#cuz its like YES GO READ THE STUFF! OR LISTEN-DO BOTH!

[clockworkreapers]

I am so incredibly sorry for the spam. But your art is fucking AMAZING and I’ve been obsessed with tftgs since book 2 was released and somehow only found you now????

Anyway congrats your my new favorite blog. I love your Gaston and think u should draw Eric Riggin more, I always loved finding Vanessa series (and really hope he’ll perhaps consider making a second series with tales on the road)

Not a problem at all! Im glad you are enjoying the art, I'm for sure enjoying making it hehe.

I'll be honest I'm also a long time fan like I was there when the "how did we get here" part was uploaded on youtube before being yeeted. I still remember when Jack found my art the first time back on sketchbook paper in like 2019 or something on instagram. And now... he found my art again just way in the future lol, he probs doesn't remember at all.

I just recently got back into it after re-binging all 4 books and all the free stuff on the blogs and youtube in october.

Also I cant say much on TFTR (like we know hes continuing the series of course like thats what he did with the abandoned zoo but how he goes about that is only privy to him) buuuuutttt if you go look at his blog rn in the story index all the way at the bottom looks like there was an update... and frankly I am excited if thats true cuz I wasn't actively there for Bedside Manor as it was coming out and I know it was an ARG- SO IF WHAT THAT TITLE SAYS IS TRUE. I am so onboard for what comes next.

As for Eric... perhaps. If I get any more ideas. We shall see. FV2 is still on hiatus from what I know but it is linked in the story index if you haven't read it yet.

[hearts-4-vicky]

Omg what’s ur thoughts on 69ing with the fimmies?

kinda forgot to post��� um 🤫 short sorry my luvs😔❤️ oh n i somehow read 69ing as tribbung so um i had to rewrite it… im listening to beautiful christmas writinf this❤️❤️jingle bell jingle bell everyboyd cum have n have urself a self a besuciyful chrismuar🔥 i luv aespa n red velevt sumtimes🐺 u gotta be BOLD😆 just rock thw world!!🤓 BOOYAHHH💥lalalalalala🧏 happiness!!! lalalalalalala r u hapi huh

only unnie line + zuha for obvious reasons

warnings: sub kinda bratty chaewon, subby baby zuha 😍, soft dom kkura, pussy drunk yunjin, switch reader, overstimulation, unnie kinkk, 69ing, whats the thing called where like its crying and they like it, idk what else im tired (its barely 10 pm)

not proofread…

Chaewon

shes sensitive tell me otherwise and ur stewpid😾 tries to convince you and herself that shes not but blow air on her folds and shes melting.. definitely makes up little games on who can make the other cum first

“you… you fucking cheated!”

“chae i barely even did anythi-“

“CHEATER CHEATER PUMPKIN EATER😾”

angry issues pull up and now shes putting her all to make sure you cum hard on her face.. and you do duhhhh her tongue exploring your wet cunt, her free hand rubbing your clit omg im gon- *train zooms by*

i love sour grapes listen to it and swan song both bops i cried to sour grapes one time luv is sour grapes🎀 some1 make an angst fic with that song omg toxic relationship with chae n yeah hear me lht

Sakura

i want this woman in every single way omg SHE SOS UGGHHHHHHHH SAKURA MIYAWAKI THE WOMAN YOG AREEE OMG

her pussy is pretty asf and i stand by that statement. and she makes love she doesnt fuck😍 would def cry in the middle of lapping at your cunt.. um idk where this idea came from but it reminds me of her…

“kkura- are you okay baby?-“

“I love you so much.”

yeah then she dives right back into your puffy pussy to show her appreciation, making you moan right into her pretty cunt omg… i could go on and on abt her…

yes u can watch me watch i if u love me but u cant touch me otuch me, i if u love me

Yunjin

doesn’t know when to stop… literally gets soo pussy drunk to the point where she just keeps going😭

“Jen-! holy fuckING shit! mmh- s’too m-much..”

“….huh”

really puts the huh in huh yunjin, doesnt even realize you guys were supposed to 69, just makes you drown her in your hot cunt and plush thighs… grabs your hips to pull you impossibly closer yeah you’re not walking straight tmrw..

Kazuha

subbiest sub to me omg that girl is a loser in a hot body… would switch japanese when shes too overwhelmed with your hot tongue in her cunt!

“u-unnie! fuck- fastER!”

“that was so hot, um what does that mean…”

babygirl would be moaning so much she neglects your needy pussy:( but its okay cuz her moans r soooo pretty, her little gasps that turn to whimpers when you make her grind on your tongue… O-*gunshots*

hi my lovessss i missed u guys i love you all 300 of u guys n stuff thanks for your support 💋(im really happy i promise💔💔💔)

Stay safe and love you lots

-Vicky 💋

[jazzyblusnowflake]

You've got some cool headcanons for Nuzi and Vuzi, but what about the third? You got any for EnVy?

Wow i suck at answering these on time smh. sighhhh, in my defense i procrastinate answering some questions cuz i don't wanna just put together some random stuff and call it a day-

i actually wrote some stuff for some asks before but had to delete it last minute cuz i thought its worth putting more time than that, i guess TvT sorry, im probably taking this too seriously idk.

My eNVee headcanons TvT:

[yall know the drill, the drone versions only, the human versions aren’t involved, and no nsfw- for now.]

k so, light envuzi involved too, Uzi is the mediator here, whether u consider her a friend here or their mini toaster in the middle- also there's some of the stuff from my future version where V is safe and sound thankfully. and also maybe some stuff from their past too.

With how N was realizing that V was lying or hiding stuff from him in a constant manner, naturally he grew to grieve the loss of who V USED to be, and with that loss he tried to accept that he has to let her go, because the V he fell in love with was long gone. despite this, when they both started teasing each other over their relationship with Uzi and N started to bite back a bit at Vs behaviors with more self confidence, they grew to form a completely different kind of relationship. Uzi was just having fun seeing them try to win her over lmao; but in the end they kind of started enjoying eachothers company again. Uzi felt happy seeing them get closure for the things they went through and was more than happy to support them through it.

Back at the manor V was fixed up after J and N, she was one of the later drones added to the family, she hardly spent much time at the manor at all before the great yeetening happened- she was originally a maid drone for a family before she was broken and dumped in the drone corpse junkyard. Maid drones are programmed with sweet and soft AIs with more round/short body shapes to have a friendly image in a household, they are made to be able to deal with both adults and kids, and they are best made for cleaning and setting up the house in mind. N was made as a butler/chauffeur before getting broken and yeeted in the junkyard [yes he can drive]. Due to V getting broken for some sort of mistake during work, she was left scarred after her reboot to make any more mistakes, which left her slightly jitter-ish and clumsy. Tessa put N in charge to help her around and although at the beginning V didn't talk much and felt unsure, slowly N became her safe space- especially since Tessas abusive parents remind V alot of her old household. N in turn thought V was always cute, he helped her with her work, having more steady hands, which ended with a lot more hand touching and blushing on both their ends :p

N was the one that suggested glasses for V which Tessa decided to try doing to see if it would help her visual efficiency in any way, and it did. V as a DD often tries to rely on her real eyes rather than look through her main visor, the glasses remind her too much of N...

N and V sometimes used to get out of the manor in secret spots to spend some time away from the chaos to help V calm down. during this time they would read books, learn stuff from each others past lives, and sometimes draw lol, but V just liked watching and listening to N, she felt happy with him. although unlike N, V felt a bit nervous around the animals in the area XD

N and V actually have shared kisses, just not on the lips. with N kissing her on the back of her hand as a gentleman and V giving him kisses on his cheek [Tessa's idea of a cute plan to put them under a mistletoe lol], but Vs last words to N was a promise to give him a kiss before she became comatose. as more drones in the manor stopped working and Ns efficiency and work became less useful to the manors occupants due to him wanting to spend time with V all the time, Louisa and James started becoming more impatient with Tessa's drones, which lead to the whole "get rid of them" line...

back in the current time V is obviously trying to protect N in her own traumatized way; but even then, most of the things she had done to "shelter" N, was probably not the best choice one could make, and some of it was done out of jealousy towards N and Uzi getting closer. However, slowly she started convincing herself that N deserved someone like Uzi. V had convinced herself that she deserves nothing. She was willing to give up everything for N and keep him safe from the beginning, even if it meant knocking N down a few limbs/heads just to keep him away from danger- which is problematic in itself. she made choices based off fear and urgency. she was always traumatized.

When N and V started getting along together a bit more and hanging around a bit in the human cities- V takes N to a bookstore she found once and they spent the whole day in the shelter of the store reading different old books. V still does not admit she did this to see N happy again lol.

