#dating ethan nestor would include

[cracked-rose-lenses]

Dating Ethan Nestor would Include…

DISCLAIMER: I am not alluding to or claiming anything about Ethan’s personal life nor do I want to, as that is his buisness and his alone; these headcanons are simply for people who value him as a comfort source! Enjoy :)

a/n: in the unlikely event that ethan sees this, kindly shoot me-

warnings: none! just fluff :)

you two either meeting through youtube, creatorclash, or spencer tackling you with affection

no other options LOL

ethan’s talked about his sexuality on stream before, so i don’t think he’d have issues with dating someone who isn’t afab (pan-curious king)

i feel like he’d definitely be very protective of you in the sense of privacy, since he doesn’t want you getting hate

however, if you allowed it, he would absolutely make some cute couple posts!

SO MANY GAY JOKES BRO

this man doesn’t give a royal fuck what you identify as, the gay jokes are inevitable

you recording him giggling because fdkjfjdklfjsrlk cute???

getting invited on brain leak and exposing him to seán 😭

you both start bullying him

spencer being squished in between y’all when you’re cuddling

neither of you mind, since he’s your adopted son

spencer, not ethan, to be clear

PLSSS YOU LITERALLY SCREAMING YOUR LUNGS OUT TO ENCOURAGE TO HIM AT CREATORCLASH

you’re one of the first people he hugs after winning <333

dates that are literally just taking a nap together (goals honestly)

begging him to wear glasses more cuz he’s fine asf already but in glasses?? *dies*

just a very sweet, slightly chaotic relationship with our lord and savior eeftan christ PFFT-

[complcatedfreak]

so good

in which ethan sings a song, and y/n wants to host a cook out soon.

“ready?” ethan asked you, after he got himself situated in his chair. it was slightly more the left than usual, as you were occupying the space to the right.

“more than ever,” you smiled up at your boyfriend, ready to do your first livestream with him. it had been something you and ethan had been debating for awhile. your relationship wasn’t private, per say. but it wasn’t necessarily incredibly public, either. you two had also been back and forth (in an non-argumentative way) about what the stream should be. you really did not want to embarrass yourself by playing video games, so that was 100% out of the question. it took awhile for ethan to agree to doing a ukulele stream, but he caved eventually. 

“hi guys!” ethan waved to the camera, and you gave a shy little wave, “i’m here with y/n, my girlfriend!” you smiled at his use of the ‘g’ word.

“hey!’ you smiled sheepishly and moved slightly closer to the camera (and, consequently, ethan).

“she was too scared to play pubg with me—”“hey!” you interrupted, rolling your eyes.“—so, we’re going to sing some songs!”

“sing is a heavy word, maybe try to use speak, or attempt to sing instead.” ethan laughed at your sarcasm, and continued to interact with the chat a bit more. he began to ask what songs he should play.

“someone said sweet caroline!” you called, getting excited at the suggestion. 

“ah, the classic cook-out song. i like it.” he smiled and began to google the chords. he began to strum the beginning, and when the time came, both of you began to sing. your voice wasn’t the best, but you could carry a tune.occasionally the two of you would make eye contact, which resulted in big smiles on both of your faces. you smiled at him, and stopped singing. 

with loving eyes, you stared at him while he strum and sang.

“reaching out, touching me, touching you! sweet caroline, bop bop bop, good times never seemed so good so good! so good! so good! i’d be inclined, bop bop bop, to believe they never would but now i’m... look at the night it doesn’t seem so,” 

he laughed before turning to the computer to look at the chat, “everybody better be doing it on time, on the stream,” he spoke through laughs, “’cause it is like a 40 second delay for me, but, uh, hold on, wait, okay, second verse let’s go!” 

he turned to check up on you, who was still sitting and watching in awe. he smiled before turning back to look at the chords.

“look at the night and it don’t seem so lonely we’ll fill it up with only two when i—oops! hurting runs off my shoulder how can i hurt when i’m holding you? one, touching one, reaching out, touching me, touching you! sweet caroline, bop bop bop, good times never seemed so good so good! so good! i am inclined, bop bop bop!”

“y/n, was the chat in time?” you smiled brightly at his question, and nodded yes. “so were my dance moves.”

“sure y/n/n, sure.” you both laughed before turning back to the chat. everyone was spamming about the nickname he’d called you.

“hey, eth?”

“yeah, bub,” he spoke, forgetting he was on camera for a minute.

