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applexrps · 2 years ago
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Looking for RPs
I don't normally rp on Tumblr, I'm over on Discord. I like to rp different things, some of which I'll have listed below, but feel free to reach out if there isn't something listed. I have too many interests to list. Also, when I reach a specific number of rps per fandom, I will update the list and strike out anything I've hit that limit for. Thanks!
I'm primarily looking for the following in an rp/rp partner:
19+ Years Old, NO MINORS!
Lit, Semi-Lit style with the occasional Script
No OCs preferred, Canon x Canon only!
SFW, NSFW, and ERP
I have no triggers at this time to list, but I will update if it changes
AUs Welcome
My fandoms of interest are, but not limited to:
BNHA
Haikyu!!
YURI!!! on ICE
SK8 the Infinity
Genshin Impact
Harry Potter, Golden Trio & Marauders Era
The Ancient Magus Bride
BBC Sherlock
Teen Wolf
Star Trek
TID/TMI series
The Creature Cafe series
The Darkest Powers series
Love is an Illusion!
My Happy Marriage
If you're interested in rping, please feel free to message me here or on Discord! My Discord tag is apple.9396 and I'll reply as soon as I can.
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Your Moment
So a mechanic I'm toying with right now is the Your Moment mechanic. I've had the idea for this mechanic since the very beginning of development but I'm thinking of changing it up a bit.
Originally, it was pretty simple. Once per campaign or story arc (depending on the GM or table's preference) you can choose to succeed on something in the best possible way. Fate itself changes to make this outcome possible. For example, if you choose Your Moment to be attacking a nemesis, you can kill them even if they have more health than you can deal in one hit. Alternatively, you can revive a dead ally even if you don't have the proper spells or convince a monarch to change allegiances in a war.
It's a very powerful mechanic that allows the character/player to permanently change the trajectory of the story in the most favorable - if unpredictable - way.
My new version of this mechanic involves something called your Core which is represented by Love, Hate, Hope, and Faith. When you create your character, choose one of the 4 to be your Core. This influences how you rp your character. However, your Core is not immutable and it may change when you take Your Moment, same as above. Depending on the circumstances of Your Moment, your Core will change appropriately. If you kill a nemesis, your Core may change to Hate. If you rally allies during a darkest hour, your Core may change to Hope. etc. etc. Your character will be permanently changed by this moment from then on. However, the methods of gaining Your Moment are different.
In Tales from the Aether, there are Fate Die and Inspiration Surges that you unlock by failing. Fate Die are dice that you add to D20 checks and you gain one every 5 failed non combat rolls (you always start session with 1). Inspiration surges are surges of magical or martial prowess that can turn a losing battle into a win. You gain an Inspiration surge every 10 failed combat rolls.
You gain Your Moment when you use 10 Fate Dice/Inspiration Surges. Based on play testing, this would mean roughly every 3-6 sessions depending on your luck (worse luck is better). In theory, this means you'd probably get one towards the climax of a short campaign or arc - which is the perfect time for a character to have a climactic moment that defines their character. There would be places to keep track of this on your character sheet.
My main concern is that this is just too many things to remember/keep track of. Fate Die and Inspiration Surges are separated by in and out of combat usage but Your Moment can have progress towards unlocking it during any stage of the game.
I am not yet at the stage of play testing where we are running full campaigns (Soon hopefully soon) so I don't have a full grasp of whether or not this is actually too unwieldy or if its just my doubts creeping in. What are your thoughts?
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centaurianthropology · 2 years ago
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Why C3E51 worked so well (a DM’s perspective)
I have seen a lot of absolutely bananas critiques of C3E51 (thankfully not nearly as many around here, far more on Reddit, which I should not have visited).   And the ongoing theme of those critiques is that Matt should not have imperiled former PCs, and if he brought them in should have either done lengthy side-bars with those characters or let them win the fight against Ludinis and have a chance to take him out themselves, since they’re ‘god tier’ or ‘high level’ and that makes ‘logical sense’.  What these critiques really boil down to, IMO, are people who were really invested in the former campaigns upset that their faves didn’t get to do cool things, treating it more like a TV show than a game.  But even as a TV show, that would have been disappointing from a narrative perspective.  Because even in a TV show, this is a sequel spin-off show, starring new characters.  The story is about THEM.  And more importantly, the game is about the players and about telling their story.
So let’s break this down from a DM perspective.  How do you build a Kobiashi Maru situation for your characters?  For those of you who aren’t familiar, the Kobiashi Maru is a Star Trek term for a scenario designed from the jump to be unwinnable (Kirk beat it by creativity, but later admitted that he missed the point of it).  In Star Trek this was done to test what a future officer would do if faced with certain failure.  In a D&D game it’s a little more complicated.  Part of it is to set up the BBEG, put their plan in motion, and set the stage for the next leg of the game.  But it’s also to give your players, who are clearly into it, a darkest-hour scenario.  Not every player group is going to be into facing down the Kobiashi Maru, and it’s clear from the aforementioned critiques that a lot of them are on Reddit.  Power-gamers who always want to win are not going to enjoy this sort of storytelling, but players who are really into RP and working through difficult times and failures will eat this stuff up.  And this is absolutely the sort of table playing on Critical Role.  There is a level of trust there that can only be built after years of working together, and this was finally the moment when Matt could pay off years of planning and campaign-spanning set-up.