When N started showing V affection again, V started becoming heavily touch starved and dependent on him again, just like the manor days, which she feared, which caused a minor set back for a while where she tried to avoid N. Uzi had to come and fix this shit cuz apparently only she can scold 2 dinosaurs without feeling intimidated. after N and V kiss for the first time PROPERLY after the whole solver BS ends, V just gets more touch starved and she hates both N AND Uzi for this lmao.

N and Uzi know that one of the only ways to make V calm down is to act soft with her, occasionally praising her and calling her nice things; even when V is literally threatening to bite their head off- [shes bluffing-.......mostly.]

N is usually the one that initiates any closeness with V. after their first kiss, N does tell her that she's done stuff that he might not be able to casually forgive, but at the same time he has seen her grow, and she does have good in her that he still loves her for.

V has nightmares and hardly ever sleeps, and when she does, its usually cuddling N or Uzi.

V tries to wear her glasses more often in the future. N likes it a lot :"3

V is surprisingly a good mom :p [spoilers for my au lmao bye] but yeah, since her original OS was for a maid, she still has some functions to be good with little ones. she cant help herself, she just really likes babies and kids.

N likes sometimes ballroom dancing with V for old times sake...

[i think this is as far as my brain will allow me, please excuse me as i jump off a cliff :") ]

[ushouldwatchhaikyuu]

hawo! i saw ur post about the xreader thing and uh… i go by she/her, im a stem girlie if that helps, i like arts and volleyball, i used to game a lot but im trying to lessen it cuz its becoming a bad habit, i like reading and music too, and i bake/cook when im not feeling lazy or am particularly stressed about something, and i guess im pretty quiet? like, i come off as intimidating to a lot of people but im literally just generally anxious 😭 i get hyperfixated on random stuff and get distracted easily + find studying very very super hard and boring but am in honors somehow. i care a lot about my family but i have trouble forming connections outside of childhood friends and stuff, thats the gist of me. i would love headcanons with kageyama or kenma! (maybe both if ure generous? or sugawara or tsukki work too idk choosing a haikyuu fave is impossible)

Kageyama & Kenma x F!reader

warnings: none!

girl u are very relatable (anxious, easily distracted, hiperfixated, arts & stem people rise up) and im also very much a kageyama kinda guy lets be friends LMFAO /hj

gif credit: kenma & kageyama ; dividers credit

Kageyama Tobio:

oh my guy is also very much someone who gets very hyperfixated on stuff, chances are once u become close enough, both of you would start rambling/infodumping onto each other and would accidentally get into whatever the other one is hyperfixated on lmfao. like one day you'd come up to him and just ramble for 15 mins about some historical event and next day he would call you at 2am and go "GIRL THATS NOT EVEN THE FULL STORY GUESS WHAT I LEARNT ABOUT THAT" and viceversa.

since both of you are on the quieter side, chances are you might not speak every single day, but whenever you do speak, you could spend hours doing nothing but that. he's a very pleasant person to have long talks with and he would always be super interested in whatever you talk to him about

he's dumb as bricks when it comes to school stuff and struggles to study as much as you– but since you get good grades, he would come to you for help. which would lead to VERY chaotic but thoroughly enjoyable studying sessions lol.

he would always be so eager to play volleyball with you, regardless of how good you are. if you're on a lower level than him, he would tease you about it but also be very patient and explain everything to you a thousand times if need be (in his own way of course, which would probably include at least a few insults each time, but it's all in good nature)

he would very much enjoy just watching you draw/paint in silence or while listening to music. he finds it fascinating & very calming

he would go ABSOLUTELY WILD if you ever paint/draw a portrait of him. im talking like "weak to the knees, teary eyes & needs at least 1-5 business days to process it" type of emotional

Kozume Kenma:

oh girl he would be TERRIBLE for your gaming addiction lmfao

however!! if you are motivated enough to get better with that, you would probably try to get him to form healthier habits too and he would resist, but ultimately try to listen to you.

you would both probably spend hours straight just enjoying each other's company, not really talking that much, just doing your own thing (him gaming & you painting/reading etc)

he would be so shy whenever he includes you in streams and people say you two look cute together

whenever he's tired but still wants to spend time with you, he would love laying down with his head on your lap while you read for him and play with his hair

his way of showing affection would be to ask you to play his new fav videogame with him, or join him in streams, or send you playlists with music he thinks you would like

he would also play songs you like on the background of his treams and get fricking demonetized all the time because of it, but he still does it

he also tries to comission you to make his pfps/headers and pics for streams (he would get so shy and happy when you say that yes, boyfriend privileges include free drawings, indeed)

[klausysworld]

Hey there, amazing person! I just broke my elbow and had to go in for surgery. I am now in a lot of pain and could use a pick me up. Could you do a fluffy Kol x reader where the reader is super freaked about the surgery and even though he doesn't know how any of the stuff works, he still stays as long as he can to comfort her. Then when she wakes up Kol is super sweet and stays the whole first night even though she keeps him up cuz she's in pain. Please 🙏 I need this in my life!

I’ll always stay

You woke up in the hospital with immense pain shooting through your body, your face was stained with tears as you brought your hand to touch the source of your discomfort

“i wouldn’t do that darling, it’ll only hurt more” you whipped your head round to see Kol in the chair next to you, he was leant forward and looking at your arm

“it’s broken…you have to have surgery” your face paled as he spoke those words and tears spilled over your cheeks when you shifted and felt your elbow move. A choked cry left your mouth as you stared at your arm

“no no…oh it hurts Kol! it hurts!” He was on his feet in an instant and gently held your hand that wasn’t attached to your injured arm.

“We’ll get some more pain stuff okay? NURSE!?” he started screaming for the nurse repeatedly

“I NEED A NURSE! DOCTOR! SURGEON!??” you couldn’t hold in your little laugh as he waved his arm around like a mad man to capture the attention of a doctor

“YES! you. here now please, we need drugs so she feels better…like not in pain better not like high…unless you think that could help i mean-“

“Kol…i don’t think he’s gonna let me get high just cuz i broke my elbow” the doctor stood there in silence as Kol tap on the button that gives you pain medication

“sir, she’s at the max medication, I’m afraid you’ll just have to wait till the surgery, its very soon and then when you wake up it should start feeling a little better” you nodded and the doctor looked at your elbow

“you’re not going to be able to do some things for a while…”

“thats fine i can do everything for them, cook, clean whatever the need i got it, you can go now” he responded quickly and ushered the man out

he turned back to find you trying to get comfortable, Kol sighed and sat beside you and gently rubbed your legs

“well..surgery isn’t too far away…i can read to you? well i’ll just tell you a story…maybe from my past? i don’t have a book on me but, you know its fine i’ll wing it” you offered a smile and he kissed your forehead before beginning his story

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“okay we’re going to count to ten and we need you to just take deep breaths, you’ll start to feel tired, that’s normal and it’s a good thing. The surgery wont last too long and when you wake your pretty boyfriend will probably still be here okay?” you followed the instructions and fell into a sleep like situation

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Your head lulled to the side as you felt your body shift, you noticed an arm around your waist and then saw Kol snoring with his head on your stomach as he barely hung on the end of the hospital bed making you giggle and pet his hair listening to him mumble in his sleep. You went to move your other arm but the sharp pain stabbed through you again and you gasped a cry. Kol’s head snapped up at the sound of your stress and he fell of the bed

“what in the- oh crap- are you okay? does it still hurt you want me to go get-“ you cut him off by shaking your head while he scrambled to his feet and pulled the chair over to you

“no it’s fine i just, just stay please”

“i’ll always stay… i managed to download Netflix on my phone if you wanna pick something” his brows were furrowed and he tapped on the screen before shimmying over so you could both see the range of films and shows

you watched as he scrolled through the different genres with a concentrated expression and you found yourself smiling fondly

“you look cute when you’re serious” you told him and his eyes darted to yours as a smug smirk tugged at his lips

“mm and you always look cute my darling, could just eat you up” you laughed at that and leaned towards him, he entwined your good hand with his and pressed play on your favourite film. He would stay, you knew he would, he would always stay, for you.

