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broadwayandnetflix · 3 years

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OMG- BO FIC REQUEST

a fluffy fic where he takes you out to a fancy dinner. picks you up at your house & meets your parents, driving to the place, all that pizazz- and more if you decide to write! Im a big fucking sucker for the romantics as you can see LMFAO.

Meet The Parents - Bo Burnham x Reader

Warnings: Language

Theme: Fluff! Slight bit of Angst.

Word Count: 2.6k

A/N: picture this as like his what tour cause it fits up with the college timeline hoes. also, I hope you like that I added an airport, cause rom-com shit amirite? I’ll stop. wooooooo this is so long. I hope y’all like essays cause fuck.

It had been too long since you had last seen your boyfriend, Bo. The two of you had met in college at NYU briefly before he dropped out to pursue his comedy career.

Of course, you have been supportive. Why wouldn’t you be? You just really missed him, especially when he went on long tours, you in school, and him touring the world.

The two of you kept in touch. Bo often taking the time to call you before or after a show to hear your voice and call himself down. You knew what they did to his anxiety, and not being able to hold each other was difficult for the both of you.

He’d do the same for you, without a shadow of a doubt. Especially when school was stressing you out, and exams and essays were becoming a pain in the ass to handle. Even if it was just little funny texts or messages, he helped you.

It’s what you did for each other. You were a team, even if it was states away from each other. Except, luckily for you, his tour was ending soon. Or it should be, judging by the tiny calendar of dates that he gave you.

It was nearing Thanksgiving Break, and it just didn’t seem applicable that you’d be able to meet up in time. Given the short week window and Bo riding down from nearly a year of touring.

So you didn’t say much, as you packed your bags for the week and left for your home state.

The airplane ride wasn’t that bad. You wished that you had Bo beside you, cracking jokes to calm the inevitable way that your heart would jolt when you went up in the air. Unlike Bo, you absolutely hated flying.

Earbuds in, you strolled into the airport a tad bit jet-lagged and went to grab a bite from a small coffee shop. Slipping the cashier a twenty, you walked the airport in search of your luggage.

Through a sea of people, you trudged, already feeling fatigued and just wanting a nap. You didn’t even realize that you were gonna run smack dab into someone. That is until their hand shot up and held you steady.

You laughed pathetically and cringed quickly, going to apologize, hoping that the person who caught you would just keep moving on. Except, they still stood in front of you, silent as ever.

“Hey man look I’m so sorry, I’m just so tired I didn’t even see where I was going.” you mumbled before realizing just who you were speaking to.

Bo.

You froze, staring at the man in pure confusion. How was he here when he was supposed to still be on tour? You rubbed your eyes, wondering if he’d still be there when you reopened them.

News flash, Bo was still there. Fuck.

“Holy shit,” you murmured, realizing your hands were still full with your bag, phone, and lunch.

God, you were gonna cry; this wasn’t happening. He looked so fucking good, the glasses, the hair.

He watched you quietly, a soft smile resting upon his lips. While you clumsily pull on his arm to get out of the ongoing traffic of people around you, preferably a spot with a place to put your stuff.

Your tall boyfriend lumbering after you unbeknownst to you, trying to compose himself. It had practically been months since he had seen you last, and you had never looked more beautiful.

Once you set them down gently, you practically ran into the man’s arms. His bags gently fall to the floor as his arms are securely wrapped around you. Nearly lifting you off the ground.

The two of you rocked gently in the embrace, completely lost in each other. Bo resting his head on top of yours, pressing soft kisses upon your head. Tears softly pour down your cheeks and onto his shirt. Giving him enough time to wipe them away and plant a soft kiss against your lips.

“Bo, what are you doing here? I thought you were still on tour.” you sniffled, still wrapped up in his arms.

“Managed to make things work, I wanted to see you. Or I was gonna try and surprise you at the gate, but you kinda…ran into me.” Bo smirked, looking down at you.

“Well you definitely surprised me, man I really missed you.” you said quietly.

“Honey, you don’t understand how long I’ve waited for this moment. I swear my agents are probably sick and tired of me talking about you.” he exclaimed, causing you to smile.

This long-distance was really starting to get to the two of you; of course, his tour was gonna be over soon. Except, especially two different states away from each other, it made your heart hurt.

Moments like these, you wanted to just pause the time and exist in them forever. It seemed like between the two of you, you were running out of time. Just how much time exactly?

It was almost as if he could sense the hesitation as he swept up his bags and yours in the process.

“Just realized, we’ve got places to be.” he chirped, and you eyed him curiously.

“Like where?” you said, grabbing your coffee and bag from the coffee shop.

“Patience is a virtue my dear.” he tuts and slips his hand between yours. “Now, where’s your luggage terminal?”

It was roughly a forty-minute drive from the airport to your place. Bo had rented a car for the next couple of days, so it was smooth sailing from that point on.

Bo behind the wheel, and you are sitting in the passenger trying to figure out what music to play.

It didn’t help that you were in the car with a comedian, as whatever song you picked, Bo would pretend to critique it. Only sending you into a fit of hysterics.

“Oh okay, well you pick the music then!” you cried, pretending to stare daggers at him.

“I’ve got something for you, it’s this brand new artist I found while on tour.” he grinned, looking over at you briefly before focusing back on the road.

“His name is….Bo Burnham I think? I could be wrong? He was good-“ he said nonchalantly before earning a quick swipe to his arm from you.

“God, you look cute when you’re angry. You’re missing out on that Bo Burnham guy, he’s got potential.” he said.

“I hate you.” you giggle before finding a more comfortable position in the car.

“Oh shit you know what I just realized?” Bo yelped, causing you to slightly jolt in your seat.

“What?”

“Isn’t this the first time I’m meeting your parents?” he asked, causing you to slightly stiffen in your seat.

Technically, yes. It wasn’t like your parents didn’t know, it’s more so that there was never really a good time for them to meet. You wondered what they’d think, dating someone who dropped out of college to pursue comedy.

Not that your parents were judgmental. They wanted you to be happy, as any parents would. You just were worried if they wouldn’t respect and love Bo as much as you did. It had been close to two years at this point; what else did you have to lose?

“You are right, oh dear god. I wonder how that’s gonna go, hopefully well, right?” you ask, more so to yourself than Bo.

“Oh please, I’m great with people’s parents. Plus, they raised you, I’m sure they are great people. Babe, you’ve got nothing to worry about.” he reassured before continuing on the route.

It wasn’t long before he pulled into your family driveway, pulling the car into park, quickly placing a comforting hand on your shoulder.

“You ready?” he says quietly, looking at you sweetly.

You eyed the front door before looking back and meeting his eyes, nodding, as he leaned in to give you a quick kiss.

God, you missed those.

“Here goes nothing.” you smirk before slipping out of the passenger side and gather your bags.

Bo now follows suit as you knock on the door, his taller frame towering over you. One hand pressed on the small of your back, holding you steady.

The front door opens with a swing, with your mother greeting you at the door. A firm grin upon her lips as she rushes out to hug you, your father appearing behind her.

“Oh I’m so glad you were able to come home! We missed you so much!” she exclaims, squeezing you tighter.

Before giving you a slight nudge and knowing look towards Bo, who had remained oblivious, while he shook hands with your father.

All of you gather inside your house, Bo taking control of the conversation when acceptable.

Sitting down at the kitchen table, your parents are engulfed in his stories and laughing at his jokes. All the while getting to know the man that you loved so much.

Bo was pretty much a natural when it came to impressing others, and you knew it wasn’t gonna be an issue with your parents.

The two of you answering almost any questions, Bo excitingly telling the story of how the two of you met.

“Oh I almost forgot, I need you to do me a favor.” Bo murmured when the two of you had a moment to be alone.

You looked up at him in confusion before he mentioned something about dressing up nice. A knowing look upon his lips before giving you a slight wink and walking off towards the guest room.

There you stood, gaping like a fish in wonderment at what he possibly could be planning. Slowly walking into your childhood bedroom, looking for anything that would meet his description of nice.

You settled for something that you wore to a formal gathering that still managed to fit you. Giving yourself a quick look in the mirror, you left your bedroom to find Bo standing there.

You had to hold back a gasp; the man looked rather handsome in a dress shirt and pants. His hair was nicely done, and his hand gestured out for you to take.

“Bo what is all this for?” you exclaim, as he only smirks and leads you towards the front door.

“Shut up, I’ve been wanting to take you out for months.” he says as he opens it and leads you towards his car.

The man practically doing the whole nine yards, all the while you looking at him in pure wonderment. Of course, the two of you had been on dates prior, but never like this.

You had to practically stop yourself from grinning as he suavely got into the driver’s side of the car., Giving a quick glance over at you unbeknownst to you, trying not to melt at how gorgeous you looked.

“Where are we going?” you ask as he starts the car slowly pulling out of the driveway.

“You ask a lot of questions my dear.” he says, keeping his eyes focused on the road.

“Oh shit is this my execution?” you smirk as he dramatically nods.

“Babe, how the hell did you find out? Who told you? Was it my manager? I knew she’d rat me out!” he exclaims.

“You know I had to be certain, you did make me dress up all nice and all.” you play along, grinning ear to ear.

“Oh well, I can’t give away the entire surprise so zip it with the questions sweetie.” he quips as he continues the drive.

It’s not long before he pulls into a fancy Italian restaurant, way out of your usual pay range. You could feel your stomach do somersaults, giving the man an incredulous look.

Bo simply grins as he gets out of the car, rushing over to open yours for you. Eyes wide, still staring at him like he was fucking insane. He shakes his head and carefully pulls you out of the car.

“Now no complaints. Or whatever you plan to do. I’m paying, I’ve been wanting to treat you like this for over a year now. I’m doing it, and I’m gonna enjoy doing it.” Bo huffs, all dignified.

You simply nod in disbelief before he slips his hand within yours. While he enters the restaurant, he mentions his reservations to the hostess, and they seat you at a table.

Once the butterflies subsided in your stomach, you took the attention of the man in front of you. Never had anyone done something like this for you. You were trying to not look like a genuine fool with the smile you wanted to express.

You knew he was the one for you, but the way that he had looked at you. The pure adoration in his eyes and how he had planned everything, you were practically melting.

“I love you.” you whisper, wondering if he could hear it.

He did.

Bo looked up from his menu, a blush now practically kissing his cheeks. He dimples, rising at the declaration before reaching across the table since he was large enough to kiss you gently.

He was quick enough as the waitress came over to take your order. That goofy lovesick grin still plastered across his face as he straightened up in his seat.

The two of you ordering whatever looked best on the menu, clinking glasses when they arrived and looking dreamily into each other’s eyes.

“Man, I missed you. Like I know I say it a lot, but I mean I did. Going on tour is….well it’s lonely. I know you’re still in school, but sweetie. When I’m done, you’ll be sick of me. I promise.” Bo said insistently.

“No I won’t, I’m sure it’s gonna be the other way around. I don’t know if I say it enough, but I really am proud of you. I am so proud to call you my boyfriend, to call you mine. I don’t mind waiting.” you say quietly.

“How did I get so lucky?” he paused, eyeing the plates of food that were coming your way.

“Thank NYU, they did all the work.” you joke, thanking the waitress before digging into the meals.

The food was excellent; it was incredibly worth the price. Even if it was steep, the dinner was lovely. Bo is cracking jokes and telling you his favorite fan encounters that have occurred since his tour began.

It was hard to believe that the man who was often so quiet and shy could be so loud and brave enough to yell at hecklers. Except you could believe it, you had obviously been to one of his shows.

It made your heart begin to flutter at the fact that he wasn’t afraid to be himself around you; it made you feel secure.

The way his stage presence dominated the scene, it was practically impossible to keep your eyes off of him. No matter the situation.

Even now, his eyes glimmer while he tells you whatever story he had dug up. This was his passion, and you reveled in it all.

The night went well as the two of you caught up, knowing it would be quite some time before he’d meet up with you again. As he too had Thanksgiving to celebrate with his family in Massachusetts.

You shared a nice dessert, and he left a rather hefty tip simply because he could. Bo never made it necessary to note that he had money, but you knew he was excited to spend it.

All the while, you spent the night in a dizzying smile. Not giving a shit whether anyone knew it or not, even in the parking lot. The two of you waltzing messily towards the car, giggling and sputtering like a bunch of fools.

He was your fool, and you were his, who knew how long you’d have with him for now. You were destined to make the most of it.

Even as the ride home dwindled and you knew he’d have to catch a flight soon. You weren’t surprised or shocked even; days with him tended to be like this.

As the two of you reached your front door, Bo carefully leaned down to a comfortable position and kissed you softly. Not desperately, just tenderly. As if by the time he’d kiss you again, you’d simply wouldn’t be there.

His lips grazing yours, hands pressed carefully against your cheeks. You reciprocating all the while leaning into him in a warm embrace.

When you finally pulled away to catch your breath, he gave you a look that you knew all too well.

“I’m not saying goodbye.” you whisper into his arms.

“I’ll be back soon don’t worry.” he murmurs into your embrace.

With one last kiss on the forehead, you watch as he walks back to his car. Judging by the way his schedule worked, you knew he’d be back sooner than he would in the past.

Yet, with the soft ‘I love you’ said between the two of you couldn’t help but shed a tear and just hope that the next time would last longer.

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tommydarlings · 4 years

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Jarley Quinn ↬ t.h

A/N: Wow, one of the longest things i ever wrote! got this idea after i watched the joker and Harley Quinn birds of prey and i thought it would be nice to write it... I hope this doesn´t flop, sorry if it´s crap. anyway, enjoy! :) ily,liz <3

pairing: Tom Holland x reader

warnings: violent actions, mentions of nearly blowjob?, swearing

w/c: 1.8k

Requests: OPEN

Summary: Your win an Oscar for your amazing role as Harley Quinn´s and Joker´s daughter, but you didn´t knew that Tom Holland aka your role model would be there too.

this handwriting = actions and dialogues in the movie

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„Guys, i think that i´m gonna pass out“ Tom said as they all took their seats in the huge hall.

„Calm down Tom, it´s okay, your gonna win this“ Harry told his brother.

Today was the day. Today were the oscars. And Tom got nominated for the best leading role in an action / psycho / R rated movie. Cherry.

And the best thing is, when he should win the oscar, then their gonna show cherry on a huge screen in the hall. That´s sick.

Leonarde Dicaprio, Jennifer Lawrence and a lot of other amazing and unbelievable good actors are gonna see his movie then. Sounds like a dream to him.

„Thomas, son, it´s fine, we all believe in you! Your performance in Cherry was amazing and even the Russo Brothers said that it was an oscar worthy performance! Find someone to beat that!“ His mother, Nikki, said to her son with a small laugh.

Just when Tom wanted to answer, the Russo brothers came and both sat down next to Tom.

„Hello, guys!“ Anthony said.

„Hello, how are you?“ Dominic asked them.

„Were good, and excited“ Joe told Dom.

„And i´m fucking nervous“ Tom whisperd.

„Hey, hey, it´s okay to be nervous. Your gonna win this, your gonna rock your speech and in the end everyone will clap for your performance after they all saw the movie!“ Anthony told tom.

Tom could only nod before a man came on the stage and started to talk,

„Hello Ladies and Gentleman! I hope you all feel well and excited!“

The man went on with his speech and after about 15 minutes talking about some random stuff, he finally said the words that the entire hall craved for.

„And now i´m gonna announce the winner for the oscar in the category action / psycho / R rated movie…“

Tom was shaking, Nikki and dominic prayed for their son and Tom´s brothers tried to calm him down a little bit.

