#cuz ppl are gon come at me

[bellamyblake]

to this day despite how bad the last season was, I still cry so much in 7x11 when Bellamy sees his mom and he is just so...broken but also...glad to see her. He's always wanted to see her, he's always needed her, he's always missed her and when he comes close to her and she touches his cheek and he leans into her god...isn't that just so heartbreaking.

[heliianth]

the dark evil wizards have afflicted me with a hyperspecific interpretation of killuas "moral conflict" which leaves a lot of fan content that tries to engage with it unsatisfying. a wicked and foul hex indeed

[stall1iion]

champions love - six

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y/n.jpg nice to be back home for the weekend

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logansargeant happy fourth y/n 💀🤣

⤷y/n.jpg Logan! Pull up man

⤷logansargeant am I being invited to the cookout?

⤷y/n.jpg I- 💀🤣sure Logan, just text me 

bsf1 we look so hot omg 😍🥵

⤷y/n.jpg we do 🤭

⤷bsf2 was that even a question? 🤭🤭

lilymhe 😔i miss you wifey  

⤷y/n.jpg i miss you too! Don’t worry I’ll be back next week 🫶🏾

⤷alexalbon um? Wifey? 😐

⤷y/n.jpg call me Mr. Steal your bitch 😋

maxverstappen1 will you bring me back some food? 

⤷y/n.jpg so needy 🙄😂 yeah I’ll bring you a plate but you do know you could just come? 

⤷maxverstappen1 oh- you so right 

username5 happy Fourth of July Y/n! 

username9 omg will we potentially get pictures of Logan finally being around people who care about him? 

⤷username12 💀moot what you being messy for? 

username7 stop this friend group is so hot and for what? 

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y/n.jpg no one told me I would be dealing with two unhinged blondes 😭😞free me 

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bsf2 we are not unhinged 

⤷logansargeant agreed 😁

⤷bsf1 yes you two are 

⤷y/n.jpg you both decided it would be a good idea to climb into a baby swing and got stuck 💀😐

⤷logansargeant that did not happen?? 

⤷y/n.jpg tell that to the fire station that cut you out 💀

username4 omg 🤣he actually pulled up 

maxverstappen1 help is on the way dear!! 

⤷y/n.jpg did you just 😍quote a meme to me 🤭

⤷logansargeant oh good god 💀plz keep this pg 13 there’s kids on here 

⤷y/n.jpg girl…fuck them kids 🤭and fuck you too 🖕🏾

username7 and where’s max? Like how is some guy who can't even drive around my girl alone?

⤷username88 ooo yeah it's giving insecure, good luck to any person you date

username76 are we just going to ignore that Logan and Ashley got stuck in a baby swing 💀

⤷username103 and the fire department had to cut them out 💀

⤷logansargeant yes

⤷bsf2 yes we are

username9 see if I was max i wouldn’t let some guy be all cozy with my girl like that 

⤷username5 friend what are you talking about? What cozying you see bc i see logan getting cozy with Ashley if that’s what you mean 

username2 so um, anyone else getting chemistry from Logan and her best friend??

⤷username10 oh my god yes, thank you, I thought I was the only one 😭

⤷username23 stop 😵i hope not, they lowkey look like siblings 

⤷username55 STOP WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT LMAO??

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y/n.jpg Proud to have introduced the boys to the y/n version of 7/4 🫡happy 7/4 to america 💋

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username7 NOT AMERICAN BUT HAPPY 4TH OF JULY! 

username9 not the max picture cuz ppl was talking shit on the last photo 💀

⤷username2 logan looks like he’s either third wheeling or being babysat 💀😂

username10 HAPPY 7/4

username4 HAPPY 7/4

username33 HAPPY 7/4

username69 HAPPY 7/4

username74 HAPPY 7/4

username99 RAWWWW 🦅HAPPY INDEPENDENCE TO THE BEST COUNTRY 

⤷username98 they gon get you girl but real💀

bsf1 AHHH WE LOOK SO GOOD IN THE LAST PHOTO, W AURAAAAAA

bsf2 WHERE ARE YOU?? WE’RE TRYING TO TAKE A TRIO PIC WITH THE FIREWORKS?? 

⤷bsf1 OH MY GOD TURN AROUND!!! 

⤷username77 WHAT’S GOING ON?? WHAT ARE WE MISSING?? 

⤷username61 SHOW IT TO US PLEASE!! SHOW IT TO US RACHEL! 

caption: look at these lovebirds over here 💀

⤷bsf1 she’s gonna kill you once she sees this 

⤷bsf2 she was the one who kissed him 💀and she can’t even lie and say she was possibly drunk this time 

⤷bsf2 miss “I don’t date drivers” 

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F1lover stop ✋ maybe she’s just busy and will fly in the day of the race

loveuy/n she looks good tho 😭what was she even doing??

lo3vmax maybe she has practice? 

