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joy1579 · 4 years

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RFA discovers MC is secretly a neko girl (mc hides that she has cat ears and a tail as well as some catlike tendencies)

so these things just keep getting longer and maybe I should change them to like legit-ly written scenarios but I’m lazy and this one was already formatted this way so, yeah sorry guys.

oh also I have a master list now. I try to update it every time I post something! Master list

Jumin

Elated. F***ing loves you. You give him opinions on all the cat related businesses.

- The first time he saw you he knew you were the one for him

- You were dressed so nicely in an ankle length skirt and sun hat

- Elizabeth the 3rd was curious about you from the start

- He had never seen her so interested in a stranger before

- As you stayed with him though he noticed some strange things

- He never saw you without some sort of head covering even though you didn’t seem to enjoy wearing them

- You also knew what Elizabeth the 3rd needed before she even mewed. As though you could tell what she wanted from the smallest flick of her tail

- One day he came home to you curled up on the floor near the window and part of him panicked

- He rushed to check on you but stopped short the second he saw you hat half off

- A tan cat ear twitched slightly in some unknown dream as your chest your rose slowly with your breath

- He cursed his ever so slightly shaking hand as he reached to stroke behind that cute ear

- He would never admit to the flutter in his heart as you mewled softly at his touch before stretching lazily

- You yawned and looked around as you woke slowly

- The second you saw him though you jumped back

- He saw you relax a bit once your eye’s met his

- But he motioned to the top of his head, a smirking just a bit and you lifted your hand to mirror his movment

- That’s when you felt your ears free and exposed. You start to panic all over again and in a second his arms are around you

- “MC it’s okay calm down” he says lowly

- “no no its, it’s not, Jumin you can’t say anything okay! Not to anyone! I don’t know what will happen if this gets out but, it won’t be good. you know that right? This is a secret.” You said shaking in his arms

- he squeezes you tighter and you feel his lips against the top of your head

- “your secret is safe with me. You are safe with me.” He whispers into your hair as though those words were all that mattered in the world.

- For you, they were.

- The next moment you were hugging him back and purring thankfully as you nuzzled into his chest “Thank you Jumin”

- The next time he came home you wore shorts and went hatless. You looked so much more comfortable since your ears and tail could move freely

- All his hugs include ear scratches that make you purr and close your eyes happily

- You squeeze your way into his lap when you want attention and he doesn’t think he’s ever been happier.

Yoosung

shook. Legit worried because do you need a vet or a doctor. Doubles down on his studies just in case.

- You tell him after the RFA party You knew, KNEW he was the one so you had to tell him.

- As the rest of the RFA is cleaning up you offer to drive Yoosung back to the hospital

- At a stoplight on the way you tell him and show him your ears

- He passes out. You panic and floor it to the hospital

- They assure you he’s fine but you stay until he wakes up

- “MC I had the weirdest dream.” He tells you. You try not to laugh as he talks about how you had the cutest cat ears he had ever seen.

- You lift your hat up just enough for him to get a peak of one of your ears and wink at him

- His heart rate jumps and you start to think maybe you shouldn’t be teasing him when he’s in such fragile condition

- But the way he splutters and turns red is way too cute so you lean down to kiss his lips

- “this, this isn’t real.” He says “this is too good to be real” you laugh and assure him you’ll be here until he wakes up again.

- He holds your hand as the pain meds pull him into sleep while he mutters about what a funny dream this was.

- The next week is comprised of you teasing him with sneak glances of your ears or tail only when he’s sleep addled or just a little buzzed on pain meds

- You have to admit the constant praise of how cute, soft, and pretty your ears and tail are is, nice. Since most people never saw them it was nice to hear what he thought of them.

- Even if he was still convinced it was just his imagination

- Then he was sent home and you decided to REALLY tell him what was going on

- “is this cuz of all my dreams MC? I didn’t think you’d take it this far!” you sigh and take his hand to feel your ear twitch

- You have never seen him so red he’s gone beyond his normal panicked spluttering and into silence

- You’re actually starting to worry now because he’s been standing there silently doing his best impression of a goldfish for a while now

- “Yoosung?” you ask tail flicking anxiously

- “it’s real?” he manages as his fingers begin to slowly scratch at your ear

- You’re a little distracted by his scratching but you try to explain anyway

- “you can’t, um you can’t tell anyone though okay Yoosung.”

- “huh why” he asked looking at your ears in awe bringing another hand up absently to pet your hair

- But the petting was getting really distracting now and you had to stop the urge to purr though you couldn’t help your instinct to nuzzle your head into his hands

- “I don’t” you really were trying to focus here but people didn’t scratch your ears often since they were always hidden “people won’t” you lost your train of thought again as his fingers curled under your ear to stoke through your hair again

- You jerked away immediately glaring at him ready to scold him for distracting you

- But when you met his eyes you could practically see stars in his eye’s

- “MC did you just purr? Because I was petting you?” he asked looking happier than you’d ever seen anyone look in your life

- You shake your head before chuckling at him “you’re lucky I love you”

Saeyoung

so many questions. Tests what cat traits you have. Cat puns. Understands your secrecy.

- You had no medical history. That was weird.

- Home birth, home school, home job. home EVERYTHING.

- Your record was sparse to say the least. So he checked you out on the apartment CCTV

- Even your clothes seemed to hide you away. So of course he was curious

- He dug deeper, found your social media and while he enjoyed learning about your interest’s and he certainly enjoyed the memes you posted it didn’t give him anymore solid info to go off of.

- So he kept checking the CCTV to learn more and then he saw you in your pajamas he was embarrassed and started to look away. He may be a hacker but even he had limits. But then he saw them

- Cat ears and a tail how cute he didn’t know you liked cosplay you hadn’t mentioned it on social media

- But how did you make them move like that. he had to know so next time you two met in the chat he asked

- He’s confused and watching you scramble on the CCTV to cover your ears and tail

- you exited the chat right away and called seven

- “seven you can’t tell anyone. I swear this is really bad! You shouldn’t know about this. What the hell were you thinking spying on me like that.”

- He sobers up hearing your panic and anger

- After a moment of calming you down and promising he’ll straighten things out on the messenger he hangs up

- Then things happened and he was there. answered the door and locked eyes with him

- He hadn’t meant to ask but before he could stop himself the words had tumbled out of his mouth

- “Can I see your ears” and his face was red because he was supposed to have better self-control he knew this was a sensitive topic for you

- But you nodded and once the door was shut you slipped you hat from you head

- Saeyoung’s hand was immediately reaching out but he stopped short at the sight of your clenched shut eyes as though you were ready to be hit.

- He could recognize that face anywhere, braced and ready to take whatever blow was coming

- “sorry I should have asked may I touch them”

- You nodded sharply still tense but he saw you unclench your jaw and flex your finger out of there tight fist

- His fingers gently skimmed across you left ear and moved behind it to scratch there the way he knew cats enjoyed and you purred before you could stop yourself

- Your hands shot up to cover your mouth and your face burned

- Saeyoungs eyes where wide and you could see his blush clear as day

- Then his arms where around you and you were pulled tight against his chest

- After that he made it his mission to see just how catlike you were

- He tried lasers, no effect unless you were really drunk Cat nip, you liked the scent but no more than anyone else might like the smell of flowers. He was too afraid to test the whole cats land on their feet thing but just judging by you balance he assumed you could probably do that.

- When you felt down he called you kitty cutie and pet your head. He loved you.

Zen

wants to make it work. Lays off dissing Elizabeth. Really doesn’t want to tell Jumin why though.

- You tried not to fall for him, tried to push him away

- He was allergic to cats, he was allergic to you

- The first time you went to meet him you took precautions

- You showered twice as long, brushed your hair ears and tail extra so you wouldn’t lose a single strand

- You tied your hair in a tight band and hid it in your hat with your ears you even tucked you tail away in the shorts you wore under your long skirt

- But he was still sneezing like crazy

- You felt awful, and you were sure this relationship would never work.

- So you told him

- You tried not to cry, you didn’t want to make it harder on him, and you tended to sound like a mewling kitten

- Then you saw the hurt in his eyes and he wanted a reason and he was holding your hand and you could hear the hurt in his voice

- And you were crying. The second you started you knew the jig was up his eyes where wide now and he was pulling your free hand away from your face

- “MC how did you make that sound?”

- You shook your head and removed you hat to show him

- “are those? Are those real?” your ears folded downwards mournfully in response giving him his answer even as you nodded “and this is why we can’t see each other?”

- “I tried to make it easier! I brushed my ears and, and” you took a shuddering halting breath “I tried so hard”

- He took a deep breath and pulled you into his arms “we can figure something out”

- “I can’t do that to you your miserable look even your face is swelling!” you cried

- The next time you saw him at the RFA party you kept him at an arm’s length. You had taken all the precautions but you knew it wasn’t enough so you kept your distance

- Every time Zen approached you, you made an excuse to dart away

- Until he cornered you

- “don’t avoid me” he said sternly “if you don’t want to see me that fine but don’t avoid me because you think you’re not worth me sneezing”

- You were blinking back tears you would not cry again you told yourself

- “I don’t want to hurt you”

- “I’ll buy medicine, we’ll get air-filters, there’s even shots I could get. I love you. Allergies can’t change that”

- Slowly you two found what worked. He saw an allergy specialist once a month, you had filters in every room, you showered twice a day and brushed yourself morning and night.