Matt carefully plotted the structure of this episode out to give maximum agency and impact to a party of dramatically under-leveled characters.  And they knew going in they were under-leveled.  This wasn’t a surprise, but a potential suicide run by people who knew they weren’t the heroes they needed to be, but were the only heroes in the right place at the right time to try anything.  So they came up with as good a plan as they could, and executed it fairly well, all things considered.  
They knew they couldn’t take on Ludinus directly (and this was a great way to demonstrate exactly how much he had planned and how long, to bring in elements from C2, hints we’ve had for years about Ludinis, only to reveal it went deeper than any of the characters could have imagined), so Matt gave them some winnable objectives.  This is a great way to keep the characters invested in an unwinnable scenario: the ultimate outcome may be beyond the characters, barring some insane genius or incredible rolls, but they can still help.  They can do something that will have a tangible impact on events and hinder the baddies enough to give them another chance at a rematch and a way to stop the apocalypse when they’re higher level.  So Matt gave them the batteries: take out as many as you can.  While this would not stop the ritual, I suspect that the more they took out the more Ludinis would have to drain his own power to make the key work, and the longer the process would take.  Knocking out the feywild key, as well as multiple power sources turned what would have been an instantaneous event if they had done nothing into a more drawn-out affair which, I suspect, could be stopped or even reversed.  It gave them a window to come back and demand a rematch.
Then we have the high-level PC allies, and how to play with those sorts of characters without pulling focus from the PCs.  Matt handled this very well, by having the players roll for their former PCs, taking the specifics of their actions out of his hands and letting the dice of the former players decide.  He also revealed that Keyleth’s involvement, and baiting Vax with Otohan’s permadeath poison, was key to Ludinis’ ritual, which was why she couldn’t just dive in and clean everything up.  But again, because of this story, it ties less back to Keyleth and more back to Orym.  That was the point of the attack on Zephrah, to get her attention by getting her to look into who did it and then coming to get some payback, but the little guy on the ground has always been caught in the middle.  Orym has been Ludinis’ unwitting pawn from the off, his family’s deaths merely a means to an end, and that is vicious and amazing set-up for character growth for him.  
Beau and Caleb had to be there by the logic of the story.  It didn’t make sense that Caleb would sit out a world-ending event orchestrated by a Cerberus Assembly member after spending years trying to take them down.  Beau would obviously go with him.  It also made sense that they would be the only two there, because they were scouting when Ryn got taken down, and after that were trying to keep a low profile.  Shit accelerated too fast for them to call in reinforcements.
Which is the in-story reason for them to be there, but isolated and vulnerable, making them useful allies and wildcards (who likely could have been more useful if ultimately failing as well, but failed early thanks to Liam and Marisha’s rolls).  But they were still outmatched.  I have no idea what the challenge rating of Otohan, Leliana, and Ludinis are, but we know Otohan was considered ‘beatable’ back in Bassuras.  That indicates she’s the lowest CR, particularly with the glowing weak-spot on her back.  But she can still wreck a level-20 PC if she gets the jump on her, which she did.  And that meant that she remained a massive threat.  Caleb and Beau were playing it smart, keeping to the shadows, but still got caught by Leliana.  Between dice rolls, careful planning, and some great enemy design, Matt really set up a team that could take on high-level players and win.  And he made it clear that Ludinis did not leave this to chance.  He has the best people he could muster after 1000 years of planning.  Nothing short of a miracle could have truly stopped them.
Which is why we cut back to Bells Hells.  Because ultimately this particular story isn’t about Keyleth or Vax or Caleb or Beau or any other former PCs.  This is about the current party being caught up in events much larger than them and having to rise to the occasion.  This is the story of the schmucks sent in to take out the batteries, but who have personal beef with the big bads.  Ludinis orchestrated the plan to attack Zephrah to bait Keyleth and draw out Vax, and Otohan carried it out.  And he used Orym as a pawn throughout all of it.  This makes taking them down, but especially taking Otohan down, the cornerstone of Orym’s personal quest.  Letting an NPC take her down would be taking away a critical part of his motivation and goals, which is an absolute no-no for a DM.  NEVER bring in a god-tier NPC and take away player agency or story beats.  Especially never have them resolve important player goals and backstory events!  Every NPC, even the powerful ones, are there to support the story the players are telling.  So of course Keyleth wasn’t going to take out Otohan.  Of course she wasn’t going to stop the ritual.  Beau and Caleb might have been able to do something more if Liam and Marisha hadn’t rolled so badly for them, but ultimately, they had to get caught or fail in another way.  
For the sake of gameplay, Bell’s Hells had to be the only functional team.  They had to be the ants that were beneath Ludinis’ notice long enough to really accomplish something.  And as much as it feels like they failed, they had minor victories: Laudna and Ashton took out more batteries, making Ludinis drain his own power to kick off the apocalypse.  They only failed to take out Otohan’s backpack by 2 HP, which showed them that she was an achievable goal in the future.  If they had rolled a little better, they probably could have taken her out entirely, which would have felt like a big accomplishment for them.  Imogen made her mother pause in her assault before doubling down.  This leaves open very interesting future beats for their interactions.  Can she ultimately redeem her mother or would she have to take her out?  Every step that Matt set up in this episode, from the reveals about Ludinis’ plans and Orym’s past, to Imogen’s interactions with her mother, to Chetney and likely Ashton finding themselves staring down their own backstories after the party split, was focused on this party, on getting them ready to step out of low-level play and advance.
