#cute ways to kill myself
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avevo scritto su dei foglietti delle frasi molto belle e volevo attaccarli al letto, le ho trovate ora che le sto rifacendo in modo diverso, sono davvero tante, che spreco, le userò per lo scrapbook, ma comunque che spreco.
questo mio trovare questa roba dopo mesi è causa del mio fare le cose a metà e non finirle, infatti se le avessi attaccate anche sul resto del letto ora non avrei davanti una piccola cartelletta di plastica piena di queste frasi.
boh raga io un po' mi odio però ok.
#pensieri#me#checolorehaunanimabruciata#artists on tumblr#tumblr girl#procrastination#i procrastinate a lot#i procrastinate too much#i probably need therapy#quotes#bed#cute ideas#cute ways to kill myself#my mind is exploding#that's okay#fine#non è Alzheimer sono ansia e depressione
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sry i have chronic only draws megumi disorder the doctor said it's terminal :/
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#me: 'i like yuuji and megumi Equally :)' also me:#i cant help it hes so fun to draW hes so easy to draw i love you i love you i love youuuuuu#also this is kiiind of me making good on that poll i did forever ago saying id draw catboys . so as promised here is A Catboy :3#hes sooooo meowmeow hes so gd CUTE god i love . fushiguro mEGUMI#to b fair i Do like yuuji and megu equally ffgsdjfdjh#sometimes u just gotta spend the whole entire day fully rendering what was supposed to be a megu sketch sheet#but now it is . just a char sheet by talos this cant keep happening#this all started bc i still want to practice/tweak the way i draw faces but it would appear i cannot control myself#also been loving drawing the cat megumi plush gddff fushiguro mewgumi is my favourite animal crossing villager#anyway so much for working on speed this was a fun 10 hours#its ok . i do it fr him <3 geto voice i dont mind being killed by you
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Gavi core is hanging out with the coaching staff Instead of his teammates 😭😭
#the way he's joking around with xavi...#they're separating a child from his father this is so cruel 😭😭#they're so cute i might kill myself#pablo gavi#baby waby#xavi hernandez#fc barcelona
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i swear if you people start uwuifying OCD like you did with ADHD and autism I'm going to start attacking
#the general idea of what OCD is already so fucking wrong and harmful#if you start being like 'oh my little meow meow is so OCD' or 'its not a disorder its just a different way of thinking uwu'#I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL#ALL OF MY EARLIEST CHILDHOOD MEMORIES FROM AGE 3 AND UP ARE OF HAVING PANIC ATTACKS#PLEASE GO FUCK YOURSELVES THIS IS A MISERABLE FUCKING DISORDER ITS NOT CUTE ITS NOT QUIRKY ITS THE REASON I HAD GRAY HAIR AS A TEENAGER#i saw this like 'i let the intrusive thoughts win' isn't something people use all the time for like dying their fucking hair#its exhausting how many people what to be all 'mental illness needs to be more accepted'#and then in the next sentence want to deny that your mental illness is actually harmful to you and doesn't negatively affect you#and its just because society doesn't accept your different way of thinking uwu#NO I LITERALLY WOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF AS A TEENAGER IF SOMEONE HAD CONVINCED ME THAT MY MENTAL ILLNESS WAS NORMAL AND FINE#figuring out that something was Wrong with my brain was like the best moment of my life#and this 'no you just think differently don't try to change' attitude may be helpful in SOME CASES#but that shit needs to me pulled back on A LOT online because that framing can be extremely harmful to some people (like me)#knowing exactly what is wrong with my brain is literally the only way I'm able to not let it affect me#and it not affecting me is literally the only way I can function and live happily#like you understand that some people do genuinely have things wrong with them#and telling them they don't is beyond cruel
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ugggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh dies. dies. dies. dies. kisses him on the mouth. dies.