„Calm down“ Joe whisperd to Tom.

„I c-can´t“ he stuttered quietly.

The whole hall was so silent, it was creepy.

„Y/N Y/L/N!“ the man on the stage said into the micro.

Tom had his head hung low after his name wasn´t said.

Everyone started to clap, but when they saw who came on the stage, everyone looked very confused.

„What the-„ Tom said.

A young women, maybe about 21 – 22 years came on the stage with a beautiful suit on her body.

„Hold on, is this the wrong catergory?“ Tom said.

„No, it´s the action / psycho / R rated movie category“ Anthony answerd.

„How can she-„ before Tom could finish his sentence, you started to speak,

„Hello Ladies and Gentleman, omg i can´t belive this, sorry, I won´t steal your time, i just want to thank the cast of this amazing movie and my family and friends who support me since we started filming this masterpiece. Thank you so much and enjoy the rest of the night, love you“ you finished.

„And now, let´s watch the amazing movie of the oscar winner! Jarley Quinn!“ the man said with a huge grin into the mic.

„Jarley Quinn? Isn´t it Joker?“ Harry said.

„Or Harley Quinn?“ Sam said.

„Boys, let´s just watch it“ Nikki told her son´s.

They said a quick and quiet ´okay, sorry´ before the movie began.

Jarley Quinn was written in thick and big letters on the screen, then you appeared onto the huge screen.

You stood infront of a mirror and looked at your reflection in the mirror infront of you. You took each side of your mouth with your fingers and spread them into a big smile before you let me fall and started to cry, tears were running down your cheeks as you still looked into the mirror where you could saw your painted face and green dyed hair. You always painted yourself just like your father and mother did. And the hair were another thing you got from your father. It was funny and interesting.

After this little opening, you went to two graves with the names Joker and Harley Quinn written on them.

„So that are her parents“ Tom whisperd to himself.

„Obviosly“ Harry huffed.

„I´m so sorry mamma and daddy, i´m gonna make you proud and i´m gonna make the entire world remember your name, and my name i swear“ you said.

And then, then the scenes came where everyone understood why you got the oscar in the first place. Even the Russo brothers were impressed.

„Fuck“ you whisperd to yourself as you saw that you need money for the pills you were fucking addicted to. You don´t even need all these pills, but you basically craved them with passion.

„Not again, please not fucking again“ you yelled through your apartment as you tried to find some money anywhere in the living room or kitchen. You even looked in the bathroom.

„Well, i don´t have another option, so“ you said to yourself in a slightly bitchy way.

You grapped your weapon and put it into your weapon holder that was covered up by your red suit jacked from your father.

Just a few minutes later you stood with a bag full of money, a weapon in your other Hand and huge smile on your face that is covered in the iconic Joker makeup in the middle of the bank while every single person around was on their knees and begged for their lifes.

„I won´t hurt anyone, i swear okay? I just wanted the money, but before i leave, i would like to say something, of course if i´m allowed to“ you said.

The bank women nodded quickly with her head before you said your last sentence,

„You look so good on your knees, just like i did yesterday“ you said with an amused laugh before you shot the person that was kneeling infront of you right between their eyes.

You laughed hysterically while you ran out of the bank with the bag and your beautiful weapon.

„Oh m-my g-good“ Nikki whisperd to herself with an shooked expression on her face.

„I mean, that was sick, but it was good“ Anthony said.

„That´s right“ Joe agreed.

„How has she done that with so much ease?!“ Tom whisper – screamed at himself.

After you swallowed your pills, you decieded to go into the club and have a good time, well at least you wanted to have a good time.

The second you stepped into the club, people went silent and didn´t dared to move. But you didn´t liked it.

„What? C´mon, go ahead with your talking about whatever you were talking about! I won´t stop you!“ you laughed.

You really weren´t here to stop anyone, so you just orderd a drink and looked through the club. You stopped your gaze at one specific couch in the corner of the club, a man, trying to rape a poor little young girl.

„Let´s have some fun“ you whisperd to yourself before you took a huge sip from your martini and walked to the scene.

„Can i help you?“ The man asked as he saw you standing infront of him while he held the poor girl in a tight grip on his lap.

„No, but can i help you, little girl?“

„N-no“ she stuttered.

„Okay“ you shrugged before you walked away.

Hold on, let me correct, about to walk away.

You punched him with your fist right on his nose.

„Ow! What the f-„ before he could finish his sentence, you grapped your weapon and hit his temple with it.

He fell unconscious onto the floor and you laughed again in a quiet creppy way before the girl ran into your arms.

„Woah, woah,woah, i only saved you from getting raped, not more“ you said.

„You saved my life, thank you“ the girl said.

„No, i saved your virginity“ you said before you removed yourself from her grip and went to the exit. Before you could exit the loud and sweaty club, a young but confidence looking men grapped your wrist.

„Hello beauty“ he growled.

„Hello, with what can i help you mister?“ you said with a smile on your face that was still full of the iconic makeup of your father.

„How about you help me with the little problem down there“ he said as he looked down to his own…crotch.

„Of course! Your house?“ you answerd with a little smirk.

„Mine“ he said before he dragged you into a car.

Just a few moments later, you were on your knees right infront of his naked figure while he sat comfortably on the couch.

„You gonna be daddy´s good girl?“ the man growled quietly.

You nodded with your head before you opened your mouth and stuck your tongue.

„Good“ he whisperd before he put his hand on the back of your head and directed your mouth to his dick.

But before he could get what he wanted, you pulled your dagger out from your dress pants and stabbed him in his… dick.

„Ohhhhh shit“ Tom hissed while he lightly held his crotch with his hands.

„Fuuuuuck, i know this isn´t real, but that fucking hurt“ Harry said.

„Okay, wow“ Anthony whisperd.

„OW FUCK, YOU LITTLE SLUT!“ the man yelled in pain.

You just started to laugh hysterically again and grapped your lighter, plus a tiny Matchstick from the pocket of your suit jacket.

„Hold on, wha- what the fuck a-are y-you doing, NO AHHH-!“ the man yelled before you lit the matchstick with fire and threw it on his naked body.

You still didn´t stopped laughing in this creppy and loud way as you walked out of the house with a cigarette between your red painted lips.

The next few scenes were violent, brutal, sexual and absolutely disgusting, but at the same time… definitely oscar worthy.

„Okay, that was unbelievable“ Harry said as the credits started to roll.

„You right, that was a true masterpiece“ Sam said with a tiny laugh.

„It w-was really g-good, yeah“ Tom said quietly.

After the movie ended, you got a lot of praises for your performance. Finally, The hollands and the russo brother´s found you and walked to you.

„That was amazing Miss Y/n!“ Anthony said.

„Oh please call me y/n, and thank you“

„Yeah, it was great“ Tom said quietly.

„Thank you so much- hold on, you are Nico walker from cherry right?“ you asked Tom.

„Yeah, you saw it?“ he asked.

„Of course! It was one of the best movies i ever saw!“

The two of you didn´t even noticed that Nikki, Dom, the twins, paddy and the russo brother´s already went as you went on with talking and praises.

„Would y-you maybe l-like to g-go out with me?“ Tom asked with an nervous voice.

„Of course!“ you asnwerd quickly.

„Really?!“

„Yeah, of course, i would actually love to Tommy“

The nickname melted his heart immerdiately.

„Okay, c-cool, uhm, can i have your number?“ Tom asked.

„Yes, here“

After they exchanged numbers, Tom went to his Family and the Russo brothers.

„And? How did it went?“ Harry asked with a little smirk.

„Got her number“ tom said proudly.

„No way! That´s amazing!“ Sam said.

„She is amazing“ tom said with smile.

He can´t wait to see you again.

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mediocre-writerr · 4 years

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don’t be a fool [leah rilke]

leah rilke x reader

bring us through pt.6

requested: Omg I just got the best idea for part 6 of ‘ I have questions’ maybe after Shelby gave Leah the talk, things take a nasty turn and Leah says something like ‘I wish I never met you’ during a fight and the reader storms off in hysterics and Shelby follows her and has to calm her down like never before and Shelby is scared something bad is happening (reader is hyperventilating like never before) and screams for Toni. Make it as angsty as you want I WOULD LOVE TO READ IT THE LEAH SERIES MIGHT BE MY GAVE THING EVER

*not my gif*

All of you have been stuck on this island for far too long. The burning hot sun causing everyone to be more irritable than usual.

Especially for your girlfriend Leah.

She has been struggling with the thoughts in her head. All of the thoughts telling her that something’s wrong. And with all the stares she’s getting from everyone especially Rachel, she snaps a lot quicker than before.

You know she doesn’t mean to, but it’s been happening a lot lately.

You and Shelby were just sitting out away from the rest of the crowd, having a serious conversation with one another. About your girlfriend Leah.

And unbeknownst to you, Leah’s irritably fumed a green flame inside her. The green flame of jealousy.

“How do you feel about her?” Shelby whispers softly.

You shrug at the thought, “I love her, more than words than express.”

“More than-” she’s about to say, but you cut her off.

“Yeah I think so,” you whisper, “But is that even appropriate?”

“Why wouldn’t it be?”

You shrug, “I don’t know. Just everything that happened between me and her. Should I even move on?”

The blonde places her hand on her shoulder, “It’s been what? 6 months. You’re always going to love her, no matter what, but it’s time to move on. And especially with Leah. She’s everything to you.”

A small smile forms onto your face, “How do I even tell her?”

“Just go from your heart.” her face lit up like a lightbulb clicked off in her head, “Okay practice on me!”

“Are you sure? I don’t need Toni beating the shit out of me.” you say and she laughs, playfully rolling your eyes.

“I’m sure.”

You nod, grabbing both of her hands, “I’m just gonna come out and say it-” you begin.

But what you didn’t know was that your girlfriend was walking past not too far from behind the two of you.

“I’ve been in love with you since the first time I met you. I know these circumstances are terrible, but I need you to know that I love you. More than words can express.” you confess to your best friend who was struggling so hard to stifle a laugh.

Someone cleared their throat from behind you. You immediately drop your hands, looking at your girlfriend with wide-eyes before placing a smile on your face. But that smile did not mirror onto hers.

“I should’ve known.” she whispers, shaking her head.

You look at her, tilting your head to the side, “Should’ve known what?”

“That this was going to happen. You and Shelby have always been so close, there were times where I thought that you were dating...” she begins.

And both you and Shelby shake your head, “No, no, no. That is not what’s going on here.”

“I thought I could trust you.” Leah says.

“You can! Me and Shelby, there’s nothing going on between us!” you try to convince your girlfriend, but she was not hearing it.

Leah’s face looks from yours to Shelby’s, her piercing blue eyes sending ice daggers into her heart. “Does Toni know?!”

“Know what? Leah there is nothing going on between me and Y/N!” she exclaims, flailing her arms.

“You’re just like Jeffery. You’re gonna get me to fall for you, just so you can pull the rug from underneath me. Break my heart like everyone else.”

Your eyes widen yet again, so much that you think they’re gonna pop out of your head, “No. No! Please just let me explain.” your voice cracking in the process, “I was just practicing-”

“Don’t. No I don’t need to hear anymore excuses from either of you,” she whispers, “You and Shelby took this as an opportunity to break people’s heart. Fuck everyone over like people did back in your hometown.”

“Lee no.” you begin to say, but she cuts you off yet again.

“No! I wish I never met you!” she yells, getting the attention from all of the other girls.

“If that’s how you really feel, so be it.” you whisper, before running off towards the jungle.

Shelby shakes her head, “One thing...I asked you to do one thing for me, not even two days ago and this is what you do? You don’t even deserve to hear what she was doing, but I’ll tell you anyway, so it can make you feel like an idiot. She was going to tell you she loves you.”

Leah face falls from anger to shock.

“Yeah, you fucking idiot.” Shelby takes off running into the jungle after you.

“Shit.” Leah mumbles, placing her head in her hands.

The jungle starts to feel like it was caving in. Soon you felt like you couldn’t get enough air and tears were filling your eyes so you couldn’t see very well. You slid your back against one of the tall trees.

“Y/N?!” you vaguely heard what you thought was Shelby’s voice, but you couldn’t get yourself to focus on anything, but Leah’s voice echoing through your ears.

Your body suddenly draining of its warmth before a cold sensation creeped its way through your veins.

Your chest rose and fell slowly, rapidly picking up pace to the point where simply taking a breath was a large effort. Breaking out into a cold sweat. The whole world began to spin faster and faster as adrenaline coarse through your body.

“Hey, hey, I’m here.” Shelby says, brushing the hair out of her face, “Can you breathe?”

You shook your head, gasping out harshly, “I-I can’t breathe.”

“Hey, it’s okay. You’re okay.” she whispers calmly, but you could sense the panic in her voice.

She’s dealt with your panic attacks before, but this was something different.

Your gasping didn’t stop and your panic only continued to grow.

“I wish I never met you!” Leah’s voice echos in your head.

“Y/N, breathe. Can you hear me?”

All you could hear were your own thoughts and Leah’s voice, which overpowered the sound of her voice.

Luckily, you didn’t get too far from camp so Shelby screamed out, “TONI!!!”

Not even two minutes later, you could hear Toni’s footsteps following into the jungle, “Shelby! Are you okay?”

She finally found the two of you. You were sweating and crying hysterically, continuing to gasp for breath. Your lungs felt like you were on fire.

“I don’t know how to help.” she whispers, getting teary eyed at her best friend.

Toni squats in front of you, putting both of her hands on your legs, “Hey it’s okay. I need you to focus on your breathing okay.”

She takes your hand in hers, placing it right where her heart was, “You feel my heartbeat?”

You nod softly, “Okay I want you to focus on that.”

Your breathing slowly starting to become more even and your lungs didn’t feel like they were on fire.

“How did you know to do that?” Shelby asks, sitting next to the two most important people in her life.

Toni shrugs, running her fingers through your hair, “Martha would get really bad panic attacks in the middle of the night. And I tried everything for months, but nothing seemed to work better than a heartbeat.”

“I’m tired.” you whisper to the girls, your face puffy from crying so hard.

“I know, Y/N. Everything’s going to be okay.” Toni whispers, “You can rest now.”

After a few minutes you fell fast asleep with your head resting in Toni’s lap.

Toni picks you up bridal style as you nuzzle your head into her chest, “I can carry her.” Shelby offers, but she just shakes her head with a soft smile on her face.

“No it’s okay. I got her,” she says as the two trek back to the campsite.

Leah was sat next to Fatin, her eyes red and puffy. Tears still streaming down her face. She immediately gets up from her spot and rushes towards the three girls.

But Shelby places her hand on her chest, stopping her from getting any closer.

“You’ve done enough for today.”

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justsomefluff · 4 years

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hello!! i found your blog not so long ago and i already love it so much, i was wondering if (if your request are open) you could do an ateez reaction to their s/o crying/pouting because they(atz) got jealous and they were ignoring their s/o (almost like the hwa reaction to you dancing w/ another member) 🥺 i love your blog so much.. hope your staying safe!!! 🤍

Okay, my sweet anon, this ended up being shorter than I originally wrote it bc it got deleted last time but I think I hit all the important stuff anyway! Also, I appreciate the positivity and I hope you are staying safe as well! <3

Summary: Ateez gets jealous of your conversation with another member. During a group dinner. Since they are feeling neglected, they decide to give you a taste of your own medicine.