And that’s the point of E51.  It’s not a climax of the story, but the ultimate set-up.  It’s putting all the pieces onto the board in a way that all the characters can now recognize.  Yes, unless the players came up with something genius, the apocalypse was going to kick off, but their actions slowed everything down to a place where it could be combatted.  Yes, the god-tier former PCs were always going to get neutered, because this is Bells Hells’ story, and you cannot have NPCs fix PC problems.  They might have been able to do a little more before this happened, but the dice rolled.
And it’s honestly good for the PCs how things turned out.  They have a clear objective, but are split up.  This gives them great incentive to level up, explore character backstory, deal with their personal shit, get stronger, and then come back to kick the asses of all three of these villains (or possibly redeem one, we’ll see).  Their powerful allies are now temporarily side-lined.  Keyleth is badly hurt and will need time to recover.  Caleb is collared and will need time to get that removed.  Beau is likely up and moving now, but will need to safeguard Caleb for a while.
The Bells Hells are on their own.  The Darkest Hour has come, and it’s time for them to rise up and go from nobodies to heroes.  This is their true call to adventure.  And as a DM, it was so cool seeing how Matt set up all the pieces over the campaign, only to pay them out in such a satisfying and motivating way in this episode.
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harmonyloveangels1990 · 1 year ago
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Closed RP w/@darkest-and-deepest-desires
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Alicia Arcturus, the princess knight of Iris is seen with her cousin, Prim. Another princess, who she swore to protect. The evil Vult and his forces were pushing through and were looking to conquer their land. Alicia was informed a man would arrive to assist them. In exchange, for...the bodies of the princesses.
Alicia didn't like this, but she knew from the stories she heard about your muse she had to do this. Unaware Prim made the same deal too, without her cousin knowing about it. Alicia sends her cousin away, when she heard the man has arrived. She waits in her chamber as she sees the door open.
"You must be the one I heard so much about. The one who's power has stopped wars and has defeated countless monsters. Even men who possess dark demonic powers," said Alicia as she had her arms behind her back. "I am Alicia Arceturus, Princess Knight of Iris and I am here to agree to the terms of your agreement. Provided you honor your end too."
@darkest-and-deepest-desires
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box0pals · 12 days ago
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Betilla, the Storyteller.
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Fandom: Rayman. Age Rating: Family-friendly to Teen with optionally mature themes! Though depending on your character? I'm going to outright just do more mature themes since Rayman can get fairly dark. Themes: Adventure, Fight Rp, Narrator, Comedic, Slice of Life, Character Growth, Blood, Death, and possibly gore depending. Triggers: Themes of slavery mentioned or beings enslaved by pirates to rescue for the darkest themes to Rayman. Though aren't needed but just in case that really bothers you when looking up the game. Portrayal: Heavily Fanon Expanded combining the reboot Betilla and original first game Betilla. The character is a mirror to the character in question depending on how 'good' 'bad' or somewhere in the middle someone is. They tell someone's story from the start to end and the hurdles they have to surpass. Summary: -Narrator and Story-Teller of your character. -Offers mock video-game mechanics such as extra lives, power-ups to new abilities and grows and changes based on your character's growth. Getting even an ultimate ability and will fight more and more alongside them the stronger/more they advance. -Offers a wish or tragic end or a fate befitting of a villain at the end of a story. -Is extremely torturous of villains and takes more of a direct control of a truly sadistic and heinous person as a warning. -Is fun, cryptic, sweet and can be imposing depending, but mostly has flexible interactions, along with furthering the narrative and story of the character in question. -He's easily shipped or a mom/dad figure.
>Full Bios Link Here<
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keenie-bopper · 2 months ago
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Roleplayer name: BarBee
Roleplayer pronouns: She/Her
Muse name(s): Keenie from Helluva Boss
Preferred communication: Tumblr DM's for Roleplay Planning & Discords DM's for Casual Conversations
Experience: This is my first year roleplaying! I used to roleplay on MMO's, but I have never roleplayed in forums or blogs prior to writing for Keenie-Bopper.
Preferred roleplay type: Paragraph RP w/ Muse Icons & Light Writing/ Single Line for Dash Commentary.
Pet peeves & dealbreakers: Muses that overpower other characters for the sake of showing off: When I joined the community, I purposely nerfed Keenie's powers. (She can't fly or summon her crossbow.) She relies on her dialogue and her friends for defense. But on a few occasions, writers with strong characters have overpowered her without any prior conflict. Speak with me before attacking.
Best time to write: After breakfast! This gives me time to collect my thoughts and caffeinate before tackling my drafts.
Are you like your muse? Yes, one year ago two of my closest colleagues and I were laid off from our jobs. Prior to meeting Asmodeus, Keenie's goal was to work towards redemption. My goal was to find a new job. (Please do not acknowledge my career in the comments.)