“we should have a cook out sometime.”

a/n: inspired by this video

[aesthetixhoe]

hoe's masterlist

key:

fluff ❀

angst ≋

smut ࿏

(includes, references to, and full smut)

Head canon ❊

personal favorite ✷

MARVEL

peter parker:

"spiderman!?" ❀ ✷ no pronouns

polyester ≋✷ no pronouns

HARRY POTTER

draco malfoy:

losing your virginity to draco ❊࿏❀ she/her and afab

goodbyes ≋ she/her pronouns

CRIMINAL MINDS

spencer reid:

dating spencer ❊ ❀ no pronouns used

sing me a song ❀ no pronouns used but you have boobs

drifting ≋✷ no pronouns used

times like these ❀ she/her pronouns

secret language ❀ no pronouns but use of beautiful

DCU

cisco ramon:

visons ≋❀✷ she/her pronouns, use of the word girl

dating cisco ❊❀ she/her pronouns

killer frost:

dating killer frost ❊ ❀ no pronoun but she is a lesbian in this, so its for non-men

gar logan:

arcade games ❀ she/her pronouns

finally ❀ no pronouns used

midnight snack ❀ no pronouns used

YOUTUBE

ethan nestor:

ethan nsfw alphabet ࿏ no pronouns used, but afab

dating ethan ❊ ❀ no pronouns used but you being called princess and wifu

andrew siwicki:

wasted ❀ she/her pronouns

charlie slimecicle:

wedding kazoo ❀ no pronouns

long walks on the beach ❀ no pronouns

husband material ❀ no pronouns

STANGER THINGS

steve harrington:

steve nsfw alphabet ࿏❊ no pronouns and

dating steve harrington would include ❊❀࿏ no pronouns

pillow ❀ no pronouns

MISC.

carl gallagher:

ghetto ninja warrior ❀ she/her pronouns

dave lizewski:

dave nsfw alphabet ࿏ none but afab

ethan landry:

ethan head cannons ❊ reader isn't mentioned

spooky flirting ❀ she/her pronouns

kiss drunk ethan ❀✷ none but reader has a bra

yandere ethan ≋ no pronouns

jack champion:

paparazzi ❀ no pronouns

dancing with jack ❀ no pronouns, but reader is called a girl through lyrics

posts with jack champion 1 ❀ she/her

[ethansnestor]

Dating Ethan Would Include

constant cuddling

late night conversations

about everything from how birds hear to really deep, personal shit

having really cheesy and cute dinner dates

and also having dates where you just chill and make a pillow fort and play mario kart or some shit

having sososososo many inside jokes and confusing so many people because they have no idea what you’re talking about

doing the try not to cry challenge together

and ultimately failing together

so many kisses

forehead kiss

cheek kisses

neck kisses

shoulder kisses

nose kisses

singing tøp together as loudly as possible

making really cute mixtapes/playlist for each other

and listening to them when the two of you go on road trips 

stealing his hoodies (bc he has a billion of them)

whenever either of you are sad, you show each other cute fan art of the two of you 

if you couldn’t sleep or just super sad, he’d break out the ukulele and sing to you oH MY GOD IMAGINE

him making heart eyes at you constantly

and you doing the same to him

because the two of you are just so in love

bonus:

ganging up on ethan with mark and ty

“NO, (Y/N)! YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE!”

then ethan pouts until you kiss him and tell him you love him

he’d also probably get jealous of how close you and tyler are

and him hating how you call him ‘ty’ and ethan DEMANDING YOU TO ALWAYS CALL HIM PET NAMES

and then assuring him that he is the only person you want in the whole wide world :-)

[thirdhostage]

Brother Mark Might Include

(( gif not mine - s a s s ))

HAVING MARK AS A BIG BROTHER MIGHT MEAN:

he’s protective af

try and tell me otherwise

literal overprotective stereotype was based off him

will fight any and all boyfriends/girlfriends to the death

he doesn’t care what is and isn’t legal

will help you with homework

borderline does it for you

you convince him you don’t need help

“Oh my little munchkin is so smart!”

HUGS

constantly

proud af to introduce you to Tyler, Ethan, Felix etc.

always plays video games with you

let’s you win

insists on giving you piggyback rides

will most always have an arm around your shoulders

offers to have you live with him

you are a big part of helping him with his channel

“(Y/n), that’s dangerous, no-”

“Too late...”