- He even signed up for an experimental new treatment that was doing winders for him

- The first time you nuzzled your head into his neck and purred his name he knew he made the right decision

- No amount of pain in the world would make him give up that moment

- He still claimed not to be a cat person saying you were the only exception

- And you had to admit you were okay with that

Jaehee

confused but calm. Asks you how you keep fur off your clothes. Learns, slowly to be okay with the stray hair here and there.

- You tell her the day before the café opens

- She’s pretty sure this is a prank by seven but then you show her your ears (it’s easier than trying to free your tail from your long skirt without flashing her)

- She was quiet, then she stood and began to walk away. You honestly started to panic.

- She did hate watching Elizabeth after all you had thought it was only because of the extra work and cleaning

- But maybe she had some other reason for hating cats

- “Jaehee?” you called shakily “I, I’m sorry. I should have told you sooner but I thought, well I thought it wouldn’t be this big a deal. I know you like things neat and tidy and sometimes fur messes that up but I promise I can clean up after myself. I know all the secrets and I’ll take responsibility for the extra cleaning. I, I really like you.”

- By this you were fighting desperately not to cry

- Then she turned around with two cups of coffees

- “MC I’m not mad. I just need some time to figure this out” she said strolling over to set one of the cups in front of you

- “I suppose we won’t need hairnets for your ears since you keep them in your hat.”

- You smiled at her. You knew this was her way of accepting you.

- She took a sip of her coffee and you couldn’t help yourself. You reached across the small table and took her free hand in yours

- “well to be honest I’ve given it some thought and maybe I could learn to make latte art? they could be catpuccino’s” you joked and to your delight she chuckled

- “You’ve spent too much time with seven, but that is a good idea”

- As time goes by she becomes more and more comfortable with your cat characteristic.

- You won’t admit she finds your cat naps in the sun to be cute, but she’s got a folder on her phone dedicated to pictures of them

- She admires how carful you are with Zens allergies and is thankful you’re so understanding.

- You hum while you make the cat latte art and she thinks it’s cute that you sound like a cat when you do (she thinks it also might boost sales but that’s just a guess)

- She secretly revels in the fact that as much as Jumin loves cats you chose her and sided with her in the messenger

- She asks if you can talk to cats. You think it’s because she has a few choice words to share with Elizabeth the 3rd

- You explain that while you can understand cats more than most people it’s not like talking to people it’s more like reading body language and tone

- She shakes her head and mumbles “yeah that makes sense, it’s just a cat after all”

- You give Elizabeth a bit of the cold shoulder anyway

- As you two grow closer she starts to absently pet you while you watch Zen DVD’s

- When you start to purr she’s so surprised she misses her favorite scene

- She’s so flustered as she rewinds you can’t help but giggle and kiss her on the cheek

- Which absolutely does not help her calm down at all

#mystic messenger #mysme #mm #jumin #jumin han #yoosung #yoosung kim #saeyoung #saeyoung choi #zen #hyun ryu #jaehee #jaehee kang #msyme mc #msyme headcannon

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mattonious · 5 years

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safnsfk so ive been sleeping for most of today cuz my menstral cycle started and im cramping up like a motherfucker and wanted to sleep the day away

just woke up from a really interesting dream that like legit inspired me to like make a story out of this or SOMETHING cuz wow there was a LOT happening and it was literally just a movie my brain decided to spin up for me and it was GOOD and just akjsfbakjsf

ANYWAYS stickin this under a read more cuz its VERY lengthy, and also givin a warning that there’s hospital talk

so in this dream, i was playing the role of someone named Della Lune, but they just liked to be called Lune. they were a kind of wild child, absolutely feral, would pick a fight with bullies in their high school to get them to stop bullying someone else. one day, they see these bullies picking on their crush - a skater guy named Benjamin Deebold, or BJ - and Lune immediately jumps into action, and scares them off. bj’s impressed, and thanks della, even gives Lune his number to call if they wanna just chill and hang, which they do a LOT of.

unfortunately, BJ tells Lune that by the end of the school year, his family is moving to another state. Lune desperately wants to tell BJ how madly in love with him they are, but doesn’t want to scare him off before their precious time together is up, so they keep it bottled up as much as they can.

on the last day of school together, Lune gets the courage to write BJ a note declaring their love, signing it as ‘secret admirer’, and sticks it in BJ’s locker - but they get so nervous about BJ finding the letter that they get sick and are sent home, so they never got to give BJ a final goodbye face to face, cuz his family has to leave right after school ends. they convince themselves that by that point, BJ must hate them for whatever reason, and decides its best not to text or call him ever again.

fast forward to about 20 years later - Lune’s been completely on their own cuz they broke total contact with their family (dream decided not to clarify why). during whatever job they’re working at (again, dreamy weamy bullshit vagueness), they get severely hurt, and are taken to the hospital.

they survive, but due to the severeity of their injuries, and cuz they don’t have any emergency contacts, the hospital has Lune stay there for an extended period of time until they’re completely healed.

during this time, Lune makes friends with their nurse, who we’ll call Mick (cuz i dont remember what his actual name was in the dream). cuz Lune is so doped up on heavy pain meds, Mick is in charge of wheeling them around the hospital campus, showing Lune all the different places this like super hip hospital has.

one of the places this dream hospital ends up having is this like MASSIVE “activity center”, where it can be converted from a gym with a huge pool in the center to like a theater or concert hall of sorts?

and at the top of some flight of stairs overlooking the area is this like concession bar of sorts, where all sorts of food and treats and drinks are sold, manned by only one guy who is just known as “Hippy” by everyone, cuz of his long blonde hair pulled back into a loose ponytail and his super chill and friendly attitude. even his nametag just says “Hippy”.

turns out, “Hippy” is actually BJ

when Lune meets “Hippy”, there’s a moment between them where they both just look at each other silently. BJ immediately recognizes the person in front of them as Lune, even goes so far as to try to casually initiate a conversation with them by going “Damn, Lune, what was it that finally sent you to the hospital?”, like they haven’t been separated for over 20 years

unfortunately, Lune’s mind is so SO fogged up from pain meds, they can’t seem to figure out how they know "Hippy” - they KNOW they know this guy, but they don’t know HOW, and what’s worse is they don’t know his real name, despite it being on the tip of their tongue.

so Lune shakes their head and just says “Ah...sorry...I don’t think I remember you...but I want to remember.”

this is where some REAL convoluted dream bullshit started to happen, most of which i either can’t remember, or is just WAY too fuckin out there to connect to the overarching story LOL

basically, “Hippy” decides to keep his real identity a secret from Lune, and even tells the entire staff not to tell Lune what his real name is. like Lune, BJ thought he fucked up their relationship somehow, and decided it best to not talk to them. but, he kept that secret admirer letter all those years, knowing that it of course came from Lune, and hoping that, someday, they’d meet again, and he’d get to tell them that he shares those feelings.

but with Lune being all fucked up from their accident, BJ doesn’t wanna like make it super weird and be all like “DO YOU REMEMBER ME NOW IDIOT?!” - he’s willing to take it slow and natural with reforming their relationship, and just dropping little bitty hints here and there to try and jog their memory. he tells himself that, even if Lune never actually remembers him from their time together in high school, and doesn’t want to be romantically involved with him, that’s totally fine - so long as they can just be friends in the here and now.

of course Lune absolutely has the hots for “Hippy”, even without remembering their past together, but just like back then, Lune is too self conscious about admitting their romantic interest in “Hippy”, so they don’t say anything outright...but they do attempt to flirt with Hippy as innocuously as they can....which of course is not innocuous at all LOL

several months later, just a few days before getting discharged, Lune unfortunately still hasn’t completely remembered who “Hippy” really is.

as a sort of “Hail Mary” move, BJ decides that its now or never, and plans a romantic first date for the two of them the night before Lune leaves the hospital, which includes secretly leaving the hospital for the day.

at the end of the day, after having a quick swim in the pool, the two are just chilling at the concession bar in the totally empty activity room, casually eating candy bars and drinking some soda. “Hippy” tells Lune that he’s got one last surprise, and hands Lune a near exact copy of their love letter, only this time, it’s signed as “Your not so secret admirer - BJ”

this FINALLY jogs Lune’s memories, and they can finally confidently put a name to “Hippy”’s face.

“BJ...Benjamin Deebold,” they gasp. “you’re telling me, after all this time, you never once gave up on me? that you wanted to confess that you loved me too? christ...this is some grade A genuine fairy tail bullshit, isn’t it?”

BJ just smiles and says, “mmmm not quite...”

and he cups Lune’s chin and gently moves in for a kiss.

“there. NOW it’s some grade A genuine fairy tail bullshit.”

they both have a good laugh, and then quickly move towards making the FUCK out with one another to relieve some EXTREMELY heavy sexual tension between them.

and then some more weird dream stuff happens that just kinda started to segway into a completely different dream, and that’s when i woke up

but yeah god i just.....really really love this idea and concept and REALLY wanna run with it in some way, shape, or form idk

#[Pat voice] What a mysterious text post #reference #dream journal

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surveys-at-your-service · 5 years

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Survey #212

“counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums.”