#im so madly in love with him im insane. the way i want him is unreal like actually. i want to hold this long cute freak in my arms#so sorry i haent been posting its mostly been oc x canon or. another type of art idk if yall would wanna see so i just dont post it😁#im 18 btw i can make stuff like that and post it💪💪💯💯💯 im so awesome. but uh also its 90% oc x canon sorry💪#i draw him both the same and in so many different ways. god i want him so bad its INSANE IM CRAZY#but idk sorry for not posting more🤕😝 i wanna post more angel food cake#i have so much more lore for her that i just have not posted. like at all. please future me make a character sheet PLEASE.🧍♂️#ok normal tags#licorice cookie#cookie run#my art#lico tag#crk#if we dont get more content of him soon im killing myself#please i have like 2 TIKTOKS AND THATS IT PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETHING I CAN LOOK AT A LINE OF DIALOGUE PLEASEEEEEEEE🙏🙏🙏🙏🧍♂️
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just a kind word for all of you lovely folks out there: if you say the r-slur or you don't call out your friends for saying it then i hate your guts :)
#melonposting#i'm writing my piece for the ada's open letter in our school newspaper. and oh my god i am so angry!!!!!!!!!!!! :D#like to kill an ableist reblog to kill an ableist. you know the drill#ughhhh my school is supposed to be super progressive and it is in a lot of ways#but hmmmm no punishment for saying the r-slur? people using autistic and sped and disabled and bipolar and psychotic as insults 24/7?#forgive me if my math is wrong but it just doesn't add up! :)#and don't get me started on people throwing around the term 'intrusive thoughts' like it's soooo cute and quirky#dude. i literally get intrusive thoughts. please leave the school building and never come back. expel yourself#'tee hee i let the intrusive thoughts win!!' and i will win in hand to hand combat against you. shut up#if you reading this are someone i know at school who did something like this don't come groveling to me#it doesn't help. if anything it just makes me feel guilty for calling you out#and for goodness sake you know i can't stand up for myself. please call people out for their sick bs when you know i can't#thank you :'D
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i’m so glad i finally did that i have the biggest complex in the world around my tits due to medical trauma so even though i’ve wanted these forever i haven’t done it because the thought of having a stranger manipulate them was so anxiety inducing to me that i’d cry lol. she was so nice though we chatted throughout the whole thing and it didn’t feel awkward or stressful at all 🥹
#just a year ago this would’ve felt impossible#i’ve worked so hard this year to set myself up well for my 30s and i feel like i’m killing it a little bit idk 😊#(wrt trying to work through my issues in a way that feels productive and joyful to me/genuinely helps build confidence i mean)#and they look CUTE
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Lol saw your tags, thanks for loving my pfp. My friend group has a big joke about rats so it seemed fitting.
Must know: who is your favorite sd character to draw besides Shane? Least favorite?
#stardew valley#stardew valley emily#stardew valley sebastian#sdv emily#sdv sebastian#i know i have a lot more seb art than emily but HE MAKES ME SO MISERABLE#emily is so fun and easy for me its so enjoyable and i get to put her in any pose and situation and i think she comes out cute#sebastian is hard because hes suppose to be a pretty boy and im. suffering w him#by the way before anyone tries to kill me sebastian and emily are two of my most FAVORITE characters and i put a lot of pressure on myself#to draw them as presentable as possible in my artstyle 🥹🤌 or i start crying#tho i just gotta say. favorite to draw ≠ doesnt equal to the quantity of content i put out for specific characterkgkskgksgkskg sorry#because shane also makes me SO MISERABLE
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I have finally finished O Segredo Na Floresta.
I have cried more than I thought possible.
And I fear I shall never be the same.
#i have discovered that however bad quarentena was - cellbit has tons more angst material ready to unleash when least expected#it was so so so good but my god - i have never felt more empty#you ever see a piece of media and think yeh this is gonna change the way i view certain things forever - yep.#but now i enter the ordem episodes that arent captioned and only have the youtube autotranslate - the final boss for my portuguese knowledge#cellbit#ordem paranormal#this post is sort of my proof to myself when i actually finished the bastard - this season was three billion years long i swear#and still so long to go#cellbit will continue to stab my emotions for many more hours to come!!!#it is very late at night and i am very sad. TIME TO START THE NEXT ONE :D#o segredo na floresta#enigma do medo#bro i need to yell at someone about the last like hour of the damn thing because i have many things to say. or maybe just cry some more#at least my portuguese is much better now lmao. I'll get to a point where i can just listen to an episode with no subtitles if it kills me!!#hopefully cellbit will be back on the qsmp soon to rip my heart out with a cute lil cubito delivering heart wrenching angst for some variety#qsmp#ok sleep time lmao