Tagged By: @the-delightful-temptation
Tagging: @prin-rose , @themosthatedbeingg , @alteregozowie , @cast-you-dxwn , @the-darkest-radio
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f4y3w00d5 · 4 months ago
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I do not know any of your rp blogs though-
I SHALL GIVE YOU A ✨L I S T✨
-This one, my main OC Faye. Shapeshifter succubus faerie thing. very insane
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Thats both versions of her cos shes sometimes a boy, you can also get Bunny, Bunnys a human except he was brought back from the dead. Childhood friend of Fayes, lost the picture i made of him also this guy i call Him hes stuck in Fayes head lol
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he likes masquerades
-@benthewraith basically cult sacrifice, he became sorta like. entity of the internet, now has all info in the internet goin through his head at all times, holds a lot of fayes power from her
-@th3-r3l1ct4 basically uh. sorta sacrifices from a cult turned into mercenaries and they wear masks and Faye and Ben are like deputies that run them under code names. Main ones are Bunny (11 yrs old), Crow and Zachary/Shadow (gay couple killed by cult for uh. Gay) and Cieran (anything he writes comes true!!! Also Purple Haze we love Purple Haze- lost the picrew again :< (but theyre aroace, agender, and probably autistic cos i am autism :333)
-@the-darkest-carnival The Ringmaster is Fayes big brother, Death. The Tickettaker was a human, warped beyond repair. Then theres this witch lady who does magic. Then this boy who i forgot the name of whos one of the victims (he can never escape)
-@little-cow-girl-all-alone Tethys, escaped from the Young industries (roleplay i used to do with @curdled-blood and a few others on discord), shes a tiny 6 yr old cow-girl with abandonment issues. I also use it for Harley (mute ghost of an 11 yr old girl), Jacob (19 yr old wraith), and somtimes Alyce and Haydyn (eh i cant bother looking for picrews but i have them, ask if you want)
-@traumatisedchildren Lucy, Nate-Michaels, Auburn and Lila. Group of kids. also Young Industries escapees.
-@twixie-the-catboy ye hes just a catboy
-@willow-and-co Willow (rabbitgirl), Asher (her husband, demon) Atticus (Ashers half brother, human), Kaitlyn, clairvoyant and blind kid. Atlas, killer kid. Alex, an angel boy. Ghostie, like Harley shes mute. the last two are friends with Kaitly and Atlas (who are Willow and Ashers kids)
-@child-of-pain hahah. embodiment of pain and blood and misery and a demon that torments me Faye
-@the-crazy-clown idk hes magic and a clown?
-@amos-the-vampire hes sweet, but hes a vampire. I like him
@a-murder-of-ghosts group of murdered ghosts tormenting their killer
@pretty---thing half human half faerie, hates humans cos ✨T R A G I C B A C K S T O R Y✨ (SOMEONE READ THE STORY I MADE FOR HER AND NOW I HAVE TO BRING HER DEAD BOYFRIEND BACK AAAAAAAAAAA)
-@shadow-bbq uh. this ones a bit hard to explain but it has an intro post
-@aleksander-and-archie Fayes ex (?) (Aleksander) who controls time and his....formerly human slave
most of these have intro posts and roleplays to get the feeling of how they act! Some havent been used in a while lol
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rphelperblog · 2 years ago
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Stalking Jack the ripper book quote rp meme
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book series by Kerri Maniscalco - feel free to change or edit change pronouns for rp purposes
“Roses have both petals and thorns, my dark flower. You needn’t believe something weak because it appears delicate. Show the world your bravery.”
“I think you’ve broken one of my ribs. Was that really necessary? Next time you tackle me, be sure it’s in one of our bedchambers.”
“Everyone deserved to live freely and in honor of themselves. A basic right should not be a luxury.”
“She’s the muscle. I’m clearly the charm.”
“Curiosity was a disease that plagued me, and I'd yet to find a cure.”
“Hearts were beautifully fierce yet fragile things.”
“One fact was slowly taking shape: I was in jeopardy of admiring him against my better judgment.”
“If you can dream without limits, you can soar to great heights. Let the magic of your imagination set you free.”
“No matter how much death and horror existed, there were still things of beauty left to find.”
“You’re both so intelligent in matters involving the mind, but the heart? It’s as if beings from other galaxies are puzzling out fried potatoes.”
“Sometimes you need to stand out in order to blend in.”
“Life was beautiful even during the darkest hours.”
“Mistakes were a learning experience, not the end of the universe.”
“Monsters were supposed to be scary and ugly. They weren't supposed to hide behind friendly smiles and well-trimmed hair.”
“What is a man's soul made of that a woman's is not?”
“Diamonds were everything I hoped to be; beautiful, yet containing unimaginable strength.”
“The world is neither kind nor is it cruel. It simply exists. We have the ability to view it however we choose.”
“Our hearts are curious things. So sentimental and easily misguided. Pull the right strings or snap the correct cords, and poof!”
“Most stories are too good to be true. That's what makes them enchanting.”
“Magic is science. It’s simply a fancier term for showing people the impossible is attainable.”
“Let's play act a murder,”
“I’d like to see you carry on with a corset digging its bones into your rib cage, and manage a skirt still covering most of your breeches and whipping around your thighs in this wind.”
“Always foster and grow that unquenchable curiosity of yours."
“Perhaps you should comment on the excellent cut of my suit. I look rather handsome today as well. Don’t you think?”
