#daeron: all I wanted was you. all you wanted was everything.
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What if the reason Corlys wanted Daeron spared was because of Addamโs influence? At this point, Daeron is an active enemy combatant to the Blacks, and he sacked Bitterbridge too. His brothers have been given a death sentence by the Blacks but Corlys spoke up to ask Daeron to be spared.
Daeron might think Addam turned his back on him to pursue his own ambitions. But unbeknownst to Daeron, heโs also part of the future Addam wants to build for himself. ๐ฅบ Addam may have wanted the dragon, knighthood, legitimization, lordship, lands and castle of his own, but he wants the prince too (his very own trophy husband โค๏ธ)!
It would be so tragic that despite Addamโs initial attempt to protect Daeron, in the end, heโs the one that has to kill him.
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Aegon, Aemond, Helaena, and Daeron looking at Alicent after she washes her hands of a war, that she (and Otto) dragged them into, and the throne, that she (and Otto) forced them to grasp/fight over even though they obviously didn't want it, and goes off to live her best life while they are all still stuck in a cycle forced on to them without their input (obviously this is about the s2 final):
#anti hotd#like....what were they doing with alicent in s2? like-#in s1 they had great foundation for pushing her character and her belief as to why her children would be under threat from just existing#(even if u like rhae- understandable- it's not hard to take a step back & understand some of ali's pov#especially when daemon comes into the picture)#there's buildup for why she's forcing this on to her kids (murky but still) & still shows that she loves them in a complex way#heck there was even room to show her after all this also wanting to be close to the throne trailing into s2 whatever#but then s2 shits on that by making everything that happened in s1 hold no weight & ali (& otto) basically ruin their kids lives#like i like alicent but s2 makes no sense characterwise & makes her just...a bad character overall#like ive always felt bad for her kids bc ali was wrong a lot of times but u understand it bc toxic/complex family relationships where the#love is still there but it's complicated#but now post s2? i feel sorry bc their mother pushed them down a path and then left them to live her life?#HUH!?#fanfic writers save me!#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#heleana targaryen#daeron targaryen#alicent hightower#kind of...anti alicent hightower too?#hotd showrunners really ruined this family & it frustrates me so bad#dni if you can't have a collected conversation about this#like โsorry sweeties mommy wants to makes amends with her childhood crush so rip!โ#(& this is from someone who ships rhaenicent)
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Atp i am certain that Aegon and Aemond were completely obsessed with Rhaenyra in the book lmao
I 100% think they totally are, anon. Alicent was so dedicated into passing down the hate that it kinda had a boomerang effect lol
I'm telling you anon, my usually delusional ships always have some tiny foundation to build on
#ask reply#rhaegon#aemond x rhaenyra#<- istg i need to start calling them something#anyways#rhaegon already had the possibility of โwhat could have beenโ if they had been betrothed#and Aegon *did* spend the most time with Rhaenyra out of all his siblings if you think about it#the during the war you have the anger hate grief and bitterness from both sides. which gives delicious angsty possibility to toy with#With Aemond/Rhaenyra it's a bit different. Aemond has known mostly the idea of Rhaenyra than herself. He & Daeron got the most propaganda#he hates her because his mother raised him to do so. and she blamed any unfairness & injustice be felt on rhaenyra and her kids#even him messing with his nephews is very โpay attention to meโ behavior and there's appeal with having a younger creeper wannabe daemon#who wants to prove himself + get the best of everything and that would include claiming the sister who everyone has been mooning over#again. dark? yeah but it works#Both ships have lots of appeal for different reasons ๐ the ppl who get it. get it ๐
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Aerion
Age up!Jacaerys Velaryon x Reader (Daeron's twin sister)
Part 3 of I miss you
I honestly didn't think it would take me more than a year to decide if I wanted this to have a happy ending or not lol
Reblogs, comments and likes are always greatly appreciated. comments always motivate me to continue writing ๐ฅน๐๐ป๐
Disclaimer: English is not my first language so I apologize for any mistakes.
The gods are cruel, Alicent Hightower thought as she watched her youngest daughter enter the throne room. The plan was that Larys would get you out of here with Aegon, Jaehaera, and Maelor but of course, the cursed baby had to ruin everything again. You went into labor and couldn't get away.
โOh, my sweet girl,โ said Alicent, horrified as she saw how the traitorous golden cloaks escorted you. It was obvious that you had barely finished giving birth and were brought here to swear loyalty to Rhaenyra. They hadnโt had the decency to let you clean yourself or wait for you to rest. Your always perfect hair was now a mess. Sweat and blood could be seen on your nightgown and legs. Not only that, but you looked like you were about to collapse. If it werenโt for the master holding your body, you probably would have fallen. Even though you wanted to appear strong, Alicent knew you and could see that you were confused and scared. No one should see a princess like that.
Alicent wasn't the only one horrified by the situation. Rhaenyra was too, remembering how she once had to bring Joffrey to the queen after his birth.
But the most shocked one was Jacaerys. For months he had been going crazy because no one could get any information about you, worried about your well-being and it turns out that you were pregnant with his child. He had no doubt that the baby you hold against your chest was his because he knew that if it were another man your family would have instantly made you marry but when it was him, Jacaerys Velaryon, Rhaenyra Targaryen's bastard, they hadn't wanted the news to spread.
โThis is a shame! We are dealing with a princess of the kingdom!โ said Jacaerys furiously at the guards as he approached you, drawing the attention of the court and disturbing the newborn.
โยนZiry iksos sศณz, ziry iksos sepฤr aลha kepa,โ you whispered, trying to reassure your baby. Jacaerys had missed hearing your voice so much but what moved him most was being called Kepa for the first time. He never thought it would be possible to have this with you, of course it wasnโt the best time being in the middle of a war and the child having been born out of wedlock, but he couldnโt help but feel happy. Was it wrong that after months of so much misery and loss, he felt happy to know that now in the world there was someone who was half the woman he loved the most and half his?
โรuha jorrฤelagon, ivestragฤซ nyke gลซrogon ao naejot aลha chambers. Ao should clean bฤ se restโ Jacaerys said, ignoring the glances of his mother and stepfather. He knew he would have to have a conversation with them later, but right now all he cared about was you.
You nodded, moving away from the maester and Jacaerys took you in his arms and lifted you being as careful as possible. You felt your body relax as you rested your head against his shoulder. Finally, after months you felt something other than sadness and fear, you felt warm and safe with Jace. You needed him so much during all this time.
Alicent hated Rhaenyra's bastard for dishonoring you, with this scene everyone would now know that your son was his bastard, but as she watched you leave the room in his arms she couldn't help but feel grateful to him for being the only one to come to your defense. She knew you would be safe from Rhaenyra as long as Jacaerys was by your side, he wouldn't allow anything to happen to you.
As soon as the handmaidens left, your old handmaidens before you got pregnant, you burst into tears. Of course, as they helped you bathe you and your baby, you filled them with questions about what had happened during all those months that you were locked away. You knew there was war in your family but it was still a shock to hear about the deaths. You were shocked to hear what they did to your nephew Jaehaerys. Poor Helaena, poor Aegon. Your dear brother was the only one who had mercy on you and came to see you during your confinement. You thought he was angry with you when he stopped coming but in reality, it was because he ended up so wounded in battle that now Aemond is Prince Regent.
The doors opened again, startling you and you instantly rushed to wipe the tears on your face with your hands. Not wanting to show yourself weaker in front of Rhaenyra and Daemon. You turned around and your body relaxed when you saw that it was Jace. The maids must have told him that both you and the baby were already clean. You didnโt think he would come until later. You were sure he would be busy for hours being questioned by his mother and your uncle.
โWe will marry and my mother will legitimize our son,โ Jacaerys announced, approaching you with a smile, but you could still see the tiredness on his face. You had no idea how he had managed to convince Rhaenyra to accept, but it couldnโt have been easy or a pleasant conversation. He must have had to endure everyoneโs reproaches. โWhatโs wrong?โ he asked, looking at you worriedly when he noticed that you were crying.
โIs it safe for us to do that?โ you asked instead. You should be happy after all, you always wanted to marry Jaehaerys but now you were just worried โWonโt it make Daemon even angrier? I donโt want our child to end up like Jaehaerys or for Daemon to end up poisoning me so you can continue your engagement to Baela.โ
Jacaerys tensed at your words. And his head began to fill with different scenarios with you and the baby hurt or worse dead. He couldnโt bear to live with himself if that happened. He already lost his brothers, he couldnโt bear to lose you and his child. โThatโs not going to happenโ he declared caressing your hip. โI wonโt allow anything to happen to you or our child. I will fight with fire and blood to protect you.โ
โWe will fight with fire and blood,โ you corrected him.
He smiled at you and you couldnโt take it anymore. You kissed him, like you had dreamed of doing for all these months and it felt even better than you remembered. It was intoxicating, passionate, and warm. You wanted to kiss him forever, you would never get tired of the taste of his lips or his touch. You could feel his love and devotion for you and you loved him.
Then the baby started crying and the two of you instantly pulled apart. The two of you looked at each other before laughing at each other for being so scared by a simple cry.
โCan I hold him?โ
โOf course,โ you replied, feeling your heart race as you watched him take the baby out of the crib. You had thought that Jace would never meet his son and now you were witnessing him holding him in his arms for the first time. Thank goodness you were alone or you would feel foolish for watching with tears in your eyes as Jace held his son.
โWhat is his name?โ Jace asked, staring in wonder into his sonโs violet eyes, the same eyes as yours. That seemed to be the only thing you shared because later the baby had his nose and brown hair.
โI havenโt named him yet,โ you admitted, feeling embarrassed at the surprise in his eyes. โI was waiting for you to choose his name.โ
Of course, you had thought of some ideas during your pregnancy but now that you had Jace by your side you wanted him to choose the name.
โThat's kind of you,โ he said, feeling touched by such a gesture.
For a brief moment, Jacaerys considered naming him Lucerys but rejected the idea, not wanting his son's name to be laden with sadness and loss. His son is joy and hope in the midst of this dreadful war.
โAerion,โ Jacaerys said finally, kissing his sonโs forehead, making a silent promise that he would always keep him safe.
ยนIt's fine, it's just your father
ยฒMy love, let me take you to your chambers. You should clean up and rest
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THE HISTORY BOOK ON THE SHELF. ( HOTD x READER ) [ Final Part ]
AUTHOR NOTE! Thanks for all the love. <3 pairing: King Aegon Targaryen x Little Sis! Reader prompt: Aegon would do anything, if it meant killing every ratcatcher or gold cloak in the city, he'd so. word count: 1, 000+ words
You wept and wept. Aegon feared that you would never be able to stop. Helaena was no better, locking herself up and shutting down. The two of you spiraled into madness and tears. It only made him drink and rage more. He hated to see you cry. You were supposed to be the happy one out of all of your siblings.
Aegon was the drunken mess, needing to be put in line. Helaena was the odd one, in a dream-like state. You were the perfect little angel, his perfect little angel. Aemond was the brooding one, face pulled into a stupid brooding look. Daeron was the forgotten one.
Now you were the broken one. Rhaenyra has stolen your smile. Rhaenyra had stolen his perfect little angel from him. She took the good from you, leaving him with a broken mess. A mess he wasn't sure of how to repair. So, he was going to do what he did best. He was going to get even.
If Rhaenyra wanted to take the one good thing he had in his life from him. He was going to burn everything she cared about to ash. Even if it made him a monster in the eyes of his own Court. Because you were worth burning the world down.
Blood and Cheese. Blood was one of his men, or now a former man of the City Watch. Cheese was a rat-catcher. That's how they knew how to get into the Red Keep. They were paid to kill Aegon's son. The worst part of all it had to be the fact that your son was "just in the way". They had no reason to kill him. He wasn't the one they had been paid to kill. They just killed him because he was in the way of things.
Blinking back the tears in his eyes, Aegon stares at the club in his hand, the metal rusted and jagged. Blood's words confession ringing in his ears. They killed his son for a debt, but yours because they thought of him in the way. Collateral damage. That was your son was, fucking collateral damage. Nodding his head for a moment, he thought of not killing the man, just leaving him to rot. But, another part of him truly wanted to see him bleed.
"You killed my son. You killed my sister's whole world." Aegon states, his voice cold. "My sister's loved their son's. And you just killed them."
"The Seven will never forgive you for this." Blood blubber's out, "To kill me.."
"Ah, yes, but the Seven aren't here, now are they?" Aegon mocks, adjusting his grip on the club.
Motioning around the Black Cell's, there was nothing but the rats and darkness there. No one to hear Blood's screams. No one there to help. It was just Blood and Aegon. Alone. Looking at the jagged end of the club, Aegon brushes his thumb over it, seeing it was sharp enough to cut. Though it would not be smooth or painless.
"You can fuck with me all you want. You can beat me. You can mock me." Aegon states, "Do as you please to me and I can endure it."
Blood sobs, the chains around his arms and legs clanging and jiggling loudly. Mercy was below, Aegon now. Mercy was not shown to his son or yours. Why the fuck should he show it to Blood?
"See, my friend. The thing is, you made my sister's cry." Aegon's face goes deadly cold, "I don't like bastard's that make my sister's cry."
Bringing the metal club down onto the man's head, he doesn't stop, unable to stop thinking of you. The way you wept, sobs full of heartache. The way you clung onto him, the blood on your nightgown seeping into his own clothes. The way the bastard made you cry. The way the bastard made you feel so unsafe in your own home.
The way the bastard made you doubt him. The way the bastard made you think he was a liar. Feeling a hand grab onto his forearm, he's pulled out of his daze, now realizing the man was now dead. His head caved in a bloody mess. Dropping the club, he takes a step back, licking his lips. He can taste blood on it, though it was not his own.
A son for a son. A son for a son. A son for a son. They got there son. Now a debt was now owed, on behalf of your son. The cycle repeating over and over again. Lucerys died, Jaehaerys died in payment. Your son died, now Rhaenyra would die in payment.
"Your grace?" A kingsguard asks, "What shall we do with the body?"
"Feed him to the pig's. I have no desire for time or a hole to be wasted upon him."ย Aegon spits at the corpse for good measure.
Hearing the door to the chambers open, you couldnโt find the strength to get up from bed, clinging onto the blanket. You could still smell your son on it. He smelt of lemon cakes and mud. He always loved to steal the frosting off the lemon cakes, just like Aegon did. He was just a boy. He was innocent. Why him? Why? Feeling tears bubbling up, you did not wish to ponder on your sonโs death. It forced you to think of the sounds of a head being sawed off.
Feeling the bed dip for a moment, you look over to see Aegon there, his doublet and breeches soaked in blood. Bloodโs blood. Sniffling softly, Aegon leans over to you, tucking back a strand of hair from your face. It was comforting to be touched and tended to like this, like you were still a child and not a woman grown with responsibilities and duties. Like everything was still okay.
"It is done." He whispers, nodding his head.
You donโt say anything, not being able to find the right words. Even if you could, what would you say? โOh, that is so amazing to hear from you, dear brother.โ or some other bullshit.ย
"You have my word, I swear it upon my life. I will burn everything down that Rhaenyra loves." Aegon pledges, "From her favorite tailor to her favorite child. I will avenge your son, sister."
"Aegon.." You croak out, trying to find your voice.ย
"I will kill her myself. Iโll fucking feed her to my dragon.โ He vows, โNo one will remember the name Rhaenyra Targaryen, when I am done.โ
โAegon..โ You try again, voice barely above a whisper.ย
"She'd be a fucking myth. She'll be a fucking ghost of the Red Keep. No, no, not even that. I won't even let her haunt the Red Keep."
He doesnโt hear you, clearly swept up in his plots and plans for revenge on your behalf.ย His words left not a drop of comfort.
โI will do anything that you ask of me. Just tell me what it is that you wish and I shall do it. Iโll kill whoever you wishโฏ" He rambles on and on.ย
"Egg." You whisper, tears bubbling up.
The childhood nickname falling out of your lips naturally. You did not wish for grand words, for grand promises, or grand actions to be done in your name or favor. That was meaningless. Mayhaps when the grief dimmed, you would wish for revenge for your son. But, for now, at this moment. You just wanted your big brother to hug you. You wanted things to be back as they once were. Here you were just Y/n and he was just Aegon, your big brother. Not the King.
Feeling the tears bubble up more and more, you sniffle, wiping the tears away with the back of your hand. You watch through teary eyes as he goes deadly still. You did not regret saying his old nickname. You just wanted to feel as safe and happy as you used to be in your childhood. You wanted to escape from the crushing reality that your son was dead and war was invincible now. Mayhaps it was childish. But, you wanted to be okay once more.
"Y/n.." He whispers, his face crumbling.
"Just hold me like you used to do." You whimper out, โPlease.โ
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โEuphoriaโ
โพ๏ธโฐ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝโ Jacaerys Velaryon x Fem! Reader!
๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ฒ: Jacaerys loves you. But he cannot have you. And it is killing him slowly.
๐๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฌ/๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: Heartbreak, one sided feelings and lots of tears.
๐ช๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐๐ฌ: In this timeline, Rhaenyra never moves to dragonstone so reader and Jacaerys grow together because I didn't really know how to fit it otherwise. It's something shorter than what I would usually write.
Jacaerys significantly remembers the first moment he fell in love with you. You, Aegon and Aemond's sister, younger than the eldest but older than Daeron. Kind of in the middle really but you fell in the youngest ones. After Criston had urged Aegon to spar with him, and ser Harwin Strong saved him, you came. He had been sitting in the garden with an oak tree above, a frown on his lips and a cut on his left cheek by one of Aegon's kicks. And you walked up to him. That same glow on your face and a light that didn't seem to be there until you arrived.
He never really noticed you until that moment. Jacaerys was the first born son of his mother. The heir after heir. While you were the fourth child, after Haelena and of course, Aemond. You weren't a son. Or a first born daughter. He didn't seem to have any particular reason to talk to you. But that evening changed it forever.
You bend down towards him, a comforting smile on your lips. He watches as you ruffle his hair, so gently it sends shivers down his skin. You were called the pink doe, because of how kind you were. And you wore pink and white most of the time. And of course, very beautiful. He never noticed it until that moment. How? he didn't know. Jacaerys was a child, but he could feel love. You pull out a white flower from behind you, tucking it behind his ear.
Jacaerys closed his eyes when you pressed your lips to his ear, right where the cut was. And suddenly he can't even feel the pain anymore. Not when there was you. And there was euphoria.
