu ?
and once the mist clears, out steps a boy
a really cute boy
a very tall boy
“why’d you stop? it sounds so beautiful…”
your brain : w-wUAaAAAAaAA
you:
he’s… a fairy????
the tall boy blinks once before revealing the brightest, most beautiful smile
he walks over and sits himself down next to you in the plush grass, a pair of iridescent wings slowly moving and fluttering like a butterfly’s, and pops a blueberry from your bowl of fruit into his mouth
you’re literally sitting there…. Dumbfounded
did a fairy literally just pop up because you were laughing
dAD WAS RIGHT
“a-are you a…       f-fairy?”
his smile (and his little wings) legitimately dropped so fast
“i’m not a fairy im a fae.”
“there IS a difference okAY??”
“so.. y/n, right?”
“hOW DO YOU-”
“i come around sometimes”
“i read your schoolwork, your diary”
oh … oka- hEY WHA
after getting a better look at him u just kinda realize
wait why is he … beautiful
literally his skin is shimmering and his ears do the pointy thingy
“so.. why dont you play some more, sweets? you’re really good! after all, i came all this way to hear it..”
is he? …. flirti- no. no he’s not.. chill out y/n just bc he’s cute doesnt mean he thinks you are too
here you are . sitting, confused, theres a FAIRY fae in front of you
but … here goes nothing i guess?
you start to play again, and immediately he sighs dreamily and you can feel him staring at you with those sparkly eyes
all of a sudden, he reaches out and puts something in your hair, so your bow screeches on the string and you reach to touch whatever it is because the cheeky fae might have-
“nO stop!! its just a rose”
you look around
owo
“wai- i dont have roses planted in my garden right now...”
“well thats okay” he muses, then blows a few rose petals from his palm in your face
“i can plant some in your garden right now if you’d like! it needs a little freshening up…”
muttering while looking around “oh.. more freshening up than i anticipated” thinking u couldnt hear
u… u could
“hHEY ITS THE BEST I CAN DO IM A STRUGLGIN COLLEGE STUDTENT”
he just sticks out his pink tongue at you, and you notice how plump his lips are
they seriously look like rose petals.. this fairy fae
fairies and fae alike are described to be mischievous
what more can he get up to??
dont worry. a lot.
“well mr. fae, what will you do to my garden? my mother and grandmother helped me out with it, i dont want to go overboard and ruin it, they worked hard an-”
“if you please, my name is jae. and don’t worry. i know what i’m doing! you humans are too careful. have some fun!”
and as soon as he would even scan his eyes over the vines creeping up the side of your house, or the bushes of blackberries or the small rows of flowers, they all flourished, growing in ample numbers, adding sprouts of fruits and vegetables and spreading throughout the span of grass of your backyard.
your jaw was literally
...hanging open
“oh my… i-” you breathed. “j-jae..”
“you’re welcome!” he laughed, beaming down at you
the sun was literally shining brighter because he was there
the rest of the afternoon he stayed and watched you play violin, asking about different songs, who wrote them, when they were written, what you think the mood is
and slowly the sun faded and the sky grew pink
and everything was bathed in a warm light, jae’s eyes were still shining and luminous
“its been such a nice time, but i really should be going, i have pets to feed and a hut to clean”
ngl you were disappointed. you knew you’d miss him even if you only just met
but like… being needy? whos she?
“you’ll see me again, dont worry!” he smirked
“h-how did you-”
“i didn’t, but good to know you enjoy me so much!” he shook his head a little, laughing
he grabbed your flute of champagne and sipped until there was only a small bit left
he literally dared to turn the tall glace around so that the place where his lips had been
were now touching your lips
your face literally got as red as the tomatoes jae planted in the corner
you grabbed the flute of champagne, turned it, and sipped
(angrily??) can u sip angrily? (doesnt matter, u did it)
jae laughed once more and just sighed “you really are something, y/n”
“i-iTS A GOOD THING DONT WORYR”
for once today, he was the one flustered and scrambling to save himself.. funny…..
“w-well look. i have a way you can call for me.”
and out of the palm of his and, he revealed a little bell.
you held out your hand, and when he placed it in your palm, you realized just how much bigger he was than you
like damn for a fae you’re a Long Boi
you tried to ring it, but it was silent
????
“it’s too high for humans to hear, so you can be discreet with it”
“well how do i know that it’s working?”
he grinned and grabbed your shoulders, then moved your hair away from your right ear, then your left, kissing each.
your face is darker than the tomatoes he grew for you now ok a   y
“w-whAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?”
“ring the bell now”
you shook it lightly, and you could hear the tiniest little tinkling noise
“so you can hear this anywhere?”
“that’s right!”
“you had to kiss me for that?”
“well no, you could it hear as soon as i touched your ears. i only kissed them to get a reaction out of you”
“can the bell send you away too, or?” you gave him A Look
“alright, alright, i’ll be on my way then” he raised his hands in defeat.
you laughed though, he was really something..
“just ring when you need me, y/n” he called, and with a wink, the mist reappeared, replacing the lanky body with wings
you sighed and grabbed your violin, the bowl and the empty flute, and walked inside
that night, you lay in bed, studying the little bell. it was golden with a delicate J engraved into it
your eyes were drooping while you looked over the bell, and slowly you drifted off to sleep
during the night, the bell had fallen onto the floor, and because it was so small, you didn’t hear it ring, but jae sure did
so around like 5am, jae poofed into your room
mist, glitter and all
seeing you were asleep, he was confused at first, but picked up the bell from the floor and put it on your bedside table before walking out of your room into your kitchen
around 7am, you awoke to the smell of tea being brewed
it smelled so nice and warm,, the thought really could put you right back to sle-
what the f- w-why is tea on its 7:12 in the morning
you threw your legs off of the bed, your feet finding your slippers
and you grabbed the bell, clutching it to your chest
because.. i dunno what if something bad happens?
oh christ what are you thinking what is a fAIRY BOY GOING TO DO TO PROTECT YOU?
you round the corner to see..