“Pretend I am as capable as a man? Please, sir, do not value me so little!”
“Passion and annoyance were fire, and fire was alive and crackling with power.”
“I wondered how I could appear so whole and serene on the outside when inside I was thrashing with turbulence.”
“Do not turn your back on a love that could jump the barrier between life and death.”
How exceptionally wonderful for him. I wished them both a lifetime of misery with ill-mannered children. I swallowed my annoyance down and plastered on a smile. “
“Pretending a monster wasn't there didn't make it go away. It only made one vulnerable to its attack.”
“Let’s have some wine and dance inappropriately. You’ve already dressed the part for me—let’s take advantage.”
“For there are no limits to the stars; their numbers are infinite. Which is precisely why I measure my love for you by them. An amount too boundless to count.”
“Love strangles intelligence, even in the best of us.”
“Humans were the true monsters and villains, more real than any novel or fantasy could invent.”
“Monsters were in the eye of the beholder. And no one wanted to discover their hero was the true villain of the story.”
“I refuse to believe you've misinterpreted my affections. I am wholly in love with you. And it is permanent.”
“Monsters are only as real as the stories that grant them life. And they only live for as long as we tell those tales.”
“You are yours to give.”
“I’ve already fallen hard. Perhaps you should have warned me sooner.”
Most people ignore what’s right before their eyes. They believe they see, but oftentimes only view what they want
“Those who deserve respect are given it freely. If one must demand such a thing, he'll never truly command it.”
“There’s nothing better than a little danger dashed with some romance.”
“Fear is a hungry beast. The more you feed it, the more it grows.”
“I love you... More than all the stars in the universe. In this life and ever after. I love you.”
“Wield your assets like a blade. No man has invented a corset for our brains. Let them think they rule the world. It’s a queen who sits on that throne. Never forget that.”
“The dead speak to those who listen. Be quieter than even them.”
“Some ghosts should remain good and buried,”
“Seeing the truth was never easy, especially when it revealed those closest to us could be monsters hidden in plain sight.”
“People were always providing in death what they would not do in life, it seemed.”
“Someone screamed; perhaps it was me. Though it would have made me happier if it were him.”
“Death was not prejudiced by mortal things such as station or gender. It came for kings and queens and prostitutes alike, often leaving the living with regrets.”
So there will be no children or any beautiful paradise in our future. Most of the time I cannot even tolerate his presence. His arrogance is… I don’t know. Annoying.”
Your association with me is growing more beneficial by the hour. Your intelligence is quite… attractive,”
“Sit here and I’ll rock you gently until you or I or both fall asleep.”
“Why don’t you talk to me about what’s really troubling you? What emotional dilemma needs sorting out?”
No man has invented a corset for our brains. Let them think they rule the world. It’s a queen who sits on that throne. Never forget that. There’s no reason you can’t wear a simple frock to work, then don the finest gown and dance the night away. But only if it pleases you.”
“I needed no man to empower me. I had my father to thank for that much; his absence in most everyday things had prepared me well enough to stand on my own.”
“Whenever I scared him, he turned into some foreign person. One who was both frightening and frightened at once.”
“One needn’t be strong in only physical matters—a strong mind and will were fierce to behold as well. “
“Most people ignore what's right before their eyes. They believe they see, but oftentimes only view what they want.”
“If you wish to go, I’ll never make you stay. I might not do and say the proper thing all the time, but I do know that I love you enough to set you free.”
“We women could be called creatures, if only the men who said such careless words accepted our claws were fearsome things when we decided to scratch.”
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an-active-rabbit · 2 months ago
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// Okay, I'm scared and things are going to get bad for my family once stuff starts changing for the worst, but I will continue my blogs even if they become illegal. I will persist, and my content will still be here for those that need it in the coming darkest time. To me, this is not political. This is a threat to the human rights of every minority group, and the election was the point of no return. I will fight, and let my muses be a source of joy for us who fear for our lives.
// Addendum: I, mod Sunny, am an asexual non-binary AFAB person who is neurodivergent. I am a survivor of an early childhood full of bullying, physical abuse, and emotional abuse. I am an atheist who opposes all religious cults who grew up religious until it was used to hurt me.
// To the one soon to be in power and his cult followers, I am a walking incubator who can't understand adult things. A poor little girl with autism who was led astray by 'transgenderism' and just needs to find the right man to 'fix' my asexuality before 'my clock runs out.'
// Those who get to know me can see that this is a lie. Ever since I was young, I did not experience gender the same way others did. I liked to dress in cute, feminine outfits, but I was a tomboy by nature. I was a voracious reader by the time I was 4 and I loved solving puzzles on websites I don't remember the URLs for. I never went to pre-school since I lesrned to read, my reading comprehension surpassing that of my peers easily.
// After many years, I met my best friend and we bonded over our favorite fandom. My love for RP started with him, and our friendship has never wavered even when their 'friends' tried to turn me against him, isolated them from me, and then he moved after graduating high school.
// When they came out to me when I was 16, I realized that I could question my gender and sexuality too. I was not 'led astray' by him, they just opened my eyes to the possibility. I researched, learning about so many amazing things. I identified strongly with asexuality, and still do to this day. I then began to question my experience with gender, and realized that it was a fluid thing. I found labels that described my gender, and over the last 4 years have simplified my label to non-binary for convenience.