Have you ever fired a gun? No. Have you ever tried archery? No. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? A day or so. Do you have any scars? Whew, a lot. I scar easily tbh, though me being so so pale probably contributes to making them more noticeable. Are you a good judge of character? I don't really know. I think so, but then again I'm very very paranoid when meeting new people and look TOO deep into how I expect someone to be. Can you do any other accents other than your own? Just British. What is your favorite accent? British generally, but I find French sooo pretty with girls, then Scottish is cool. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? I have no clue. Probably my leather boots. Can you curl your tongue? Yes, surprisingly... I just tried and I can with the slight curve in my tongue ring. Most used phrased? Probably "what a mood" or something like that lmao. Most used word? Besides the words in most sentences, I'm sure it's probably "fuck." How long does it take for you to get ready? Am I taking a shower? Then just like... less than 20 minutes. Without a shower, it's like less than ten minutes. Do you suck or bite lollipops? Both. Can you name all 50 states of America? No. I'm a sad American. Have you ever started a rumor? No. How fast can you type? I took a test awhile back for a job application purpose and it's 72 or so wpm. How fast can you run? I can tell you NOT FAST without even trying. Color of your bedspread? Navy and black. Have you ever had a really bad haircut? I don't think so. What brand, color, and type is your favorite eyeliner? I don't have one. Do you wear eyeliner? If I ever wear makeup, that's the one thing I will wear. Was there ever a time in your life when you couldn’t cry? Yes, probably early 2017. I was so numb until I started to "feel" recovery. Even as I got better, I had a hard time crying. Last year was a pretty "I can't cry"-type time, too. What’s your favorite type of yogurt? Not a fan of yogurt. What are your favorite type of calendars? I don't have one? Do you have a full-length mirror? Yes. Do you have a piggy bank? No. Do you remember your locker combinations from high school? No. What’s your favorite DIY crafts YouTube channel? I don't watch DIY crafts. Would you rather sleep on the top bunk or bottom bunk? At my current age, bottom. What kind of popcorn is your favorite? Probably caramel corn. But buttery and salty is great too. Does your town have a big fountain in it? No. What is your town known for? Probably nothing. Do you know what you want to do for your next birthday? If yes, what is it? Hm. That's a long ways off, idk. All I know is it'd be great if Sara was here. And then there's the yearly urge to get a tattoo that day lmao. What is the last new thing you discovered that was really good? I think The Shining. Watched it for the first time and loved it. What would be the best surprise you could receive right now? Hey could I have money right now. Were there any subjects in school that were really easy for you? If so, what? English/Language Arts. Did you ever skip a grade or get held back a grade? No. What is the best hairstyle you’ve ever had? I love what I currently have. Do you think you look better with dyed hair or natural hair? Dyed hair. Do you think your look better with curly hair or straight hair? Straight. Do you have bangs? No. What’s your favorite rock band? I'd say Marilyn Manson. (I'm excluding metal, 'cuz that's a different story.) Who’s your favorite country singer? I don't mind Tim McGraw. Did you try the unicorn frappuccino, and if yes, were you a fan? I didn't. When you look at your baby pictures, do you recognize yourself? Actual baby pictures, usually no. Has your hair color changed since you were a toddler? Yes; I was born dirty blonde. Do you wear matching socks? Yeah. Do you decorate for Halloween? We don't really anymore. What is your favorite thing to do in the pool? Just swim around, relax. Have you ever taken a picture at the perfect moment? I think so. What color(s) eyeshadow do you wear the most? Only ever black. Do you see yourself as a sensitive person? I'm extremely sensitive. Do you still leave/receive voicemails? Yes. Are you a festive person? Do you enjoy holidays? I'm not very festive, no. The only holidays that really excite me are Halloween and Christmas. What is your favorite subject to learn about? Meerkats. You’re feeling down - do you listen to sad music or happy? Sad. It usually comforts me/makes me feel less alone. Even though I might cry. Is there a song or artist that you secretly enjoy, but don’t want to enjoy? I like a decent number of Blood On The Dancefloor songs. Has your parents' taste in music in any way affected what you like? Yes. When I started getting into rock naturally, I began listening to my mom's CDs, and that's when metal stole my heart. You’re looking for some new music - what’s your preferred way to discover? YouTube recommendations. Do you still own any CD’s/records/tapes? Mom has CDs. She may or may not have tapes from when my sisters and I were really young for memory's sake; we had a lot of kid ones, like Raffi. Do you ever hear a new song on TV that you like and find it? When I watched TV, yeah, rarely. Do you watch the news? No. What about the weather channel? No. What’s your favorite holiday movie? Maybe Hocus Pocus. How do you feel about adult cartoons? I don't have an opinion. Do you still watch shows that you grew up watching? No. What about movies that you grew up with? Yeah. Do you identify with any organized religion? No. If so - is it how you were raised, or have you found your own? I was raised Catholic, grew to simply a Christian, then left that behind a year or more ago. Have you ever protested or been on strike? Does not eating at Chick-fil-a count as some kind of "protest?" That place was hard to let go of, but nah man, I'm not supporting your business when your higher-ups contribute to anti-LGBT efforts and such. Is gun control necessary or no? Some degree of control absolutely is. Are you happy with the political state where you reside? HAHA no. Should abstinence or sex education be taught in schools? Education, but I do believe in heavily advising smart sexual decisions such as not just doing it with just anyone. Have you read the book 13 Reasons Why or watched the show? I read the book. Should shows like this be available to everyone or could it be a trigger? Fuck the show. Do you like animals? Of course. What is your absolute favorite food? Probably pizza. Do you have bad anxiety? If so, do you take any kind of medication for it? You don't know the half of it. I literally cried the first and last day of my last job because I couldn't find the gloves when I needed to. So yeah, I take meds, but I don't think either do very much, honestly. Who was the last person you felt you were wasting your time on? A former best friend. I cared when she didn't. One thing you’ve experienced that you thought you never would have? I never in a million years thought I was going to have a bad - traumatic - breakup when I was kid because I "knew who to pick." I was so sure. What was the last thing someone said to you that kept repeating over & over in your head? The guy who helped in basic training with me saying "well that was a waste of my time" when my co-worker told him what was going on with me. Literally, it won't get out of my head. If a random person were to look through the photos on your phone, is there anything you’d be embarrassed about? lmao I have Mark wallpapers stored, my friend. Don't find my collection. How often do you have late nights out? Never. Ever. Do you currently have any mixed feelings about someone? As far as friendships go, yes. If you could, would you work from home? Do you think that would make you more or less productive? No no no no no. I want a job to get OUT of my house. I know I'd be less productive, too. What were you like in middle school? Weird and probably annoying. If you could give one charity a million dollars, what charity would you donate money to? I'm not sure. I'd have to look more into ones with causes I'm passionate about. Most likely something about conservation. Would you ever be an organ donor? I am. Which do you think is harder: realizing you haven’t changed or realizing you have? The former. Is there something that you really need to do, but can’t seem to get motivated to do it? Plenty of things. Have you ever won some sort of prize or prize package from a contest? What did you win? Yeah, a few. I don't remember most; I only really remember the Silent Hill one I've mentioned before. What is something you’re surprised hasn’t been invented yet? A cure for cancer, I guess? I dunno. Most disturbing movie you have ever seen? Probably The Entity. Has a life goal or dream ever come true for you yet? If yes, what is it? If no, do you think you’ll achieve it? lol by golly do I wish. I don't fucking know if I'll achieve any. What one thing has always bothered you, but seems to bother no one else? I get legitimately bothered by people going in/out the wrong door. Do you still own a VCR and VHS tapes? No. What’s your favorite color gummy bear? I don't care. What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex’s body? Shoulder blades why do I love shoulder blades????? Where do you sing the most, in the car or the shower? I dunno. Ever hurt yourself playing Wii? Probably. Do you have freckles? Not on my face. I did as a kid though. Weird. How many languages can you say “Hello” in? Three. What’s the last video game you played? So not computer? I believe... The Legend of Spyro: Dawn of the Dragon? Or Shadow of the Colossus. I don't remember. Can you do the alphabet in sign language? No. Do you like your feet? I don't like feet to begin with, and I don't like mine. My feet are so dry and callused to HELL from when I used to walk all the time. I need to see a doctor to get rid of the worst ones on my toes honestly because they annoy the fuck out of me because ugly. Candles or incense? Incense. Reason behind the last time you laughed until you cried? I don't remember. Are you one who brags a lot? I don't have anything to brag about. Do you face your problems head on or do you run away from them? Depends on the problem, I guess... What is the latest you’ve stayed out before? I remember there was one night in particular with Jason where he dropped me off like... really late. Around 3 or later in the morning. I don't remember why I got home so late. Are you confrontational? AVOID! AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!! COSTS! Do you stand your ground? Usually. Who do you know without a doubt cares about you? Mom, Sara, and Dad. Have you ever caught yourself talking in your sleep? For the past year and more, I've started sleep talking frequently... and yeah, I've woken up in the middle of doing it plenty of times. Did you do anything stupid/anything you regret today? I probably do something stupid every day. Little things like procrastinate on everything are certainties. Have you ever switched primary care doctors? Do not. Get me FUCKING started. On the doctor who kept me on a medication that resulted in gaining like 150 pounds and blaming it all on me. Yeah, I switched. If yes, what was the reason? lol see above. Do you ever sleep on your bedroom floor just for fun? God no. Sleeping on the floor is a last resort. Are you worried about your current financial situation? LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL Do you know anyone who’s had a stillbirth? Probably. Who was the last person you know (or that you know of) that died? Uhhh I'm not sure. Possibly the old lady Mom