(i know it’s short but i really hope it still lifts your spirits a bit, i hope the pain decreases and you start feeling better soon. I wish you the chance ti find your own Kol Mikaelson and a better rest of 2023 🤍)

[yuukei-yikes]

can we get uhhhhhh some hibiya thoughts

yes. yes. yes. i fucking love hibiya. he's LITERALLY A LITTLE GUY when i got into kagepro he was one of my faves actually cuz he was the closest to my age at the time. i was 13… im 22 now! lol thats not weird at all *eye twitch* sry ive been weird abt the passage of time lately. erm wait this isnt my therapy session <- doesnt go to therapy

HIBIYA. LITTLE GUY. my thoughts on him………honestly, i recently reread all the novels and god his intro chapters were HARD to read. all the creepy stuff abt hiyori yknow. i was cringing so hard. i kinda wanna ignore it bc i'd rather do that with the weird bits kagepro has to offer, but not to get rid of it completely. like id take away hibiyas whole thing abt a collection of hiyori pics but still keep the aspect of him that worships her. and how that dynamic would COMPLETELY go away post str.

post str hibiya is VERY different from how he started out. i mean. 10 year old timeloop…. he hasn't grown at all mentally like he has to process all this with his 12 year old brain, but going through all he did he just kinda looks at things rly differently now. not obsessed with hiyori, for one…. and she's also different to him. their relationship changes drastically bc now they both respect each other LOL listen i know im annoying with my codependent relationship headcanons but… eyes hibiya and hiyori

these bitches are 12. spent 10 years watching each other die over and over and literally die for each other. AND THEN THEY GET EACH OTHER BACK? ERM. yeah theyre NOT letting go of each other. its not so much codependency as much as it is awful awful awful separation anxiety. god are there any fics of hibiya and hiyori going back home and having a breakdown at having to separate and go to their own houses (bc in the city they were living together so it doesnt hit that they need to separate until they go home)???

hiyori would still be kinda bitchy and bossy but definitely not horrible to hibiya. and also her attitude hits different when she's also always holding his hand and refusing to go anywhere without him and throwing tantrums when any of the dan members even imply any activity that would require to separate them. and she wouldnt rly be embarrassed abt it i think hiyori would be super open and vocal abt HIBIYA HAS TO BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME !!!!!! and hibiya isnt even flustered hes just like *NODDING NODDING NODDING* bc he's the same with her. girl… SEPARATION ANXIETY HIBIHIYO<3 mekadan so sick in the head <3 they have 78 undiagnosed mental illnesses <3

not to make it abt my future headcanons of psych major hibiya but. new generations man. hibiya is 10000% the one in the dan going like GUYS WHAT HAPPENED TO US WAS SOOOO MESSED UP and everyone's like lol yeah !!!! and he's like DONT LOL ABOUT THIS IM FUCKING SERIOUS??? especially since he's such a fucking outsider to everything like everyone else's been experiencing all these tragedies since they were born and he just kinda. had a normal life before? and like i said NEW GENERATIONS MAN THEYRE PSYCHOANALYSING THEMSELVES AND EVERYONE AROUND THEM…. the dan is so used to this shit that they kinda lmao rock and roll thru it and hibiyas like NO. NO. NO. EVERYONE. THERAPY. NOW!!!!!! it becomes his special interest he starts getting all into psychology and when he comes back to the city for his visits suddenly he's diagnosing everyone with stuff and the dans like *shaking* MAKE THE KID SHUT UP also realises he has separation anxiety with hiyori and works on it. hiyori is surprisingly the one most terrified of letting go. and like i said…. 10 year long time loop being processed in a 12/13 year old brain.. hibiya is SUPER self aware. he makes sure of it

ok and. heh. haruka. THE WHOLE HIBIYA HIYORI AND HARUKA THING COULD BE ITS OWN POST… SO… IM LEAVING IT HERE CUZ THIS IS ALREADY SUPER LONG but im just gonna say. hibiya's IN DENIAL of konoha being gone. he keeps expecting haruka to go away. hibiya THINKS he's super mature, and he is for his age bc of all this shit and his willingness to understand his problems and everyone else's. and everyone else also think he is mature, but this is just something he can't stop being a 12 year old about. his friend is gone! WHY does it have to be gone!?!? especially in an ending where hiyori is back. if she wasnt, then he'd be more accepting of the losses bc there were 2 both konoha and hiyori and like it becomes another whole thing abt letting go and mourning but if she is back…everything is supposed to be perfect!! everyone made it back!! why couldn't konoha? why does it have to be gone? its not fair! he doesnt care this haruka was the body's true owner!! konoha was his friend! it also deserved to live as much as this haruka guy!!! why is HE more important!!!?!?!?!? and he just. he's just insanely immature abt it. and he knows he is but truth is he's just really fucking sad and regretful about konoha being gone. i could also talk about hiyori and harukas feelings abt it but heheh yeah this is super long. erm. hibiyita el chiquito <3 hibiya throwing a tantrum in front of the whole dan abt how it isnt fair and how he wishes haruka would just die. LMAO. he is 12. if anyone has fic commissions open Eye eye

also erm wholesome one before i end it. he makes little miniature dolls of the whole dan<3 he's BAD at typing on his new smartphone but since he lives away hes always texting in the gc<3 he gets super into mobile games<3 amongus fan hibiya asking all his grownup friends with jobs and no time for amongus if anyone can play with him<3 they do bc theyre busy but there will always be time to amongus with friends<3

[autisticempathydaemon]

Hi! sending in an ask for the Redacted Audio matchups just cuz I'm curious~

What song are you fixated on at the moment? What lyric or verse, and why?

Oooh, I'm very hyper fixated on "I will survive" covered by Post-Modern Jukebox in a 40s Jazz style. I just love that specific era of music in jazz, I don't know what to say. Everything about this song has me in a bit of a tizzy because I've been working on something related to it recently and the verse:

"Go on now, go, walk out the door

Just turn around now

'Cause you're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?

You think I'd crumble?

You think I'd lay down and die?"

I've been in a very "I don't give a fuck about other's problems with me" mood and it's been hitting that itch of just not caring about things that aren't working for my good.

What is your Enneagram type?

I'm a Type Four actually, the individualist!

Do you love gargantuan Youtube video essays, and if so, which is your favorite and why?

Ooooh yes I do! I happen to really love a particular video essay by Super Eyepatch Wolf regarding what undertale did to the internet because it's just such a fun and entertaining dissection of how a fandom I used to be a part of behaved and grew beyond its original expectations into something so widely known and self sustaining. Plus I do like his accent.

Tell me about your childhood imaginary friend.

I would tell you but I did not have or I don't remember having one. For a lot of my life, I recall being very grounded in what was in front of me so I don't think I remember ever creating a friend that wasn't there, I just did stuff by myself to entertain myself.

What is your go-to way to fall asleep?

Oh that's easy, I put on some hot camomile/herbal tea, drink, lay in bed while I listen to something and then fall asleep–either that or succumb to tiredness and fall into bed.

If you had to change your name, what would it be, and why? (In tandem, if you have changed your name, why did you pick that one?)

I picked my new name because I wanted a name that reminded me of light/the sun or something that sounded like you'd hear as the name of an angel or a celestial body. I just wanted to evoke the presence of something like that when you heard it so upon hearing it, there would be a nice warm vibe.

What is your favorite of Redacted’s audios, and why?

"Getting Dressed up for you Feisty Werewolf Boyfriend". I have to say, I actually do like getting dolled up for things and I like attention so when this combined both of those things, then I was sold and it just has some great lines in there from Milo and his accent comes out in the sweetest of ways + THE LAP TEST!!! Never wanted to find my ass in someone's lap that fast in my life.

What Redacted boy holds no appeal to you, and why? Like, not the one you hate but the one who you don’t get the hype for. (I won’t judge, I promise.)

I'm gonna be honest, it's Vega. I can't sit still and listen to him, I think he's very interesting and that's he's got such a good setup for his role in the redacted universe but outside of his BAs, I don't care for him much. Like, yeahhh, It's not that I don't like him, I just don't care for him.

Tell me about that one book/movie/tv show you know all the words to.

Gods, I have not watched a TV show in a while, or a movie…I've read books but I just don't do it as often because I have things to do…hmmmmmmmm, I'm gonna probably out myself as a marvel fan because I can still tell you shit about the movies, shows and comics if asked. I've ingrained so much of it into my mind that it's second hand knowledge. I did it solely because I dove into the fandom and just started absorbing everything about black panther but then I just subtly started absorbing stuff about other characters and now I just know things about them.

Which Redacted boy are you platonically attracted to? Like- forget dating, which dude do you want to be your best friend?

Gavin. Like, yes we'd fuck around but I just see him more as a friend I would fuck around with and maybe just keep it that way because he just vibes that way to me. Like we really could just be good friends and that would be all I need and I'd treat his confession like that of how much he appreciated me as a person. It's iffy because I may actually like him but I see him more as a friend.

Do you have a go-to thing you ramble about when you’re tired, and if so, what is it? (For example, my boyfriend knows I’m ready to sleep when I start talking about space.)

People know I'm tired if I start rambling about anything that's brought up. Like I'll go into a tangent about fucking cheese just to not have to sleep at all and it's really just like that.

Tell me your go-to gas station and drink combo.

I don't go to gas stations very often given that I don't get a lot of car rides and I don't own a car so…yeah…the last one I went to was a shell gas station and I had a coke with me and that was…a month ago? Yeah I think.

Tell me about your favorite playlist at the moment.