He started paying a lot more attention to you afterwards. In fact, you, were all that he had on his mind. How you laughed, the blushes on your cheeks when someoneโespecially Aemond, complimented you, or when your embroidery got noticed by your mother. The queen Alicent. He noticed it all. And Jacaerys couldn't get it out of his head. He figured it was a phase, that he'd eventually grow out of it, yet years passed by, you both turned ten and three and he was speechless when you would show up in a golden and red dress at some family dinner, then fourteen came and your scent, vanilla and rosemary, stuck in his nose when air blew and your gorgeously blonde hair waved in his face.
And then fifteen came, when he finally accepted the fact he was oh so inevitably and irreversibly in love with you. Everything about you, he would accept. That you were a green, that your brothers were Aegon and Aemond. And even if you were like them, like the hightowersโwhich you weren't, you were the kindest and most gentle heart he had ever met, but even if you were, he would accept it with open arms. Because you, to him, were his great love. His euphoria. A feeling he always felt with you.
A dream. Because one day becoming king, and you, to rule by his side? to be his queen? it was a dream. And it was the best and most beautiful one he wished for. However little did he know, it would only stay a dream.
Because one windy day, right when he wanted to ask you to marry him, right under that same oak tree, you told him something that broke him in two.
You were betrothed to Aemond.
โWhat?โ his heart falls, throat swelling dry. He can barely speak.
โOur mother arranged it. She thought he and I made good company and...โ you sigh, your eyes closed as you smiled, โI've loved him for so long. It finally feels a dream come true.โ
Oh. He watched as you look so in love, just with the thought of him. Just like how he looks thinking of you. He watched as a feast was thrown in the celebration of both your betrothal, he watched as you dance with each other, his hands on your waist and a gleaming smile on your lips, he watched as you take your wedding vows, and share a kiss. He watched Aemond claim his euphoria and love it like he was the one meant to be with you. Not him.
Jacaerys never imagined himself crying under that same oak tree after your wedding was over. He also never thought he would cry himself sleep, pillow soaking in tears you caused. He never thought he would get betrothed to any other that wasn't you. Well, Baela now, looked joyed to be his future wife. And the future queen. Yet he can't stop thinking about the crowns you both would have worn. The children you both could have had. The love you both could have shared. He can't stop thinking about his euphoria.
And he doubts he ever would stop.
๐ธ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ ๐คโ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ ๐๐๐ โ๐๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก, ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐ ๐:) ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ ๐กโ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐ก ๐ค๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ก๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ก๐๐๐! ๐ด๐๐ ๐ผ ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข โ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐.
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๐ - Fire and Blood AU
๐๏ธ - Greek Mythology AU
๐ค - Personal Fave
๐ - Popular
U.N.I. Aemond Targaryen X Reader ๐๏ธ Synopsis: Where one of the sons of your motherโs estranged best friend attends the same university as you, and did I mention you were the reason why he lost his eye?ย
From The Underworld and Beneath Aemond Targaryen x Reader ๐๏ธ ๐ค Synopsis: You, the Goddess of Spring, were captured by the King of the Underworld, who was intent on keeping you there.
My Knight in Darkened Armor Knight Aemond Targaryen x Princess Reader ๐ ๐ค Synopsis: Ser Aemond Targaryen has been tasked to be the sworn protector of a princess who is overly curious about life beyond the castle walls and has bribed him to escort her to the city in exchange for anything he desires. She just did not know that what he desired was her.
A Bastard's Bride, A Dragon's Desire Aemond Targaryen x Princess Readerย ๐ Synopsis: They have betrothed you to Jacaerys as a way of securing a line to the throne if they fail in usurping your half-sisterโs crown. Your older brother Aemond was livid at the decision.
Flipped Aemond Targaryen X Reader ๐๏ธ ๐ค Synopsis: You had been infatuated with Aemond since you two were children. You could not remember a day when you did not feel anything but adoration for himโ not until recently. When something in you turned indifferent, it did not go unnoticed by Aemond, who had never been a fan of change.ย
Stereotypical Aemond, Son of Ares x Reader, Daughter of Aphrodite ๐๏ธ Synopsis: The daughter of Aphrodite falls for one of the sons of Aresโ the second coming of their parents.ย
One More Night Aemond Targaryen X Reader ๐๏ธ Synopsis: You were quick to leave after a one night stand, leaving Aemond dissatisfied, for he wanted so much more. When he found you again, he was sure to never let you go.ย
The Prince and the Poet Aemond Targaryen X Lannister Reader ๐ Synopsis: It is established that Prince Aemond hates poems and sonnets; it was just a pity that you adored them.ย
Jealousy, Jealousy Aemond, Son of Ares x Reader, Daughter of Aphrodite ๐๏ธ Synopsis: Itโs frustratingly hard to keep admirers and doubts away when you and your partner are the most attractive and powerful Demi-Gods in camp.
Most Ardently Aemond Targaryen X Tyrell Reader ๐ Synopsis: Prince Aemond Targaryen had accompanied his younger brother to Highgarden in hopes of securing Daeron a wifeโ he did not expect he would want to secure a wife for himself as well.ย
The Prince's Prize Aemond Targaryen X Riverlady Reader ๐ Synopsis: After his victories in the Riverlands, Prince Aemond Targaryen sought for a trophyโ his spoils of war. He sought for you, the daughter of the lord who hosted him whilst he wagged his war.
But Daddy, I Love Him Aemond Targaryen X Niece Reader ๐ ๐ค ๐ Synopsis: When the favored daughter of Daemon Targaryen falls for the favored son of Alicent Hightower, the Rogue Prince does everything he can to ensure that a union between the two of you will never happen.ย
Gold Rush Aemond Targaryen X Lannister Reader ๐ ๐ค ๐ Synopsis: Everybody wants you, and I donโt like a gold rush.
Desperate Requirement Slytherin Aemond Targaryen x Reader ๐๏ธ Synopsis: Itโs hard being horny at Hogwarts. Luckily, you and Aemond always found a way to relieve your needs.
Mine Aemond Targaryen x Wife Readerย ๐ ๐ Synopsis: You are the best thing that has ever been Aemondโs, which is why you cannot really blame him for being so possessive and cautious not to lose you.ย
Loathe to Love Aemond Targaryen x Strong Reader ๐ ๐ค ๐ Synopsis: Seeking forgiveness is not a thing Aemond bothers himself with, but that quickly changes when he deeply offended you.
King of My Heart King Aemond Targaryen x Queen Reader ๐ ๐ Synopsis: Marriage, miscarriage, and the monarchyโฆ how would you and your husband fare to them all?
Bound By Blood Aemond Targaryen x Princess Reader ๐ ๐ค ๐ Synopsis: They can no longer hinder Aemond from taking whatever he wants, and you are the only one he desperately wants.ย
Tea Party Aemond Targaryen x Stark Reader ๐ Synopsis: Aemond convinces you to let Helaena join your groupโs exclusive tea party, using any means necessary just for you to agree.ย
Please Please Please Aemond Targaryen X Lannister Reader ๐Synopsis: Heartbreak is one thing; my egoโs another. I beg you, don't embarrass me, motherfucker.
Unexpected Affections Aemond Targaryen X Tyrell Reader ๐ ๐ Synopsis: With just a smile, you had managed to bewitch and enthrall the stoic and cold prince.ย
Blessed Curse Aemond Targaryen x Strong Reader ๐ ๐ Synopsis: When a marriage between you and Aemond was arranged and forced by your grandsire, conflicting emotions arise, but which one will loom greater? Loathing or Love?
Parting Gift Aemond Targaryen X Reader x Aegon Targaryen ๐ ๐ค ๐ Synopsis: Aegon asks for a parting gift from his younger brother and his beloved wife: One night with you in exchange for the throne.ย
Silent Passions Aemond Targaryen X Tyrell Reader ๐ ๐ Synopsis: You and Aemond had been promised to one another before you were even born. And when the time came for you to meet, all were curious to see what was to come when soon to be spouses only shared one thing in common: your want of silence.ย
Virginal Whore Aemond Targaryen X Celtigar Reader ๐ ๐ Synopsis: Prince Aemond sets out to find a whore to warm his bed; he finds a virgin instead.ย
Worth The Price Aemond Targaryen X Lannister Reader ๐ ๐ค ๐ Synopsis: Aemond does everything to prove that he is worthy of youโ even if it means that he would be a kinslayer twice.
Birthday Present Feyd-Rautha x Lady Reader ๐ค ๐ Synopsis: During a state visit, you, a daughter of one of the great houses, have captured the attention and fatal attraction of the Na-Baron and were quickly turned into his promised wife.ย
Bittersweet Feyd-Rautha x Lady Reader ๐ Synopsis: As the Na-Baron's proposed bride, you were simply too sweet for him and his bitter being. You were too innocent and pure to be tainted by the blood-stained hands of the Harkonnen heir.
Casual Rafe Cameron x Reader Synopsis: You would settle for causality as long as you had Rafe by your side.ย
Still Casual? Rafe Cameron x Reader Synopsis: You promised yourself that youโre never going to settle for casual ever againโ promised yourself you would never be another casualty of Rafe Cameron.ย
I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) Rafe Cameron x Reader ๐ Synopsis: Trust me, I can handle me a dangerous man.
Imgonnagetyouback Rafe Cameron x Reader ๐ค๐ Synopsis: The plan is clear. Get Rafe back after your breakup.ย
So High School Rafe Cameron x Reader ๐ค Synopsis: He knows how to ball, you know Aristotle
Please, Please, Please (Rafe's Edition) Rafe Cameron x Reader ๐ Synopsis: Being with Rafe, a notorious hotheaded drug dealer, you knew others would question your relationshipโ especially your parents, who had never been fond of him. But when his habits had been too much to handle, you knew that you would prefer heartbreak to a broken ego.ย
Trouble Maker, Stress Reliever Aegon Targaryen X Reader ๐๏ธ Synopsis: Youโre a prefect tasked with taming Aegonโs unruly behavior. Strained by your task, he offers you a way to relieve the stress he caused.
Parting Gift Aemond Targaryen X Reader x Aegon Targaryen ๐ ๐ค ๐ Synopsis: Aegon asks for a parting gift from his younger brother and his beloved wife: One night with you in exchange for the throne.ย
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August
Part 2: Tell Me What You Want
You and Aemond are getting closer. Things aren't so hostile but there's a new kind of tension between you and it's starting to get unbearable.
Aemond Targaryen x Reader // Modern AU
Series Masterlist // Main Masterlist // Read on AO3
Warnings: 18+, smut, unprotected p in v sex, sexual tension, competitive siblings
Words: 8k
A/n: thank u for waiting everyone, I had a rough few weeks of character building ๐ This is a three part series so one part to go
Nights like these come straight from a song, a music video from your favourite band, a moment in a book that stays with you for weeks, months. Crackles and pops come from the fire, smoke and embers rise into an inky sky dotted with stars. In a few months youโll be looking back on the memory, wishing you could have bottled this feeling, or let it drag its feet so it would never have to end.
The wine has gone to your head. Youโre blissfully fuzzy, your mouth slightly numb, a sickly sweet taste lingering on your tongue. Helaena and Aegon are in hysterics over something Daeron has said, a joke from years ago that the siblings had all forgotten until now. Even Aemond cracks a rare smile. Youโre sat beside him tonight, leaning against his arm. His hand sneaks its way onto your thigh underneath a blanket, tracing patterns on your bare skin, dangerously close to the hem of your shorts.
The light from the fire looms over his face and you watch him like you did on the beach below Dragonstone. His smile is less refined than the rest of him. Youโre not sure what makes you think this. Maybe itโs because he tries to hide it and shrink into himself. Maybe itโs because his mouth is a little crooked and youโre not used to seeing his teeth.ย
He turns his head to look down at you. Your heart is frantic in your chest; his nose is so close to yours. You could tilt your head a little further and capture your lips with his, but you wonโt, not in front of Helaena and the others.
His eye glances across the fire at his siblings. โAh,โ he mutters under his breath, understanding your hesitation.
You allow your head to settle against his shoulder, adjusting your body, letting yourself mould into the shape of him. โThis is nice,โ you say with a sigh, just loud enough that only he will hear.
โHmm,โ Aemond says, the sound of his voice and the steady beat of his pulse humming through your chest and limbs. You wonder what heโs thinking about, whatโs happening behind that beautiful eye.
Settled against Aemond, a different sort of tipsy ensnares you. Your eyelids are heavy, your body feels at ease. You start to worry if you donโt get to bed soon you wonโt make it at all.
Aemond nudges you softly. โYouโre falling asleep there, darling.โ
Darling.
โI think I should go upstairs,โ you mumble.
โCome on,โ he says, whisking away the blanket so the mild air jabs at your skin. His body is gone, his warmth is gone, but heโs standing above the bench, holding out his hand for you to take.
When you stand you stumble a little. Aemondโs hand clasps around your wrist to steady you. Your eyes meet his and you giggle to stifle your nerves.
โLightweightโ Aegon calls.
โPiss off,โ you return with a grin as Aemond walks you towards the patio doors.
Somehow your arm finds its way to become intertwined with Aemondโs. He leads the way through the gold accents, tall windows and mirrors of the west gallery, but with the light gone it takes on a gloomier, eerier air, darkness reflected into darkness, broken by the chandeliers overhead. You gaze up at the soft light and sparkling crystals. In the morning youโll probably have an awful hangover, but for now everything around you takes on a fascinating sort of beauty. You hardly realise youโre losing your balance and falling into Aemond.ย
He holds your hand as he guides you up the stairs, along the route towards the east wing. When you come to the corridor where your room is, Aemondโs arm snakes around your waist. His fingertips linger softly against your skin, above your shorts where your top has ridden up a little. You donโt mindโ gods, he could do anything to you and you wouldnโt mind.ย
With this thought, you look at him. Your legs move slowly but synchronised, one slow step after another. You lift a finger and trace it along the length of his nose, down to the little cleft at the tip.
He huffs a laugh. โWhat?โ
โI like your nose,โ you say.
โThank you.โ
โIโm just being honest.โ
โI like you being honest.โ
You both come to a halt when you reach the end of the corridor and the door to your bedroom. Aemondโs hand slips from your waist but he lingers, watching you, his eye roaming over your face. You donโt quite reach for the door handle yet.
โYou didnโt have to walk me,โ you say. Itโs not dreadfully far to get from the garden to the moat room, and besides, you know your way around Dragonstone now.
โI didnโt have to.โ Aemond takes a step into you, placing a wide palm at your side and guiding your back against the wall. He sighs slightly as he exhales and excitement floods in your gut. โMaybe I just wanted to get you alone.โ
What can you possibly say to that? The lowness of his voice has rendered your mind useless. But youโve been wondering if thatโs what he thinks when he looks at you. Itโs hard to tell with Aemond. His pupil is blown wide, wine, darkness, wanting. His lips are parted and each breath he takes is a gentle stroke of air on your skin.
โYou could have just said,โ you utter.
His hand tightens at your waist. โNow where would be the fun in that?โ
His lips are curled at the corners and itโs just too inviting. He inches closer into you and like a jolt of electricity has sparked in your bloodstream, you surge into him. You melt into one another so effortlessly, lips and tongues, his hands on your sides pulling you into him, your arms around his neck and your fingertips teasing his hair.
Itโs been inevitable, hasnโt it? All his smug glances, the way he catches your eye in a crowded room or across the garden. Itโs pure energy, hot and visceral, every part of you overwhelmed and yet craving more.
He pauses for a breath and kisses you again, then pauses again. He makes a humming sound in his throat and squeezes your body in some kind of finality before he steps away.
You donโt understand it. โDid I do something wrong?โ
โNo, no, of course you havenโt,โ he says quickly. He takes a breath and runs his hand through his hair, his gorgeous, gorgeous hand. โI justโฆ it wouldnโt be fair on you right now.โ
You frown. You know youโve pushed past your usual limit of drinking, and Aemond seems at ease, not in a state where he should be questioning his decisions. But then that probably makes him the sensible one and you havenโt realised how far gone you are.
โNo, youโre right,โ you say, unable to look away from his eye.
Aemond swallows thickly. โI want to, I really want to.โ
โMe too,โ you say, heart starting to sink, or is that just the wine?
โGods, Iโm sorry.โ
โDonโt be sorry,โ youโre reaching for the collar of his t-shirt, pressing your fingertips into the fabric and the hard points of his collarbone underneath, โwe can be grown ups about this.โ
He curls his hand around your wrist. โWe get on, donโt we?โ
You shrug, hoping heโll think youโre not that bothered. โI think so.โ
โAnd I think we could have some fun together.โ
โFun?โย
โWhen weโre both in the right mind.โ He lifts your hand away from his chest and brings it to his lips, pressing a delicate kiss against your knuckles. His eye stays fixed on your face, bright blue and hypnotising. You watch his lips, savouring the feeling of them against your skin. You could pull him into you, beg him to kiss you until you canโt breatheโฆ
โBecause youโre cute,โ he says with a soft click of his tongue.
โCute,โ you repeat.
He leans in to peck your lips. Itโs quick, nice, cute.
โSleep well,โ he says and turns away, wandering idly along the corridor.ย
โYou too,โ you say after him, finding your voice feeble and quiet. Before he disappears from your sight you throw open the door to your bedroom and hide yourself away inside.
Back against the closed door, you breathe and clasp your fingers over your mouth to hide your smile from the empty room.
The next day you skip breakfast, needing a lie-in, some painkillers and a large glass of water, provided by Helaena knocking on your door long after youโre usually awake.ย
โI didnโt think you were that bad last night,โ she says, opening one of the windows.
โIโm not usually a wine drinker, maybe thatโs what killed me off,โ you grumble, wincing at the light she lets in. Maybe itโs the wine, maybe you just need the sleep, maybe itโs the image youโve been replaying of Aemondโs body pressing into yours and his vague promise floating around in your head. โI think we could have some fun togetherโฆโ
You snap yourself out of that pretty quickly considering his sister is perched on the edge of your bed.
โAnd Aemond walked you up, that was nice of him.โ
Apparently thereโs no escaping it. โYeah, it was.โ
โSoโฆ he was all over you in the garden last night.โ When you drag yourself to sit up Helaena is looking eagerly at you.
You blurt out without even thinking, โnothing happened.โ You need to get it off your chest, but saying it out loud you donโt feel especially relieved, more embarrassed.
