#cuz she never would? and I was encouraging her to make other friends too and not be reliant on me

[chaelinsbitch]

I caught up with a friend of mine yesterday who I haven't seen in a while, which was nice, we used to have a wee lil trio thing with that friend who ghosted me a year ago after we went on a trip together. He asked me if I've heard from her since and I said no, I asked if he did and apparently he hasn't heard anything from her either this entire time. Which is wild to me that she never even reached out to him because like. She used to say shit like she would invite us to her family's place in France when it's done, we should all travel together, we'd visit each other in our respective cities even, and she was planning other parts of her life with us in it, and like. Okay she stopped talking to me that's whatever. But my other friend too? He didn't even do anything to her lmfao did we really mean that little to her this entire time

[nn-ee-zz]

What are your other OC's like? I'm interested in hearing about the stories you came up with for them.

UH OH youre gonna get me talking!

My OCs are NPCs by origin. I was (still am) the DM of my friend group and to get their characters moving along I had to create my own.

Unexpectedly, my friends loved them.

ILYA - unwell henchman

i know its a boys name,

An aiding hand to an ambiguous villain, Ilya was introduced as sneaky, smiling, and untrustworthy. The facade collapsed once she vomited inside a cup after accidentally touching the liquified remains of (unbeknown to her) her younger sibling. The villain is a wizard of great power and transported all the liquid from their body to put out a fire, mummifying and killing the person in the process in an attempt to save several.

She seeks her sibling amongst the city. The tingling awareness of their demise at the hands of the guild she encouraged them to join and growing panic and grief led her to start a fight with someone who is spiraling as well.

She ends up at the local clinic, heavily injured and minus one eye, and spirals further from her injuries, her guilt, and the knowledge her family was correct about her being too mentally fragile to be in the city. Until....

(For now. The overall arc for this character is of recovery and improvement instead of pain and self-destruction. Forgive your past and find value within you that goes beyond self-sacrifice. With the help of others, of course.)

Despite her questionable moral position, a lot of characters feel the need to protect her.

Art - Her wearing another characters shirt and her getting a widdle kiss from said character, because even I (the monster freak artist) have my lovely ships

ED - emo organ trafficker

''Nez, I want my oc to be kidnapped and rescued by another oc'' ''Hm, I'll make up a guy to kidnap them then''

Originally meant to be a minor antagonist that would kidnap a character to harvest their organs and be easily defeated. Villain of the week type.

However, his snarky behavior, violent temperament, fancy victorian-boy-esque looks captured a lot of attention. He is a little freak but his direct words seem to bring out a lot of honesty in other characters.

Fun facts; His name is inspired by Edward Hyde. He is roomates and best friend/adopted sibling to Ilya. He makes an effort to be fancier than he is because he was born a bastard child and forced to be his fathers servant before he murdered his siblings and father and joined the army to escape (where he met ilya and ultimately got adopted into her family <333)

Art - Him, and him as a chibi fighting the guy who rescued the person he kidnapped. They also fall in love

REDD - funny bully

I recently made an oc just to mess around with the players while they were in jail! Well, now one of them drank his blood and is forever connected to him. The other one got her finger broken cuz she poked him. He also had the prision keys the entire time but pretended to be a prisioner as well. What a menace! I love making horrible pests. His name is red cuz thats how the others refered to him, because I described him as having red hair and red eyes.

Isnt it funny how despite being a DM I never use my monster designs?! I find it a lot more interesting to make characters specifically meant to alter the course of the character development of my players. I love to change deeply and irrevocably! : D

[joosthead]

Ok now some non-family thoughts. I love normal au in any era or timeline. Not just the family stuff. I would love to know more of their backstory. I wanna see the 1.5 breakups, how they were during lockdown, how they were when Fryslân got released, how they were when he got the call that he was going to represent The Netherlands.

I'm very intrigued about Reader's role in the whole "eurovisie saga" (not surrounding the DQ itself obviously, but the happier parts. Before it all crashed and burned 🥲)

I wanna see Reader at the J005t Klein 4D Experience meeting Enzo and Myron for the first time and planning future double dates. I wanna see Reader backstage at Lowlands 2023 with matching mime makeup. I wanna see Reader in the hot air balloon with the rest of the gang; asking Joosti to kiss her before he takes a bite out of that onion and laughing at Appie fake proposing to Alanis for tiktok.

I love how you gave her friends too!!! Ruby and Marina seem so cool. So Ruby is involved with Tantu. Is Marina romantically linked with anyone or is she just living her best life as Alanis' friend? After seeing her having a drinking contest with Stuntje, I kinda ship it....lol.

I imagine Ruby is hanging out with Tantu and his friends one night and in walks in this goofy blonde man wearing clothes so baggy they look like they are falling off of him and a light bulb goes off in her head.💡 "Hey! Wanna meet my friend who needs to have fun for once in her life?"

Ruby and Tantu setting up their workaholic friends with each other and forming the most mismatched power couple in the friend group that some how produces a lasting marriage and 3 kids. Their impact lol. Well more like purse and baco's impact but the intent was there.

We have so many great writers and artists in the fandom and I love it so much. There's different flavors and vibes for everyone. So many creative and kind people. So chill compared to other platforms. Thank you again for taking the time to read and reply to these. It makes me so happy. More to come I promise. Overstim is going to be fire I know it. - family anon :)

omg i almost passed out i thought i lost this ask

but HEWWOOO FAMILY ANON

ive finally made time to write the response to this!!! i hope you enjoy !! its quite long ahdfskjf

suggestive rpf ahead, minors dni, anti-rpf dni, 18+ only

1.5 breakups will have their time in the sun hehe ;) i wish i could elaborate but huge spoilers LOL. you don't have to at all and please don't feel pressured to -- but i am always down to give spoilers in dms LOL !!

to be honest i have it so that the pandemmy doesnt happen because i tried writing with it and it was soo hard adksjakjds the bulk of their big relationship events and conflict happen during 2020-2021 so i just took it out LOL.

if the pandemmy did happen: there would definitely be a normal au baby or two MUCHHHH earlier LOL. yes it would be an accident. yes it would encourage them to get together much faster than they did. their lives would still be amazing <3 i always think its so interesting to think about stuff like that happening LOL

how they were when fryslan got released:

fryslan was huge for them cuz it was the first album he released with them officially together!! reader definitely gets lit at the release party (also they have crazy good sex that night). she was there through the entirety of the creation of fryslan so like... knowing how much it took to make it, start to finish was very :''') huge for them. j005t klein 7 was already in the midst of the process and one of the breakups happens during albino sports vol 1 creation. so fryslan being their first "wow everything is okay and we will together forever" is emotional for them hehe

eurovisie saga: i usually skirt around this event completely though it does canonically happen in universe. i probably will never write about the sad parts for obvious reasons

i think normal au reader was very involved in the planning for esc :) down to outfits and the rollout and the marketing for it ... definitely lots of sleepless nights in the klein household in the lead-up to. calling out of work cuz they pulled an all-nighter helping with the visuals. when they got the call it was a ton of tears for SURE like they cried for hours about it cuz they were just so proud of him after everything he's gone through... it is a huge "you made it" moment. they were already impressed with how far he'd gotten when they met in 2019 -- never thought something as big as this could happen, but knew that he could make it once he put his mind to it :''')