“Oh, you idiot.”

you can cry to him

he will just pat your head and listen

Jack and you team up on him

“Here comes the tickle monster~!”

you are his protection squad

being his rock

making sure he’s healthy and is getting sleep

Ethan and you get babied 24/7 omf

[pengirwinthepenguin-blog]

Dating Ethan would include- Part 6 of 11 in my Birthday Challenge

**Gif not mine**

Dating Ethan Nestor would include-

Him always having you in videos

Not knowing that he’s behind you and him scaring you

You doing the same thing

Him trying to cook for you but it all turns out black

You going to McDonald’s when his cooking fails

Him taking you out to dinner all the time.

Horrible jokes

Mark and Tyler making fun of you for being too cute cheesy.

Ethan always being there when you’re sick or having an anxiety or depression problem

You always being there for him

You two getting matching hair

Kissing all the time

The two of you getting competitive over present buying

Then you two fight over who got the better present.

Just being in The Fault in our Stars, just without the sad, crying, horrible parts.

When you fight, it’s almost as if you two split up

Then you two get lonely after being mad for 10 minutes and cry with each other 

I hope you guys liked this! Sorry it’s coming out late, I’ve been having problems with my blood glucose and shit. Hope you guys don’t mind!

[idgitimaginer]

Dating Ethan Would Include...

-Wearing matching onsies

-Cute, cheesy dates

-Being in his videos

-Moist Mondays

-Movie dates (Either Disney marathons or Horror movies)

-Dyeing your hair matching colors

-Going to meet and greets

-Baking at midnight

 -flour fights

 -eating all of the dough before you can bake it

-Cuddles

 -staying in bed all day

 -tangled legs

 -nose kisses

 -listening to TOP

 -making pillow forts

-Him teaching you how to play the uke

-Him playing you songs on his uke

[crumblingautumnleaves]

Masterlist

MARVEL:

Steve Rogers:

Dating Steve Would Include

Broken

Bucky Barnes:

Dating Bucky Would Include

YOUTUBERS:

Crankgameplays:

Dating Ethan Nestor Would Include

Dating Ethan Nestor Would Include Part Two

Long Time

Baby Blue

Rough Night

I’ll Be There For You

Markiplier:

Dating Markiplier Would Include

Tyler Scheid:

Dating Tyler Would Include

Dating Tyler Would Include Part Two

I’m Tyler

Dancer’s Feet

MET:

Too Far

Jacksepticeye:

Dating Jacksepticeye Would Include

Dating Jacksepticeye Would Include Part Two

Amy Nelson:

Dating Amy Would Include

Wiishu:

Dating Wiishu Would Include

Kathryn Knutsen:

Dating Kathryn Would Include

OGChan:

Dating OGChan Would Include

SUPERNATURAL:

Dean Winchester:

Dating Dean Would Include

Sam Winchester:

Dating Sam Would Include

[alisonwritesimagines]

Break and Make Ups ~Ethan Nestor Imagine~

Requested by anonymous:

Summary: After two long years of dating, Ethan breaks up with you for an unknown reason. Your friends help try to get you both back together.

Author’s Note: I think I’m getting sick and I don’t like that.

For two long years, you and Ethan have been together. Everyone including your fans shipped you both. You were friends with Mark which was how you met Ethan.

Everything felt fine so you thought. You and Ethan were FaceTiming since he was in Maine.

“Y/N, I’ve been thinking about something,” Ethan tells you.

“What is it?” You asked. You didn’t want to believe that it was bad news.

“I want to break up,” Ethan tells you.

“What? Why?” You asked him.

“I think it’s best if the both of us should break up,” Ethan tells you sadly. He didn’t want to break up with you but he thought he should.

“Can I get a reason why then?” You asked heartbroken.

“You can do so much better and I’m not good enough for you. You deserve someone who will treat you better, who would pay attention to you, and is better at everything,” Ethan tells you.

“Ethan-”

“I’m sorry. I love you,” Ethan said before hanging up on you. You sat there heart broken as you tried to comprehend what had happened.

The next week was hard on you. You tried to make a video for your fans but you couldn’t. You were in a funk that seemed hard to get out of. You thought about Ethan and how much fun you both used to have.

“Y/N? Are you in here?” Pamela asked as she came in with the other girls.

“Yes,” You tell her.

“We heard what happened,” Amy said before hugging you.

“Oh really?” You asked her.

“Mark told us about your break up with Ethan. Are you okay?” Kathryn asked you.

“No,” You said crying again.

“Oh come here,” You went over to the girls for a group hug who comforted you.

“He said I can do better but I don’t want that. I want Ethan,” You sobbed.

The girls and you were eating Ben and Jerry’s ice cream as you sat around the living room after comforting you. You let out a sigh before taking another spoonful of ice cream.

“It doesn’t seem fair. Ethan is crazy talented and more skinny than I am. I mean, look at me,” You tell them.