watched. Do you need a new phone? Desperately. Would you rather get a big tattoo or small tattoo? A big one. Do you identify as a supernatural being..i.e., unicorn, alien, goddess…? Uh no. What’s one thing you are tired of seeing or hearing about on Facebook? Guys I don't understand the "me and the boys" meme laskdfjalwier make it go away. What theme do you want for your wedding? Halloween-ish. What theme would you choose for a baby’s nursery? Idk. I don't want kids, so this isn't something I think about. What color would you paint a baby girl’s nursery? Pastel pink. Not for stereotypical reasons, my favorite color just happens to be pink and I think it's cute for a baby. Does your first crush know that he/she was your first crush? No. Which family member did you get your height from? Mom and I are pretty much the same height. Do you like your butt? NO I have a pancake ass. Who was the last friend of yours to have a baby, and what’s the baby’s name? An old high school friend recently had a baby named Jaspen. Are all of your friends having babies right now? I think most of my old friends have at least one kid by now. Do you know anyone who’s given birth to twins? Yes. Growing up, did you listen to country music? Yes, when my older sister started controlling the radio. Do you have a gazebo at your house? No. Where were you going the first time you rode a plane? Ohio or Michigan. Do you like tomatoes? Not really, no. The only time I ever have was fresh ones with bacon and light mayo on a sandwich. What’s your favorite brand of bottled water? Essentia. Do you have any ceramic animals in your house or outside? Why is there a small dolphin in the corner of our back yard?????? What annoys you more: slow talkers or slow walkers? Slow walkers. Have you ever been to a night club? No. If you had a warning label, what would yours say? Something about being prone to anxiety, I guess. Do you believe in reincarnation? No. Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? Not in the slightest. What is your MBTI personality type? INFP Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? No. Is the ocean or sky prettier? Sky. Are you androgynous? No. Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? No. Well I kiss my niece's and nephew's cheeks when telling them bye, but they're the only ones. What is the youngest age you can remember back to? I have at least one memory from when I was two. Did you wear your hair in a ponytail today? It's too short for that. What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort? Slaughterhouse worker was the first thing to come to mind. If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own? No. What was the shittiest hotel you’ve ever stayed at and why? I don't think I've stayed in a bad one... What was the first kind of alcohol you ever tasted? A daiquiri. Do you use any styling products on your hair? No. Do you have a favorite local band? Who are they? No. What’s the most confusing book you ever read? Even though it's my favorite book, Johnny Got His Gun takes the cake here. The way it's written is very confusing, though I think I get why Trumbo chose such a style. Do you like your personality? I like some things, hate others. Are your legs long or short? I'd say they're proportional to the rest of my body. How many phobias do you have? A lot. Where do you think your last ex is right now? He's probably sleeping since he works 3rd shift. What’s the most beautiful thing you’ve seen in the last week? I don't know. Probably the sky during a car ride or something. Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried? My mom. When was the last time you felt like throwing up? A week ago or so when I had an anxiety attack the night before my first day of work. I got myself so worked up. Have you ever had to wear a hairnet? For the two fucking hours I lasted at my last job lmao. Do you use the Facebook chat often? No. Do you own a robe? What color is it? Nope. Who ended your last relationship? Me. Do you still remember your first kiss? Yeah. Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now? Yeah, other than being long-distance. How many kids do you want to have? None. Have you ever purposely given someone the wrong number? No. Who’s the last person you smoked weed with? I haven't. Though by this point in my life, I wish NC would catch up with the times and legalize it medicinally because I've given up enough to turn to that for my anxiety. Who was the last person you talked to, other than family? My old VR coach. When was the last time you flew in a plane? Last December. Is there a girl you absolutely can not stand? No. At least not off the top of my head. Ever had a person who was obsessed with you so much that it scared you? No, I was that person lmao. Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else? Yes. Say your last ex walks up to you and hugs you, what do you say? We're still friends, so. At the current time, a random hug from him would probably make me cry though because he's not very affectionate and I haven't been stable for days. I need the comfort alsdjfakljwer Who was the last baby you held? It's probably been like a year since I've held a baby when I was still friends with Colleen. But y'all my sister is pregnant & next year GUESS WHO I'M HOLDING. Do you have any siblings that moved away to college? She did, but she's long since graduated. Who was the last person who cried around you? I'm sure it was Mom. What was the last thing you cried about? My life. Who’s the last guy to give you roses? Tyler. Would you rather have nice eyes or nice lips/smile? Smile, I suppose. Do you have a common first name? Yes. Do you like your middle name or your first name more? My first, I guess. Do you wear more rings or necklaces? I always have a ring on. Have you ever been engaged? No. Can you see your veins through your skin? In some areas. Did your parents let you have pets when you were a kid? Yes. Do you like spicy chips? Yes. What band was on the last band t-shirt you wore? Metallica. Do you have any tattoos on your arms? Yes. Have you ever owned or known someone who owned a black cat? Both. Who scheduled your last doctor visit? My mom. I don't drive, so she drives me around, and so things have to fit into her busy schedule. So she just does it. Do you have any holiday themed socks? True shit, I think most of mine are, lmao... Like you know, socks are a common gift on Christmas. What’s the last funny movie you watched? Idr. Can you remember your parents’ birthdays? Yes. What piercing do you like most on the opposite sex? I'd say it depends on the person, but in general, I suppose snakebites? What brand of hair dye do you prefer to use? Splat is the only brand that has ever stuck to my hair. Lasted months. Did/do you ride the bus to and from school? Only Jason's junior and senior years sometimes to go to his house. Are you any good at applying make up? No. I have tremors in my hands, and it makes it an absolute nightmare. Are you someone who likes to make simple things difficult? I certainly don't try to, but I somehow always end up doing it. What’s your favorite Thanksgiving food? Rolls and honey ham. And that is /literally/ it. I don't like Thanksgiving food. Do you like Techno music? Yeah. Is your second toe longer than your big toe? They're like the exact same length. Do you say "merry Christmas" or "happy holidays?" The former. Who do you talk to on the phone most often? Mom. What’s the best concert you’ve ever been to? I've only ever been to Alice Cooper, but it was great. I'm supposed to be seeing Ozzy plus supposedly Judas Priest and Megadeth (you're not allowed to die, Dave) next year, and that. That will be. My preview into Heaven. I will sob. How did you meet your best friend? Over YouTube via the meerkat RP community. Do you need money to be happy? Try living really poor and come back to me claiming money can't ever buy happiness. What is something you do well? Dig way, way too deep into absolutely anything and everything. What’s a good idea you’ve had recently? I've started to count calories on top of fasting. What is your favorite thing to eat for breakfast? Ahhhhh, cinnamon rolls. How far in advance do you prefer to plan? For most things, a few days or a week. Bigger things, maybe like a month+? How many slices of pizza do you usually eat? 2-3, depending on my appetite. Would you like to live in a different country? If so which one? I wouldn't move there, not with all my family and such here, but I think living in Canada would be better sometimes. Do you prefer the aisle, middle, or window seat on a plane? I strongly prefer the window seat; I've found that if I'm not looking out the window and the plane changes altitude or direction (takeoff is the worst), I get VERY dizzy. I usually always wind up in the middle seat, and there and in the aisle seat, I have to close my eyes at times like those. What’s your favorite song from a movie? As far as original songs, probably "Be Prepared" from The Lion King. A goddamn beat. What’s your favorite city? I haven't been to many. Idk. Who was the last person to ask you to hang out? Did you agree to hang out with them? Hell, I have no idea. Is there a food that you eat basically every day? What food is that? I usually have a granola bar as a snack or even just a meal in place of breakfast or lunch. Is there a food you eat that others find weird or gross? I grew up sometimes eating waffles with peanut butter and syrup as Dad loved it. It's definitely different, but it's absolutely delicious. What was the last fast food restaurant you went to? Did you get anything? If so, what? I think Sonic? I got a double bacon cheeseburger. I fell in love with their burgers. Can you remember the first video game you ever played? What about your first video gaming system? I'm not sure, but it was probably Spyro The Dragon. My first gaming system was a PS1. The last video game you played - did you play alone or with someone else? Alone. If there is a disc in your computer, what disc is it? There isn't one. Do you shut down your computer every time after you use it, or do you leave it on? I leave it on. Do you know anyone who has ever been in a movie? Who and what movie were they in? What was their part? No. Describe the last shirt you saw that you really liked. Where did you see it? Omg I saw this shirt online of a really cool demonic pig that said something like "Save the animals, eat humans." It was actually a vegan shirt, but I nevertheless wanted it, lol. I support veganism, but yeah... I could never do it. But anyway, it was too expensive. Do you live in a very diverse community? Not really, no. Do you know anyone who has had salmonella? Did you ever have it yourself? What about e-coli? No; no; no. When was the last time you brought a pet to the vet? What was wrong with it? Sigh. We put Cali down. Something ruptured in her abdomen and there was also a mass on her liver or gallbladder, and her abdomen was filling with blood. It compressed her lungs so much she could barely breathe. Surgery was extremely expensive, but more importantly, we were told it likely wouldn't save her. Do you get motion sick easily? If so, does it prevent you from going on any rides at amusement parks? I've never gotten motion sickness, but I don't risk that shit with amusement park rides or boats out at sea. I'm terrified of vomiting. Do you have any bug bites on you right now? If so, where? No. Have you ever made your way through a corn maze? No. Name something that you used to do with your family that you no longer do with them or at all? Easter egg painting. Have you seen Inception yet? Thoughts on that movie? I never saw it.