⤷mrssainz yeah but max hasn’t said anything about her not coming yet 

y/nhater I don’t know maybe she finally realized their little pr relationship isn’t working anymore 

winter<3 she looks really hungover, maybe she was waiting before flying so she wouldn’t have to deal with that

→ DUH DUH DUH!!! We have names for our best friends now! 💀(I did not mean for that to happen lol) 

→ If you want, we can vote on the other best friend’s name! Send in a request for names and we can poll!! 

Anyways back to normal programing 

→ Yes the cookout is a reference to a black cookout but you can take that as a normal bbq 

→ Logan x Ashley? 👀we’ll see 

→ Logan is officially a part of the gang yay!!  

→ Yes, Y/N did in fact block Max after the kiss (she left immediately and screamed in her pillow for at least 30 minutes) 

→ Is Y/n going to Silverstone?? I guess we’ll never know…..jk you’ll know in the next chapter mwah 💋

Author’s note! 

I finished this up faster than I thought I would 💀I originally planned to wait till July 4th to actually post this but then I was like…nahhhh next chapter will have the race, max and y/n talking (more denial yay! 😁) I now get why writers love the good old miscommunication, it’s so much fun to write 😈 

taglist: @boiohboii @ale-522 @ietss @theseerbetweenus @jaxx-7 @sainzluvrr @the-untamed-soul @ashy-kit @hc-dutch @nichmeddar @delululeclerc @sweate-r-weathe-r @dhanihamidi @tellybearryyyy @luvsforme @samantha-chicago @theblueblub

༉‧₊˚  CHAMPIONS LOVE ༉‧₊˚

⤷ Following the messy breakup between Max Verstappen and Kelly Piquet, Max’s manager comes up with a solution to divert the attention – a fake relationship. His new girlfriend? Two time olympic gold medalist figure skater, y/n for the USA team. Easy? Well…

[tea-and-secrets]

something ive noticed in my transition - women just do not treat me the same. its weird /: it felt like one day i was the butch everyone hid behind & felt safe with, and the next i was scaring ladies by just like existing

idk it just hits me really fuckin hard every now and again yk? like tn for example. i work at a restaurant, we close at 11pm, i typically take the last bus of the night home. tonight there was this woman (20s? 30s?), real pretty, real white, and obvs new to town. anyway, she got on at the same stop i did, and she got off at the same one i did (i live in company housing, and most all of us have 2nd jobs so its quite routine to see another [redacted] employee on the city bus to/from work #2). now its a mile long walk right on the edge of the creepy ass woods, in the pitch black, to the company apt complex. and i was walking behind her the whole way 😐 she got so freaked out y'all! mace open n ready, keys in the fingers, pretending to be on the phone, etc. and im jus over here takin my sweet ass time walkin so i can star gaze. i felt bad for her feeling scared, so idk i just made noise and turned my flashlight on and tried to let her get as far ahead of me as possible. mostly cuz i was Not about to have her call the fuckin c*ps on me, an entire ass queer brown man, for daring to walk home in the dark behind her. BITCH WE GOT BEARS OUT HERE like if ur so "scared" of me wtf u gon do when u come face to face wit them? die??

sorry that was all over the place im just. so tired!!!! of cis women & white people being "scared" of me because of who i am and what i look like (ive been told i look like an ndn chulo 🤔 sorta danny trejo mixed wit rez kid, but fagged up real good). i miss the "innate" kinship, the "i do not know you but that person is being creepy af so ig we've been besties since grade school" or "hi, ik im walking so close behind u but its cuz ur bleeding. heres a tampon hun" or "were bonding over having a very similar experience within this society" kinda thing yk?

of course, i still have that with [most] other queers it just, hurts ig. to have my "role" flipped so suddenly. i *like* being someone ppl flock to for safety. i *enjoy* protecting others and providing comfort. i *want* randoms to feel comfortable enough with me to ask for help if they need it. idk 😐 hard bein 🫳🏽 and a 2Spirit fagdyke

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[eggdrawsthings]

Hi! I found your account through The Acolyte and just wanted to say I love your art and hope you don’t mind this long message (it got too big for a response).

Part of my reaction to the newest episode might be rose tinted glasses for Sol (because I was worried about his character going in) but my first thought to the whole conflict between Indara and him read to me as “old school” vs “new school” Jedi thinking.

In The High Republic we’ve met and made reference to many Jedi Wayseekers, who are still Jedi but follow the force’s guidance vs the direct council. At the time of this show we seem closer to the Phantom Menace mentality than anything, where I don’t know if that was really still a thing without someone just straight up leaving the order.

So to me it felt - albeit clunky like everyone else discussed - like Sol wanted to just follow the Force because he sensed this connection and had to keep coming up with excuses to justify it to Indara. But because the council said “no” she felt that was (understandably, and respectfully) the right choice.

It also felt parallel to Qui-Gon Jin - which the whole “Anakin was too old”, and the revelation of the twins birth are also harkening back to throughout the series.

“Choice” was a great (heartbreaking) name for this episode because there really are so many moments where if one person had just chosen differently, the outcome would have ranged so much and maybe not ended in such a tragedy.