My fave playlist would have to be one I made for Sweetheart because of all the songs I placed on it. There's a lot of songs I put on there that I relate to and the energy I put into building it was meant to evoke that of someone who was somewhere close to being a mystery and a badass whilst also having gifted kid trauma and being a mischievous person that gets love sick pretty hard. The song I'd say that did start that playlist tho was "Who is she" by I Monster just given how much it really spoke as SH to me, making them seem like such an alluring but complex mystery that was both so close but so out of reach. It just hits for early SH to me and I love it so much for them to be seen as something that has an enticing presence but is one revered as an entity beyond understanding.

If you're talking about redacted playlists tho (because I got confused) then it's the seer obscura playlist. There's so much lore about seers in between there and I find Morgan absolutely charming so it's a fun mix of me getting to know lore and getting to know a person which feeds my ever curious mind in the best way possible.

What’s your guilty pleasure media, and why?

Hmmmmmmm…Don't judge me, but I do actually really like hearing about scary urban legends/stories/mythology. I don't know what to say about it? I love the thrill of getting scared about something that may or may not exist and being immersed in everything about the mystery and fright of it all. That's why I like stuff such as TMA, Eldritch horror, Malevolent, SCPs and horror.

And whatever else you think tells me about who you are!

I am an artist/writer that picks up new interests and hobbies like a cat lady picks up stray cats. I love pushing the limits of what I can do to see how wide of a skill set I can give myself just because I both love the hobby and because I find the process of learning it all and experimenting with the hobby interesting. I also am polyamorous and love dating Sims which is ironic because of the fact that they usually make you pick one person to be with but I like going through the different routes just to see what everyone is like.

I don't know why it's so funny and cute, but I just love the idea of taking someone who lives and breathes horror and pairing them with Milo, that big, fucking, scaredy wolf.

That's not the only reason I like y'all as a pair, of course. The fandom vibe seems to be that Milo loves big band jazz/swing music, and I am inclined to agree. A cat lover deserves another cat lover, someone that will love Aggro. In the end, though, can't you just imagine Milo listening to The Magnus Archives? He'd jump so high in the air, even though there's so few auditory jump scares. I can just hear him in my head, griping "How does this Jonathan Sims motherfucker come up with this bullshit? And who names their main character after themself? Who does that?"

Though, in a way, I can see every Redacted boi in a poly relationship of some sort and form, Milo is definitely my favorite to headcanon for that. There's something about his character, charm, and playfulness that, I think, would allow him to be matched with anyone and maintain this natural, easy-going chemistry, which I'll touch more on in the Runner-Ups segment.

Song:

Pardon the way that I stare/ There's nothin' else to compare/ The sight of you leaves me weak/ There are no words left to speak

Ya like jazz? lol couldn't resist but, yeah, I love big, cheesy, jazzy numbers for Milo, the kind he'd showboat and dance to, twirling you around the house. It doesn't get more classic than that. I could totally imagine Marie liking this type of music too, and so it's really heartwarming if that's something they have in common.

Runner-Ups:

So this was really fun to consider, because my criteria for this was not just who's a good match for you but also who's a good match for you and Milo? Lasko comes first to mind, because @friendlyfaded invaded my brain like a gorgeous, intelligent invasive species and convinced me they'd be lovely together. Their contrasting extro/introverted natures would complement each other, and they'd both be terrible babies when it comes to horror which amuses me deeply. I'd also consider Asher as he and Milo have an established history and rapport that could transition into a beautiful romantic relationship. Asher's Enneagram type, the 9w8, would help, as I think it makes him an excellent beta and would make him a really good partner and mediator.

Note: I have no practical experience with polyamory so I hope this was okay and made sense and that you liked it!

Want a match-up of your own? Read this post, and tell me about yourself! 💌

[beatricebidelaire]

also listened to this episode on songwriter podcast with Andrew Sean Greer & Handler and Star's Torquil Campbell

(u can listen to Torq and DH's song 'Not The Best' at 30:50)

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ASG: He's the person I often write with in a cafe - we go swimming in the Pacific Ocean every morning when we're both in town, and then we go and write at a cafe, and he writes really fast in his yellow legal pad and I write very slowly on a computer, but - we're present for each other, making this work, we're present for reading it for each other, and he is incredibly supportive and honest in a way you have to be, if you understand your friend is trying to do a good job. I remember he once - we had a drinks date, and he was going to read over a draft of a novel of mine, and he had the gimlet already waiting at the table at the bar, and I sat down and he said, Andy, it is an honor to watch you struggle with a work of art.

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(handler and his yellow legal pad! it's so fun hearing that after reading about DH mentioning it in his memoir)

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TC: I'm Daniel Handler - no, I'm Torquil Campbell. How I inhabit the world? In a state of panic, lots of the time. I like to make music, and, uh, once acted, and I'm a father to someone taller than me.

DH: I'm Daniel Handler (TC: woooo) sometimes I write under the name Lemony Snicket, thank you very much. I am the father of someone shorter than I am, and Torq and I have known each other for 149 years.

TC: Come this Tuesday. It's 149 years this Tuesday.

DH: I will say that I met Mr. Campbell when I was already an admirer of his work. Which I think is a nice way to met new artists.

TC: You [???] okay. You thought I was pretty young.

DH: I did. I thought you were steadily improving.

(laughter)

DH: Yes. We like to remember that I wrote a fairly good, but not excellent review -

TC: - a nice three - a solid three star review for chickfactor, that's how we -

DH: - for the music magazine chickfactor for his - for the Stars EP, The Comeback. I said, yeah, you know, it's good

TC: I think I'll damn these people with fake praise, he thought to himself.

DH: I thought to myself, if you read chickfactor, this is where you get your information, you deserve anything I can dish out.

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TC: It's inevitable to me, as a person who hates being alone, and loves hanging out, that every close friend I have who's an artist, I try and get them to make some art with me. Because it's fun, it's like, if you were both tennis players and you never played tennis, but I think the reason it's happened so much with me and Daniel cuz we've done it quite a lot now, to very little results, let me point out, this is our big moment, we sort of, have the same world that we live in as makers of things. We like talking about the same things, I think, and we have the same - like, in my mind, if you're making stuff, there's a secret story you've had since you were making seven or eight years old, there's like a moment in time, a little thing that you dreamed of in your head all the time. And that world is something indescribable to anyone else. But you try, the whole of your life, when you're making things to capture this one little thing in your head that you can't quite express. And I think those things in our heads are quite similar for me and Dan. Plus, we both work fast, we don't fuck around, and tug our [???] ... It's just art, you can make more of it. If it's not good, you can try again. It's hard to find someone like that. I know a lot of great artists agonize over the experience of making art, and Daniel and I don't, really. We just make it, you know, like people make latkes, or something.

DH: Yeah, I mean I would say that we have a certain sense of heartbreak, and that that heartbreak is made more poignant by its disposability, so that's both in real life, I think, like when you're crying in a train station, but you have a sense of how many people have cried in a train station, and how tiresome it is, so you're crying in a train station and that makes you cry harder, I think we have that sense, and also in art, you know, in pop music, there's like a beautiful moment, and it makes you weepy, and it makes you full of longing, but it's like, just a song, that it's going to be over - I've tried to write books like that, where it's like, oh, you're reading and you're having a wonderful time, but I don't see them as some immense monument that's in the history of literature because I think that we make our own monuments in literature and music and art and that they're all disposable even when they feel dearest to us. So I would say that's how it felt. Meeting Torq is that we have an understanding of it. He was like oh I write some of those books and they break my heart and I'm like, oh I'm always working on one. And I was like, but this album, man it's amazing, and you're like, eh. It's. Like. We tried our best. Moving on. And so I think that's where we intersect. And it's a nice place to be. But also I think that yeah we both like to work, so when we're in the same town in particular, we'll take a walk, we'll have lunch, and it's like, what else are we supposed to do now?

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DH: I mean I guess I should say that Andy Greer is one of my closest friends, and so part of this collaboration was knowing Torq and Andy. Andy and I work together but we don't collaborate. We, um -

TC: commiserate. You commiserate!

DH: We commiserate. We do kind of parallel play, he and I will go to a cafe and we'll sit at a table together and we'll pay no attention to each other and we'll work. Then we'll kind of take off our headphones or whatever, we'll have a short conversation but it's often about precisely what you're talking about, about how do you capture what is so powerful and so heartbreaking about things that are so ordinary. And I think pop music is kind of the distillation of that, right? Because it's like, a little thing, it's like 3 minutes long, it's made to be played on the radio between two other things that are like that. But also it's trying to get you to this place try to put finger on some large emotional moment.

