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MAJOR FUCKING SPOILERS FOR THE SEVENTH COMIC (also this post is really long be warned)
Okay I wanted to give my thoughts on the seventh comic because I, a sleep deprived teenager with absolutely no knowledge on comic making or writing, feel that my opinion is logical and good /s
First off, my immediate reactions to the comic:
OH MY FUCKING GOD THATS A CHILD. THATS SOLDIERāS AND ZHANNAāS CHILD. THATS THEIR BABY. WHAT THE FUCK
the second I saw this shit I knew this comic was gonna give me an aneurysm (in a good way).
waitasecondā¦
THERESTWOOFTHEMOHMYGOD (also im so fucking happy that the joke I see in fan media a lot about Soldier naming his kids stuff like that is officially canon)(also east meets west fans were eating good this comic)
I like that the comic creators have put so much focus on Spy and Miss Paulingās relationship. Not only is their dynamic great, but it shows that Spy isnāt a heartless jackass and he not only genuinely cares about the people around him, but can and will show it (I mean most of us knew that already butā¦ someeeee people have fallen victim to the temptations of flanderization)
youāre gonna see this come up a lot in my rambling but I fucking love the shit the mercs are doing in the background, their expressions are so funny: Heavy is sick of their shit
Demo is asleep
Scout canāt breathe
Spy is also sick of their shit
Medic (and that godforsaken baby baboon) is sightseeing
Pyro is having the time of their life
and Sniper and Pauling are just trying to make sure they donāt all fucking crash and die
This is irrelevant as fuck (but most of the stuff I say is) but I just wanted to bring up how much I liked the secretaryās design. Itās very pleasing to look at.
They are like ants to me. I want to put them in a jar with holes in the lid and a bunch of leaves and then roll them down the stairs
I know this might not be what the scene is trying to imply, but fuck yeah, lesbianism (also thank god they gave Scout some semblance of character development, they are very cute as friends)
more background mercs. Medic and Pyro in particular have me in hysterics (this comic has so much good shit I can use for my discord pfp). Also Demoman my belemoman
GOD I FUCKING LOVE THE CHARACTER DESIGNS SO MUCH, thank you young Administrator for reminding me that I am in fact gay in every direction. RIP Admin, she served cunt and died
Get that fucking thing away from me
MAKAMI!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! THIS SHIT BELONGS IN THE LOUVRE!!!!!!! THIS IS GENUINELY THE MOST INCREDIBLE PANEL IN ALL OF THE COMICS, I AM AWESTRUCK
Yet again more background mercs. They saw your AO3 history.
okay I was gonna say something but my phone flagged this image as nudity for some fucking reason? What
anyways, as I was saying:
GAY (guys listen itās canon okay you have to believe me guys wait come back no wait)
also my first thought when I saw this was āheavy is trying to hold him back from doing weird shit to the corpses,ā and I donāt care how anyone else interprets it because I am objectively the most correct /j
also looking back at this Iām realizing heavyās hands are almost the size of medicās entire torso lmao tf2 isnāt beating the yaoi hand accusations
Iām actually gonna be sick and die oh my god what the fuck is wrong with me
Iām not gonna put all of the panels cuz I feel like itāll get annoying quick + the image limit, but the whole series of Pauling just standing there as the Admin is cosplaying a Nature Valley Honey and Oats Bar while everyone slowly trickles out of the room just hits so hard and so good. These comics are such a compelling narrative disguised as a series of shitposts and Iām all for it.
MISS P. NAME DROP???!!!!! (Also can we get an F in the chat for all the Francine Pauling truthers)
He is literally her dad I donāt make the rules (also yes Iām aware that itās stated that heās her legal guardian literally two panels later so this joke really isnāt funny, but none of my jokes are so whatās your point)
Yet another casual masterpiece by Makami, with the added bonus of the subject being a beautiful hairy old man whoās built like a fucking brick house. Heavy Weapons Guy TF2 I wish you were real. Also bearded heavy goes hard, i need to cook him into a fucking soup oh my god
Hey chat so did you know Iām actually going to be inconsolable for the next three years. Also this is obviously photoshopped we all know his last name is Elbertson (no but seriously I actually started running around my room and rolling on the floor when I got to yet another name drop)
Okay, I need to either say this now or have it fester in my psyche for eternity. That haircut gave me physical and psychic damage when I first saw it. Scout tf2, youāre ugly as shit but thatās honestly poggers, welcome to the club man (also oh my god he looks so much like Jerma Iām screaming, but Jerma isnāt ugly though I promise I would never diss my king like that)
Nobody talk to me
I SAID NOBODY FUCKING TALK TO ME
spy with his granddaughter, he loves her so much but still canāt bring himself to reveal who he truly is. I actually canāt fucking do this anymore this comic is gonna have me keel over and die of a heart attack
Thatās it. Get in the fucking wood chipper right now /j seriously though I canāt even begin to explain how much this scene means to me. Spydad was one of the main things that got me so interested in tf2 over a year ago, and seeing him and Scout not only being civil about it, but genuinely caring about each other is everything. Iāve never been one for spydad angst (no shade if you do like it, I just personally prefer happier stuff), so Iām glad that this was the route the comics took with that plot point.
also donāt think Iām not gonna bring up the fucking mask. after seventeen years, we finally have spyās face. Not only that, but the reveal was done through him giving it to his granddaughter. Itās done in such a casual and sweet way but itās so impactful. He can be vulnerable around these people. This man, whoās spent his life building up walls around himself, refusing to let anyone through to the point of wearing that stinky ass balaclava everywhere, can now freely live as himself with his son and grandchildren. Iām gonna start eating screws I swear to god.
oh fuck I hit image limit hang on I have a little bit more to say check the reblogs the rest of my descent into madness will be present there shortly.
#tf2#team fortress two#tf2 medic#team fortress 2#tf2 pyro#tf2 scout#tf2 heavy#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#tf2 soldier#tf2 demoman#tf2 engineer#tf2 zhanna#tf2 miss pauling#tf2 administrator#im not tagging everyone else im too lazy#tf2 comics#Tf2 seventh comic spoilers#long post#ramblings
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hii i just wanted to ask about the accuracy of the statement of "Talia abducted Jason during when he was arguably at his most vulnerable cuz catatonic and took advantage of his state (+no Bats knowing Jason came back to life) to indebt him to her and a cult + groom him to be a tool for whatever goal she had in mind" or if it's fanon and your opinions on this idea (+ actual canon if this statement is in fact fanon)
but just like how we play with the scale of good parent, bad parent Bruce we could also fuck around and do so much with this concept (fanon or not)
Hi! I'm not as familiar with this, so let's do the research together ^^ It's gonna be a long post!
I've heard many many many people curse out a few writers (I'm shitty at remembering names) for being a racist pieces of shit. I've also heard of Talia being thrown under the bus by a lot of writers. Here's a link to a wonderful Tumblr post that goes into Talia and how writers fucked over her character.
There's other posts, but this one quickly summaries what they did to Talia and briefly mentions the assassination of Ra's character as well.
Here's a post that goes further into Ra's character.
On that note, I have seen a few fics play around with two ideas that were (as far as I'm aware) retconned: Damian's conception being unconsensual and Talia having sexual relations with Jason.
As long as you keep in mind that these were retconned and come from racist, sexist, or both connotations, it's okay to explore the impact these actions would have on all characters involved (especially if we're utilizing the reasoning that Talia wasn't in her right mind during those actions).
That's a basic summary of why there's heavy debate around Talia and the al Ghuls as a whole.
Now! Let's get into Talia and Jason specifically!!!!
The comic run we want to look into is Red Hood - The Lost Days. I am unsure if there are any other comics that cover post-death Jason but pre-Red Hood. If anyone has any other canon material that covers or mentions this time period, feel free to comment, reblog, etc.