“Y/N, don’t say that,” Signe said.

“Yeah. You’re perfect the way you are,” Kathryn tells you. You weren’t fat nor where you skinny. You were in between.

“I don’t feel so perfect,” You tell them in a sad voice.

Meanwhile, the boys were talking to Ethan. Tyler, Jack, and Mark were standing while Ethan sat on the couch all sad.

“Why did you break up with her?” Mark asked him calmly.

“She deserves better,” Ethan said.

“Are you sure it’s not the negative voice inside your head that’s telling you this?” Tyler asked him.

“I don’t know,” Ethan said upset.

The girls and boy got back together after visiting you and Ethan. They both knew that they needed to get you two together again.

“What should we do without them knowing?” Tyler asked.

“We can put them on a blind date with each other,” Jack suggested.

“That could work,” Mark pointed out.

“What if they break down crying? They both hate embarrassing themselves in public,” Kathryn mentioned.

“What if they met up at the park? They had their first date there,” Pamela said.

“Perfect! Now, let’s get them back together.”

You had gotten a text from Amy to meet her and the girls at the park by the swings. You went over and sat down on a swing. You waited patiently until you got a text from Amy saying that they were going to be late.

“Y/N?” You looked up to see Ethan standing in front of you.

“Ethan? What are you doing here?” You asked softly. You tried your best not to cry.

“The boys told me to meet them here.”

“Strange. The girls told me to meet them here as well,” You tell him. There was an awkward silence.

“Remember when we had our first date here?” Ethan asked you.

“Yeah. We acted like little kids and got ice cream. It was fun,” You told him.

“It was.”

“Ethan why did you break up with me? The real reason?” You asked.

“To be honest,” Ethan sat on the swing next to yours,” I was in a bad place. I’m still in that bad place. I got insecure and thought maybe it would be better for us to break up. I was stupid to let you go.”

“Ethan I miss you. I was so confused and I thought I did something,” You tell him.

“Y/N, you would never be the reason of why I would break up with you.”

“Ethan, just because you’re in a bad place, doesn’t mean we need to break up. I’m always going to be here for you no matter what,” You tell him. Ethan looked over at you with a small smile.

“Will you let me show you how sorry I am for breaking up with you with some ice cream?” Ethan asked you. You nodded at him.

“So we’re back together again?” You asked him.

“If that’s okay with you,” Ethan tells you.

“It’s more than okay,” You tell him.

[offbrandqueer]

Dating Ethan Would Include

-BlueBoy™

-Brown haired Ethan: NotSoBlueBoy™ 

-smol bean

-cuddles ALL THE TIME

-PDA

-holding hands always

-touchy touchy 

-Tyler making fun of both of you

-you teaming up with Tyler to make fun of Ethan

-Ethan teaming up with Tyler to make fun of you

-Crank(Y/n) vs. Amyplier

-being shipped so hard by fans

-being shipped by everyone tbh

-so many jokes

-dick jokes

-'Frobo....'

'Sam.....'

-freaking out whenever he does anything remotely dangerous

-'you are gonna break your neck!'

'y/n, I will be fine.'

-spontaneous road trips

-spontaneous everything

-'who needs plans'

-helping with editing because he over works himself all the time

-forcing him to come to bed and stop working

-him giving in and instantly falling asleep

-bed head

-being best friends and a couple

-'you guys are gross'-teamiplier ALL THE TIME

-'my children' as every caption of every photo mark takes of you two

-'DONT TALK TO ME OR MY SON AGAIN!' from Mark whenever you tease Ethan

-then Mark immediately one uping you insult

-'ONLY I CAN BULLY HIM!'

'FIGHT ME'

'I FUCKING WILL'

-Ethan Nestor Defense Squad™

-being friends with all of the team

-livestream antics

-prank wars

-genuinely happy and fun relationship

-'i love you baby'

'I love you too, dork.'

[snarkyowl]

SCP au - A Mix

In which 🅱 continues to write more for this au than me.

A brief report on the disappearance of SCP-3007 By: Dr. Amy Nelson

SCP-3007, a shapeshifting black smog-like gas, escaped the foundation four years ago today. The entity was ranked Keter, due to its hypnotic song and nightmare inducing tendencies. It didn't seem to need to rest or consume anything to keep its form or abilities. It seemed to be able to take any shape, transforming into many animals and even myself.

Its song, however, was the main topic of interest. It was able to coax even the strongest willed to do anything- whether it was to stop breathing or to snap their own neck.