// My family, while not understanding it, have shown that they care enough to accomodate me. My dad began wearing nail polish and skirts, and my grandmother has bought binders for me with the knowledge that they improve my mental health by reducing gender dysphoria.
// My family, who do not believe that Project 2025 will be implemented, have unknowingly screwed themselves over and supported a man who plans to take actions that will make it very hard for my youngest brother who needs a variety of medications to regulate the 'seizure cycle' caused by a genetic mutation. My other brother, who has fallen down the right-wing pipeline due to his struggles as a neurodivergent white cis man, is too indoctrinated to see clearly. Out of all my family, despite them being the ones who taught me to think critically, I was the only one who voted against the death of people like us.
// If the ones in power had their way, I'd either be gone now or scared to the point of conformity. I am scared indeed, terrified even, but I will never conform to their expectations as long as I am alive. They can take away my right to express myself as I am, but they will never kill the resolve that kept me going as a child. Never let them take away your will to survive, and whatever drives it. Live, so they see that we will not give in.
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lizkeen · 1 year ago
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RP starters from the novels ( One to four ) of the Celestialverse.
I was create to wage carnage.
That speech was so inspiring, I almost developed half a moral.
Why do you not show me how much trouble you can put up before you realise who I am.
I wish I had slaughtered you instead.
Have you added blasphemy to your crimes now?
You wanted a soldier, I wanted a father. Consider us both disappointed.
Nobody in their right mind would crown a mad boy king.
When you left me to die, he offered me an opportunity.
When I looked death in the eye, I realised I never wanted to die. I just wanted to stop living the way I did, in pain and torment. If that makes me the villain, fine.
I do not let people get close.
He killed you, lied to you for centuries and suddenly I am the villain?
Do not roughen him up, we need him capable.
The darkest ones do not stop at morals.
You sound like a mortal. It is disgusting.
Your father would have handled this differently.
You truly have made yourself a monster.
Try and fire at me. Go ahead, call for your patrons.
You are my patron.
Remove your hood.
I have been nothing but hospitable and you kick my efforts with your feet.
Touch her again and I will break your bones one at a time.
Meet your maker.
My actions are barely comparable to yours.
It will catch up to him when he expects it the least.
Neither of you can fool the court.
He is a boy, he is terrified.
He is in no danger.
I am the danger.
I am what everbody fears.
War is upon us.
Fear speaks to the innermost of a person.
You should see yourself.
They fear you for your mind.
We are not going to kill the king.
You are the fucking royalty.
You can not tame a dragon.
I do not think that your decision was right.
Just as easily as I have given you life, I can take it away.
Do not make me kill you in front of them.
Ruthlessness is a learnt emotion.
If you stop him, he will wage war against you.
They fear the powerful.
Take off your armor.
Paint me the monster to ease your darkness.
I would always be merciless on them.
I will not be your weapon.
Come forth and kneel.
Look at me!
You led him to slaughter.
If anyone dares to stand against me, death awaits them.
Kneel!
Let them see what you are capable of.
At least I do not let me pride get ahead of me.
Have you never realised that all I ever wanted was your approval?
If you lay a single hand on her, I will mutilate you so bad you wish you were dead.
Careful never got me anywhere.
I will take all that is his.
You can not beat me.
Maul her, chase her, kill her.
You can defend yourself so do it.
You look dreadful.
You were supposed to stop me.
I am not your conscience.
You are the queen/king/monarch of ashes.
Time does not matter. The body count does.
Spare me your wisdoms.
You can not win against me.
I am eternal.
Do I have your attention now?
Always turning stomachs , aren't you?
You are only alive for my amusement.
Death would not suit me.
Careful with your tone.
Do not play with your food.
Since when do you care for fairness?
Let's demonstrate what you do to the ones who betray you.
I do not care about the saints.
You are a spoilsport, you know that?
I like you unhinged.
Stop apologizing like a child and take responsibility for your actions.
The saint will kill you.
Make me.
You are nothing. Nobody.
Kill them or I will.
You are not my god.
All power to you. And may you choke on it.
Do you want to be hunted?
God is dead.
You want to pray to him? Pray to me instead.
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applexrps · 1 year ago
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Looking for RPs
I rp over on Discord. I like to rp different things, some of which I'll have listed below, but feel free to reach out if there isn't something listed. I have too many interests to list.
I'm primarily looking for the following in an rp/rp partner:
20+ Years Old, NO MINORS!
Lit, Semi-Lit style with the occasional Script
No OCs preferred, Canon x Canon only!
SFW, NSFW, and ERP
I have no triggers at this time to list, but I will update if it changes
AUs Welcome
Here is a list of my current rp interests and who I rp as that come to mind, bold is most desired:
BNHA (Bakugou, Denki, Deku, Shouto, Ochaco, Toga, Rumi, Camie)
Haikyu!! (Oikawa, Hinata)
Harry Potter, Golden Trio & Marauders Era (GT: Harry, Draco, Hermione, Luna || M: Pandora, Alice, Narcissa, Lucius)
The Ancient Magus Bride (Chise)
Teen Wolf (Stiles)
The Creature Cafe series (Flexible)
The Darkest Powers series (Chloe)
Love is an Illusion! (Hye-sung)
My Happy Marriage (Miyo)
The Graceling (Katsa)
Hazbin Hotel (Alastor, Cherri Bomb)
Helluva Boss (Verosika, Stolas)
If you're interested in rping, please feel free to message me here or on Discord! My Discord tag is apple.dapple, I'll reply as soon as I can.