#survey #quiz #questions #random #bored

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prince-dongju · 5 years

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Question Tag

Tagged by: @shikyus ily!!!!!!

Rules : Answer the questions and tag 10 people

How tall are you?

5′6″ right on the dot

What color and style is your hair?

My hair is naturally like a hazel hazel brown ish color. Last December my friend helped me put red highlights in it. And then in March I got blonde highlights. And recently I just threw some purple die into the mix, so now it looks a little greyish.

It’s really really curly and annoying. And it goes to my shoulders. It’s such a mess rn. I don’t normally do much with it. I just try to make sure it doesn’t look to wild, and let it do what it wants for the most part.

What color are your eyes?

They a blue grey color. The grey is kinda mixed inside the middle. And the blue is a darkish ocean blue color

Do you wear glasses?

Do you have braces?

I have never had them

What’s your fashion sense?

If I could, I would wear sweatpants everywhere. But life ain’t like that. A typical day consists of skinny jeans, either a sweater or tshirt or button up, paired with sandals (all I wear this time of year lol), slip on shoes, or converse high tops (but that’s only when I gotta be #osha compliant for my labs cuz I’m lazy as heck otherwise and lacing up shoes takes too much effort)

Full name

Krystal Fabricius

When were you born?

March 13th, 2000

Where are you from and where do you live?

I am from America. The good old state of Utah, and I still live there, but I have moved to a different area for college.

What school(s) do you go to?

I graduated high school last year and I currently go to hell college. I’m a Freshman, but technically a Sophomore because I cranked out 31 credits in high school. This semester is ending in like 2.5 weeks (I am STRESSED), so I will be a junior in the fall

What kind of student are you?

Well. I was really good in highschool, and I guess I’m still pretty good about getting my homework done on time. I do pretty good on my tests, but I got super super lazy this semester and skipped like... 1/3 of all my classes. I’m so dumb

Do you like school?

I guess. When I’m not learning, I miss it. But when I am I hate tests lol

Fav subject?

HISTORY, and my Med classes

Fav TV shows?

I haven’t watched a TV show in like forever, but my roommate watches lots of medical shows, so when im out of my room like once a week, I’ll go watch them and judge the accuracy of them.

Fav books?

The Cinder series by Marissa Meyer

The Way of Kinds series by Brandon Sanderson (Even though the books are like 1300+ pages long with super small font and long pages, they’re pretty good)

Fav pastimes?

Watching cheesy movies, watching Ateez videos, sleeping... yeah

Do you have any regrets?

everything. I regret a lot of things in my life

Dream job?

something history related. I have always loved history. But there aren’t really any jobs in that field besides teaching, and I’m not really thrilled at the idea of being a teacher. But being a lab technician in a hospital would also be a dream. I’ve been studying that this semester, and I’m excited to get started on a career

Would you ever like to be married?

yeah

Would you like to have children?

ok, I’m terrified of giving birth, but I also have this really weird thing where I want to continue my family line and would be super sad if it died off.

If so, how many?

at least one. Maybe 2 so they don’t get lonely. Actually, maybe 3 (oof) because I grew up with only one sibling and he ignored me a lot, so I felt lonely. I always wanted another sibling to play with

Do you like shopping?

I have to be in the mood. Either I would rather die than shop, or I could shop for hours.

What countries have you visited?

America. That’s it. I really want to get out and travel, but I’m broke

Scariest nightmare you’ve ever had?

I don’t have nightmares often, but I hate the ones where I’m running from someone or something and I don’t know where they are. They could be anywhere, and idk where to go to avoid them.

Any enemies?

not really

Do you have a significant other?

nope. Who would want to date me? lol

Do you get along with your family?

We’re pretty good. I argue with them a lot, but they’re pretty fun to be with most of the time

Do you believe in miracles?

yeah, kinda

How are you?

freaking exhausted. I stayed up till 8:30 am, and just woke up like an hour ago at 1:00 pm. I was on a role and got lots of shit done. But now I need to get back to studying ugh.

I’ll tag @kihyunuu @ebarbs95 @byounggonsgf @sunkissed-jongho

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skold · 6 years

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1-70 :)

there’s always gotta be one of y’all

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

my mom, yes!! my dad can choke

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

my mom

03: Do you regret anything?

oh yeah for sure. but nothing that like, haunts me really

04: Are you insecure?

as fuck. i am STUPIDLY insecure.

05: What is your relationship status?

single and ready to fucking die

06: How do you want to die?

in my sleep preferably bc i don’t want to know

07: What did you last eat?

packet of cherry pop tarts

08: Played any sports?

i tried as a kid but i wasn’t very good at any

09: Do you bite your nails?

not nearly as bad as i used to in school. nowadays it’s more biting off a pointy corner or something

10: When was your last physical fight?

middle school i think?

11: Do you like someone?

noncommittal noise

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

yes

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

always endless hate for my father!!

14: Do you miss someone?

hell yeah dude. big time.

15: Have any pets?

i have a dog, a cat, and two tarantulas

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

my shit hurts right now

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

yes

18: Are you scared of spiders?

nope i love them

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

omw back to 1999 to give j5 the strap

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

outside a bus stop

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

uh nothing i think

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

i have 6 piercings, yes

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

i was a TERRIBLE student but my favorite class i took in high school was physiology

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

stop it i’m already hurting

26: What are you craving right now?

L&L cuz my mom and i drove by the sign where it’s opening and i just... blease... give me the spam musubi.....

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

yeah but it was necessary for both of us

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

yeah but it was more happy cry

30: What’s irritating you right now?

MY FUCKIN BACK HURT!!

31: Does somebody love you?

i mean logically i know this is a yes but my stupid ptsd brain is like [john mulaney voice] NOOOOO!

32: What is your favourite color?

black but i know you gremlins are gonna be like “that’s not a color it’s a shade” like i didn’t go to art school so the red/purple/blue/green portion of the color wheel is my fave

33: Do you have trust issues?

yeah which is weird cuz i have both ends. i trust ppl too easily but i also don’t let ppl in.

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

let’s not

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

i don’t remember? my mom probably

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

and third and fourth and fifth ones

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

i don’t do either

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

far from it tbh 2017 was it probably

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

51: Favourite food?

HHHHH I WANT L&L SO BAD!! GIVE ME THE PLATE LUNCH

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

took my meds

54: Is cheating ever okay?

only when it’s consensual, ie in a cuckolding scenario

55: Are you mean?

i’m literally incapable of being mean. if i think i’m being even slightly assertive, let alone rude/mean, i will cry.

56: How many people have you fist fought?

i don’t think it counts as a fist fight if it’s just me attempting to not get punched in the braces mouth cuz orthodontics are expensive

57: Do you believe in true love?

58: Favourite weather?

hmm slightly gloomy, light rain, grey out.

59: Do you like the snow?

i’ve never lived anywhere where it snows and i’ve only actually been somewhere snowy like twice so i don’t know if i can have a solid opinion on snow

60: Do you wanna get married?

it’s not important but it’d be cool

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

only if i like... am in a thing with them

62: What makes you happy?

john 5′s stupid fucking face

63: Would you change your name?

i’ll change my last name when i marry but at this point in my life, no

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

i would literally do anything to kiss him one more time in a context that isn’t rushed and painful

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

“when did you stop being gay”

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

i mean 98% so, yeah

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

my stepdad

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

julia probably

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

my mom tbh

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lillianfromaccounting · 7 years

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Trifled Dreams (Part 5)

author: lillianfromaccounting characters: Steve, Sharon, reader, original characters, all the other Avengers word count: 1191 warnings: anti soulmate au (is that a thing?), angst, depression, hurt/comfort trope

Summary: You had given up on finding your soulmate but the universe had other plans.

A/N: Unbeta’d brain dump. I switch POVs in the fic, separated by a horizontal line. Thanks for reading my weird brain drama. Still not sure how this is going to end. It gets worse before it gets better? (it might get better. might)

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Trifled Dreams (Part 5)

After about a week or so, the meds finally started doing their thing. Sleep wasn’t easy, but it happened. You woke up and weren’t tired, alert enough to drive, but there was a numbness that crept into your brain. You didn’t really taste food anymore, at least not as vividly as you used to. You knew you wanted to try some new recipes and flavor profiles, but you just didn’t have the motivation. I’ll try tomorrow, you would say to yourself.

But the sleep came. And it was better than nothing.

The bell over the door jingled, so you wiped your hands and went out to greet the customer.

“Ms. Carter,” you forced a smile. “What can I get you today?”

“I need you to come with me,” Sharon said.

“Excuse me?”

“I’ll take a dozen buttermilk cupcakes too,” she said. “Charge it to Stark. But then you need to come with me. I’ll explain on the way.”