โNo of course not,โ Helaena says with a mischievous grin. โBut youโve been rather friendly with each other since your little misunderstanding.โ
Enough for his siblings to notice at the very least. โItโs not weird, is it?โ
โIs what weird?โ
You tilt your head with a pleading look.ย
โOh babe,โ she says. โNo, not weird at all. If anything itโs a little obvious, Aegonโs been waiting for the penny to drop for weeks.โ
You cover your head with your hands and groan. For you, attraction, liking someone, has always come with a sense of humiliation. Your friends donโt get your type, and while Aemond is a little unconventional for you he fits the bill well enough, tall, smart, not too boisterous. He also just happens to be pretentious but subtle and perhaps even sweetโฆ the more you think about him the deeper youโre digging yourself into this hole.ย
Healena is clearly in hysterics but is trying not to laugh too much to spare you. โItโs cute actually, Aemondโs been a bitโฆ well itโs nice to see him being excited about something for once.โ
Once youโve regained a bit of composure and gotten over the fluttering feeling in your chest, you say, โhe kissed me last night.โ
โLiar! What happened to โnothing happenedโ?โ
โI thought maybe he was a bit drunk.โ
โAre you joking? He looks at you like a lost puppy.โ
โPlease donโt tell me that.โ
โNo look, hereโs what you do. You and him are living under the same roof for another, what, two weeks? What have you got to lose? Live a little, flirt with him, and donโt overthink it.โ
If only โdonโt overthink itโ was a sentence that could actually compute in your brain.ย
Youโre lying in a lounger by the pool in one of your bikinis, having moved on from Crime and Punishment to Frankenstien. Your body is lathered with suncream, the scent of artificial coconut clinging to your skin. The sun makes you sweat, but youโre enjoying the position youโre in.
Then you take a breath and you smell the cigarette smoke.
You donโt move your head too obviously, your sunglasses hiding where your eyes are looking, but you see Aemond at the edge of the patio, as close as he can get to you without stepping onto the grass. Heโs dressed in a black t-shirt and shorts, sunglasses perched on his nose as he watches you. Even from a distance his gaze burns into your skin, you can feel it writhing there.
You wish you could be closer, so you could hear his inhales and exhales, see the flexes of his hands as he lifts the cigarette to his lips, the pout as he blows smoke into the air. Itโs intoxicating. Itโs infuriating.
He disappears into the house before youโve reached the end of your chapter. You tut to yourself, furious you hadnโt read the lines fast enough so you could accidentally run into him on your way inside. You swing your legs round and slip on your pair of sandals. โDonโt overthink it,โ you whisper to yourself. So what if he looks but never comes over? So what if he left whatever this is between you as a wine-fuelled kiss outside your bedroom? When all he had to do was open the door, lay you down on the bed. You would have said yes, sober or not. Would he?
Donโt overthink it. Whatever happens happens.
You leave your towel and book by the pool, but you need a drink to fight off the dry feeling in your mouth. Or maybe youโre just restless. Maybe you need something else to do than sit around and wait.
You go into the kitchen, thankful to see there isnโt anyone around. No Criston sitting at his laptop, no Alicent leaning on his shoulder. Thereโs noise coming from the staff kitchen, tonightโs dinner prep, which wonโt be served for a good few hours.ย
In the fridge you find an array of drinks, all sorts of iced teas and flavours of lemonade all in glass bottles. You pick the first thing you see, something pink and labelled as raspberry flavoured. As youโre digging through a drawer trying to find a bottle opener, you hear a few soft footsteps against the tiled floor. Thereโs a faint scent of cigarettes and aftershave.
โWant some help?โ Aemond says.
Conveniently, you close your fingers around the bottle opener. โNo, actually, Iโm all good,โ you say, turning around to flick off the metal cap.ย
His eye follows your hand as you place the cap and the opener down on the counter, as you bring the bottle to your lips and take a small sip so that the drink doesnโt fizz.
Heโs a friendly distance from you, not close to touching you, but every muscle in your body tenses. Youโre so aware of everything he does, the subtle change in his gaze, how his eye darkens as he tilts his head down to look at you, how he holds his mouth, how his nose twitches ever so slightly when he breathes.
And youโre painfully aware of how indecently dressed you are, how good you thought you looked when you last checked your reflection, a bead of sweat trailing down the side of your neck. Can he see it? Does the heat drive him to restlessness too?
โThis is nice,โ he says, looking over the bikini, a shade of blue that compliments your complexion perfectly. You see his hand twitch at his side.ย
Is he thinking about touching you? Is he desperate to pull you in like he did the other night?
โDo you think so?โ you say, leaning back on one hand against the counter, waiting for his eye to come back to yours. โYouโve never complimented any of my outfits before, Aemond.โย
His eye seems to light up when you say his name. โDoesnโt mean I donโt appreciate them.โ
You take another casual sip from the bottle, watching how his throat bobs when he swallows.ย
He takes another step forward. Heโs testing the waters, you realise, seeing how close he can come before you squirm. You take your weight off your hand on the counter, closing the distance by just another fraction.
โDid you think about me last night?โ he mutters. Youโre close enough that you can hear him, even when he speaks under his breath.ย
โAfter you left me standing outside my bedroom door?โ
He raises a brow.
โMaybe I did.โ
โI thought about you,โ he says.
โBut you didnโt do anything about it.โ
With one more step heโs pressed against you, the counter digging into your lower back. Aemond puts his hand at your waist, his thumb resting on your front, not firmly, but noticeable. Your breath hitches.
Aemond smiles to himself. โI said we should both be in the right mind, and you agreed, didnโt you?โ His hand trails, moving down to the waist of your bikini bottom. He slips two fingers under the fabric, sliding them up, along the conjuncture of your thigh and your hip.ย
You dig your teeth into your lower lip for a moment, determined to keep your composure, desperate to deny him the satisfaction even though itโs already written all over his face. He can see youโre breathless, that your heart is racing in your chest.
The pull to him is like gravity, something that binds the world together, crushing and impossible to deny.ย
He leans over your, his lips hovering by your ear, circling an arm around your middle. You can smell the beads of sweat on his neck, the scent of his shampoo, something naturally him that you think will linger in your mind for a while. โSo why donโt we stop tip-toeing around each other and enjoy the rest of the summer?โ
Why shouldnโt you? Really, why? Itโs been so long since you felt a draw like this, since you felt wanted. Heโs grovelled enough surely and something about his mask of perfection slipping to reveal something primal and reckless, excites you. Proud Aemond Targaryen, digging his hands into your flesh, grazing his lips over your ear, your jawโ
Your eyes flicker to the door. Daeronโs standing in the doorway in his tennis gear, face pink and sweat dripping from his silver hair.
Aemond notices youโve frozen. He slowly pulls away and glances over his shoulder. His posture instantly shifts.ย
โAlright, kids?โ Daeron says, shoulders swaying as he walks into the kitchen.
Aemondโs standing in front of you, nudging you with his hand to keep your body concealed behind his. From over his shoulder you watch Daeron take a bottle of iced tea from the fridge. He opens the cap on the side of the counter.
โDonโt stop on my account. Iโm not even here.โ Daeron chugs from the glass bottle, making a smacking sound with his lips and taking a breath with a smug โah!โ when he pulls it away from his mouth.
Aemond turns to face you. โThinks heโs so fucking funny.โ
Daeron shoots you a wink. With the moment firmly crushed under his younger brotherโs Asics tennis shoes and Adidas socks, you slip from Aemondโs grip.
โIโm gonna get my book,โ you say.
Aemond angles his brows like heโs begging you to stay, but he lets you go out to the garden without much more of a fight.
His lingering stares and double takes are becoming more brazen now.
You sit with your parents that night at dinner. Your father tells you about the golf club on the neighbouring island of Driftmark, which Corlys Velaryon is insisting the men should all go to visit sometime this week. Itโs not far, a quick journey on one of the yachts. Your mother had gone into the town today with Alicent and shows you the photos she took of some adorable clay figures of animals and seashells in a local craft shop.
This doesnโt seem to deter Aemond at all. Heโs where he usually is, at the head of the table, looking over at you every so often while Helaena speaks at length to him. You catch snippets of this one-sided conversation, sea birds and prey, wingspans and something about dinosaurs?
The distance between you is starting to feel unbearable.
After dinner Aegon leads you and the others to the library where he rummages through a floor to ceiling shelf of DVDs.
You and Aemond find yourselves sat together on the same sofa, with space for an extra person between you. Helaena is elated when she finds Dreamfyre the cat curled up on one of the arm chairs, scooping her up into her arms and hugging her close to her chest like a teddy.
Daeron takes the other arm chair, his arms full of snacks. He throws a packet of salted popcorn at Aemond and it hits him on the blind side of his face. โFuck, sorry.โ
Aemond turns his head to you and gives you a pointed look.ย
You tilt your head. Ignore him, you think, then realise the absolute insanity of thinking that Aemond can hear what youโre saying in your head. You huff through your nose, a smile on your face, and shuffle closer to Aemond so you can claim the popcorn. The fact that youโre sidled up to him and his arm has found its way around you to get more comfortable is a happy coincidence.ย
โA-ha!โ Aegon presents his finding like itโs an ancient heirloom; a copy of American Psycho.ย
Helaena groans.ย
โItโs a masterpiece,โ Aegon insists.
โYeah, I so want to spend my evening watching some self absorbed investment banker brutally murder women.โ
โEven if heโs played by Christian Bale?โ
Helaena does a double take of the DVD cover. โPut that shit on right now.โ
As Patrick Bateman goes through his psychotically perfect skincare routine, does crunches to the sounds of screaming women and lodges an axe in Jared Letoโs face to โHip To Be Squareโ, you and Aemond melt into one another. It hits you how settled you feel lying against Aemondโs chest, your ear against his ribcage so you can feel his heartbeat, your head rising and falling with his breathing. His fingers start to trace over your arm, up and down, lulling your mind until youโve forgotten to be nervous about being so close to him, so self conscious that you might be in the wrong position, how your cheek might look slightly squashed against him.
Itโs not very โLetterboxd enthusiastโ of you to be thinking less about the film, instead wondering if Aemond will walk you to your room tonight, if heโll kiss you again, if heโll ask to come into your room and shed the simple layers of your t-shirt and jeans.
You press your lips together. You havenโt touched any wine tonight, and neither has he.ย
Once the credits have started rolling you sit up, noticing how stiff your body is having been in the same position for the entire length of the film. You stretch your arms out and catch Aemond looking at you, trying to hide a smile.
Aegon, Helaena and Daeron are arguing about the next film.
โScream.โ
โAegon, please, no more horror.โ
โBut Matthew Lillard!โ
โWhat?โ You say, meeting Aemondโs eye.
He makes that cryptic humming sound again. โFeel like going to bed?โ He says quietly.
Your stomach drops, but you want to play this cool. Donโt overthink it. Donโt overthink it. โWhose?โ
Aemond half smiles. โMine.โ
You make your excuses. Aemond makes his. As soon as he shuts the door to the library the boys start howling like dogs.
Your heart is racing. Every part of you is screaming at you, begging for more contact, to have that beautiful eye on you again.
โSorry about my family,โ Aemond says, running his hand through his hair. Youโre trying to pinpoint the notes of his aftershave, sweet and dark, like black coffee and honey. โAs you can see theyโre all very good at minding their own businessโโ
Your hands are on the sides of his jaw, against the gentle sharpness of his silver stubble, pulling his lips into yours.ย
Aemond immediately offers you his hunger. It takes you off-guard for a moment, how he grabs at your waist, pushing his body against yours so he can devour you how he wants to. His mouth moves down to your neck and you sigh without meaning to.
โMoaning for me already?โ he teases, dragging his teeth over your skin.
โYou fucking wish,โ you say but your voice sounds utterly pathetic at the feeling of his hands on you, your hips, the backs of your thighs, cupping between your legs. โAemondโฆโ
โSorry, Iโm getting carried away,โ he says, kissing up along your cheek and your temple. He pulls away from you, pupil blown wide in the darkened corridor, roaming your not quite flattering David Bowie t-shirt. He reaches for your hand and presses a peck against your knuckles.
You let him lead you towards the east wing, to the corridor where youโd usually part ways if you were going to your own bedrooms. Once youโve gone past the door that would lead you back to the moat room, you start to feel lightheaded, disorientated. Somehow it feels nice.
Your heart beats more furiously with every door you pass. You donโt know which one will lead to his room, but thereโs one at the very end, which he seems to be eyeing.
โAemond?โ Youโve stopped walking.
He grips your hand tighter. โYes?โ
โI donโt know if this is a good idea.โ
โOh. No, thatโs fine.โ
โSorry.โ
โDonโtโ donโt say sorry. Fuck, I should be the one apologising, I didnโtโ I thought you wanted to?โ
Seven hells, Iโve made it awkward. He hasnโt misread you, youโve played into everything heโs given you, but somethingโs still holding you back. His grip on your hand is getting loose, his gaze is dropping. The moment is slipping and you canโt let it happen.
โWait,โ you say, reaching for him. Your fingers close around his forearm, slim but strong. โI donโt know, Iโm not great at asking for what I want.โ
His eye comes to yours, determined, more intense than you think youโve seen before. โThatโs alright. You can tell me, what do you want to do?โ
You take a moment to consider, your eyes tracing the curve of his lips, the shape of his nose. You hold your breath so you can listen to his. You want this. You want this. You want him. โI want to kiss you more.โ
He takes your hands in his, circling his thumb over the delicate skin of the inside of your wrists. โYeah?โ
โAnd, I want to be near you.โ
He lifts your right hand and replaces his thumb with his lips. A surge of wanting shudders through your limbs. โAnd?โ
You close your eyes and whisper. โAnd I want you to make me come.โ
He smiles against your skin. โHow do you want me to do that?โ
โWith your mouth,โ you say. You feel his fingertips at the pulsepoint of your left wrist. You love watching his hands, you can picture them perfectly in your head. โAnd your fingers.โ
โThereโs a good girl,โ he says.
Aemond steps away from you, opening the door and inviting you inside. You werenโt sure what you were expecting from his room but this seems about right, dark wood panelled walls like the rest of the rooms in the house. The curtains are wide open, overlooking the front of the house and youโre high up enough that you can see the sea, or you would in the daylight. He has bookshelves, mostly full of fantasy novels, childrenโs books. He explains most of these are from his summers spent here as a kid, plus a few text books, Comparative Politics, The History of Philosophyโฆ
โThe impressive collection of classics is at my place in Kingโs Landing.โ
โIโm sure it is impressive,โ you say. You wonder if youโll ever get to see it.
He has a vanity, a hairbrush, a few bottles of aftershave, face serums and deodorant all placed neatly underneath a mirror. He has posters on the walls, all in black frames and hung in an orderly fashion, of sci-fi shows and movies and bands that were popular ten years ago. Thereโs another stack of shelves by the wardrobe with trophies, plaques, medals, photographs of Alicent with four silver-haired children, a certain little boy with a tennis racket in his hands, another with a fencing mask under his arm.
โI havenโt changed the room much,โ he mutters.
โItโs adorable,โ you say.
His arms circle around your middle, pulling you in close so he can kiss your neck again. โYouโre moaning again,โ he says when you let out a heavy breath.
โNo Iโm not, Iโm just breathing.โ
โLiar,โ he teases. One of his hands slides along your body to your rear and he squeezes you through your jeans.ย
When you catch a glimpse of a silver chain under his collar youโre suddenly insatiable. Your hands are clawing at his t-shirt and he wastes no time in pulling it off, coming back to kiss you like he cannot bear to be parted from you, and kissing him feels as perfect as it did that night when you both tasted like wine.ย
You donโt care where your clothes fall, which pile of fabric is his, which is yours. He lays you down on the bed with a gentle but commanding grip on your neck. He kisses you over and over again, grinding a growing hardness between your legs against the fabric of your panties. He smothers you, his bare body sinking against yours, your lips grazing against his skin, your legs parting to make room for him, desperate for the friction.ย
He works his way down, trailing his tongue along your throat, kissing your bare chest, teasing your nipples with his lips, tongue and teeth. Maybe you are moaning. The thrill of it echoes through your body and serves to stir the wanting in your belly, the tightness thatโs going to drive you insane.
He keeps kissing down, pausing when he comes to your panties. He looks up at you, lips parted, your fingers starting to slip into his hair. โLook at you,โ he says. โYouโre so hot when youโre needy.โ
Heโs barely touching you and you canโt take the teasing.
He doesnโt keep you like this forever. He kisses around it, the soft skin of your inner thighs before he finally, finally pulls your underwear down your legs. He starts slowly, gently, each swipe of his tongue tortuous and divine.ย
And usually your mind would wander. Youโd try so hard to focus on the pleasure, think of some depraved scenario so you could actually come. Aemond commands your attention and you canโt bring yourself to look at anything other than the sight of his mouth working against your cunt, the obscene sounds he makes, the roughness of his voice when he stops to remark how wet you are, how good youโre doing for him.
Your grip of his hair tightens. You donโt worry if it will hurt him, not with the way he whines when you do, how his body jerks as he tries to grind his hips into the mattress.ย
Itโs too much and itโs perfect. It builds and builds until it bursts and the pleasure tears through your body. Aemond holds your legs apart to see you through it, until youโre shaking and begging him to stop.
When he lifts his head heโs as breathless as you are, his brow dewy with sweat. โHow was that?โ
โGood,โ you say, then decide that isnโt quite enough. โReally fucking good.โ
Aemond smirks. His eye stays on your face as the tip of his middle finger rests at your entrance. As soon as he slips inside, your body is weightless. You could almost laugh to yourself, all those times youโve looked at his hands and now you know you were right. He feels good, thicker, longer than your own digits, reaching deeper than you ever could.
He makes a game out of this, seeing how he can make you react, praising every movement of your hips, every noise you make, how many times he can get you to come.
When itโs done and you canโt take any more, he lies beside you, putting his arm around your shoulders, pulling you into his chest. You let your hand settle on his stomach, on the patch of hairs that trails down to the waist of his boxers.ย
โYou donโt have toโฆโ he says, as you start to feel over his skin with your fingertips.
โDo you mind if I return the favour?โ you ask, sitting up and leaning on your palm, looking down at him.
Aemond stares at your face. โOf course, as long as you want to.โ
โI do,โ you say,ย enjoying the way his expression lightens.
You position yourself along his body and rid him of the boxers. His cock is an impressive size, a little intimidating, but youโre already craving the feeling of him in your mouth, hard and needy, especially after heโs watched you come undone so many times.ย
You trail your tongue along his length, teasing over the tip and savouring the taste of him. You work him with your mouth and your hand where you canโt take him. You love the sounds he makes, his sighs and moans.
โGood girl,โ he coos, โcan that pretty mouth take more?โ
You want to, you want him to feel good. You look up to him, trying to take more every time your mouth moves down.