This is Talia's initial reaction to hearing about Jason:
She expresses concern, worry, and grief for Bruce
She then has spies give her updates on Bruce's situation. Everyone else states Bruce is "stepping up his game." She calls them fools (since Bruce is obviously just hurting)
Very quickly, we get into her discovery of Jason Todd:
So. Jason's catatonic and Talia was ordered not to inform Bruce. Regardless of if she wanted to, she would be betraying her father if she told Bruce
Then I'm just going to drop all of these panels:
This shows she somewhat cares about him. Whether that's for Jason or because of Bruce, that's irrelevant. She still cares and wants him to get better. She wants him to go home.
Talia only pushes Jason into the Lazarus Pits because she's run out of time
Now... she may be an unreliable narrator. She states she's doing this for Jason's sake, but it does seem like it's more for her own. Regardless, she doesn't have ill intentions.
Talia dips Jason in the Pits and then tosses him out
That line of hers seems suspicious, but I see it more as her trying to hide the fact she had Jason for so long. It's less "go be mad at Bruce" and more "gods, what is Bruce gonna think of me if Jason shows up on his doorstep?"" Selfish, but not in the way fanon characterizes it.
She had trackers on the bag, though. She just needed him away from Ra's
Ra's tells Talia she fucked up, Jason tries to blow up the batmobile, and then tries to tell Talia he didn't lose his nerve for revenge against Bruce
Talia realizes that reviving Jason with the Pit might have fucked Jason up
Jason asks Talia for her help with revenge against Bruce. Talia did not set that up. Jason was the one to suggest it without influence
Talia obviously does not want to be helping Jason right now. She still agrees, though
Let me just toss this here too:
So... She's not doing this completely because she cares about Jason or that it's the right thing, but she also sure as hell does not want Jason to be going down this revenge path
Despite all of this, there's this:
They then proceed to fuck.
Which is gross as hell, and how some people can say that she took advantage of him
I think them fucking got retconned, though....
So, it's slightly complicated?
In my personal opinion, the final answer is: "It is fanon!"
There may be some truth or canon behind it, but that most likely comes from more racist characterizations of her character. However, the canon material that explicitly covers this topic makes it clear:
"Talia was selfish with her help to Jason. She wants Bruce to love her. She thus ends up hiding Jason's existence out of fear of Bruce's reaction. She does not want Jason to be mad at Bruce or fight his dad."
This also matches the other characterization I've seen of this: "Talia uses the distraction technique to try to hold Jason back from murdering his own father. 'You can't murder Bruce without training, Jason.'"
To continue, whether Talia should've told Bruce or not is an entirely different matter. Sometimes, I've avoided telling people shit out of fear, which made the situations worse. It wasn't great of her to do that, but in no way should this villainze her. I also 100% love that this gives her a flaw. People make mistakes. She's trying. She may have gone about it poorly, but she did what she thought she could. It was selfish, but I don't blame her.
She could've also convinced Jason to give up his mission entirely right before they fucked. That's where it gets murky.
You are absolutely correct that we can use the fanon idea of the al Ghuls manipulating Jason. On the other hand, I haven't seen enough fics where Talia treats Jason like an unruly toddler instead.
"No, Jason. We can't murder Bruce. Obviously, you need training first." Her visible reaction is a motherly rolling eyes. Internally, she's just panicking ("fuck fuck fuck fuck. How do I curb bloodlust? How do I stop patricide? Procrastination!!!")
Anyways, thanks for bringing the question up! It allowed me to look into it and put my thoughts in order ^^
Feel free to read the rest of the run!
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Imagine if reader was a big fan of this series/movie/show or smth, that they'd see and be an absolutely die hard fan about the whole thing about it whether the chars, plot, the story's style, you get the gist yknow
So ofc along with being die hard fan mode is obv indulging in its book, movie, musical, heck, even fanfics lmaoo
Andddd when there recently was play adaptation of the story showing, reader would absolutely go fan girl mode for the starring actor/s about them and their performance/portrayal of their favorite character/s
so I'm wondering how a certain actor would react to this..
Yandere! Theatre actor x gn! Technical team! reader
What if: Reader is an otaku?
Oh god. I don't know a show that well to be that obsessed. Videogames, sure, but shows or books? Uh... Have a manhwa, I guess? Beware of the Villainess go.
SINCE the ending of the main fic had darling kidnapped, we'll change this one to where Ignatius hasn't done that yet.
You were so intent on looking at your phone reading a chapter of your favorite manhwa, Beware of the Villainess. You heard it's going to have a play adaptation.
Sure, you don't know how that would work, but you know damn well you won't pass it for anything!
You don't really care for plays, but this is going to be an exception.
Especially as you pass by the panel where Nine, the male lead of the manhwa. You had a silly grin on your face as you looked at him.
A lot of people don't like the manhwa, cuz it's apparently boring, Melissa, the FL didn't have that much chemistry with Nine, etc.
You didn't care though. This is your comfort manhwa. So why would they care? You absolutely adore the characters, loved how strong Melissa is and is not a pushover, Yuri for breaking away from the stereotype of being a two faced bitch, and Nine for breaking away also from the stereotypical "cold and harsh" male lead.
This may not be everyone's cup of tea, but it's yours. And you're content.
As you read, your director painfully jabbed your side, making you sharply intake a breath.
"What the f... Oh." You flinched from your director's pointed look as he pointed at the stage where the actors are waiting for the lights to go out. "Sorry..."
The director rolled his eyes (unaware of somebody's gaze that was about to kill him on the spot) before berating you.
"Pay attention! We're literally on the last week of our rehearsals! You better keep your phone..." Your director grabbed your phone away from you, making you yelp in surprise. "... Away from you!"
You pouted, suddenly feeling sad before paying attention to the technicals in front of you, turning off the lights.
The scuttling of feet on the stage were heard as you put your chin on your hand, and your free hand on the lever to turn on the lights on a dim.
Hours later, when rehearsals are done, you stretched your body and snatched your phone away from the director.
Giddily hopping away, you got to one of the seats on the theater and snuggled up. For the next rehearsal set, you were not needed since all they had to practice was lines. So, more time for you to read.
As you scrolled down on a forum about the play for BOTV, you felt a presence beside you and you flinched again, not expecting company.
When you looked up, you were surprised to see the genius of the troupe.
"Oh, Ignatius." You were baffled. "Uh, hi."
Ignatius smiled calmly. His eyes didn't express that much, that's for sure. It was almost eerie how he's always so calculated. He's talented, and fools everyone with this main persona of his. But you know that he's more to it. That he's actually quite the--
"You got in trouble?" He asked in a light, amused tone. "That's new. What happened?"
You flushed red. "Ah, uh... Well, I was reading this."
You raised your phone, showing the forum you're reading.
"Well, there's this manhwa... I mean, like it's a webcomic? A Korean webcomic. It's named Beware of the Villainess and it's having like a play adaptation. It's like my favorite manhwa ever and it's so mindblowing that... Uh... Sorry."
You slowed down from babbling about BOTV when you realized you were rambling to Ignatius of all people.
But he looked like he didn't mind.
He really didn't. He knows all about your obsession with it after all. Even getting irrationally jealous of Nine.
"I know right! It's amazing. I've been reading it too! But it's kind of weird. I mean how are they going to do it? But it's quite nice to see such a cute manhwa getting a play adaptation of all things!" Ignatius started to ramble too, making you gasp in the sudden newfound camaraderie. "But it's in Broadway. It's really hard to get an audition..."
Ignatius jolted, realizing he let that slip out. "I mean.. I wasn't thinking of auditioning..."
You, in your buzzed high, held his hands tightly with a sparkle on your eye. "Yes! Audition please! You would do an amazing Nine!" You were practically beaming from the news.
Ever since you heard Ignatius being interested in the same thing as you do, you forgot that he's fake, and all you could think about is that you found a shared interest with the troupe's star.
Ignatius heart almost stopped. You were so close to the point that he can smell your scent. It smelled heavenly, and his shocked face almost cracked and slipped. His resolve dissolving as fast as salt on hot water.
"Y-yeah? You think so?" His voice, breathy and light, felt so distant from your happy ones.