You closed the bakery, leaving a quick message for Padma, who should be in any moment now. Sharon helped you with two of the bakery boxes as you walked.

“Where are we going?” you finally had the courage to ask.

“The Avengers compound,” she replied, unlocking the doors to a very sporty looking car.

Sharon was a cautious driver with very quick reflexes. Once you were on the highway, she brought up a tablet-sized screen with a picture of Steve. He was unconscious and battered. You had never seen injuries the likes of this.

“He’s been in a coma for six days now. Mission gone wrong,” Sharon sniffled. “We were able to extract him, but they had done so much damage. Normally, he takes three days to recover, but this time, he hasn’t showed any signs of improvement yet. We thought maybe your presence could help.”

“I know my baking is good, but I don’t know if it can bring back–”

“No. Soulmate energy. It can be healing. It’s–I can’t explain it, but you get a calming effect from being physically close to your soulmate. Your hearts beat in sync, your cortisol levels drop, some people even get serotonin spikes.”

You looked at her like she had three heads.

“It’s all true. There’s scientific backing,” she said. “Look, I don’t know why you’re so against this whole soulmate thing, but the man I love is in a coma and you might be his only hope, so I’m begging you–and I don’t beg lightly, please–please help him.”

“I don’t want this soulmate thing to break you guys up,” you said.

“We can cross that bridge when we get there. Right now, I need you to save him.”

The compound had a very sterile industrial look, lots of metal tones and sharp edges and corners. Sharon led you straight to the infirmary, where Bruce and Tony were having a heated discussion.

“We’ve tried that already, Tony,” Bruce said. “We can only put his body through that so many times before it starts doing harm.”

“But what if we tried a higher frequency this time?” Tony asked.

“I have another idea,” Sharon announced. Tony and Bruce turned and locked eyes on you.

“Oh!” Tony said. “Is she going to—?”

Their voices faded into the background. The sight of Steve drew you to the window. Your muscles and joints ached just looking at him. There was an eerie sadness that washed over you and suddenly you burst into tears.

“Are you ok?” Bruce asked, coming to your side.

“He’s in–in so much pain,” you managed between sobs.

“You–can feel it? The pain?” Bruce asked.

You nodded, pressing your hands against the glass.

“Do you think this is going to work?” Tony asked.

“It doesn’t hurt to try,” Sharon replied. “What do we have to lose?”

“Is this what he would have wanted?” you asked.

“What do you mean?” Tony asked.

“Like, does he have a DNR or some sort of medical attorney of power?” you asked.

“Power of attorney,” Tony corrected. “And um–no. I don’t think so.”

“You guys all assume that he wants to come back to this,” you said. “Have you ever considered what Steve would want in this situation?”

“He’d want to live to fight another day,” Tony said.

“Would he?” You stared Tony down.

Bruce grabbed a box of tissues off the lab bench and offered them to you.

“Do you have those clean suits? Like the ones they make people wear when they visit really sick people? So that there’s no contamination?” you asked.

“Sure. I’m sure we could figure something out,” Bruce replied.

Once you were suited up, Bucky and Sam walked you into Steve’s room. He looked so small and fragile in that off-white hospital gown. He was hooked up to so many machines that beeped and hissed, and you weren’t sure where to place yourself. You took extra caution to make sure you didn’t have any exposed skin. You didn’t want any accidental soulmate initiation. At the very least, you felt that Steve should be awake for your first time. You at least owed him that after the way you rejected him at the bakery a few weeks ago.

Those few weeks felt like a lifetime ago.

“Can I move these wires?” You gestured to a bunch on Steve’s right. “I want to sit next to him.”

Bruce nodded through the glass and Bucky lifted the wires while Sam helped you get into the bed.

You studied his face. There must have been a hundred stitches along his jaw line. Another fifty above his left brow.

“You should be more careful, Stevie,” you whispered, not knowing how such a familiar term just rolled out of your mouth. You had never once called him that or even thought of him like that, but it fell so naturally.

Sam chuckled. “You know, he doesn’t wear parachutes, right?”

“And picks a fight with things twice his size,” Bucky added.

“No, I didn’t know. Do you have stories you would like to share?”

Sam pulled up a chair and sat down. “Do I? Cancel your plans for the rest of the day, cuz we got stories.”

“Do you want pre-Captain America stories or more modern ones?” Bucky asked, pulling a chair up next to Sam.

After two hours, Sam and Bucky got called off on a mission briefing. The others also seemed occupied elsewhere, leaving you alone with your supposed soulmate. This man was a near stranger yet he felt so familiar. Sam and Bucky helped lighten the mood, but you could tell they were very worried for their friend and the humor was a coping mechanism.

You weren’t sure what prompted you to lay on his chest, but it seemed like the most right thing to do. He was warm and you could hear his heartbeat that way. You laced your purple gloved fingers through his hands and soundly fell asleep.

Part 6

#fanfic #mine #trifled dreams #steve x sharon #steve x reader?#crack soulmate au #anti soulmate au?#i dunno what this is #it's a hormonal mess #there will be more #i write tropes and cliches

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faintlyof · 3 years

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Man, I slept so poorly last night. ;^;

I don’t know why, but it sucked a lot. ;^;

I was so good, I took my meds by 12:30 and was in total lights off mode by 1. A little bit late considering how early I have to get up, but not bad by any means. I was ready to get 7 hours of sleep.

Instead, I didn’t drop off in 10 minutes as usual, I thought I must have been too engaged in reading fanfic. Though I wasn’t really. It usually puts me to sleep real quick. I usually fall asleep while doing stuff and then wake up on my back, so I don’t know what does it best. So I tried playing music from a game that always makes me drowsy.

I moved away from the computer and laid down properly but I stg when I lay down in a comfy position, I can feel my blood pressure drop. I mean probably not, but I can feel my whole body throb with my heartbeat after like 2 seconds. That thrumming is too close to the feeling when I get sleep paralysis, so I had to move, but then the pillow is too lumpy and it’s touching my neck, right at the pulse and then that’s thrumming. On my back, I fall into sleep paralysis too often, so that was out.

So I just kind of rotated myself like a rotisserie chicken until about 3, when I finally drifted into a fitful doze.

And then promptly dreamt that I was trying to sleep and struggling, so even in my dream I was restless.

There was also one of my recurring but I can never actually remember what’s happening dreams. Something something shop, something something displays, I know it never takes place from anyone’s perspective, more like a weird stationary camera forcused on a shop display but you can hear people talking? It was a continuation of a recurring dream, as the few dreams I have usually are.

But I also couldn’t stay asleep and kept waking up.

Then I woke up really hot a few times and eventually woke up enough to throw off my top blanket. At like 4:30.

Then I got up for work at 7:50. I was already tired cuz I had to go to the dentist in the morning so I couldn’t sleep in the day before.

My eyes are all パチパチ. @_@

Now I’m wondering if I had coffee yesterday and if so, was it the coffee?

I often drink coffee in the evenings and it doesn’t usually make me unable to sleep. I think I had coffee around 3pm? But I sometimes don’t finish my coffee until 11:30 pm?? Like when I’m at work and don’t have time to finish it?

I’m just really confused. @_@ And tired.

Please don’t happen again tonight.

#im so tired

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greenbpdad · 4 years

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Idk who knows or cares, but im pagan and something weird happened

I have a little altar to the gods i follow and i pretty much every day pray to them to guide me and all of that ykno (important little fact, my patron god is a fire god)

So last night, i made my prayers to the gods, and i specifically talked and asked for today cuz i had this important thing very soon and i was worried. So, as everyday, after prayer and little offerings, i took my meds and went to sleep. Not late after i close my eyes and start to fall asleep, i hear whispers, but i do have auditory hallucinations from time to time, so i was about to ignore it. I cant remember what the whispers were saying, but soon later i felt a warmth getting closer to me and then a really hot hand holding my arm and getting close in, kissing my cheek.

That was so real, i immediately opened my eyes and got up, there was no one there and i got cold af. thing is, the day sucked, really was stressful, but i was so patient and warm the whole day like i've never been in my life that i dealt with everything without losing it. As soon as i got home i started crying cuz omg what a day, but after all I handled everything just fine and i think that somehow this is all conected, so im thankful? Im making a special offering to my patron tonight

Idk, i just wanted to share this

It all could just have been a dream, ig, but it felt real amd good

#vent post #ig

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p0is0ned · 4 years

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The Lamp

I am freaking the fuck out. Before I explain I need to preface this with two things:

1) I have had very bad sleeping problems my whole life. I take melatonin every night because if I don't, I will stay awake until 7-8am, no matter how tired I am. I’m sure the melatonin is the reason I have very very vivid dreams. They are sometimes lucid too, but not every time. And I almost never have nightmares (thankfully!!!). I will write about the next weird dream I have.

2) I used to spend hours searching the internet for stories that would scare me, because horror movies wouldn’t do anything for me. AND BOI DID I FIND THEM. I got so spooked that I stopped looking for scary stories altogether. I lowkey still get curious sometimes about them, which caused this whole thing to happen today that'll probably take days to not freak me out anymore.