Aemond watches you in wonder. He gathers your hair in one hand. โTap my leg if it gets too much.โ
You hum in agreement.
He pushes your head down. โRelax,โ he utters, โfuck, just relax, youโre doing so good.โ
You hardly understand how it makes you want more, the weight of him, the discomfort in your jaw, but you like it. You feel your stomach starting to tighten again.
Aemond pulls your head up and you catch your breath, quickly working your hand over his cock. Heโs squirming now, pleading for release. You move your mouth to his balls and he doesnโt last long after that.
He pulls you by your hair again, prodding the tip at your lips. โSwallow it,โ he growls as he slips into your mouth once more. You feel the warmth over your tongue and he comes, wincing slightly at the taste, letting it dribble from the corner of your mouth.ย
You must look like a fucking mess, his cum dripping from your mouth, your hair ruffled from his grip, trying to catch your breath as his cock softens.
โYouโre fucking gorgeous,โ he utters.ย
You fall asleep in his bed, your head against his chest and his arms around you. As you drift off you try not to think about the summerโs impending end, that the days are already getting shorter.
Donโt overthink it.
You think you could allow yourself to enjoy this, the light feeling in your body, the relief of being held by someone else, the sound of Aemondโs fluttering breath soothing you to a deep, dreamless sleep.
When Helaena suggested that you join her and the boys for tennis, you thought it meant you might actually get a chance to play. You and Aemond could have played a doubles match. He could have given you some pointers on your technique, and if you won he could have looked at you with that smug look of his. Or you could have gone head to head. He would have won, inevitably, but heโd be looking at you with a competitive intensity which could easily be switched into a different kind of eagerness.
Youโve not got a terrible view. Aemondโs face is dark with determination, every part of him drenched with sweat and his hands gripping the racket like itโll purposefully try to jump out of his grasp. He grunts every time he hits the ball, and he does it with a terrifying amount of power.ย
โMatch point!โ Aegonโs made himself comfortable in a plastic chair at the side of the court, sipping bottles of beer from a cooler box he made Daeron carry over.
At first you were worried you might have to watch Aemond lose this. Daeron started off strong. Heโs young, slim, quick, but heโs running out of stamina. This is where the match turned in Aemondโs favour. He hasnโt tired out so easily.ย
Daeron serves. Aemond sends the ball flying back. Daeron has to run for it but he just manages to hit it into Aemondโs court. And while Daeronโs far over on the left, Aemond hits it to the right. Thereโs no chance that Daeron will get it and he knows it, not even running for it. But Aemondโs hit it hard, if itโs out of the court then Daeron has another chance to win.
You all freeze. Aegon leans forward, eyes on the line andโฆ
โIn!โ
โFuck!โ Daeron cries.
You and Helaena break into cheers. Aegon wipes his brow as if heโs the exhausted athlete and helps himself to another beer.
Aemond looks at you, trying not to smile. He offers his hand to Daeron but heโs having none of it.
He comes straight to you, lifting you into a spin like youโre in a rom-com.
โWhy do I feel like youโve just won Wimbledon?โ you say as he sets you down.
โPlease, this is more competitive than Wimbledon,โ Helaena says, evidenced by the fact that Daeron has grabbed his racket and is already walking back towards the house.
โItโs a valuable lesson to learn how to lose gracefully,โ Aemond insists.ย
On the walk through the gardens, Aemond keeps his arm around you, even when you protest that heโs literally wet with sweat. Not that you mind, youโre in a t-shirt and some sports shorts youโve borrowed from Helaena. Itโs all very sweet, very intimate all of a sudden, after youโve spent the last few weeks acting like you dislike each other.
Itโs early evening and the sun is inching closer to the horizon. The crashing of waves surrounds Dragonstone, no matter where you stand, the tennis court, the gardens, the front drive. Helaena and Aegon announce theyโre going to have a few more drinks on the patio. And Aemond leads you upstairs to his room.
The moment the door is shut his lips are on yours, hands lightly touching your jaw. Is he afraid heโll douse you with sweat, that his hands will feel too rough on your skin, that heโll break you somehow?
Thereโs a nagging feeling in your heart and in the back of your head, the overwhelming urge to be close to him, to feel him. You stumble over yourselves and you drag him towards the bed by the collar of his tank top.
Heโs on top of you, palms on either side of your head, his hair falling over your forehead, keeping you flat on the mattress with his body. โDonโt get me all worked up, darling, I need to showerโโ
You interrupt him with quick, needy kisses. You canโt get enough of him, the softness of his mouth, his heat, the taste of him on your tongue.
He has to drag himself away, grinning, stroking his jaw with the backs of his fingers. โYouโre tempting,โ he muses.
โNot tempting enough,โ you say with a playful pout.
โGive me two minutes.โ
โIโll be counting.โ
He huffs a laugh. โThatโs a good girl.โ
Your brain short circuits. In that moment youโd wait for hours if he asked you to.ย
He strips off in front of you, his trainers, his top, the shorts and the pair of boxers. You sit on the edge of the bed, hypnotised as you watch his muscles and tendons flex under his skin, all his sharp edges, the contented look on his face.
He leans over you once more, kissing you lightly on your head before he disappears into his ensuite. You listen to the rush of water, the sound of his footsteps when you can catch them. You imagine him there, water running over his body, hands working some shower gel into a lather and rubbing it into his skin.ย
You take shallow, steady breaths, telling yourself youโre not trying to commit the smell of his sheets to memory. But you feel comfortable here, in his bed, in his room, in this small fraction of his world. Thereโs only so much you know of him, the books he likes, how quiet and commanding he can be, how his mouth feels and how his brow scrunches when you make him feel good. Youโre sitting amongst fragments of him now, the sports trophies, the old photos, the text books, trying to piece it all together into the man you fell asleep with last night.
Whatโs his place like in Kingโs Landing? You bet itโs in some expensive neighbourhood, Visenyaโs Hill or one of those squares by Regentโs Park. You picture marble surfaces, vintage furniture, rows and rows of books, dark wood floors, deep shades of blue and green, tall windows, maybe a bed for Vhagar.
Thereโs so much you want to know about him, so many questions you could ask.
The shower stops. You try to act as casually as you can and like you havenโt been restless on his bed waiting for him to come back to you.
When the door opens a cloud of steam wafts into the bedroom. Aemond has dried himself off mostly, ruffling the towel in his hair. You can taste the sweetness of the water on your tongue, and breathe in the scent of his shampoo. His eye is on you as he tosses the towel aside and approaches the bed.
He kisses you tenderly, slowly tugging away your t-shirt, then the shorts. Once youโre naked his demeanour shifts. His hands are firm on your thighs, spreading your legs apart, holding you down as he drags your panties to one side and devours you.ย
You canโt stop moving but it doesnโt matter, Aemond keeps you right where he wants you, circling and pressing with his tongue where you need him. Has he remembered from last night? Has he thought about this since?
When you come undone Aemond hums lowly in his chest, pleased, satisfied, to a point. He grinds his hardened length against your bare cunt, effortless with the aftermath of your orgasm. Each push of his head against your clit sends a shockwave through your spine. Heโs teasing you, you can see it on his face.
You let out a quiet noise from your throat.
โWhat is it, sweetheart?โ Aemond says sweetly.
You try to angle your hips and rock against him, but he knows what your game is and keeps his tortuous movements steady.
โThatโs not good enough, tell me what you want.โ
โI want you to fuck me,โ you mutter, looking away from his face.
Heโs having none of that. Thereโs a weight on your neck, his hand, forcing your gaze back to him. โSay that again.โ
Heโs slowed down, any hint of pleasure is fading quickly. You canโt let it happen, you need more. โI want you to fuck me,โ you say again.
Aemond leans into you, forehead against yours, breath hot against your open mouth. โBeg me for it.โ
โPlease,โ you whisper, lips grazing over his, โplease fuck me, Aemond.โ
The tip of his cock slips down to your entrance. He whispers in your ear, โis no condom okay?โ
You nod. โIโm on the pill.โ
Without any more preamble he slowly starts to rock his hips again, inching inside. You gasp at the stretch, clinging onto his shoulders as he works himself into you. You let your forehead rest against his chin, focusing on him, the little grunts he makes as he fills you.
โSo fucking tight,โ he whispers. Maybe heโs just as desperate and needy as you are.
His thrusts are shallow at first, but he presses in deeper. He keeps it slow, thorough, propping himself up on his hands, letting his pelvis grind into your clit. Your legs curl around his hips to keep him close, to keep yourself open for him.ย
Heโs reaching so deep, then he ups his pace, fucking into you quick and hard, and you can do nothing but cling to him and take it.ย
You feel yourself clench around him, letting out a strangled sort of cry.
โThatโs it,โ Aemond rasps in your ear, โthat feels good doesnโt it?โ
You utter a mindless โyeah,โ
โAre you going to come for me?โ
โIโฆโ you think so, somethingโs tightening inside you. You canโt speak or help the moans that slip from your mouth.
โI wanna feel you come around my cock,โ Aemond says, โplease, sweetheart, please,โ
The pleasure snaps and your whole body lurches, back arching, your nails digging into Aemondโs skin. He fucks you through it, panting and sighing until he stills. With a few more gentle thrusts you feel a warmth blooming inside of you. He pulls out slowly, leaning back on his haunches to admire his work.
Thereโs a quiet moment, when youโre both catching your breath. Your eyes meet and you smile at him. Heโs sweating again.
You go back to your room to shower and dress for dinner. Helaena knocks on your door before you head down together, a pleasant ache between your legs that feels like a shameful secret.
โAemond seemed happy about the tennis,โ she says.
โMm hmm,โ you offer.
โSo did youโฆโ
โSeven hells, heโs your brother,โ you whisper, feeling blood flush in your cheeks.
โWell obviously I donโt want details about him, but as your friend I want you to be happy and have good sex.โ
You wish you could shrink into your shoulders. โYes, it was good.โ
She squeals with laughter and tickles under your chin like youโre a child. โIโm so proud of both of you,โ she says.
You and Helaena sit together around the table, this time youโre next to Aemond. Daeron is opposite you, Aegon to his right, opposite Helaena.ย
Alicent is keen to hear about the result of the tennis match.ย
โIt was a tough call,โ Aegon says like a sports commentator, โgoing in, expectations were high for Mr Targaryen, and equally Mr Targaryen is a promising young player, as we all know wellโโ
Otto chuckles from the other side of the table. The rest of the table starts to become engrossed in Aegonโs retelling of events, even Viserys.
โBut ultimately the younger player was worn down, and it was in fact Mr Targaryen who prevailed!โ
โBut, who actually won?โ Alicent asks, completely lost until she sees the scowl on Daeronโs face.
โWho knew Aemond still had it in him?โ Aegon says, raising a piece of steak on a fork to him like a toast, โafter all those office hours, I thought you were officially a boring bastard.โ
โYou know Aemond,โ Daeron says, โheโs full of surprises.โ
You frown with a flicker of confusion. Aemondโs glaring at his younger brother. Aegon raises his brow, taking a deep drink from his wine.
โA man of many talents,โ Helaena adds lightheartedly.
โTake this development for example,โ Daeron says, nodding to you.
โDaeron,โ his mother warns.
Anger rushes through you like a fist around your heart. โWhatโs so interesting about it?โ you ask.
Daeron shrugs. โItโs just that Aemondโs usually into older womenโโ
Thereโs a scraping sound as Aemond rises from his chair. He doesnโt shout, or glare, or slam his fist on the table. He simply leaves.
Daeronโs smirking. Everyone else is looking at you, Aegon, Alicent, your own parents.
โYouโre a fucking arse,โ Helaena hisses across.
Youโve had dreams before, when somethingโs chasing you and you canโt run, like your legs are made of ice and you canโt convince them to move, to keep out of the reach of danger. Thatโs exactly how you feel now, like youโre living in a nightmare, pulse pounding in your chest, no way to escape.
You donโt wait to consider what Daeron might have meant. You get up from your chair and follow Aemond from the dining hall.
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Through Love and Sorrow
โก๏ธ Gwayne Hightower x Fem!Reader
๐ค Summary: After the joy of expecting their first child is shattered by a devastating miscarriage, Gwayne Hightower returns home to find his wife consumed by grief.
โ Warnings: Angst, Miscarriage, Grief, Hurt/Comfort, Pregnancy Insecurities, Emotional Trauma.
โ A/N: this fic also includes a kinda mother-son relationship between reader and Daeron,btw sorry I havenโt posted anything in like two weeks lmao
-Word count: โ4.4k
This fanfic is a request from a while ago (link)
You sat in your room, the sunlight pouring through the tall windows. Your hands moved skillfully with the needle and thread, working on a small attireโa delicate onesie you had lovingly made for your child, your first with Gwayne.
As you finished the final stitch, you glanced at the door, eager for Gwayneโs return. You had planned carefully how to share the wonderful news with him, and now the moment had arrived.
The door creaked open, and Gwayne stepped in, looking tired but his face brightening when he saw you. โMy love,โ he greeted, coming over to kiss your cheek. โYou look especially happy today. Whatโs going on?โ
You smiled and took his hand, guiding him to sit beside you. โIโve been working on something,โ you said. โAnd I want to show you.โ
Gwayne watched as you pulled the small onesie from behind your back and placed it in his hands. His brow furrowed for a moment in confusion before realization dawned on him. He looked up at you, his eyes wide with disbelief and excitement.
โIs thisโฆ?โ he started, his voice full of wonder.
You nodded, unable to keep the smile from your face. โYes, Gwayne. Weโre going to have a babe.โ
He stared at you for a moment, the onesie still in his hands as if he couldnโt quite believe what he was hearing.
Then, without warning, he pulled you into his arms, laughing with joy. โA babe! Weโre going to have a child!โ His voice was full of emotion, his grip on you tightening as he buried his face in your neck. โGods, Iโm the luckiest man alive.โ
You laughed with him, feeling the warmth of his love surround you. He pulled back slightly, cupping your face in his hands as he kissed you deeply, then gently placed his hand on your belly. โI canโt believe it,โ he whispered, as he got on one knee to kiss your barely swollen belly
โWeโll have a little one running around soon, with your beauty and wit,โ Gwayne continued, his voice thick with emotion as he caressed your belly, where your child was beginning to grow. โWeโll teach them everythingโhow to ride, how to wield a sword, everything. Iโll be by your side through it all.โ
You smiled, leaning into his touch. โAnd Iโll make sure they know how to be kind and strong, like their father.โ
Gwayne laughed softly, his eyes sparkling with the kind of happiness that made your heart swell. โAnd stubborn like their mother, Iโm sure.โ
The days following the joyful news were some of the happiest of your life. Gwayne was attentive and loving, always making sure you had everything you needed, always talking about the future and the life you would build together. But as time went on, you began to be more worried and insecure.
The other ladies at court had spoken to you, sharing their experiences with childbirthโhow their bodies had changed, how their husbands had sometimes seeked comfort elsewhere during those vulnerable weeks after the birth. Theyโd laugh softly, as if it were just a fact of life, but their words dug deep into your mind, planting seeds of doubt and fear.
You found yourself pulling away from Gwayne, unsure of how to voice your fears. He would come to you with that familiar smile, eager to talk about the babe or to spend time with you, but you would turn away, offering only brief responses, avoiding his touch.
It was not that you loved him any lessโif anything, your love for him had only grown deeperโbut the fear of losing him, of not being enough, was paralyzing.
One night, as you lay beside him in bed, the silence stretched on longer than usual. Gwayne finally turned to you, concern evident in his voice. โDarling, whatโs wrong? Youโve been so distant lately. Have I done something to upset you?โ
You stared up at the ceiling, your heart pounding in your chest. You didnโt want to say it, didnโt want to reveal the insecurities that had taken hold of you. But Gwayne was insistent, turning onto his side and taking your hand in his. โPlease, my love. Talk to me.โ
The words came slowly, hesitantly, as you struggled to express your feelings. โIโฆ Iโve heard the other ladies at court talk,โ you began, whispering.
โAbout how their bodies changed after childbirth, how they couldnโtโฆ couldnโt be with their husbands for weeks, sometimes longer. And how their husbandsโฆโ You swallowed hard, unable to finish the thought.
Gwayneโs grip on your hand tightened as he waited for you to continue, his eyes fixed on your face, his worry deepening.
โThey said their husbands sought comfort in other women,โ you finally confessed, your voice breaking. โIn whores. And IโIโm afraid, Gwayne. Iโm afraid that Iโll change, that I wonโt beโฆ enough for you anymore. That youโll look elsewhere.โ
For a moment, there was silence. You didnโt dare look at him, too ashamed of the words you had spoken. But then Gwayne did something you didnโt expect. He started to laughโa soft, warm chuckle that caught you off guard.
You turned to him, confused and a little hurt. โGwayne, this isnโt funnyโโ
โNo, no, itโs not that,โ he said quickly, his laughter fading as he saw the tears in your eyes. He leaned in, brushing his lips against your forehead. โItโs justโฆ the thought of me with anyone else is absurd. My love, you are my heart, my soul. There is no one in this world who could ever compare to you.โ
You opened your mouth to protest, but he silenced you with a gentle kiss. โListen to me,โ he said, his tone serious now. โYou are the only woman I want, the only woman I will ever want. The idea of seeking pleasure in someone else when I have you is ridiculous. Those other menโtheyโre fools. I would never betray you, never.โ
You felt a rush of relief at his words, though the doubt still lingered. โBut what ifโโ
โNo what-ifs,โ Gwayne interrupted, his hand moving to cup your cheek. โI swear to you, on every star in the sky, that I will never stray. And if any man tells you differently, Iโll knock his teeth out.โ
A small laugh escaped you, despite yourself. Gwayne grinned, his eyes twinkling as he saw the smile return to your face. โSee? Thereโs that smile I love so much. Youโre going to be a wonderful mother, and weโre going to be a wonderful family. No matter what changes, Iโll be right here, by your side.โ
That night, the two of you found solace in each other, and as you drifted off to sleep, you felt the fears that had plagued you begin to disappear, replaced by the strength of your bond and the love you shared.
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A few weeks later, you, Gwayne, and Daeron sat at the dining table, enjoying a simple meal. Daeron was telling you about his day, his young face alight with enthusiasm as he described his lessons and adventures. You smiled fondly at him, listening intently as he spoke about a new bird he had seen in the gardens.
โAnd then it swooped down, right in front of me! I almost thought it would land on my shoulder like the falcons do on their keepers,โ Daeron said, eyes wide with excitement.