Hongjoong:

Okay so Hongjoong is totally calm about his bitterness

Like he’s definitely staring daggers at whichever member you’re talking to

But other than throwing a dirty glance in their direction every once in a while

No one will even be able to notice that he’s remotely upset about anything

I think that he’s probably used to covering his emotions well since he’s the leader and he feels like he needs to be the most mature and stuff

That can lead him to being kind of reserved about his emotions though and that might bug some people

And so when you finally start giving him some attention

He’s gonna turn away from you and just flat out pretend he cant hear you

But when you finally get home at the end of the night and you’re sulking because he hasn’t said a word to you since before dinner

He starts to feel hella guilty

Like he never wants to hurt you but his jealousy really just took control of him that night for some reason

And if you’re making big, sad eyes at him and following him like a puppy as he does his nightly routine…

He’s done for

But I feel like once you actually start having a conversation, he’s very good at keeping it from turning into an argument

Good at “I feel” statements you know?

But both of you recover from this rather quickly and just make it up to each other by snuggling for the rest of the night

Seonghwa:

So Seonghwa is the type to act normal enough that the guys won’t notice that anything is wrong

But you know him well enough to know that he’s being kind of cold to you for some reason

And if you notice he’s being super low-key rude to another member then you can kind of connect the dots and understand why he’s upset

He will never let any of the guys see his anger though

Mostly because he’s the oldest and he feels that responsibility to them to only show them his good side if he can help it

So he will talk to you, but only like one word at a time

And he’ll brush you off if you touch him

But he will disguise it by reaching for food or something

He’s good at this okay

But if you just keep staring at him and the guys notice enough to ask you what’s wrong, then he’ll tell you to fake it til you get home

And you do because you don’t want to upset him more yk

And when you get home though, you’re almost in tears bc hiding it like that was so exhausting and painful

When he sees you starting to break a little, then he’s hugging you

Like .5 seconds to cross the room to get to you okay

Drama Mama Hwa to Protective Boyfriend Hwa that quick

He’ll explain why he was upset and you’ll explain your side as well

And once you’re finished, you’re both calm and forgiving about it

Even if you don’t fully understand each others point of view, you get it enough to let it go

Then you both just pass out together bc emotions are tiring

But you definitely wake up with smiles on your faces the next morning

Yunho:

(this is how he sulks at you okay its adorable, i just wanna give him the world)

this jealous baby

Like did you guys see that video of him and Wooyoung eating cheese tteokbokki like San was just tryna help no need to get your boxers in a bunch sweetie

But anyways, I digress

If he’s jealous, he’s gonna let you know straight out the gate

Like he’ll literally tap you on the shoulder and then act like he did nothing

And at first you’re like aw cute he’s being playful

But really he just wants you to know he’s ignoring you on purpose

Like how dare you not notice that Im ignoring you purposefully… He’s not gonna put in all this effort just for you to not notice okay

And when your brain finally connects those dots its like ugh

But Yunho is easy to break okay

Like the second you pay him even a lick of attention he’s so happy

Its just really hard for him to stay upset

But dammit he’s gonna try his best to keep it up until he thinks you have both neglected each other for an equal amount of time

But both of you are kinda clingy

So even if you both know this won’t last for very long, you still get kinda sad about it

And the second your lip juts out and you’re pouting

He’s smooshing your cheeks and just going “aigooooooo” and babying you and stuff

All the other members are disgusted but they’re just jealous okay I said what I said

Yeosang:

(Kang Yeosang character summary: will ignore you for chicken)

Okay I don’t think Yeosang is the type to ignore you on purpose

He just gets really in his head when he’s jealous and gets quiet

And I feel like we see more of Yeosang’s quiet side rather than his expressive side

So maybe he’s shyer about emotions? Idk this is all speculation anyway

So if he’s in his head, he’s definitely not trying to hurt you or anything

He’s just thinking about everything and feeling neglected and insecure

Poor baby

Like he’s only gonna notice that you’re sad about him ignoring you once youre alone

Bc nothing else can distract him from you aw

And if you’re even the slightest bit teary, all of his insecurities fly out the window

Like all his focus will be on making you feel better

And when you say that you’re upset bc he was ignoring you

He’ll literally be like… you were ignoring me tho???

Also he strikes me as the type to laugh in serious situations so he will deadass burst out laughing

Like full on cackling

You’re half crying and just staring at him like ??? Wtf???

And he’s like WE IGNORED EACH OTHER HAHAHA

What the hell’s so funny about that you absolute crackhead

But then youre laughing too bc you realize that this entire situation is kind of ridiculous anyway

And both of you get over just like that, and spend the rest of the night giving each other all the love and affection you have to spare

San:

Okay San’s type of jealousy is more aggressive I think

Like not that he’s aggressive towards anyone about, just it impacts him way more than anyone else

So it can really take a toll on your relationship sometimes

But I do feel like, if he’s gonna ignore you, it’s only gonna be while you’re in front of the members

But as soon as you get home, all the emotions are gonna come out at once

Like as soon as you step through the door, word vomit all over the place

And if you’re eyes are glossy too then both of you are gonna end up crying

And neither of you are really sure why you’re crying, you’re just soft babies okay

But I do think that San is more accusatory in these situations

Like a lot of “you did this” instead of “this is how I feel”

So it can start arguments sometimes

This time though, you’re both just emo and soft

Since you’re both a little bit weepy, you’re both just apologizing profusely

but neither of you really know why you’re sorry

You just are

And no formal resolution is reached because you both fall asleep all cozied up to each other with tears drying on both of your faces

And you wake up in the morning, kind of giggling at each other

All the negativity got washed out of your systems anyway :)

Mingi:

this BABY

he’s jealous but if he ignores you omg

its so hard for him to do

god like he's not even good at it

like he’s ignoring you but still holding your hand??

like how does that work

but anyway, even if you're pouting at him and stuff

he will be the one who ends up crying

like “why did you ignore meee”

and you're like... I didn't even realize I was??

so you decide to tell him what you and the members were talking about

and then all of a sudden, he’s distracted

like “ooh that interesting”

tell me more

or if it was a debate he’ll pick a side and have a full discussion with you

or if he agrees with you, he will playfully diss the other members for being wrong lmao

basically, just distract him and everything will be all set

just don't make a habit of ignoring him bc then he will really feel unloved and no one is allowed to hurt my Minnie

Wooyoung:

So, Wooyoung is more exaggerated with the way he expresses his emotions

And we all know that I mean we’ve seen it

So when he gets jealous, he feels it in his chest

Then those emotions bubble up and come out in the form of hysterics

So he goes extra crazy for a little bit

Like not showing anger or anything, just being excessively crackheadish

And obviously not giving any of that attention to you

You notice it immediately

Like if he’s super excited, he always gives you most of his attention bc he really wants to share that happiness with you

But if he’s ignoring you, its really obvious

And you really feel the hurt bc its like… he never acts like this normally

So once you get home you’ve pretty much had it

Like your eyes are welling up and he’s just kind of looks at you like “oh nooooooo, I done messed up”

And he’s holding you and apologizing and being sweet and explaining why he did it

Literally swears up and down he will never do it again

Bc when he feels guilty it’s overwhelming for him too

Especially when it comes to you

So you end up snuggling each other the whole night to make up for the time you lost ignoring each other

Jongho:

Jongho is definitely more reserved about his emotions and we see that a lot

I feel like its probably because he’s the youngest and he doesn’t want his hyungs to think he’s immature or incapable of handling his emotions

So he is gonna try to maintain that tough facade in front of his members at all costs

And they won’t really notice if you guys are having problems bc I feel like he tends to keep things about your relationship more private in front of them anyway

So if he’s ignoring you, the other guys will just assume that he’s trying to keep being tough

No one is allowed to see Jongho soft okay

But you will be seeing him turn soft the second he notices that you’re hurting

If he notices that you’re upset when you’re with the guys, he will take you home early

The second you’re alone, protective and soft Jongho combine to form that side of him the guys arent allowed to see

He hates that he’s the reason you’re feeling hurt

Will try literally anything to make you feel better

He is not gonna stop touching you and holding you and babying you all night

Has to be in contact with you in some way or he’ll cry

But either way he’s gonna be the best boyfriend to make up with

Bc he behaves this way after every conflict you have

Forever a sweetheart

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managedmischiefs · 4 years

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bloodied jeans//spencer reid

here’s another fic for y’all! let me know what you think! give it a like or a reblog or just read it and be like omg

requests are open if you wanna see me write anything specific, or if you just wanna talk

genre: angst, a lil fluff

warnings: guns, blood, stab wound, me not knowing specific details of the angels/demons episodes, season nine finale spoilers, yet again! an overuse of pet names but get used to that warning

word count: 6.2k

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"Be careful out there, okay?" I hear Spencer say over the phone to me, the way he always does. "The unsub is armed and dangerous, Rose. We don't-"

"I will, I promise. I've got a vest, you've got one too. We'll be okay." I promise him, glancing over at Emily, who gives me an uneasy smile.

There's an all hands on deck situation in Texas with an armed unsub hiding out in some restaurant. There's been shots fired inside and there's cops waiting outside for the BAU to arrive.

"I'll be there soon," I tell Spencer and hear sirens over his line. "I love you."

"I love you too," and then he hangs up.

Emily doesn't bother to say anything as she drives, just keeps her eyes on the road. Spencer and I always get nervous when approaching situations like this one. We started working at the BAU together and fell in love instantly, but it took us years to confess our feelings. But now that we've been dating for four, going on five, years, we're very protective of each other. Both of us have and will jump in front of a bullet for the other and it's gotten us in trouble, but we love each other.

We arrive at the scene and find the rest of the team gathered at the hood of Hotch's car. I smile and stick myself to Spencer's side, feeling his arm wrap around my waist. As Hotch discusses a plan to get in, Spencer kisses my temple, whispering a promise that we'll be okay.

But just as soon as he does, shots ring out. Spencer immediately tucks me under him and covers my body with his as everyone ducks. Local police start to fire back at the unsub and the team all rush towards the restaurant to get in the action.

I draw my weapon and duck behind an opened car door, waiting for the right opportunity before sticking my head out and firing my weapon. I'm unsuccessful at first, just hitting a window and breaking glass.

I hear JJ fire from beside me and I look over just in time to see her roll her eyes at something. But I'm stunned because I had thought Spencer was right beside me and I'm thrown off guard. We never separate from each other. Hotch doesn't like it because he thinks being together in the field will cloud our judgement ion dangerous situations, but it makes the opposite happen. We've defused bombs, saved children, talked guns and knives out of the hands of unsubs- with minimal injuries to either of us. We bring out the best in each other but I need Spencer beside me to ease my anxiety.

"You good?" JJ shouts at me over the echoing gunfire.

"Looking for Spence," I respond, but I'm sure she already knew that. She sends me a shrug before moving to fire her gun towards the unsub again. She grimaces and sinks back down when no positive results are seen.

This gunfire continues on for what seems like forever, but in reality, it only ensues for, at most, a minute. The cop between JJ and I has been shot down and we tried to revive him but it was no use. My mind is spinning and I don't see this ending any time soon. The unsub keeps reining fire down on us and I'm not sure where he keeps getting ammo from. But, as far as I can see, he's shot three police officers and doesn't plan on stopping.

"Morgan!" I shout aimlessly, hoping he's near by. And just like that, he's right by my side, gun clutched in his hand. "We need a plan. Where are the others?"

"I'm not sure. We're all split up." Morgan tells me, looking around frantically, ducking down when a bullet comes dangerously close to us. "But we gotta stop this guy. Snipers are setting up right now on those buildings up there. I'm thinking we could get a good shot at him."

"Good," JJ nods, gasping when another shot comes close to us. "Let's hope snipers get here soon. This unsub isn't stopping."

Surely enough, snipers arrive just seconds later and I watch them set up. At this point, JJ and I have both run out of bullets and we have nothing left to do but wait it out. We watch intently as the snipers scope out their target and try to get a good shot. It's a hopeless feeling, to be shot at and know that there's absolutely nothing we can do to try and defeat this unsub. If me and JJ try to move to get more ammunition, we'll get shot. The unsub is shooting aimlessly and we're likely to get shot if we break our cover and neither of us are willing to risk that. The best bet is to wait it out but it's a crushing feeling.

The more the moments pass, the more I wonder about Spencer. Is he okay? Where even is he? Morgan didn't mention him and he said everyone was split up. Did his revolver run out of ammunition? It's likely. His gun only carries six bullets at a time. Is he okay?

The snipers try once to take out the unsub once and fail, then try again, and fail. The gunfire on the police lapses for a moment and I think for split second that they've got him, but then it continues. I curse loudly, ducking further behind the car door.

"Hang in there, Rose," JJ calls, mimicking my position, eyes stuck on the snipers.

And with just one more shot at the unsub, the gunfire ceases. There's a moment of hesitation among everyone where we wait for it to begin again, and when it doesn't, there's a collective sigh of relief. Clearly, the snipers must have been successful at their jobs. Thank god.

We all rise slowly, guns drawn despite the lack of ammunition, and some start to drift towards the restaurant to retrieve the unsub. But the first thing I do is look for Spencer, like I always do. He's always my first priority. He's tall, he's over 6', he's not hard to find. So when I don't spot him immediately, I panic.

I go to my right and see an empty area between the two cop cars, and even further right is empty. Then I start running, past where JJ and I were, to the left of our positions. I almost miss him at first, and I probably would have if it weren't for his black converse poking out from around a car tire. I find him leaned against the tire helplessly, eyes drooping closed and his mouth half open, tongue sticking out.

"Spencer?" I squeak out, rushing over and dropping to my knees beside him. "What's wrong?" I place my hand in his and instantly feel something warm and wet, and I don't need to look to know what it is.

Silent tears pour down my cheeks as I inspect him, looking for a gunshot wound. The source of the bleeding is his neck and Spencer's trying to lift his hands up to meet mine, but I shake my head at him. "No, no, sweetheart, relax. Save your strength. Relax. Hands down. Medic! Medic!" I scream as loud as I can, hoping someone will hear it.

I press my hand against his neck in the weakest attempt to curb some bleeding, watching his chest start to heave. "You're doing so well for me," I encourage him. "Just keep your eyes open. Keep your eyes on me."

Spencer's head starts to lull, turning to me. He can just barely keep his eyes and he surely doesn't have any control of the rest of his body, just laying there limply. But he's breathing, for now.

"Come on, keep your eyes on me, baby, that's all I need. Medic! Could you talk to me? I'd love that, sweetheart," I press my other hand atop mine and grimace at the amount of blood covering my fingers. "Could you talk to me, bub? Tell me a fact you've got in that big brain of yours."

"R-Rose," he manages to stutter out, but I can barely hear him.

Three paramedics finally rush over and get to working, pushing my hands away from Spencer and telling me to "step aside," but I refuse. I'm hysterical as I cry for my dying boyfriend, holding my bloody hands in front of me like I'm the one who shot Spencer. "I'm his girlfriend and I'm federal agent, I have to-"

"Rose," I suddenly hear Morgan behind me, "just come over here."

"No! I have to be right here!" I resist it when he grabs my arm. But then he just wraps his arms around my waist and drags me away. I kick and scream for Spencer as I sob, breaking down in Derek's arms with my boyfriends blood staining my hands.

The team looms over us as Spencer gets loaded into an ambulance and rushed to a hospital. Morgan just holds me and lets me cry, rocking me back and forth. But eventually he picks me up and carries me into the back of a car, presumably Hotch's, and they drive off.

"He's gonna die," I cry, feeling Morgan wipe the blood off my hands with a rag, but it barely does anything. My hands aren't slick but they're still red, a reminder of the horror I just witnessed. I may not have Spencer's remarkable memory but I'll never get that image out of my mind. "Spencer's gonna die and it's all my fault!"