"Yeah! I know you could! You're really insanely talented!" You grinned, before standing up to gush more. "You're like really handsome too, and has this air the same as Nine, so yeah! You will pass it!"
Ignatius, for the first time, clammed up from the compliments. And it's coming from you too.
"I-I will audition then! Sure, why not." Ignatius smiled, heart pounding. "I'll do it."
Then maybe you'll idolize me like those others.
He watches you gush and excitedly bounce in place.
Put your attention on me. More. More of it.
He clenches his fist.
He has to land that role. No matter what.
#lizzaneiaelizalde#yandere writing#yandere imagines#tw yandere#yandere male#yandere boyfriend#male yandere x reader#yandere x darling#yandere x you#yandere fic
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BATMAN AND ROBIN(2023) #8 SPOILERS
Their facesš He is so mad and she is so sad and clinging to him to apologize for her actionšš
Honestly, Nika is partially telling her truth to Damian here, she only asked for Damian to help her find her sister, and he did, so she thanked him, promising to talk later. She just trying to buy time for her plans to work while stopping Damian from getting more involved and making Mila trust her.
Look at how cheerful and cute Nika is with her sisterā¦ Mila is so prettyā¦ they are so cuteeā¹ļøā¹ļøš„²
This is probably the first time theyāre having fun and understanding each other, and Nika already knows she has made the decision to sacrifice this possible renewed kinship by betraying Mila's trust while keeping her safe. ( look at her sad face ungghggh my baby ueueeeššš she knows she will have two people she loves mad at her simultaneously in one single nightā¦)
Just thinking that Nika still cares about her sister a lot, and probably knows this criminal life will not do well for Mila in the longest run, so she track her down and decided to make a plan to get her outā¦ And all this time Mila is blinded by jealousy of not having power as her, then when she gets the power she doesn't even once try to find Nikaššš
I'm just hoping Nika will keep in touch with their mother and tell her what happened to Milaā¦
Nika immediately blasts Mila with the ice guns once Mila wants to severely harm and poses a danger to Damian. Mila must have called Nika weirdo so many times as an insult when they were little kids, cuz Nika is still mad about this (I don't blame her, you go girl!! Tell her to back off, seems like your sister still doesn't know that words still hurt).
Nika came to him and Batman to ask for help to find her sister and make sure it would be fine for her to handle Mila's situation (minimal the chance for Mila to be sent to Gotham prison, and stick to her plan). She explains her plan and actions to Damian and tells him that it's not all an act with him.
She wants to return the favor by helping his cases and making sure that's fine with him too (She's so open to talk and gentle to Damian hereā¦ and meanwhile he looked so sad thinking she's leaving again so soonš).
Man-bat in Nikola's style is sooo good!!! I love how he looks here, so brutal and threatening! This page is one of my favorite.
Love these panels too, Batman being dragged into the darkness by Man-batā¦ Shush why are you looking so shook here, even though Batman save you from Man-bat's strike a few seconds beforeā¦ I thought you wanted him dead?
Erica's face lowkey reminds me of that one Shrek imageā¦ she's so funny with that stare she gave to Damianš
NIKA IN HER CIVIL CLOTHESā¼ļøā¼ļøRAAAAA I LOVE IT SMMMššā„ļøā„ļøā„ļøSHE LOOKS SO FRICKING ADORABLEā¼ļøšššššš
The tie, the red skirt and the knee-high bootsā¦ She's my everythingggš„¹š„ŗš«¶ā„ļøš¤šš
Can't wait for the next issue! If Ms. Hall is actually Shush, it would be so interesting for her to see Damian sneaking Nika into school to help him try to uncover the principal as Shush.
I had a feeling that in the next issue, Nika would punch Damian's bullies for calling him names (look how she did with her sister, she definitely would not tolerate that I fear), or something they planned together this time would happen to get both of them to the detection.
(I'm kinda sad that Mila's appearance is so short, hopefully she can return in later issuesā¦ reasons number 97676443178 why I need a Flatline solo!! To explore more with her family!!!šš)
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Batman and Robin(2023) #8 spoilers- preview thoughtsļ¼issue thoughts
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Um. do you think about how mr & mrs kageyama are undoubtedly on the Good-er side of the Parents scale but also are probably viewed differently by ritsu and shigeo. like i think about how ritsu probably had to be the easy one (the one that doesn't need you to care about them and comfort them) since shigeo has probably come home beaten up and bloodied enough times for the both of them?? also i feel like they might've said something like "well shigeo you don't HAVE to do [thing that will make any parent happy/proud] right ritsu :)" at some point. like idkkk i feel like that is definitely part of why ritsu feels so pressured to be twice as good at whatever he does (to make up for whatever mob lacks) but also if anyone said that to me i'd kill myself on the spot because it puts Zero trust in mob's abilities? like i feel it doesn't give him a chance to try because well ritsu will do it anyways why do i need to :/ (but then body improvement club happened. W)
anyways i just thing his parents (unintentionally) put sooo much pressure on ritsu. like the bar for being Good is drastically different for ritsu and shigeo*. and pre-claw ritsu thought that half of this pressure would probably disappear if mob did what he was ""supposed"" to do as the Older Sibling which might be one of the many many reasons ritsu thought he hated him?
*marathon arc is the first instance that comes to mind cuz...idk..before it happens they're like Hm. we should go wait in the middway of the path for shigeo (who waited for ritsu at the finish line?š¤Ø). and after it they're like hehe ritsu got 9th place and shigeo did his best :) (this just sounds. damn. the bar's that low/high?). and both of these are normal! considering how shigeo and ritsu are! but i also feel like they're only normal because that's what you'd expect from shigeo and ritsu respectively which kind of. fucked up my worldview.
okayyy this got long. Sowwy. š
the kageyama parents make me NUTS when I think about them too hard bc they're probably the best parents in the series and definitely the most normal, but with being normal comes very normal flaws and parenting fuck ups, like comparing their sons. like comparing kids against each other is a very normal and common thing for parents to do, but it fucking sucks, and it's only made worse with the specific baggage the brother have
they absolutely put so much pressure on ritsu, which is one of the components of him snapping in the cleanup arc. he's like,, the ideal that they compare shigeo too, like they're always like "shigeo, why don't you get better grades, like ritsu. shigeo, why don't you stop doing weird things, like ritsu." I feel like the best example of this is these two pages from the cleanup arc (chapter 23, if you're curious)
literally every day I think about "ritsu is way smarter than I am. he doesn't do anything weird" [panel of ritsu looking so fucking haunted]
I'm going to put the rest of this under a read more because I had a Lot To Say
anyway, this sets up the expectations for the two of them. shigeo is the one who struggles at school, who messes up, whose psychic powers do weird things. ritsu is the star student, the perfect son, the Normal One. neither of these expectations are fair to them at all, especially since shigeo works really fucking hard when he sets his mind to something, and ritsu has to wear the mask of normalcy and perfection even if it doesn't feel right. it puts too much pressure on ritsu and sets mob up with the expectations of failure! goddammit!!
I don't necessarily blame the kageyama parents, I mean like I said, this is a very normal thing for parents to do, especially with kids so close in age. I've been compared to my stepsister, I've seen this happen to friends who are close in age to their siblings. it sucks ass, but it's a very normal flaw for a family to have. but also, even though the series really emphasizes that psychic powers are just a normal thing, I don't think the kageyama parents were equipped to deal with the specific issues their kids have bc of psychic powers. I can't help but wonder how much they know about that part of their sons' lives... the more I think about it, the more I think that ritsu definitely didn't tell them the truth about the first ???% incident, he definitely lied to protect his brother because I feel like they would treat shigeo differently if they knew he almost killed his brother and several teenagers at age ten. and it's unclear how much, if anything, they know about the major arcs of the show. do they know ritsu was kidnapped? do they know shigeo was trapped in a mental hellscape for six months? I'm pretty sure ritsu actively hid the events of the world domination arc from them. we see their mom watching the news report in the confession arc -- did she see her son on the screen?
idk, I just get the impression that the brothers don't really let their parents into that part of their lives, which means they still get treated normally but also means their parents don't really understand them. I think that's part of why reigen was so important to mob's development as a kid, because he gave him a person he could go to about things he couldn't talk about with his parents. it also means ritsu was especially isolated because he didn't have that kind of person, at least not until he and shou became friends
also what you said about ritsu being the "easy one", that fits directly into the way I think about both of the kageyama brothers being autistic. I think mob was much more visibly autistic, probably needed more support, and because ritsu didn't need the same support, everyone assumed ritsu must be allistic. I think he knew he was the "easy one" between the two of them and I think that got wrapped up in him masking a LOT to make things easier on his parents so they could focus on shigeo. this kid is so damn undiagnosed that I don't think he even realizes he might also be autistic until his teenage years at least
something something psychic powers as a metaphor for autism something something ritsu desperately trying to seem normal because he doesn't have powers, but also desperately wanting to get powers and stop having to act normal. this kid is so fucking sick of masking.