4d experience

FUTURE DOUBLE DATESSS WAHHHH i think for every friend that reader meets they become friends as well even if they're not super aligned with work and such LOL ... i think it's surprising for enzo that joosti would get with someone so different from him but he soon sees they fit together like pieces of a wonderfully weird puzzle <3 double dates are definitely in line!! especially when they all have kids and can save on the babysittter LOL reader 10000000% gets a little bit of a big head about being his gf and being backstage with him.... definitely lots of quickies lots of hands over mouths lots of disheveled clothing and having to run to the stage before he's late. heheheh

lowlands 2023

HNNNNNNNG they do mime makeup on each other and then fuck about it so they have to wipe it off and let the makeup artists do it LOL. smudged gray black white paint and breathy kissing ,,, fucks them in the skirt and everything... so into it. when they wash it off and get it baxk on again they take a million photos LOL he invites them on stage with the rest of the crew since they're all dressed up for it perfectly but once they see how GINORMOUS the crowd is they refuse and its good cuz once they see how huge this is they cry about it happily

hot air balloon

reader is like the biggest scaredy cat and had to be dragged onto the hot air balloon. im talking eyes screwed shut clinging onto joosti and the friends gigglign about it and promising they'll be fine ... joosti is like guys stop they're really scared :// so they stop and he talks to them. is fully ready to insist that the hot air balloon comes down but reader relaxes and they get to film their content for it <3. once they start making all their little tiktoks reader laughs a little bit and then asks for a kiss before joosti eats the onion hehe and they're fine for the rest of the time :)) my babies

im so glad ruby and marina are liked hehe -- i normally hate inserting ocs when writing rpf (and especially elaborating on them more than a name LOL) ruby and tantu are dating! and marina is the resident lesbian (idk if you know her but ive always envisioned marina like... looking like the director emma seligman LOL not to give my own faceclaims and affect your image of them but yeahhh. she definitely is living her best life as alanis' bestie !!

ruby and tantu

YESSSS i fully believe that once tantu and ruby get involved and she meets joosti she knows... she knows this guy will be fun for dear reader. whatever that means for reader since they never really have fun anyways. i think ruby fully decides on setting up reader and joosti after seeing tantu and joosti work on music together. his work ethic is on par with reader's and they're the same brand of detail oriented but the difference is joosti knows how to have fun and i think ruby really wants her girl to have some fun and live a little :'''). she is a little worried that reader will immediately shut it down cuz joosti is so. joosti. yknow. but shes so pleased when she sees they've argued and reader's given some fun to occupy them LOL. it's sort of a mental stimulation principle (mental stimulation that isnt work or school hehe) they are so mismatched and so unexpected but so goooood for each other. ruby is so happy about this until she's left babysitting 3 rowdy kids LOL at least it's always with tantu

i will give you some songs on the normal au playlist that might give some hintie hints about how the relationship is gonna play out: "spring into summer" by lizzy mcalpine (this is the defacto title of the au in my head. itll continue to be called normal au but this is sorta the perfect perfect encapsulation of the au.), "ankles" by lucy dacus, "maroon" taylor swift, "im not in love" by 10cc, "archie, marry me" by alvvays, "pristine" by snail mail, "everyday almost" by madi diaz, "could cry just thinkin about you (full version)" by troye sivan. hehe. i listen to music 90% based on lyrics and 10% based on sound LOL. so maybe this will help!

im so happy joostblr is this way !! ive never felt so safe in a fandom especially to post and talk and make friends... my last fandoms were pretty hostile so this is so so lovely even if the other platforms are sort of messes. i hope joosti come back soon so everyone comes back !! i miss everyone being here sooo much ajsdasj. im so happy joosti has connected me to wonderful readers and people like you who take their time to truly read and see my work -- i'm so grateful!!! so so so grateful :)) it makes me so happy being able to reply !! ily family anon and im so excited to see you again!!!

[celestetcetera]

🙋 i am curious

IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED ‼️

So me and @happistar were chatting a bit ago and the topic somehow landed on Hey what if there was a Disney Channel Original adaptation of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. Y'know, cuz they love loosely basing those off things you'd read in english class

We ended up with an entire plot summary. Below the cut bc I will not spare a single detail

Okay so this would be set in peak Disney Channel Original era, aka 2000-2010s, in highschool bc of course. Our protagonist is Henrietta Jekyll, a teen girl, bc that's your typical DCO protagonist.

She goes by Jekyll, because she hates her first name, and occasionally Dr. Jekyll, because her friends & chemistry teacher call her that as a quirky nickname for being very determined to get a PHD one day.

Jekyll's a certified Nerd™ who excels in chemistry, gets straight As, and participates in like 8 different clubs. Truly the academic pride of the school! She’s also overworked and definitely needs to take time for herself.

Her besties are Utterson and Lanyon, who tbh we never decided whether they get genderbent or not. They basically make up your bestie friend group of the DCO. The only bullet point I noted about Utterson is that they're like that one kid in good omens -- clearly born to do taxes. We know they're going to law school

So Jekyll wants to be popular, but her nerdiness keeps getting in the way. Like for instance, homecoming is on the horizon, and though her friends asked if she would go, she insists she can’t because she’s got too much homework (and is also kinda nervous).

So, with encouragement from her chemistry teacher, Mr. Stevenson (referencing RLS ofc), she creates a potion that will draw forth her Cool Side. This creates her alter ego, who names herself Emma Hyde. Emma because it's the name she's always liked, and Hyde because uhh… first thing that popped into her head?

Hyde has the cool goth/emo aesthetic, and with her laid back personality, easily slots into the Cool Kids. Oh, and among these cool kids is Dani Carew -- your typical bitchy popular girl.

(Do NOT question how signing up for class works at all. Hyde probably introduces herself as a transfer student (more like transformation student hahaha) and that’s all she needs because paperwork doesn’t exist in Disney Channel Original Movies.)

Cue your school based alter ego shenanigans. Jekyll likes the thrill of being Hyde but she's also worried because Hyde consistently ditches class, doesn't pay attention, and mouths off at the teachers. The only teacher that seems to even remotely like her is Stevenson, but he just likes everyone really. Jekyll is also frustrated because her grades are suffering.

Once homecoming comes around, Hyde's the one that ends up going. She has a great time! There’s a bit of a “oooh who’s this cool new kid” Cinderella moment. Jekyll wakes up feeling so alive after the experience!

There's probably a romantic love triangle thing going on as well, bc what's your DCO without romance. Not sure if both Jekyll and Hyde to have separate love interests or the same guy falls for both of them, but either way it is accidentally very polyamorous.

Anyway, at some point some drama between Jekyll & Carew escalates and Hyde decides to "murder" her. Since this is a DCO she will not be beating her to death with her cane, and instead just killing her popularity by spreading around an embarrassing photo or something.

This causes Lanyon to take issue with Jekyll's experiments, claiming she's gone too far. They have a fight that culminates in Lanyon exposing Jekyll/Hyde as the same person to the whole school.

Upset, Jekyll/Hyde have a Confrontation style fight before realizing that they have to accept each other to be their true self. They create a "cure" that merges them back together for a DCO happy ending. The moral is you have to embrace both sides of your personality, and Jekyll learns that while her school work is important, so is taking the time to have fun like Hyde. Post-merge, she retains Hyde's signature emo eyeshadow, and goes by Emma as often as Jekyll.

In like the last 5 minutes Mr. Stevenson reveals that he made the same potion back when he was a teen, which explains his affection for Hyde. We see a pic of his Hyde side, which is appropriately Cool for the 1970s. He also comments that he’s glad to see Jekyll has learned to take some time for herself. The end :)

[chlorinecake]

I just saw what that anon said and I can really really relate I feel like there's no way I can like them cuz I'm black I feel like. Weird for having a crush on Ni-ki cuz I'm black and even though I know there's no chance anyway cause he probably doesn't date fans obviously lol It makes me ashamed especially because people are always saying "what if / he probably doesn't like black girls/people" and it makes me feel like I'm less beautiful because I'm black and even if he did date fans I mean I'm like SOOOO ugly like atrocious but it makes me feel like even if I was a little bit more pretty he wouldn't like me or would dismiss me cause I'm black or like I wouldn't be good enough or he'd be disgusted or disappointed or weirded out because I'm black and a fan /has a crush on him and besides him it makes me feel like enhypen wouldn't talk to me or treat me the same cuz I'm not Asian or white like I couldn't be a fan or wouldn't be as important or pretty or cool or even just they wouldnt want me as a fan or like me or even look my way cause im black its gotten so bad that people dont evn have to say that anymore (they do but they dont have too) for me to think that way. Like I know we all saw that pretty engene video with that girl with the glasses and i couldn't help but make it about race like thinking would they look at me like that or would I be ugly abd weird cause I'm black ? Or if she was black would they still think she's pretty? Or would they even put the camera on her if she was black ? Anyway I'm rambling but being black is something I struggle with even without people saying the group I like or the guy I have a crush on (Niki obviously) wouldn't like me or would hate me for being black . Or they would be uncomfortable or disgusted with me because I'm black so it's just hard to even see myself meeting them or *even to imagine myself in reader fanfics even if the reader's supposed to be black because I've convinced myself that the only way I'd be pretty or attractive or they'd be friends withe or date me in Ni-kis case is if I was white or Asian* (*just talking about from a fanfic standpoint for this one* but yeah) but yeah it sucks and