“jae?” your groggy morning voice makes him turn and his wings twitch and flutter and his cheeks turn a rosy pink (he would never admit to that happening tho, try it lmao)
“good morning, flower” he said gently while flicking his finger and pulling out a chair at your dining table, cueing you to be seated
“you dropped your bell really early this morning, so i just decided to not make my trip here for nothing…” he spit out
was he being .. bashful??
“you put tea on?”
“and i made muffins, i hope you dont mind i used your kitchen”
thats actually…. really sweet
no one but your mom has ever made you breakfast
you nodded wordlessly and grabbed a cup of tea from his hand
“i don’t have a teaset like thi-”
“i brought my own” he said quietly
why is he so shy all of the sudden i-
he always teases you so whats changed now huh
he brings over two plates with muffins on them, meaning you two were going to eat together
you decided to take the first bite and ….
they were so goo d  like what
and ig he noticed you blushing because all of the sudden he was so proud
“glad you like them”
“t-they’re alright” you said stubbornly
he grinned and shook his head, taking a bite
you both finished breakfast together, talking a bit along the way, him teasing you more about not wanting to admit that he’s actually a damn good cook
and finally you realized your class would be starting soon… fuc
“what time is- oh GOd i have class in thirty- jae, i’m sorry but i need to go- shit we need to cLEAN okay quick i’ll take th-”
“you get ready, i’ll tidy up” he said immediately
“but- don’t be silly! Cmon i can take-”
“y/n, im not necessarily assertive for much, but i will be now. go. i can take care of this”
this mans… is he really ?
you were stopped in your tracks but he raised an eyebrow at you
and you turned away sO FAST to hide a blush bc
wow this fae is … g orge o u s ok
and since you were turned around
(and not to mention class was quickly approaching and you couldnt afford to waste more time) you decided at last to just leave jae to it
you could just feel him smirking in such a satisfied way hghfh
you marched on to your room and picked out a casual outfit and just threw it on, then proceeded to brush your teeth and braid your hair rather messily
you emerged again and the kitchen was … spotless??
(better than it had been, to your embarrassment)
“w-hoW DO YOU”
“y/n, class?”
“oh dEAR YOU’RE RIGHT”
you quickly ran to the door with jae at your heels and turned to say goodbye.
“until next time...i guess?”
only “ig” because who knows when he’ll just pop up, does the bell even matter to him?
protip: it doesn’t
PRO protip: he’s gonna show up when he wants bc lets face it he wants to be around you as much as he can but he’d never admit that
unless u did first
“yes, you can count on seeing me soon”
why is he being mysterious .. explain
you cocked your head bc . tf jae
but he only grinned at you and leaned against the doorway
“i’ll lock your doors when i leave, you go on y/n”
“well, goodbye then jae”
(rather upset bc .. in all honesty, being away from him already felt wrong)
you turned around before making your way down the path leading to your doorstep
“thank you again for breakfast”
(you made an effort to smile [much to your own chagrin, bc part of you is so tsundere but you .. wanna make his heart flutter like he makes yours bc payback… yea])
he shook his head while letting out a soft chuckle
“until later, little flower”
and with that last flirty phrase, he winked and disappeared with his usual mist
as you walked down the sidewalk to campus, you took his bell from your pocket and studied it more, with a smile lingering on your face.
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day6imagines · 7 years ago
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Skinny Love
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[ jae x reader ]
* requested
word count; 2.2k
genre; angst
summary - yourself and jae had been best friends for a long time, both liking each other but too shy too admit it and too fearful that it would damage your friendship. however, due to one of you moving on, confessions are made and feelings rise.
skinny love [ noun ] when two people love each other but are too shy to admit it, yet they show it anyway
The last bell of the day rang, indicating that school had finished for the day. You neatly packed away your Physics textbooks.
You felt a tap on your shoulder. You spun around to face Wonpil and Brian.
“Hey, are we still on for study group tonight?” Brian asked, smiling.
“Sure, Jae will be coming too. I heard the upcoming Maths exam will be hard so I think we all need any help that we can get,” you replied, flinging your backpack on over your shoulders before picking up your Physics binder.
Normally, you preferred to study on your own, but sometimes it was nice to study in a group with your friends. Usually you and Brian would get competitive about your academics amongst each other whilst Wonpil and Jae would keep you both sane and ensured that you both take breaks.
“I’ll see you guys in a while, I’m just going somewhere but I’ll be home soon so call around whenever,” you explained.
Wonpil had already left the classroom to go for music practice which he had a couple of times a week.
“Going to meet your new boyfriend?” Brian teased, following you out of the classrooms door. You nudged him and smiled shyly before walking away in the opposite direction. You smiled to yourself as you walked towards your locker to meet with your boyfriend to go and grab some coffee before going home. Your boyfriend was a guy in your Biology class who you had been crushing on for an exceptionally long time. Fortunately, he asked you for coffee after school to go and study for a test and both of you got along really well. You weren't that shy as a person, but when it came to crushes, you spaced out and found it hard to talk to a guy you liked.
After your brief coffee date, your boyfriend dropped you back home to your house before leaving to go home. You walked up to your house to see the door was already unlocked. Once you stepped foot into the foyer you were greeted by loud voices coming from the kitchen. You kicked off your shoes and quickly padded into the kitchen to already see Brian, Wonpil and Jae sitting at your kitchen table, textbooks littering the table but remaining unopened.
“Y/N!” Jae cheerfully shouted once he saw that you had arrived.
You smiled back at your friend before pouring yourself a glass of water and making your way over to the dining table.
You emptied the contents you'd need for your study out of your backpack and took a seat next to Brian and opposite from Jae.
“So, I made out a small list of topics we need to cover in the chapters that will be on the exam. Here, I made a copy for everyone,” Brian announced, handing you a neat sheet of paper. You passed the remaining two sheets to the other two. You admired Brian’s organisation and how similar his study habits were to yours.
After a long time of flipping through past exam questions and comparing notes you all decided that your brains had had too much Maths and you were in much need of a break.
“Hey, will we go and get food?” Jae asked, stretching his arms and shutting his notes closed.
“Sounds good,” Brian replied, getting up out of his chair.
“We should probably order something, I have no food and my parents are working late,” you explained.