#PUNCHES A WALL. KAGEYAMA BROTHER BRAINROT.#asks#anonymous#should I tag this. I feel like seven hundred words of deranged analysis deserves to get tagged#mp100#ritsu kageyama#shigeo kageyama#the other day I saw someone liking every post I've tagged with ritsu. I hope that person knows I love them#ANYWAY. AUUUGUUGHHGHHG I THINK ABOUT THEM TOO HARD AND I WANT TO EAT GLASS
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unnamed monster & caretaker au
Tasked with feeding and caring for the king's resident monster, Tommy is constantly overworked and fully expects to die before he's twenty. He has an odd relationship with the beast and makes it a point to keep details about himself private, but it's difficult when the creature is the closest thing in the world he has to a friend.
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CW: - hard vore mention - soft vore mention - mentioned abuse and dehumanization
ā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø Unfinished, unedited one shot. Proceed with caution
@gracideaviolet sent me a writing prompt and this is what i originally wrote for it. i like the concept but i wrote this at a not-good time and when i reread it, i didnt like the quality enough to fix it. if you like this story, let me know cuz that might give me motivation to properly finish this thing. feel free to take the idea but please credit and send it to me cuz i like this story and wanna see what someone else does with it
Tommy finished loading the cart and took a second to breathe.
He heard the beast shifting around in the dark. "Are you doing okay out there, Sunshine?"
Despite his tiredness, the sweet nickname made him smile.
"You know you eat a lot? It's a pain in the ass to load myself."
He meant it as a joke but silence hung in the air a second longer than it should have.
He cleared his throat. "I don't mind it. I'm compensated."
The beast snorted. "Not enough."
Tommy laughed awkwardly and didn't say anything.
He walked over to the control panel and started up the track.
The cart was big enough to fit a barn, and filled to the brim with various livestock, prisoners of war, and whoever else might have found themselves on the king's hit-list. Nothing sent to the monster was alive. It was a point the monster whined about a lot, but Tommy much preferred it that way. It was already disgusting having to spend hours upon hours piling the cart with bloody meat (sometimes human!) by himself, and the day he was handed a living person would be the day he faked his death and fled the kingdom.
He pressed a few buttons, tried not to cut himself on several rusty levers, and the rail obediently started itself up with a few revs and puffs.
The beast hummed contentedly at the noise.
The cart began to run along the track, disappearing from his view and descending into the inky black cave. He heard the gate creak open and he heard it creak close. And then he heard the beast begin to eat.
They weren't nice sounds by any stretch of the imagination - ugly rips and wet squelches of flesh - but Tommy had been at the job for a while and was long used to it. He settled in and waited for the creature to finish its meal.
"So how was your day, Keeper?"
Tommy hummed. "About the same as it always is. My master told me that the king will be coming in soon for a performance review, but I've no idea when that might be."
The beast paused its munching before hesitantly starting again a moment later. "I - why?"
He shrugged, assuming the monster could see him from the dark. "Something about me holding down this job the longest out of anyone before."
"Hm."
"I don't understand why that would intrigue the king. And no offense to you personally - "
"Uh huh," the monster sarcastically interjected -
" - but this isn't exactly the career path I'd have chosen. If I knew how to transfer I probably would have. Honestly - I have no idea how the others could have quit this job. I was under the impression that this is the sort of thing you do until you die."
It laughed at that.
Tommy sighed.
He was quiet for a few moments, a question sitting heavy on his tongue.
He shouldn't ask. It's impolite.
The monster shifted around. "Spit it out."
He gave the darkness an accusatory look. "I don't know what you're talking about."
There was a huff of laughter. "You know exactly what I'm talking about. You're doing that thing where you want to say something but are worried about what I'll think. It would be adorable if I wasn't desperate for decent conversation."
"Fuck you." He said it with a smile.
"Well? Are you going to say or not?"
He scrubbed at his face. Fuck it. "What were your other keepers like?"
The beast went silent for several long moments.
Shit. "You don't have to answer if you - "
"I didn't much care for them."
Tommy didn't say a word.
"The feeling was mutual." It sighed heavily. "You're a much better replacement, Sunshine."
"I'm sorry for asking."
The beast purred. "Don't be, dear. I pressed you. And I don't mind answering." It jostled the cart. "And I'm done eating."
Tommy nodded and powered up the control panel again. The cart began to recede.Ā
It appeared from the darkness, picked completely clean and shiny as if it never been covered in blood at all.
It scared him a little, how quickly the monster could eat such a large amount, but he dismissed those thoughts as easily as they came. When would that ever affect him?
He checked the clock. He still had a few hours before he had to report back. "Do you mind if I stay with you longer?"
The monster laughed conspiratorially. "Oh, but that's against the rules,"Ā it said in a high mockery of his voice.
He flushed.
He had been terrified of the monster when they first met. He gave any excuse to leave the beast as soon as he could, including that the rules specified that spending unnecessary time with it was prohibited. That was true, but no one would have known if he chose to linger. In hindsight, it had been terribly obvious how afraid he was and he's only embarrassed that the monster pretended to believe him.
"You're the worst."
"And you still want to spend time with me?"
Tommy blew a raspberry at the darkness, earning a few laughs.
It was comfortably quiet for a few seconds before the monster spoke again. "Why are you curious about my old keepers?"
He tugged at his fingers. "Do you know how I ended up here?"
"You never talk about it."
He frowned. "And I never will," he responded coldly. It never gave up asking. "But do you know, generally, how someone ends up working this kind of job?"
The monster was quiet. "Yes."
Tommy didn't say anything for a minute. "The king is very angry with me. I don't want to see him again. However the other keepers escaped..." He shook his head. "I don't know. I don't know what I'm saying. If the king requests an audience with me, it isn't for any good reason."
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When the king acquired his monster, he hired out help to feed the thing and keep it under control. He made sure the beast ate lavishly, but now matter what they fed it, it never seemed like to satiate the creature. But it hadn't died of starvation and that was good enough. When its caretakers started to disappear, it wasn't difficult to guess what happened.
But acknowledging the problem would mean addressing it too, and the king simply didn't care. In the end, he realized he had the perfect way to quietly do away with those he needed gone. He sourced this job, with its one hundred percent rate of 'job abandonment' to political adversaries or people growing affluent enough to take his throne.
Which takes him to the present day, and a rather interesting problem.
When some servant boy had spilled a bottle of red wine down his front during a gala several years prior, the king had been so angry that he threw the child in a dungeon and left him there. When the monster's then-keeper inevitably disappeared, the king came to the boy and grimly informed him of his punishment.
He hadn't expected the child to last more than a couple of days. He'd even picked out his replacements.
But lo and behold, the boy remained present at his job post for a week. And then that week became several, and those several became months, and those months became a year and a half.
The king couldn't understand why it hadn't eaten him yet. He was fifteen at this point, certainly the youngest to feed the monster. Was it waiting for him to grow up? Did it want to watch him sprout up before it made its attack? It was perfectly sentient, and the king knew this even though he denied it upfront. Shouldn't the monster trust that the sooner it finished its current keeper, the sooner he would be replaced by another?