Okay, I REFUSE to sit here and let you talk down on yourself like that. I don’t care how true you may think it is, YOU ARE NOT UGLY, Mirah ~ You’re beautiful, from head to toe, melanated skin, curly hair and all. Black women are beautiful, it’s disgusting to me how society has brought some of us to a point where we feel insecure, undesirable, or unworthy of affection from others. My words might not do much to encourage you, because finding confidence (esp as a black girl) takes time. But I really urge you to understand that you can’t expect other ppl to accept you when you don’t even accept yourself. Wish I could give you the BIGGEST hug rn, bc this actually hurts to read :(

Another point, I’ve seen plenty videos of Enhypen (along with other kpop groups) connecting with colored fans in the same way they do with their supporters of a fairer complexion, but I won’t share any of those videos here bc I don’t want you to seek “proof” as a way for you to feel better abt yourself.

On the flip side, let’s say that some ppl in the kpop industry DO have a prejudice (which I’m sure some do): your life and happiness isn’t dependent on their validation.

Let’s not even get started on how a lot of Ni-Ki’s favorite artists are black (Riki Jackson ? Bro would’ve never called himself that if he was racist)… but anyway, colored people like any other group of individuals can b really amazing once they get past their insecurities and embrace the way God made them. Jst know that u can always come to be if your struggling with something or just want to vent <3

[skepticdoe]

HI HELLO I REALLY LIKE YOUR BLOG AND I WANNA START INTERACTING MORE CUZ THATS FUN

Anyways a small prompt (if you so desire), Ftm Kyle/ mtf Marj/genderqueer Kenny headcannons GO !!

HIIII ANON!!

you’re so lovely 😭 im glad you like my blog!!!

If it’s headcanons you seek, then it is headcanons you shall receive :)

Mtf Marj

- i feel like her first sign of transition would be because of this one time during one of her regular visits to the hello kitty store (which she still visits as a teen/adult because you KNOW she’ll be spending all her adult money on Sanrio merch) she wanders into the clothing merch aisle and stumbles upon this really cute skirt. One of those really nice old ladies (who are too kind for this world I swear) catches her looking longingly at the skirt and urges her to try it on. She realised how much she loves it and soon it goes from Butters to Marjorine and she’s now a regular Sanrio dress collector and her and the old woman are now besties <3

- she confides in Kenny pre transition about her gender questioning and he encourages her to explore it. He’s actually the first person to see her in a skirt

- she’s OBSESSED with cutesy hair clips and it gets to a point where if one of her friends see adorable hair accessories they know she’ll like, they’ll most likely get them for her. It’s the same with any cutesy accessories, actually. (Ooo look at those hair clips, Marj would love em!)

- when she does come out, most of the negativity she faces comes from her parents. They keep her isolated at home and only allow her out to study or to go get groceries. They survey her even more until she ‘snaps out of her phase’ (which never happens and she moves out as soon as she can when she turns 18. She would struggle with cutting all contact; it’s something she works through in the future). Kenny and the other three still help break her out without her parents noticing. Kenjorine have their first few dates through secret night meetings

-she loves to visit pride parades when she’s older with her friends, it’s a yearly tradition. She loves meeting younger trans people and reassuring them that they WILL see the light at the end of the tunnel and to embrace who they are!!

Ftm Kyle

- Kyle transitions relatively young, like in his preteens (11-12 or so?) and only Stan, Kenny and Cartman knew about it from the start.

- I tend to headcanon Gerald as an emotionally absent father. Sheila, being the ‘woke’ politically involved mother, helps her son transition. They both have their flaws and they tend to resort to not talking about Kyle during family reunions, which also leads Ike to become ‘the golden child’ (I love ike by the way this is not a dig at him 😭). Gerald always loves to passive aggressively remind him that him deciding to transition is going to make him lose a lot of opportunities in life and that it’s not ‘too late’ to reconsider. They get better about it when Kyle grows older.

- Kyle never used to talk about his transition because of the negative way his family talk about it. It never really comes until they hit teen age where gossip and drama is at its peak and people find anything to spread as gossip and Kyle’s transgender identity becomes a hot topic for a while. It’s a tough time for him but Kyle being the outspoken person he is, quickly ends the wildfire with his words (and sometimes fists in Cartmans case)

- his extended family still don’t really support his transition and tend to make backhanded comments. When people meet his grandma, she’s like “meet my granddaughter****!” And you see a full grown man walk in and say “don’t mind her, she’s a bit senile. Old people, am I right? I’m Kyle.” :)

-kyle and Marj become really close during her transition and he started to become one of the first people she goes to for advice and help. He definitely supported her a lot during the start of her transition and he tends to join her to go to pride parades in solidarity, even if he’s not as comfortable putting his identity on display

-even though Kyle is confident and outspoken, he does have his vulnerable moments where he needs to vent and spill all his bottled up worries (Stan is the one he calls and holds close during these moments). It also really affects his dating life and he was really hesitant to start trying to see people. He got Stan in the end though :))

Genderqueer Kenny

-his first look into the genderqueer world was when he was sorting through Karen’s clothes. (His first look into trying on different clothes is with princess kenny, but he didn’t really think that deeply about it at this time). He’s really hesitant to throw anything out (understandably because of his living situation) and he discovered one of Karen’s skirts that was a gift from one of her friends that was a few sizes too big. He wore it and loved it and starts to wear it around the house

-his parents and his friends don’t really care (they’ve met princess kenny before lmfao) and Karen LOVES playing dress up with her older brother. He starts to wear the dresses and skirts out in public (because it means more clothes for him, duh) and when people question his gender, it’s always a shrug followed by a “I don’t give two fucks on what I am. I dress how I want and feel how I want. We only live once anyways, dude.” If you press harder and you’re closer to them, you’ll probably get a deeper answer about how they tend to not feel permanent in their gender identity, similar to how they never feel permanent in life (their immortality)

- dude just chills and tries on skirts with Marj

- he goes by whatever pronouns and his style changes literally every other day (greasy masculine vibes to a feminine, still slightly greasy vibes) don’t let this guy free in a thrift

- Kenny’s willingness to wear anything literally helps Karen kickstart her fashion career in the future lmaoo

THIS TURNED OUT SO LONG BUT I PUT MY ALL AND TONS OF EFFORT IN!! I hope you like it anon!!! feel free to send me another ask literally whenever and THANK YOU FOR INTERACTING <3

[n4talia-chaparro]

"Omg 5 days without posting?! Lmao so funny."

Yeah I get it >|:/

I wanted to make this post cuz a lot of you were so "CoNcERnEd" about me and the allegations made by the anons. And well in case people wanna find "info". I kinda don't care if people wanna keep attacking me and shit but yk. I have to speak up and explain.

So I wanna start by saying that what I did last Thursday and Friday was very retarded and dumb of me and I highly apologize once again. I was not in the right mindset and it was never my intention to ignore anyone's advice. I have been mentally unstable and stressed that I couldn't focus. Yeah. I was having anger issues and a meltdown. I couldn't control them so I'm apologizing for the way I acted that time without thinking straight. It's not easy to be a CU artist because of what's happening and I admit it's not easy for me to be perfect like you guys wanted me to be. I tried everything yet you guys seem to judge and shove words in my damn throat.