Hey! First of all thank you sm! dw about the long msg haha you're good my friend ^^

I've not read THR book to get that reference tbh (im only a few pages into Light of the Jedi). And frankly, from a visual storytelling standpoint, if that was the intention of the writer to link back to that old school THR Jedi thinking, then they should've made it clear or at least hinted in the show so ppl who are not THR readers know oh there's sth up w this too and then go find out more for themselves. Again, clunky writing and short running time make everything worse.

Not related but there's a theory that Indara didn't call the Council cuz there was no data saying that Osha has a twin. Interesting detail if that is true haha. And again hammering that even if it was w good intentions, they all made questionable choices that led to tragedy and forever harmed the children's future.

I dislike the execution, but I like the idea and that it gave the characters more depth. This made Sol even more interesting to me, way more than Qimir now even. Even tho he's written so ooc here imo, he's still so intriguing and makes me actually think and analyze his character. The worst thing you can do to a character is make them so boring and 1 dimensional that the viewers just forget about them after the show is over lol (which, frankly, a lot of these characters are).

[normalteenager2018]

I forgot to say this, but now I kinda come out bout who I am. Ik that I been rude to sum ppl and honestly after everything goin back to normal it feels corny and even more that I'm even sayin srry. I don't want ppl to think I'm a bad person cuz I'm not. Ik I said and did things to ppl but im being honest when I say I rlly just did it for fun. I was rlly thinking at the time. I'm still goin through stuff but ion rlly want to portray that shi on my art, and if I do the it's gon be on my character I made. I'm not gon use mugman and dice no more cuz someone sent me a message bout how they feel uncomfortable bout it. Ima try not to hurt ppl no more cuz I rlly don't want to make ppl feel bad. Just wanted to say that I'm actually srry since all the weird art I did and said to ppl. Ion rlly want that to define me as a person. Appreciate to all the ppl who actually tried to help me tho🙏 tryin to change as a person cuz I'm feelin sad too

[star-sim]

hiihii, 🦊 anon back here !! Im gon be info dumping u the shii cuz u said u were invested, but if u dont want to readall of it I completely understand cuz like I wrote a whole ass shii 😭😭

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okay so like there's thay copycat, let's call her P !! technically, she's been a friend since last year, but I didnt really consider her as one cuz she mostly talked with my other two friends from our closest friend group n like nobody else. (we're a group of five without her) She sorta randomly appeared, but I ofc didnt mind cuz its always nice to meet new ppl n make new friends yk ??

(extra thingy for this year => one friend changed schools to another city, another doesnt hang out with us anymore but does online, n then there's another who isnt in the same classes so we only see each other during breaks. so its just me n another friend, (let's call her F) she's has been my closest friend since years ago so far !!

Okayokay now on to the real shii; since the new school year, P asked the school if she could be in the same class as me and F (because we're always together). so practically, P is also my classmate now. BUT !! I've noticed she favours F more than me, which doesnt bother me much bc we all have preferences at some point 🤷‍♀️ HOWEVER its getting a bit uncomfy because she's slowly been like starting to copy me and seems to be trying to exclude me to get closer to F ever since school started

Im insecure about friendships, so I get jealous when I see F paying more attention to P than to me (at least Im self aware 😞) oh, abt the copying part, I have a list to explain omllll !! for instance, I have an online school timetable with a specific colour palette (we have our own from our school's app but I'd like to use my own [another one] cuz then its a widget) she saw it and asked about the app n then the next week, she did the same thing with the exact same colors for each subject ?? Its not a big deal, but its abs noticeable.. like I get it u wanna use the same app cuz Ik how handy it is but using the same colours is starting to become extra .. then theres the school stationary, especially the pencil case and highlighters. I have a clear see-through pencil case and pastel highlighters (so coquette) n after two months or somewhere around that, she got the same ones. AGAIN, not a huge deal, but then she started comparing highlighters and saying she should have bought the same ones as me (?? Girl tf) Its frustrating because she's indirectly indicating that she wants to be or have the same shii as me 😭 n I dont like that. Ik some ppl do but I jst dont

Another example is my headphones. I have specific ones (JBL I lub em sm), n in December or smth, she also got the same ones but in pink (I have black ones) Its not about the headphones themselves tho, but the fact that she claimed we have the same ones when they're CLEARLY different. It's a fcking pattern, even with little things like a pocket mirror that she suddenly wants after seeing mine ?? 😭 "oh, I want to have one too now n use it like u" *proceeds to buy n never use it anyways* 💀

oh oh, then theres the issue of her comparing grades (no like wtaf) my average is at least 70%, which Im abs content with, but I wish I had more motivation to study m improve 😞 ahe studies n has an average of 74%, which is great for her ofc !! but she constantly YAPS abt having higher grades n being smarter, not realizing the difference between being book-smart n actually intelligent like girl theres a diff between the 2 yk 😭😭