“No problem, let’s go and get some pizza or something,” Jae said, walking over to Brian.
You and Wonpil smiled and nodded in agreement at Jae’s idea.
“All right, let’s go Brian. We’ll be back soon, do you two want anything?” Jae asked.
“Ohh can you pick me up some of the ice cream I like from the pizza place?” You asked, looking over in Jae’s direction. He nodded in agreement and smiled before himself and Brian left to go and collect your usual order of pizza.
Yourself and Wonpil stayed sitting in the kitchen whilst chatting with one another.
“All I have is water or orange juice, sorry?” you laughed, looking at the contents of your fridge to offer Wonpil a beverage.
“Water’s fine,” he smiled, walking towards the tap to get it himself.
After getting something to drink while waiting for the others to come back with food, yourself and Wonpil went back to the table and sat down. He happily chatted about his music practice and you adored seeing his face light up when he was talking about something he was so passionate about.
“You seem different lately Y/N,” Wonpil randomly blurted. You chuckled at your friends bizarre statement.
“What do you mean?” You laughed.
“I don't know, you seem happier or something,” Wonpil smiled, looking closer at you.
“I suppose I am, it's been nice having a boyfriend I suppose,” you shyly laughed, feeling yourself getting flustered over the thought of having a boyfriend as sweet as yours.
Wonpil’s eyes lit up.
“You have a boyfriend?” He exclaimed, clutching your arm.
“Yeah? I thought you knew,” you added.
“So Jae finally confessed to you, huh?” Wonpil smirked.
“What? Why would Jae confess to me?” You said, disbelief in your tone.
“Oh, I um… I thought it was Jae…” Wonpil quietly said, breaking eye contact, looking uncomfortable.
The atmosphere immediately changed - both you and Wonpil fell silent. Wonpil looked slightly upset and worried at what he had said, aware that you had no idea about Jae and his feelings towards you.
“Y/N…I’m sorry…” Wonpil quietly said, his tone apologetic and soft.
You shook your head, “Wonpil, it’s fine.”
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Once all four of you were sitting at the table and eating, Brian and Jae picked up on the peculiar silence. It was abnormal for you and Wonpil to be this quiet, especially since you were both silently picking at your pizza and looking down at your plates, barely making conversation.
“Guys, what happened when we were gone?” Brian asked, looking towards yourself and Wonpil.
“Yeah, you two are being weirdly quiet, did you both have a fight or something?” Jae laughed.
You looked up to see Jae smiling at you. Why was the timing so wrong? Of course you loved Jae, he was your best friend. You used to crush on him, for a long time but he never showed any interest in you, so you thought it was futile to like him. You also didn’t want your feelings to damage your friendship. Plus, you had a boyfriend now and it wasn’t fair on anyone. If only you had known about this sooner things could have turned out different… Why did the timing have to be like this?
“I’m really tired, could we reschedule the rest of our study for some other night this week?” you lied, glancing at the others around the table.
“Sure of course! We still have a week before the exam anyways,” Jae smiled, standing up, Wonpil following him. Brian had already left so Wonpil and Jae left together since they only lived a ten minute walk away.
“Goodnight Y/N!” Jae chirpily said as he exited your house. Wonpil nervously smiled at you, leaving without uttering a word.
[ jae’s pov ]  
Y/N’s behaviour was abnormal. She never fell silent without a reason and I was positive that something must have happened with her and Wonpil.
I turned my head to look at Wonpil who had his head down to the ground. He was acting strange too. Normally when we walked home, I couldn't get him to be quiet he could talk and talk forever.
“What happened back there at Y/N’s?” I questioned.
“N-nothing! What do you m-mean?” Wonpil stuttered, his voice cracking at the end of his sentence. This was something that only happened when he was either nervous or lying.
I stopped walking.
“Stop Wonpil. Just tell me what happened, both of you were acting real weird. Honestly, did something happen?” I repeated, attempting to remain calm and not snap at him.
“Jae, please promise you won't get angry…” Wonpil began.
What was he going on about? He was really starting to make me worried now, and confused.
“I don’t know Wonpil… I can’t promise to not be annoyed if I don’t know what’s going on,” I explained, running a hand through my hair.
Wonpil let a sigh escape his lips before looking up at me.
“Okay well… I sort of let it slip that you liked… that you liked…” he gushed, his jumbled up words too incoherent to decipher.
“What?” I irritatingly huffed.
Wonpil looked up, a sad and pitying look on his face.
“I sort of let it slip that you liked Y/N… I swear it was an accident, honest,” Wonpil explained.
“Why would you do that?!” I shouted, unbelievably annoyed at my friend for sharing a secret like that… especially to Y/N.
“Jae I’m sorry! Honestly… I didn’t know she had a boyfriend and when she mentioned something about one I presumed it was you… since you both obviously like each other and I genuinely didn’t know that she had a boyfriend that wasn't you…” Wonpil explained.
Inevitably, I was irritated with Wonpil, but it wasn’t fair to be angry with him since it was a mistake and I knew he wouldn't ever confess any of my secrets on purpose.
“Jae… really… I am sorry,” Wonpil softly said, placing a hand on my shoulder.
“Look, you're okay… it was a mistake. I’ll see you tomorrow at school, yeah?” I said, giving him a small smile.
“Yeah, sure,” Wonpil reluctantly said, turning to walk down the opposite street where his house was.
Once Wonpil was gone and out of sight, I turned around in the direction we had already come to go back to Y/N’s house. I didn’t want her to feel awkward around me since she now knew about my true feelings towards her. Yes, it upset me that she was going out with some other guy but that’s just how things turned out and as her best friend I had to respect that.
I stood on her porch after knocking on the front door. Since it was currently October, the nights had become cooler. I was freezing cold since all I had was a hoodie and not a proper jacket.
The door slowly opened to reveal Y/N. She was dressed in pyjamas and once she recognised the person knocking on her door at 11.00pm was me, her face fell. This was what I feared would happen if she ever found out about my feelings for her; that she would feel uncomfortable and awkward.
“Hey Jae…” she began.
I stepped past her and into the foyer before kicking my shoes off.