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d80protocolpromo · 1 year ago
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After the rise in power with certain corporations, Earth had come close to becoming a dystopian wasteland. But during a moment of cautious reprieve, disaster hit with the appearance of mysterious objects in this dimension. Many were affected by it. Homes were destroyed. Lives were lost. And people were changed. Some became blessed with the essence of a deity. Others were cursed by it and became corrupted creatures beyond recognition. Many years have passed, and Night City has recovered once more as those in power have begun to harness the potential these structures offer and embrace these new adjustments. And if the fleeting years have taught us anything, it is to use everything at your disposal to your advantage. No matter who you are.
Now, a new small band of heroes has harnessed these gifts to give hope in our darkest times. But so have the opposing forces. 
What will YOU do in the City of Dreams?
D80 PROTOCOL WILL BE A NARRATIVE DRIVEN MxM DISCORD RP WITH ADDED TTRPG ELEMENTS. SET IN NIGHT CITY, CHARACTERS ARE BLESSED WITH POWERS GRANTED BY MYTHOLOGICAL DEITIES AFTER A SUPERNATURAL EVENT. WHAT THEY DO WITH THEIR GIFTS IS UP TO THEM. BECOME A LEGEND OR DIE TRYING.
So many people are joining the server and applying for the group !! We're close in having the group officially !! The server goes more in depth about the world's lore if you are not familiar to it. Check it out and get your creative muse going !!
JOIN THE DISCORD SERVER THROUGH HERE
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cloudyyoungjaes · 1 year ago
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I have no clue what despairing vacation is about- but I saw you reblogged that one post again and I'd love to hear about it! And why you made the decisions you did! 🥰
Rubs hands together oh boy.
(Mentions of cannibalism and decapitation)
So despairing vacation (DV) was a multi fandom roleplay group that was based on danganronpa. So basically a killing game rp. We ended our last iteration like two-ish weeks ago? Around that time with Despairing Vacation 4.
I joined in Despairing Vacation 1.5, which in the timeline it took place in between the first game and second lmao (though it took place after 2 happened in reality). I brought in Ahn because at the time my ass was obsessed with He is Psychometric and I love Ahn like a son. So naturally I chucked him in there and he got scars around his right wrist and more trauma than he had before the game started. I also uhhh fucked up his canon beyond recognition lol. (I’ll probably post his carrd here later—). Out of the three muses I have played in DV, he’s the only survivor. Because of this he can’t wear bracelets anymore lol. He still has his psychometric powers but it comes at a greater cost for him. He’s also the only kdrama character in despairing vacation lol.
For Sento…I was pretty obsessed with Kamen Rider Build and I related hard to Sento in terms of some of his underlying issues so I played him! I think originally I was going to play Gaon devil judge, Peter Stone law and order, Kiriya exaid, or taiga ex aid but I like Sento :). As to why he died: he was pulled for culprit so the people just scrambled to do smth and it was around the time that he returned to his original identity of Takumi. Sento (as Takumi) killed Shadow the Hedgehog by biting his neck off and as a result Sento (takumi) got executed. Sento basically had to pay for Takumi’s crimes (I’ll link his execution here lmao. Maybe). He a ghost now living in an Eyecon that takeru gave him lol. I miss him :(. I Also fucked up his canon by making the amnesia permanent. I’ll probably post the link to his execution. Maybe. Fun fact: I wrote it during the trial jfnsksnsjsnoasmks
As for Nitoh…I was still torn about who to bring; I think this time I was tempted to bring Gaon (again), Shen Wei, Tokatti toqger, Noel lupat…and then I said to Jason ( @/gameraramen) ‘hey wouldn’t it be funny if I brought in Nitoh wizard and tossed him in as victim?’ Because in Despairing Vacation he and Haruto are married and I thought ‘hey wouldn’t it be funny—‘. The decapitation was gale’s (@/galeforcewings (I think that’s gale’s tumblr)) idea because he wanted decap meanwhile the cannibalism was gonna be there because Jason’s character Chidori persona 3 has kamen rider Amazons’ lore in there. The only thing was that Nitoh’s housemate Mike ensemble stars was also picked to be victim so naturally it was a double murder and ah ha. Nitoh’s death was one of the darkest because you may not see it in the crime scene photo. But he doesn’t rlly have much of his body left + his head was on a serving plate. Tbh it was my only chance to be victim so I said ‘fuck it make it dark’ and at first we weren’t sure if the mods would let us (they came in and said ‘make it worse’). The chapter name in the murder server is called ‘women moments (gone wrong)’ because at the time Chidori was ‘dating’ Eve moonlit evilous and :miku: women moments.
God I hope all of it made some sense fjsnskskksksns
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dangan-infinity · 2 years ago
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Legend has it that in their darkest moments, the lonely, weary, and lost in life may find themselves invited aboard a train. Not just any train, of course, but the Infinity Train-- titanic and mind-bending, slipping between dimensions and containing dimensions within itself, its destination unknowable. They say the passengers who return are changed, filled with determination and a new appreciation for life...
