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[cloudyyoungjaes]

Watching Hawaii five-0 rn (2010 remake).

Whenever I see Wo Fat or Gabriel Waincroft I’m about to do the LTG lightning image.

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sf9 literally has some of the best songs to put on repeat?!?! I was insane about trauma and teardrop for months- I loved them sm!! you have such an amazing taste omg

Yeah lmao i have. Bibora, teardrop, trauma, summer breeze, o sole mio,,,,,also driver is a bop. Superconductor too. I’m a sucker for dawon’s voice—

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RING DING DONG IM RINGING THE BELL FOR ANY AND ALL MUTUALS THAT KNOW CHINESE DRAMAS THIS IS AN S.O.S

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Oh yea btw I’m Hired:tm:

[cloudyyoungjaes]

16 for the getting to know you better questions :0

Do you have any tattoos? If not, would like to?

Man I wish…if I did, it would probably be a moon. Or those iPod buttons that’s like play, fast forward, backwards—

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Alright where’s that one sci mystery amv that was set to sweet but psycho I want to see it again—

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What's your least favorite trope(s) in media?

Hmmmm…good question! That might take a bit for me to think

Shitty ass parenting disguised as good intentions. Idk. I hate it :)

Cheating (in non abusive relationships). Will never understand why they don’t just break up or smth.

Forced heterosexual relationships.

Villain being like ‘woe is fucking me’ when they’re destroying the city (and they don’t have depth) (and people being bad for. No reason at all)

Character getting mad for a good reason and being punished for it (glares at how arrow treated laurel lance. Fuck y)

People suddenly leaving and suddenly everything is okay

Characters not getting repercussions for bad shit they did (most of the time)

There’s more but I’m a bit sleepy I’ll probably think on this more then maybe reblog it when I wake up

[cloudyyoungjaes]

I have no clue what despairing vacation is about- but I saw you reblogged that one post again and I'd love to hear about it! And why you made the decisions you did! 🥰

Rubs hands together oh boy.

(Mentions of cannibalism and decapitation)

So despairing vacation (DV) was a multi fandom roleplay group that was based on danganronpa. So basically a killing game rp. We ended our last iteration like two-ish weeks ago? Around that time with Despairing Vacation 4.

I joined in Despairing Vacation 1.5, which in the timeline it took place in between the first game and second lmao (though it took place after 2 happened in reality). I brought in Ahn because at the time my ass was obsessed with He is Psychometric and I love Ahn like a son. So naturally I chucked him in there and he got scars around his right wrist and more trauma than he had before the game started. I also uhhh fucked up his canon beyond recognition lol. (I’ll probably post his carrd here later—). Out of the three muses I have played in DV, he’s the only survivor. Because of this he can’t wear bracelets anymore lol. He still has his psychometric powers but it comes at a greater cost for him. He’s also the only kdrama character in despairing vacation lol.

For Sento…I was pretty obsessed with Kamen Rider Build and I related hard to Sento in terms of some of his underlying issues so I played him! I think originally I was going to play Gaon devil judge, Peter Stone law and order, Kiriya exaid, or taiga ex aid but I like Sento :). As to why he died: he was pulled for culprit so the people just scrambled to do smth and it was around the time that he returned to his original identity of Takumi. Sento (as Takumi) killed Shadow the Hedgehog by biting his neck off and as a result Sento (takumi) got executed. Sento basically had to pay for Takumi’s crimes (I’ll link his execution here lmao. Maybe). He a ghost now living in an Eyecon that takeru gave him lol. I miss him :(. I Also fucked up his canon by making the amnesia permanent. I’ll probably post the link to his execution. Maybe. Fun fact: I wrote it during the trial jfnsksnsjsnoasmks

As for Nitoh…I was still torn about who to bring; I think this time I was tempted to bring Gaon (again), Shen Wei, Tokatti toqger, Noel lupat…and then I said to Jason ( @/gameraramen) ‘hey wouldn’t it be funny if I brought in Nitoh wizard and tossed him in as victim?’ Because in Despairing Vacation he and Haruto are married and I thought ‘hey wouldn’t it be funny—‘. The decapitation was gale’s (@/galeforcewings (I think that’s gale’s tumblr)) idea because he wanted decap meanwhile the cannibalism was gonna be there because Jason’s character Chidori persona 3 has kamen rider Amazons’ lore in there. The only thing was that Nitoh’s housemate Mike ensemble stars was also picked to be victim so naturally it was a double murder and ah ha. Nitoh’s death was one of the darkest because you may not see it in the crime scene photo. But he doesn’t rlly have much of his body left + his head was on a serving plate. Tbh it was my only chance to be victim so I said ‘fuck it make it dark’ and at first we weren’t sure if the mods would let us (they came in and said ‘make it worse’). The chapter name in the murder server is called ‘women moments (gone wrong)’ because at the time Chidori was ‘dating’ Eve moonlit evilous and :miku: women moments.

God I hope all of it made some sense fjsnskskksksns

[cloudyyoungjaes]

I’m feeling sad gonna watch some criminal intent to make me feel better

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Wait, sorry, hang on, sorry, you liked my Alex Eames on SVU post AND you like GOT7?! (At least Youngjae?)

Hello! Nice to meet you!

*extends hand to shake yours*

hang on this took me by surprise.

Yeah!! I love Got7 (Youngjae is my bias, though bc of low energy I haven’t been able to keep up with them (and bc of some. Personal associations I’m trying to untangle myself from)) and I’m also. Skipping around CI rn and was looking through the tags hdjsksnsksnsjsj yeah I miss them (Eames and Goren. Also Logan and Wheeler).

But yeah nice to meet you :D *shakes it* I’m Thana.

[cloudyyoungjaes]

Anyway I came out to my younger brother as non-binary and agender so I win

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Ooooo you WILL check out ultraman Orb (and Z) /j

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i cant believe im doing a thread about holding feet.

vape knows what im talking about.

[cloudyyoungjaes]

Chamomile + aloe vera !

Chamomile: money, usually. Or ffxiv time cards. Sometimes food or plushies.

Aloe Vera: hanging out with friends irl just fucking around. Or late night food runs…that kind of stuff.

[cloudyyoungjaes]

I graduated today. I can somewhat sleep peacefully for a bit now

[cloudyyoungjaes]

can someone PLEASE tag me in the ‘what is your suju/day6/got7/btob′ song please im begging