#curse neurosis

[polypinks]

pepoyo transparent renders!

from kamihikouki, curse neurosis, & amedama! f2u, no credits needed~ likes/reblogs appreciated!

[blinkycravesviolence]

happy late birthday to pepoyo!!!! as a celebration i decided to do a redraw of this still from Norino Neurose!!

og image ^

[rot10msk13381]

curse neurosis but with different outfits

2024-6-19 to 2024-8-4 (what is this wide range? I don't remember taking a month and a half)

[scrybe-of-death]

無益の同情　しなくて結構

無敵の現状無抵抗

こんな憂鬱続くなら

一生呪うぜノイローゼゼゼゼゼゼゼ！

[bunny-bun-draws]

🗑 Ah... I’ll curse you for the rest of time, neurosis! 🗑

[biboomerangboi]

Hua Cheng essentially cockblocking himself for possibly all of eternity will literally never not be the funniest thing MXTX ever wrote.

Xie Lian was pretty much completely in love with him the second he saw those lanterns (and completely oblivious about it) and then we get the wonderful first kiss underwater moment and Xie Lian is basically drawing hearts around Hua Cheng every time he sees him. While like quietly dying cause he literally has no idea what to do with it. Like at this point he doesn’t even really understand that he is head over heels totally gone for this man.

Until Hua Cheng is like I have a beloved I just haven’t won them over yet. Which he thinks is perfectly reasonable because his self esteem is the worst and he doesn’t understand how he could have won Xie Lian over yet. (He’s only on step 22 of his Marrying Dianxia 3000 step Master Plan ((that he debates throwing out on a regular basis because he doesn’t deserve to even dream about wanting Xie Lian)). So course he’s like yeah I have this wonderful noble beautiful beloved I just haven’t won them over yet wink wink nudge nudge.

But Xie Lian is like oh of course obviously I don’t deserve nice things and fuck I actually wanted him so badly I’m actually in love with him and now I will resign myself to never being happy for his sake. (Their combined self esteem is truly a so low it’s a hole in the ground which is hilarious because they think the other person is to good for them and unattainable forever because they literally have the same neurosis.) So he starts boxing up his feelings forever constantly wanting Hua Cheng and feeling guilty about it and literally dying inside because he wants Hua Cheng like he’s never wanted anyone.

Like essentially books 3 and 5 only happen because Hua Cheng has now cursed them both by saying he has a beloved because Xie Lian believes he isn’t wanted and therefore any nice thing Hua Cheng does is just him being nice and not Hua Cheng pulling out steps 23-34 of his plan thinking he still hasn’t won Xie Lian over. (He has he so has but he shot himself in the foot so badly it’s painful to read).

Like thank the Gods Hua Cheng is so unhinged and created the cave of 10000 Gods cause Xie Lian would literally be at his own wedding to Hua Cheng still convinced he wanted someone else and this was in fact a thing they were doing to solve a case together otherwise.

Like he needed something that unhinged to put 2 and 2 together otherwise he never would have caught on he’s Hua Cheng’s beloved. Meanwhile Hua cheng is like 🥺 he’s going to think I’m a weirdo now and I’m only on step 50 of the plan 🥺 like the two of them wouldn’t have been fucking nasty 2 books ago if he just kept his mouth shut and didn’t cockblock himself so violently.

[bezumnie-nekuda]

Curse Neurosis

[neeila]

Ghost tower

История:

Башня неупокоенных призраков, все персонажи уже мертвы, а сама башня — это проклятое место. Пеппино является экзорцистом, который решил изгнать призраков этой башни, заручившись поддержкой своего друга священника Густаво.

History:

The tower of ghosts that haven't found peace, all the characters are already dead, and the tower itself is a cursed place. Peppino is an exorcist who decided to exorcise the ghosts of this tower, enlisting the help of his friend priest Gustavo.

Peppino: How did you die?

Пеппино Спагетти — это экзорцист, до которого дошли с��ухи о некой таинственной башне, в отдалении от цивилизации, любой заблудший в неё путник пропадёт безвести. Осознав, что дел�� (пахнет эктоплазмой) нечистое, он решил в нём разобраться и отправиться в эту башню.

Факты: из-за вечных контактов и взаимодействий с призраками и другими иродами у него огромные проблемы с психикой, имеет невроз, слуховые и зрительные галлюцинации и страдает от бессонниц.

Peppino Spaghetti is an exorcist who has heard rumors about a mysterious tower, far from civilization, and traveler who gets lost in it will disappear without a trace. Realizing that the case was unclean, he decided to figure it out and go to this tower.

Facts: due to his constant contacts and interactions with ghosts, he has huge mental problems, has neurosis, auditory and visual hallucinations, and suffers from insomnia.

Father Gustavo: Brick, do you want a fish?