Had there been someone who had managed to bring this creature to subservience? If so, then the king took special interest.
And if not, then it was long overdue that the servant boy be put to death.
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Being a human's lapdog wasn't a dignified experience, but it was a fed one. Driders were megafauna, making it hard to get enough food. It certainly didn't help that the human kingdom believed everything was its rightful property and saw driders as a threat to them owning more than they could eat.
Wilbur certainly didn't enjoy his life, and he was almost always hungry anyway, but at least he was alive.
He lived in a dungeon below the castle, but he wasn't sure what a castle was and he barely understood the concept of a dungeon. He hadn't seen the sunshine in years, and his keeper was his only company.
He liked his keeper. The boy was kind. He didn't threaten to pee in Wilbur's food or throw rocks at him. He asked him how his day was, and even made it a point to handle the meat carefully as he transported it into the cart. He seemed lonely, and made up excuses to stay. He was a cute little thing, and Wilbur wanted to stick him into his brooding pouch and keep him there.
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The cart rolled into Wilbur's enclosure, and he greedily snatched it up and began to eat.
His keeper sat at a table in the light.
Wilbur finished his food in a few seconds and toyed with the cart. He always made it seem as if it took him longer to eat than it did.
"Do you have a family?"
The boy froze at the question. "Why do you ask?"
Wilbur pouted even though he knew he couldn't be seen. "We've known each for so long. I don't even know what your name is. Can't I know just a little?"
His keeper awkwardly laughed, fidgeting with his fingers. "Oh... I guess you're right."
Wilbur's heart leapt.
"I don't have a family."
"Oh." Shit.
"Yeah."
What was he supposed to say?
"I don't have a family either."
His keeper peered into the darkness. "What are you?"
Wilbur smiled. He skittered to the bars of his cage and leaned against them, towering over the boy, though he had no idea. "Would you like to play twenty questions?"
"You're so lame, seriously, what are you? I don't even know what you look like."
I could show you, he wanted to say.
Coming out of his cage was easy. The king assumed it could hold him but no one actually checked. And aside from his keeper, no one had been in his dungeon for years. In reality, the bars had long been bent open and Wilbur could get out whenever he pleased.
It wouldn't be difficult to come through the bars and present himself to his keeper. Pick the little figure up in his hands and take him into his cage with him.
When he'd eaten his previous keepers, they'd always been replaced. If he captured his current keeper and stored him away in his brooding pouch, then he'd never be lonely again.
It was tempting.
"That's probably for the best," he said. He stepped away from the bars of his cage and curled up on the floor.
He liked his keeper. He wanted him to be happy. Just because Wilbur was stuck in a cage didn't mean he had to be as well.
"Do you think I'd be scared of you?"
Wilbur looked down at himself, at his large stature and eight legs. His fangs came down to his mid chin. "I think you'd be terrified, dear."
His keeper smiled. "I don't think so. I have a suspicion that you're just harmless."
His heart melted. Oh stars, he wanted to eat this kid.
He massaged his aching brood pouch. "You're sweet, Sunshine."
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The cart was left in his cage while he was sleeping. He woke up confused, spying it in the corner of his enclosure and wondered why he'd been fed overnight. Where was his keeper? His mind jumped to the worst conclusions.
He found him inside the cart. Bound and gagged and looking terrified beyond all reason.
"Oh, Sunshine," he murmured.
His words had the opposite intended effect, his keeper starting to panic and writhe at the sound of his voice.
"Hey, hey... Calm down, okay? I'll get you out of there." He reached into the cart and picked him up in his hand.
Despite the circumstance, his heart soared. This was the closest they'd ever been.
The figure was tiny in his palm, and still struggling.
Wilbur quickly undid his bounds, being mindful of his sharp claws against the human's body. As soon as his hands were free, he was clawing at the gag around his mouth.
"Don't eat me! Please, do not eat me..."
Wilbur's stomach dropped.
"What? Sunshine, why would I eat you?"
The boy continued to sob.
Wilbur cupped him to his chest and headed towards the bars of his enclosure. He expertly clambered through and came out the other side, his skin exposed to the light for the first time in more than a year.
"Dear? Can you talk to me?" He stroked his head with his thumb and brought him eye level. "Why were you in my feeding cart?"
His keeper stared at him in shock, and it was then that he remembered his keeper had never truly seen him before.
A hot wave of embarassment and self consciousness overtook him.
He awkwardly set his little human on his table and receded back into his enclosure.
"Sunshine?" He prompted once back in his cage. "Are you..."
"Could - could you get out the whole time?"
Wilbur's mouth went dry. "I - well, yes, I could but - "
His keeper stumbled off the table and hit the ground with a nasty sounding crack.
Wilbur sprang to his claws and scrambled forward. He popped his head out between the bars and stared down at his little keeper. "Are you okay?"
The human stared up at him with terror on his face and scrambled backwards, running for the door.
"Shit, shit, wait, I'm sorry! Please stay, please, Sunshine - "
The door slammed behind him with a resounding crack and Wilbur flinched backwards.
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i used to love drider aus back in 2020 š·ļøš·ļøš·ļø
just a freaky little guy whose half dude and half Fear. potential off the charts.
my tag list got lost when my computer was annihilated (</3) but let me know in replies if you want to get @'d and i'll make a new one
oh yeah link to the writing prompt and story i did fill out
#nobody answers#nobody writes#mcyt g/t#mcyt gt#giant!wilbur#tiny!tommy#drider!wilbur#human!tommy#vore mention#writing prompt#unfinished writing#gracideaviolet
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Reread thoughts part 3 (with a more reasonable time difference between the two)
I've finally reached the point in which shukichi has appeared. And just like every member of the Akai family, I love him so much.
Cuz like, he's so smitten with Yumi and everything, but he's also a really intelligent and observation person. He's the person Akai trusts enough to tell he is still alive even when no one else knows.
But honestly I just think him and Yumi are really cute lol.
Yeah girl, keep telling yourself that.
And now we have the local cone being a menace and terrorizing his friends.
Not that I wouldn't do this with my own friends. What good is friendship if you can record them indirectly confessing and play it back to them over and over and over again.
Then if course he does the same the haibara. Dude is a menace when he wants to be. Which is about 90% of the time honestly.
Yeah can't say I blame you, a 7 year old that is able to solve complex murder? I would be absolutely terrified. especially when he also seems to know how to operate every vehicle to ever exist, use a gun, and a million other things. I too would consider a kid on par with a member of a special police force, terrifying.
I also like how this is referred back to in the 22nd movie, Zero the Enforcer where he says that there are 2 people in the world more terrifying then him, and it's implied as Akai and our cone
Back to Yumi and Shukichi, I love them so much.
Like he keeps a little picture of her in his pocket. They're literally so cute. He loves her so much. And she tries to deny it (I dunno why honestly) but she cares for him too.
For this panel, I just like it a lot lol. No comments. Just a nice panel
Oh the irony. Also I don't know what this child has against glasses that he despises them that much. I mean, what have they ever done to him??
Also how has no one questioned why he wears glasses. Cuz I feel like it fairly obvious that they're perceptionless since haibara takes them all the time. And she doesn't use glasses. And wearing perception glasses you don't need messes up your vision (ie you can't see properly with them)
Okay thats all I've done so far, gotta clock out now, might reappear in a few days, who knows. Word vomit is indeed fun.
#detco#dcmk#amuro tooru#shinichi kudo#kudo shinichi#furuya rei#edogawa conan#meitantei conan#conan edogawa#kudou shinichi#Shukichi haneda#haibara ai#heji hattori#hattori heiji
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Ever think about robots having periods? Like they get a time of the month where energon is leaking from their private so they have to use a baffle or a REALLY strong sponge to soak up all the liquids. š§½
They also have the change them often cuz if they don't then they'll leak EVERYWHERE. And it's soooooo embarrassing if they're caught in the middle of the hallway with a leak.