About the allegations... the anons were also after one of my moots so I wanted to explain and debunk them. It's giving me a headache and overwhelming the living shit out of me.

(BTW pls I do NOT encourage harassment or any sort of threats to anyone mentioned in this post)

The grooming: this allegation is false. I'm sick of seeing them throwing the allegations around like it was some sort of volleyball-type shit. (I'm A MINOR !!! Not a adult-)

The reason why they were spreading those is because of my grooming situation I had a few years ago when I had 9-11 (and UNSUPERVISED). It all started on amino and I met my groomer. (I'm calling them M cuz yea). M and I were close friends and we used to talk. My groomer was a Krupp x Melvin shipper, a pro-shipper obviously, they would force me to do NSFW roleplay and art based on their favorite ship. (Keep this in mind I was younger at that time and I never knew how to say no to them) and they even guilt-trip me and stuff just make me feel bad and well. They would often force me to ship them too...yikes...

One day we argued and their friends decided to cause drama in the group chat. They pointed fingers at me and called me a predator. Again I was 9. I wasn't aware of what proshipping is until age 12. A lot of shit happened. I got threats, harassment, etc. And at the age of 13-14 I was groomed by someone different um yayy...:/// I was never taught about the internet safety.

And that's where the "Natty is a groomer" bullshit came from :/

I'm 16 now and to this day I keep receiving those rape threats and stuff over my past and then seeing people spreading those is dumb. The anon even went to Linavloger's blog to send a rape threat and told her I was gonna groom her. This is fucking disrespectful. Lina is Younger than me, she's fucking 13. I find it disgusting that you guys choose to tell her that. It's gross for fuck's sake. What is your problem????? For the love of God stop spreading that allegation. Not only you are making me uncomfortable but also the others who were involved. Literally, stop.

My trauma is not for you to joke with it or use it as a shield. It's gross that people are making fun of me for that. No I mean yeah. My past wasn't great because I met people who already sexualized me too many times but it doesn't mean you have to bring it up and tell everyone about it. :"(

The sexualization: The anon mentioned that I sexualized Harold in one of my videos which is again funny yet bullshit because according to them it was because of a pride month pin and small accessories..

When I say pin i meant this- 😭

Like I'm so sorry but how is this sexualizing him? It's a Pride Month pin. A PIN. How the fuck can yall be this stupid. It was an old video and you took it so seriously????? Like what???? Have you read the 12th book??? There's no way you think it's sexualization when it's Harold with an MLM pin.

This also goes to the AGERE subject. I do NOT normalize nor promote ddlg. There's a difference between ddlg/ageplay and an ACTUAL coping mechanism and I'm tired of hearing this bullshit over again like stfu so uh.

Ddlg/ageplay is where random ass adults roleplay as children and do weird shit.

Agere on the other hand is where someone reverts to a young mindset to cope with trauma, stress, severe illness, or disorders. (Mainly a safe way to cope ofc)

These are the differences between them. You cannot just tell me it's the same shit dawg. 😭

The "ripping off" thingy: another thing that I wanna address is about the au :/

The anons that I dealt with were just infini-tree fans/supporters and tree house members. Well idk. They may sound like whiney little cunts but still-- my AU does NOT have any similarity with THAT. Why would I steal ideas from someone who BLOCKED me for no reason and sent her fans after me??? No really how? How can a blocked user steal ideas if they can't see, or interact with the post (like & reblog)? Be real y'all. You may seem ridiculous if you believed those anons cuz none of them didn't pull the evidence out of their ass. 💀

"You need to apologize to her" for what? Dawg I didn't do jack shit to her in the first place LMAO yeah like--- don't get me started on that bs again. I don't wanna hear her damn name, I don't wanna know anything about her aus and shiii-- or anything related to her in my inbox or dm. I do NOT wanna have anything to do with that individual. End of the story. Not trying to be harsh, rude, or anything but like. It's annoying. I don't like to be compared to anyone or deal with the same bullshit.

Mhm yea like man. Idk what else I need to debunk but pls don't believe those anons dawg.

You can't even ask for proof cuz they don't gave any 🥰🥰💀💀💀‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 LOL IMAGINE FABRICATING ALLEGATIONS Y'ALL ARE SO DUMB 🗣‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥

[ereyies]

i love your of mice and men oc. let me tell you i was scrolling thru the omam tag after reading that book for class because GOSH that ending destroyed me. bronwyn is so cute!!! and i love the ideas you have for her character and how she’d add onto the book. is there any more of your character that u thought of?? i’d love it hear it! ur art is stunning btw!!!

artists and writers are the backbone of dead fandoms. but i dont know if you could even call this fandom dead cuz i dont think it even had a life 💀

THANK YOU SO INCREDIBLY MUCH!!

this means the entire world to me you have no idea just how touched i am that you love my oc 💖 💖!! be VERY careful going through the of mice and men tag because unfortunately there are a LOT of nsfw bots!!

as for anything else relating to Bronwyn and her character, I don't have much else written/in mind other than that I have already shared other than maybe two things (copied and pasted from a document i made just to keep track of her lore):

Candy and Bronwyn probably wouldn't be close despite Candy having worked at the ranch for years. Not because of anything bad that happened between them, however I imagine that Candy was initially the main contributor to all the gossip said about her on the ranch and later on he learned she wasn't a bad person at all and just a lonely ill child, but by that point he had both immortalised her as a legend but condemned her from ever making real connections with people again. Knowing what he started and how he unintentionally isolated her and prevented her from being easily able to make friends with people on the ranch, the guilt would probably prevent him from forming any close connections with her.

I feel like if she were actually a character within the novel, her presence within the story would be similar to Andrey Bolkonsky in the musical Natasha, Pierre, & the Great Comet of 1812 (brilliant but strange musical btw, if you're interested in musicals it's definitely worth a listen!!). She is this looming presence amongst all the characters, always being mentioned in passing during conversation, this figure that everyone is aware of yet never sees, never actually being present in person up until the very end.

Candy would probably be the reader's introduction to Bronwyn, since Candy is a known gossiper. She'd be this influence in the story but is never truly there. I'm not too sure how she'd be important if that were the case though? Perhaps she'd be a figure symbolic of a 'point of no return' for all the characters. They all have a dream that isn't totally impossible which they come very close to achieving, and could very well leave their situation, but Bronwyn never had a chance and can never truly escape, locked up just to be forgotten about. Maybe she'd be a warning of the terrible fate which Lennie would have faced if he had lived and been institutionalised.

ANYWAYS moving past all of that; i have only made very few drawings of Bronwyn since my last post talking about her (admittedly due to extreme art block). But I’ve mostly been brainstorming about Curley and Bronwyn, the similarities and differences between them, mostly differences. Here is some of my recent art:

I always love experimenting and playing around with my style, trying out new brushes, techniques and colours <33 The last isn’t exactly my favourite mostly because i was just getting a feel for how to draw Curley and had little to no references for the pose and so it looks a little stiff. But!! I made many notes for my ideas while I was doing the sketch:

Thank you once more for your ask!! It means the world to me <33 I was so embarrassed when I first made her and feared being called ‘cringe’ or that people wouldn’t like her or something else along those lines, but the reception so far has been nothing but positive and encouraging!! I definitely plan to make more art and potentially even write some short fanfics including her in the future!!

oh one final thing, i also made a spotify playlist for her!! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0qrBhwqopc6KrC7RouFxOZ?si=GPudTv12S92QwBBXqxw0Bg&pi=khdpmOzjTfeQP

Thank you once more for being so kind <33 I hope you have the most wonderful day/evening/night!!

[supersoftly]

When people talk about how boys are raised to be ashamed of their maleness, and girls are raised to be ashamed of their femininity, what are they referring to? I don't completely understand.