Gwayne chuckled, ruffling the boyโs hair. You laughed softly, reaching out to squeeze Daeronโs hand. โYouโre already quite the little adventurer. Perhaps one day youโll ride with your uncle on his journeys.โ
Daeronโs face lit up at the thought, and he looked eagerly at Gwayne. โWill you take me with you one day, Uncle?โ
Gwayne smiled, โOne day, certainly. But Iโm afraid I have to leave again in three daysโ time for an important matter in Blackcrown. Iโll only be gone for a month, maybe less.โ
You felt a pang of worry at his words, though you did your best to hide it. You had hoped he wouldnโt need to leave again so soon, but you understood the responsibilities that came with his position. โJust promise me youโll be back well before the babe is due,โ you said. โI donโt want to have to deliver without you.โ
Gwayne took your hand across the table, squeezing it reassuringly. โIโll be back in plenty of time, I promise. Nothing could keep me from being here for you and our child.โ
Daeron looked between the two of you, his eyes filled with a mix of concern and curiosity. โYouโll come back safe, right, Uncle?โ
โOf course, Daeron,โ Gwayne replied with a warm smile. โIโll be back before you even have time to miss me.โ
True to his word, Gwayne departed three days later. You and Daeron saw him off, Daeron clutching his uncleโs hand until the very last moment, and you pressing a kiss to Gwayneโs lips, trying to ignore the uneasy feeling in your heart. As Gwayne rode away, you couldnโt help but feel a little sadness, but you reminded yourself that he would be back soon, that everything would be alright.
In the days and weeks that followed, you busied yourself with preparations for the babe. You spent hours knitting tiny clothes and blankets, imagining the child that would soon be in your arms. Daeron often kept you company, helping you with small tasks or just sitting nearby, chatting about his day.
One afternoon, you decided to take a walk in the woods with Daeron. The two of you had grown close over the years, and you cherished the bond you shared. As you walked along the familiar paths, Daeron spoke of his lessons.
โAuntie,โ he began after a moment of comfortable silence.
Just as you were about to respond, a sharp, sudden pain shot through your abdomen, stealing your breath. You gasped, clutching at your belly as the pain intensified, bringing you to your knees.
โAuntie?โ Daeronโs voice was laced with panic as he rushed to your side. โWhatโs wrong? Whatโs happening?โ
The pain was unbearable, radiating through your entire body. You could barely find the words, but you managed to gasp, โDaeron, get help. Quickly.โ
Daeron hesitated, his face pale with fear, but then he nodded. โIโll be right back. Stay here, Iโll get help.โ With that, he sprinted back toward the keep, his small legs carrying him as fast as they could.
You were left alone in the woods, the cold earth beneath you as the pain continued to wrack your body. You knew, deep down, that something was terribly wrong. Fear gripped you as you realized you might be losing the baby. Your heart ached with the thought, but there was nothing you could do except wait.
By the time help arrived, the miscarriage had already happened. The maids and guards who found you tried to help, but the damage was done. The life that had been growing inside you was gone, leaving you with an overwhelming sense of loss and emptiness.
Ignoring the advice of the maesters, who urged you to rest and be carried back to the keep, you walked on your own, numb to the world around you. The only thing on your mind was the baby you had lost and how Gwayne would react when he found out. You couldnโt bear the thought of seeing the disappointment in his eyes, even though you knew it wasnโt your fault.
Once you reached the keep, you went straight to the nursery. The small room that had been filled with so much hope and joy now felt empty and desolate. You sat down on the edge of the small bed, your hands trembling as you picked up the half-finished blanket you had been knitting for the babe.
Days passed in a blur. You couldnโt bring yourself to leave the nursery or eat. The maids came and went, offering food and kind words, but you paid them no mind. The world outside the nursery seemed to fade away, leaving you alone with your grief.
Daeron was the only one who could get through to you, even if just a little. He would visit you every day, sitting beside you and talking about anything and everything. His presence was a small comfort, a reminder that you were not entirely alone, even in your darkest moments.
One afternoon, Daeron came to the nursery as usual. He looked at you with concern. โAuntie, you have to eat something. The maesters say itโs important. Uncle Gwayne wouldnโt want you to get sick.โ
You shook your head, still clutching the blanket. โIโm not hungry, Daeron. I justโฆ I canโt.โ
Daeron sighed, sitting down beside you. โI know youโre sad. I miss the babe too, even though I never got to meet them. But Uncle Gwayne will be back today. Maybeโฆ maybe he can help you feel better.โ
You didnโt respond, the weight of your grief pressing down on you. But Daeronโs words lingered in your mind. Gwayne was coming home. You werenโt sure how you would face him, how you would tell him about the baby, but you knew you couldnโt avoid it forever.
Daeron leaned in and gave you a hug, his small arms wrapped around you tightly. โI love you, auntie. And Uncle Gwayne does too. Donโt forget that.โ
His simple words brought tears to your eyes, and you hugged him back. โI love you too, Daeron. Thank you.โ
Daeron smiled up at you, his eyes full of warmth and understanding. He squeezed your hand before standing up to leave. โIโll go and make sure everything is ready for Uncle Gwayneโs return. Iโll come back later, alright?โ
You nodded, watching as he left the room. Alone again, you stared down at the blanket in your lap, running your fingers over the soft fabric. You had poured so much love into this tiny piece of cloth, and now it felt like a cruel reminder of what you had lost.
Hours later, you heard footsteps approaching the nursery. Your heart clenched with a mix of dread and longing. The door creaked open, and Gwayne entered, his expression filled with concern and urgency.
โMy love?โ His voice was soft, but it was filled with worry. He rushed to your side, kneeling before you as he gently took your hands in his. โDaeron told meโฆ told me what happened.โ
The tears you had been holding back finally spilled over, and you couldnโt stop them. โI lost the babe, Gwayne,โ you choked out, your voice breaking. โIโm so sorryโฆ Iโm so, so sorry.โ
Gwayneโs eyes filled with pain, but he quickly pulled you into his arms, holding you close as you wept. โShh, itโs not your fault, my love. You have nothing to be sorry for,โ he murmured, his voice soothing as he stroked your hair.
โI feel like I failed you,โ you sobbed, clinging to him as if he were the only thing keeping you grounded. โI couldnโt protect our childโฆโ
Gwayne pulled back just enough to look into your eyes, his own filled with unwavering love and determination. โLove, listen to me. You did nothing wrong. Nothing. You could never fail me, and thisโฆ this is not your fault. It was beyond our control, and I donโt blame you for a single moment.โ
You searched his face, looking for any hint of disappointment or anger, but all you found was love and compassion. He kissed your forehead, his lips lingering there as he whispered, โWeโre still young, my love. We have time, and we will have childrenโmany, I hope. But right now, all that matters is you. Iโm here for you, and weโll get through this together.โ
His words were like a balm to your wounded heart, easing some of the pain that had consumed you. You nodded, resting your head against his chest as you let out a shuddering breath. โI love you, Gwayne,โ you whispered.
โAnd I love you,โ he replied, holding you tightly. โMore than anything in this world. We will get through this, I promise you that.โ
Gwayne held you close for what felt like an eternity, letting you cry, letting you release the pain youโd been holding onto since the miscarriage. His presence was a steady comfort, a reminder that you werenโt alone, that he would be there for you no matter what.
After a long while, Gwayne pulled back slightly, brushing the tears from your cheeks with his thumb. โCome, my love,โ he said gently. โLetโs get you out of here. We donโt have to stay in this room. We can go anywhere youโd likeโanywhere that will bring you peace.โ
You hesitated, looking around the nursery. The room had once been a place of joy and anticipation, but now it felt suffocating, a reminder of the loss you had suffered. You nodded slowly, realizing that staying here would only prolong your grief.
โAlright,โ you whispered, letting him help you to your feet. You wavered slightly, still feeling weak, but Gwayne was there to steady you, his arm wrapped securely around your waist.
As you left the nursery together, you found yourself leaning on Gwayne more than ever before. He didnโt mind, guiding you gently through the halls of the keep, away from the place that had brought you so much pain. He led you to your chambers, where a fire had been lit, casting a warm, comforting glow over the room.
Gwayne helped you sit by the fire, then knelt beside you, taking your hands in his again. โYou donโt have to be strong right now,โ he said softly. โLet me take care of you.โ
You nodded, too drained to argue, too weary to pretend that you could handle this on your own. Gwayne stayed by your side, talking to you quietly, telling you stories from his travels, stories meant to distract you, to bring a small smile to your face. He was patient, understanding, never pushing you to talk about the miscarriage, but always offering comfort in whatever way he could.
A few days later, when you had gathered enough strength to leave your chambers, Gwayne took you out to the gardens. The air was crisp, and the scent of blooming flowers filled your senses. It was a welcome change from the stifling atmosphere of the keep.
As you walked together, Gwayne kept his arm around you, his presence a steady reassurance. You were quiet for a while, lost in your thoughts, but eventually, Gwayne broke the silence.
โDo you remember the first time we walked through these gardens?โ he asked, a hint of a smile in his voice.
You looked up at him, nodding slowly. โI do. You tried to impress me with your knowledge of every flower and plant.โ
He chuckled softly. โAnd I failed miserably, didnโt I? You knew more about the flowers than I did.โ
โYou were charming, though,โ you admitted, a small smile tugging at your lips. โI fell in love with you that day.โ
Gwayneโs smile widened, and he pressed a kiss to your temple. โAnd Iโve been falling in love with you every day since.โ
As you continued to walk, you felt some of the tension ease from your shoulders. The pain of losing the babe was still there, and you knew it would take time to heal, but with Gwayne by your side, you felt a glimmer of hope.
Later that evening, as you sat by the fire in your chambers, Gwayne brought out a small wooden box. โI have something for you,โ he said, his tone soft, almost hesitant.
You looked at him curiously as he handed you the box. When you opened it, you found a delicate necklace inside, the pendant a small, intricately carved locket.
โIt belonged to my mother,โ Gwayne explained. โShe gave it to me before she passed, and Iโve kept it all these years. I was waiting for the right moment to give it to you.โ
Tears welled in your eyes as you looked at the beautiful locket, your heart swelling with emotion. โGwayne, itโs beautiful,โ you whispered.
He took the locket from the box and fastened it around your neck, his fingers brushing against your skin as he did so. โI wanted you to have something that reminds you that youโre never alone,โ he said, his voice filled with tenderness. โWhenever you feel lost, or when the grief feels too much, just remember that Iโm here, and that Iโll always be here.โ
You touched the locket, feeling the cool metal beneath your fingers, and nodded. โThank you,โ you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. โIโll treasure it always.โ
Gwayne smiled, as he leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips, a kiss that was filled with the promise of a future together, a future that, despite the loss you had endured, would still be full of love and hope.
In that moment, you knew that with Gwayne by your side, you could face whatever challenges life threw your way. The grief would not disappear overnight, and the road to healing would be long, but you would walk it together, hand in hand, and eventually, you would find peace.
P.S: iโm sorry my paragraphs look so separated but I have bad eyesight and I canโt read it well if I donโt separate lmao
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[TANGERINE DREAMS]
summary: being stood up on his wedding day, Aemondโs life takes a turn for the worse. Heartbroken and humiliated, he finds unexpected help in Helaenaโs childhood friend, who helps him move back into his family mansion. Summer cocktail parties and a long stay at the Targaryen residency, Aemond might let the girl whoโs always been in his life make a home in his heart.
Tangerines, in general, symbolize prosperity, good luck and happiness. So if these delicious fruits appear in your dreams - whole or in the form of juice - it is usually very positive. A dream with tangerines expresses the desire and the possibility of progress and prosperity
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Chapter 1: runaway bride
He shouldnโt be stressed, should he?ย
Everything is in the right place; groomsmen are standing behind him while fixing each otherโs coats and reassuring him, bridesmaids are in front of him as they talk and giggle, the guests are whispering and the priest is tapping his fingers on his watch.
Alys is a few minutes late, but itโs just a few minutes, thereโs nothing to worry about. Aemond knows she must be even more stressed than he is. Itโs their big day after all and naturally, the bride is the more anxious one. Surely thatโs true, right? But why are his fingers fidgeting with the hem of his coat uncontrollably, why is rocking on the ball of his feet? He canโt be that nervous.
He looks around, finding his mum biting her nails. She searches around the room, looking for someone, anyone, to come and tell her about her bride-to-beโs whereabouts. His eye finds Helaena, watching as she caresses the flower petals before meeting his gaze, smiling broadly at him. He smiles back, but it doesnโt reach his eyes to convince her heโs doing alright. He is alright, just a tad bit too stressed for everyoneโs liking, especially Helaena who can sense his nerves buzzing with excitement and fear.ย
The church Alicent chose for his wedding has been used by Targaryens for years and passed on for generations. The walls covered in royalty tapestries of mythical Valyrian gods have seen many weddings and unions, and now, they will see his wedding.
He sighs, wanting to run his fingers through his hair but remembering his hair is in a low bun and his Mum would kill him if he ruined his perfectly done hair. He sighs again, looking up at the ceiling, his brow furrowing in worry.
What is taking her so long? She should have been here ten minutes ago.
Aemond turns around and looks at Daeron, their eyes meeting for a brief second before his younger brother nods and walks to the corner of the hall before slipping out the door without any hesitation.ย
โDonโt worry, brother, sheโll come around,โ Aegon says, his breath stinking with the three glasses of champagne heโs had from the bar in the garden attached to the church grounds, where they will host the party.
โThis isnโt another simple date she can be late to. This is our wedding, Aegon!โ He exhales shakily, his voice barely above whispering.
He knows he is right, even Aegon knows he is right, but there is little they both can do. They need to wait for her to show up eventually. She will, wonโt she? Of course she will, it was Alys who was too eager to marry, start a family, and take a step towards their shared dreams. She reassured him of his hesitation, and he agreed to do this with a heart full of love.
โSir,โ the priest calls him, โIโm needed for another ceremony in about an hour and the ride there will take a longโโ
โShe will come,โ Aemondโs response is more of a reassurance to him than the priest, โyou must have seen this more than us, Sir, the bride always shows up.โ
โYes, yes, my apologies,โ the man nods his head, going back to do whatever he was doing before.ย
With every second that passes and Alys doesnโt show up he grows more restless, beads of sweat forming on his hairline. Aemond is a closed-up person, not really used to showing his feelings and emotions outwardly, but now, he is tapping his foot on the ground while his eye swipes at the guests, finding his half-sisterโs family behind his Mum โ he averts his eye quickly. The last thing he needs is to get furious over his sisterโs goblins.
โWhat is taking her so long?โ He hears someone say from the guests, even their stupid gossip is not enough to distract them from how late the bride is. He is growing desperate at this point, the muscles in his shin are growing tired with how fast he is tapping his foot on the floor, his fingers can no longer fidget with his coat instead his nails are digging into his sweaty palm.
Please, please, Alys, just open this doorโฆ He thinks to himself before spotting Daeron sneaking inside the hall with you on your toe. He watches as the two of you make your way toward Helaena, whispering something in her ear before she and Daeron leap out of the hall in a second, catching everyoneโs attention.
The hall grows noisier, and the hushed whispers turn into loud accusations and questions; โWhere is the bride?โ
โI have always known she was problematic!โย
โEight years older? How scandalous!โ
โHow did Viserys Targaryen let his son marry her?โ
โI have heard she has quite the reputation with men, always after their moneyโโ
Now his hands are shaking, he hides them by locking them behind his back before he looks in front of him, trying to mask out the noise. Aemond catches your eye, watching as you give him a reassuring smile before taking slow steps towards him.
โHey you.โ
โHeyโฆโ he replies as best as he can without his voice breaking, โyou look beautiful.โ
โSo do you, little nerd!โ You reach to fix his bowtie, trying to calm him down a bit, โnot so little though, right? Youโre getting married before me!โ
โYeah, Iโm younger and I beat you to it,โ he chuckles a little, silently thanking you for keeping a leash on his nerves.
Itโs always been like this since the two of you remember. Growing up close to the Targaryens as Helaenaโs kindergarten friend until now, you have grown to know each of the siblings like the back of your hand, especially Aemond who was a constant presence in your games with Helaena since he could walk โ sometimes it feels like you are his best friend and not Helaenaโs with how attentive you are to him. As much as he wishes for that to be true, he knows the bond you share with his sister is something so precious and special that no one can break it.
โJust so you wait, Aemond, you wonโt be invited to my wedding when the time comes!โ You tease him, trying to lighten his mood, reaching to fix a few strands of hair that have fallen out of his bun.
โThatโs not fairโโ
Everyone falls silent when the door is pushed open, revealing a heaving Daeron and a very anxious Helaena. You both turn around to look at the siblings, meeting them halfway with Aegon following you closely.ย
โWeโฆโ Helaena starts, but she canโt talk. Something bad must have happened for her to be so speechless.
โWhat?โ You ask gently, resting your hand on her shoulders in hopes of trying to get her to talk.
โWe found Alys,โ Daeron looks at Aemond with an unreadable expression, โbut sheโฆโ
โSpit it out for fuck sake!โ Aegon whispers through gritted teeth, his hand shoved in his pockets as he waits for Daeron to finish his sentence.
โShe doesnโt want to get married,โ Helaena blurts out, swallowing the lump in her throat as she looks at Aemond with sad sympathetic eyes.
โHel, this is insane. Did she say it herselfโโ you say, frowning slightly.
โCriston is holding her back from running away. Thereโs a car parked outside, I thinkโโ
Aemond canโt listen to these words anymore, so he pushes past his siblings and you, jogging out of the church towards the attached garden, finding Cole and Alys tangled in a messy fight as she tries to escape from his grasp.
โAlys!โ He yells her name, making the couple freeze, but in a second, she knees Cole in his stomach and runs past him, her long white dress drags across the grass as she bolts out of the gates too fast for Aemond to be able to catch up, and once he does, he watches the car leave.
The noises around him vanish, and all he can hear is the thumping of his pulse in his ears, and the sharp breaths he takes. The world around him seems to disappear, and his good eye follows the path the car is taking, his fingers are tingling, his chest rising and falling rapidly while he tries to regain his grip on himself.
He sighs, finally his senses coming back as he looks around him, finding you, his Mum, and his siblings running towards him. Aemond doesnโt wish to talk to anyone, he wants to stay invisible, for the world to swallow him whole and keep him away from the humiliation that is about to be unleashed on him.
โDarlingโโ
โAemondโโ
The group reaches him, Alicent cups his face in her warm hands as she looks at him with tears stinging her eyes. Aemond can see how devastated she is about him, how she desperately wants to say something and ease his pain but the words are lost in the air when she opens her mouth to utter them.