TC: I don't know that novelists think music - pop music - as particularly magical. I think any novelists who's tried to get involved in pop music - and I'm not, I'm not trying to be funny here - it's the easiest art form there is. There is no easier art form than writing a pop song. You can literally not know how to make music at all. You can be tone deaf, and high on PCP, and just picked up an instrument 20 minutes ago, and if you believe you're fucking cool, and you hang in there long enough, you'll write something good. Like, it is not about skills.

DH: This is such, like, utter nonsense.

TC: (laughter) It's not!

DH: This is like Serena Williams is being like, you just - here's a little net, it's not that tall, so you take this thing, what is called, a racket, and you just do it, it's not that hard! And you just do it every day and you get better.

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DH: Torq was a child star in Canada -

TC: - and America, I was the star of a Hollywood movie, Daniel, you're wrong already.

DH: He worked in America but he was a star in Canada. I have been walking on the street with Torq and seen him recognized from being an adorable little lovable boy. (TC: all the time). And then he continued to act and he comes from a rich theatrical family, by rich I mean rich in artistry. He's the only pop musician I know, who when he told his family that he was going to be a pop musician, they were like, "But acting! Why aren't acting? Obviously you should act!" Every other family listed every other occupation except acting and they said at least he's not going to become an actor. But Torq's family said, "Oh my god why aren't you acting? Why aren't you in the incredibly stable world of the theater?"

TC: My father would constantly said to me that "you've given the music thing a try, it's time to go back to what you were sure about, have some security, go back to being an actor."

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TC: Daniel is a San Franciscan and I think that's important to his life -

DH: - it is -

TC: - because he loves that city a lot, he's very in touch with the mythology of it, and I think that informed a lot of his early imaginations about what he wanted to write about. I think he wanted to be a writer all along, but he played the piano and he sang. He was a boy tenor as a child star, but in a much more snooty, highfalutin way -

DH: - I was a boy soprano!

TC: - than me. We just did workaday TV shows. This guy was in the opera.

DH: Sure I had a beautiful soprano voice. My parents had said they considered castration to continue my career. But I do think exposure to opera at a young age had a melodramatic effect on me.

TC: If you take a little bit of opera and you take a foggy San Francisco day and you take a lot of like, Edward Gorey pictures and stuff, you sit there and you come up with this idea for a kids book about how life is really quite terrifying, things are bound to go wrong. But you want to be like, you know, you have this other thing where you're like, I'm a novelist, I can't go around writing books like this and expecting to be taken seriously. I'll come up with some stupid name and see if I can sell it to somebody. And before you know it, Jim Carrey wants to have brunch because he doesn't understand the character well enough. You're tooting around with Ben Gibbard,

DH: aw. And it should be said that Mr. Campbell is skipping talking about Stephin Merritt because he gets real cranky about Stephin Merritt.

TC: They were mean! They were - first big gig we ever had opening for Magnetic Fields, I was over the moon because I'm a huge Magnetic Fields fan, tried to talk to him, okay, maybe I'm a little overbearing, maybe he was - maybe I'm annoying, that's possible, that's what my wife says. Maybe I'm not! Maybe I'm a great guy! He never gave me a chance.

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DH: The nice thing about playing the accordion is that you're probably the best accordion player that anybody knows.

the name Andrew Sean Greer popped up in atatwe twice so i searched he and DH's name together and found this youtube video from 15 years ago. anyway, love listening to DH talk about sanfran

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(on living in San Fran)

DH: same thing that's attractive about living here is the same thing that's attractive about [???] fiction. it's a city where there's everything going on, has its on rich history and also its own very strong amnesia about history, and that it's a city so many people come to.

([??] i think it sounded that he said science fiction but i feel like im not sure if that fits with the context)

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DH: I sometimes feel like I'm an uptight San Francisco novelist, and there are not very many of us. They're more kind of wild and free ... Mark Twain kind of beat. Noir. All that stuff that's kind of unshackled and crazy.

ASG: Well we're here having a quarter of a whiskey ...

DH: Yes! That's right

ASG: ... in the afternoon

DH: a sip of [??] whiskey before five. What's wilder than that?

(i'm guessing [??] is brand name but i couldn't hear it clearly)

[xmaruu11]

cBeeduo and Parenting, an analysis

Question:

Do you think being parents is a good fit to their character?

YES ABSOLUTELY YES! there's so many reasons why them forming a family makes so much sense, but the most obvious ones is that for the first time in what we see, they are able to realize and see everything that made them who they are and what they want the future to be. They both know how fucked up and how messed up the world was for them, and with Michael we see how that is finally hitting them. And because of that, they will do anything to keep him safe, but also let him learn about life on his own. I say this last part cuz it was confirm canon that both beeduo spend time with him and go on walks and are actually very lovable parents.

When it comes to parenting I do think its super interesting to think about how they are as characters. I think Tubbo is more of a "respect the rules" parent and Ranboo is more a permissive parent. However they are both good in their own way.

When I say Tubbo is more of a "respect the rules", I mean it in the most positive and healthy way. He was raised like that and he is a person that follows rules constantly. However, he would never let Michael feel like he is not being heard, like he often felt like. So I imagine Tubbo is more of a parent who listens to his kid so that way, the kid knows their opinion matters and they end up respecting the adult as well in the process. Mutual respect.

For example, if it's bath time and Michael is doing his own stuff, he would let Michael know its bath time but not force him to go, rather, he will phrase it in the sense that it's still something Michael needs to do, but he still has a say in the matter. If Michael is busy playing or reading, Tubbo would say "after you finish what you're doing, it's bath time" and then ask him "do you want me to take some of your toys so you can play there". Bath time is still an obligation, but Michael has still some control on the situation to make it more enjoyable for himself.

When I say Ranboo is more of a permissive parent, I do say he is more of the one that spoils Michael the most, cuz that's how he shows affection and that he cares for people. If Michael wants a cookie, he gives it to him. I would say Ranboo is "the poster dad", nothing bad, a lot of kids like him... because he is more permissive and lets them do what they want. Ranboo doesn't have a spine with adults, do you think he will have one with kids /lh.

He is also the one that when a kid makes a mess or gets overwhelmed, instead of walking them through and let them do it, he walks them through but does it himself. Let's put as an example, Michael makes a mess and spills his cocoa milk everywhere, what Ranboo does it's, first, comfort Michael and tell him everything is okay, that he isn't in trouble. Then what he does is that he makes Michael stay there and explain what to do after something like that happens, but instead of letting Michael do it, he does it himself and lets Michael watch while he learns.

Both of them have different ways of parenting, and they are both good. I think having a parenting arc was golden for them and makes me so happy /srs

[pufflocks]

Hc's of kuroo, aone, atsumu & iwaizumi reacting too their male s/o's cute whimpers? Honestly boys who whimper make me just.. 💀 * me saying that as someone that whimpers

Summary: I honestly think about this every so often. Something about whimpering s/o's is just so cute. Weather its SFW or NSFW. Seeing them quiver near you is so heartwarming and beautiful. Top or bottom whimpering is A+. Also ty for my first Headcanon request. You might just get your own anon or sum cuz- 💛

Warnings: NSFW { Whimpering } • proof read

Cast: Bottom!M!Reader, Kuroo, Aone, Atsumu, Iwaizumi

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♧ Kuroo -> Grinding against each other in the early morning is always something you both did to wake the other up. Legs always somehow tangled together like vines and the blanket barely hanging off your king sized bed. Humming as you rub your eyes from slumber, you instinctively snuggle closer to your tall boyfriend. His body heat and ember scent engulfing you like a flame as you slowly moved your growing morning wood to his front. Small hums and "Mmm.."'s escaping your chapped lips as you sped up your pace. Your member completely hard at this point and peeking for attention. "Ah..- baby..~" You didnt attempt to cover your mouth as you dragged your into the body beside you. Your constant movement waking the noir being from his slumber. "Hmm.." He hummed as he gripped your hips, pulling you closer to his body as he let you rut pathetically. "Shhh.. baby. Rut it out and cum for me." With that, your body spasms and shakes as you jolt and whimper in his broad chest. Your breath evening out as slumber washes over you. "There you go my handsome boy~"

◇ Aone -> The evenings is where your favorite person come to your house. Aone, your boyfriend would usually come through the door with a slight furrow in his brows. Only settling his "grrr face" immediately because, well, you were also his favorite person too. "Bunny boy you're back !" You teasd. You were the only one who could call him that so he shoved his irritation somewhere else. Your boyfriend walked to through the door almost immediately getting tackled by his lover. "Come, I wanted to try something today." Aone knew what you meant by "try". He still followed you down the hall regardless. "Sit please." He sat. Your smile on your face was toothy as you eagerly sat on his lap. Kissing his face promptly before slowly grinding down. The friction not only shocked the white haired male, but made his pants bulge only after 3 minutes of doing your inticing ministrations. "Y/n.." He huffed as his pants got uncomfortable. Although you weren't listening as you yourself was focusing on your hips rolling in a hypnotizing motion. "Aone- Aone- I feel you.." You smirked lopsidedly as you went slower to feel his imprint, your own dick twitching in your trousers. This didn't go past your quiet boyfriend as he gripped your hips, not harshly of course, and started to press your ass firmly against his pelvis. You slowly went limp in his arm as you whimpered how close you were. "Y-yeah..?" He asked. How cute he was when trying to be dominant. You nodded frantically as your orgasm washed over you. His face grew red at the whimpers and hums of satisfaction coming through your lips. "Pretty." He whispered. Dazed expression plastered right on his face looking at his lover slowly fall in an easy slumber. You both laid down after.