"He's not gonna die," Morgan tells me firmly. "He got shot in the neck, that's not a bad spot. He's gonna go into surgery and lose his voice for a few days- that's it."

"He could be paralyzed," I counter stubbornly. looking up at him. Spencer always liked my stubbornness, he said its a good quality to have so we can debate about topics, but it just seems to frustrate Morgan. Who is he to be frustrated right now? "And he lost so much blood." I look down at my clothes to see that they're covered in Spencer's blood too. These are going in the garbage at my earliest convenience. "I'm gonna lose him."

"Shh," Morgan pulls me into his chest again and despite the fact that I'm upset with him, I need someone to hold me so I just melt. "Just relax. Reid is gonna be okay."

I practically sprint into the emergency room but Morgan catches my waist before I can start yelling at an innocent nurse, reminding me that we already know Spencer is in surgery and he will be for a while.

"Here," Hotch says, "here's your go bag. Clean yourself up. I know you don't wanna go to the hotel and shower but at least change out of your vest and clean up the blood on your hands and your face."

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After a while of waiting on eggshells, I take Hotch's advice. I go to the bathroom and wash myself up, changing into sweats, and like I promised myself, I throw my stained clothes in the trash. My hands are still stained red and I'm sure they will be for a while. But I feel a tiny better as I pull my hair into a tight ponytail, getting the gross and dirty strands out of my face.

I resume my seat in the waiting room, knees to my chest. The team is away, finishing up the case, leaving me to my lonesome. It's a painful thing to go through alone, to say the least.

"Anyone here for Reid?" A nurse says after hours of waiting.

I jump up quickly, rushing over to her. "Yeah, yeah, I am. Is he okay?"

"Come with me," she smiles, leading me away from the waiting room. "The surgery went well and he's going to be just fine. His throat is probably going to be sore for a while and it might be challenging to speak at first, but he'll be just fine. The anesthesia is wearing off and he should be waking up very soon." She stops at a room and gestures inside. "You're welcome to see him. Visiting hours end at midnight."

I thank her softly and then she walks away, leaving me with Spencer. I walk in and even though he looks like a mess, I smile. He's alive and that's enough for me. There's a bandage on his neck and his curls are flopped over his forehead, hands resting at his sides. If I didn't see him almost bleeding out, I would've thought he was peaceful.

I bring a chair to the edge of his bed and sit down, sliding one of my hands in his, squeezing gently. I don't get a response but I'm not expecting to, not for another minute or so. I lean down and press my lips to his knuckles, leaving them there for a couple seconds. My own exhaustion is starting to settle in now as my adrenaline disappears from the long gun fight we had.

My phone buzzes in my pocket and I check it to find a few texts from the team, all asking how Spencer is doing. I respond to them, letting everyone know that he's out of surgery and he's okay, but not awake yet.

Just as I'm setting my phone on the bedside table, I feel Spencer's hand start to tighten in mine. A smile comes to my face and I scoot in closer, my eyes filling with tears again. "Hi," I whisper, reaching forward to sweep his hair off of his forehead, "hi, bub, you waking up? Can you hear me?"

There's a groggy sound in the back of his throat and then he coughs, grimacing at the painful feeling. I jump up and grab the cup of water with a straw from the side table, holding the small plastic cup to his lips. "Drink, my love, nice and slow. It'll help you. Your throat is gonna be sore for a while,"

Once he takes a few sips and then pulls away, his head falls back against the pillow again and he lets out a small sigh of relief. I set down the cup and wipe my tear stained cheeks, sitting on the chair once more and grabbing his hand. "How are you feeling?" I ask, moving as close as I possibly can without actually being on the bed and risking hurting him, even though that's where I wanna be.

Spencer scrunches up his nose. "Did you get hurt?"

I let out a little laugh, rolling my eyes at him. "You're the one laying in the hospital bed and you're asking me if I'm okay? You're incredible. How'd I ever get so lucky to find a man like you?" I tease, leaning down to kiss his knuckles again.

Spencer chuckles, very gently turning his head to look at me. His eyes are open now, bloodshot- but still beautiful. He gives me the weakest smile I've ever seen from him. "I'm just amazing, what can I say?"

I laugh, nodding. "That you are." I reach up and push his hair back again. It's growing out and he constantly complains about it in his eyes. "How are you feeling? And you've gotta answer me this time. No flattery."

Spencer sighs, squeezing my hand just a bit tighter. "Sore. Really sore. It feels like someone's squeezing my neck. But it's not painful. And I'm just tired- really tired."

"Alright well," I'm cut off by my phone buzzing on the bedside table, "just relax. Close your eyes and try to get some sleep." When he doesn't immediately do as I instruct, I furrow my eyebrows. "What's wrong? Do you need something?"

"You changed your clothes," Spencer observes, his eyes scanning up and down my body. There's a small pout on his lips.

"Um, yeah," I look down at my sweatpants and remember the red handprint on my thigh that was present just a few hours ago. "They were bloody so I threw them out,"

"That's a shame," Spencer quips, his voice cracking. "Those jeans looked really good on you,"

I bark out a laugh, tossing my head back. "I'll buy a new pair of jeans, Spencer. Go to sleep, you crazy boy," Spencer gives me another weak smile before closing his eyes and letting out a small breath. I reach over and answer it to Morgan's stressed out voice. "Hey, Spencer just woke up and-"

"The unsub has a partner." Morgan says quickly, cutting me off.

I furrow my eyebrows and start to rack my brain for any evidence I can remember from this case. "We didn't profile a partner. There's been no evidence of a partner until now. How?"

"Yeah, well, there was plenty of evidence of a partner at the crime scene. Garcia found out his name and he works at the hospital and we think he's coming for Reid." My eyes instantly move to Spencer and I'm not sure if he can read my panic but he can sense that something is amiss.

"Okay, tell me about this dude," I squeeze Spencer's hand as a way to reassure him that everything is going to be okay. But his eyelids flutter open and I know that he's trying to listen in to this conversation.

"His name is Cameron Delgado, and he's been stalking all of us. Like, he knows medical details about all of us, especially Reid." Morgan tells me. He starts telling me about his involvement with the unsub and how we could have possibly missed it until now.

As just a precaution, I jump up a grab the bin of Spencer's personal belongings and sift thorough it, getting his gun, cuffs, and his badge, tucking them into the waistband of my sweatpants for good measure. The confusion and panic is evident on Spencer's face now but I just shake my head at him.

"We're five minutes away. Hang tight, Rose. Is Wonder Boy okay?" Morgan asks.

Before I can even respond, a male nurse wanders in and my senses are spiraled into overdrive. I stop responding to Morgan and focus on the nurse's every little move. Morgan's yelling over the line, wondering what's going on and why I'm not responding, but I ignore him.

He glances at Reid's chart for a moment before picking up the insert for his IV. He's about to add something before I speak up. "What is that?" My assertive tone makes Spencer's eyebrows pop up, because I'm never aggressive in situations like this. I've always been known to be patient and calm. But this is my boyfriend's life we're talking about and I'm not risking anything. Even if this is just a nurse doing his job, I'm going to be safe rather than sorry.

The nurse looks at me, surprised that I'm asking anything or questioning his medical expertise. "Um, it's a painkiller." He says, about to add it, but I put my hand atop his, effectively halting him. "M'am, please-"

"What's it called? The medical name? What's it called?" I glance at Spencer and I think he's starting to catch on. But the downside is that I think the unsub is catching on too.

The unsub spits out some name that I can't even begin to re-pronounce and Spencer starts to shake his head. "No, no, I'm highly allergic to that. I'll go into shock, I've almost died because of that. Don't give me that!"

Cameron, the unsub, shrugs his shoulders and smirks. "Doctors orders." And then pushes the IV.

I quickly whip out my gun and cock it, seeing Spencer ripping out his IV in the corner of my eye before any of the medication can get in his system. "Cameron Delgado, put your hands up, you're under arrest," Does this gun have bullets in it? Let's hope so.

Cameron puts his hands up and laughs. "Oh, come on, little lady. You're not gonna shoot me."

"You just tried to kill my boyfriend so I'd think twice about that." I snap, not letting my face falter. "Now, do you wanna do this the easy way, or the hard way?"

"How could you possibly have a hard way?" Cameron laughs, looking to Spencer as if he's going to give him some sort of male support for his sexism. But Spencer is starting to decline significantly, given the loss of vital fluids and antibodies from his IV. "Oops, it looks like your plan backfired. Maybe he won't die from an allergic reaction but maybe he'll die from an infection, or shock, or what's that thing called? Sepsis? I wouldn't know. I'm not a real nurse, or a doctor. Not like your fancy boyfriend here. But you wouldn't let your fancy doctor boyfriend die. Would you? But you took an oath. You wouldn't call in a nurse to readminister an IV while you've got a gun pulled on an innocent nurse, would you?"

He's right. I would never put an innocent life in danger, but I don't want Spencer to get worse. So I need to get Cameron out of the room. Either Spencer will hit the nurse's button or his pressure will drop and a nurse will be notified. But I have to move quickly. Spencer's condition is getting worse and if his BP starts to drop, a nurse will come in and that defeats the purpose of this whole thing. I need to get Cameron out of the room ASAP. But how?

"Maybe I would," I tell him, just a bit softer. "Maybe I'd call in a nurse to help Spencer. You'd like that, huh?" There's a twitch of his eyebrow and I know I've impacted him in some way. I start to lower my gun in the slightest because even though he hasn't pulled anything, I'm almost positive he's armed somehow and I'm not wearing a vest. But I have to get him on my good side to get him out of the room. "Women are generally nurses, right? You're not actually a nurse." Now that my gun is facing the floor, I step towards him. At first, he steps back, but then he lets me advance him, blinded by sexual desire for me. "You just like to look at them."

Cameron scoffs, his eyes darting over to Spencer. "C'mon, lady, your boyfriend is right there. He's-"

"Oh," I roll my eyes, and my next words feel painful on my tongue, "he probably doesn't even realize where he is or what's going on. It's fine."

There's a lazy smile that etches itself across his face and it's one I recognize instantly, from the days I used to have one night stands in college, and even from Spencer. He's turned on. And despite the fact that I probably look like hell with my ponytail and sweats, he wants me. And I'm realizing that this is probably why this unsub wasn't involved with the other murders- he'd probably take too long with the women and the other unsub couldn't afford being caught because Cameron wanted to bang them.

"So why don't you go show me what you think women are really worth?" I keep my voice low, partly for sensuality, and partly because I don't want Spencer to hear. I feel guilty enough that he's struggling without his IV and that now he has to hear me seduce a serial killer. "It won't be hard to find an empty room in-"

"You're lying, Fed!" He quickly pulls out a knife and slashes across my stomach. I'm stunned for a second but my adrenaline doesn't let the pain catch up to me. Cameron darts out of the room and I follow, just barely hearing one of Spencer's many monitors starting to beep.

I chase after Cameron and he winds up to be a surprisingly slow runner so it doesn't take much. But the moment he catches up to me, I'm dodging swings from his knife. I know I have a gun but there are innocent people around and I can't just go shooting for the unsub. I'm fighting as best as I can, throwing punches and trying to get him defenseless. It's not easy by any means, what with civilians around.

I kick in his knee and make him fall, swinging my leg around his neck. I catch his wrist in my hand and try to wiggle the knife out of his hand, but he swings it around and plunges it into my calf. I curse loudly and the pain actually registers this time, but this means that he's given up his only weapon. So, without a second thought, I pull the knife out of my leg and slide it across the floor as far as I can, getting it across the entire hallway until it hits the nurse's station desk. Cameron is completely in my control now but still thrashing around. My pain is starting to register which means I'm losing my energy, and in my lapse of focus, I'm pushed to the floor.

Cameron is seemingly covered in my blood, smirking deviously as his hands wrap around my neck. I try to push him away but I'm losing blood and starting to get weaker. "This," Cameron snarls as his hands tighten at full force around my throat, "is what women are worth to me."

My vision starts to get spotty but just in time, there's a screeching pop and Cameron has a bullet in his head, falling to the ground beside me. I let out a breath of relief, chest heaving as I try to replenish my lungs with the air it had been deprived of. My vision isn't even fully restored before I'm pushing myself up and trying to get back to Spencer's room to make sure he's okay. Patients and nurses are starting to poke their heads out of rooms to see if the commotion is okay again.

"Rose!" I hear someone shout, but I ignore them. Morgan and Hotch come into view, then JJ and Emily a moment later. Morgan puts a hand on my waist and stops me, eyes widening. "You're bleeding a lot, you need to get checked out."

"I'm-" as soon as I speak up, a wave of dizziness passes over me, "Sp-"

"Spencer's okay," JJ promises, speaking as if I'm a child. I wonder if this is how Henry feels when she talks to him. "But now you're not. You got stabbed and choked and right now you need to see a doctor. And Spencer is not the kind of doctor I'm talking about,"

"No," I shake my head, my stubborn side pushing to the surface again, but grab onto Morgan's hand when my hips start to involuntarily sway.

"Nurse!" Hotch shouts as he sees the inevitable coming. A combination of the stress, the gunshot, the blood loss, and the choking hit me all at once and I black out, falling right into Morgan's arms.

///

I'm not sure how long I'm out for, but when I wake up, there's a nurse checking my vitals. My head is pounding and my stomach is aching, and my first thought is Spencer. How is Spencer? Is he alive? Did he get an infection? Did any of that medication get into his system?

"Oh, you're awake, Agent." The nurse smiles at me as she sees my eyes open. "Are you feeling okay? Do you need anything?"

"Spencer," I choke out, my voice raspy. I grasp at the uncomfortable blanket around me, scrunching up my nose. "My boyfriend. Spencer- is he-"

The nurse smiles and holds up her hand. "You've had lots of other agents come through here and they've all told me he'd be the first person you'd ask about. He's asking about you too. He's doing wonderfully, recovering perfectly. He's more worried about you than himself, actually. He tried to get out of bed a while ago, actually, to see you and some of your coworkers had to tell him no."

"You're awake!" I look to the doorway and find Penelope standing there with a huge smile, holding a tray of food in one hand and multiple phones in the other. "Spencer made me promise to be there when you wake up but he also made me promise to get you lots of food so I was conflicted on what to do but-"

"Pen, it's okay. I'm okay," I promise with a weak smile. "I just wanna see Spencer." I look back at the nurse, the weak turning desperate. "Can I go see him?"

"Well," she sighs, "your stomach is just bandaged, you didn't need stitches there, but you have twelve stitches in your leg. A doctor will have to check you out for you to be discharged, and then you can see Doctor Reid. So I'll notify your doctor. Eat up, and be careful of your throat, it's very bruised. I'll be back soon."

The nurse leaves and Penelope takes her spot beside me, moving the hospital tray over the bed. "She's serious." She tells me, sitting down on a chair. "Spencer won't stop asking if you're okay and if you have the appropriate number of red and white blood cells or if they're giving you penicillin, because you're allergic, but you obviously know that, duh, and all these other questions. He's really worried about you."

"Yeah, well," I let out a sigh, my neck aching as it rolls to face her, "he had to watch me seduce the unsub. Spencer had to take out his IV and I needed the unsub to leave the room so I had to seduce him and now I feel like I need to bathe in holy water."

Penelope grimaces, her face contorting with displeasure. "Ew, ew, ew. I can't imagine being you. Disgusting, Sorry, not sorry. Just eat, and hopefully, the doctor will be here soon. I've brought you new clothes so you can change into ones that don't have blood on them, and I'm gonna text the team to let them know you're awake and then you and Boy Wonder can reunite and live happily ever after. Yay!"