P is actually fcking starting to get on my nerves, especially after half a year of this bs .. the friend who changed schools was like the mother of the group, n I miss her a lot (she's coming back next year tho, yippie !!) P seems to be trying to exclude me from the friend group n from my bestie F :( I havent told anyone else cuz like Im afraid theyll jst think Im overreacting, but I did confide in T ( the transfer student friend, lets call her that !!), n shes on my side (duh ofc cuz she also noticed from last year how she only sticked to F) but I dont want to tell F herself cuz I dont think she'll believe me. I used to feel happy and comfy being myself before P joined in, but now I feel like Im constantly being criticized n copied :// Its even worse bc she made fun of my cat's name !! (Like, I told her my cat's name cuz at one point we were talking abt cats n I told her I had gotten a new one that summer. atm she was doing that gossip whisper thingy to somebody else n when I told her that she had to be honest and confess she was making fun of my cat's name she went like "ohhhh, for a cat name !! I thought a human name" n then fake smiles omfl ..)

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ANYWAYSSSS, TAKE CARE 😽 love ur fics Istg I dont think I'd survive here w/out ur writings Im not joking 😭 ur fics r like one of the only ones that I'd even WANT to read no matter the 10k+ wc (thats a lot for me n I prefer short ones, but ur longer ffs r like TOP TIER MWAH)

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oh girl ur stronger than me bc P would make me yell....

u and F are like for-lifers.... the friends that you keep when things change are the ones that you need to CHERISH FR

i think ur like 100% valid for the friendship jealousy, i get SO jealous too ur like real for that. like looking at these individual examples it doesn't come off that P is trying to copy you.... but when you look at it ALTOGETHER as ONE BIG MASSIVE PICTURE.... yikessss

i cant stand P sorry... like the excluding thing is making me seethe

AND THE CATS NAME THING WOULD BE MY FINAL STRAW GIRLLL STAY IN UR OWN LANE

i don't think ur overreacting, ur like 100% valid for this one

i am SO on your side

imo i think it's important to talk to F about this... and if she does not react well then drop her!!! if your best friend cannot take your feelings into consideration then that's not good!!

i'm glad that you like me fics btw!! it means a lot <3333

thanks for stopping by 🦊 anon!!! mwah mwah love you (and lmk if i need to air raid P)

[pinkbelugacollective]

Aged up Jon should be retconed as the displaced son of the Crime Syndicates Ultraman (Earth-3 Superman) with the real Jon revealed to be in Cryosleep somewhere.

See, I don’t think a retcon like that would work anymore, not after years worth of content showing Jon integrating back into his immediate family and the broader superfam (and, of course, into his father’s shoes). If there WAS an intent to bring back lil!Jon after the initial backlash with aging him up, I think it woulda happened before SOKE. Now we’re moving onto another adventure (at least according to Timmy Taylor on the tweeter) after a detour in the Injusticeverse, so even if it HAD been an option on the table before…. It aint anymore. Like what they finna do with lil!Jon at this point? Pretend like Damian aint got other frens? Like Clark and Lois aint already struggling with mourning their son’s youth on top of raising two MORE kids Clark picked up?

Cousin, listen to me. If you think aged!up!Jon was bad, bringing lil!Jon back into the mix will make you wanna quit comic books forever. Think this through - what is lil!Jon gon do when he finds out an imposter is now using his name, living with his parentals, AND is a big brother to two lil tykes his pappy picked up? What he finna do now that Damian heading to high school? DC can try and gaslight the puriteens reading comics and act like Damian aint got frens, but Jim Lee can’t gaslight ppl who are paying their bills, going to work, and reminiscing about that one time an RHATO writer implied jason was bisexual and in a throuple.

I understand mourning lil!Jon! I really do, but bringing back lil!Jon is NOT the answer. Just pray (if you’re the praying type) for better writers!

And if lil!Jon ever does come back, understand that all he’s gonna do is suffer. Clark and Lois and Jay and the superfam LOVE the Jon you think is an imposter. Lil!Jon would need to contend with that. He gon have to grow up knowing his pappy and momma really couldn’t tell the difference between a fake and the real one.

And ask yourself, cousin, if that’s a Jon Kent you want in a comic book fandom obsessed with bleak stories. Cuz you know how you create a man with resentment set deep into his bones? Someone who could go the grimdark route bc every adult in his life has failed him so spectacularly that there is literally no reprieve from the hell?

You know how you write a villain? This is how you do it. Let it rest. Accept aged!up!Jon, and hope Bendis and Jim Lee never read this post, cuz they’d most certainly write it if they could.

[stelly22]

1. Diary of the stellarboy -> my 1st artbook my introduction kinda. My vision, my thoughts etc… im a story teller n w dis book ppl gon realize dis even more. My art is my life n everything come from a sincere place

2. Stellar After All -> ithink its gon b the name of my 2nd one. Obvs a daft punk reference. Idk what the future holds but ithibk it gon b gr8. Ill experience sum amazing thing, learn, travel, reach sum of my goals. Prolly gon have to make choices dat idont have the answers to rn. Its deffo gon b me growing as a person, enterin a new era of life. Its like unknown territory in a way, tryna figure things out. Whztever i go thru i need to always remember dat the universe got me n never failed me and dat i am STELLAR (after all) , starz r w me i kant lose.