Eh, I think it's different for everyone because of who you're exposed to. There's always minor shaming just cuz of you're born, whether it's a bully at school or even one's own parents, lots of people will just say things in passing without thinking about it and exhaust the notion that you simply would be better (or worse) if you were a particular gender. I'm not sure about specifics since shame can take a lot of forms and I'm sure I've only heard a handful of stories from my male and female peers that only reveal the tip of the iceberg. One of my best friends growing up constantly got berated from her own mom for wearing anything remotely "revealing", but she got DDs by 6th grade and how is a girl supposed to comprehend that she should be ashamed of her body all of a sudden, much less from her own mother who was a drunk and an abusive jealous parent? Another time one of my male coworkers got singled out and disiplined by his female boss one time just cuz he talked "too loud" (I yelled shit all the time being BoH, same as him), and that he should understand his presence as a man has a more threatening demeanor, all the while withholding his paycheck after hours. And being the more sensitive and compassionate soul, he cried about it afterwards because shit like that makes you reflect on yourself "what did I actually do wrong?"

These are just anecdotal experiences from people who confided in me as a friend, I'm sure there's other specific incidents outside of my circle that people haven't even told anyone because half of the time, it gets fucking internalized like "yes, you're right, you should be ashamed for being born that way" and then they just go about life believing they're broken, never addressing it and wondering why they're so miserable. (If anyone wants to add their own experiences feel free to, I just was thinking of stuff off the top of my head)

Tldr: it's people (mostly adults) saying and doing shit that encourages other people to inherently hate themselves or their bodies based on their gender, that's it. It can be literally anything and everything, all you have to do is associate something bad with a gender and BAM.

That dumb man vs bear debate really elucidated this point btw, read some of the more vile responses and at their core, the argument is just men are born monsters and women are born to be afraid of monsters ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

[devilsrecreation]

Shupavu x Njano headcanons cuz I keep thinking about them

I think Njano’s crush on Shupavu started sometime during the Dry Season. He remembers that moment vividly: Shupavu was standing on a rock, talking about how reptiles would finally get some respect when Scar takes over. Maybe it was the angle from his POV or maybe it was the way her eyes glimmered in the light but she looked rather…pretty that day. Well, prettier than usual. He had to admit he always liked her sultry voice, how great of a leader she is, how cunning she is, eyes that you could swim in—uh oh

Just wanna clarify Njano never tried to flirt with Shupavu while she and Ushari were a thing. In fact, he tried to deny his feelings, trying to convince himself he just loves Shupavu as a friend and nothing more. Even after Ushari’s death, his priority was being there for his best friend while they both mourned since Ushari was his friend too. Why? Because he respects her

“All I Ask of You” from POTO is them-coded in my hc

But so is “Partners in Crime�� by Set it Off

There was definitely some denial on Shupavu’s part after their first kiss. After the two went their separate ways, Shupavu assumed it was just her stupid emotions getting the best of her in the moment. She wasn’t thinking clearly. If she was, then she wouldn’t kiss her best friend. Then again, Njano didn’t pull back…he just melted into it. Does that mean he likes her more than a friend or was he just going along with it cuz he didn’t know what else to do? Is SHE falling for him?

I think her biggest concern is that in the beginning, she feels like she’s disrespecting Ushari by moving too fast

After some encouragement from their friends (Shupavu talked to Nyororo and Nyata and Njano with the boys [sans Nyeusi who gagged lol]) they eventually talk it out and agree to go at their own pace. Not without another kiss tho

Btw Ushari was watching over the whole time. While a bit saddened, he accepted it because he wants Shupavu to move on and be happy. If anyone was gonna love her like he did, it’s absolutely Njano. That being said, both skinks know Ushari can never be replaced

Like I said, Shupavu said “I love you” first. However, Njano says it more

Also as I mentioned before, they tried to keep their relationship a secret from everyone else but the other skinks (they know and they’re not snitches). It eventually came out cuz all the Outlanders caught on lmao

Shupavu usually initiates the kisses. Never fails to get Njano all flustered

Njano’s love language is food, so he’ll bring Shupavu some bugs or smth to eat. Makes “hunting” a lot easier

Njano is very proud to call Shupavu his mate. Whenever she tries to fight or trick someone, he’s like “That’s my mate. She’s awesome, right? 😏”

They like to snuggle on rainy nights

They ALWAYS know what’s up with each other. They can tell if the other is upset and they WILL do something about it. I swear, they know everything about each other

[ruminate88]

Feeling Misunderstood by My Dad: Struggling as a kid

1/14/25 I was a Disney kid too 🏰🐭

It started in kindergarten when the teacher advises my parents to let me repeat that grade. She says I’m not mature enough or ready for 1st grade. Yet my dad was totally against it and says nothing is wrong with me… so I was pushed on and every day of the 1st grade, I cried and cried not to go…. School was so hard. My dad always dismissed how hard it was for me. He’d say things like, “oh school is where you get to be with all your friends” 🤔 (what friends????) I was labeled by the 2nd grade with a “learning disability” and “ADHD” hah

Okay my dad loved to play cards with me and my mom encouraged it so it would help me with math. Math WAS my hardest subject. We would play “Uno” was our favorite game but at the end of each round, I was always too slow to count my points up AND my dad would get too impatient, grab my cards and count for me…. Then treats me like “you’re taking too long” 😝 my mom would defend me and say, “she’s never gonna learn unless you let her do it herself” ❤️‍🩹🌹

My dad was ALWAYS impatient about everything growing up. Very opinionated and always giving me “tough love.” He always was dismissive of the fact I was slower than other kids and I was struggling with my confidence and with feeling smart enough or good enough in general…. I also was scared of many many things and my dad was always trying to make me tough. Always telling me to be quiet and sit down. Never liked me to get real hyper or silly.

my dad grew up out of 7 kids in the inner city. They were poor. They had nothing. So, my dad never got to take nice vacations. He said they always camped out in tents for vacation and so now that he’s grown and got his own money, he wants to spend the money … He started taking my mom and brother to Disney world every year and eventually took me too. I was only 13 months old when they 1st took me. We went almost every year of my childhood and sometimes we went twice a year. There was only a couple years we couldn’t afford to go.

I both loved and dreaded Disney world. I loved all the happy colors and music. It’s a small world was my FAVORITE ride 🥰 but I hated the characters because they creeped me out…. I only liked them from a far. Goofy was like 7 ft tall dude was a giant compared to me lol it freaked me out!! Also, I hated loud noises back then. So the fireworks always made me nervous. Most importantly, I HAAAAAATED roller coasters hah My dad ALWAYS made me ride them and would try to guilt trip me and say things like, “we’re in the happiest place on earth, paid all this money and you’re crying…. Other kids would love to trade places with you.” 🥺 I mean…. I wasn’t trying to be ungrateful or purposely unhappy but we’re in line to ride thunder mountain railroad and my stomach is soooo nervous that it’s turning and knotting up. Theeeeen I would cry the whole time we road it 😝😝 hah and my dad would say, “THIIS IS SO MUCH FUN!!! C’MON, ENJOY THIS!!!”

just becuase my dad enjoyed stuff, he expected the rest of us to enjoy it too even if we didn’t… when I got old enough, my mom would let me stand at the exit of each roller coaster but my dad always complained about it and said I was acting like an old woman lol whatever…. he also would get frustrated cuz the boom of the fireworks back then made me super nervous to where I would cover my ears and eyes but my dad would say, “hey you’re missing it alll!!! Stop covering your ears!! Look how beautiful it is….”

When I became a teenager I FINALLY got over the boom and started to enjoy the fireworks but I still was terrified of the roller coasters and my dad started to accept it but always made comments about it. He realized how stubborn I was. I learned to love and embrace Disney the way he did and we tried to bond over that. I’ve always tried to make a good relationship with my dad but he’s always frustrated me too with how tough he is and overly opinionated. He gives a lot of great advice most of the time but he also would often force his way of thinking onto me.