I laugh lightly, reaching for the bottle of water and cracking it open. "Yeah, hopefully, there's no more crooked cops that wanna kill us and we can get on a plane and go home. It's time for me to convince Spence to use his vacation time."

Penelope frowns at me, putting down her phone. It's only seconds later that the team is walking into the room with smiles on their faces, clearly happy to see that their second injured team member is doing okay. "Hi, guys, thanks for coming,"

"Of course," Alex smiles, patting my uninjured leg. "You know we're always here for you."

"I just," I give a small smile and let out a sigh, "wanna get out of here."

"You wanna see Reid." Hotch fills in my missing sentence. "But he's fine, I promise. He just really wants to see you too. Soon. Your doctor is on his way. So get some rest, eat some food, and we'll be on a plane soon."

The team gives me final smiles before leaving my hospital room, only Penelope staying. She smiles, adjusting her seating position. "Pen," I smile, "you don't have to stay here. You can go home or-"

"I'm not leaving you alone in a hospital where Spencer was almost killed and you were stabbed. Absolutely not. I'm traumatized. I know I wasn't here and you should be the traumatized one but- I'm gonna stop talking now," She throws her hands up in surrender, making me laugh. "So I'm staying here until you get discharged unless you need me to get you anything."

"Okay," I nod slowly, "thank you."

It takes a painstaking half hour for the doctor to show up in my room. But he's smiling and tells me the same story that the nurse told me about Spencer. But he thanks me for protecting the other patients and staff by taking down the unsub before he could hurt anyone. He checks out the stitches in my leg and tells me everything looks good, then hands over the discharge papers. I've never signed a document so quickly in my life.

"Alright, we're gonna take out your IV and then you'll be good to go. Just don't be harsh with your neck, Agent, there's internal and external bruising. And, of course, be careful with the stitches in your leg. Don't run or do anything like that and make sure to clean it every day." I grimace as the nurse pulls out my IV, meaning I'm completely free to go.

"Thank you," I thank them both, swinging my legs over the bed. Penelope is holding my clothes out to me with a huge smile. "Go change, hot stuff, and go get your man."

I jump off to bed and throw my arms around her shoulders, squeezing her in a hug. "Remind me to throw a Penelope-Garcia-Appreciation party on our next day off, okay? Actually, don't. It'll be a surprise."

"You're the sweetest. But you can dote over me when you're not stressing over our resident genius. Get changed and I can bring you over to his room." Penelope pats my back and forces the clothes in my hands. "Off you go."

It's a bit of a challenge to change my clothes with stitches in my leg and a gash in my stomach but the promise of getting to see Spencer is enough to get me through. I'm pulling my hair into a bun as I walk back into the hospital room, smiling at Penelope. "Okay, take me to him, please, I can't wait any longer,"

"Yeah, let's go, beautiful," Penelope leads me out of the cold room and down a hallway. We take an elevator ride down a few floors and then we come out to a familiar floor and I completely abandon Penelope because now I know where I'm going. I rush, as best as I can, to Spencer's room.

He looks up the moment he hears my shoes against the tiled floor and smiles, sitting up the tiniest bit. "Hi!" He grins, eyes instantly tearing up. "Are you okay? What-"

"I'm okay," I promise, sitting on the side of the bed and wrapping my arms around his shoulders. "I just wanted to get back to you," I mumble into his shoulder, wary of his bandaged and injured neck

"You saved my life," Spencer breathes out, arms wrapping around my waist but not too tight. "You chased that unsub and you- you saved me."

"Yeah, well," I pull away and smile at him weakly, "you did have to watch me seduce him so I guess saving your life made up for that."

Spencer scrunches up his nose, pushing a fallen piece of my hair behind my ear. "Yeah, I heard some of that. I don't think I heard all of it because after I took out my IV, my head started spinning."

I place a hand on his cheek, smiling as I notice his eyes have their shine again. "You don't do that to me again, okay? You can't- I was so scared out there." Tears start pouring down my cheeks uncontrollably. "I couldn't find you and I was calling your name and then I found you and you couldn't even talk and I was covered in your blood and-"

"Hey, hey," Spencer cuts me off, pulling me back into his chest as my body shakes with sobs, "I'm sorry. I didn't try to get shot, you know that but I'm not gonna try to get shot again, I promise." I laugh, nodding against the uncomfortable fabric of his hospital gown. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you like that. It was an accident. I'm not gonna leave you in the field like that ever again, I promise."

I nod once more. "Okay," I whisper, "I'm holding you to that." I lift my head once more and let Spencer wipe my tears with his thumbs. "How are you feeling?"

"I'm okay, my neck is sore. Not too much pain though, not yet at least. I'm just tired," Spencer lets out a small sigh.

"Okay, well, why don't you get some sleep?" I suggest, leaning down to kiss his cheek before slipping off the bed. "Hotch said we're leaving as soon as you're discharged and that should be soon. So get some rest and I'll be here when you wake up."

I move the table away from the bed and pull the book off of Spencer's lap, effectively removing his main distractions. I'm about to drag over a chair, but Spencer grabs my hand before I can. "Don't go," he begs softly, squeezing my hand. "Will you lay with me? You've been away for hours and I know you'll be right there but I want you right next to me."

"Yeah, of course, I will," I nod, gently climbing onto the bed, kicking off my shoes. I situate myself under the thin sheet and rest my head on Spencer's chest, finding comfort in the steady beat of his heart. But I look up at him and sit up just once more, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. "I love you."

He smiles, kissing me again. "I love you too." And so, I rest my head on Spencer's chest and close my eyes, drifting off to a peaceful sleep with my boyfriend right beside me.

///

"Rose?" My neck aches as I turn it too quickly when my boyfriend calls my name. But he's pointing to a pair of seats while holding a blanket, eyebrows raised. "Good?" I nod, giving a thumbs up.

He nods back, putting the blanket down to claim the two seats. Rossi slips past me and claims a seat by himself, already pouring himself a drink. "I'm glad our two favorite lovebirds are okay," he says as he passes me, patting my shoulder.

I sit beside Spencer and pull the blanket over my lap, making sure it's evenly distributed between the two of us. I'm half asleep already but Spencer is, not surprisingly, reading a book. So I cuddle up to his side after moving the armrest up and rest my head on his shoulder, letting my eyelids flutter closed.

"Hey," Spencer whispers, setting his book down a moment later, "you know what we should do when we get home?"

"Hotch already approved vacation time for us," I mumble, too tired to entertain his playful tone.

"You should buy a new pair of jeans."

"I hate you."

"You love me."

"I saved your life twice so I guess I must."

"That was weirdly backhanded," Spencer chuckles, and the simple and oh-so-familiar sound brings a smile to my face. "But, you know, again, thanks for doing that,"

"I'd do it every day of my life. You know that,"

"I know," he sighs, slumping back in his chair, book long forgotten. "So what about those jeans?"

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Bokuto, Tsukishima, and Iwaizumi in Bad Day Surprises

OMG LOVE. THIS IS SO BIG-BRAIN, I LOVE THIS. I hope you enjoy this @scrappydaisies 😘

Word count: ~1.7k

BOKUTO

⭐ It was one of those days where everything that could go wrong, went wrong

⭐ You woke up late, missing breakfast as you ran to work, awkwardly putting on your jacket as you sprinted

⭐ When you got to work, you hadn’t printed your proposal and notes, so you ran late for the meeting because of it

⭐ To top it off, you forgot you had a meeting with your supervisor to discuss a potential raise

⭐ (Yikes)

⭐ Of course, you not only forgot your lunch, you’d forgotten your wallet so you couldn’t even buy food!

⭐ Just a whole-ass series of unfortunate events 😔

⭐ Normally, you’d go bother Akaashi - one of your coworkers’ & the reason you had met Bokuto - but he was out with the flu so you didn’t want to bother him

⭐ You also would have texted Bokuto an SOS, BUT of course, he was out traveling for a match so there was no help there

⭐ So, you found yourself fuming at your desk, asking yourself and all possible deities out there on why you had such bad karma, angrily vent-texting Bokuto

⭐ Though he was preoccupied and not reading/responding to your texts, you felt a bit better getting it out of your system

⭐ One of your other coworkers noticed the predicament that you were in, and ended up buying you food

⭐ As you made your way home, you pull out your phone again to see that Bokuto had left you on read

⭐ Well okay then

⭐ It’s not like that hurt or anything

⭐ (it 100% did but what else could go wrong, y’know?)

⭐ Bokuto wasn’t supposed to be back for a few days because work

⭐ But that didn’t stop you from opening the door and calling “I’m home!” to an empty house

⭐ Leading to you laughing at yourself...which eventually became hysterical...and soon enough, you were standing in the hallway sobbing

⭐ “Babe?”

⭐ Your brain short-circuits

⭐ “K-kou?!” you sniff

⭐ You were a complete wreck by now. Like, your entire face was hot, the tears would not stop, you were snotty as heck

⭐ Your boyfriend appears in the doorway, his eyes wide at your face before he rushes at you

⭐ “What’s wrong pretty one?” he asks, “is it because of your day?”

⭐ (ngl imagining Bokuto calling you ‘pretty one�� made my heart skip a beat)

⭐ “Kou!” you sob, burying your face into his chest. “Today was honestly the worst day of my life”

⭐ He just rubs your back soothingly, murmuring soft declarations of love and comfort

⭐ You pull back, wiping your nose on your sleeve

⭐ “Wait, what are you doing here?”

⭐ “Oh right! C’mere”

⭐ Bokuto takes your hand gently, leading you towards the living room

⭐ He had taken the time to construct a massive blanket fort there, golden fairy lights everywhere. The TV was already on with your favorite movie queued, and bags of your favorite takeout were there

⭐ Bokuto scratched at the back of his neck. “I knew you were having a really rough day, and I got back early so I figured you’d like this surprise”

⭐ Of course, you start crying again and Bokuto’s freaking out like OML WHAT DO I EVEN DO

⭐ He thought he broke you, the poor bby

⭐ You’re just shaking your head, crying and you’re just like “I just love you so much, why the heck are you so thoughtful”

⭐ He panics and is like, “why don’t we get you outta this and we can start watching some movies, yeah?’

⭐ And you’re like nodding (you’re still crying lmao) as you drag your feet to the bathroom to freshen up, change, and rejoin your mans in the living room

⭐ “You’re literally the best, you know that?” you sniffle as you re-enter

⭐ Bokuto flashes you a grin, opening his arms as he waits for you to crawl into them

⭐ “I’m so lucky to have you” you mutter, burying your face once more

⭐ “Oh baby, I think I’m lucky to have you” he says as he chuckles, rubbing your back and peppering kisses onto your face

⭐ But in general, Bokuto will randomly surprise you with food, snacks, spontaneous things whenever you’re having a bad day because spontaneity is fun as heck!

TSUKISHIMA

⭐ You and Tsukki met when you guys were in the same class

⭐ Your teacher had separated him from Yams because they kept talking (SMACK)

⭐ Little did he know that by moving Tsukishima to sit behind you, you’d end up dating!

⭐ It started when you were jamming out to music and straight vibing

⭐ He was kinda intrigued, the boy thought you were cute but he didn’t want to vocalise it because he’s such a kuudere istg

⭐ It was Yams who started talking to you, which encouraged Tsukki to do so as well!

⭐ SUCCESS

⭐ Anyways, y’all start dating and all that jazz

⭐ One day, you come into school lookin like a wreck. A complete mess

⭐ You had pulled an all-nighter in order to finish a paper you were really struggling with

⭐ Like, you had been working on it all. week. and you STILL needed that extra 8 hours to work on it

⭐ And as you were leaving the house this morning, your parents were yelling at you for grades or something, so in general you were in a bad mood

⭐ To top it all off, your headphones had decided to die while you were walking to class, so you didn’t even have the comfort of music to help you

⭐ You were ranting the entirety of lunch, with Yams interjecting with some words of comfort as Tsukishima just silently listened and provided you soft touches to let you know that he was there

⭐ He really wasn’t the type to talk much, especially in public. BUT he was definitely very expressive behind closed doors

⭐ So, once school ends, you head home and just collapse onto your bed - dead to the world

⭐ You woke up because your phone started ringing

⭐ In your haste to fall asleep, it somehow ended up stuck to your face LOL

⭐ You pick it up, groggy as heck

⭐ “Hullo?”

⭐ “Can you open the door?”

⭐ “Kei?!”

⭐ You stand up suddenly, falling onto the floor as the sudden blood-rush made you lighte-headed

⭐ “Did you just fall?” he asked, snickering slightly

⭐ “Shut up” you scowl as you slowly get your bearings and make your way to the door, hanging up in the process

⭐ “What are you doing here?” you ask, rubbing your eye with your knuckles as you stare up at your boyfriend

⭐ “Am I not allowed to visit you?” he quipped back, a pink flush on his cheeks. “I have something for you”

⭐ You step back, letting him into the house. “You didn’t have to, I’m sure you’re tired after practice”

⭐ “Shut up, I wanted to”

⭐ You guys make your way to your room

⭐ Tsukishima sits at your desk, unzipping his volleyball bag and pulling out a box. “Here.” he says, passing it to you

⭐ Your eyes widen. “Kei! You really didn’t have to”

⭐ He had gotten you some fancy, noise-cancelling headphones

⭐ (Personally, they’d be AirPods but y’know, it’s whatever y’all prefer!)

⭐ “I know you were having a rough day, and music always makes it better for you so just take it,” he scowled, hiding the red roses on his cheeks

⭐ You grin, putting it down gently before you throw yourself onto him. “Thank you, thank you so much”

⭐ “You’re welcome.” He coughs awkwardly

⭐ Pulling back, you eye his face as he fiddles with his hands.

⭐ “Do you...maybe wanna cuddle or something?” you smirk

⭐ “Shut up..maybe”

⭐ “C’mon then”

⭐ Anyways, if it wasn’t obvious, Tsukki is the type that will hold you and listen to you rant

IWAIZUMI

⭐ Ugh, college-life woes

⭐ You and Iwa lived together in an apartment. Y’all have been dating for a cool min now

⭐ But the problem of adult life!!

⭐ Y’all just don’t have time for one another

⭐ Or, not as much as you’d like

⭐ Iwa’s busy with his classes and internship

⭐ (Not to mention working out because c’mon this man never stops the grind)

⭐ Like this man is working HARD for his future!!!

⭐ You’re busy finishing up your own final projects and working too

⭐ Y’all basically only see each other for a few minutes every night when you’re laying in bed, updating each other about your day’s before you KO

⭐ SO, when you come home after a really stressful week of late-nights, little sleep, one-meal a day type of situation, you were pleasantly surprised to find your boo at home

⭐ Not to mention, there were candles out, a bottle of wine on the table, and plates of your favorite meal

⭐ HOME-COOKED BECAUSE THIS MAN IS THE PERFECT PACKAGE OK

⭐ “What is this?”

⭐ He looks up, grinning. “Well, I know that someone hasn’t been able to take care of themselves this week, so I decided to take the night off and spend time with them”

⭐ Iwaizumi comes around you, guiding you to the table by the small of your back

⭐ Pulling out the chair, letting you sit before he pushes it in

⭐ “You’re spoiling me Haji” you muse as he pours you a glass of wine

⭐ “Well if you won’t do it, then I will” he shrugs. “Cheers baby” he lifts his own glass, waiting for you to tap yours against his

⭐ If you thought that was the surprise, YOU WERE MISTAKEN

⭐ BECAUSE THERE WAS MOREEE

⭐ He decided to go ALL-OUT with the romance

⭐ After you guys finish dinner, he leads you up to the bathroom where there were unlit candles, and a BATH BOMB

⭐ TBH, I’m imagining LUSH’s Sex Bomb bath-bomb, but it’s whatever you prefer!