3 ——— idk what the 3rd gon b ill get bk to dis post in a few yearz. Its kool cuz im writing my future rn haha

[sugarvom1t]

*Vomits sulfuric acid*

My name is Sugar (or Vomit idc) Hi, idfk why I made this account, prolly cuz I was tired of using my main fuckign account to vent, rant n shit so if u wanna see that shit, follow me. Purr

I use she/her prounouns. Do NOT use she/her prns for ANY OTHER BLOG I USE, only this blog

The most you gon see on this acc are vents and rants, I keep random comments on my main. (lie)

Expect a whole lotta graphic content, which is mainly just abt sex and self harm. I’m not gonna fuckin bother to tag that shit so let this post be ur one fuckin trigger warning cuz I have learned not to give a shit abt ppl I don’t know.

Since this is a blog mainly for vents and shit, I’m gon be sad a lot. Some of my sad posts are reasons that are extremely fuckingb stupid and a simple minor inconvenience. Don’t come into my reblogs, DMs, or inbox tryna comfort me or smth like that. Don’t fucking do it, I swear to god don’t fucking do it (this is directed at a specific person but I’m not saying who. Ily I do, but please don’t)

Don’t come in my blog sayin shit like “you need to get help” or smth like that, my parents are more focused on my grades than getting me a therapist, plus I myself don’t want a therapiss

I am a minor, I swear to god, I don’t want a damn person to say “you should say things like that1!1!1!2 ur a minorrr!1!1!1!1!1” go kill yourself, leave me alone

toodles-

[d0ntw0rrybehappy]

journallllll 5/21

now that i’m moving out it’s gonna be harder to see my mom cause i’m further away and she’s gonna be sooo sad. i worry about my mom bc inside she is the world’s most lovable sweetest well-meaning person but she has less self-awareness/emotional control than most people so people judge her rly hard. i always want to be like guys just roll your eyes and let it go and let her know she is loved, she just has some weird kind of like, specific mom dementia/brain glitch, and deep down you KNOW this so lay off. there are so few people my mom lets in or will actually listen to. she was this kid runaway who built a life for herself in the art world copping designer clothes and flying to paree like a fucking pirate and then she had me instead of getting married and i’m one of the like MAYBE 3 people she actually likes. lol. nails & teeth metaphor “you’re the only one she’ll listen to” or “you’re the only one who can talk to her.” i miss her friend jaime who was an indubitably brilliant depressive semitic russian translator who never once judged my mom and they had this kind of relationship where they’d lie feet-to-head on a couch and just chat chat chat. she was my favorite of my mom’s friends. she died from cancer and self-neglect basically. bullshit. shauna’s friend alex reminded me of her the last night and i was like ugh i miss jaime. i wish my mom still had jaime!!! what am i gonna do? i have to have my own life but i have to protect my mom. stupid WASPs be like “you can’t take on your moms problems” shut the fuck up WASP you don’t know shit. other kids be rolling their moms around in wheel chairs and don’t complain you piece of individualist propaganda. nails & teeth metaphor the ignominious but resolute fighter (the progeny) lol.

so anyway this isn’t a post about my mom this is a post about henry cuz then i remembered henry lives on the west side like my mom. henry whom i’ve been on two dates with and have a major crush on. not a normal crush, a “oh you’re about to buy a horse son” level crush. and i imagined when i come to the west side, henry joining me for dinner on the days i visit my mom. not because that sounded like oh so much fun to him but because it was a way for us to spend time together. there are ppl who are married who do that kind of stuff for each other. it made me want to cry bc that would mean so much to me. this is fantasy henry not real henry but probably he would. i’ve only been on two dates with him and everyone is like avaaaaa don’t have too many expectations and like I KNOW i know i’m in it like ?? what’s the phrase? in it like jarvin? lol. besides if he dumped me i would DESERVE IT!!! i got fuckin’ KARMA to pay baby i broke more than a couple hearts the past couple years THIS IS WHAT THEY FELT LIKE?!? THEY FELT LIKE THIS?!?!?? wow FUCK

um but yeah obviously i would survive and if we break up it’s cause we’re not a match and there’s nothing *wrong* with me, duh, duhhhhh, totally notttttt a completely unhinged and slightly unhygienic individual, plus now i know what to look for - kind!!! stable!!! people!!! people i have a lot in common with!!! smart!!! part of the same world as me!!! people with a vision, a goal, passions!!! who take care of themselves!!! okay there’s gotta be lots of guys like that. so if it’s not henry FINE. but guyssssss guys i could actually see a future with him wtf was i doing before??? wowww i played so many games without realizing. 