D-[REDACTED] was told to do a variety of things, some sexual in nature, others brutal, humiliating and violent. SCP-3007 seemed to be a sadist, but was surprisingly cooperative to tests, politely thanking the doctors for their time. I remember he once gave me a man’s left arm as a token. Needless to say, young me vomited at the offer.

The entity itself emitted a purple mist, no matter what form it was in. The mist seemed to be nightmare inducing, and a concentrated sample given to D-[REDACTED] caused them to experience hallucinations and have a fatal seizure. Prolonged exposure to a diluted dose will do the same.

Despite these abilities, it was in containment for at least five years before I started working here, and one after I started my job. However, one day, it just vanished. There was no trace left of the entity, and the guards on duty (Daryl Price, Lexi Kidman, Nathan Sharp, and Jack Poolos) reported no motion of the entity and no suspicious activity.

The entity has not been reported or spotted since then. Request to experiment on the left over mist concentration.

Matthew gave me a journal to write in. He said it was ‘for an extra look into that pretty little head of yours’ but I'm guessing it's more of a gift than anything since I've been requesting a journal for days. If anything, it's to clear out my thoughts.

I was caught. I was brought to this hell. I fell in love. And I'm scared it's not real, that it's just Stockholm syndrome or something somehow. I can't ignore how my heart races when we get to spend time together, how nice his voice is and how soft his lips are, now kind he is to me and how he's always so cold so he hogs the blankets when Google buys us the time to sleep together.

I do love him. It's not some disorder, some trick of the mind... I love him. If I ever escape, I'll show that to him. Every day until I die. I wish there was something more for us than this, kisses exchanged on borrowed time, a quick fuck with no time afterwards, something more- But there's no chance.

If we were to escape, they would hunt us down, re-capture me and kill Matthew. As much as I tell myself that won't happen, I can't help but think. He offered to free me. I said no. I love him too much to see him die for me.

-Bim Trimmer

Ethan, I'm sorry for all of this. It's my fault that you're here, I was the one who told them and I didn't know they were... I can't live with the fact that I was the one who…

Ethan, it's my fault we're both going to rot in this hell hole because I fucked up and i can't fix things no matter how much shit we get I can't i can't

Ethan, This is my fault and I'm so sorry for everything please forgive me

Ethan, Ok, I think I'll have enough pears for you to have two, also, what is up with SCP-3013? You mentioned being assigned to clean his containment unit. Your pal, -Tyler.

I'm sorry.

Report number seventy-two. Google Blue Olivier ‘Google’ Blue.

As Dr. Patrick's ‘eye in the sky,’ I find myself being hidden in plain sight, disguised as an intern working the security systems. The phrase ‘out of the frying pan, into the fire.’ Comes to mind. Out of the containment pin and into the grasps of a love-struck maniac.

He has me monitor cameras and hallways, making sure nobody has a clue what he gets up to, warning him of oncoming obstacles and other things of the like. Mostly, though, I am making sure he doesn't get caught cuddling with a mother fucking goddam cannibal I cannot believe him he's supposed to be a scientist Mr. Trimmer, SCP-3038.

It's not all bad, but it is annoying to have to constantly monitor them. this situation is oddly amusing to me. I'm a high-functioning computerized android and yet I've been babysitting two dorks in love. It's sad, but amusing nonetheless.

Dr. Patrick has been staying for longer periods of time each occasion he visits Mr. Trimmer, SCP-3038. It could be cause for concern. Claude would probably think it was, he thinks everything is a cause of concern. Well, he thought.

After observing the cameras, the situations they put themselves in (some involving Dr. Patrick on his knees- or hands and knees (it seems my previous hypothesis was incorrect)) would be scandalous, ruining both of their lives and, in Dr. Patrick's case, his career.

Bim, I suspect, would be put under heavier surveillance. Nothing I couldn't crack, but stronger than before. Dr. Patrick would most likely be reassigned or killed, then expunged from the records.

It is possible, however, the foundation would use hm as a reminder of what happens when emotions and science collides. I, personally, am a living example of that, a supposedly emotionless being plagued by the death of my brothers.

Those two aside, Dr. Nelson seems to have connections to Mark Edward Fischbach, a D-class recently taken in for the murder of an unknown person. The name of the victim seems to be lost.

Either way, Dr. Nelson and Mr. Fischbach seem to have gone to highschool together. --As my brother Oliver used to say, ‘they weren't just together, they were together’ The two of them dated for most of highschool and went to many social events together. Isaac would have liked going to the dances, the football games. With his sunglasses and skateboard, he would fit right in.