It's a scene that's so erotic that other bots mistake the mech for being in gear it something and eagerly volunteer to help the poor bot out and totally misreading the situation. And suddenly the poor bot is mobbed by a dozen mechs wanting to suck all the liquid from the bots panels and get between their legs.
It's both horrifying and arousing to the cycling mech because they were just caught in the worst/ best situation possible and all they really need is to change their menstrual product but at the same time this period is making them EXTREMELY horny. Their pussy is throbbing and wet and so swollen that it could be mistaken as a heat. It physically hurts with all the fluid build up inside of them but it's not enough. They need a hard fragging and to be filled with even more fluid - specifically transfluid - and their leak is getting worse and they desperately need to be plugged up so bad !
oh my god, absolute, overeager yes to robot periods. i've seen people play around with it, but not a lot, which is a shame...
A bot going through a regular system flush, his valve stuffed with a sponge that's now twice its size with how much energon had soaked up into it... He stumbles to the washracks to change it and clean up the leak, but he's caught by others, who, upon seeing the fluids coating his thighs, assume he must be in heat... now, it would be bad if he'd distracted the rest of the ship/outpost/base with his reproductive cycle...
Of course once they've ushered him into the washracks to sort it out, they quickly find out that his arousal doesn't stem from a heat... but i don't think they'd care- they can see how horny he is, how much he needs it, his valve all wet and swollen... One of them pulls out the soaked sponge; it's a relief, all that energon that was trapped inside, weighing him down, now drizzles freely down his thighs, valve feeling raw and sensitive as fingers fill the port, cable walls slightly numb with the classic cycle-aches... His node is so sensitive that when a slick tongue drags across it, slowly, almost like they're trying to taste him, he whines desperately, bucking his hips until the other bots face is smeared with energon. Oh, he needs to get plugged real badly... Someone rubs his abdomen to soothe the throbbing in his gestation tank as another fills his valve, and all he can do for the next few hours is bleed helplessly around each and every spike inserted into that sore valve of his <3
#anon you have done such a great job i struggled with what to add. i dont even know. my brain is just ''robot periods hot'' on a loop rn#i have no idea how to trigger tag this#period mention#yeah sure#valveplug
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GRGRGRGRG FINALLY AN OPPORTUNITY TO INFODUMP ABT HIM!!! tysm @makifishcake and prepare for a long ramble abt best boy ever (to me) and why saijun is real... let's start with an introduction to a canon crossover character only The Loser (me) cares about! this is gonna get messy in writing near the end cuz its like 3 am for me rn.
Kouno Jun is one of the two protagonists of Asou-sensei's older work, Our Hero Studies and is one of Haganeno Ken's students at Holy Lance Academy (a private school that either exists the same town as Saiki or some neighboring one)
The only translated OHS chapters so far show us who Jun and Haganeno are as characters. Kouno Jun's a generic tsukkomi high school student with normal teenage boy interests and crushes... he's baby and a total boyfail.
Jun likes video games (Kaisou Monogatari, an in-universe franchise), ramen, melon soda and Yayumi - the class rep. Pretty normal dude that's just being constantly bothered by his classmates and the teacher he hates...
...and then there's Haganeno Ken - THE delusional cosplayer hero wannabe teacher with huge interest in roleplaying and RPG video games, who immediately takes a liking to Jun, mainly for his name (his name means shield, while Haganeno's mean sword. you see where i'm going?)
most of the ohs panels will be machine translated cuz i have no strength or motivation to continue my actual translation work ngnhnh one day maybe... š
He may look like a generic high school shonen manga protagonist, but it's actually really charming to me how adorable he can be despite the boring presentation lolol HIS CRUSH ON YAYUMI IS SO CUTE UGHNHNH
And yeah of course he shows up in Saiki bc WHY WOULDNT HE???
Asou-sensei put him there twice. In the Christmas chapter where he's walking with a girl (MOST LIKELY YAYUMI), sees Kusuo sitting alone and being like "haha that's so sad to be lonely on christmas lmao"... EXCEPT ITS HILARIOUS CUZ HE DOES THE SAME THING IN HIS OWN MANGA'S CHRISTMAS CHAPTER.
and in the Hero Studies crossover chapter, right at the end as an unused character. (wouldn't make sense to have two tsukkomis there tbh so i get it lolol)
Same thing happens in the anime except Jun in the Christmas episode wasn't animated like he's an actual pre-existing character, except just a background character so he looks different but has the same jacket with his initials so its definitely him.
so here's all his screentime:
his terrible sense of style was referenced by Takeru at one point as well. yes, Jun dresses terrible and he has outfits much worse than this. hes a loser and i love him
okay but what's with the saijun thing? orz
basically its a silly ship me and my lovely sweetest gf (@lu-kario ) came up with and it kinda stuck around. "omg haha what if the two protagonists from different manga dated" but yeah it became an actual thing with thought out scenarios between us.
Me saying it'd be like satousai but Kusuo finds someone "normal" with actual personality would be not giving this ship enough justice. I can't tell much rn cuz I forget 90% of the stuff i make up unless i write it down BUT all i'll say is that
I like to imagine Jun and Kusuo having a calm and nice relationship, lots of quality time spent playing video games or going out to get some ramen together. Kusuo gets to have someone more usual by his side and Jun isn't likely to be bothered by Ken when Kusuo is around (:3).
and yeah, they do get another scene together in volume zero! how lovely! the christmas episode is also one of the reasons i find the ship cool but even despite the sillies having canon scenes and illustrations together i like it simply for fun.
canon crossover ships are cool and epic
my final words: go read ohs its fully in japanese online and 5 chapters are in english so far.
seriously go read it the fandom doesn't exist its really lonely.
and if you care abt our hero studies u can motivate me in the ask box, gimme a kick on the butt so i go and translate this work again after like a year or more of hiatus
#alex rambles#our hero studies#saiki kusuo no Ļ nan#saiki kusuo no psi nan#saiki k#saiki kusuo#kouno jun#jun kouno#saijun#kusuo saiki#haganeno ken#ken haganeno#kurusu yayumi#yayumi kurusu
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I really really wanna hear about Donnie... Anything about him.
ahahaha ok lemme think
donnie thinks hes older than he is, the same way mikey thinks hes younger than he is. donnie thinks recognizing the patterns of behaviour in his family makes him able to help with them, but he tends to overstep so fast cuz he's too clinical about it. but he does it cuz he likes feeling helpful.
ive said hes got chronic pain issues, and absolutely body issues on top i think from that. like growing up being told you're the weak and pathetic one... yeah the self esteem issues that come with that are immeasurable. but he kinda comes into his own once they leave, most handy of the bunch and likes doing it.
oh they have a turtle van that's his baby, got april to help him fix up some retro camper van that he loves to death. id like to think its something with wood panelling... yeah yeah hes 13 but he loves building and fixing things, and he loves classic tech thats his aesthetic. that and like clear plastic game boys and such.
i think hes probably the most aware of queer identities and thus finds himself feeling like raph's biggest protector in that sense. he's aggressively in his corner in that regard, to the point where its annoying. but its also cuz hes like 'uh these rules are fucking STUPID so why do you CARE'. but hes probably projecting something.
and he kind of slots himself into second in command under leo despite the age difference because he feels closer in age to leo, because those two dont sugar coat things with each other. theyre very honest about shit unlike mikey and raph.
also he doesnt really like casey, cuz if raph doesnt answer his phone donnie gets the messages, so if shes on a mission with them he will not hesitate to tell her to shut the fuck up if she makes a joke. but maybe its just cuz he worries.
and i think maybe he's got the least close relationship with splinter. where mikey at least behaves like the baby, donnie is very much not looking for a parent like that. hes over it. he doesnt know her. he likes april a lot more.
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Rant post about DC fandom and misogyny! TW: Mentions of r@pe
Okay, so this is about a specific example, but it happens a lot, but I'm just talking about this one, and this one is about Pantha, Nightwing, and Miriage. Read under the cut for the actual post because I hate blocks of text.
So, a lot of Nightwing fans might know about Miriage and that she raped him, some Dan's might also know he got called a slut after that happened. And I understand that does affect him but this isn't about him it's about Pantha the lady who called him a stut because that's what her character got reduced to and if I don't defend her no one will.