So today on the front page of Reddit was a thread encouraging people to share the scariest theories they’ve ever heard. I knew it was a bad idea but my mad curiosity set in again. Someone posted a comment with a link to this story, shared 8 years ago. It’s kind of long, so let me summarize:

A man was assaulted by a big dude and ended up unconscious for 20 minutes. While he was out, he lived another reality. He thought he was living a different, normal life with a wife and two kids, a good job, and a house over a period of 10 YEARS. He remembers the floorpan of the house, meeting his wife, getting married, having a kid, years passing, having another kid, having a job, along with some (but not all) of the details from his life. One day in this life, he noticed the lamp in the living room looked kind of off: “I noticed that the perspective of the lamp was odd, like inverted. It was still in 3D but... just.. wrong.”

So in his reality, he spent 3 days obsessing over the lamp. He stopped eating and sleeping to sit on the couch and stare at the lamp. He says he remembers his wife starting to freak out at his unresponsiveness and would even try to invite people over to talk to him. Eventually, the lamp glitched out completely and made him realize that the life he thought he had for the past 10 years wasn’t real and he came back to reality. According to him, he spent a few years after that in a depression mourning the loss of the wife and kids he thought he had.

I don’t doubt this story is real, or at least felt as real as it did to the author, because I know the brain is an absolute BONKERS organ and does crazy things to people when it is not working right. And I know enough about neurology to know that we don’t know much about it - we can’t always tell for sure how the brain will react to trauma and we definitely can't go inside someone’s mind to know how they think and feel under those circumstances. The smallest bit of damage can make huge differences, and I'm sure perception of time is one of them. Even if you don’t believe it’s real, how can you factually say it’s impossible? EDIT: after doing a bit of reading it seems like this has happened quite a bit with people who have experienced comas or unconsciousness. Wild.

I read this story this morning around 10am and it’s now almost 4am the next day and surprise! I can’t sleep even though I'm exhausted. And now I’m too scared to lolll. This is how my day and night went tonight:

I read the story. peed my pants. I went to my partner’s house. I told him the story. I stayed way past the time I said I'd leave cuz I was scared to drive an hour home alone at night. but I left eventually. I got home and my mom was already in bed at 2:30am, which is rare because she has sleeping problems too and usually sleeps around 4. So the house was pitch black and I was like FUCK. But my cat usually sleeps in the living room at night, so I thought okay, if I see him and be able to pet him I might feel comforted. I called for him and didn't see him anywhere. fuck. ok maybe he’s upstairs with my sister. He is an anxious cat and hates to have the door closed so I assumed if he was with her, her door would be open. it wasn’t. FUCKK. I started to panic thinking I would see a glitch somewhere or something. I started to get that feeling that something was following me up the stairs. so I ran a little quicker and knocked on her door, and thank FUCKKK she was still up. I opened the door, and found her and the cat just chilling. My heart almost came out of my ass.

Now, I have such crazy vivid dreams. I’ve had dreams where I also have partners I’ve met and gotten to know for the first time during the dream. I’ve had dreams where days have passed; I have no concept of time in my dreams. I have those dreams of missing work and appointments constantly, but in my dreams, it’s always a few days after the appointment before I realize I’m late. So I’ll be sleeping for maybe an hour or less, but days have passed in my subconscious. In the past month, I’ve had 2 separate dreams about having 2 different girlfriends, neither of whom I’ve met irl. But they were so vivid I can remember every detail of them, one was even so real I had an o*gasm in my sleep (that also happens often, and not always with other people, which makes these strange worlds feel even more real). Although when I have these dreams, I don’t ever feel like I’m in love with these people. So maybe I’m spared of the heartbreak when I wake up. But other than that it’s usually really hard to tell when I’m dreaming. Just last night I was having a really strange one about seeing a doctor who looked like an old professor of mine who prescribed me medication that would cause water to flow out of my face and fix my airways. I saw other people on the same meds shooting water out of their nose and mouth and thought, damn this can't be real life. So I was triggered out of it. I “woke up”, but I woke up into another reality. I was still fucking dreaming. And this time I couldn’t tell it was still a dream. I truly just thought I was awake and living my normal life.

So now it’s 4am, and I keep thinking about the lamp. What if I start to notice something weird in this reality just to realize everything around me isn’t reality at all? Who does this even happen to? WHAT IF MY VIVID DREAMS ARE REALITY AND THIS REALITY IS JUST A DREAM WTF MAN I CAN’T TELL THE DIFFERENCE!!!

I’m tired and I’m going to try to sleep. I hope my dreams aren’t too real tonight. I’m going to try to not take melatonin cuz I don’t want to see even one detail of a lamp.

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meateatingorchids · 4 years

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I got rlly fat like i got a big belly now which is soooo weird and i feel uncomfortable about to the point i hate my self ....

Like what the fuck is that huge belly omfg like im pregnant and its disgusting. Im so ugly RN i hate my self sm

Also i tried to eat fitness food n its disgustingly tasting that i regretted eating it in the first place

Its so bad to the point tge sweet potato is better tasting than strogonoff what

I feel overly full to the point its uncomfortable and rlly othering me and my face got super fat to the point i dont want to ever go out again

I never felt this ugly since 1 year. This is the most ugly ive felt in one year and i rlly hate myself i wanna kms like i can barely look at my disgusting reflection . I look gross. Im grossed w my self which is unbearable

Like im p sure this is beyond my watwr retention cuz of period i probably did get fat and its disgusting. I cant look at myself

I hv sm fat in my stomato the point i feel like vomiting when i hv to shower it bothers me to the point maybe thats all ill think about until I lose this fat

I got fat to the point i can't u look and until I lose i won't talk to ppl anymore

My skin got super ugly lately too i bet its bc of that meds I hate it sm I look so disgusting i can't even look at myself anymore I want to burn this body alive lmao

I want to die so I dont hv to look at my reflection. I need to lose weight

My face looks so ugly I want to smash it w a hammer .. i think abt dark things lately.... like harming my self n shit like that

The other day I couldn't not self harm cuz I was having such a hard time the entire of July so I had to self harm to de stress and now i wanna cut my self more and more like I need to do some harmful thing cuz I hate this body lmao

I hate every minute of now and ever since I got fat I've been trying to lose weight cuz I want to reach my goal. I want to be skinny and thats the only thing I think about since I got fat. I also say fuck to the world cuz i only want one thing n thats losing this fuckong weight n fats i wanna be skinny again and that is my n1 goal and concern like every thing else is second to that. Idc about med achool or any school right now my main goal is losing this weight and more and more I want to be skinny again like in 2013 when I was happy . Fuck med school or any other stupid mission I only care about one thing.... i hate the reflection in the mirror it is so disgusting. I want to punish my self for getting this fat. This look ain't it and the clothes look ugly on me now i hate my self. I hope whoever haunted me last month gets super ugly n fat. I look so disgusting its gross to exist in such an ugly body n face i hate my looks now more than ever but I've been low-key dissatisfied with my appearance since sometime in june or Smth I hated my getting fat since June and I feel like it is so gross and I need to vent out abt it

If I end up binging and starbing cicle again I know that i can give up any dream cuz my life will be it, binge and starve ... this is all I do when I'm in the bad place. My entire life is math in my head abt what I ate and how much and counting the numbers weigh in measures and math here n there and thats so mind consuming thats the only thing I think about and nothing else can fit in lmao this is the life of some ed community girl... sucks but that's all we have. I do feel like purging but I've never been good at it but I hate the feeling of food sitting in my stomach and I hate the feeling of full and I hate it with so much passion that I come out lmao and I know unless I lose this weight that food and weight loss is all ill be thinking about so bye-bye med school.

I even hate the feeling of fat in my calves cuz i feel it got fat and I can feel it and my thighs never looked so gross i hate my own body right now and since June I neen low-key hating it lmao... welp

I rlly never felt worse than this... since last june lmaooo I want to kill my self and I'm determined to do it bc that's all I have. I want to be free from this hell.

I have the most violent thoughts for the past weeks and I'm in the i wanna kill mode . I want to harm whoever did this to me whoever disrupted the peace I worked hard to get whoever disrupted it i wanna m*r*** them so much tbh I want to shake it off but the thought of causing as much harm as they caused me keeps coming to my mind I want to kill so much ... lmao I wan awake everything from them bc they rlly ruined my life that was hard to begin with.

i got the need for an ed blog again cuz my ed is woken again lmao fuck my life. seems like its back i feel my ed waking up for the past months... its BACK i feel sometimes physically stronger as i used to be when i had my ed... even at my lowest weight i had some abnormal physical strength for a girl and now its back my ed... lmao fuckkkkkkkmy ed is strong and has such a darkness, dark mind and violent... idk how will i keep it under control cuz its very hard ... but at least my ed seem to protect me from some stuff... when i become very traumatized it seems to cause it to wake... whoever they were they woke up my demons.. thanks u scum vermin, u ruined the work weve been doing on putting it to sleep for over 10 years and u ruined its work it took 10 fucking years to out it to sleep... now its back and lively as always... why would anyone want my demon to wake why... my ed makes me physically stronger so its super easy to know when its here... lmaoooo im soooooo fuckedddd now ill pray i dont get in trouble much thats it

whoever was that kept pushing her to remember her traume woke the demon now they will have to pay for it

when i was only abt 40kg i had like sm physical strength and i only found out why years later... yeah... idk now what am i going to do i actually do love my demon despite all and were good friends... but sometimes it gets out of control.. its like having a pet tiger or lion tbh its v cute but it needs to be tamed... lmao also why did they disclose my demons name but not my angels lmao.. puzzling it is...