“Why are you here?” she asked, shutting the front door closed to keep the house warm.
“Is it okay if we talk?” I asked. Y/N remained silent. She must have figured out that I knew.
I followed her into the living room. Neither one of us sat down and Y/N didn’t speak first.
“Wonpil told me about what happened…” I began, breaking the silence.
“He did? … I mean, I don’t know Jae, I don't know what to say,” Y/N replied, taking a few steps closer to me. In that moment, I was completely mesmerised and infatuated with Y/N, all over again. I had known her for years and years… it was inevitable to not fall for her. There was no one else that could ever compare to her.
“You know… I like you too Jae, I always have … but it’s a bit late now, things are different I suppose. I never thought you liked me or felt the same…” Y/N elucidated, biting on her nail. She looked up at me, her eyes shining.
Her words hurt me. How could she think I never liked her? It is still my fault, I never confessed to her or shared my feelings towards her and she was right, it is too late.
“I’m sorry Y/N… I should have said something sooner-“ I began.
“Yes. You should have said something sooner,” she interrupted, coming even closer. Due to our proximity, her face was only centimetres away from mine. Her bright eyes were gazing up at mine through my glasses.
I was much taller than Y/N, meaning I had to lean down to reach her face. Before either of us could say anything or stop it from happening, our lips had connected. Everything in that short blissful moment just felt right. I wrapped my arms around Y/N’s back as she pulled in closer, her hands finding their way to my hair. I deepened the kiss, not wanting it to end. I didn’t want this to be real, but then I did… I wanted Y/N and I had never wanted her so bad.
Y/N broke the kiss, hitting her hand on my chest. I stumbled backwards before looking up to see Y/N had tears in her eyes.
“You need to go,” she coldly said.
“W-wait Y/N,” I stuttered, attempting to walk over to her.
“Jae, please just leave,” she cried.
I turned around and began to make my way out of her house. What happened? More importantly… how was I going to fix this?
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kpopjust4u · 2 years ago
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Colour me selfish.
Post Date: 1st September 2022 Content: Angst(ish)/ Fluff - Day6 Jae x Reader WC: 2.1K TW?: Themes of Jealousy/ Best Friends to Lovers/ “And they were roommates”/ College Au Request?: Yes Masterlist                                    Prompt list
Prompts: 38 - “I hate you” 40 - “I could use a hug right now” 49 - “Are you jealous?”
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You’ve had a crush on your roommate Jae for the longest time ever but have never spoken a word about it; not that you would anyway in worries that’ll ruin everything you’ve built together for your friendship. 
Your usual college day routine was to get coffee before class started, sit through two of your classes then go for lunch, and it was ALWAYs with Jae, Christian and Alex. Never missed a day without having lunch with them unless something extremely important came up. It was like a ritual. 
Of course, you had to be at the loudest table in the hall, but that couldn’t be helped, Jae’s laugh could be heard across the country but you loved it despite the number of stinking looks that others give you when trying to eat their food. 
As always, Jae was the last to grab his food, leaving the table to go get some after ranting and raving about this guy in his class that would not stop talking about some girl he thinks he was courting, but it was obvious she was just being nice not to hurt him. 
Just out of chance, your eyes follow Jae around the hall, for some reason carefully watching him like you had to be ready to protect him at any given chance. 
Although your face drops the minute you see a girl, who you’ve never seen in your life go up to Jae, heartbreaking the minute you see a grin on his face as he wraps his arms around her, bringing her in for a hug. 
Disconnecting from the hug, the girl caresses his arm, discussing with him something that he must’ve found funny by the way his laugh fills the hall once again. 
If you didn’t speak about how much you hated the interaction that you witnessed, your face surely showed it. 
“So, who’s Jae with at the moment?” you asked, flicking your pen in between your fingers as they briefly look up, digging into the rest of their food, “That’s Chloe, one of his friends and she’s in one of Jae’s classes”, Alex spoke, watching you carefully as you drop your head.
“Right...” you scoff to yourself, the word friend could’ve been taken with a pinch of salt with the way that they greeted each other. “I’m going to the library, laters,” you add, forcing a smile before dashing out of the hall.
Alex and Christian look at each other both confused and worried, “I’ll go see what’s wrong, see you in a bit,” Christian rushes to say, chasing after you and leaving the two friends behind in the hall.
You’re cramped up in the corner of the room where the computers were, cramming all of your work in front of you to try and get inspiration to get some research done for your project that was due at the end of the week.
In frustration, you face palm the desk, arms dropping to your sides before getting interrupted by a pat on the back and a recognisable voice gently asking if you’re okay at the side of you.
“Huh?... Oh hi, Chris,” you mumble, lifting your head up to see who was there, forcing the fakest smile you could as he kneels towards you, “Tell me, what’s wrong?”.
Of course, it was about Jae and that Chloe girl, but you lifted your papers into your hands, waving them gently as if to show Christian that it was your work that was bothering you, however, he wasn’t falling for the bait. 
“Are you jealous?” Chris asks, earning a confused look from you as you scrunch your eyebrows together, tilting your head to the side as you stare at your friend blankly.
“I mean, about Jae and Chloe, with those two being close, are you jealous?” Chris adds the context to his question in which your face clearly gives him the answer once the mention of her name falls from his lips.
“I’m not jealous... I just... I just like Jae, a lot,” you answer but with an almost whine, not believing that those were actually coming out of your mouth to your other flatmate. Yes he was a friend too but it was awkward, it was also his friend that you were talking about. 
“So you like Jae? Is it friendly like or “like-like”, Chris teases, nudging you lightly to see the smile that slowly creeps on your face?
Taking a deep breath, you couldn’t help but giggle, Chris knew the answer and you knew he was just trying to be that guy friend who teases their girl friend about their crushes. 
“I like, like him,” you reply, nudging Chris back when he laughs at you.
Back at the flat, you’re in the kitchen, leaning on the countertop with your head dangling over the work that you tried to get done earlier on in the day but the discussion about you liking Jae lasted a lot longer than you’d liked it to be but at least it was peaceful in the flat for you to try and focus. For now.