Отец Густаво и Кирпич – это священник, у которого есть любимый кот, является давним другом и приятелем Пеппино. Кот Кирпич забрёл в часовню к Густаво, будучи ещё маленьким котёнком. С этого момента и остался жить с ним, а Отец Густаво и не был против. (коты сами выбирают себе хозяев)

Факты: Густаво в свободное время ходит к реке и ловит рыбу, чтобы побаловать любимого Кирпичика.

Father Gustavo and Brick are a priest who has a beloved cat and is Peppino's longtime friend and buddy. Brick the cat wandered into Gustavo's chapel when he was still a little kitten. From that moment on, he stayed with him, and Gustavo's father was not against it. (cats choose their own owners)

Facts: Gustavo goes to the river and fishes in his spare time to pamper his beloved Brick.

Mr. Stick: I know our salvation depends on you, but don't expect a discount!

Мистер Стик – Успешный бизнесмен, удачно женившийся. Известен в узких кругах экзорцистов и Пеппино не единственный с кем он имеет торговые связи. Отправился в башню с Пеппино, чтобы продавать ему нужные для изгнания и взаимодействия с призраками вещи

Факты: не надейтесь на скидку!

Mr. Stick is a successful businessman who got married well. He is known in the narrow circles of exorcists and Peppino is not the only one with whom he has trade relations. He went to the tower with Peppino to sell him the things he needed to banish and interact with ghosts.

Facts: Don't expect a discount!

Elevator operator: Which floor do you want?

��ифтëр - призрак работника лифта, который погиб из-за несчастного случая, провалившись в шахту лифта. Спокойный призрак, который составит вам компанию при перемещении с этажа на этаж.

Факты: Молчаливый?... Что с ним?

Elevator operator is the ghost of an elevator employee who died due to an accident, falling into an elevator shaft. A calm ghost who will keep you company as you move from floor to floor.

The facts: Silent?... What's wrong with him?

Artist: My paintings! The light is ruining them! Can't you see!?

Художник – призрак когда-то талантливого творца. Дело о его убийстве замяли после смерти шерифа, который расследовал его.

Дело не было раскрыто. Студия художника так и осталась опечатанной.

Факты: его картины видят только призраки.

До безумия и жуткой агрессии боится любых источников света, будь то солнце, свеча или фонарь, так как свет губит его картины.

Artist is a ghost of a once talented creator. The case of his murder was pushed up after the death of the sheriff who investigated it.

The case has not been solved. The artist's studio remained sealed.

The facts: his paintings are seen only by ghosts.

To the terrible aggression, he is afraid of any light sources, be it the sun, a candle for lantern, as the light destroys his paintings.

Shooter: ...

Стрелок – призрак многоуважаемого шерифа. Вернулся в мир живых из-за невероятно сильного желания отомстить за свою смерть. Настроен недоброжелательно и попытается прогнать любого, кто подойдёт к нему слишком близко.

Факты: может использовать способность, позволяющую ему одновременно и с невероятной силой бросать сразу несколько тяжёлых предметов.

Очень активно использует призрачные атаки – атаки, ранящие ментальное тело жертвы, но не физическое.

Shooter is the ghost of a respected sheriff. He returned to the world of the living because of an incredibly strong desire to avenge his death. He is unfriendly and will try to drive away anyone who gets too close to him.

Facts: He can use an ability that allows him to throw several heavy objects at the same time and with incredible force.

He uses ghost attacks very actively – attacks that injure the victim's mental body, but not the physical one.

Talisman: Yo, dawg, I don't remember how I died, but I definitely didn't die because I choked on nachos.

Талисман – призрак известного при жизни телеведущего и каскадёра. Относительно безопасный призрак, может напугать, оказывая сильное влияние на психику. Очень любит музыку, шум и сам его создать не против, активно взаимодействует с любой электроникой, в особенности любит радиоприёмники и телевизоры.

Факты: намеренно ломает электронику, с которой до этого играл. (золотит карман мистера стика)

Talisman is the ghost of a famous TV presenter and stuntman during his lifetime. A relatively safe ghost, it can frighten, exerting a strong influence on the mind. He is very fond of music, noise, and does not mind creating it himself, actively interacts with any electronics, especially likes radios and televisions.

The facts: he intentionally breaks the electronics he used to play with. (gilding Mr. Stick's pocket)

Chef: The exorcist?....

Повар – невероятно сильный, почти рассеявшийся от времени, призрак повара, который готов поступать жестоко от отчаяния. О нём мало что известно, он не идёт на контакт при попытке связаться с ним.

Факты: при атаках имеет осязаемое тело, его прикосновения будут ощущаться как касание ко льду.

Способен преследовать выбранную им же жертву, пока не сведёт её с ума или убьёт.

Chef is incredibly strong, almost dissipated by time, the ghost who is ready to act cruelly out of desperation. Little is known about him, he does not make contact when trying to contact him.