⭐ Just know that he added extra petals into the bath just for you

⭐ (you always complain that there weren’t enough lmao)

⭐ He draws the bath and lights the candles as you strip and get ready to shower

⭐ This man is out here washing your hair, soaping you up

⭐ All that wholesome goodness 💘

⭐ He even carries you into the bath!!

⭐ After you’re situated, he brings you the wine glasses and a tablet so y’all can watch a movie or catch up to whatever anime y’all are watching together as he slips into the bath behind you

⭐ All in all, he goes ALL OUT when it comes to spoiling you (he’s a romantic at heart) and honestly, you just need to cuff this man A.S.A.P.

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lovely-lydia · 3 years

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Venting: tw mention of: drugs and anorexia

Part 1

I did some drugs yesterday with my friend but they were only happy caps so we didn't think much if it cus it was fine the last time we did it but this time we took two and at the beginning we felt nothing but then the best day turned into our worst day. I just got from the airport and we met up in the big city that's 3 hours from our home city. And we took the pills there and when we were about to leave it started to get not so good but we got in the train and we were both shaking and had big pupils and later on we started both to have an panic attack with people all around us and we needed to get out of the train to get an other one but we missed that one en the trains to our city weren't going and at this point we were both freaking the fuck out and my heartbeat was so slow i thought I would legit get a heart attack cus of my ed in combination with the pills and the coffee we took to calm ourself down. So later we goth up to an public toilet and went both in and started crying in there and I got to the mirrors and my friend was still in the toilet crying and calling someone on discord and I was and u was cursing and trying to remove my eyeliner which had been all over my face I spilled water but that didn't help I looked so high and not good I didn't even recognize myself with my fresh dried red hair eyeliner stains and my big pupils. I wa saying fuck and cursing more and crying scared for my life that someone could be walking in then I told my friend that we have 10 minutes and out next train would go. So we locked ourselves in the same toilet and both fell down against the wall and holding each other in tears and terrified that we wouldn't be able to get home our millions other things that could go wrong. But also a little laughing hysterically how we looked like and wtf we were doing. And 3 minutes before we goth ourselves kinda togeyand walked holding each other's hand out of the toilet laughing saying how we looked like a hot lesbian couple even tho were both straight. She with her sweatpants, crop top and blond hair and I all dressed in black with my cropped shirt and my dyed redhair and little black of the eyeliner that was already gone. Lucky we got in and we didn't go further we got in and there were so much people she sat down and I tried to do the same but I accidentally hit with my big bag back still from the airport a women and I was stelli g her omg I'm so sorry. I think everyone could guess that there was something wrong with us. We felt like dying with panic attacks, we both tried to listen to music idk if it helped her but I felt like i didn't hear my music just my beating heart and at that point I was sure that I was soon goons die of anorexia. Luckily the people later left and we were alone we took our headphones out and started breathing together and talking and that helped. Then we tried to calm down she was already feeling better but I had still my slow heartbeat and I was constantly twirling my hair and feeling my fave because of the pills. My friend and I sat down and held hand so that we could feel each other and that we weren't alone in this but together. And our mood changed and we felt happy again and hot. We were laughing and saying how we were the hottest people here and that the other group of boys were checking us out then. We both agreed that we were cool and hot but that we both felt like dead and we would do any types of drugs that we were planning on doing. Later we took selfies and we saw the sunset from the windows it was so beautiful and everything felt not real but from an fairytale .later I made an crusty tiktok, cus idk how to make tiktoks but felt like making one. But luckily we got to our home city.

*maybe if I have the energy i will write how the night ended for me and how everything went in the second part

#venting #storytime #twed #tw ed content #tw ed mention #ana #anorexia #twdrugs #drugsstory #drug blog

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chilling-seavey · 4 years

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A blurb with Penelope meeting uncle chi chi’s girlfriend for the first time and being like super protective over him!!

Omg I was literally thinking about something like this today. You’re reading my mind 😳

Penelope’s more of a not-confrontational lil girl so it’s not as protective as it would be heart-broken…at least at first

I chose to throw in Vanessa (like from Twin My Heart deal) as the gf because I’m too picky for ABM Christian and I want him to be single forever dkm oops 🤭 but anyway that’s my own issue…ON WITH IT

When Penelope got attached to something, she really got attached to it, and her sweet little relationship with Christian was no different. Each year when it was time to fly home, the poor girl would go into hysterics to try and stay with him, making it such a hard time for her parents to get her on the plane peacefully. But arriving in Vancouver was the complete opposite.

Both girls loved their annual trips to Vancouver and even tiny Lucy was growing used to the routine of it all at merely two-and-a-half. This time around, Penelope held a little homemade card for Christian in her backpack along with a painting she made at school, staring eagerly out the plane window as they made their decent towards the snowy mountain peaks of the west coast.

Keri was there to pick them up as usual and, after long awaited greetings, they all got into the van to head towards their second home. Clementine was rambling on a mile a minute to her grandmother, telling her all about school and her friends and everything in between, while Lucy started to fade in the car seat beside her. Penelope, on the other hand, was clutching her card and painting in her hands, swinging her legs back and forth eagerly as they drove closer and closer to the house.

Arrival was always hectic, with so many people in the house to greet plus getting all the bags and suitcases and presents inside in one piece and put away quickly, it wasn’t an easy feat. But Penelope knew her target from the second they even boarded the plane back in Toronto and as soon as Daniel had unbuckled her out of the car and set her on the ground, she was off running towards the porch, a huge grin on her face. She went up on her tiptoes to ring the doorbell a few times and Tyler opened it first, barely getting a greeting out before she was pushing past him and running into the house.

“Chi-Chi!” Penelope shrieked, throwing her arms around him the second she saw him.

“There’s my girl!” Christian picked her up and she cuddled right into him, their mirrored grins buried into each other’s shoulders. “I missed you!”

“Me too.” Penelope mumbled. She kept her arms locked around his shoulders as he greeted the rest of the family and the other adults started to help bring the bags upstairs.

Penelope finally opened her eyes, her peaceful smile faltering as she spotted an unfamiliar woman standing a few feet away in the living room. She was always a shy girl so Penelope simply clung tighter onto Christian and looked away from her. As everyone started to get settled, Christian finally set Penelope down and she finally remembered the present she had for him.

“I made these for you.” she smiled, holding out the card and painting to him.

“Oh my gosh, thank you, pumpkin.” Christian grinned, crouching down to take them and he opened the card, reading her messy first grader printing and all her dozens of x’s and o’s and hearts drawn around the border. He flipped to the painting, the messy colours finger painted with care to form the two of them with the mountains in the background. “Penny, this is so good. Thank you.” Christian smiled, pressing a kiss to her head and pulled her in for a quick hug. “I’m going to hang this up in my room when I get home.”

“Really?” Penelope grinned.

“Really!” Christian promised.

The six-year-old looked up at the woman who approached them and Christian stood back up to greet her with a hand around her back and showed her the pictures. Penelope’s eyebrows furrowed as she looked between the two of them.

“Nice to finally meet you, Penelope.” the woman bent down to hold her hand out to the young girl and Penelope took a shy step back, looking behind her habitually to find Daniel but he was gone upstairs.

“It’s okay, Nell. This is Nessa, my girlfriend.” Christian said.

Penelope’s small gasp couldn’t be heard but her face said enough, her bottom lip starting to tremble as she looked between Vanessa and Christian, blue eyes filling with tears.

“Hey…” Christian tried to reach for her but she just snatched the artwork from his hands and rushed up the stairs. “Penelope!”

Daniel was startled by his daughter rushing into his room in tears, crying loudly as she reached up to him with pink cheeks and wet eyes. He didn’t even second guess it as he scooped her up, sending Tyler a reassuring nod to get him to leave them alone as he sat on the end of his bed, Penelope curling into him tightly.

“What’s wrong, baby?” Daniel asked softly, rubbing a hand over her back as she cried against his chest. The pictures still in her hand peaked his interest and he took them from her gently to look at them, “Did you not give Christian his present?”

Penelope nodded through another blubbering sob.

“What happened, bug?” Daniel frowned, pressing soft kisses to her head.

“He doesn’t love me anymore.” Penelope wept.

“Oh, I don’t think that’s true.”

“He has a girlfriend!” Penelope frowned at her father like he was an idiot.

“I see.” Daniel sighed, silently remembering that Florence was right in the sense they should have prepared their sensitive daughter for that fact instead of showing up cold turkey. “That doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you. He just needs to talk to someone who’s his own age.”

Penelope sobbed louder.

“Oh my gosh, baby.” Daniel leaned her head against his shoulder. “Your first heartbreak, hm?”

“We got married!” Penelope cried.

“I know, I know.” Daniel tried to supress his chuckle. “But you know you’ll always be his favourite girl no matter what. You think I like that he’s always stealing you away from me?”

Penelope sniffled.

“You gotta learn to share the people you love. Think you get that?”

Penelope nodded, sitting back from him to wipe her nose on her sleeve. Daniel swiped the tears from her cheeks with his thumb.

“Let’s get you cleaned up and head down for dinner, okay? You should give Chi-Chi his paintings back.”

Penelope nodded and he helped her slip off his lap and led her to the bathroom to wash her face free of tears before they were heading downstairs with the rest of the family. When they came into the living room, Christian got up from the couch right away, not even getting a word out before Penelope was shoving the artwork back at him.

“I’m sorry if you’re upset with me.” he whispered, bending down in front of her.

Penelope shook her head and wrapped her arms around his neck and he scooped her up. She stared silently at Vanessa over Christian’s shoulder, tightening her arms around his shoulders as if claiming exactly what was hers. When it was dinner time, Penelope insisted on sitting right beside Christian and made him hold her hand the entirety of the meal which meant he had to somehow eat left-handed, but he’d be dammed if he made his niece cry again. Penelope kept sneaking glances at Vanessa as if to make sure she was watching. Especially after dinner when the family sat around the living room to watch a movie and Penelope sat herself right on Christian’s lap and held his arms around her waist. If he even made one move to try and hold his girlfriend’s hand, Penelope would pull him back by the wrist, shooting an expressionless stare to the girl beside him.

When it came time to say goodbye, Penelope was more than relieved, watching Vanessa finally put her shoes on and say a polite thank you to the family from her spot at Christian’s side. The poor woman barely got her foot out the door, still mid-sentence, when Penelope shouted a loud “Bye!” and slammed the door after her.

“Penelope Magnolia Seavey!” Daniel and Florence gasped, pulling their daughter back as Christian rushed to open the door to the stunned woman on the other side.

The rest of the family laughed about it, even Christian and Vanessa themselves too, but Penelope only narrowed her eyes at them. Daniel might have told her to share but Penelope was never good at sharing. Especially not when it came to her favourite uncle.

#i sorta love this one LOL #christian seavey #daniel seavey #daniel seavey imagines #anything but mine

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ladylillianrose · 4 years

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Episode 13 Thoughts/Reactions While Watching

Spoilers under the cut

Does it suck that Selin got dumped on her wedding day? Yes it does. But I'm still proud of Ferit for deciding he is worth someone who loves only him.

"Secret handcuffs between us" omg I love it! 🤣🤣🥰🥰⛓

"To be honest I cannot part from you" *swoon*😍😍

"Sometimes love isn't enough," Eda girl what are you saying? Don't be thinking like that!

I love that he doesn't want to hide their relationship from everyone. He wants to proudly show the world that he is in love with an amazing, beautiful, talented and intelligent woman.

"Let it burn, chaos is good, it will make us stronger." This is so not the same Serkan from the beginning! She has changed him so so much and I love it!

But be wary of the chaos you so willingly embrace Serkan!

Ahhh thank goodness the girls know now! And they're all so happy for her!!!

Also Melo even knowing that Sirius missing her was just Serkan's excuse is adorable and I want her to tease him about that at some point lol!

Makes me miss my girlfriends!!😭😭🥰🥰

Eda! Just tell her!!!

I love that we are seeing more of Serkan spending time in his study in casual clothes. It's a more intimate look at home, surrounded by all his space stuff.

I understand Selin wanting to start a new life and get rid if her shares, but she should have spoken to Alptekin about it, sold him and Serkan the shares. Instead she sold it to a stranger.😡😡

The Head and Shoulders spots never cease to make me giggle. 🧴🚿

Glad that Aydan is realizing Eda's worth. Knowing she intentionally treated her poorly and Eda rose above it.

Ooo Serkan not pulling his punches! He is not wrong that this is what hes been saying for months. And ouch at the bringing up his brother and the past when he was sent off. These are clearly still raw subjects and memories for him.😢😢

Oofff I feel for Aydan on that moment. So frustrated with herself that even as Alpyekin is being taken to the hospital she cant leave to go with him.😢😢

The fact that Eda can tell something is wrong from just a few words.❤❤😢😢

Also Alptekin's heart problem is hitting close to home (my dad just had 4 stints put in his heart last month, one artery was 99% blocked and another was 98% blocked, his was from genetics not diet/exercise). So I really feel for Serkan dealing with everythimg and still feeling helpless/unable to do anything.😢😢😢❤❤❤

Have I mentioned how much I love Leyla? I love that she hugged him,and even though he didn't return the hug, you know that Serkan was touched.🥰🥰🥰🥰

Gossip lines all through the office! That was quick!

Serkan asking for help from them and Leyla and Erdem being shocked lmao 🤣🤣

Oh shit I forgot that Ferit was the one to set up the whole thing with Efe. So of course he would be there/around.

I'm still on Ferit's side having broken things off. I wish he had done it earlier, even minutes before the wedding would have been better than when they were all watching. But it took him until that moment to realize what he didnt want.

Lmao Efe would drive a fancy flashy red car. And of course be the opposite style boss of Serkan. 🚘

Oh Melo, maybe you can have him, keep him away from Eda and Serkan.

Aydan making Seyfi dig up all the info on Eda. And Seyfi being all team Eda

Oooo 6 months is a long time to put up with Efe and Ferit. Poor Serkan!

Lmao Melo is on a roll today! Calling Erdem out on his dating app lies to Fifi, and telling Leyla to back off the assistant position cause its hers lol!

Shit I didnt realize Ferit's shares came directly from Alptekin/Serkan's. Damn that splits it into two teams there.

"I cant breathe here without you." And "I'll be the air for you whenever you want" ugh these two romantics.😍😍😍😍

I love that Ayfer knows enough about Aydan to check on her. And that Aydan was touched by her being the only one to do so. They'll be friends that snipe at each other by the end I'm sure.

But OMG I'm dying at Aydan spilling the beans lmfao! The two of them being hysterical together is hilarious. 🤣🤣🤣

Oooo Eda you are in so much trouble with Ayfer!

Serkan giving Eda the chance to work with Efe cause he knows that she is an admirer of his work as well as he knows how talented Eda is. That love and trust!!!

Seyfi and his love for Eda and Edser!

Also Aydans reaction to the handcuffs, priceless. 🤯🤯

Awww yay Ferit and Ceren! They both deserve someone who loves them!!

Yaass Jealous Serkan reappears! Serkan you are not subtle, Efe definitely knows something is going on between you and Eda!🤣🤣😍😍

I love that not only was Serkan willing to talk, but then made her promise that they still would since the meeting interrupted them.