So the people who does know Pantha know she did this and its a bad thing and she also asked Nightwing "who was better" witch is horrible but if anybody actually read the comic and cared about the other characters than Nightwing you would know that she had no idea what happened. So I'll do a break down.
Pantha is part of the titans and she is friends with them, she doesn't understand social structure as she was a human experiment shut away from society and doesn't have her memories from before then.
She knows that Nightwing is dating Starfire. Miriage (her friend) tells people that her and Nightwing slept together. Pantha knows cheating is wrong and calls Nightwing a slut because she thinks he cheated because that's what she was told by her friend. She questions and presses him about it because she thinks he is a cheater. Again she doesn't question Miriage because that's her friend why would she lie about that??
But people who didn't read the comic but saw the panel took it out of context, like they always do and reduced her character to that, what doesn't help the fact she was subjected to the "angry black woman" trope. And that's now all she's characterised as an angry woman. Like in the TT cartoon she was their as a big angry woman (they white washed her to shut so I can't say it was angry black woman trope anymore cuz she's white in the cartoon). This all just pisses me off because she has so much more to her character, but she's been subjected to this, and I blame misogyny. If she were a man, more people would talk about it, and they would go into depth in her character.
This now brings me onto Miriage and imma be calling her Miri cuz, it's easier but if she were a man people would defend her. And while what she did was terribly wrong and has no excuses, her character got reduced to "rapist." She's got more to her than that. You know how much people apologise for Slade, a child rapist, yeah, you don't get that for her. And neither should be looked at as good people, but they are both complex characters who are rapists but only she got reduced to it. I bet you people don't even know that she'd been raped before either, because if she were a man, people would. Like I said, Miri is a bad person, and her actions shouldn't be excused, and they aren't all I'm saying is that because of misogyny, her character got reduced to rapist and that's it.
#pantha dc#rosabelle mendez#miriam delgado#nightwing#dick grayson#tw rap3#misogny#anyway#im the no:1 Pantha apologist and she deserves better#mirage dc
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Been thinking about the last panel ever since it came out, and you don't have to confirm anything! Just voicing my thoughts on it
Sahara looks at a flower and is reminded of Silver, I saw a lot of people saying "Aww she misses the guy!" And lowkey I'm thinking she doesn't actually like "miss" him, just maybe thinking "Hmm, wonder how's my big pawn for this plan of mine is doing, he better still be there or else my plan goes to shambles if what I'm doing right now doesn't work out" like no fondness there
I'm definitely on copium for this tho lmao, cuz I'm lowkey afraid to think Sahara actually cares only for her to not care at all, I definitely have trust issues about how she feels connected with other characters with her personality and her history. Only one way to find out tho! *Sits and waits patiently*
Yeah, she doesn't "miss" him but can't help but wonder just what he could be up to since she woke up and he wasn't there, especially after hearing that he supposedly LEFT a lion pride.
Oh well. She ain't gonna act upon these thoughts and go seeking him out.
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We're going to Natsuo essay today! Woohoo!
On Natsuo's trauma and PTSD, his role in the family, and the tragic tale of a traumatized son left to protect themself as the abuser seeks amends and the world accepts them. When the family forgives Endeavor, they leave Natsuo behind.
Everyone overlooks the line "left us to hear mom's screams, Shoto's cries." In the anime, his hand starts to clench and his voice trails back to a tone as if he is actively reliving what happened. Natsuo experiences flashbacks. Like. PTSD flashbacks. This is shown multiple times in the series.
The way he screams and spits, "it's sickening", in the anime he calls Enji "disgusting", the emotion that pours out there is entirely protective, of his family and himself. The disconnect between people acting like it's okay and the percieved danger Natsuo sees in front of him causes him to experience some pretty intense emotions.
"Don't you get that!?" It's almost a plea. Does no one else see what Natsuo sees? Why don't they see it? Why can't Enji understand Natsuo's boundaries that he both willingly gives up (to support his family who wants to make amends and allow their abuser back into their life) and is unwillingly is taken from him (when Enji comes around and causes him to relive his memories).
Side note: keep in mind how desperately Enji craves the support of his family. He lights up when Shoto pays him the smallest compliment. Interesting. Reminds one of a certain Touya, huh?
Now these panels are full of details that give insight into Natsuo.
Look at his face when Fuyumi changes the subject, squeezing his leg. Again, he has to bury his feelings for the sake of others, to keep the peace, their little newfound fairytale of a family redemption that Natsuo forces himself to partake in.
He looks absolutely miserable when he leaves. And yet he still says thank you, still says sorry that he couldn't be enough. Natsuo does not fit in to the newfound family dynamic. So he leaves.
Notice how he does not care much for doing this in front of guests? He hates hiding things. He doesn't want to participate in that charade.
This is in the anime. Izuku says, "I think deep down, you're ready to move forward with your dad. If you don't forgive him, that's up to you, no one can force you to accept him. The thing is... You're a really caring person."
And it pans over to Natsuo standing outside the hallway, listening in. Like this.
Shame. Guilt. Self-hatred.
Hearing those words affects him severely.
Why can't he be like Fuyumi? Why can't he be like his mom? Why can't he be like Shoto?
Why can't he move forward, why is he stuck in the past, why does Endeavor still haunt him, why can't he forgiveā
Why can't he be a caring person?
Why can't he be a good person?
Why can't he let go like everyone else? Like normal people do? Like good people do?
Of course he can't. He's a protector.
Only Natsuo can't let go.
The odd one out, left behind to deal with the turmoil of his constant triggers alone, his grief for Touya.
Natsuo hates himself.
"Cuz I'm not as caring as Shoto," he says.
Natsuo is genuinely terrified to be touched by Endeavor. Even unconscious, he murmurs "hot..." when Endeavor holds him, and immediately yells and shoves him off once he wakes up, and begins to cry and tremble as Endeavor talks.
Finally, finally, Natsuo gets acknowledgement for the extremely painful turmoil he puts himself through for his family's sake, and it hits him like a truck. Endeavor himself sums it up well.
Natsuo is incredibly selfless.
It's very important to consider that after this, he says to Endeavor:
"Why should I have to be the one to change when everything is your fault!?"
And he's entirely, completely correct here.
And yet he still forces himself to change, to put up an act when he absolutely despises acts and despises the hush-hush, the "we don't talk about that" (he's a lot like Hawks in this way). He has no personal problem speaking about things in front of guests, or passerbys like the person staring at them from their car in the above panel, front and center.
Natsuo feels extremely alone. At this point, he doesn't even care who sees his pain as long as it's someone.
#this is part of why i will never forgive endeavor. mans gave his son post traumatic stress disorder#this is for the first part of mha! i will finish this essay for his arc eventually!#for the later chapters!#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#natsuo todoroki#tw trauma
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How much do you think Sasuke cares about Sakura? Itās obvious he doesnāt love her back, called her annoying couple times, and never visited her for years, but heās still a kind person and cares about his teammates. Maybe itās a bit of pity?
putting under read more cuz this is a very anti-ss post in case there are people who would rather not see/read it.
I think you might be new to my blog, I've talked about it a bit before:
sasuke and team 7
sasukeās feelings for sakuraĀ
sasuke taking on his family's wishes as his own
In part 1 sasuke viewed sakura as a teammate who he protected and didnāt want to worry. but he was able to break his āteammate bondā with her that night when he left.
in part 2 he doesnāt even view her as that. during the reunion scene sasuke told the new team 7 he was able to cut off the bonds he had with konoha. however, we know it's only the bond with naruto he had failed to break. I've talked about sasuke's on a whimĀ before too. and then throughout shippuden sasuke explicitly states naruto's importance to him and how he still needs to cut off their bond. sasuke doesn't mention anyone else, because like he said prior, he was already able to cut off all other bonds.