Mark and Amy's reunion was bittersweet. I read her digital journal, in which she stated how excited she was to see him, but how distraught she was to see him here of all places. Alan would probably go as far as to call her a romantic- she probably imagined their reunion as much nicer, probably involving flowery words and a long-missed smile. I miss their smiles.

I have decided to pass this information and more to Mr. Scheid and Mr. Nestor, who I have been supplying with information since my escape. Meddling aside, the two of them have accumulated much information for themselves, including the idea that Dr. Patrick aided my vessels escape. They're close to having information they could use to bargain themselves out of this prison- if only they knew what Bim was.

The reason I've supplied this information is simply because Tyler reminds me of Alan. How could I let him rot here the two of them are closest to success. Back to the subject of Dr. Patrick. I have found myself caring more and more for the eccentric man, much to my own chagrin. These human emotions I somehow carry are getting in the way of my life of my goals.

I have mistakenly called Dr. Patrick by Oliver my late brothers name multiple times. He reminds me of him. I am considering performing a minor reprogramming on myself in an attempt to purge myself of human emotions. I am wary of doing so due to the high probability that the reprogramming would cause severe damage to my higher reasoning functions. And if I get them back, what would they think of me? I will continue to document similar occurrences in documents akin to this one until my full escape.

if only I was the brave Theseus. If only I had some golden thread. if only I had saved them. if only I was a hero. if only

Additive: Upon informing Mr. Scheid and Mr. Nestor of Dr. Nelsons relations with Mr. Fischbach, they revealed they already knew. How they figured it out by themselves is beyond my reasoning, as Ethan and Tyler seemed to be preoccupied- Tyler with helping food preparation and Ethan with cleaning up after an experiment of sorts. I have no idea whatsoever how Tyler came across this information. But, hell, I'm in a building where the laws of physics- the laws of anything seem to be null and void. I have officially given up the arduous task of attempting to comprehend the oddities and entities in this building, even the normal humans.

Report pertaining the psychological status of --Jack-- Seán McLoughin By: Nathan Sharp

For the past few weeks, Seán has seemed a little on edge. When I asked him what was troubling him, he just told me he was having some computer problems that were a little troubling to him. I have no clue what computer problems could cause him to panic at the mention of the virus on my computer. As a teammate, I'm worried how this would affect Strike Team Nine Tailed Fox’s effectiveness in the field. As a friend, I'm just worried about him. Maybe it's just a small scare, maybe it's something worse- I just want my friend to be alright.

Nathan, The concern you hold for your friend is heartwarming, so is the loyalty for your team. Thank you for supplying us with this information so I can better understand what is troubling Seán. If you hear anything more, please tell me. The wellbeing of my team is a top priority. -Strike Commander Signe Hansen

[complcatedfreak]

in which ethan loves you, no matter what mental state you’re in.

‘alright, bub. i’ll talk to you after the show! i love you’ the text ethan sent ended with a pink heart emoji, and no actual punctuation. that’s how he usually texted, but the lack of an exclamation point, or even a period, sent your head into circles.

your thoughts ranged from “what if he was just in a rush” to “he hates me and hates talking to me and wants to break up”. this is how a lot of your thoughts had been lately. no matter what situation you were in, you were overthinking things.

sure, overthinking wasn’t a new thing that was occurring suddenly. you’d always tended to overthink things, but it had gotten really bad recently. some of your friends had mentioned that it had gotten worse since ethan left for Amsterdam, but you shut that down quick. yes, ethan held your heart. you loved him in a way you’ve ever loved anyone. his smile and warm eyes were able to calm you down, and his hugs and cuddles were the most comforting thing in the world. but you didn’t rely on him like that. people aren’t the solution to mental health problems, as much as you wished he could be.

with a sigh, you locked your phone, and tossed it to the other side of the couch. it was still early, only like 9 something in LA. the nine hour time difference between you and ethan was annoying and inconvenient, but he’d be home soon. this leg of the tour wasn’t that long, and he’d be home in no time.

needing a way to stop these thoughts, you figured scrolling down twitter could be a good way to distract yourself. sure, a lot of time there’s a lot of ugly, political things, but overall the community was very sweet, and were able to act as a pick me up for you.

scrolling down your feed, it seemed like a lot of them missed you. there were memes about where you went, and sweet tweets saying they missed you. it warmed your heart, and you decided you wanted to do something to make up for absent.