Aydan is going to smother Alptekin with her caring and attention!

A sweet romantic lunch for two in the office, Serkan you romantic robot! 🤖❤

And saying the office will find out soon enough anyway!!

And he ordered her food she loves, and that he won't eat!🥰

Omg Eda feeding him fries lmao! Fries are impossible to resist Serkan! 🍟❤

Lmfao all the doors open! He's keeping an eye on Efe and Eda!

Serkan is just so romantic with his "how are you real?" And wanting to just runaway and have it be only the two of them, three if you count Sirius! (My romantic husband has often suggested running away just us two, and the cat of course. It is always a tempting offer).

Serkan telling his parents is gold. He is so matter of fact and straight forward. Saying he wants things to happen fast.

"A womans dreams should not be limited to a man." Ayfer isnt wrong, but in Eda and Serkan's case, Serkan has been supportive of her dreams every step of the way!

Ooo Aydan and Ayfer plotting together lmao that's just trouble there. Eda and Serkan are too stubborn to be swayed by your ploys!

Lmao at Serkan saying "Even the cats run away!" With the cats loudly meowing.😹😹😹

His don't leave me grip on her hand lol. Good lord Ayfer that list lmao. He would have been doing some of it anyway just by being around. But him confirming that he will do whatever she wants him to, for Eda *swoon*❤❤

The comment about it being obvious that she's Eda's aunt lol

Poor Serkan will never get a kiss or hug with Ayfer blocking him! Ayfer you are making all of us suffer!!

Shaking Eda's hand and saying goodbye to the cats, priceless 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Awwww asking Eda to send photos of herself to him because he doesnt have them on his phone.🥰🥰🥰

"Then you are only mine," damn Serkan! 🔥🔥🔥🥵🥵🥵🥵

Ahh the old "here are all these ridiculous events that I will make you do, to prove that you couldnt hack it as a society wife," ploy.

Serkan will likely put his foot down on some of Aydan's demands, just as Eda will with some of Ayfer's demands.

Oh Erdem let's see how this plays out.

Efe I dont trust you, and Ferit stop giving him all the inside info!!

Serkan walking in holding Eda's hand! 🤖❤

Lmfao at Piril calling Engin and yelling at his voicemail that even Robot Serkan comes in holding his love's hand. I'm dying!!

Leyla telling Serkan she still wants to work for him. He may not openly demonstrate affection for his employees but he takes care of them where it counts (I've never had a boss care about me or my family like that). ❤❤❤

He's just more introverted and quiet in how he shows affection (which is what makes his love with Eda so important and different. He's going outside his comfort zone for her!)

That's 2 Leyla hugging Serkan moments!!!!🥰🥰

Piril isnt wrong about needing to do all or nothing with the project. She's blunt of course but it's the truth.

I dont think Efe is lying when he talks about Eda's talent, but he is laying it on a bit thick. 🙄🙄

Oh Eda you are letting everyone elses talk get to you! Dont listen to them! You know Serkan supports and loves you!!

Erdem you are in for it now with Fifi!

Damn those curtains!! Also it appears to be very very windy there lmao 🌬

Why is Engin in the police station lol! (I know that Anil wasn't feeling well so they had to come up with an excuse, but the police Station really?)🤣🤣

Omg Serkan you're going to make me and Eda cry! You got a house and an office?! And talking about eating her favorite ice cream and going to the libraries (be still my heart, that's how you get me too,ice cream and libraries!).😍😍😍😍😍😍

"I cannot live without you" *swoons* 😍😍

Ummm why do I suspect that Efe is working for Eda's Grandmother? Because that didnt sound like an "okay team, come on over" call. That was a "the pieces are in place, we await your move" phone call. Eda may not want revenge, but Grandma probably does. 🔪🔪♟♟

Oh God I cant handle Serkan crying! 😭😭😭😭

And he has to tell Eda, he cant keep this from her, and God it's tearing him up knowing that it's his family's fault her parents died.😢😢😢

#sen cal kapimi #sen çal kapimi #eda yildiz #eda x serkan #serkan bolat #spoilers

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trensu · 5 years

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Episode 27: The One where I Want to Punch Basically Every Sect Leader in the Face. Repeatedly. With a Chair.

And we start off back in the rain, AKA OUR ENDLESS TEARS

Wwx is like, do you remember our promise?

And lwj flashbacks TO THEIR LANTERN SCENE FROM THE ONE WHERE LWJ FINALLY SEES THE LIGHT

WE GET TO SEE LWJ’S PRECIOUS BABY FACE AS HE FALLS HEAD OVER HEELS IN THAT FLASHBACK

IT HURTS SO GOOD

Wwx: i wished to stand with justice and live without regrets. But tell me now, who’s strong, who’s weaker? Who’s right and who’s wrong?

Lwj: wei ying!

Oh god, his voice! HE’S DISTRESSED

Wwx: is this the promise we pledged our lives to keep?

THEY BOTH LOOK SO HEARTBROKEN RN

Oh, look, lwj is doing the deathgrip of gay yearning on bichen again. We haven’t seen that in awhile AND I WISH WE WEREN’T SEEING IT NOW

Okay, but for real, how can lwj look so hurt here when the actor is literally doing nothing with his face??

I know i’ve mentioned that before, BUT C’MON, HOW?? HOW DOES THAT EVEN WORK??

Wwx: my only regret is that i didn’t stop the jin clan who took living people as bait

I REGRET YOU NOT TAKING DOWN THE JIN CLAN TOO

WE COULD’VE AVOIDED SO MANY PROBLEMS IF WE’D JUST KILL OFF 90% OF THAT CLAN, OMG

And now wwx is all, i missed my chance to protect wen ning before so now i MUST leave to save him

BC WWX IS THE BEST MOST HONORABLE PERSON IN THE WORLD

Oh no

Oh noooo

He’s pulling out his demon flute. We’re gonna get THAT SCENE

Wwx: lan zhan, if i finally have to fight them, i’d prefer to fight with you

Wwx: if i am doomed to die, at least i can be killed by you. That would be worth it.

HE SAYS THAT BC HE TRUSTS VIRTUOUS LWJ TO STOP HIM IF HE REALLY IS IN THE WRONG

AND I AM SCREAMING IN PAIN RN

BC LOOK AT LWJ’S FACE

HE’S LISTENING TO HIS SOULMATE TELL HIM THAT HE WANTS HIS DEATH TO BE AT HIS HAND

Oh god, he’s doing the bichen deathgrip again

He tears his gaze away from wwx and turns to the side TO LET THEM ALL GO PAST

EYES LOWERED AS HIS HEART BREAKS INTO A MILLION PIECES

HE’S CRYING OH GOD HE’S CRYING

THERE ARE TEARS GOING DOWN HIS FACE, OH GOD WHY IS THIS HAPPENING

HE DIDN’T EVEN CRY WHEN HIS HOME GOT BURNED AND HIS FAMILY WAS MISSING AND/OR DYING

And now he drops his umbrella to the ground AS HE TRIES TO DROWN HIMSELF IN THE RAIN

*HYSTERICAL SOBBING*

THEY PACKED ALL THAT HEARTBREAK INTO THE FIRST 6MIN OF THE EPISODE, WTF, SOMEBODY STAB ME

And after all that emotional torture we get Plot Stuff happening

Blah blah wwx at the burial mounds blah blah sect leader banquet blah blah

Ugh, gross, they’re letting the idiot sect leaders talk again

They’re all blah blah wwx is evil blah blah he murders ppl blah blah we hate him blah blah

SHUT UP YOU BUNCH OF WALKING HUMAN-RIGHTS-VIOLATIONS

This whole part here is so difficult to watch. They’re literally just trash-talking my PRECIOUS SUNSHINE BOY

Jc, lwj, and lxc look visibly uncomfortable with what’s going down and they kind of sort of tried to defend wwx but they didn’t present a united front or hold their ground

Instead they let yao and ouyang run their stupid mouths

Anyway

Here’s little itty bitty bits of almost wangxiantics in the middle of this mess

Jgs: yeah, jc, i know wwx is your trusted bro and all but idk if wwx actually respects your authority. Do something about it, maybe

Lwj: *subtly glares at jgs*

And then everyone joins in on dragging wwx’s name through the mud bc apparently that’s the hot new thing in the cultivator world

If you look closely while this is happening, you can see that lwj legit GRINDS HIS TEETH with how much he’s holding back. MY POOR BB HAVING TO SIT THERE AND LISTEN TO EVERYONE DISPARAGE HIS SOULMATE

Jgs: wwx totally doesn’t respect you, jc, my bro. Everyone here heard him say how much he thinks you suck or whatever

Lwj: No I didn’t.

OOOOH, LWJ IS ANGRY AS HELL

HE’S OUTRIGHT GLARING AT JGS

Jgs: what??

Lwj: i never heard wei ying say that, nor did i see him disrespect clan leader jiang

HANGUANG-JUN I LOVE YOU, LOOK AT YOU DEFENDING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE, I’M SO PROUD OF YOU

And ugh, disgusting, jgy steps in to be all “oh, well, wwx said so many awful things that day, who can possibly remember the specifics?”

Lwj visibly swallows here, as if he’s choking back a response, and his lips are all pursed.

HE’S FURIOUS. HE’S ROILING WITH IMPOTENT ANGER, WHICH IS THE WORST KIND OF ANGER, TBH

That’s all the wangxiantics we get from that terrible awful sect leader banquet

THOSE SECT LEADERS NEED TO GET PUNCHED IN THE FACE

LIKE, A LOT

WITH A CHAIR

OR A TABLE

YOU KNOW WHAT, LET ME JUST TAKE BICHEN AND BEAT THEM ALL WITH IT

OR BETTER, YET, I’LL USE BAXIA. I WON’T EVEN CUT THEM UP. I’LL JUST BEAT THEM WITH THE BROAD PART

*ANGRY YELLING*

Oh, wait a minute. Wait a minute!

This isn’t a wangxiantic

But it is an EPIC MOMENT that should be commemorated.

Because here we get…

*drum roll*

MIANMIAN BEING A BOSS

Jz: blah blah wwx kills our people indiscriminately blah blah

Mm: not indiscriminately

Mm: indiscriminate is not accurate

And everyone around her is like, confused and offended because they’re assholes

Mm: in this specific case, if the overseers did abuse the Wen prisoners and kill wen ning, then what wwx did was not “killing indiscriminately”

Ouyang: nah, the overseers said they never abused/killed anyone

Mm: OF COURSE THEY’D FUCKING SAY THAT. THEY DON’T WANT TO FACE PUNISHMENT, YOU IDIOT

(okay, she didn’t call him an idiot outright or swear, but it was totally there in her tone of voice and also ouyang is an idiot so there)

Mm: you all think you’re so smart and voice your opinions so loudly

Mm: I SECEDE FROM THIS BULLSHIT. FUCK THE JIN CLAN AND YOUR STUPID CLAN POLITICS

And she throws down her jin robes and mARCHES RIGHT OUT OF THAT SHITHOLE WITH HER HEAD HELD HIGH

MIANMIAN PLEASE MARRY ME

Lwj watches her do that and two seconds later follows her out bC HE RECOGNIZES BADASSERY WHEN HE SEES IT (and also she defended the love of his life)

And that badass moment ends

But the banquet of idiots keeps going

The jin clan needs to learn how to shut the fuck up

God, they just go on and on and on

Why are they torturing me like this

OH WAIT, WE’RE OUTSIDE THE BANQUET HALL NOW

We see lwj and mm standing together on a terrace, talking to each other

BUT WE DON’T GET TO HEAR WHAT THEY SAY TO EACH OTHER AND THAT HAUNTS ME TO THIS DAY

WHAT DID THEY SAY

TELL MEEEEEEE

Oh, side note to let you all know this direct quote from nmj - “that girl really has a backbone.”

Okay nmj, i’m slightly less angry at you now. I won’t try to beat you with bichen or a table or a chair.

(but now i kinda wish mm would join the nie clan. I think she’d do well there and also i want to see her carry a gigantic saber)

We get some chitchat with the Official Bros™ but idc let’s move on

(tho i do appreciate the look nmj gives jgy, like, HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME lolol)

Ooooh, now we’re getting lan fam time

ANGRY lan fam time, uh oh.

Lqr: lwj, have you regretted it? I didn’t punish you when you broke into the Forbidden Chamber bc i thought you’d self-reflect

Lqr: you shouldn’t have gone to qiongqi way and let wwx go. Should you make one mistake after another?

And lwj is kneeling in front of him this whole time with a blank face

Lqr: what’s the use of getting you to memorize the Great Big Book of Lan Fam Rules?? Tell me, what is rule 52?

Lwj: No association with evil

He answers immediately and without any inflection to his voice.

Lqr: did you forget what happened to your father???

AND WE FINALLY GET A REACTION HERE

Lwj practically gasps and lifts his gaze to meet his uncle head-on

Lwj: my mother, she…!

Lqr: hold your tongue!

And just like that, lwj shuts down again; expression flat and gaze lowered

GOD, THIS CLAN HAS HURT HIM SO MUCH THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE

I MEAN, THEY MUST’VE, FOR HIM TO BE ABLE TO JUST DISCONNECT LIKE THAT

THAT IS NOT THE BEHAVIOR OF A NORMAL WELL-ADJUSTED PERSON

Basically the entire lan clan needs to go to therapy, like, STAT

Oh, i just noticed, lwj has his fists clenched at his sides. He’s clenching them hard, too. I think they’re trembling a bit, actually…

Lqr: i’ve been taking care of you since you were a kid; you’re like my son.i was strict bc i wanted you to stick to the right path and avoid your father’s tragedy

Lqr: that’s what i wanted to say to you. I hope you choose the right path. You may leave.

Lwj still bows respectfully before taking his leave

And i’m sure y’all are wondering, hey trensu, why did you make us endure that angry lan fam time that hurt us deep in our soul?? That wasn’t wangxiantic at all!

That’s where you're wrong, my friends!

It’s actually SUPER wangxiantic bc lqr kept drawing parallels to lwj’s dad the practically whole time

You know, the dad that married their mother who murdered some guy and had the whole world turn against her.

(Sound familiar?)

The same mother that dad loved with his entire being and did what he could to keep her safe from the ramifications of her actions? By marrying her? And hiding her in the cloud recesses?

YEAH, HE’S EQUATING WANGXIAN WITH LWJ’S PARENTS’ TRAGIC ROMANCE

Bc, you know, that’s a totally hetero comparison to make lol

Oh, now we get to see our favorite Disaster Het be less of a disaster

We’re not going into detail here bc we’re not here for hetero shenanigans, yuck (actually, i’m apparently weak to Pining Idiots of all kinds bc this whole jzx/jyl scene is giving me tender feelings)

BUT

I do want to add that OMG FOR REAL LWJ AND JZX HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON WHEN IT COMES TO THEIR LOVE LIVES, IT’S FANTASTIC

I NEED 10 MILLION FICS OF THEM COMMISERATING OVER THEIR SHARED DISASTER-NESS

Also, how the HELL did jzx end up being the one who was able to express his intentions clearly? He was all “please don’t go to the burial mounds, stay here with me so i can protect you from all who would want to hurt you”

DAMN IT LWJ, IF YOU’D JUST SAY THAT TO WWX, HE’S UNDERSTAND WHAT’S GOING ON.

YOU CAN’T JUST BE ALL “COME TO GUSU” WITH NO EXPLANATION

Jzx accomplished this before you did, YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED.

Huh, okay, i guess i did go into a bit of detail with that hetero nonsense. Oh well.