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omg ok tbh i forgot that i reblogged that ask thing but thank u fren here u go

1. spotify, soundcloud, or pandora?

spotify

2. is your room messy or clean?

um ok so my room at my mom’s is technically the office and just full of mine and everyone else’s storage so it isn’t really my room i guess and my room at my dad’s is nearly empty and i haven’t been there more than a couple times in a while and i’ve been crashing at friend’s and family’s houses and living out of a suitcase for weeks so i’m just gonna say i don’t really have a room

3. what color are your eyes?

dark brown

4. do you like your name? why?

alright well this is complicated because i hate the name emily and lately i’ve been going by emmitt for a while and it’s just weird because i feel so disconnected from emily and not super connected to emmitt either and i feel like i should just be a nameless person because i hate being referred to as anything tbh

5. what is your relationship status?

happily in a relationship with someone i really care about

6. describe your personality in 3 words or less

a detached mess

7. what color hair do you have?

my natural dark brown color

8. what kind of car do you drive? color?

ah it’s a purple mini van that’s rusting and dying

9. where do you shop?

target lol

10. how would you describe your style?

almost exclusively button ups and baseball shirts

11. favorite social media account?

tumblr probably i use this the most out of all of them

12. what size bed do you have?

queen

13. any siblings?

i have 2 sisters

14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

i honestly have no idea how to answer this question i don’t have a dream destination or anything

15. favorite snapchat filter?

omg probably the cute cat one that changes ur voice cuz my friends look so cute when they use it

16. favorite makeup brand(s)?

i don’t know anything about makeup

17. how many times a week do you shower?

every day sometimes multiple times a day

18. favorite tv show?

buffy the vampire slayer and dollhouse kill me

19. shoe size?

idk i’m pretty sure i’m a 6

20. how tall are you?

5’1

21. sandals or sneakers?

sneakers

22. do you go to the gym?

no lol but i do plan to start going once i actually move in to my new place and get settled

23. describe your dream date

i want to spend a day in chicago with emily doing whatever we want just walking and wandering into stores and go to a zoo or a museum or navy pier or honestly just anything at this point i miss her so much i don’t care what we do as long as we’re together

24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

25. what color socks are you wearing?

they’re both different variations of black white and light blue

26. how many pillows do you sleep with?

at least 2

27. do you have a job? what do you do?

yeah i recently got a job in the mental health field and i work primarily with adults with various mental illnesses in a 24/7 supervised living area at the moment it’s mostly individuals dealing with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression, and borderline personality disorder and i help them with symptom management, building the skills they have chosen to work on in their treatment plans, and help them carry activities of daily living so they can become self-sufficient and can transition out and live on their own

28. how many friends do you have?

ah i mean i know i have a lot of friends but as far as really close friends i know i can count on and will most likely always have around i’d say i have about 8

29. whats the worst thing you have ever done?

ah fuck well i went through a really destructive phase in my recent past where i was just in a bad place and i withdrew and lashed out a lot and was super emotionally unstable and i hurt a lot of people and i regret it

30. whats your favorite candle scent?

omg i have no idea i usually just smell all the blue ones and go from there

31. 3 favorite boy names

elliot (this is my favorite name in the world probably)

max

derrick

32. 3 favorite girl names

bennett

caroline

sara

33. favorite actor?

i thought about this for a solid 5 minutes and no one is coming to mind i’m gonna leave this blank

34. favorite actress?

eliza dushku and alyson hannigan kill me every time i watch dollhouse or buffy i’m in love with her

35. who is your celebrity crush?

amber liu

36. favorite movie?

selena

37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

i used to read a lot when i was a kid and the music of dolphins by karen hesse has always stuck with me for some reason idk if it’s my favorite but when i was a kid i checked it out at least once a month on our elementary library visits and even now i always find myself thinking about it

38. money or brains?

well if u don’t have money u can’t survive in this capitalist society so i mean

but if this question is asking what i want in a person i’d want the smart

39. do you have a nickname? what is it?

my family calls me mimi and tbh it’s the only thing i actually feel comfortable with weirdly

40. how many times have you been to the hospital?

i’ve been to the hospital multiple times to visit people but i don’t remember actually needing to be there myself besides when i burned my hands as a child

41. top 10 favorite songs

this is def subject to change depending on my mood at any given moment but for right now:

hold me tight by bts

house of cards by bts

lie by bts

all mine by one ok rock

deeper deeper by one ok rock

we are by one ok rock

decision by one ok rock

clock strikes by one ok rock

como la flor by selena

moon river waltz by shinee

42. do you take any medications daily?

no i had issues with family and insurance so i had to stop seeing my psych and taking meds

43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

dry

44. what is your biggest fear?

my mom having anything else bad happen to her

45. how many kids do you want?

this is most likely not going to be my choice lol i don’t have a number in mind if i do have kids

46. whats your go to hair style?

short and whatever it wants to do when i get out of the shower

47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

well i don’t really live in a house rn but my mom’s house is huge she just moved in and it’s crazy big i’m so happy for her also the house i’m gonna move into soon is p small but still cute

48. who is your role model?

idk probably my mom she’s been through a lot and is still going strong

49. what was the last compliment you received?

“you’re so sweet, you know that?” from a client

50. what was the last text you sent?

“nini

51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

tbh i have no idea i was probably in elementary school

52. what is your dream car?

something that runs, is either blue or grey, and magically doesn’t cost me anything to drive it

53. opinion on smoking?

it smells terrible and i don’t like to be around people who smoke

54. do you go to college?

yeah i just graduated

55. what is your dream job?

i have no idea i don’t know what i want i haven’t really thought that far ahead but i love my job so far so i’m alright with where i’m at

56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?

i don’t really have a preference as long as i’m with and near people i care about

57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

i don’t think i’ve ever personally done that

58. do you have freckles?

yeah i have a couple scattered around

59. do you smile for pictures?

i make this weird stupid half smile face and i can’t stop

60. how many pictures do you have on your phone?

761

61. have you ever peed in the woods?

i have not

62. do you still watch cartoons?

i never want to not watch cartoons

63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from wendy’s or mcdonalds?

i don’t like chicken nuggets from anywhere

64. favorite dipping sauce?

wait for what

i like soy sauce for potstickers

65. what do you wear to bed?

usually shorts and a t shirt

66. have you ever won a spelling bee?

no i’m terrible at spelling out loud

67. what are your hobbies?

i like to dance idk not much else tho i guess

68. can you draw?

nooooo

69. do you play an instrument?

i played guitar once but i forgot everything smh

70. what was the last concert you saw?

the bts wings tour

71. tea or coffee?

tea

72. starbucks or dunkin donuts?

dunkin donuts

73. do you want to get married?

yes

74. what is your crush’s first and last initial?

e g

75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?

i’ve thought about this actually and i’m mostly just hesitant about how difficult it would be to change my name on like all the legal paperwork and like bills and work things and it just sounds super complicated but i wish it could be easier because i hate where my last name comes from and if i married my current gf we would literally have the exact same name and we would be able to confuse people even more and i just think it would be funny

76. what color looks best on you?

black i think

77. do you miss anyone right now?

yes oh my god

78. do you sleep with your door open or closed?

closed always closed

79. do you believe in ghosts?

yeah i do

80. what is your biggest pet peeve?

ok i get so mad when i go to a friend’s place who has long hair and i’m walking barefoot through their house or i’m sleeping over or i’m under a blanket or something and it just makes me so mad when i feel dumb long single strands of hair in my toes i hate it so much it makes me so mad idk man but this happened to me last night and i’ve been thinking about it ever since

81. last person you called?

ah well the last phone call that i was on was with the director of all the residential living things at my work

82. favorite ice cream flavor?

idk probably chocolate and vanilla with caramel

83. regular oreos or golden oreos?

regular oreos

84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?

no sprinkles pls

85. what shirt are you wearing?

black and grey v neck t shirt

86. what is your phone background?

a picture of my gf i took a while back of her from a distance with the river and sunset in the background

87. are you outgoing or shy?

shy with everyone besides my friends

88. do you like it when people play with your hair?

only like a very specific like 2 people but when it’s anyone else i get really uncomfortable with being touched and you’d think that people wouldn’t just come up to you and start touching your hair and telling you how soft it is but it’s more common than you think and it makes me want to d ie

89. do you like your neighbors?

my nonexistent neighbors r gr8

90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

i always wash it in the morning but sometimes i wash it at night too if i feel gross from the day

91. have you ever been high?

nope never

92. have you ever been drunk?

yes

93. last thing you ate?

a blizzard from dairy queen with pieces of brownies in it

94. favorite lyrics right now

ok i’m gonna be honest and just say i’m not in a place to listen to music rn i’ve been listening to exclusively podcasts and i have not listened to a song and not zoned out completely during it in a very long time and no lyrics are coming to mind

95. summer or winter?

summer

96. day or night?

night

97. dark, milk, or white chocolate?

ah milk or white i guess i’m not a super big fan tho

98. favorite month?

june cuz my birthday also gay

99. what is your zodiac sign

gemini

100. who was the last person you cried in front of?

my dad

#asks #anon #thank u

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