He reaches and holds her wrists gently, pressing her palms against his cheeks as they silently communicate their emotions โ no words need to be said, they understand, Alicent understands his pain, and he knows that she would take it away if she could.
โWe should tell the guests,โ Aemond says before letting go of his Mumโs hands, striding past his siblings and you towards the salon attached to the church, finding many of the guests already there โ his half-sister and her kids with a few other relatives.
He knows they are waiting to hear more of this mess just to taunt him and make his day worse. Everyone knows they are looking for one mistake from him and his family to ruin their reputation, and now, with Aemond Targaryenโs runaway bride, they must be ecstatic.
โWhat happened, nephew? We thought we were invited for a traditional wedding, but all we see is a lonely groomโโ
The glare Aemond gives his uncle and nephews is enough for them to shut up. He tries to put up a strong front, head held high and hands folded behind his back, but if you squint you can see how his resolve is crumbling with each second that he spends in their presence.
He decides not to give in to their silly games and walks towards the bar before he snatches the pack of cigarettes on the stool, leaving the room without saying a word. His mind is foggy as he tries to walk past everyone, he is handling many things at the same time but the bitter and heavy feeling in his chest crushes his strength to process it.
The sound of chatter and gossip fades away as he walks through the back garden of the church; a few little benches and a fountain in the corner hidden from the eyes of the guests with a wisteria tree.
This area could have made a romantic core memory for Aemond and Alys if only things had gone differentlyโฆ
With a deep sigh, he sits on the ground, his back against the fountain as he fiddles with his bow tie, undoing the first few buttons of his shirt, his coat falling on the ground next to him. He opens the pack of cigarettes, pulling one out before he reaches in his pants for a lighter โ something he is sure youโd scold him for as you always do, teasing him lightheartedly about his obsession with lighters.
When he inhales the smoke, his mind gets clearer, and he can think a little better, but he is not sure if he would really like to do so. His ex-fiancรฉ left him just a few minutes ago, and his mind fills with dreadful thoughts.
Was it him?
Was he too young for her? Too immature?
Did she change her mind because she loved someone else?
Was he too strict and selfish?
Was it really him who brought this on himself? On his family?
He blows out the smoke, resting his elbow on his knee as he reaches to untie his bun, his hair falling freely around his shoulders while the droplets of water land on the soft silver strands from the fountain.
It is the beginning of the summer, the spring chill of the weather is replaced with an increasing heat, the birds chipper and he can see the peachy hue of sunset in the sky from between the leaves of the tree.
He feels numb, a dull ache in his chest blooming as the reality hits him. Aemond takes another drag of his cigarette, throwing his head back, and letting his hair fall inside the water fountain. He sniffs, closing his eye to keep his tears from flowing down, the storm of his thoughts wrecking his mind once again.
He loves her, she was his everything from the start โ his first kiss, first girlfriend, first fight. Alys was his everything, and now, she is nothing but a memory, a memory he wishes to wipe away quickly.ย
How can you claim to love someone and leave them without any remorse?ย
There is guilt and sadness, but mostly itโs the doubt and self-hatred that makes him want to sob. Many questions are swirling in his head about how he is the reason she has left. Maybe she was right about leaving him, no one would like to be the wife of a man who deals with heavy pain daily.
He takes another drag, relishing in the feeling of the soft evening breeze that kisses his heated skin, cooling him down a little. The smell of smoke grounds him in this world, making him forget about the mess that is probably happening in the church. He is sure his siblings and Mum are trying their best to talk to Alysโ relatives and other guests, explaining the situation in a hurry.
โYour suite must have cost thousands,โ you say casually, announcing your presence as you walk with your long dress in hand, careful with how uneasy your heels feel on the soft grass, making your way to where he is sitting.
โNothing compared to the decorations she ordered,โ he scoffs, putting out his cigarette on the edge of the stone of the fountain before he straightens his neck and looks at you.
โYeah, I saw them,โ you sigh, fisting your skirt before sitting next to him, shoulders touching subtly, โshe has a veryโฆ interesting taste. Whoโd thought a lawyer would be into witchcraft?โ
โShe likes things no one can understand,โ he says, gazing up at the wisteria tree, โI also paid for the dress you are getting wet grass stains onโโ
โThat was irrelevant because Hel bought it for me! She knew how much of an ass youโd be about it,โ you chuckle a little, watching as a ghost of a smile finds its way to his face before it falters and his eye drops to the grass, the smile no longer visible.
โYeah, maybe thatโs why Alys left,โ he scoffs in disbelief again, shaking his head a little as he thinks of every bad trait he has, considering all of them could be the reason she decided she was better off without him.
โHer loss,โ you say softly, โyou are too funny, little nerd, even for someone who can be a stuck-up ass sometimes.โ
โYou are lucky my sister loved you enough to keep you around because Iโd get rid of you the second I could,โ he mumbles, huffing out a small laugh when you punch his biceps playfully.
โThatโs not nice, Aemond!โ You laugh together, rubbing the place where you hit him, โYou love me too, thatโs why you will never get tired of me,โ saying this, you can see his shoulder tensing โ love, what a weird word to use.ย
Does he love you? Does he even love anyone?
Maybe he does, but it wasnโt enough to keep his fiance with him.
Maybe his love was too much for Alys to bear.
โHow did you find me?โ He asks, his voice hoarse and thick, โI was trying to be invisible.โ
โGive me thatโโ you grab the pack of cigarettes from him, pulling one out and waiting for Aemond to light it for you. You inhale a puff, handing it back to him before looking up at the sky, โdo you remember when youโd steal my books and go into your old stables to read?โ
โI do, no one could find me,โ he takes a drag of the cigarette, blowing out the smoke before he talks, โbut you did.โ
โI believed you would do it because you wanted someone to look for you,โ you look at him with soft eyes, โand I always did. Your siblings had no idea where you would go, but I knew you like the back of my hand. Or maybe I just wanted my book back!โ
He matches your smile, but you can see the pain in his eye, this is not a time to beat around the bush. He wishes to let it out โ whatever it is. Perhaps itโs anger, frustration, betrayal, maybe itโs his ultimate desire to vanish into thin air to save himself from the press and humiliation that heโll be going through.
โWhat did I do wrong?โ He asks, and you must be able to see the agony he is in, he is in grave distress, and the cloud of doubt is causing a tornado in his head that will kill the remaining of his confidence, โdid I not give her enough love, show her how much I wanted her?โ
โYou gave her your heart, something you would never do for someone you didnโt like,โ you reach and squeeze his shoulder, โyou did your best, gave her your everything. We all saw how devoted you were, it is not your fault.โ
โThen why? Why?!โ He asks desperately, looking at you with his wide teary eye, the ocean blue orb staring into your soul with need, โI thought I was everything she wanted, she said it herselfโโ he looks away before he can cry, throwing his head back to stop the tears from falling, putting the cigarette between his thin lips.
โYou are more than enough, Aemondโโ
โShe wasnโt worth it, was she?โ He cuts you off, โshe took me for granted,โ he sounds so little, so fragile, and he feels so.
โYou loved her! Iโm sure, Aemond, that your love for her was so beautiful and precious, it was Alys who couldnโt be better.โ
โShe was the one who wanted to get married as soon as possibleโฆโ he whispers, closing his eye as he talks with the cigarette between his lips, โeven Aegon made fun of me for not saying no to her, he said I needed to grow up and not give in to her whims.โ
โAegon is a little shit, he canโt even keep one girl in a one-month relationship. He should be the last person on earth to get advice from,โ You nudge his shoulder, grab the cigarette, and pull it away from his lips, โloving your partner is not a crime. So what? You liked spoiling her, did you not?โ
โYeah, I didโฆโ he says, looking back down at his fingers rubbing over the fabric of his pants, โAlys used to tell me I was a kid too, that I needed to grow up or else I wouldnโt be a good husband.โ
โOh, Aemondโฆโ
He averts his gaze towards you, tears brimming in his eye, โI did everything I could,โ he is helpless, the gut-wrenching feeling is eating him alive.
โDonโt bottle it up, little nerd,โ you reach and push a few strands of his hair behind his ear, โyou can cry, Iโm here.โ
And he does; he rests his head on your shoulder and starts sobbing quietly, tears falling on his scarred cheek.
โIโm here,โ you whisper, wrapping your arm around his shoulders, making him feel safe enough to pour his emotions out.
Aemond has been avoiding the situation as best as he can; ignoring his grandfatherโs calls, not leaving the house for a few weeks, and trying to get a hold on his life again.
All his efforts are in vain.
He still lives in the same apartment in Rosby he and Alys bought a few months ago, their photos and pictures hanging on the walls, the bed they used to sleep on together, their bathroom, their kitchen โ everything feels like an old movie reel, a twilight zone he doesnโt know if he likes to leave or embrace and drown in it.
Aemond has been keeping contact with his siblings throughout the past week, refusing their help to come and live with him for a while, saying he wanted some time alone to figure out what he wished to do from then on.
The media is filled with pictures of him standing outside the garden catching the car speeding away โ how the paparazzi get there? No one knows but the fingers are pointed at his half-sister and uncle. The pictures are all over the news and the internet, mainly using his Targaryen name to drag him into the dirt.
He plops down on the couch, unlocking his phone only to be greeted with thousands of texts from his Mum and Daeron, begging him to come home and stay the summer with them in Targaryen residency. Itโs not an idea he hasnโt entertained before, in fact, he would like to go back home and take some time off for himself. So he texts Alicent and tells her heโll move in with them for a while until he is better and ready to come back to this forsaken apartment.
He starts packing a few hours later, dirty clothes thrown into the washing machine while he sits on the floor with a huge suitcase ready to be filled. Suddenly his phone starts ringing, startling him greatly. He reaches for the phone on the bed, looking at the screen to see whoโs calling him. You. Your name lights up his phone, making him smile a little, thinking probably the word has spread like wildfire.
โHey,โ
โHey yourself, little nerd!โ You say enthusiastically, โheard you wanna move back into your Mumโs place.โ
โHmm, yeah,โ he sighs, securing the phone between his ear and shoulder as he talks to you, โa change would be nice, especially for the summer.โ
โThen youโre in luck!โ You reply, โHel asked me to come and spend the summer at the mansion too!โ he chuckles when he hears you groaning over who knows what before continuing, โAnyway, Iโll come to your place whenever you want so I can help you pack whatever youโd like to take there and then drive to Kingโs Landing.โ
โSounds great, I really appreciate the offer,โ he agrees, grabbing the phone as soon as the washing machine stops, โIโd like it if you could take some time and come here tomorrow?โ
โOf course, just send me the location, alright? The sooner we pack, the sooner we can have some of Aegonโs magnificent cocktails!โ
โUrgh, that loser will be home too?โ He feigns a groan, breaking character when he hears your snort.
โStop being mean to him, he makes the best Sex on the Beach!โ You both chuckle, knowing you are right, Aegon does make the best cocktails known to humankind, โWeโll have fun there, and Iโve missed Vhagar so much!โ
โI missed her too,โ Aemond says fondly, โthank you again for helping me out, I wouldnโt have reached out if you didnโt call me.โ
โOh I know, thatโs why I called. You can always count on me! Anyway, Iโll come tomorrow and help you pack.โ
โAlright, thank you, Iโll text you the address,โ Aemond says, grabbing the basket to empty the wet clothes from the washing machine.
โSee you tomorrow, Little nerd!โ
โYou should have told me you have a Chevy Camaro, I doubt we can fit anything in this little car!โ you hug and greet him when he opens the door, โI brought my things too if itโs okay with you.โ
โYeah, sure, the sooner we pack, the sooner we can leave!โ He replies, grabbing your suitcaseโs handle, and leading you inside his apartment, โDonโt worry, my car has carried much larger things. This is nothing.โ
โWhatever you say! Nowโ woah, you are packed already?โ You look around the room, a few boxes neatly put on top of each other and labeled, one backpack and another half-filled suitcase on the floor.
โI just need some help with my clothes and whether I shouldโฆโ he points at the framed photos on the walls, photos of him and Alys, โthrow them out or send them to her with her belongings.โ
โWell, I think you should give it some time before you do something you might regret,โ you squeeze his shoulder lightly, โit seems we can go tonight, right? You donโt have many things left to pack.โ
โYeah, just a few clothes! You can get the snack while I put them in the suitcaseโโ
โNo, no, lemme fold your clothes! You should start putting the boxes away, Iโll get everything ready,โ you pat him on the chest, walking towards his bedroom to fold his clothes for him.
He nods silently and thanks you before he grabs the boxes and leaves the apartment. You both work quickly, taking a break and having tea together, you ask about how heโs holding up, and he dismisses your questions as best as he can, not really wishing to entertain the thoughts thatโll disturb him.
โAemond, do you want to bring your books too?โ You ask him, groaning as you drop the heavy box on his bed, โbecause I doubt weโll have enough space to take all of these with us to Kingโs Landing.โ
โJust those that are already tucked away!โ He yells from the kitchen, finishing cooking for you, โWeโll finish it after dinner, cโmon.โ
โOkay,โ you sigh tiredly, not really expecting the packing to drag on for so long. After all, he said he only needed a few clothes, not half of his wardrobe with his expensive watches and sunglasses.
โI think we have packed enough for at least ten spontaneous parties Aegon will be throwing this summer,โ you mutter, sitting behind the island in the kitchen.
โI doubt heโd let an occasion like my birthday let go so easily now that Iโm back home,โ Aemond shrugs, handing you a plate, โhe mostly ignores the occasion but Iโm sure he and Mum will do something, and make a huge deal out of it. Thatโs why I need to be prepared.โ
โWell, itโs the first birthday in a while that Iโm attending too so it better be something good!โ You tease him, thanking him for the delicious meal.
โIt will be, or at least Mumโs plans will be great. She has Daeron as her non-assigned assistant now that Iโm gone and they make quite the duo. They always host the best gatherings together.โ
โAlicent is a perfectionist, of course, sheโll be the best person to throw a birthday party for you,โ you agree with him, โbut you canโt deny that Aegonโs parties are always better! Heโs reckless, and the drinks are the best.โ
โOnly the best for the oldest Targaryen son, right?โ He sighs again, looking down at his plate, โSorry, it slipped my tongue, I shouldnโt have said it.โ
โItโs okay,โ you reach and rub his forearm, โyouโre dealing with lots of things now, I understand, we all do.โ
โI hope I donโt ruin your summer with us with my stupid sappy attitude,โ Aemond jokes โ or at least tries to.
โSappy or not, you are my best friendโs brother, and I watched you grow up! There is nothing you can do to make my time with you miserable,โ you smile at him softly, finishing your plate before you both stand up to get ready and leave, โIโll take care of the dishes, you go close your suitcase and we take whateverโs left to your car.โ
Time passes quickly and you find yourself getting inside Aemondโs car later than you expected. He makes sure everything is packed and safe both in the apartment and in the trunk before he gets inside the passenger seat โ he canโt drive at night because of his eyesight so youโll drive to Kingโs Landing. Itโs not a long ride fortunately; four hours by car and youโll be there in no time.
Aemond, despite trying to keep up with the conversation, falls asleep halfway through the road, and you let him take a nap before you arrive there and get bombarded by questions left and right.
When you pull in front of the entrance gates, Cole is already waiting for you, ready to take your bags out and park the car even though someone else could be doing it.
โHi, Cole,โ Aemond greets him with a thick voice, rubbing his sleepy eye before he gives Criston a halfway hug, patting his back.
You shut down the engine, get out of the car, and greet Cole after you hand him the remote, following Aemond in the path leading to the entrance door with a few boxes in hand as you help him take a few of his belongings inside the house.
Alicent is already waiting in front of the door anxiously, slowly rubbing her throat and neck as she waits for Aemond to reach her before she brings him in a tight embrace, not minding the sharp points of the boxes digging in her sides โ just having her son with her is enough to remedy all of her pain.
โMy darling,โ she tears up a little, caressing his hair and kissing his cheek, โIโm so happy you decided to come home, I missed you so much.โ โI missed you too, Mother,โ he pulls back a little to put the boxes down and hug her completely, resting his head on top of hers as she wraps her arms around him.
Everyone is interrupted when a series of barks echo in the house, and in a second, a huge fluffy black Chow Chow jumps on Aemond, licking his face happily. Vhagar, oh, how he missed his old lady. He chuckles and scratches behind her ears, ignoring all the stares as he reunites with her.
โBabyyyyyyy!โ Helaena squeals before she runs towards you to help you with Aemondโs things, kissing you and giving you a side hug, โThank you for agreeing to come! Iโm sure weโll have lots of fun together.โ
โThank you for having me, lovey!โ
โIโm so thankful you helped him, darling,โ Alicent pulls away from the pair nearly lying on the floor while one of them is having his face licked, her hand caressing your back as she draws you in her arms as well, โThank you for bringing home, Iโm in debt to youโโ
โOh, no, it was nothing!โ You look at her before giving Aemond and Vhagar a cheeky smile, โIt was the least I could do, Iโm glad I could help.โ
โCome, come! You must be tired, your rooms are ready. Cole will take your bags,โ she says, leading the way with Aemond who has his free arm wrapped around Daeron, and Vhagar jumps next to his feet while you and Helaena follow them.
โAegon is asleep, you know him, he has big plans for this summer, especially now that Aemond can use some distraction,โ she bumps her shoulder to yours, โmeaning weโll have the time of our lives!โ
โYeah,โ you smile at her before looking ahead of you, catching Aemond turning around to give you a quick smile, โWhat a summer itโll be.โ
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ADORNMENTS | AEMOND TARGARYEN X DAERONโS TWIN!READER
a b r i d g e m e n t : your older brother Aemond loves to shower you with gifts. one day, youโll pay him back.
TW: smut, targcest, oral (f receiving) penetration, riding, missionary, childhood love,
A/N: reblogs but most of all comments are immensely appreciated!
Aemond couldnโt remember the day when you drew your first breath alongside your twin brother, Daeron. All he knows is that the Gods had shined light upon him that day.
He had gotten blessed with the only one that could have ever drawn his attention like it did.
Like you did.
4-year-old Aemond witnessed the sunlight shining upon your face as Queen Alicent flaunted you in her arms, Daeron held in the Kingโs arms.
Your laughs could only be translated into melodies as they entered the princeโs ears. Your skin was almost porcelain and your eyes were peacefully closed. You were wrapped around the purple blanket as if you were a present.
His thoughts felt overpowered by a desire to hold you. He climbed up next to his Queen Mother and tugged on your blanket, signalling to hold the new blessing that came into his life.
โAemond wishes to hold his new sister,โ Alicent remarked, smiling as she looked down upon him. She very carefully positioned you into his small arms, staying close as to keep an eye.