♡ Atsumu -> It was nothing new. Your whimpers were always heard in some shape or form around your boyfriend. Whether you were upset he was being a douche hiding your stuff, or the classic fact of simply grinding deep in you. During sex with Atsumu, he would let loose and usually is the main one heard. You were heard, yes, but his growls and grunts hushed your own pathetic pants and moans. Today was different though. He wanted to take it slow. Enjoy you. You were kinda struck that he actually, first in never, wanted to have soft core sex. Sliding in and out of you with soft caresses on your bare chest. "Feel me, babe ?" He had pressed softly on your stomach where the bulge of his dick. The slow pace finally got to you completely when he laid sideways. His breath was faint on the hairs of your neck. The edge you had could make you shed a few tears as how skillfully he brushed on the nerves deep inside you. Your own cock was leaking on your thigh as he hushed praises on how fucking handsome and hit you seemed. That he should go this slow more often. "Babe- fuck, please go a bit faster." Your whimpers fell on lost ears as Atsumu's head was promptly nestled in the crook of your neck. He was far gone, only taking in all you had from your body with loving strokes to your body.

♤ Iwaizumi -> First time he probably heard you whimper was when you rode him reverse cowgirl in the locker rooms. It was just after a successful game and after everyone had left the lockers he took it upon himself to get his dick wet. "Fuck, Y/N.. Thank you for being here in this win." He praised. You were giving very alluring ruts with your hips, wearing his sweat covered Jersey. It was a hell of a big turn on for him. Him seeing his handsome boyfriend wearing anything that was his was such a turn on. It barely draped over your ass giving him a sight of one of favourite eye candies — along with seeing you writhe in the moonlight on a late Saturday night. "Haji, haji-," you whimpered. You were desperate for release since the new position rubbed you exactly the right way. "Gonna cum, babe ? Come for me." With that, you let lose as he sneakily jacked the last drops out of you. He came straight after from the sight in front of him. "You did good out there, Haji." You were now turned facing him as you both cuddled in the after glow. "I was tryin' to impress my number 1 fan."

[foccaccia]

games i love and u should play, in no particular order:

chrono trigger

an old jrpg from the 90s, chrono trigger is a fantasy/sci-fi game about time travel, magic, and robots, with a fun plot, good gameplay, incredible characters, and one of the best soundtracks ever written.

youll find chrono trigger on best video game lists for a reason. its old, but its great. in fact, chrono trigger was the start and the inspiration for a lot of both jrpg mechanics and other games themselves.

ct is just one of those games You Should Play if you like video games. the base plot doesnt take forever - estimates are at about 20 hours, but you can speed through way faster - or, take the time to get over 10 endings, finish side quests, and have fun.

the beginners guide:

you know the Stanley Parable? this is the same creator.

the beginners guide is a short, introspective game i think everyone who creates content should play. its narrative, a man walking and talking you through short strange little games that his friend coda made. its about the process of creation, the reason, the rewards. the setbacks.

this is one of those games i had to sit quietly for a little bit after playing and feel some stuff. i try and replay it now and then, just cuz.

hatoful boyfriend:

okay. yes. i see all my friends groaning. youre about to as well. but hear me out.

hatoful boyfriend is a japanese dating sim with a twist.

you are a high school age human girl.

you go to a school for birds.

also, you live in a cave.

hatoful boyfriend is one of those games you think is a joke parody - and youre right, mostly, except if you stick with it long enough you stop laughing at the silly photorealistic bird jpegs. usually this is because youre either screaming or crying, but hey.

get through all the base routes and youll unlock the True Arc, which happens to be a murder mystery - and also explains what the fuck is up with the birds. and the human.

just. yes, the bird dating game (and its sequel, holiday star) has a plot. it has a lot of plot twists. some of em youll see coming. some of them you most certainly wont. listen, if you can barrel through the weirdness of it, its a fun, wild ride, and it has what is probably my favorite video game protagonist of all time.

(you, the player character, have base stats of 1 wisdom, 5 charisma, and 800 vitality. you run around screaming things like "MY HUNTER GATHERER BLOOD BOILS" before drop kicking your classmates, your heart is the size of the sun, and you wrestle buffalo for fun. this does not even begin to describe hiyoko's strangeness.)

undertale:

youre reading this on tumblr.

you know what undertale is.

just ignore the fans and the fandom and youll have a good time.

breath of the wild:

you probably know this one too. one of the more recent legend of zelda games, botw is an open world jrpg about a young hero waking up in the wild with no memories, but a huge responsibility.

listen. listen. i dont like games with fighting mechanics that require me to respond quickly. i am slow and bad at games. i also dont like games that are easy to get lost in, bc i am very easily lost, and botw has a HUGE open map. but this is probably one of my top three favorite games ever.

botw has it all - and all of it is amazing and unforgettable. characters, plot, gameplay, music, scenery, heartbreak, comedy-

this is another game you could blow through pretty quickly, or you could do what i did and finish every single sidequest and shrine and upgrade every piece of armor and then track down all 900 korok seeds. its up to you.

night in the woods:

indie side scroller/point and click about a 20 year old coming home from college to her hometown, a dying ex-mining backwater place called possum springs.

nitw is a mystery game, but its also about friendship, mental illness, the supernatural, and the slow, steady, inexorable decline of poor towns and the people in them as jobs disappear and the world crumbles.

its also really, really funny.

nitw also has two little side games - longest night and lost constellation - that are good!

stardew valley:

this is just a cute little farming sim. its well made. its fun. its addicting.

inherit a farm from ur grandfather as he dies on a fucked up bed, then escape to it from your menial soul-sucking office job to grow parsnips, raise cows, pet dogs, be gay, fall in love, make jam, fall down mineshafts, hit slime with swords, and buy probably-not irradiated sprinklers from a blob man in the sewers.

i have too many hours in this game.

pokemon mystery dungeon: explorers of sky

i am very tired of pokemon main games. i have been for years. i firmly advocate that the side games are where its at - and pmd:eos is The Best pokemon side game.

you are an amnesiac human-turned pokemon alongside your best friend, as you join an adventurers guild to explore new lands as well as rescue pokemon in need. but somethings going very wrong in the world, and you might just be connected to it all.

explorers of sky is like, the final version with more stuff, but time/darkness are both versions as well.

even when the plot twists are pretty foreseeable (this is a game written for kids, its pokemon) theyre still really good. i remember being a kid as my sister and i played this together and we both sobbed our little hearts out.

the soundtrack is phenomenal, and the gameplay is fun. its just a good game, yall!

off:

off is a french rpg with a free english translation available for download.

off is weird. you, the batter, are on a mission to purify the world. you travel through the zones of the world, defeating spirits and learning more and more about the strange, anxious drone-like inhabitants, the intimidating guardians, and the weird little side characters you meet - and, eventually, the strange child at the heart of it all.

off is slightly spooky, with a plot that that takes a bit to unravel, but its definitely worth it.

monster prom/camp:

a very lgbt+ friendly series, monster prom is a single or multiplayer american dating sim that really digs into the whole monster schtick. you pick your avatar from a list of monstrous choices, and then increase your stats in hope of being cool, charming, smart, etc enough to pick the right dialogue option and woo your intended monster beau.

monster prom is crass and heartfelt, with numerous wild and wacky endings. play it in a group, play it alone, but its funny and sweet either way.

summon an eldritch deity to watch naruto with you, aid your demon boyfriend in his quest to punch the sun, learn the meaning of life with a computer, get really high on illegal and dangerous substances with a ghost, and so much more.

inside:

spooky little puzzle side scroller/platformer

you are a little boy and you are trying to go somewhere. the world is grey and is trying to kill you.

something is very wrong.