That was until the door goes, and a laugh bound of laughter fills the flat. Your heart sinks into your stomach, realising who’s home as your head falls into your hands.
“Hey, Y/N,” Jae calls out, throwing down his backpack by the kitchen door before going to the fridge, ready to raid it of all it’s items.
“Hi,” you bluntly reply, tidying up your work into a neat pile as you attempted to avoid his eye contact as he made his way around the kitchen.
“You know because you love me? Can you do my homework?” Jae asks, pushing the pieces of paper in front of you, as you glare at him, shaking your head in protest. 
Jae leans on the countertop opposite, attempting to give you the puppy eyes, smiling ear to ear in hopes that you’ll give into him. But of course, you do, anything to get him off your back, and not only that, you’d do anything for him to see you in a different light other than a roommate and a friend. 
“I hate you... fine,” you sigh in defeat, as he gets up, running around the counter to give you a quick hug before running out of the room, not before he asks, “Are you joining in on movie night tonight?”.
“I can’t, I’ve got work to do, and now your homework,” you laugh, holding his pieces of paper up, grabbing your work as you push past him, making him laugh as you stick your middle finger up to him before disappearing into the bedroom. 
with or without you, Chris and Jae flick through the films on Netflix, wondering what they were going to put on, before coming across a new Sci-Fi film which caught their interest. 
“Where’s Y/N at?” Chris asks, reaching for his drink on the table, his answer is received in the form of a point of a finger towards the hall from Jae, who then uses quotation marks to say that you were doing your work.
“Man, I have to tell you something,” Jae suddenly comes out with, making Chris’ eyes fly wide open at the statement, leaning back to hear his friend out.
“I really like someone, and I just don’t know how to tell them,” he continues as Chris sips his drink carefully, “Who’s this lucky girl you’ve got a crush on then?” he tries to pry but to no avail, Jae puts his fingers to his lips, as if to lock them, throwing away the key. 
After giving some advice on how to tell his crush he liked them, Jae just sits back with a blush taint on his cheeks, pointing to the TV as he presses play for the movie to start. 
Thinking of an excuse to tell you about Jae, Chris fumbles to find his phone, nudging Jae to put an order in for delivery before getting to his feet, and making his way to your room.
“Come on in,” you call out in response to the knock on the door, “It’s only me, I’m ordering food, add what you want to it,” Chris replies, placing his phone down on the desk as you pick it up reluctantly. 
You knew you weren’t hungry but you knew that Chris wasn’t going to let you go without food either, so instead of having a petty little argument, you continue to scroll through the menu to try and find something you could eat later on. 
“So uh, Jae likes someone, but he won’t tell me. he’s just asked for advice on how to tell them” Chris whispers as he takes a seat on your bed. 
“It’s probably Chloe,” you whine lowly, turning to face your friend who’s looking empathetically at you as the name was brought up, “Probably,” he replies, taking back his phone before exiting the room, leaving you with that fact to wonder and ponder on. 
Despite your food being placed in front of you a little later on, you couldn’t even think about eating, not when your stomach was churning at the fact that Chris just had to drop on you when he came in originally.
So much so, tears start to prick at your eyes as you slowly start to sob into your arms, painting your papers with your tears. 
From outside of the room, Jae goes towards his room but hears the sound of muffled cries come from your room, his heart sinking as he hated hearing you cry and thought to himself that you must be so stressed about your work that it’s overwhelming you. 
Gently knocking on the door, Jae lets himself in, noticing you on your desk with tears rolling down your face as you turn to look at him, “I heard you crying, are you okay?”.
Unable to make eye contact with him, your eyes roamed around him at the door, shaking your head at his question as you slump in your chair, Jae makes his way towards you carefully, kneeling down next to you as he puts a hand on yours. 
“I could use a hug right now,” you cry, wiping your tears before falling into Jae’s open arms that wrap around you gently, his fingers play with your hair carefully as he just lets you cry into his chest without question. 
“So I heard you have a little crush?” you tease through your cries, to try and cheer yourself up as well as indirectly asking him without jumping straight to conclusions. 
Jae smiles as he nods, and your heart gets lodged into your throat, waiting for him to confide in you about how he could ask Chloe out. 
As much as you wanted to not know, you couldn’t hold back any longer when the words come flying out of your mouth, taking Jae by surprise when it comes out sounding a little harsher than it should’ve been, “So, it’s Chloe right?”.
The long pause of silence makes you feel like you were going to throw up, he wasn’t confirming or denying it, just staring at you blankly at the questions. It was clear he was thinking carefully about whether or not it was the right time to tell you that it wasn’t her but someone else.
“Are you jealous, of Chloe?” Jae asks as his face saddens, looking down at your carpet as you scoff, wanting to defend yourself but you don’t answer, giving a clear indication to Jae whose heart also sinks into his stomach.
“Y/N, it’s not her... Who I have a crush on,” he softly spoke, making your head snap to look at him, all confused as you wondered why he asked if you were jealous of her.
“It’s you... I have a crush on you,” Jae drops the bombshell on you as all you could do was look at him, lost for words as your heart races out of your chest.
Did he just confess to you? About you? It’s you? He has a crush on you? You never thought it was possible and thought he’d never feel that way for you like you do for him. 
“I’m sorry if I’ve made it awkward,” he apologises as he goes to walk out of your room but you pull him back by his wrist, pulling him into a hug as you softly cry into his chest again, “Don’t say sorry, ever. I was worried you’d never like me back that way”.
Unable to help it, Jae laughs nervously, not really expecting you to confess too, he had no clue that you liked him either. 
“I was kind of being selfish, I wanted to tell you before anyone took my love away from me,” he adds, making you look up at with stupidly, shaking your head and laughing as you pinch his cheek, “No one could take me away from you, Jae”.
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blu-joons · 3 years ago
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We Got Married ~ Jaehyung Park
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His heart was pounding as he bounced around at the top of the alter, watching on as the rows of the church continued to fill up with various people close to the two of you.
“Are the nerves starting to kick in?” Younghyun questioned as he came up alongside Jae, resting a supportive hand against his shoulder, “you know that everything is going to be perfect.”