But is that always the case? What about those who never return? Is the mysterious Infinity Train a force for good, or could its power be twisted into despair?
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DANGAN INFINITY is a killing game RP inspired by Infinity Train and Danganronpa. The game will take place on a next-gen forum, combining the freedom and readability of longform RP with the convenience of Discord. Passengers will explore over a dozen train cars, meet a host of wacky NPCs, and face puzzles and trials as they try to escape the train alive-- by any means necessary!
Applications close January 11!
Forum (+ Guide and Example RP)
Rules
Mechanics
Mods
Application/Submitted List
Askbox
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blurryumbrellas · 2 years ago
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Restag Masterpost ~ 💛
Also as more propaganda for @original-character-championship
Full name: Dr. D.W Restag Davenport Age: 42  Height: 6’4” (193 cm) Pronouns: He/Him (but hey, if you use whatever pronouns, he’s not gonna kill you) Sexuality: A RANGING Pansexual Birthday: April 9th
Credit to @bonetrix-arts for the bottom 2 drawings
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Backstory: So fun fact, Restag actually is inspired by a silly lil skeleton man named W.D Gaster (shocker I know awawa). Anyway! Long story short, in this RP I was in, Gaster had grown extremely weak, and rather than dying out and being sent back to the void again, Gaster had begun to inject himself with DETERMINATION. Albeit, small amounts, not enough to turn him into an amalgamation, however, he had begun to use it so much as a boost to battle, that instead of his body rejecting it and turning him into a puddle of goop…Gaster had gained a corruption. Within this AU that me and my friends had, a corruption of someone simply was their violent and darkest side of them. Sans’ had a strong resentment towards Gaster, and was very protective of those he cared for. Gaster would begin to notice rather violent headaches which he thought were just due to him having a lack of sleep, however…it was something much worse. Restag was born, living now as a subconscious to Gaster. Restag’s evil intents to bring Gaster back to his roots of being a more evil scientist were quick to die, Restag’s motives now being that of basically to take over Gaster, and use his body as a vessel of sorts (very Jekyll & Hyde vibes lololol). Restag had begun to grow more powerful on his own, from starting off at taking over Gaster’s consciousness to doing the same, but Gaster would have no memory of his actions. In secret, Restag had begun to build his own body (kinda handplates style with like- bone marrow n all that) eventually breaking free of Gaster, and shortly becoming his own person.
Now for the human version of this bastard, that's probably gonna change a bit plot wise, however, essentially have the same turnout and what not. If you read this far, thank you, and know Restag appreciates it too.
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the-haunted-office · 2 years ago
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@katsuko-rp-blog for Katsuko
Send me a ★ and I’ll bold what applies to your muse.
*Answered by Thursday!
I like you / I hate you / I dislike you/ I love you / You are family / I would take a bullet for you / I would shoot you / I would lie to your face / I would say something cruel to you on purpose / I would say something cruel to you accidentally / I would cheat on you / I would physically hurt you / You annoy me/ You amuse me / I’d laugh at you / I’d laugh with you / I’d manipulate you / You scare me / You confuse me / I wish I knew you better / I trust you / I don’t trust you / You inspire me / I consider you an equal / You are beneath me / You’re better than me / I would trust you with my life / I think you’re mean / I think you’re petty / I think you’re childish / I think you’re smart / I think you’re stupid / I think you’re a bad person / I think you’re a good person / I’m not sure what kind of person you are / I wish you would listen to me / I want to make you proud / I wish you would notice me / I want to impress you / I would hurt other people for you * If they hurt her first! / I’m not sure how to make you happy / I’m a bad influence on you / You deserve better than me / We make a great team / I’d have a one night stand with you / I’d have a relationship with you / I would marry you / I fantasize about our life together / I would trust you with my most treasured belonging / I would tell you my darkest secrets / You disgust me / You intimidate me / I hope I intimidate you / I’d hug you / I’d let you hug me / I’m scared of losing you / I don’t think you like me / I want to be better for you / I respect you / I don’t respect you / You’re my mentor / You’re my friend / You’re my best friend / I have a crush on you / I could easily watch you die / I’d get drunk with you / I’d party with you / I’d comfort you / I’d prank you / I’d spike your drink / I’d act behind your back / I’d abandon you / I’d hurt you to get what I want / I would choose my happiness over yours / I would choose your happiness over mine / I despise how much I care for you / I need you / I’m dependent on you / I don’t know what I’d do without you / I’m scared of you leaving me / I’d give my life for you / You frustrate me / I’d call for you in a time of need / I would protect you / I’d visit you in hospital / I’d carry you if you were hurt / I’d feel guilty if I hurt you / I’d let you be near me when I am vulnerable / I’d ignore a phone call from you / I’d call you at 3am / I’d break you out of jail / I’d get angry at you / I would shout at you / You’re too loud / You’re too quiet / You’re too sensitive / You can’t take a joke / You embarrass me / I feel nothing for you / You’re reckless / You’re bossy / You bore me / I would ask your advice / I would blame you for something I did / I would cry in your arms / You have the power to hurt me more than anyone else /
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