[cornwaiidesu]

also not that it matters but I will specify that I've considered myself agnostic for years and years now, but I grew up christian so I can't help but be superstitious about some things. I still believe in hell but that's probably more because of self-loathing and depression reasons. that I deserve what's coming to me and stuff, blah blah blah.

my mother's side of the family are very religious and that's why I felt I was when I was younger but none of it was because I liked any of the ideas, it was all fear based. that my family wouldn't accept me and that I'd go to hell, like I said. I was baptized in like 6th or 7th grade. I was pretty serious for a while, even though I've known since I was a kid that I'm queer. I just kind of earmuffed those parts and would roll my eyes at my mom cuz BEING QUEER IS FUN.

with the war going on now, my grandmother implied to me last week that I need to get baptized again because she thinks I wasn't seriously committed when I did as a kid. which is insulting and ironic! ₍⁠₍⁠ ⁠◝⁠(⁠　ﾟ⁠∀⁠ ﾟ⁠ ⁠)⁠◟⁠ ⁠⁾⁠⁾

tonight my dad was telling me stories about when he was a ranger and how he'd beat people's heads in with his rifle and watch on the news about conflicts starting in other countries and laughing because he knew it was him and his battalion that caused them. and I told him to stop because honestly, I don't really like knowing my dad has killed people. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ I don't like that he thinks it's cool to be violent.

he had a stroke in 2020 and his personality has changed so much. he goes off on racist and homophobic and sexist tangents and thinks it's so funny, that he's telling it like it is when really he's fucking embarrassing. not that black people can't be racist but fuck me if it doesn't look fucking STUPID. you're gonna tell your black daughter you wish you could punch black women in the face because all they do is bitch? that all the African cna's at the nursing home are fucking monkeys that need to learn English?

all of this to say that tonight with the national address I said I was gonna go home because I didn't want to listen to biden. and dad asked 'you don't side with Palestine so you?" and I am the first to admit I am not fucking educated on this stuff because I DO know that it's all complicated. and all I said is that. "I know that it's complicated." and that motherfucker had the nerve to ask me "why do you hate Jews?" says the man that before has YELLED an antisemitic joke over and over again just to make me mad before. because all I asked was for him to stop, he kept saying it louder and louder like a fucking toddler. and he's gonna put words in my mouth like that.

but truly the kicker was him telling me I need to educate myself about all of this.......... by reading the fucking bible. the man that relishes how ruthless and disgusting he was in the army. I need to stop reading the news and read the bible and then I'll understand cuz it's "not that easy". does he even fucking listen to himself?

"don't get mad"

"no I am mad because you're talking to me like I'm stupid"

"no I'm not."

yes. you talking to me like I'm dumb arrogant teenager who thinks she's "right about everything" (his own words when I said I don't like a Tim Allen TV show but I digress) when I'm 33 fucking years old and I know how to fucking read the news and articles and listen and comprehend things other than fucking fox news.

I'm clearly very angry at my dad. 🙃 this was a bit of a vent post because my sister kind of gave up listening to me like she tends to do now because she doesn't have the capacity to care, which I don't blame her. that's fair. stilllowkeyannoyingnegl.

no. I'm not gonna quick get baptized because the rapture is coming cuz ITS FUCKING NOT. ITS FUCKING STUPID. THERE ARE LITERALLY SO MANY OTHER CONTRIBUTING FACTORS TO THE WORLD ENDING. and for my grandmother and my father, which neither of them even like each other that's the other irony of all of this, both of them to tell me to read an old stupid fucking book so I can know what's going on currently at this very moment because I'm too dumb to understand otherwise?

fuck off with that. byeeeee.

I officially renounce christianity :P

[twisted-tales-told]

Alright I’m here for Part Two which is: Jegulus fics that have either already Hurt Me To My Bones, or I am predicting will Hurt Me To My Bones. 

Choices by Messermoon If you’re reading this, and its not in the top five things in life thats causing you pain, then I simply do not understand how your brain works. In other words, I’m dying out here guys. I found it at 14 chapters long. The prank had just happened, I caught up in one night and ONLY THEN did I see the canon compliant tag aka. I didn’t stand a chance. The meer existence of Lupercal fundamentally changed me as a human being, and Mia somehow became my favourite fictional character I’ve ever had the honour of reading about. Reading this makes me so thankful I learned how to bookbind last year, because making my pretty typesets is How I’m Coping. I also just owe a huge debt of gratitude to this fic because it reminded me why I love writing and gave me the courage to apply to creative writing school. I found out last week I got in.

Don't worry, darlin' by achylss has already hurt me, and will hurt me more. I’ve accepted my fate. I don’t know how to describe it but the line “One couldn't yield such a storm without peculiar strength and bravery.” reframed my entire perspective on how I treat myself when I’m struggling with my mental health. This fic has some content warnings so make sure you check those but if you’re in a good place I really recommend. I could not describe what it’s about if I tried, I won’t do it justice. 

Drugs and surgical scrubs by anauro Believe it or not it hasn’t actually hurt me yet but boy do I think it’s going to. Basically The Marauders are drug addicts, Regulus is an anesthesiologist, and after an *Altercation* leaves James with a stab wound Sirius guilts Regulus into looking after him. It is a very realistic portrayal of drug addiction. What made me fall in love with this fic was, first of all getting to read all the cool medical terms and what they mean, and secondly Marlene Mckinnon being Regulus’ queer confidant and surrogate big sister. Also Andromeda and Ted. Just them both being there made me so happy. 

Flowers by gwenstacylvr Okay Listen. Theres a story as to why this one is on my list and I have not known peace since I read it. (content warning: Regulus dies via suicide attempt in this fic, and it’s about grief, moving on etc. James does fall in love with Lily, but Holy Fuck That Hurt More Somehow?)  I was minding my business on tiktok when the user pr0ngslover (I’m 99 percent sure that was the username) had posted an edit. It was to the Sufjan steven’s song Fourth of July. So basically I was already in pain, and then I had the audacity to ask if it was based off a fic. And they responding, yes, Flowers by gwenstacylvr. I went. I read The Fic. It has been almost five goddamn months and I have not mentally moved past it. I cry when I eat a kit-kat, I cry when I find the edit on my camera-roll. I could not even tell you why. I’m a bit of a stickler for structure, grammar, all that stuff when I read literally anything--honestly it’s just habit at this point. But when I tell you I don’t give a shit that the storytelling is inconsistent, or that the grammar isn’t the best in the world, I mean it, cuz it still managed to destroy me anyhow and I gotta give it that. 

Fade Into You by euphorial_docx Again, it hasn’t hurt me yet...but I think it’s gonna, and I’m willing to bet on that. The bittersweet ending tag is taunting me. I love Pandora in this So Much and I will somehow headcanon pandalily in it. I don’t care what actually happens, I will project those two being in love with every fic I read where they’re present. 

I See Stars and Painted Lies By Iwantedausername There are only three chapters in this fic so far, and it does not tag whether its canon death of James or not and that freaks me out man. Like Regulus survives the cave, but my brain will wormhole a way into worrying its gonna be canonical death ending. Basically James & Regulus were sort of together at Hogwarts but the fic really starts after he escapes the cave with the Hocrux. I love James’ characterization so far, Remus is really great too. Even if it’s not canon compliant I’ve already felt hurt at multiple points. Also, as Mary MacDonalds #1 fan, they better get her the hell out of jail real soon she deserves better. 

Anyways there’s my painful Jegulus fanfic list if you were looking to get your heart broken. 

[lunaticus-platina]

I'm only gonna talk about this once in ted tag cuz I don't wanna muck up the tag. Any other stuff related to the whole incident goes to the contedversy 2022 tag. 🚬 Oh almost forgot. Cheers to @verat9c for the awesome tag you go peep.

Hey folks. I've had a long day. I usually get long days. My days are busy. I come home, stretch my joints, try not to let all the trapped screams inside my lungs leak out of its chambers. Or fall into the sweet temptations of substance abuse. I mean coffee. I ain't a smoker and forswore alcohol a year ago. Tho the urge for a cancer stick grows every week. Especially after smth like this.

Only other addiction of mine is simpin. I open tumblr as usual and what do I see? Yeah. I peeked into Twitter all those years ago and said 'Yeah-ap. Not staying a single second longer in this hell.' And booked it. This place? At least it's fun here. But I keep forgetting most of social media's the same. But I gave away all my fucks I had in me some years ago........I'm just high on caffeine.

@tedraimisimp If ya reading this. I know you deleted your blog. I respect your decision. And no, what you did wasn't exactly wrong, you just shared your experience and ranted abit. We all do that. But you forgot, that this is tumblr.

I know you didn't ask but just so you know...that wasn't the best move. Deleting a blog after that post. People are just gonna pile on speculations and things are gonna go conspiracy level real quick. I know how it goes. Seen enough drama in my time. They already say you deleted blog because you felt threatened or some shit. You planted a ping-pong ball sized molehill, and look at em building mountain over it!

Every single social media that I've been on. Exact same pattern. Never fails once. Whether popular and well-known platform, or not. Doesn't matter. There's faintest blood in the water........piranhas gather.