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saw this on pinterest this is so real this is gonna be my new shifting method LOLLLL
#she def snores#like loud as hell#the way she slept in jeans had me crying i’d just have to kill her myself#BUT LOOK HOW CUTE SHE IS JUST SNOOZING
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#god i was so giddy today (or well i guess yesterday. its almost 2am JDJFJFJF)#i was waitin all day for him to finish work so i could message him n he messaged me in seconds... triple texted NDNDJDJDNDNDMDMDN#god hes so cute. im so !@@@@@ i like him so much. like ..... !!!!!!!!!!!!#he makes me so happy idk how to explain. i just !!!!!!@@ like him so !!!!@@ much !!!!#why do i deprive myself of him 😭😭😭😭😭#but i mean we did talk for 2 hours straight in person a few weeks ago. not much you can like. converse about after that JDJDJDJDJDJDJ#:')))))))))#maybe i'll let myself be a lil hopeful.... 🥺🥺🥺#personal#also omg i think i figured out why he was so combative??? when i saw him last#i think it was bc of our mutual friend...........#n e way HDNDNDNDNDN#so maybe thats why he was like that. bc with me.... sure we tease each other but hes not like....... out for the kill idk JDJDJDNDNNDNDND#hes so sweet.... like not in an obvious way but like NDNNDMDDMD IDK.#we'll put it this way....#when ppl ask him for help... he tells them to google it#meanwhile hes explaining stuff to me in detail; going up to the teacher n asking questions for me; getting up out of his seat n#looking for a plug for me JFJDJDJDD LIKE ?????#hes also so polite... thanks ppl... holds the door for ppl. god hes so......#if he's like....... the guy im gonna be with for the rest of my life... o i'll be so happy BDJZNZNNZNZNZNZNZ#THIS IS SO SAPPY GOD.#if u saw the messages you'd be like literally what are you giddy over HFJDJDJJDJDJDJD AND THATS OKAY#hes just some guy.... love that about him the most.....
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having the worst morning of my life the universe is testing me and i'm losing
#forgot my transportation card at home so i had to pay for the metro by credit#got out of the station its pouring rain and yes i dont have an umbrella now im sopping wet#got on the bus but they dont take credit and i dont have cash so i had to basically beg the driver to let me ride for free#he was chill and we talked the whole way . kinda saved my dsy#got to uni had to walk more in the rain#im already sick btw so its about to get worse 🤣#i might just get an uber home later bc im not gonna be able to get the bus 🙃#im done with this dsy already bruh lets just skip to tomorrow#also stepped on a puddle now my shoes and socks are all wet i NEED to kill myself#and its only 8am#at least i look cute . thats all i got going for me rn#anna.txt
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Okay just .. one more thought bc <////3 the dynamic with Reo & Nagi just works so well truly :/ Nagi could care less how Reo treats you, you seem happy, and he kind of likes having you around
Besides your warmth n softness, you’re always doting on Nagi a little. Maybe it’s some trait you n Reo have in common, but you’re always checking in on him and making sure he’s comfortable. Asking if he’s thirsty when Reo goes to get you a drink, batting your eyelashes n asking sweetly to get something for Nagi, too. You always ask Reo to pay for you both too when you’re out (as if he’d do anything different), quiet enough so Nagi shouldn’t be able to, but he does and he can’t help but think it’s cute how you’re so concerned about him. What is it about him that makes you two want to take care of him so bad? It makes his body hot if he thinks about it too long; but nothing compares to when you let him rest his head on your lap while the three of you hang out.
Reo always has you unbearably close, right between them no matter how tight the space is, and as warm and soft as you are, sometimes Nagi can’t help but get a little fussy at the squeeze.
“Would it be more comfortable this way?” You pat your lap and rest a hand on the back of his neck (have you and Reo never cared about personal space?), and he takes the offer before you can see the way he’s starting to blush. The minute your hands start to play with his hair he’s out like a light, and Reo feels like a crazy person because he loves seeing both of you so cozy and content. There’s nothing better to him than seeing you both get the princess treatment you guys deserve <3
ARE YOU GUYS SEEING THIS SHIT?