‘hey guys! i’ve been gone for a bit, but to make up for it i’m gonna do a younow livestream in 20 minutes! see you soon’ you tweeted, and put your phone. you didn’t want to interact with anyone until the stream, so you had some time to waste.

first thing first, step up everything. first, you grabbed your laptop and a small blanket from your and ethan’s shared bedroom. next, you poured yourself a glass of apple juice, and sat it on the small coffee table in front of the couch. realizing you forgot your laptop charger, you headed back into the bedroom, grabbed it, plugged it in and then sat down. after logging into your laptop and all of your social medias, you made your way to younow. you figured it was best to get this started before you could overthink anything. you pressed go on the livestream, and then tweeted it out, and then gave everyone a couple seconds to file in.

the stream was going relatively well, and then the chat began spamming “where have you been?” and “where were you?” you tried to ignore it, but you knew you couldn’t anymore. “everyone keeps asking where i’ve been,” you began, “and honestly, i’ve been here. i didn’t go anywhere, quite the opposite really. i’ve just felt really,” you stopped for a second, trying to find your words, “anxious? i guess. i don’t know. i just feel like anything i’ve done wasn’t good enough to post. i’ve spent a lot of time laying face down on the floor.” you finished with a chuckle. it wasn’t funny, but it felt weird being open with your audience.

“i’m gonna try to get better. i think i have been, honestly.” you finished. the fans were very nice. a lot of them could relate to what you were saying, and they all understood. there were plenty of comments about how much they love you, and how strong they think you are.

the rest of the stream was lovely. it went longer than you had planned but it was fun, so you weren’t complaining. by the time it ended, ethan had finished his show. unbeknownst to you, fans had begun to tweet what you said to ethan. you weren’t even aware he had been active on twitter, and you certainly weren’t expecting him to blow up your phone with messages of concern and support.

your notifications ranged from tweets from fans, texts from ethan, and even a text from mark. deciding to open ethan’s first, you were shocked.

‘hey bub are you okay?’

‘people were tweeting me stuff and i just wanted to make sure you were okay’

‘i’m always here if you need me, okay?’

‘no matter what time zone i’m in, no matter how far apart we are’

‘you’re my priority’

‘i don’t know if you’re still live’

‘answer me please bub’

‘love bug’

‘you mean so fucking much to me’

‘i hate that you’re upset and i’m so far’

‘when you see these, let me know you’re okay’

‘ill leave you alone now, princess’

‘but i love you and i miss you. please text me’

your heart swelled at the string of messages. you really loved this boy, and he really loved you.

you quickly typed out a reply: ‘hey eth, i’m sorry i didn’t reply. i just got off of the livestream. i love and miss you too, so so so much. i’m good now, i think. thank you for always being there for me.<3’

he replied a lot faster than you thought he would. it was like he had your messages open and was just waiting for you to answer him. his text read: ‘okay, bug. i’m always here for you, okay? no matter what time it is. you’re my priority.’

once again, it felt like your heart was leaping out of your chest. you replied with ‘i know bubba, same goes for you. but you need to rest. sweet dreams, prince. i love you.’

ethan replied with a simple ‘i love you too <3’.

[complcatedfreak]

Masterlist

Harry Styles

+ nerves - in which harry proposes

+ alchemy - in which Harry has a big head and y/n wants him to wear her clothes

+ sunday morning - in which y/n craves a soft love and the two sit on a balcony.

Ethan Nestor (crankgameplays)

*i am no longer writing for ethan.

+ fine - ethan and y/n go head to head in mario kart

+ dating ethan would include - headcanons about dating ethan

+ coming out as bi to ethan - headcanons about coming out to ethan

+ photographer!y/n dating ethan - headcanons about dating ethan and being a photographer

+ pencil marks - after a rough night of drawing, ethan makes y/n’s morning

+ please text me -  in which ethan loves you, no matter what mental state you’re in.

+ so good - in which ethan sings a song, and y/n wants to host a cook out soon.

+ christmas with ethan - in which y/n goes home to maine with ethan for christmas

Calum Hood

+ i just need you - in which you need calum and he gives mediocre hugs

fuckboy!Calum series (on hold)

+ more than a hook up - in which y/n and calum hook up a lot, y/n loves pancakes, and calum has trouble trusting people.

+ all the things i can’t say - in which y/n wants to fuck, they’re both bad with emotions and calum makes a playlist (part two to more than a hook up)

Luke Hemmings

+ rely - in which you always argue and luke is not selfish. heavily based on rely by the wrecks

Peter Parker

soulmate au series

+ i don’t know -  in which peter has a rushed morning and soulmates are real.

+ two thirds match -  in which peter and y/n don’t know who their soulmates are and y/n begins to make friends. part two to i don’t know.