Facts: when attacking, he has a tangible body, his touch will feel like touching ice.

He is able to stalk his chosen victim until he drives her crazy or kills her.

Rabbit: I don't mind talking to you if you're not interested in the menu.

Кролик – призрак хозяйки старого кафе. При жизни из-за необычного меню и миловидной хозяйки заведения, кафе набрало популярность, но многие возвращались только чтобы по душам поговорить с девушкой. Очень застенчивый и спокойный призрак. С легкостью идёт на контакт и совсем не против поговорить.

Факты: если она напугает вас, то точно не специально и это будет самая обычная призрачная активность.

Очень любит попеть в радиоприёмник.

Rabbit is the ghost of the hostess of the old cafe. During her lifetime, because of the unusual menu and the pretty hostess of the establishment, the cafe gained popularity, but many returned only to have a heart-to-heart conversation with the girl. A very shy and calm ghost. She makes contact with ease and doesn't mind talking at all.

Facts: if she scares you, it's definitely not on purpose and it will be the most common ghostly activity.

She loves to sing into the radio.

Безумец – призрак предпринимателя, при жизни владевший сетью ресторанов, которые со временем обанкротились. Невероятно агрессивный, сильный и жестокий призрак, который попытается убить всех, до кого сможет добраться. Чем ближе вы к сумасшествию, тем сильнее и опаснее он будет.

Факты: боится распятия, но может сжечь его, если станет сильнее и делает это при первой же возможности.

Madman is the ghost of an entrepreneur who, during his lifetime, owned a chain of restaurants that eventually went bankrupt. An incredibly aggressive, strong and violent ghost who will try to kill everyone he can reach. The closer you get to madness, the stronger and more dangerous he will be.

Facts: he is afraid of the crucifixion, but he can burn it if he gets stronger and does it at the first opportunity.

[themasterofalchemy]

The crossroads of neurosis and psychosis

If I hurt myself first It takes the power from their hand If I hurt myself first I'm too wounded to see where they stand

A queer custom I've slipped into A fool's defense mechanism I, the jester of the court of tools A fortune teller lost in sentimentalism

The dreamer who sits in the clouds Has a funny way of striking herself down

Right there on the borderline, a star fell from the sky The children, the clowns, and the poets cried For only the overlooked till convenient Those heard but yet to be listened Can understand the void inside

If I hurt myself first That's a bleed I can manage If I hurt myself first It's a wound I can bandage

An odd philosophy I've subscribed to A personal attack of terrorism I, the radical of the harsh ghoul

The dreamer who strikes herself down Too heavy to sit in the clouds

Right there on the borderline, a star fell from the sky The children, the clowns, and the poets cried For only the overlooked till convenient Those heard but yet to be listened Can understand the void inside

You don't need to tell me what you don't find appealing I promise, I've thought it - and much worse You needn't say the lashing I'm sure you're thinking I promise, I know it, that of my curse

So right here on the borderline A star fell from the sky Silently crashed and burned so bright

Right there on the borderline

[littleeyesofpallas]

I feel like there is a woefully untapped niche for psychosexual feminist unicorn horror. like a weird blend of some kind of nega-horsegirl, reverse beauty and the beast, the vvitch shenangians going on. Where the purity and chastity that the unicorn represents is a cage. Where the passive aggressive self policing slut shaming paranoia and neurosis that comes with trying to put "virginity" on a pedestal. Where the taming of the unicorn is a burden and a curse not a triumph. The kind of grotesque groomer nightmare that comes with shit like father-daughter purity ring proposals and shit. The kind of emotional blackmail and hostage situation that some with "i can fix him"/"at least it's me and not someone else" martyrdom.

Being chosen by the unicorn as the only one who can tame it draws lines in the sand you can't cross. And if you do the unicorn will trample you to death, because that's what a unicorn does to someone who isn't an innocent pure virgin maiden. But on top of that you have to contend with not just keeping the unicorn safe from whatever generalized threat the unicorn faces, or keeping yourself safe from the unicorn, but keeping others safe from the unicorn too. Because if you try and alert someone to help you you'll just get them trampled to death. And counter-intuitively when the unicorn won't listen to you it's seen, not as evidence that the unicorn isn't as it's pure and valorous as its supposed to be, but as evidence kf how you must not be so pure and innocent after all, because otherwise you'd have been able to stop it

It's a horse girl story gone bad where the horse is a unicorn and unicorn is purity culture and also your abusive boyfriend

[libbee]

Inheritance

By Carl Jung

People do not realize just how much they are putting at risk when they do not accept what life presents them with, the questions and tasks that life sets them.

When they resolve to spare themselves the pain and suffering they owe to their nature.

In so doing they refuse to pay life's dues and for this very reason life often leads them astray.