One way my dad showed me love growing up was to buy me stuff…. Taking me to Disney and he would try to buy me a shirt or something. Yet all I EVER wanted as a kid was to be heard, understood and accepted by him. I know he didn’t want me to struggle and always tried to treat me as a normal kid but in doing so, he invalidated my reality at school. I lived a double life because I’m stupid at school but at home, nothing is wrong with me ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹😳

Finally at 25, I was struggling deeply with self worth and my mental health. I was raising my brother’s kids AND I had been emotionally abused already online by a couple people… My dad doesn’t even know or understand what I’m going through truly!! My dad said something really hurtful to me….. he says, “I can’t believe you’re already 25 but you have no real job, no husband or kids of your own….. and you don’t drive a car…..” omg 😳 He made me feel like I had failed at life 😭😭❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 (I didn’t feel smart enough to drive a car) Also I had written a suicide note such only my mom knew about but my dad says “suicide is a terrible thing and anyone who wants to kill their self is extremely selfish” he did NOT understand why someone would feel suicidal and once I knew how he felt about it, I could never go talk to him about what I went through. Honestly, I’ve never been able to talk to my dad about my feelings ever ❤️‍🩹

Also at some point when I lived at home, my dad got an Xbox and learned how to play “gears of war” and made me play with him all the time…. He yelled at me the WHOLE time and got overly worked up when I ran out of ammo or my guy died 😂😂😂 my mom always told him to be nicer to me…. It’s just a game and I started to eventually dread playing with him cuz he was so worked up about winning. I didn’t wanna play if he was gonna yell at me the whole time 🧐

I often got upset at my dad thinking he thinks I’m a loser and I pulled back from him. Was hard to have a good relationship during that time. I had already been criticized and made to feel bad online by people. My mom claimed my dad didn’t mean stuff the way I always took it… BUT HOW ELSE WAS I SUPPOSED TO TAKE IT?? I tried to let it all go and still loved my dad but I for sure felt bad about myself. Who wouldn’t ???? I was raising my bro’s kids and my own life was on hold!!! Wasn’t like I was being lazy. Plus I took care of my grandma for 7 years before she passed.

years after I’ve married and moved out, now my dad suddenly realizes how much he misses me and has started saying “I love you” to me when I leave his house. which, he didn’t say much of growing up 🥰🥰❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I think he knows now our relationship isn’t perfect and I know he misses me living at home. I know he can’t fix my childhood or go back and try to better understand me. My dad does love me though and always has. His way of showing up for me was the best he could do back then. He thought buying me stuff or taking me on these vacations was giving me love and support. He worked hard each year to afford these trips. I was never trying to be ungrateful but I only EVER wanted to be myself and I didn’t always feel like I could…. I often felt bad for being the real me…..

Yet I only get 1 dad and I don’t wanna take him for granted. I also think we’re often too much alike and we bump heads in that way. Also, the impatience he’s always had with me. Even getting into his car, he has always rushed me, “hurry up and get in the car”, annnnnd “don’t slam my car door.” And when I don’t slam it and it doesn’t shut all the way, he says “you and car doors.” 😝😝😝 hah dude, chill!!! Why does he get so worked up about car doors??? lol

[pureewhitesnow]

Heheee you were one of the chosen ones! Ask chain be upon youu! No pressure tho :3

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers.

AHH !! ive been blessed ... thank you <3

5 Things that make me happy ..? Alot but i'll sum it up ;

1. Art in general , it has been my special interest in quite some time , i think 8 ~ 10 years ..? My family and environment support this dear hobby of mine , and with art .. i can make anything come to life , y'know ? it's ... a simple but powerful talent to hold on to <3

2. Music , music all the way !! i sleep with music or ambiance playing to calm myself down , and when i draw , when i play games , i'd always ... ALWAYS have music with me

3. Everyone i've met and the people / things i cherish / look up to . Even though my insane brain brings obstacles like making off - putting scenarios of them , they make me happy ... like a seretonin in disguise ... it's the reason i look up to them and cherish them <3

4. All the nice things people say to me ...? It's hard to think of something , but all the nice words people say whether they know me or not has been the reason for me to keep going ... i don't want the atmosphere to be sentimental all of a sudden , but ... they encourage me to love what i love , draw what i want , and all those ... nice things . their words flow like a wind that pushes me to keep running for that dream , y'know ? <3

5. This sounds REALLY stupid , but you know what ? Yashio Rui and Morfonica . i don't think i would find true happiness if it weren't for them ... i've never been this active in consuming my interest , but in a way , monica crosses the line ... and the only thing i've been watching and listening to has been monica , monica , monica ... even the live - band !! i love them all very dearly , they've pulled me out of the dark hole that is my life . *they* are the ones that make me happiest , especially rui . i really don't know what and how fate decided she would be a character i cherish , i'm still looking for the answer ... but she's the one that makes me happy , and when i feel down , i'd kindly ask my friends to send me icons and pictures of rui , just her in general ... she brings comfort , and i genuinely don't know how and why , but it's alright cuz i love her and her band utmost dearly ... and now i'm rambling like some stupid millennial about their high - school days ...

ENOUGH ME RAMBLING !! if you're that down to hear me infodump about rui go friend me on discord while also specify who you are ; [ somnusviolin ] ( jeez moth you and your shameless promotion )

this is so funny but embarrassing ... and it's ok i love what i love

not too sure if i want to send this to other peeps , but i really need to socialize ... i'll give it a shot ..!!

[mqriuss]

Note: Kind of based on real experiences, kind of not. Feel free to imagine whoever you want with this! I didn't really have any character in mind, i just wanted to write something angsty lol. Also no tags cuz i'm not really expecting anything out of this and i don't wanna clog the x reader tags.

Everyone was at her wedding. Everyone important at least.

On one table you see her main family, her beloved parents and dear siblings. On another, you see her friends. Her friends that were never your friends, but you've heard much about them. They've been through thick and thin together, a friend group not so big but so fulfilling.

You didn't sit with them since you weren't a friend from middle school. What kind of friend were you that you ended up sitting with her only three college friends?

The kind that she met on a Sunday afternoon at the park you both frequent. The kind with a love unreciprocated.

Small talks in the park wasn't supposed to end with you crying and her buying you ice cream, but it did. With each word you exchanged, the gap between you snipped away. It didn't have to be every Sunday, you saw her when you saw her at that same spot.

You were always so happy to see her. She may not realize it but what a breath of fresh air she was to you. With her, you could start all over. With her, she did not need to know the uglier parts of your past. With her, you let your hair down.

Who better to trust than a stranger, right?

But you failed to expect the unexpected. You should have known, with all the times you'd met, the day you exchange numbers would come eventually. Overjoyed, you were. Of course you were.

She was no longer just a pretty stranger since that day. You looked at her with a sparkling gaze whenever she spoke of herself, a gaze she claimed was very cute, but does she know she planted the stars in your eyes?

Your lips stretch across your face and part into a grin when she says something funny. You let it happen without a care for the crookedness of your teeth, and she doesn't mind them at all. She actually really liked it, she admitted. That day, you decided against getting braces again for good.

Then it happens—the day you talk about your relationships finally happen. The day you've been both looking forward to and dreading. Looking forward to because who wouldn't want to know about their crush's love life? And dreading because you didn't like to prepare yourself for when she says the word–

"Boyfriend."

Alright, you thought. There's this guy she likes and she really wants to make a move on him, but she's too shy. Don't express disappointment, that's not what a good friend does. Don't confess your feelings for her either, that'll ruin your friendship.

"You said he seems to like you, just go for it then. You're really pretty and cool, who would ever say no to you?"

And oh, how painful it was. How painful it was to force a smile around her for the very first time. How painful it was to see her blush at your words, your compliments, and still have someone else in mind. How painful it was to see her so happy at your encouragement. And oh, how painful it was for you to pretend to be happy for her.

It's okay though. You were good at pretending up until the moment you met her—you can do it again, right? It seemed like you still got it. You were convincing enough that, oh no, she was going to update you on how it went.