+ we’re soulmates -  in which y/n and peter’s class go to MOMA and they discover a big secret. part three to  i don’t know.

[complcatedfreak]

photographer!reader dating ethan would include

-you love taking photos of him!!!

-his heart SWELLS when you ask him to model for you

-“hey, uh, eth?”

“yeah?”

“can you model for a project?”

“hajshsksozususd OF COURSE”

-mark lets you tag along on tour

-as long as you promise to take bomb photos of him

-your ig feed is so nice, ethan is jealous

-the fandom thinks you’re a Blessing™️ because you always provide GREAT pictures of ethan

-“woah y/n this photo is so good”

“no it’s not! it’s not even edited yet, ethan”

-experimenting with different types of cameras (film,dslr,polaroid, etc)

-“ETHAN I NEED YOUR KEYS”

“WHY”

“I NEED TO GET MY FILM DEVELOPED RIGHT NOW”

“WHY”

“I GOT A GOOD PICTURE OF A DOG”

-he has given you like a whole wall in his apartment for you to hang photos you’re proud of on

-if you tweet your photos, he 100% retweets all of them

-“i don’t actually look good in this photo it’s just y/n’s photography”

-a lot of his instagram and twitter captions become “look at this photo @yourusername took of me!!”

-like. every. single. one.

-it’s the only reason he has your twitter notifications on

-photo albums of you two are made by fans, using a lot of your photos

-he probably makes one too

-he slowly begins taking photos of you, and uses stuff you’ve taught him while taking them

-he turned the grid on for his phone camera so he can follow the rule of thirds

-your lock screens match because they’re from an at home photo shoot you guys had one night at like 4 am

[thirdhostage]

Dating Ethan Might Include

(( gif not mine ))

DATING THIS COLOUR MIGHT INCLUDE:

yelling

always

empty insults

always

empty threats as well

“I will put toothpaste in your fucking pizza.”

yelling at Tyler when he picks on you

“TYLER BUZZ OFF”

“NO DON’T SIDE WITH HIM!”

teaming up on Ethan

cute protective Ethan

always

arm around you somewhere

proud af of you

gaming together

you watching him game

just to fuck with him

because you know it distracts him

he just keeps giggling

“I’mmmm Ethan, and I’m still going through puberty.”

“I’mmmm Ethan, and I don’t pass off as twenty.”

with the whole gang, that’s how you taunt him

tbh you all do it to each other regardless

will take every chance to kiss your face

even if he dies trying

cuddling is hard fam

he’s so squirmy and giggly wtf

“Go stand over there for a sec...”

“No, fuck you.”

hugs always accepted

“SQUARE UP”

cute nicknames from inside jokes

violent nicknames from inside jokes

using Mark to pull intense pranks on him

(A/n): heyyyy hey heyy I’mmmmm august and I want to die

I’mmmmm august and I procrastinate too much

I’mmmmmmmm august and I might post a story later tonight

[thirdhostage]

Friendship with Mark, Ethan and Tyler might include

(( gif not mine - sPOON ))

(A/n): Guys I haven’t written anything Marvel in sixteen and half centuries

FRIENDSHIP WOULD INCLUDE;

Dick jokes

right off the bat

SPOON

editing for them

filming for them

talking for them

acting for them

literally being their bitch and complaining about it

Amy, Kathryn and yourself have an alliance

Literal girl squad goals

all six of you living together

you, Tyler and Ethan jokingly say “Eww!” whenever Amy and Mark doing something cute

collectively shipping Amyplier anyway

Tyler protective brother

Mark protective brother

Ethan the one you fuck shit up with

all the time

you two are a pair of satanic children

you once had a boyfriend

he was a prick

and then he disappeared

constantly calling them cute

them teasing you a lot

singing with Mark all the time

sharing a bathroom

civil war begins every morning

having Tyler be the one to listen to your obsessive rants

TEAM PRANK WARS

Tyler reaching stuff for you

empty insults

24/7

“Mark, does dwarfism run in your gene pool?”

“I hope Edward Scissor Hands fists you, asshole.”

Ethan is such a puppy

You defending Ethan when Mark and Tyler pick on him

Kathryn and you judging them hard while filming

mom Tyler

Mark babying the fuck out of you when you get hurt

Them letting you win arm wrestles

Four way play-wrestling

“Fight me”

Team purple shirts

shipping Tythan

not being camera shy

honest respectful conversations

sometimes you will all share a room and have a sleepover

teaming up on Mark during tickle fights

random tackle hugs

“Who the fuck ate my leftovers?”