I see ss shippers say āsasuke always acknowledged sakura first and sheās the only one he apologised tooā as a means for them to show that sasuke still had a bond with her in part 2, like during the reunion and war arc. despite the fact that after acknowledging her presence (wow #hecaressomuch. guess sasuke cares for kakashi a lot too since sasuke also spoke his name despite kakashi not even being present during the reunion) his attention shifts to naruto and then just ignores sakura for the most part. I won't even bother putting in all the manga panels where sns stare each other down cuz this post would get too long lol. revisit the reunion scene. look at the kage summit arc scene. look at the war arc. they all follow the same pattern. In the war arc sakura herself acknowledges that sasuke doesnāt care lol. I donāt know how much clearer it can get - sasuke says the only one standing between him and complete loneliness is naruto. naruto is his one and onlyā¦ friend, the one person he needs to cut down. whereās sakura, where's anyone else in this equation?
also sasuke apologised to karin before joining the war arc too. he also apologised to kakashi. sakura isn't special in that regard, and sasuke was only going to take juugo (because of his natural energy) and naruto away from what was surely going to be a killing blow during the war. everyone else sasuke was willing to let die, karin and sakura and kakashi who he apologised to including. sasuke saying "oops sorry" to someone does not equate something extraordinary in relation to bonds. this is what happens when kishimoto stresses how important naruto is to sasuke vs everyone else. people take these panels and blow them out of proportion when in the grand scheme of things don't matter, as shown by sasuke again and again.
in 699 sakura got the brotherly forehead poke which symbolises distance. idc ss shippers can do all the mental gymnastics they want, but that's what the poke symbolises. it's not that sasuke re-invented the meaning behind the poke - itachi used it to keep sasuke away from him, creating distance between them (something sasuke also confronted itachi with) - and that's what sasuke ends up doing to sakura too. which is why before edo-tensei itachi died he brought his forehead to sasuke's, to finally bridge that distance! it's like the simplest things are so hard to understand for ss shippers. they take panels of sasuke when he was happy he got the poke when he was a kid to 'prove' that the poke is a good thing completely ignoring the fact that sasuke didn't know anything about anything at the time. and even as a kid sasuke expressed his displeasure at receiving the poke. and in the end, that's what sasuke does - keeps sakura at a distance. she even ended up chasing him down yikes. how is this lost on people... and then sasuke kept creating even more distance from her. for over a decade. all the while he was meeting up with his bestie too. seems to me like sasuke is using the poke just like itachi originally intended... listen, if u care about someone u take the time to communicate with them, to see them. that's just common sense lol.
in gaiden sasuke does go to help save sakura and he does take those rod things out so he doesn't want her to die lol. but beyond that? he doesn't see his 'wife' for 12 years and the first thing he says is 'why are you here?'; the famous: 'because we have you sarada' line; how miserable he looks during their first family dinner (sakura doesn't look all that happy either really). so he cares to not want her to die but beyond that? what bond do they even have? what meaningful conversations and interactions did they have? girl doesn't even know if her precious sasuke-kun wears glasses cuz they didn't see each other for over 10 years lol. probably the feelings and bond he had towards her in part 1 reformed after part 2 to the uhm interesting bond those 10 chapters that is gaiden showed us.
sakura does try and make herself pitiful around him, she tried to invoke those feelings in her confessions. I think a wife who was implied twice to never have been kissed even though she desperately wants to be kissed is quite pitiful indeed lol.
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Daminika asking game
Questions for Daminika/Flamian Shippers! a Thread ā„ļøš« by @ damiandefenderr on Twitter(X)
1. Whatās your favorite panel/moment of them?
Need them to hold hands again pleaseā¦
-[Robin(2021)#7/#11]-Artist: Gleb Melnikov-
Also this one panel of reunion hugs from the newest issueš«¶ā„ļø
-[Batman and Robin(2023)#6]-Artist: Nikola ÄižmeÅ”ija-
2. What was your initial reaction to them getting together?
Tears of joy + stayed up late drawing out of excitement, cuz I've been rooting for them since the Robin(2021) # 7 issue.
3. What song/lyric reminds you of daminika?
āŖ-We could be together, you could stay forever
We could waste time baby, nothing else matters
Oh, when I look into your eyes
I wanna bury you by my side-āŖ
-BURY YOU by Ari Abdul
4. How do you think their first date would go?
They catch up with each other 's life while having a meal and doodling on Damian's sketchbook at his favorite Arab restaurant.
5. Whatās your headcanon for Nika regarding Damian?
She likes to listen to Damian talking about his original story and ideas, and his plans to present them with different forms of media( art, acting, music ).
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Nika thinks Damian's an interesting and straightforward person and likes his pride in himself in the first introduction he has on Lazarus Island. Think he's an honorable and fairly challenging fighter. Plus the mystery ghost(Alfred) that keeps appearing around him intrigues her. After stealing back his manga from XXL and giving it a good read, she wanted to know more and more about him.
6. Whatās your headcanon for Damian regarding Nika?
He likes to text Nika from time to time, and when he doesn't know what to say he sends pictures of his pets to her, Nika sends back pictures of her own pets(cat, insects, reptiles) and the activity she is doing or the sunset view that is outside of her room window.
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Damian is angry with Nika at first but realizes that he can only blame himself for being impatient to learn the Death Tournament's rules, thus letting her get the upper hand. Damian thinks Nika is a quick wit, bold and resilient person. He admired her fighting skills from afar and was secretly pleased that she kept seeking him to talk and be friendly with him, and still kept a respectful personal space for him.
7. If you could publish a daminika mini, what would it be about?
daminika sketchbook tour (about their daily life inspirations, choice of art styles, their views on people who are around them), and they have doodles/comments cameo on each other's pages occasionally.
8. What do you think Bruce & Taila's reaction would be to Damian & Nika being official?
Bruce is wary about Nika but canāt say much to Damian because of his own dating/lovers history, later on, realizes what Damian has seen in her.
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Talia tells Damian a few times how she is unimpressed by Nika, but Damian doesnāt hear a word from her after he introduces Nika to her in person.
9. Whatās a trope that you think fits daminika?
Sent to kill each other (secret mission) but fell in love unintentionally when they met and learned more about one another.
10. How do you think their relationship would be like?
Itās both their first ever relationships, so they are cautious and consider each otherās feelings a lot. Damian is serious about it and mentally initiated. Nika is much more relaxed and physically initiated.
1ļ¼2 (dates and activities)ļ¼3 (taking care of each other, sleep habits, gifts) ļ¼pet namesļ¼art stylesļ¼asking game
#daminika#flatline#nika#damian wayne#flamian#gravebird#graverobin#nika dc#flatline dc#daminika hcs#bruce wayne#talia al ghul#dc comics#damian x nika#damian x flatline
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Thoughts on dealing with Bad dad Bruce in canon vs evidences of what his character actually should be towards his kids
Cuz there are some upsetting abusive Bruce panels but I genuinely find them out of character. Also the fact that if it was his character then why it hasn't been addressed as abuse. Edge lords as writers killed my babygirl
I'm actually really glad you asked me this because I talked abt this the other day, and I haven't changed my mind yet:
I don't give a chewed up fuck if Bruce is a bad dad in the comics, because canon is obsolete at this point.
Hot take, but I feel like Bruce is treated unfairly bc he's The Dad and a lot of people project on him specifically because of their pre established daddy issues.
Which sucks, I'm sorry, but Bruce being an unfit parent is so terribly and grossly OOC, and making him worse in some instances is pinning your own issues onto a character who wasn't supposed to be a bad dad in the first place.
What makes me frustrated is that the fandom can disown versions of their favorite characters and make them invalid in the long process (for example, Talia doing That in that One Comic and people, justifiably, knew it came from a place of hatred and bigotry and ignored it as canon) but saying " I don't care if Bruce is a bad dad in the comics" is bad?
I mean. Yikes.
Bruce Wayne is a Good Dad.
#bruce wayne#dc#dc comics#meta#batman#someone once said you can either like robin or batman but not both and sadly thats becoming more true#but this is a bruce wayne stan acc#another thing i dislike: dick being parentificated
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