โA family man, he will be.โ the king laughed, very carefully swinging Daeron in his arms.
Aemond, ignoring the speaking of his parents, wrapped his small arms around your small body, regarding you as if you were a gem to keep in his palm. He held you closer to his chest, and brought his lips to your forehead, before hesitantly returning you to your mother.
And as you turned older, you grew only closer to him. It was as if he were your shadow, and you were his. You would do everything together.
He was infatuated with you, always opting to bring you your favourite pieces of jewelry, your favourite silk dresses and your favourite flowers.
Eventually, you shared your first kiss with him.
It was the hour of the owl, and you were holding a candle to your chest, waiting for the prince to sneak into your chambers. Your hair was tied up into braids, which made for a beautiful updo.
โSister.โ you heard a voice. it was Aemondโs.
But it didnโt sound all too delighted.
โAemond?โ you ask softly, observing him sitting on the edge of your bed. โWhat happened?โ
He didnโt wish to tell you, but your angelic voice compelled him as if he was answering the gods.
โโฆthey gave me a pig.โ he murmured, passionately angry. his fists clenched at his side and he didnโt dare look you in the eye.
You knew what he meant. You always pitied having him watch you ride starfyre. You only prayed he could get one of his own.
You crawled over to him, his back facing you. You delicately rested your chin on his shoulder, placing a kiss on his cheek.
โIf a dragon doesnโt like you, I donโt like a dragon,โ you murmured, whispering into his ear. โYou over any dragon, big brother.โ
Just then, his head turned to you. His eyes flickered from your eyes to your lips. You felt your throat go dry, and you liked the feeling. You liked having him look at you like that.
You closed your eyes, and the second you did, you felt his slightly chapped lips on yours. You savoured the feelings for a couple of seconds, before attempting to brush your hair out of your face. His hand eventually came up to your rosy cheeks, cupping at your jaw, while your hands settled themselves on top of his unoccupied hand.
You very gently pulled away, smiling at his lips.
From that day on, it was sealed.
He was infatuated with you, always opting to bring you your favourite jewelries, your favourite silk dresses and your favourite flowers.
You loved it, and as you blossomed into a woman of age, you remained appreciative of his efforts.
But you wanted more. You wondered if he loved you so much, why hasnโt he bedded you yet? It made you insecure. What if the kisses mean nothing, and he only sees you as a sister, not good enough to bed?
You didnโt wish to come to conclusions, or accuse him of anything, but you only prayed you were able to ask him without feeling humiliated.
After all, what if he felt pressured after you asked him, and it wonโt be as good?
You wrote all of your concerns down on a small paper, your quill clumsily spilling over some of the characters. You carefully folded it into a heart and left it under your pillow.
Which was a mistake.
Imagine Aemondโs shock when he came into your chambers to place your newest present under your pillow, only to find the paper.
Imagine his guilt as he reads how his little dragon has been feeling neglected.
And imagine his lust at your words, having everything you wished heโd do to you written down on the little paper.
You were inexperienced and some of the things made no sense, sure, but he got the idea of what you wished for.
So he did the only thing he knew how to do. Wait for a better time. He carefully stuffed the paper back under your pillow, and the present back in his hand.
With a swift turn, he departed your chambers, his golden locks cascading behind him. Heโd have to make you see his love, sooner or later.
And that evening, you did not notice anything amiss when you strolled inside, your handmaidens at your side.
You opted for a pretty green dress, your hair beautifully done into a loose braid. You wore your green earrings to match your gown. Your nails were washed and clipped thoroughly, and you insisted on a clean bath before all of it.
โIโll speak to you later!โ you called out to your handmaiden as she left you in privacy. you always knew where Aemond would be waiting for you. you loved times like these, where you could dress that gorgeously only to be with your pretty big brother in your chambers.
You quickly settled on your bed, reading a small book Aemond got you from the Vale about different mountains. Aemond always knew what you liked, to your delight. Youโd even wondered if he had any hidden presents here.
Time felt like an eternity as you waited for Aemond, and you began to doubt his arrival. Your eyelids began to close but you were insistent on waiting some more moments.
You tried to, but your slumber overtook you, and you ultimately lost yourself to the night.
Only then had he come in.
You had drifted up to slumber, your beautiful gown lifted past your hips. Silly girl, he thought, watching your glistening cunt spread out into the cold air. Your beautiful eyes were closed, hair sprawled all through your silken pillows, and soft sighs leaving your lips.
You looked so beautiful, the true image of Valyrian beauty.
His footsteps just forced him to close the proximity. It was out of his control.
And as you lost yourself in slumber, you missed the way his hands slid up and down your beautiful legs, lifting one as he pressed a kiss to the heel of your foot.
No, that wasn't enough. A kiss on the ankle will do.
Perhaps a kiss on the calf.
And he couldn't make any excuses any more, his lips hastily trailing up to your upper thighs, his hands hastily thrown over his shoulders. His mouth pressed an open kiss to your cunt, losing himself in the heavenly taste of your confined flesh.
You shifted slightly, your beautiful back arching as you let out a sleepy moan. Poor girl, you probably thought it was a dream. A mere reflection of the desire that occupied your mind.
Aemond was well aware of your feelings. Your beautiful gaze always drifted onto him, sitting on his lap as he read you a book about Valyrian gods, his clothed cock rubbing against your pretty clothed cunt every time you tried to read for yourself.
So, who was he to not reward you for your patience? His tongue gently penetrated your hole, licking all around the throbbing beauty. Your beautiful lips made the sweet melodic noises he'd soon become addicted to, his tongue poking your hole faster, causing you to squirm and your hips to buck into his face.
"Ae-amond?" you groggily whispered, gasping at the sight of him between your legs, his lips glistening with your juices.
"Hush, sweet sister," he replied, kissing all around your thighs and the lips of your cunt. "It feels... pleasurable, does it not?"
All you could do was nod, too tired and too riled up to fight your common sense. You cracked a smile, your feet gently pulling him closer as he kept ravishing your swollen hole.
"Aemy.." you whisper, bucking your hips. "What if mother comes to bid me goodnight?"
He hummed, his tongue working on devouring your pink delight. His hands squeeze both of your thighs.
"How much I do not care," he uttered, a hand rising to grope your soft breast. "I could die a happy death in between these legs."
"But then you wouldn't see me again." you chuckled, bucking your hips into his face. his smirk widened as his one eye trained on yours as if it was a hypnosis.
you cried out as his tongue lapped at your folds, quickly flipping the two of you so you could do it at a pace of your own. your hands gripped the headboard, and you brought yourself to move your hips as if it were a swing.
his eye was still on yours, and under your folds, you could still feel his smirk.
"ae-aemy." you pant, moving your hips in a circular motion. "I-I..."
"I know, sweet sister," he replied, gently lifting you off him. you whined at the loss of proximity and felt the cold air on your bare skin. "The best thing hasn't happened yet, however."
you could only manage whines and moans as he guided you backwards, your cunt moving from his mouth to his cock. your hands held on to his shoulder, your thumbs slightly pressing into the sides of his neck. you felt the warmth of his hands on your hip.
"Careful..." he warned, slowly easing you down on his cock. you felt the thick length slowly opening up your virgin hole, your face red with unease.
his eye flickered up to you, and he let out a smirk as you attempted to sink to his cock, his tip kissing your cervix.
his hands slid up from your thighs to your round ass, firmly massaging the skin. you looked at him, and pressed your lips to his as you let the feeling sink in.
โDo I start to move?โ you murmured against his lips, face uneasy with pain. โIt hurts, Aemy.โ
โI know, my sweet.โ he whispered against your lips, lips trailing across your jaw. โIt hurts for a maidenโs first time.โ
You nodded, and could only bite your lip as you slowly moved up, with his hands shifting to your hips, massaging circles into them.
Aemond only wished he could take it faster, to finally feel himself marking your womb as his. He had loved you for years and absolutely hated the fact you did not feel loved. At the end of the night, he decided, you would feel loved.
You slowly moved yourself back down, and you winced in pain. You locked eyes with Aemond, only to find his eyes closed. He pulled your body down to press your lips against him, your moans of pain muffled.
Your agony slowly began to dissipate into pleasure, and you could feel the princeโs soft moans as he thrusts his hips up, filling you up. You moaned in pleasure as you bounced, your hands on his chest.
His veiny hands reached up to your hair, undoing the hair your handmaidens had spent an eternity on. It allowed for your beautiful locks to cascade down, covering your pink nipples.
โAemyโฆโ you moaned, breathless gasps leaving your mouth as his skin slapped against yours, your round breasts bouncing a sight for sore eyes. โI-I love you. Too much. Only y-you.โ
His eye snapped open at that, and he quickly flipped you two over, towering over you. His lips marked your neck as you writhed and arched. His hands groped your breasts, moving your hair out of the way.
โShh, sweetness,โ he whispered, his nose brushing against yours. โI know. I know.โ
His large girth split you in half and had you gripping the sheets, your legs widening even more open.
He could only let out moans and groans, concentrating on filling you and making you feel pleasure.
โOne day, we will do this to bear children,โ he tells you, kissing along the side of your face. โYou will become my wife, and always stay at my side.โ
You could only smile, rolling your hips up.
โYouโd like that, wouldnโt you?โ he asked with a slight grin, kissing your chest and collarbone. โWaiting on me each day, each night. Wrapped in my sheets and eager to welcome me.โ
You nodded eagerly, his hands pushing your knees to your chest. Your face was red, with tears streaming down your beautiful eyes.
You panted and kept panting as you felt a knot tighten up in your stomach. You breathed heavily, your walls clenching around his length.
โAemy!โ you cried out, thrown between the sheets as you wildly threw your head back, hips bucking ferociously against him.
You bit your lip, face red and teary as you came close, holding him closer to you.
โLet it out,โ he murmured, nose rubbing against your neck. โListen to me.โ
You obliged, and as the knot in your stomach snapped, sticky white juices came sprawling out, clenching around and milking his meat.
His eye rolled back at the feeling, and he let out some more thrusts, before slowing down immensely and pulling out, frowning at the loss of proximity.
โSit still,โ he ordered, and you did as he asked, while you felt your chest being painted with his creamy juices.
โNowโฆโ he panted, pulling you to lie against his chest. โDo you still doubt my love? Do you still wish for me to prove my love?โ
โHm?โ you shot up, heart jolting at his question. did he read the paper under your bed? gods, you could have died right there.
โHm?โ Aemond mimicked you, placing a finger under your chin and lifting it to make you look at him. โI donโt wish for you to ever doubt my love. Ever.โ
You only nodded, kissing down his chest causing his heart to soften.
Aemond had finally bedded you, and you couldnโt wait to repeat it all.
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Everything is reduced to misunderstandings,mistakes and accidents.No one is plotting to take/steal the power like it was supposed to.
Characters are completely changed or are the opposite of what they are in the book.The is no gray,only black and white,only good people or bad ones.
Different team stans are at each otherโs throats.
Daemon and Aemond are plotting against the people they are most loyal to and they want to become kings by themselves.
Daeron is lost somewhere and itโs rumored to be a bastard.
Maelor and Nettles donโt exist.Their storylines were so important for characters like Daeron,Helaena,Daemon and Rhaenyra.
Apparently having dragon blood/being valyrian has no use to ride a dragon.
Other dragons,like Dreamfyre,are long forgotten.
There was no interaction,no relationship,not even a conversation between Viserys children.
Laenor simply running away,living his best life in Essos meanwhile his family started a civil war.Same as Daeron,who is trapped in Oldtwon while his siblings are destroying each other.Perfect sense.
Rumors about Alys engaging a relationship with Daemon instead that with Aemond.
Aegon and Criston Cole being the most hated in the fandom when in the book they were completely different,so much wasted potential.
Rhaenyra being paint as saint/mary sue,instead that the political idiot she actually is and the bad person she is(and thatโs why i loved her in the book).
Alicent being a scheming little bitch,a Margaery 1.0,not a little scared girl that did what she did because of a misunderstanding.She wanted to usurp the throne,she wanted the power and she didnโt stopped in front of anything.
Rhaenicent scene in the Temple was a comic relief,because otherwise it make no sense if you think about how the characters were supposed to be.Just another proof of how โgoodโ and โmisunderstoodโ they are,acting like itโs the world that goes against them and that is not them that are keep doing a bullshit after another.
Helaena having no reaction after Blood and Cheese,but saying that things like this happen in the world.When in reality this is the event that will forever change her life,she will stop sleeping,bathing and eating.She wonโt even look at her other children without feeling guilty for what happened.She literally goes insane with grief.
Rhaena bonding with the dragon that Nettles was supposed to have and thatโs mean that we wonโt probably see her real dragon:the pink baby Morning,that represents the hope for the dragons because in the dance they all died.
Ryan Condal if you plan to make a show about the Conquest,i beg you to not do it.I donโt want to see Visenya and Rhaenys being rivals and fight over Aegon,because i know this is what will happen!
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Yandere Viserys I Targaryen w/Second Wife!Reader Headcanons (Romantic)
โ ๐ โ lady l: Happy New Year!!! First headcanons of the year and I hope you like it. I hope you have a great year, good things come to you and good reading! Forgive me for any mistakes โค๏ธโจ๏ธ.
โtw: unspecified age gap, overprotection, not compatible with canon and Reader is the mother of Aegon, Helaena, Daeron and Aemond.
โ๐pairing: yandere!viserys i targaryen x female!reader.
Viserys never wanted to remarry after the death of his beloved Aemma. The idea of โโreplacing her with another woman made him sick. He didn't want to get married again, but he was the King and he had his obligations to the Realm. To have a strong bloodline and strengthen the House Targaryen.
Although he didn't like the idea, Viserys after a period of time began looking for a potential bride. He received several powerful offers, such as the Velaryon and the Hightower, but he did not feel comfortable marrying Lady Laena or Lady Alicent.
So he kept looking and that's how he met you. An attractive young woman, but older than the last ones, and from a house powerful enough to provide strength to the Realm. Viserys was immediately attracted to you and knew he wanted to marry you.
The preparations were made quickly and well, Viserys was excited to be able to call you his wife, but in the days before the wedding, he spent time by your side, getting to know you better.
With that, Viserys found out as much as he could about you, about your childhood, your family, and your likes and dislikes. He was more than pleased, especially seeing that you were as interested in history as he was.
Rhaenyra also liked you, although she was apprehensive about the idea of โโa stepmother, about the possibility of you providing a male heir, she liked you. You were kind to her and assured her that even if you have a son, you will not try to replace her on the Throne.
When you became the second wife of Viserys, the Queen of the Seven Kingdoms, he was already in love. Much faster than he would like to admit, Viserys was already in your domain and became yours even sooner than anticipated. At first, he felt guilty, guilty that he might be betraying Aemma's memory, but quickly, those thoughts went away. Aemma was dead and you were alive.
Viserys was more than happy to see that you and his daughter were getting along, it made him feel relieved inside. He couldn't wait to have children with you, to grow his family. When he learned of your first pregnancy, Viserys almost cried with happiness, but there was concern. What if you died during childbirth? He couldn't take another loss, couldn't lose you.
You were very much in love with each other, you had learned to love your husband and he was deeply in love with you. Your mannerisms, your personality, everything enchanted him. Your favorite moments together were when you talked about history, whether it was your House or House Targaryen. Viserys cherished every moment, every smile and look shared.
When you gave birth to a healthy son, Aegon, Viserys was very happy, not only because he had a son, but because you were alive and the birth was peaceful. The next pregnancies were no different, with Helaena, Daeron and Aemond.
You assured him, assure Rhaenyra, that you would not let Aegon usurp or anything like that happen when it was time for Rhaenyra to take the Throne. You adored your stepdaughter and she adored you too, seeing you as a second mother. Viserys would never admit it, but if you asked, he would name Aegon his heir if that was your wish. This shows how much he is in love with you.
You tried your best to fulfill your duties as Queen, mother and wife as best you could, discouraging any possible rivalry the children might have and reassuring your support for Viserys and your stepdaughter. Your main priority was to avoid a war. You presided over the Small Council, advising your husband as best you could.
You hold all power over Viserys, it soon became clear to everyone who really ruled the Seven Kingdoms. You could ask for anything, from the most insignificant to the most absurd thing, and Viserys would fulfill it instantly.
He is extremely overprotective, Viserys fears losing you more than anything and every time you have an entire armada comes out after you. When you are sick, he sends the best maesters to take care of you and will not leave your side until you get better.
If something were to happen to you or one of your children, may the gods be good. Viserys tries his best to avoid war and resolve any conflict with diplomacy, but all that changes when it comes to you. Any insult to you is like an insult to him and any way of hurting you will not be taken lightly.
No matter how peaceful he is, no matter how calm and rational, Viserys is still a Targaryen, a dragon and you should never mess with one of them if they don't want to get burn. Not only will you have your overprotective husband by your side, but also your children who love you deeply and will do anything for you.
You are not Aemma's replacement and Viserys doesn't think so. He thinks of you as yourself and loves you for it. He will always love Aemma, but he loves you in a different way. A more overprotective and possessive way. He can't lose you and he won't.
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Dark/Yan Aemond HCs
เณโโท TW/CW: DARK CONTENT, 18+ (MINORS/AGELESS/BLANK BLOGS DONโT INTERACT), Bad English, Toxic Relationship, Implied AFAB Reader (talk about pregnancy and stuff in a part, but for the rest pretty GN), Jealousy, Manipulation, Breeding Kink a bit, OOC?, let me know if I need to add more TW/Tags โก My blog contains dark content, be careful when interacting/following! โณ Characters: Aemond Targaryen
โค I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness (Aemond) โค Masterlist (soon!) โค None โค
hello hotd fandom... pls be nice to me since this is my first time posting smth about this fandom hndhhd and I'm also very insecure about my writing rn, anyway... i wrote this mostly for myself so I'm sorry LMAO
He's so possessive and protective of you. To the point where you can't go anywhere without guards who are loyal to him, due to his paranoia. Aemond would prefer to be your guard all the time, but alas he is unfortunately a very busy man so he has to trust the guards
When you are forced to do parties or appear in public Aemond is always around you or watching you, his eye never really leaves your figure. He always has his hands over you either on your lower back, guiding you where he wants, or on your waist. To remind you who you belong to.
Heleana and Alicent are the only one who he lets be around you when he is gone to keep you company, his brother Aegon? AH. No. Maybe Daeron, but Aegon absolutely not. Why would you want to spend time with a drunken fool?