anyway so we’ve only been on 2 dates so far but i am fully smitten with him (with spells of crushing doubt) and if one more person tells me to play it cool and not have expectations i WILL bite bc bitch I KNOW can you give me SOME OTHER KIND OF ADVICE PLS i have obviously not TOLD him any of this so stop putting more pressure on me to act or feel a certain way trust me I GET IT. and i think it’s dumb this is the advice given to women anyway.

also i’m going to europe probably for an entire month and as long as i don’t lose my job i’m gonna have a fucking amazing summer. losing job doesn’t seem that plausible, however, terrifying thought, bc i’m on my own now and need the moolah. and was a little uneven the past few months but that’s just a learning lesson ig. plus there’s always more jobs. right??? right. *sailor moon handhold sparkle fx*

ok thanks for being witnesses to my online diary my friends anxietyposting on here actually kind of helps, really excited for the future, it’s amazing that i’m getting these opportunities and the reason i’m so anxious is bc i care and i have something to lose. !

[weird-things-to-think]

Steadfass: A Wort What Means "Stik To It, Kinda?"

Ok so. Steadfass (or iz it stedfast? idk, spelin is hard 😵‍💫) is a word that mean, like, wen sumone don't quit no mater wut happins. Like, if u try to eat 100 tacos and evryone sez, "Bro, stop u gon' die!" and u be like, "NO. I MUST EET ALL THE TACOS." Dat is steadfass.

Were Did It Come From??? 🤔

Histary lesson time!!! Back in olden days, knights wuz all like, "Imma bee loyal an nevur giv up!" They prolly invented this word cuz knites luved bein’ dramatic. They wuz prolly like, "Sir Arthur, thou art sooooooooo steadfass for stabbin that dragon!!" And Arthur was all like, "Yup, das me. Steadfass AF." 🔥

Why U Need 2 Be Steadfass? 🚨

Ok look, lyfe iz hard. Like, sumtimes ur dog eats ur sandwitch, or the wifi dies, or sum1 texts u “k” and it ruinz ur day. But if u R steadfass, u don’t cry (ok maybe u cry a little), u just keep goin’. U be all, “Imma still luv my dog...but he owes me a sandwitch.” 🐶🥪

Steadfass Problums

Sumtimes ppl think bein steadfass means bein stubbern. LIKE NO. If u R steadfass about bad stuff, like wearin socks wit sanduls, ur just makin ppl mad, bro. U gotta be smart steadfass, not dumb steadfass.

How 2 Be Steadfass Like a BOSS

Don’t quit ur job even if ur boss eats tuna sammiches every day and the offis smells like 🐟💀.

Stick 2 ur diet unless ur grandma makes pie, cuz u can't say no to grandma.

Chase ur dreams like a cat chasin’ a lazer pointer. (Hint: u prob won't catch it, but LOOK COOL TRYIN.)

Final Thots

So ya, steadfass means u don’t giv up, even wen lyfe iz dum and hard. Just don’t be weird about it, ok? Remember, steadfass peeps get stuff done, but they also know wen to quit (like tacos—don’t eat 101, that’s too many).

K bye! Be steadfass or whatevr. ✌️

[starszinhis3y3s]

im gonna fukin kill myself directly cuz of my boss tanisha

like i literally was unable to stop self harming in front of her. she left cuz my hand was bleeding, i was shaking so hard i couldnt get over my stutter. all over her discrimination!! she yelled at me gaslighted me then flipped all the blame back to me and now im the bad guy again! when i went in there to have a civil fuckin discussion about her disrespect and how its literally getting me followed home and how ppl who literally keep their pieces on them are callin me a trap and a tranny. theres one man who comes in, i keep telling management I'm scared that hes gonna blast that shotgun in my face, and tanisha is over there callin me a girl to his face. when hes already told me i needed to stop pretending to be a girl cuz thats "tricking ppl" like. and i cant even get a sentence out before shes uelling over me to get me to shut up. fucking drill sargent ass bigot fuckin cunt assed piece of a wet shit.

shes someone who bullied 2 ppl into quitting and fully fucked over a dad hard enough that he left the entire state to go live wit family. elvas her whipped ass fuckin purse dog of a yes woman. like i cant. ive asked for a transfer atp and she wont transfer me to ANY store within a 10 mile radius WHEN I BIKE I DO NOT HAVE THE MEANS TO RIDE THE BUS OR TAKE A LYFT EVERY DAY ITS ALREADY 3 FUCKIN MILES TO & ANOTHER 3 BACK HOME. i litcherally wanna pop this bitches eyes out her throat. like this decade of anger management skills is doing some bodybuilder strongman type heavy lifting rn. and all the drugs i take. drugs save lives kids 🤦🏽 her life

idk y'all i just am so angry!!! she won't respect me on my terms, and thinks the military type respect is the pillar for all respect or whatever. OH AND GET THIS. IM IN TROUBLE FOR LETTING HOMELESS FOLKS HAVE WATER FOR FREE. WATER. IN SOUTH TX. WTF THAT IS LIKE CONDEMNING THEM TO DEATH idk what else to do besides angry cry and vent about it where i can which is pretty much only here😮‍💨 like ik yall aint gon call the cops on me for talkin bout the fucked up shit in my head. which is kinda my only release for the fucked up shit my ocd wants me to fixate on

[voidselfshipp]

It honestly bothers me so much that ppl in fandoms are so obsessed with shipping characters.