You suppose it went very well, considering the fact that you now sat at their wedding. Eating delicious food, but no amount of ice cream for dessert could cool your nerves. No amount of small talk with her college friends could distract you from the way her smile beamed and lit up the whole room. No amount of water could get rid of the sick feeling you get in your stomach when you see the way the bride and groom look at each other. With eyes that sparkled, sparks that they planted in each other's eyes.

It really made you wonder, is that how I looked whenever I was with her?

Perhaps you've been pretending for too long. You used to always have her undivided attention and now here you were, sat amongst people who were happy for the newly wedded couple. It's been too long and decidedly, you were tired. Such a spacious room yet so suffocating. So you got up while you could, you got up and left while the guests played games together to compete for prize money in red envelopes.

Your feet took you to the garden outside and it may look different from the park, but it felt a bit familiar. Sitting on a bench but this time, you were on your own.

I'm happy for her, you repeated in your head.

You were happy enough just being by her side, having long talks till one of you decided it was about time they went home. It was usually her, since you didn't mind staying longer to talk more. You were happy keeping your affections to yourself as long as you could still see her. Being friends with her was enough. Even after she got a boyfriend, as long as your conversations steered away from him, you thought you were happy.

She doesn't have to like me, I just want to be by her side.

Even now as you saw a person in white—the only person in white—approach you with a worried look, you were happy.

"Why would the bride come looking for me herself? The guests need your presence," you chuckled, breaking into a smile.

"I just felt the need to, no one else here knows you," she said, and for once you don't respond to her. You look away, unsure if her being here made you uneasy or calm.

She let you. She let you avoid her gaze, she let you remain wordless. But one thing she wouldn't let you do is be troubled. So she sat next to you on the bench, giving you a soft nudge.

"What's wrong?" She asked. The two words spilling out of her mouth poking at you like a key to a door. Behind that door was nothing but an overwhelming wave of your tears.

She hardly panicked when she saw you broke into tears, burying your face into the palm of your hands. Her own hand making its way around your shoulder, embracing you into a side hug, rubbing softly. Even now that she's married, dressed in white, and all you wore was an evening dress, your heart fluttered at her touch. You leaned in closer, even if it hurts. You leaned in closer, even if it meant letting the knife stab deeper into your wound.

"Nothing's wrong," you finally muttered, wiping the tears from your cheeks, only for them to come falling out again.

"I don't believe you."

Of course she'd say that, you thought as you chuckled to yourself. You felt kind of bad now as you looked up to meet her eyes, so full of concern for her good friend. On a day that was supposed to be full of smiles, free of worry.

So you tell her, "I'm just so happy for you." The words spill out, accompanied by more tears and eyebrows knitted from trying to keep them at bay.

She didn't say anything, and the worry never left her. Her eyes searched yours for any sign of what you had claimed to be joy.

If you were so happy, why did you look so sad?

If these were tears of joy, where was your attempt at a smile or laughter in between sobs?

She knows how you cry tears of joy, you couldn't mask it from her. You couldn't even when her heart belongs to another. Your heart belonged to her. She knew it well, she knew you well.

So you finally found it in you to reach for her. You reached for her cheeks, caressing reassuringly with a cold thumb—slightly damp from wiping your tears.

"I really am happy for you. So stop worrying about me," you said before someone calling out to the bride in the distance reached your ears. "They're looking for you. You go on ahead, I'll be back soon. I promise."

She grabbed your hand on her cheek, squeezing it as she looked back to where the voice came from. "Okay," she nodded firmly, getting up from the bench. "I love you," she said first, and you always let her say it first because it has no deeper meaning when she does.

"I love you too."

[geekedoutbunny]

Maybe for the Scorpio uryu maybe orihime sets him up with her bff cuz she thinks he works to hard

Maybe she knows their soulmates

Adult! Uyru x Reader Headcanon - Orihime the Matchmaker.

Orihime the matchmaker, she'd most def would try to hook Uryu up with one of her friends. THANK YOU!!! For sending in this request, I will try to bring this fic justice, hopefully, it's to your liking.

It's a bit shorter then usual.

MASTER LIST | NSFW CONTENT

Orihime has been watching for a while now, people thinks that she was an oblivious girl, and that she didn't notice things, but she did. She wasn't that dumb. She's been watching you and Uryu for a while now, she could see the connection between you two and she was going to do something about it.

The red string of faith was floating around you two, string was so lose, it could float all over the building if it wanted to. She eyed the string around the both of you, it always seemed to become longer when you and Uryu got more distance, but it seemed to tighten some when you both got closer.

She's been slowly pushing you two together, forcing you both to spend time together with one another. She'd make plans to hang with you both, but she'll cancel last minute. Sometimes she'll pick the last seat, forcing you both to sit together. Other times she'll misplace Uryu things on 'accident' on your desk, making you interact with him, and she'll do the same to your things too.

She was worried that Uryu would never make a move, that was her motivation for all of this. She knew that Uryu was too invested into his work, and you were just too shy, but she'll be the middle man for you both. She could see a strong connect between you, and she just knew that you'll both be perfect for one another.

She was always trying to encourage you to be more confident and she'd encourage Uryu to relax more, those were both of your main downfalls. She was worried that instead of making you two come together, she was forcing you two away from one another. But as time when on her plans came to fruition. You both started having more 'dates' on your own, she'd see you both talking amongst yourselves to one another.

She'd smile in success as she'll watch you both have lunch together, she felt so giddy and proud of herself, she actually did it!! She'd smile like a proud mother, watching as you both packed up for the say, walking out the building hand in hand with beautiful smiles upon your faces.

The red string of faith became tight, sealing the deal.

MASTER LIST | NSFW CONTENT

[agirlwithbigdreamsforher]

DIRTY LITTLE SECRET

THE NANNY: ONE SHOT

DIRTY LITTLE SECRET

Pairing: Andy Barber x Annie Johnson (OFC)

Summary: As per request of his friends (Anthony and Sebastian), Andy reads the current book Annie is invested on.

Warnings: None.

A/N: The book I mention doesn’t exist.

Word count: 1642

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Andy was at the office when he noticed it was almost noon. He took his lunchbox Annie had packed earlier that day and headed to the lounge room.

“Hi, guys!” Andy said cheerfully as he entered and saw Anthony and Sebastian already half way through their lunches. But none of them say hi back to Andy. They were too invested in their conversation. “I said hi.” Andy said as he sat.

“Hi.” They both said.

“Why are you arguing this time?” it was no secret that even though Anthony and Sebastian were friends they were always arguing about something.

“We are not arguing.” Sebastian said, “I was just telling him about this book Sharon is reading.”

“Yeah,” Anthony said, “And turns out is the same book my wife is reading.”

“What book?” Andy said after he bit his sandwich.

“Love, Lies and Laws.” They both said at the same time.

“Huh… Annie is reading that too.”

“Of course she is.” Sebastian said. “The main male character is a lawyer.”

“Really?” Andy said and took a sip of his orange juice. “And why are you arguing about a book?”

“We are not arguing!” Anthony said, “But, he found out what this book is about.”

“And?” Andy encouraged him.

“It’s porn.” Seb said.

“Porn?”

“Full hardcore porn!” Seb added.

“And how you know that?”

“I read it.” Seb continued, “The other day I was talking about my day and then I noticed Sharon was not paying attention, and I saw her holding this book. So, I got curious and read a bit of it yesterday. It’s very explicit.”

“Did you know?” Andy asked Anthony.

“No, I just found out because he told me and now I’m curious and want to go home to see if he is telling the truth.”

“I am telling the truth!”

“How explicit is this book?” Andy asked curiously.

“Balls and all.” Seb replied.

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The rest of the day Andy couldn’t stop thinking about what Seb had said. He never thought Annie would like that kind of books. Maybe the story was good and the porn was an extra… maybe there was no porn… maybe they were just soft sex scenes… maybe Seb just exaggerated like he always does… Maybe he shouldn’t be thinking about this at all cuz Annie is a grown woman who can read whatever she pleases.

When Andy arrived home, Annie’s car was not there. He took his briefcase and walked into the house.