What breaks my goddamned heart is a fan who excitedly prepared for an event and shared their sweet experience with us now deleted their posts over this shit. Do people not think about the consequences of their actions these days? No I ain't bashing tedraimisimp I just said what they did wasn't wrong. It's those who are blowing this outta proportion and making ops uncomfortable.

For those of you who didn't have an actual experience with Ted. Shut your goddamn trap. Fucking shut it. Let the ones who actually were there talk. I need more evidences to hear from both sides to decide what is valid or not, and all the noises are not helping.

Now the ones who posted about their actual, real, positve/negative experiences, not the 'oh someone posted and mentioned this this and this' idiots, are getting uncomfortable. Just shut the fuck up for once and learn to listen.

Someone shared their experience. That's all. Op wanted to rant because they thought this fandom was safe to talk about stuff and their concerns. You are not making it safe. Yes I like Ted Raimi as an actor. No accusing him of things when there is no actual proof is wrong. Stop making him sound like a predator.

You don't know how many people got their lives ruined over false accusations. Over here it's hella common. All I need is an evidence and I'll gladly shove all my words down my throat. It's innocent until proven guilty.

I was personally a victim of witch-hunting style bullying. One person started a rumor, things snowballed into 'That kid is mentally disabled and carries contagious disease. An orphan. They are a virus. Yuck! Hope they die so we don't have to deal with them in our class. They also steal stuffs. A thief. Check your bags!'

I never fully recovered from it. I was called a 'plague'. Reason of bullying was simple. I was a quiet bookworm. Never talked much, not smiling much. They called me a psychopath and jokingly said one day I'll bomb the school. My best friend now had a similar experience. Those who throw accusations have no idea what the fuck they are doing. People commit suicide over that shit. Fucking shut it, christ.

Now if any of you personally had an unpleasant experience with Ted. Sorry to hear that. But thx for sharing. I needed to hear more 'cuz no person is perfect and I wanted to know more flawed side of him too. If he really has a darker side, and if it's serious, it'll be revealed sooner or later. You don't get to call him terrible stuffs just because he follows someone on social media or flirted with people. Watch your language, don't say what you don't mean, although now that I think about it, that motto that I live by don't mean much on internet does it.

God, fuck, gah my social battery is dying. All I wanted was to chill over wholesome stuffs but now I got this. Imma go watch horse feeding or smth cuz this just proves animals are better to deal with than humans. I can't even write fics in this state godhelpme

[yinyangofnevermore]

“Childish”

I want to address something that I have heard many people who haven’t watched RWBY say is one of their reasons for not wanting to watch it. They say it looks more “childish.” And I have to say, that’s not accurate AT ALL.

So for all of y’all that haven’t watched RWBY cuz you think it’s “childish” this post is for you. 

(And anyone else who would like to read it. There are no big spoilers in this post.)

I mean, all you really have to do to realize that’s inaccurate is listen to the album version of I Burn, amongst others, but I digress.

I feel like folks get this vibe because they’ve seen RWBY Chibi stuff and don’t recognize that it’s a completely separate show. AND/OR because the only stuff they’ve really seen is from Volumes 1-3. Often because the people trying to get them into the show are attempting to avoid spoilers. Which is quite difficult in a show that has 8 volumes out (at the time of the writing of this post). Especially when the show has changed SO MUCH since its early days. And has just continually gotten better as the show has progressed. Both in animation quality as well as story and character development.

Which, to be fair, Volumes 1-3 (at least through the first half of V3) ARE more silly and innocent and almost childish in nature. So to really see what a lot of us in the fandom are talking about, folks have to watch beyond the first 3 volumes. Which, I understand can be a big ask for some people. 

But, the whole point of those early volumes was innocence. Not necessarily naïveté as some ppl may think. Perhaps to some extent, yes. But more innocence. The innocence experienced before one sees how the big problems of the world can butt in and destroy lives. Literally. That’s one of the ways in which this show is brilliant. You watch as the characters grow so much as they begin to understand and yet still hope that things can be better. Not that they don’t still all deal with their own individual issues in the early volumes. Like Ruby dealing with loss, Weiss dealing with neglect, Blake dealing with abuse and gaslighting, and Yang dealing with abandonment. But they go through SO MUCH MORE TRAUMA at the tail end of V3 and later as they begin to learn more about what’s really been going on.

They begin to lose that innocence, so to speak, and the show really starts to get dark in some places as they all deal with very real, very traumatizing things. PTSD, death, torture, alcoholism, abuse, gaslighting, greed, betrayal, dictatorships, etc. And what you thought the show was in the first 2.5 volumes completely turns on its hinges. 

Now, that’s not to say that the show is like SUPER dark and depressing later on either. It is still very much a hope punk show. And, even in later, darker volumes, it still brings in those silly, lighthearted moments. But it deals with so much more. 

The show starts off in much the same way as other, similar types of shows. And you begin to think that the course of it will be much the same, with good triumphing over evil. Especially when a lot of the characters in RWBY are based on fairy tales and similar types of stories. But it’s not that simple. Life ISN’T a fairy tale. RWBY ISN’T a fairy tale. Despite what it may seem like early on.

You can see that clearly enough with Cinder’s character as the show goes on. Cinder is, essentially, CRWBY saying, “What would have happened if Cinderella took so much abuse she SNAPPED.” 

Doesn’t sound so childish, does it? 

[awigglycultist]

Okay so, to all the new starkid fans: welcome!! I'm incredibly excited that there are more fans in the fandom, can't wait to see all the fics and art and such, and seeing starkid get more attention is great!

I know there's been quite a bit of mixed reaction coming from the starkid fandom, a lot of people are very excited, a lot of people are also nervous about the new fans, and I've seen people who are just, completely hating this.

So let me try and give some advice to both the new starkid fandom coming from mcyt and the rest of the starkid fandom.

Please, please, tag stuff that has to do with mcyt as mcyt (or if you're talking about the ranboo's stream tag that as ranboo and tubbo), I think most people are good at this but it's important. There are several starkid fans who are triggered but mcyt or just hate it, or simply don't want to see a bunch of mcyt things in the starkid tag cuz they aren't into mcyt.

Be respectful. This goes to both sides. First of all to the mcyt fandom, be respectful to the starkid actors, this is a problem that the SK fandom already has and were worried that having a bunch of new fans will make this problem worse. So just don't be respectful, don't ask the actors about their personal lives and such. And to the SK fandom: be respectful to the mcyt fandom, I know having a huge influx of fans is shocking and crazy and a lot to take in I know some of you don't like mcyt or the mcyt fandom, but please if you don't want to see mcyt stuff, simply block mcyt tags, and maybe help the new fans out and tell them what they should be tagging as what or what they should and shouldn't be saying and stuff.

Also I've seen that mcyt isn't the best at reblogging fanart and fanfic, and we'll the starkid fandom isn't the best at that either so just a reminder to please reblog art and fics! It really helps the artist and writers out!

This last one isn't really advice to help everyone get along and stuff but absolutely suggest that the new SK fans go check out other starkid musicals! And check out Tin Can Bros and Shipwrecked Comedy while your at it!

You should especially go check out Starkid's Black Friday and Nightmare Time! (here's a post that helps explain these a bit) and if you plan on watching them and don't want spoilers you should probably block the black friday and nightmare time tags.

TCB is Starkid's sister company, its run by three of the starkids (Joey Richter (he played Ted in TGWDLM), Brian Rosenthal and Corey Lubowich). They do alot of skits but they've also done several projects. Spies Are Forever and The Solve It Squad Returns are musicals that are, absolutely amazing, and solve it squad back in biz is currently happening! Sisbib was meant to be an animated series but, TCB isn't exactly able to make a fully animated series, so instead they're doing live readings of it. Vol 1 already happened and Vol 2 is happening tonight, but don't worry, on the 22nd you can buy the digital ticket version of it (you can buy tickets and also see more info here). There's also several other projects that they've done.

Shipwrecked Comedy is, well I wouldn't quite say its also a sister company, but it is closely tied with SK and TCB. They've done many projects as well (although no musicals but, all of they're stuff is also absolutely amazing). And please for the love God do not mix up Starkid, TCB, and Shipwrecked, yes they are all related to each other but they are all different, run by different people, with different projects, so please if your talking about something that has do with only one of these do tag as a different one and (ex: don't tag something that only has to do with spies are forever as starkid) this is already a problem amongst this fandom and doesn't need to become a bigger one.

TLDR; just be respectful, listen to each other, tag things properly. And maybe go ahead and check out other starkid musicals and check tin can bros and shipwrecked comedy

Also if/when you start watching starkids other musicals or tcb's or shipwrecked you want to talk to someone about it, or if you have any questions on any of their projects or questions about this post or anything my asks are open or you can dm me