If I have to suffer then let it be from my reality. A neurosis is a much greater curse.

One cannot do more than what one really is.

Suffering was inevitable in any case. But I want to suffer for those things which really belong to me.

A decisive factor for me in choosing this path was the knowledge that if I did not respond fully to my life's purpose and challenges then they would be inherited by my children who would have to bear the burden of my unlived life in addition to their own difficulties.

I am aware of what a heavy burden was passed onto me by my parents.

Such a burden cannot simply be shaken off. You find yourself weighed down with an inheritance that you have to accept and carry around like a snail carrying its house on its back.

[oneslimybastard]

VTM is my favorite vampire setting for a number of reasons, but one of the main ones is that it's really good at selling vampirism as a curse that actually kinda blows to catch.

Like you are a Literal Corpse now. You can animate your blood to look Less Corpsy, but it takes active effort to do so and if you let yourself get Evil enough it's joever anyway. You can seduce all the humans but what good does that do when you are a CORPSE who's numb to human warmth. Aside from the killthirsty beast now living in your chest you also inherited your clan's specific neurosis so even if you want to be a good person, thanks to one goof from earlier you'll now be restless and agitated until you've fucked someone over in a way that will satisfy your worst impulses. You're either a nepo-baby in the palm of some scheming fuckwit or an Accidental Pregnancy who may or may not be terminated On Sight depending on how much of a Masquerade violation you're deemed to be, scrambling for scraps. You can't talk to your mortal loved ones because they either think you're dead, or you'd have to come up with excuse after excuse of why you can't hang during the day. If you're a nosferatu you're Canonically Ugly Now also your transformation was particularly painful. You can't cry. You can't get a boner. If another vampire makes you drink their blood you might get emotionally enslaved to them.

Shit rules. It's both sexy, glamorous, but also supremely gritty and bleak, all dependent on which lens you use or how far you zoom in. Even the most well established ventrue is miserable in their own way. So much vampire media treat vampirism as a curse that you'd wanna cure but then like. fail to actually explain the downsides? Like yeah u'll outlive all your friends and family that's kinda sad. But not so sad I'd pass on all the superpowers and undead sexiness babyy and i dont go in the sun anyway. But VTM? No I'm good actually. Like maybe I could fuck with being a gangrel, but even then I dunno man. i think i'd get killed first of all before even getting close to being able to turn into a wolf so I'm good where i'm at.

[weil-weil-lautre]

One may be very far from the ascetic view of money as a curse and yet regret that analytic therapy is almost inaccessible to poor people, both for external and internal reasons. Little can be done to remedy this. Perhaps there is truth in the widespread belief that those who are forced by necessity to a life of hard toil are less easily overtaken by neurosis. But on the other hand experience shows without a doubt that when once a poor man has produced a neurosis it is only with difficulty that he lets it be taken from him. It renders him too good a service in the struggle for existence; the secondary gain from illness which it brings him is much too important. He now claims by right of his neurosis the pity which the world has refused to his material distress, and he can now absolve himself from the obligation of combating his poverty by working.

Sigmund Freud, "On Beginning the Treatment," The Freud Reader, 370-371

[hollownoire]

I've finally gotten around to uploading Curse, my first major project that I intended to make into a song prior to making the other two. This one is special to me, as it's more than just a song, I poured my soul into this despite just starting music and not really knowing much music theory. It's meant to reflect the past two years of my life in song form, and while I'm still sort of kicking myself for not doing better I think I need to let it be seen regardless of some pressure from my own neurosis to be perfect and master everything before I let it be seen. Here's to being vulnerable, I suppose! There's even a small animation element to this one. I hope you all can enjoy it, cause this one is especially important to me.

[theonehitwonder]

OC ask game- but it’s literally whatever I could think of

☕️- what are their thoughts on gossip? If they gossip, what are their favorite types of gossip?

🤥- how often do they lie? How did they feel about it?

💋- have they ever kissed someone?

💇‍♀️- what’s their dream haircut?

🩱- can they swim? Do they enjoy it?

🕸️- are they afraid of bugs?

🍺- do they drink? Why or why not?

🎧- what kind of music do they like? Do they have disdain for any type of music?

🫀- do they have any health conditions running in the family? If so, do they have them? (Magical conditions/curses can count!)

👰‍♀️- do they ever want to get married? Do they have someone in mind if so? If they’re already married, how do they feel about it?

🍫- do they have any dietary restrictions? For what reason?

🛼- what do they do in their free time?

🧼- on a scale of one to ten, how much of a neat freak are they? Do they have any particular neurosis about cleanliness?

🛐- what’s their religion? Were they raised in it, or did they convert?

🏳️‍🌈- are they queer? If so, what labels do they use?

[insert-uncreative-user]

Unfinished PPY (Curse Neurosis) fan animation ⋆