“Honey?” The lights were out. “Jake?” He said just to make sure he was alone. As soon as he got no answer he run to the bedroom and took the book that rested on Annie’s bedside table. He opened it and read the first page. Nothing in that page was porn, it was the common star of a book, introducing the main female character, Marissa, a lawyer assistant. Andy kept reading and found out Marissa had a new job for a “heartless” Lawyer whose name was Andrew.

“No way!” Andy said; and of course he kept reading.

Andy was already on page 10 and nothing seemsed to be different from a romance novel and Andrew seemed to be an asshole. So he moved further into the book.

Andrew placed his arm above her head and lean towards her, “You are such a good girl.” Andrew said with a husky voice. Marissa hold her breath, she had never been this close to his boss,” I just wanted to help.” Marissa said with a low voice. ”Why?” Andrew questioned her, “Because…” She had no idea how to end that sentence. “Because I care about you.” She said with no hesitation in her voice and Andrew smiled at her. She had never seen him smile before. Andrew’s hand caressed her cheek, hold her chin upwards for a few seconds and she leaned forward. “You can go home, see you tomorrow.” Andrew said as he turned and left her there with an ache between her legs and her heart.

Andy kept reading, he headed more pages ahead until he found it, the whole scene was very explicit. Seb was right it was literary porn. Maybe if he hadn’t skip so many pages he could understood how Marissa and Andrew develop this relationship, but right now he could only read very detail porn front and back.

“Andy?!” Annie yelled from downstairs making Andy jump.

“Coming!” He put the book back in his place and ran to the kitchen.

“Hi, baby!” Annie ran the short distance and hugged him, “What were you doing?”

“Ammm I was… just resting my eyes.”

“Aw, the soccer practice was longer this time, they have a game next Saturday.”

Later that night, before bed, Annie read a few pages of her book. Andy looked at her waiting to see if she make a shocked face or something, but no, Annie just hummed and slightly smiled. After half an hour, she sighed and put her book down and went to sleep.

She sighed, why would she? Did she wanted something like that? Andy couldn’t stop thinking about what he read, phrases like little whore, babygirl, good girl… He remembered he used to call good girl his wife before she had Lily, but he haven’t done it for a while now. What if Annie was into what he was reading? What if he wasn’t pleasing his wife? It’s been a while since they’ve been intimate, between the kids and Andy’s job, sometimes they were too tired to have sex.

Wednesday morning. Annie got up as usual to prepare breakfast and lunches. She was humming as she cooked some scramble eggs when she felt Andy’s hand on her waist.

“Good morning, babygirl.” Andy said as he kissed her temple.

“Good morning.” Annie found a bit odd he called that, since he hasn’t called that in months, but she let it passed. Andy then took his mug and pour himself a cup of hot coffee. “How you slept?” Annie asked.

“Good.” Lies, he spent the entire night dreaming about how Annie was the main character on this book and how he wasn’t the male lead.

Annie kept moving around the kitchen, preparing a bottle for Lily, making sandwiches and serving plates for Andy and Jake.

 “Can you help me get Lily while I wake up Jake?” Annie asked to a static Andy. He was still standing in the same spot.

“Yeah, yeah, sure!”

They walked on the same direction and as they were about to walk through the kitchen entrance Andy caged Annie against the wall.

“What you doing?” Annie said confused.

“I just wanted to say that I’m so grateful for everything you do for us.”

“Aw, it’s nothing. I like taking care of all of you.” She smiled lovingly to her husband.

Andy placed his arm above her head and leaned closer to her, “You’re such a good girl.”

Andy saw how her cheeks went crimson and she giggled like a school girl followed by a shriek.

“Are you ok?” Andy asked with a humorous tone.

“Yes,” She giggled more, “Oh god!”

“What’s wrong?

“Nothing! Nothing’s wrong.”

Andy caressed her cheek, took her chin and said “Do you care about me?”

“Of course I do, you are my husb…” Annie paused for a moment; that sounded familiar. Her eyes opened wide, “Oh god, you read my book!”

“Of course I read it!” he said with a teasing tone.

“Why? That’s invasion of privacy!”

“Honey, it’s a book. Anyone can read it.”

“Yes, but I wasn’t excepting for you to read it!” She covered her face with her hands, “God! This is so embarrassing!” Andy took her hands off her face.

“I don’t think is embarrassing. But I have a couple of questions.”

“Like what?”

“Am I not satisfying you in a way?”

“What? Of course not! I read it because I like the story, the ammm sex part is just a bonus.”

“But you like it when you read those parts?”

“Ammm I mean… I picture you when I read them.”

“You want us to do something from the book?”

“No, I’m good with your performance.”

“You’re lying. I just did what this Andrew guy does in the book and you giggled like a damn school girl! I have never heard you make that sound before.”

“Yes, I have, not in front of you. But you can ask Mark and Sharon, they always make fun of me because of the way I talk about you.”

They stood there in silence for a moment.

“Andy, you are not the one in the book. You are so different from him. I like my Andy, I love my Andy.” Andy smiled as he blushed a little.

“I love my Annie.” He leaned in and kissed her lips.

“Did you read the whole thing?”

“No, just bits of it. Sebastian said it was porn so I needed to confirm.”

“Of course it was him.” Annie said rolling he eyes. “But I mean I don’t think there’s nothing wrong with reading something like that. You guys watch porn and it’s normal.” Andy remained silent, “You thought I didn’t know you watch porn?”

“I don’t.”

“Now who’s the liar?” She lifted her brow.

“I haven’t, not since we got married.”

“Oh!” She thought for a moment, “Can you show me the porn you like?”

“Now?!”

“No, we have to work. But one of these days. It’s only fair since you read mine.”

“I mean sure, if you really want to.”

“Deal!” She hugged from his neck and kissed him. Andy’s hands squeezed her hips and brought her closer to his crotch, feeling his hardness against her tummy, “We all be late if we do this.” She said against his lips.

“Can you call in sick today?” He said with a dark tone. She smiled to him and nodded.

[vegalocity]

OC tagging game!

okay so i got tagged by @sibillascribbles08 to share with people things about ocs

Da Rules (Copy and pate 'em!)

You and hopefully one of your OCs have been tagged! Your job is to make a post about them, and it can be whatever you want! Talk about general information, their backstory, their design inspiration, post some sketches or older art, write up a few fun facts, as long as it's something!

When you're done, be sure to pass it along by tagging at least one other person and their OC (you can tag as many people as you want though!) Tag backs are allowed and encouraged.

When you tag someone, try to specify an OC, even if you don't know who they are yet (i.e. "You should do that OC with the butterfly wings you posted the other day!" or "Do the OC you drew most recently!")

Participation is not required, but even if you don't want to, it'd be great to pass the tag along to someone else!

So i was tagged to talk about Wong Xiuying

so With Xiuying there are a bunch of things i'm going back and forth with. On one level i know for certain that she was the only one in the family that would let her little brother be as weird as he damn well pleased (bc his parents were those 'Autism can be fixed' types) But how FAR that goes can vary by the day, going from the kosher 'she'd regularly beat up his bullies for him' all the way to 'maybe murdered their abusive mother when she was a teenager after one too many times of tying her brother's wrist down to his side so he couldn't stim' and i'm never sure how far to go with it

but basically when her brother comes home full spider-mutant and unwilling to actually leave the people that did this to him she's getting desensitized to all of this punchclock supervillain stuff QUICK.

she doesn't PARTICIPATE, but she will patch all these idiots up after foiled evil schemes. (though she WILL be rougher with his 'work friends' cuz just because she's accepting that he's decided to stick with them doesn't mean she's forgiven any of them for what they did to her brother)

I'll tag uhhhhh @twinklecupcake and ask that she speak on Bell or Chenguang bc we love those cute lil ship kids

@sibillascribbles08 right back: tell us the forbidden Holly Blue lore!

@shepherd-to-the-stars tell everyone about that new oc you know the one~

Aaannnndd @unseelie-robynx Tell the world of Our Girl Lost Princess!