#bc the way nagi was always like. I like him but I couldn’t see myself w him fully but this. this I am picturing in my head. i’m going to#kill someone.#oh my god. elle.#love letters.#them both enjoying how soft and squishy and warm you are. fucking jesus god.#how you fit right between them so perfectly <3333#reo loves how you dote on nagi it’s so cute to him. like you’re passing on what your big brother taught you#n they love how cute you are when you cry cause you’re filled with both of their co—#god.#stepcest tw#incest tw
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#'well you cant win em all.' okay but i would like to win at least one!! (not my quote i swear ive seen it on tumblr just cant find it)#like i would kill for just one win. i would pay a crisp $10 to anyone that could provide a single win for me#today was yet another fucking loss and that was all i had lined up. like theres nothing set up to possibly be a win in the future#ive got nothing there. so weve ended on a loss and thats all i have for the foreseeable future#i counted all the wins and losses in recent memory. ive got like 13+ losses and about 1 win#i tried to count up all of my wins but truly i managed like. one.#even some things that i didnt know could become losses! like did you know you can just be refused an adhd reassessment?#like you can say 'id like to pay $160 for you to fuck up a diagnosis again' and they can actually say#'youre not even worth the trouble to misdiagnose so go fuck yourself'#but they can! i didnt know that#and then you can have the audacity to tey to hope for something and think youll get it. like hope a little too hard#truly shouldve lesrned my lesson after twelve losses in a row not to get my hopes up#but i did! i made plans! i was gonna buy a cute water bottle specifically for that job. snd take myself out to dinner if i got it#can you guess what happened? when i had the audacity to hope and plan for a job that i was so passionate about and wanted so much?#(i didnt get it. the job ive been posting about. didnt get it)#didnt get the apartment in the city i love and miss either. didnt get an adhd reassessment (which is still wild to me)#and i tried to frame them as better in my head. 'this is a chance to tey a different job youd be better at! this is a chance to save money!'#nope its just another shitty thing in a long line of shitty things and im just getting tired of it. im so fucking tired of it#i am back where i vowed id never come back to and i cant escape in any way shape or fucking form#just needed to vent because saying all this in my head wasnt helping. saying it here doesnt help either but whatever
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they make me squee so hard
#mad men#the way he’s her boss and he’s like if she doesn’t tell me I’m cute and smart and clever I will kill myself
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Going through the Utahim.e tag had me checking several times if at some point I had clicked on the G.ojo/Utahim.e one instead
#It's mainly the ship and mainly ship art. Very pretty btw. There's people with gorgeous styles there#There isn't even a lot of x reader fics haha I guess people don't want to bang Utahime?#Anyway... lowkey wished this happened with Ijichi lol#I so wanted Ijichi to mention or even hint at a mention of Gojo one last time like they did with Nanami#If nothing else for the weight of it all. The weight of feeling your youth dying piece by piece alongside the people who made it out#And everything it implies#Art of Shoko dealing with Gojo's death even in a cold way always strikes hard for that motive but I always love it#with pretty much everyone of those years. There was one piece I saw once that was not explicitly or necessarily romantic about Utahime#being hit by Gojo's death and I don't recall exactly how it was (I think I may have queued it?)#but it moved me more than any piece more clearly emotional that I had seen before#I don't know. I thought it held the potential of that. That weird uncomfortable heartbreaking feeling#of hearing bad news about old friends or classmates and how it makes you realise the weight of time#They suffered and accident. They tried to kill themselves. They are very sick. Their sibling or parent died. And you knew these people#You saw them daily for years. Maybe you weren't close but you knew these people. They cut my bangs when I was eight and I punched them#I tripped over them playing hide and seek and we both lost at the same time. We both hated each other's favourite teacher#They borrowed my pen once and then never gave it back. I once drenched them at the fountain after PE and it was winter but they laughed#Their mother got mad though. Now she's dead. We were made to sit together in French class in middle school. They loved to keep their hair l#Now they're sick and have lost their hair#Their little sibling was so annoying always trying to make us play with them during recess too. It was kinda cute. Now they're dead#I don't know. That kind of stuff#Utahime boosts Gojo and then he dies. Shoko opens him up to make a tool of his body#Ijichi accompanies another kid to clean after him in the meanwhile. And then the realisation hits. He is dead#He was annoying. He was my friend. He was so rude#He had such a sweet tooth. He laughed so loudly. He used to lean over people when talking with them#We were kids once. We are here now. He isn't here anymore. Some of us haven't been here anymore for a long while. It's been so long#He was still young. I am still young. We felt so old. At times it feels as if the time back then didn't happen at all.#And now he's dead and oh it's true he was so annoying but he also had such a sweet tooth. I forgot. What do I do with this memory now?#At times it felt as if the time back then didn't happen at all but then at times it shone through. He brought it back#He asked me a favour knowing I wouldn't betray his secret. He still teased the same way. He still leaned on people. But now he's dead#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well xD I think it's a pretty common emotion when it happens.Oh I forgot to censore words again sorry
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