“The two of you went over the details so many times last night, it’s impossible for anything to go wrong,” Wonpil added with a smile, “you and Y/N are meant to be, you always have been, right?”
Jae’s head nodded as he though back to the moment where the two of you first met, the very first day in the classroom. There was a spare seat next to you, and Jae creeped over, finding no other chair that was free for him to sit himself down on to pay attention.
“Can I sit?” He anxiously asked, resting his hand against the top of your chair, “I don’t usually sit with girls, but today I’ve got to make an exception.”
Your shoulders shrugged back at him, “the floor is available if you want it.”
“At least the two of you learnt to get on with each other,” Sungjin joked as Jae reminded them of the day that you first met, “she’s always had that snap to her that you’ve enjoyed messing with.”
Jae’s head nodded in agreement with him, “the two of us just bounce off each other, that’s one of the things that has always worked so well between the two of us, it’s why we’ve found ourselves here today ultimately.”
“The two of you have been made for each other since you were four,” Dowoon smiled, “no couple spends that long with each other without their relationship being forever.
“I like you,” Jae nervously whispered as he walked you home from the end of your day at college, anxiously placing his hands in front of you, “we’re old enough to think about dating, don’t you think? And there’s no one else that I want to date but you Y/N?”
“Why tell me this now?” You laughed, “you’ve had fourteen years to tell me how you feel Jae, I’ve waited for years for you to say that to me.
A chuckle came from him as he remembered the scolding that he got from you for bottling up his feelings for so long, making sure that he didn’t do the same with your wedding too.
“I’ve spent so many years with her, and yet the thought of seeing her still makes me so excited,” Jae told the four of them, letting go of a quiet sigh, “the excitement never disappears, I still feel like I’m meeting her for the very first time, just a little less anxious.”
There was something about you that always made Jae’s heart race, the feelings never seemed to go away, no matter how many times he thought they might. It was the magic that Jae adored, because it simply never seemed to disappear in your relationship.
“I wonder if Y/N’s as nervous about today as I am.”
“I bet she knows that the two of you were always meant to be too,” Wonpil spoke up, “she adores you too, you should see the way her eyes light up every time you walk into the room, the relationship that you have is perfect.”
“And today will be perfect too, you don’t want Y/N to see you worried,” Sungjin reminded him.
Before Jae could begin to doubt things once again, a wave from a woman at the top of the alter let everyone know that you had arrived. Younghyun quickly helped Jae to straighten out his suit as everyone found their positions.
His heart pounded as everyone took their seats, leaving Jae a lonely man at the front of the alter. His eyes continued to look across at the boys for security, making sure that they didn’t leave his side as he waited for you to stand beside it.
“Don’t panic,” Dowoon whispered across to him with a fist bump.
Jae nodded as the door creaked open, with the pianist to his left beginning to play. He watched on closely as those before you walked down the aisle, taking a sharp intake of breath as he spotted his first sight of white walking down the aisle.
His eyes slowly trailed up from the bottom of your dress, meeting your eyes. Jae bit down on his bottom lip as he tried to keep his composure, feeling memories of decades together suddenly hit him as you walked to stand by his side.
As soon as you were in reaching distance, Jae offered his hand out for you to take, helping you up the step, positioning you in front of him. “You look beautiful,” he smiled across at you.
With your eyes meeting Jae’s, you couldn’t believe where you found yourselves after so many years together. The child in you never imagined that Jae would be your forever, but now you could never imagine that there would be anyone else in the world for you.
“How did we end up here?” Jae laughed, standing in the doorway to your home as he waited to bid you goodbye as you went off to spend your last night unmarried with your best friend.
“I can’t believe I used to hate you,” you chuckled in response to him.
Jae’s eyes rolled at your honesty, “it’s funny, because when I saw you in that classroom, I just knew that you would be the woman that I’d marry.”
“Don’t lie,” you scolded, “I bet you hated me just as much back then too.”
“I liked it when you played hard to get,” he challenged, “even if you were only four, you had me weak at the knees for you Y/N.”
Your wedding hadn’t just been months, or even a year in the making, it had been several years in the making, both through school, work and everything in between. With plenty of ups and plenty of downs, neither of you ever imagined yourself anywhere else in the world.
“Ladies and gentlemen, Mr and Mrs Park,” the registrar announced before you even gave yourself a moment to blink, feeling your mind fill up with memories of your time together.
“We’re married,” you whispered across to Jae, making sure that you weren’t just dreaming, too nervous to even remember saying your vows to the man that you loved before you.
Jae’s head nodded back at you as he took a hold of both of your hands, taking a step towards you too as he closed the distance between you both and pressed a kiss against your lips.
“You’ve got me for life now,” Jae teased as he pulled away, “I hope you know what you’ve signed yourself up for agreeing to spend the rest of your life with me…..”
“I think after several decades I know what I’ve gotten myself into,” you laughed in reply.
Another chuckle came from Jae as he listened to you, still unable to believe that so much of his life had been spent with you, unable to imagine a time when you hadn’t been around.
“Who would have thought that we’d be here all those years ago,” he whispered, “the two kids at school who never spoke to each other.”
“If only you had stayed quiet and never said hello,” you joked in reply, “I could have been marrying that cute boy that sat in the row in front of us.”
“And now you’re stuck with me,” Jae sniggered.
“I wouldn’t have it any other way,” you smiled, “there is no one else in this world that I would have wanted to marry today.”
“You have to say that with a ring on your finger,” he smirked.
“My mind was made up years ago, right on day one.”
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you-did-well-moon · 3 years ago
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Day6 Reaction to s/o learning their instrument while they're away
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Type: Fluff, angst in Dowoon dont know what happened wasnt me
Word Count: 2.865
A/n: I took some creative freedom with why they were away but that is it. Keep in mind, I have no experience with instrument except for when I played the piano in 5th grade for like two weeks. Anyways, I hope you enjoy! - Moon
TW: small cuts, fight, second hand embarrassment
Sungjin
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Sungjin was absolutely and devastatingly exhausted. His own guitar case felt like it was weighing him down tremendously, and he had a huge headache. Jae and Wonpil arguing in the back of the car was not helping in any way. It has been going on since they left the airport. He rubbed at his temples tiredly pressing his head against the cool window from his place in the passenger seat next to their manager. 