Like,the first episode of candela//obscura came out and people were already shipping Marion and sean cuz they had really soft camraderie "ive known you since we were kids and we survived the horrors of war" moments And just because sean held Marion while he was having a breakdown people were like "omgg they gon kiss"

no, its not how it works. Its a healthy male friendshipp. Its the deep Bond of platonic love. People whom have helped you thru the worst of times.

If you ask for good friendshipps and then shipp them left and right then its not USEFUL.

Personally, platonic love has given me much more than the few romantic relationshipps ive had.

It bothers me so much.

Like yeah i can just block the tags, but I think theres a major issue with people insisting on shipping characters! Its reducing the complexity of humans bonds to "haha kiss n bone".

Platonic and familial love (found family or blood relatives) IS SO SO IMPORTANT TO US HUMANS. we form a safety net, we choose people that we know Will stand with us even when the odds are awful.

Friendshipp is so important, and showing people (especially cis men) that they can be close and vulnerable without taking away their masculinity (or perceived as gay,which is a major no no to insecure men who were raised in a "traditional" way) is also so important! It would help a lot with the way we as people Bond w eachother.

Fiction affects reality,which is why we gotta be carefull.

Shipping Is fine,but I dont think your first instinct should be shipping 2 characters (or more)cuz they display a close vulnerable Bond w eachother. Dont take away from the beautiful experience of friendshipp.

Plus, it takes away from other arcs And aspects of a story because when you take all the ways that humans interact w eachother and reduce them to one variable (example, romantic love) you also take away the nuances And minutia of the story.

Anyway. This is my take. Reblogs are okay but discourse isnt,this is MY TAKE. Yall can do what you want in your experience w fandom. Dont come @ me.

[payservewomen]

….I look up to see her stroll over to my backpack…She began screaming at me….throwing each item from my bag at me. This might’ve been the most humiliating moment(shockingly)because i had a chastity cage, wartenburg wheel, a hollow butt plug, and ofc a collar/leash which she’d actually told me to bring, she’d said “I’m going dancing tonight, so bring the leash”

Couldn’t for the life of me figure out how/why those 2 things were connected?🤷‍♂️

All i can come up with is- Dancing means she’d be drinking? Therefore, would enjoy being more aggressive? But saying that to me, maybe she was thinking that I’d get extra excited, and hopeful that she’d have me wear it for whatever reason…my thought was of myself wearing it, and taking slap after slap from her, as she used the leash to pull me closer….but nope! When everything else was laying out all over the sidewalk for everyone to see, she took out the leash/collar and began beating tf outta me…as i bent over, at first on my knees, then falling over tryna shield myself from the beating….at first it was just my back and body, but as she yelled at me, she condemned my poor decisions…ofc those being spending HER money on useless shit. Useless because- Nobody wants to use kinky sex toys with a loser like me….”Wtf you think, huh? U think I would ever wanna use this shit with YOU?! You gon’ learn bitch, you don’t spend MY motherfuckin money on bullshit! Stupid ass ugly fuck!”

Something like this is what she said…I was genuinely shocked at how brutal she was being!

Evidently, she’s paid attention to, and read many things i’ve commented on, on twitter….part of me wants to believe there’s some mutual respect or something there, but tbh, that’s silly n stupid af!

I couldn’t believe it, she held onto the collar part, and swung, hitting me with the leather handle of the leash, while also getting hit by part of the chain….she screamed n berated me sooo loudly, by this point, i could faintly hear ppl laughing and talking from the shadows…..I tried looking around a little, even glancing at her friend who was sure to keep her distance but was watching the show intently….then, Goddess adjusted her grip, holding onto the collar and leash handle….leaving only the metal chain to beat me with…..she swung n swung, hitting my back, sides…everywhere….Think then, she asked me something a few times, making me look up at her, and when i did, I took painful shots to back of my head, but also the chain wrapped around my head, whipping my face and neck.

I still remember feeling the chain land on the side of my head perfectly as it wrapped around my face causing extreme pain.

I was somewhat in a state of shock….I’ve never in my life been beaten up…once many years ago, I was punched in side of my head hard enough to throw my body to the ground….That’s literally IT!

This was by far by far the most/worst beating I’ve ever received in my entire life.