In truth he is insanely jealous about everything and everyone, including his own family. He trusts his sister and mother to not pry too much into your relationship, and in fact his mother is more of an enabler for him. She is just so glad her son finally found someone he loves and cares about, so that he isn't alone anymore. How could she deny him such happiness?
Will try to get the two of you married instant. As soon as he saw you Aemond knew he had to marry you, it doesn't matter if you are highborn or not to him. Much to his mother and grandsire's displeasure of course
Once you are married of course he's gonna make you pregnant if possible. You wouldn't try to get away from him with a child on its way no? When he has endless ways of helping you with a babe, both during the pregnancy, the birth, and the years to come. Why have it the hard way when you can live a life of luxury?
Talking about a life of luxury, Aemond will give you anything you might need and more to keep you compliant. However, some things are not negotiable like for example what you wear: its either green or sapphire blue, no other clothes are tolerated for him. If you want to be more transgressive you can wear something outside of that, though the consequences...
He's so manipulative and wouldn't care to bring the situation in his favour, and would absolutely use your own emotion against you. "If you are hurt imagine how I feel" and stuff like that is often said when you two are fighting often over nothing, if not directly about Aemond's way of treating you.
You think it's unfair, Aemond thinks you don't understand how he feels. There is a war coming and he won't always be there protecting you since he will be on the battlefield. Its only fair that he fears for your safety, no? What kind of husband would he be otherwise?
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Plot: Imagine being the legitimized bastard of Daemon Targaryen, and having a very devoted family.
Cw: fem!reader, cisgender female reader (I'm sorry mascs and nbs, I'll make something for you later) incest/targcest implied for later, platonic and romantic yanderes, yandere EVERYONE x reader, here's a list of every character that will be featured (not all of them are romantic):Rhaenyra Targaryen, Daemon Targaryen, Rhea Royce, Alicent Hightower, Otto Hightower, Viserys I Targaryen, Aegon II Targaryen, Aemond Targaryen, Haelena Targaryen, Daeron Targaryen, Lucerys Velaryon, Jacaerys Velaryon, Laena Velaryon, Laenor Velaryon
Notes: I go by a very strange mix of the series and the books, I haven't seen the series in a while so the timeline will most likely be a mess. I'd like this to be a series but I've been incredibly busy. Extra: at first I thought about making reader Mysaria's daughter, but this is a self insert, so it's best that you look however you like, leaving the mother anonymous. The only physical reference I'll make will be reader's silver hair
>After Rhaenyra was declared the heir of the iron throne, Daemon, insulted, flew away with his mistress, the white worm, who he would conceive a child with, even asking for a dragon egg for the prince or princess to come
>However, Viserys demanded him to go back to his home and wife, he sent Mysaria off to lys, where the stress of a storm in the trip back made her lose the baby
>Daemon never fully forgave his brother, and this left him less than eager to have another child anytime soon
>So imagine his surprise, when 7 years later, there's a rumour spreading in flea bottom like wildfire, about a girl carrying Daemon's bastard
>Many women had claimed to carry a royal child before, thinking this could give them any sort of prize, so Daemon didn't think much of it at first, but when he heard her name, he recognized her as one of his previous "favorites" who disappeared without a trace months ago
>She was said to have taken residence in Essos, and Daemon went on dragonback to find her. She was from the free cities, five years older than Daemon, and a heart as cold as a northern winter, or so they said. She was not expecting Daemon, running away to have the child in peace
>"They said I was too far along when I found out, moon tea would've only harmed me. Besides, it was lucrative in its own way" said the woman. Daemon did little to suppress the disgust on his face when thinking about her being defiled by other men while carrying his dragonseed babe
>She wanted no part in the baby's life, and Daemon, in his particular fashion, informed her he'd take the youngling as soon as it's out of her, may even pay her a few coins to make sure she won't do much as think about keeping it
>A few months passed, and he returned to king's landing with a babe in arms. Demanding an egg in honor of the birth of princess Y/N Targaryen
>This egg would later hatch into the dragon Dagahrion, the princess' bound dragon
>The court was a hot mess, according to Otto, he wouldn't be surprised if the young creature lost its left ear because of all the gossip and ill-speaking of her, just like her father. This was a scandal, considering he was still married to Rhea Royce, who he gravely dishonored time and time again, Daemon was always shameless, but this was crossing a limit, even for him, to call his bastard a princess while refusing to lay with his own rightful wife, disgraceful
>Daemon tried to use you as yet another attempt to get his brother to annul his marriage to "the bronze bitch", but even when he failed, he did everything in his power to legitimize his daughter
>Despite everyone on the council telling Viserys how foolish it'd be to do it, making enemies out of the Royce house, further insulting Rhea, and putting a whoreborn on the line of succession (no matter how far from the throne), all it took was a little yawn and the bright twinkle of your eyes to make him melt, he is fully committed to his role of uncle, even as a doting grandfather, considering his father passed long before her birth
>Viserys sent Daemon back to the Vale, saying he should do his best to give lady Rhea an heir, to make up for the slip and avoid causing the Targaryen house any more trouble. Viserys, for totally not selfish reasons wanted to keep the princess in KL, saying Rhea should not be made to raise his bastard
>Daemon said he'd rather be exiled again than to leave his daughter in Hightower hands to go try to fuck his wife. Viserys was greatly offended by the implication that the Hightowers truly ruled and schemed while he reigned
>To his outmost displeasure, he finally had to let his niece go to the Vale with her father
>Rhea loved you as soon as she set eyes on you, completely separating you from your father's actions, and seeing you as a pure angel in this horrible situation
>But it was so difficult with Daemon around, she just wanted to whisk you away and love you, she'd pray to the mother to be able to breastfeed you, crying when she heard you wail in frustration of your hunger, since it took several wet nurses to get you to drink milk
>But Daemon was always around to remind her you were not hers, that he considered her lowly, not worthy of you. He'd correct you when you learning to speak, and dared to refer to her as "mama"
>It was said the ground of the vale would shake upon them yelling when fighting over you
>But this joy to Rhea was short lived, as Daemon sent you to KL when he had to fight in the war of the stepstones, saying the "nest of vipers" was more deserving of you than she was. When you were three, your step mother had an accident while hawking, many said Daemon orderded for her to be poisoned when she was bed bound, others said the distress of your parting made her lose skill
>It was Viserys greatest pleasure when you were left at his care, his adorable baby niece was now an infant, and somehow you were even more charming, being able to speak, sing and walk
>To no one's surprise, Viserys' reaction was not generalized, with many not being keen on having a bastard running around the castle playing with the princes, by that point, Aegon was 8, Haelena was 7, Aemond was 5, and Daeron was 1, and almost all of them could see people treated you differently
>Rhaenyra was welcoming, baby Lucerys had just been born, and she was delighted to have a girl to spoil, it only helped that Jacaerys loved you as well, and would often fight his uncles for the chance to be with you
>Alicent in particular was not pleased with your presence, thinking you were an uncomfortable conversation to have with her children, especially resentful of the fact her youngest son would be attached at the hip with you
>To Otto, you were an annoyance, a living proof of Daemon's pure disregard for the norms, however, he could rest at night knowing you were ninth in the line of succession, and a girl, who would someday marry a son of a minor house and be too busy bearing children to present a claim to the iron throne
>Even though the Hightowers were tougher than the king, they did eventually succumb to your spell, and became just as enamoured with you as everyone else, in their minds, you were almost a product of spontaneous generation, completely ignoring your shameful father and prostitute mother
>Your arrival also caused the birth of Lucerys (who was again, born with a striking resemblance of Harwin Strong, just like his older brother) to be less gossiped about, after all, your case was much more interesting
>Some people in court starting referring to you as "The princess of flea bottom", this title costed quite a few tongues around the castle, ordered by Viserys, happily approved by Otto
>The Hightower hand was careful not to show too much affection to you, as it was improper and he knew how zealous was Viserys when it came to you
>Aegon was "already too old to be playing" in his words, and kept his distance from you, you reminded him to much of his sticky handed little brothers
>But as if you knew, you chased him around and praised him for his knightly demeanor (in your eyes) and how he's just like the heroes in Viserys' stories. It was not a long time before Aegon now appointed himself as your guard, watching like a hawk over his brothers and nephews when he thought they were being too rough on you
>Haelena loves you from the start, sees you as a little doll, she loves showing you her bugs, you're the only one who listens to her attentively
>Jacaerys and Daeron are only a year old, but always search for you, you think they're cute, something that spikes jealousy on Aemond, he wants you to think of him as someone worthy of admiration, like you see his older brother, he'd even accept being cute in your eyes, but he has none of those traits to appeal to you. You love him and love playing with him nonetheless, but he thinks he needs something else to win your favor
>The Velaryons dote on you too, with Laenor married to Rhaenyra and once your father marries Laena that same year, they are maybe too eager to become part of your family, and regard you as theirs
>Especially Laena, who Daemon allows (unlike with Rhea) to pamper and care for you, but still corrects you when it comes to remembering your origins, Laena may love you, but she's not your mother
>Maybe Daemon does this as a way to imagine you're only his, he doesn't care for the woman who abandoned such a precious treasure, she has been wiped away from your life and memory, you're only familiar with your father, you only belong to him
>You have his silver hair, you have his name, no matter who your mother was, you are his true valyrian heir, his dragonseed
>Unfortunately, Daemon is not the only one whose eyes light up when thinking of owning you
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The Right Choice
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x reader(slight), Daeron Targaryen x reader
Summary: After everything that has happened, you thought he would change. Only for him to inflict a bigger scar as your hope for this marriage vanishes into thin air.
A/n:Thank you for reading.
Alternate ending of: Everything has a Price to Pay
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War was at its peak. It had been almost two weeks since the last time you met Aemond in your shared chambers. Your wounds had healed leaving behind just some aches.
You knew that he didn't speak the truth. The informer of the green, Larys Strong had informed them that Aemond had returned to Harrehal. And that his whore was pregnant with his bastard.
You knew he would do so. You knew he would not be able to keep his word. Because if he truly was faithfully, then he wouldn't had slept with her in the first place.
You didn't really feel anything. You were disappointed,Yes, but you wouldn't hold him back if he did love her. You had your son and your family.
Instead of being dissatisfied with his actions and crying over it, you thought of asking your eldest brother to annul the marriage.
Aemond had broken the gentle girl you once were. The pain and betrayal numbed your mind. No longer did you care of what the others would say.
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Word had been sent to the Red Keep from Harrehal that Prince Aemond would bring back his whore to the Keep.
Your numbed soul hurt. Alicent didn't even want to call him her son but she couldn't deny it.
He had stated that a room should be prepared for... Alys. The name of his whore.
You simply couldn't stand the thought of being with him again. Not when that perpetrator would also stay with his whore inside your very home.
You asked the maids to shift your belongings and your son's to another room. Your mother, the dowager queen had told you to stay with Helaena since Aegon doesn't sleep with her.
She thought that since both of you had the same fate, you could find comfort in each other.
You had agreed. Hastily leaving the room along with your son to find your eldest brother, the king.
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Aemond had landed near the dragon pit. He got off of Vhagar before carefully taking Alys off of Vhagar as well.
Alys had tried to touch Vhagar. Trying to pet her like Aemond does but Vhagar gave a loud and angry growl. And almost tried to bite her before Aemond intervened.
Alys fearful of the dragon, hid behind Aemond.
He turned and saw Moonfyre giving a very angry and loud scream towards them before both the female dragons flew off in the sky.
Aemond, turning his gaze back to Alys, guided her inside.
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As he walked through the garden and inside the corridors, he could see you talking to someone. It was a man. He too had white hair like him and was tall like him.
Aemond asked a passing maid to escort Alys to her room before he saw you coming towards his direction. The man going the opposite direction.
As you tried your hard to walk past Aemond and avoid him, he grabbed your hand.
"Y/n.." he started.
You turned to look at him. He felt a pang of hurt in his chest. Your eyes looked hollow unlike the way it shined when you conversed with the other man.
" It was just one night . I didn't think she would get pregnant. I couldn't leave her there, knowing our enemies might attack any time. I really am guilted. I didn't wish to hurt you love. Please forgive me." He spoke, looking at your face as you looked outside.
"I'm sorry I couldn't satisfy you. That you sought out another woman for pleasure." You said. He was about to speak but you didn't give him the chance.
"From now on you can live with her. I hold no grudge. After all, it is my fault for not being able to hold my husband to myself.
But don't worry you can love her as much you wish from now. You and I will only be related through blood and name, nothing else. I already found someone who will love me."
"My love. I don't understand what you mean. Found another? We are married. I am your husband and you are my wife." He spoke up, hoping you didn't mean what he thought you mean. Anger and jealousy in his voice.
"No longer. I had asked Aegon to annul our marriage after you're raven arrived. And he did so. The whole of kings landing knows of what you did brother. The council has decided that me and my twin will marry each other so I can be relieved of the shame you bestowed upon me. Daeron and I did loved each other before he was sent to old town.
Now that I am no longer bound to you, I am free to marry him and my son does need a father. Aegon assured me that my son will be acknowledged by the people as mine and Daeron's son, as the people haven't seen Aenor yet. You would be wise to not disturb us." You spoke with venom as you walked away.
Annul the marriage? Your twin? When did Daeron return from old town? Aenor will be claimed as Daeron's son. His younger brother.
So many thoughts went around Aemond's head. He had messed up everything just for pleasure. He lost the only who loved him for who he was and now she left him along with his son.
Defeated, he asked a maid to escort him to where Alys was.
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All the family had gathered in the dining hall. Aemond came in and saw everyone already chatting and conversing. His eyes looked for you until they did find you.
In your right sat Helaena, conversing with you. And on your left, in his seat, sat Daeron.. he saw how the two of you held hands and occasionally smiled at each other.
His thoughts were disturbed as he felt a tugging on his arm. It was Alys.
The entire family's laughter and peace was stopped due to the unwanted face in the dining hall.
"Brother. I thought that this hall was only for family, you had been the one to tell me that. And yet you bring some whore here. Aren't you acting hypocritical?" Aegon said. Giving a disgusted look towards Alys.
Aegon noticed your discomfort with Alys present. He knew he treated his wife the same but Helaena was weird to him. Yet you... were his perfect little sister.
Aegon had completely changed after becoming the king. He couldn't quit drinking but he didn't go to brothels.
"Alys will be eating with us from now on. And I suggest you show her some respect." Aemond replied as Alys looked down.
"Suggest? Hah!" Aegon laughed. "Are you trying to intimidate me brother? I am the king. Your whore is of little worth to me." Aegon continued.
"Aegon." Alicent tried to stop her son. She got up from her seat and came around the table at your side and gently placed her hand on your arm.
"I could behead you and whore at once for the shame you brought to the house and my sister." Aegon said as Aemond had nothing to reply with. He only looked at your face as you turned away.
"Guards. Escort prince Aemond and that.... Witch! to their chambers." Aegon ordered as the said people were escorted away.
You looked at Daeron as he offered you a smile which you reciprocated and intertwined your hands together.
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"How could you?! You ruined everything that I had! Just to cover up one lie of yours! You decieved me!!"
"I'm sorry Aemond but I needed money to raise my child! I had to do it. I am sorry if I hurt you.. but I do accept that I never loved you to begin with."
Hurt?! You took everything from me! My child! My wife! My family!.. And now you tell me that... The child is not even mine?!!
Shouting could be heard throughout the castle.
Alys had been secretly seeing and writing to her lover. Not Aemond. Aemond had accidentally seen them kissing when he entered the room.
She confessed that she was pregnant before they even laid with each other. That the child was of her lover's.
Aemond in a fit of rage even slapped her when she told him that she only stayed with him for money to run away with her lover.
Aemond felt betrayed. Just as he felt when his father didn't take his side when he lost his eye. He felt blocked from all sides. Because of his mistake, no one in his family believes him anymore.
He ran out the door as fast as he could. He hastily reached the dragon pit and mounted Vhagar.
He took off to the place where Aegon had been coronated. As got off and pushed through the crowd. Tears flowed from his eye.
There you stood before the crowd. You and Daeron. As the High Septon finished his speech. You lips and palms were already cut. By the time he reached, you two were drinking from the cup.
He saw the way you both kissed eachother so lovingly, the same way he did when you both got married. But now he had to see his brother do that to you.
His mother, the dowager Queen. His brother, the king. His grandsire, the Hand. His sister, the Queen. All stood there and smiled. The crowd were cheering. Yet Aemond felt bitter.
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The Dowager Queen and The Hand had left for the Red Keep along with the King and the Queen.
Daeron was mounting Tessarion and you Moonfyre. Aemond ran to meet you. As he did, you looked down at him.
"It isn't mine. That child isn't mine." Aemond spoke. He was panting, having to run all the way to you.
"Oh that.. I already knew. Helaena told me 2 days after I last met you." You spoke calmly.
"Already knew?" He felt confused.
"Well if my mind serves properly, Helaena told me through her riddle 'The one who he sacrificed for is not his own.' "
Aemond didn't even know what to say, so you spoke for him.
"Brother..... I know it was a mistake you made. I won't blame you for seeking love hence I forgive you for what you did but I don't know if mother will. I am thankful to you." You spoke.
"Why would you thank me for what I did?" Aemond didn't understand what you said.
"I am thankful because for your mistake I was reunited with my twin, my husband. I blindly thought I loved you but it seems that I was wrong. I can only give you one advice... Move on." You said the last sentence coldly, not sparing him even a glance. And with that Moonfyre and Tessarion flew into the sky, roaring from above.
Aemond stood there, his one eye saw your pain and anguish. His tears fell endlessly as he stared into the sky.
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You stood near the corridor of the second floor, staring at the training yard. While your husband, Daeron, cradled your son to his chest.
You turned to your husband as he gently kissed you with one hand cupping your cheek and tilting your head up.
"I am to go get a dragon egg for my little princess." Daeron said as his eyes travel to your stomach.
"Princess? How do you know it'll be a girl? I am betting a barrel of wine that it'll be a boy. Mother's intuition." You replied to your husband, smirking at him.
"Let's see who will win. The father or the mother." Daeron spoke, giving you his kinky smile. You got on your toes to kiss his cheek as you both were leaving for your chambers.
Beknownst to you, Aemond had seen everything you two were doing. He felt hurt. Hurt because he couldn't experience it. Hurt because he saw how happy you were with his brother. He regretted everything he had done that day. The day he laid with the whore.
He saw you both leaving. While he was blinking away his tears, he saw you angle your head a little towards him. He saw you smile and rotate you head back to the front.
He heard you say a sentence before you left with you husband and child. One that completely broke him.
..."I finally made The Right Choice".......
-Lillian
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