Still, he couldn’t help the small smile that tugged at his lips as he thought about seeing you, probably curled up in the couch cheeks puffed from the snack you were inhaling. The pounding in his head lightened at the cute sight he would soon get to enjoy as he played with the loose threads of his old button up shirt. 
True to Sungjin’s imagination, your form was sitting on the couch. Not true to his imagination, you were actually bent over something in your lap, lightly humming and bopping your head to the rhythm being produced by your still clumsy fingers. The guitar in your lap had gotten lighter as the days went by without your boyfriend, and in replacement of his touch, leaving your fingertips warm and tingling, it was small cuts you hadn’t bothered to bandage as it disrupted you when playing.
 You missed Sungjin an abnormal amount. The cold spot in the bed or him making weird faces at you through the mirror in the mirror when brushing your teeth. You missed all of it. With a slight tremble in your chest you started playing the chorus to “You Were beautiful”.
You were so focused on trying to get it right you didn’t notice the door closing only to startle when you slightly looked up through your lidded eyes seeing the shadow looming over the coffee table. With a small yelp of surprise you jumped immediately looking up only to find your boyfriend staring at you with wide eyes. 
His surprised expression made you shrink into yourself. You threw your head into your hands in pure embarrassment letting the guitar gently slide off your lap, hitting the floor with a soft thump. “Can you just pretend you didn’t see that I can’t believe I even tried learning all that by myself I” you cut yourself off with an un-pleased sigh shaking your head and looking at him with pleading eyes. 
Your boyfriend continued in his frozen state for about five seconds before breaking out in the biggest smile rushing around the coffee table in which you panicked trying to get away from him with a squeal, but being too slow im the excitement that was usually in a much dormant state in Sungjin. The wrinkles near the corner of his eyes deepened adoringly, and his chest shook with soft laughter while he held you close. 
There was a fond twinkle in his eye as Sungjin forgot any tiredness that clung to his bones and kissed the tips of your fingertips while maintaining eye contact. He kept your hands encased in his when scolding you for having such low faith in yourself and softly encouraging you. He would probably put little stitch band-aids on your fingertips and continue teaching you, sitting you on his lap and scolding you when you lose focus with a sharp poke at your ribs smiling when you giggled. This man just fell impossibly more in love with you.
“You shouldn’t say those things, look at you love, learning all alone and doing so well. I'm so proud. Would you rather have the elmo band-aids or the stitch band-aids… I don’t know about you but Elmo kinda creeps me out. Just five more minutes little love then you can go mug Young k with Dowoon. Don’t look at me like that! You finally have a teacher and you take him for granted. The audacity-”
Jae
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Jae was a thin hair away from just ripping his hair out. He didn’t believe the kpop industry would take very kindly to him going bald, but he had come to a point where he didn’t really care about what people thought anymore. But thinking about you not being able to play with his hair anymore while he drifted off to sleep with his head on your chest severely upset him.
 Jae had gotten stuck in another limbo, stuck in the studio and in his own head desperately trying to finish any of the unfinished songs left in his computer files. He missed you so much, he eventually called it quits, deciding to go home to you, who he hadn’t seen in days.
Just the thought about seeing you energized his previously exhausted self. He never could get sick of you. Every day, every week was a new adventure, a new chapter, all with his favorite person in the world. The night sky, although beautiful, seemed to mock him, reminding him of how late it was, meaning you were most probably asleep. 
Opening the door to his apartment, he heard soft music. He briefly recognized “I Need Somebody”, and thought you were playing it from your phone. All his thoughts came to a halting stop when he saw you perched on the bed, in his shirt, playing the melody of the previously mentioned song.
You had hair falling into your eyes with your eyebrows slightly scrunched trying not to mess up and heavily focused. Jae had loudly yelled in surprise, causing you to flinch and look up shocked at the sudden surprise. When you saw it was just him, you had comically thrown your hands in the air yelling at him about how it was supposed to be a surprise. 
The irritated look on your face vanished as you went up to give him a light hug with a kiss, softly smiling at him. Meanwhile Jae, was completely out of it, lovestruck eyes while he instinctively returned your affection.
“Come Jae, you look like you haven’t slept in ages, your eyes are so sunken babe”, you had softly whispered to him, rubbing the soft skin under his eyes, the way you were always soft with him when he came back from the studio. You slept in the same bed for the first time in what had been days, Jae tightly clutching on to you.
 He may have not been completely there at the moment, but in the morning when he had time to process everything, he was a changed man. He wouldn’t stop laughing and giggling excitedly, eagerly wanting to hear everything you had learnt. He even poked fun at you when you made a mistake. But it was all lovingly as he also praised you non stop while looking at you with his messy hair and big smile next to you on the couch. He had so much inspiration now. To finish what had been left behind.
“Pop off queen who gave you this much talent, you couldn’t even tell me what bass was last time we talked, which was like a week ago. Might just make you play when I don’t feel like playing. Give you a wig and people won’t know the difference! Why are you booing me, I'm right?”
Young K
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Young K’s foot tapping on the floor of the car was the only sound that filled the car aside from the soft sound of the car’s engine and tires. He was absolutely spent, having to have stayed in a different city for a show he was invited to that was filmed far away from his home. 
Far away from you. Young K could tell his manager was starting to get irritated, but Young K was already massively annoyed and too far in his own world to really care. He missed the pine scent of his sheets, and he missed you.
It was not a good combination. When he got to his place he quietly thanked the manager,  getting his bag before trying to ignore every urge telling him to run into the building and fall into his soft bed with you in his arms. When he opened the door, your keys were there, so he knew you were in the building. That thought filled him with more relief than it should have. 
He did have to admit, hearing “I smile” this early in the day was odd as you usually saved the more mellow songs for later in the night. Young K told himself he had many euphoric moments in his life, but seeing you staring at a sheet of paper with so much determination and a bass guitar in your arms came pretty close to the top.