Shorts down around my ankles, lying on my side, like if ur on ur knees and knocked over, but hunched down, cuz of tryna avoid the chain beating…..She stepped on my head at first, pushing my face into the concrete, yelling at me to lick it, i ofc did, and she stomped my head a few times…once bouncing it off the concrete….she backed up, looking at me…..said “fuck i should make ur bitch ass walk home like this” looking over at her friend while laughing…yeh know what? Take em off bitch! I was still in a state of confusion and haze after going through such violence…at this point, there was no horny feeling, nothing erotic at all…at this point, it was more shock than anything, and I obeyed without even thinking, but as I began to take them off, I did realize “oh fuck, my phone!” As i slid my shorts over my shoes, I slid my phone and vape out, leaving them on the ground, just hoping she wouldn’t demand i hand that over too! She took my shorts, holding them up, then going back to my bag, she took out an extra shirt and shorts i’d brought(with this exact scenario in mind) “Oh so you brought extra clothes, huh? What, ur dumbass thinking I’d just not notice?! Huh?! stupid fuck” And she took it all with her…

Oh and I neglected to mention…just before dumping out all the sex toys, causing me to be red faced beyond belief, she took out everything one by one, asking “is this for me?” Something about how she did that…me lying there, completely emasculated, then asking if each item was indeed for her….Wonder what would’ve happened if i’d have said no to any of it, lol can you imagine??

Here I sit, on a monday, at 1pm, remembering this beyond sexy, gorgeous Goddess(Seriously, my god, she had a tiny top on, but her skirt?!😲 Hugging her curvy hips like nothing i’ve ever seen)who beat my ass on saturday evening…yesterday, I did nothing, just laid around in bed all day….I suppose tryna repair my broken ego…..And STILL haven’t jerked off!

For many reasons really….

[lovelybunn]

south park post covid main 4 w/ you in a revealing bikini ! 🍹˚ ༘

warning(s): uses of prns she/her, fem!reader, lowkey a crack post, swearing, suggestive themes

author's note: i'm pretty late to the party (and this was just stuck in my drafts) so i decided to post it now, hope you enjoy!

stan marsh

his swimming trunks don't ever fit him, either they're squeezing his balls off or they're so loose that he will almost flash some poor innocent family

"alcohol-free" by twice but with the alcohol

i mean, stan's like wasted on like five margaritas before he sees you, and when he does... oh, HOOCHIE MAMA!!

ok but fr, the moment this pot belly man sees you in that cute ass swimsuit, he is ALL OVER you.

he's gon grab you from behind and give you all kinds of sloppy neck kisses

"you're so sexy baby. i love you~"

did i forget to add that's he's an ass man?

"🎶 take that, rewind it back, usher got the voice to make your booty go– SMACK!"

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kyle broflovski

leanly built kyle broflovski me thinks...

the only one who actually reacted like a normal grown individual out of the four of them 😐

if you have any body dysmorphia, this man will make sure you love your body just as much as he does.

don't get me wrong, he did show you off, but that was more of him making a declaration of "that's all mine, and you wish she was yours."

his hands most definitely will be glued to your hips/waist (his favorite part of your body)

anytime someone would look at you in a flirtatious way/quite literally flirt with you, he would instantly give that signature "i'm tired of your shit.™" kyle broflovski look.

forehead kisses and CONSTANT compliments

trust me, he loves the way that fabric hugs all your yummy curves 😋

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eric cartman

this cutie patootie was shocked to see you in that. (calling cartman of all ppl that makes me want to vomit)

he tried his so very hardest to cover you up, with towels, a cover-up, his own swim-shirt, but you took it all off bc ofc you did.

istg he almost cussed a mf out for cat-calling you, he was fighting the urge to keep the true eric theodore cartman deep inside

he would hold your hand the whole time like if he let go you would vanish out of thin air lmao XD

weird headcanon, but i think eric loves seeing your hair down and wet, like all that water dripping down your body really turns him on

sunbathing is his fav past-time when going to the beach/pool

LIKE IF Y'ALL ARE TANNING TOGETHER, LAY ON HIS BIG OL TUMMY, IT'S WORTH IT ISTG, ITS LIKE A PILLOW

also cartman can't swim for shit so he stays in the shallowest part of the water at ALL TIMES. (come on, you don't wanna see his old ass drown, do you?)

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kenny mccormick

kenny man bun, kenny man bun, KENNY MAN BUN (but fr, he doesn't like getting his hair wet so he puts it up every time y'all go to the beach/pool)

you just had to pick out a bikini that would show the most amount of cleavage, didn't you?

my man's eyes must've POPPED out of their damn sockets like a cartoon character when he saw that shit

"ah that's hot, that's hot."

every chance this dude gets he's gon come up to you like "madam, your breasts look awfully heavy, shall i hold them for you?"

but enough about kenny's obsession with boobs, i honestly feel like he'd be all kinds of lovey-dovey the whole time

hugging you, kissing you, feeling you all over,I'm pretty sure you'll have to literally bitch-slap kenny cuz this man will be attached to your hip like a tumor

also, you know that hawaiian shirt he always wears (that probably hasn't been washed in 6 months)? yeah, that thing will stay on his body the whole time unless he's in the water. but it's unbuttoned ofc, he isn't trying to die of heat stroke bruv 😕