The absolute warmth that exploded in his chest was a feeling he would not forget in a long time. He could feel his lips slightly curl up in fondness as your hands shook while your eyes wavered unsurely between your hands on the strings and the video on your laptop sitting further on the edge of the bed. Your face scrunched up before you sighed and stared dejectedly at the instrument on your lap. 
“Why so sad love?" His voice made you instantly sit up, pushing the instrument gently off your lap. You crawled to the edge of the bed where Young K had already gotten closer where he met you tenderly running his hand through your hair, and he curved his hand around the back of your head bringing your forehead to his abdomen.
He brushed his thumb over where your hairline met the sensitive skin of the back of your neck immensely enjoying being back at your side. Your hands were clutching the back of his shirt, and your simple touch brought a warm feeling to his chest. You both leaned back as Young K’s chest started to rumble with laughter “You should have waited for me, it would have been easier if I could teach you”, he softly said, pushing your hair back from your face causing you to lightly laugh.
 “I wanted to surprise you, but I didn’t get that far anyways. Can’t become a prodigy in one day I guess”. Young K smiled again, promising to himself to help you as much as he could as he put his hand fondly on top of your head.
“You’re doing so good, just move your finger up a little, you’re plucking the c chord instead of the e chord during the chorus, don’t look at me like that i’m trying to help?! I wouldn’t put you on my level, but I think you’re doing really well. I’m hungry now, what do you want? No- What do you want? I am okay with anything just tell me-”
Wonpil
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Wonpil was trying his hardest not to think about you. From the way you got excited when you got to see the moon in the cloudy sky to the way you smiled when you saw the neighbor’s cat while getting the mail. 
He was happy to be on a trip with her sister, he hadn’t had much time to be with her in recent, well forever really. While you had been invited, you hadn’t been able to attend due to work. Wonpil did his best to keep his mind off you and enjoy the trip, he just hadn’t spent this long without you in a while. 
Even so, he still had a fun time with his sister and her boyfriend creating many memories. He didn’t regret it, but he was extremely happy to come back to you. Opening the door to your apartment, he dropped his suitcase by the door, an excited smile tugging at his lips as he traveled through the apartment with his arms spread knowing you would embrace him as soon as you saw him. He felt so giddy, he didn’t even notice the broken keyboard sounds ringing throughout the living space.
His smile fell in a comical way, his face morphing into one of confusion instead. He recognized a broken rendition of “Mary had a little Lamb”, and tilted his head as he opened the door to your room seeing you with really big headphones on your head staring down at the keyboard with the most offended look on your face.
 How dare this keyboard not give you its secrets! Wonpil couldn’t help the laugh that escaped his chest, not mocking you, but he just thought you were so cute. He lightly touched your shoulder causing you to jump, and the slight movement of your head caused the headphones to slide off your head. It didn’t matter much. You instantly dove into his arms, pressing the side of your face against his chest.
He felt warmth flood his chest as his hand encased the back of your head while he pressed his lips to the top, closing his eyes in bliss enjoying having you in his arms again. He leaned back from the brace as his eyes flashed with amusement and yours with slight embarrassment. He lightly laughed, eyes crinkling. He cradled your face in his hands, a teasing lilt to his voice, “What were you trying to do, hmm?” He could feel your face grow hot under his finger tips.
 “I was just trying to surprise you. I felt bad for not being able to go with you”. He shook his head, hands playfully pinching your cheeks as you whined. “You shouldn’t act that way, I understood from the beginning. It must have been hard for you. Here, come, your lovely boyfriend will make this easier for you”.
“Y/n the keys will not bite prEsS dOWn, no, no keyboards do not have to be oiled, this is a musical instrument not a mechanical vehicle. You are so cute. What am I gonna do with you? No, you can not play the keyboard with your forehead, DO NOT put your foot on the keys. I don’t care if it’s for the vine. 
Dowoon
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Dowoon was beating himself up. Looking back at what happened a few hours ago made his chest tight. He couldn’t help but wince at the words both of you had thrown at each other. You had been with each other for so long, and when his lovely mother asked him when he would propose, although with good intentions, it put pressure on him.
 He was still young. He had mentioned it to you in a joking manner, but there was a misunderstanding and you thought he was blowing it off as he didn’t see a future with you. 
Somehow feelings were hurt, and the fight escalated. And Dowoon decided he was a coward because it was when you had started stuttering through your words and avoiding eye contact, he knew. He knew he had pushed you across a line that might not be able to be crossed again. 
He panicked. He was really good at doing that wasn’t he? He left. He took a bus and went to the nearest hotel he could find. There he was sitting on the edge of the too perfectly made bed with his head in his hands.
Had he just ruined his precious relationship because he was scared of what the future could or could not hold? Why did he have to run away? Why couldn’t he just stay? Most importantly, how badly had he hurt you?
 With a sigh he stood up, and he got on the bus back to your apartment. Staring at the door, the fact you were just on the other side and hurting is what pushed him to open it with the key you had given him. Opening the door, he was met with silence and darkness. Have you already gone? He walked through the apartment, hope dwindling with every step. 
Then he heard a soft thump thump thump. His heart seemed to match with it, and as he walked to his studio which held his spare drum set, he thought of what he could say to make it better. Opening the door, he saw you softly hitting the drum with one stick, as if testing the waters and humming along to “When you Love Someone”. Dowoon couldn’t fight the sad smile that broke out on his face, and the absolute warmth that filled his chest. 
Why did he ever even doubt your future with him? There was no person more perfect for him than you. He stood next to you, softly taking your hand in his and guiding your hand to the right beat, although a bit broken. When your sad eyes looked up into his, forgiving in nature but still frustrated beyond belief, he knew he could still fix things. You were you, and Dowoon was Dowoon. You always somehow found your way back to each other.  
“No no, put your hands higher on the stick, no lower, now higher...a bit lower. No, Y/n drum sticks do not belong in my throat. What do you mean I have no room to talk, I thought we were over the fight. I would marry you in this life and the next! Why are you looking at me like that? I am not cute, I am handsome and overflowing with testosterone. Oooh are those gummies?
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