Now we’re at the burial mounds again with wwx

AND WE SEE A-YUAN PROPERLY FOR THE FIRST TIMEEEEE!!

ANY A-YUAN MOMENT IS BY DEFAULT A WANGXIANTIC, GUYS, TRUST ME.

AAHHHH, WE SEE A-YUAN DO THAT LEG-GRABBY THING HE DOES!!!

HE’S SO CUTE. TOO ADORABLE.

I LOVE YOU A-YUAN

Lol, wwx is all if you don’t let go i’ll plant you like a turnip

And a-yuan plops himself down in the dirt like YOUR THREATS DON’T WORK ON ME, OLD MAN, I LIKE BEING IN THE DIRT

Then he asks wwx for 3 elder brothers and 2 elder sisters, awwww. He thinks wwx can grow them in the garden (like cabbage patch kids!!!)

Plot stuff happens

Blah blah wwx and wq share moment blah blah jc shows up blah blah

Lol

Jc sees that glowing talisman door thing and is like THAT SIGN WON’T STOP ME BC I CAN’T READ

And then whips it down with zidian

Now we get some feelings-laden Yunmeng bros time

A-yuan shows up and leg-grabs jc and it’s ADORABLE

But jc yells at him bc he’s a JERK

Wwx scolds jc and then is a Dad to a-yuan: don’t put your hand in your mouth, you were just touching dirt!

Awww, we get to see jc fight back a smile at this! HE WANTS TO BE AN UNCLE, I JUST KNOW IT.

Plot plot plot stuff happens

More plot stuff happens

And the episode ends with us still in the burial mounds with the yunmeng bros

And you know what, i’m just gonna focus on our BAMF mianmian moment bc quite frankly the rest of the episode either had me in tears of anguish or spitting mad. There was no inbetween.

I’m gonna end up having blood pressure problems at this rate.

I’m too poor young to have blood pressure problems.

The Jin clan better pay for any medical bills I get because of them, I'm just saying

Return to Masterpost

#WangXiantics #wangxian #the untamed #cql

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godblessthecactusess · 4 years

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hello and welcome to a reaction post of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. s7 ep...9?

(Warning I might have sworn a lot whoops)

This was such a good episode jeez

As I Have Always Been:

- Couldn’t imagine sleeping in a chamber like that omg chlostrophobia

- SOUSA STAYED ASLEEP NEXT TO HER

- what the heck did Sousa just say

- very marvelly time thing (like it fits the marvel aesthetic nicely)

- honestly babes same (edit: I cannot remember what line this was for?)

- “bugsy”

- BLINDED BY THE LIGHT

- “I’m fine” the heck you are

- time drive is buffering guess it runs on virgin media

- did they just die

- I guess they did huh

- “21st century slang for its working normally” got it

- she’s so SCARED and honestly I would be too

- this is so exciting omg

- notice on rewatch: they did the title card twice, clever

- “oh well that’s fun”

- Simmons is so fucking done

- and here we go again

- it’s like a horrible nightmare

- “i dIeD!!”

- I love Clark Gregg, Coulson is going crazy and is hysterical and I love the way he’s acting it, it’s funny

- jEsUs this is giving me so much stress

- sassy exasperated Coulson is (one of) the best Coulsons

- 10 minutes in and my brain is fried

- I feel like she’s gonna remember something really bad

- she’s dying

- shit

- Dekey baby nO don’t be so sad

- “what a pain in the ass”

- did Coulson do it

- IS THERE A STOWAWAY

- oh look we decided to bring Sousa back in

- she don’t remember what

- IS FITZ ON THE ZEPHYR

- was it may?!!

- THAT LOOK DEKE AND ENOCH OMG

- smart move Mack nice

- “son of a bI-“

- I love Sousa

- WAIT NO

- WTF

- HAPPENED

- I think it’s Coulson

- Maybe he just doesn’t realise it

- This ep is really Coulson and Daisy centered and it reminds me of the good old days

- eNoCh?!

- gasp

- Enoch and his friends I love it

- bloody hell

- I kinda hoped it would be Fitz tbh

- did she just kill Enoch

- nope

- “oh dear” WHAT A MOOD

- how many times do you reckon Chloe hit her head on that thing getting out

- I LOVE SOUSA HOLY SHIT

- “sorry”

- I WANNA KNOW WHAT THEY TOLD HIM WHAT WAS THE IRONY

- this is fucking mental wow

- LOOK AT THEM ALL WITH THEIR SCARY FACES

- notice on rewatch: “deke’s very dead” “very” “do we need to be sad about that?” “we do not” these guys are so FUCKING DONE with This Bullshit (TM)

- how the hell are we going to get to the end of this episode huh

- I have mixed feelings about daisysous and I hate it like I would die for peggysous but the writers are making it really hard to not love daisysous

- JUST KISS HOLY SHIT

- sorry self control

- holy shit this is incredible

- DONT STOP FOR CONVERSATION DAISY

- FUCK THEY DID IT I WASNT READY I SQUEAKED

- oh for fucks sake is nothing ever easy

- IS FITZ DEAD WTF

- what hAs she done?!

- dramatic slightly melancholy music

- Enoch my baby I don’t want him to go but I feel like he won’t hesitate to save the team

- talk faster daisy jeez

- what did I fucking tell you

- he won’t hesitate bitch

- deke just looks so amazed that someone would do something like that

- oh no Enoch

- why does it look like an arc reactor

- Joel Stoffer is so good

- “I am feeling, as you might expect, some anxiety now” me before my exams next year

- Getting philosophical about death and imma cry

- or should I say PHIL-osophical

- I’m sorry it’s the wrong time I’ll use that joke another time

- the team won’t survive?

- someone’s gonna get left behind in the past (i.e. they’ll survive but it’ll split the team)

- I have this feeling it’ll be daisy and daniel and they’ll stay in the past and have beautiful babies

- OR what if Daniel gets left behind and he finds Peggy and they live happily ever after like I always wANTED

- but even if that happened something’s still going to happen to the rest of the team

- tears in my fucking eyes

- AS I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IT MAKES SENSE FUCK

- THE CUPS LIKE DAISY

- nice parallel lads

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kpoptart216 · 5 years

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Regrets

Jin x Reader

Best Friend! AU, Angst with a pinch of fluff

A/N: What am I doing with these oneshots omg

Masterlist

“If you love me, then you won’t ever see her again” says Yura

“Yura baby, that’s unfair. Y/n is my best friend! We’ve been friends since we were kids, I just can’t not see her anymore! I promise you, I don’t have feelings for her, just you! Don’t make me do this...” Jin says, pleading with his current girlfriend. The love of his life, as he thought.

“No. This is it. I can see the way she looks at you. So you can pick- it’s me or her” she says with a sneer. “Please Yura..” Jin begs, desperate.

But Jin knew, in that moment, he had to make a decision.

“Where’s Jin?” you ask. You had settled into the couch in the boy’s dorms as you waited for your best friend to arrive to begin game night. “I think he’s at Yura’s” says Jungkook as he brings out some of the board games. You groan as you visibly roll your eyes. It was no surprise to anyone for your distaste in Yura. She was just not right for Jin, something which you voiced to the boys and Jin himself multiple times since they got together. While the boys agreed with you, Jin was blind in love. “He’ll be here, he won’t miss game night, you both started the tradition afterall” said Hoseok, bringing some popcorn to the table. “Ok, well let’s at least set everything up while we wait for Hyung” Jimin says as he begins to open up a game. Just as you all finish setting up the intricate game, you hear the front door open and smile, knowing your best friend was going to walk in any second. Except this time, he didn’t have the same bright eyes and smile he usually did when you saw him. Sure, you had seen the highs and lows of Jin, but today you could sense something was different. He walked in slowly and looked up slowly, freezing after your eyes met.

One thing you loved about your friendship with Jin was that both of you understood eachother without having to actually say any words. I need to talk to you his eyes said and for a second your heart raced. You had to tell yourself to calm down because you knew that there was no way in hell Jin would ever tell you the words you wished to hear the most.

Yes, it was a cliche and you kicked yourself for it countless times. Yep. You were in love with your best friend. How could you not, afterall. He was worldwide handsome and genuinely one of the best human beings you ever had the pleasure of knowing and he was your best friend.

“I’ll be right back” you say to the boys as you excuse yourself to Jin’s room, following right behind him, “Hey, what’s up?” you say, closing the door slowly behind you. Jin’s back faced you could see he was breathing hard. “hey, you’re ok. What’s wrong, Jinnie?” you say, suddenly worried. You took quick strides to him and rubbed his back, something you knew he found comforting.

You both stood in silence for what felt like an eternity for Jin. He knew what he was about to do. He knew he didn’t have another choice, but he wanted to put it off for as long as he could. He wanted to stay in your embrace like that for every second he could because he knew that he would not be able to in the future.

“Please talk to me...” you say finally, sounding so small, and so sad. How could he possibly hurt you further now? “Uhm.. Yura.. Yura has requested something of me..” Jin says slowly, still too scared to look at you. “Oh.. what did she ask for?” You ask, confusion laced in your voice. “Y/n.. I.. I..” he stalled. “Jin, you can tell me anything, you know that right? What are best friends for?” you say, smiling at him even if he wasn’t look at you. “She’s asked me not to see you anymore” Jin says, a little too quickly. He just wanted to rip the bandaid off. You stood there silently and Jin still couldn’t look at you. And that’s when he hears you burst in laughter. You started laughing hysterically, plopping yourself on the bed in a fit of laughter. This was absolutely ridiculous. You knew that Yura didn’t like you, she had made that plenty clear ever since she started dating Jin about 5 months ago. You just couldn’t believe that she’d ask for something so ridiculous.

Jin finally looked over at you with sad eyes, knowing that you didn’t think much of it. He waited till you calmed down.

“She’s out of her damn mind! Jin, I keep telling you she isn’t good for you, but whatever. I can’t believe she asked that of you!” you say, still laughing a little. “Please tell me you just laughed in her face”. You finally looked at Jin, and noticed the look in his eyes. And that’s when the laughter died down.

“Jin?” you ask again. And that’s when you notice a single tear fall from your best friend’s eyes. In that moment, you had never felt smaller. His eyes told you everything you needed to know. He had actually agreed. He gave you up. For a girl he’s only known for five months. “Oh.. I see” you say, slowly getting up from the bed. “I’ll uh... I’ll leave you to it then” you say, running out the room. You quickly grabbed your coat off of the chair it hung loosely on in the dining room and ran out the door, despite the boys calling out to you.

You felt absolutely miserable. You knew, that Jin wouldn’t feel the same way about you, after all you were just a regular person. You just didn’t think he’d ever break your heart this way. He chose to just cut you out of his life.

Jin meanwhile broke down on his bed, finally letting all his tears flow as he heard the door slam close, and the boys whispering in the living room.

Jin had to sit there and explain to his members after a while what he had done, why you had stormed out of their dorm crying. He could sense the tension in the room as none of the members said anything. “Say something please...” he begged, just like you had hours ago in his room. “I have never been more disappointed in you than I am now” Namjoon says, leaving his room, causing Jin to cry again. Now, usually the members would be nothing but comforting when another cried, but in that moment, the rest of them couldn’t even look at him, so they just left him in his room.

Maybe it was because he was couldn’t hear past his sobs, but Jin missed the way the front door slammed shut for the second time that night.

(3 months later) You woke up to the buzzing of your phone. Why was someone texting you so damn early in the morning, the sun had hardly come up! You groan as you grab your phone from the nightstand, noticing that it was still buzzing.

Taehyung: Happy Happy Birthday, Y/n-ie (5:57am)

Taehyung: Wake up, fool. It’s your birthday (6:01am)

Taehyung: We need to spend every moment of today celebrating, wake up already sleepy. (6:07am)

Taehyung: Clock is ticking, sunshine. Speaking of sunshine, the sun is rising. So wake up. (6:11am)

Before you could even read the next message, your phone lights up with a phone call from none other than the man who had decided to ruin your sleep. You answer the phone, opting for another groan instead of a hello.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY” Yells Taehyung from the other end of the line. How he was so energetic at this time in the morning was beyond you, but you mumble a small thanks anyways. You almost forgot it was your birthday. You usually spent this day with he who must not be named (No, not Lord Voldemort), but since the incident that happened three months ago, you didn’t look forward to this day. In fact, you hardly looked forward to much anymore.

You lost your best friend three months ago and it’s been hard picking up the pieces of your broken heart. Not only did Jin not feel the same you felt about him, but to him you were just disposable. He left you, the girl he’s known since he was kid, for a girl he’d known for hardly five months.

A few weeks after cutting things off with you, Jin’s relationship with Yura, another idol, became public. It took the world by storm at first, but things finally calmed down over the last couple of weeks.

Since then, you avoided Jin like the plague and he certainly hadn’t made any effort to reach out to you. Not that you’d forgive him if he did, but still. It was especially hard, since you also worked at BigHit as a producer.

You had made it your mission to cross paths with Jin as little as possible. That meant you had got the boys’ schedule before from bribing Taehyung to make sure you knew when they’d be at BigHit.

Sometimes, your stupid luck kicked in and you’d see the tall man in passing in the hallways. You simply looked forward, pretending that he never existed. Before, you had to have recording sessions with all the boys, but now you delegated Jin’s parts to other producers just so you could avoid him further. You knew you were being petty, but to prevent yourself from cursing him out at work, you had to do it.

“Y/N you there?” Taehyung interrupts your thoughts. “Huh? Oh yeah” you say, sitting up in bed. “You’re coming over tonight, right?” Taehyung asked. He had told you weeks ago that you were going to be celebrating your birthday at the dorms, like you usually did in the years past. You hadn’t been back since that night, not wanting to put yourself in awkward situations. Plus, not to mention it would painful. “Taehyung.. Please don’t make me do this” you say tiredly. “It’s my birthday for crying out loud” you say, using your birthday as yet another excuse to not go over to the dreaded dorm. “I knew you were going to use that against me...” Taehyung said sadly. He didn’t want to upset you, ever, especially on your precious birthday. But wasn’t enough, enough? Taehyung knew that you were avoiding the dorm, but the boys missed all hanging out with you there. Well, six of them anyways.

“Please? Your apartment isn’t big enough for all of us tonight, and we hate only seeing you at work. Please Y/n?” Taehyung asked one last time. “Taehyung.. I can’t” You say. You missed the six of them too. For a brief moment in time, you thought you would have to give up on those six friends that you held so close to your heart, but they made it plenty clear that they didn’t approve of what Jin did and that they would always be your friend. And for that, you were beyond thankful.

“Ok, then the six of us are going to come and sit in your cramped living room and we’ll make it a night” Taehyung sighs. “But get ready soon please, I have a whole day planned!” Taehyung said, excited once again. “Ugh Taehyung it’s not even 6:30 yet, can’t I sleep?” you ask, falling back on your pillow with a thud that taehyung could hear. “No way! This is going to be the best birthday ever, Y/n-ie” Taehyung cooed. You smiled at the affectionate name. You loved it, though you’d never admit that to Taehyung. While you may have been best friends with the eldest of the group, you were actually younger than the maknae. You had met Jin when he was in middle school and you were a small kid in elementary school. When one of the boys in his class was picking on you, the little girl with pigtails in the neighborhood playground, Jin had come to your rescue. Maybe you had been in love with him since then, but somehow over the course of time, you had become best friends despite the age difference.

Jin was even the one who got you interested in music, prompting you to major in music in university. He was the one who set up the interview with Bang PD once you had graduated.

It’s funny how much of an influence he had on your life, you thought.

If there was anything you could smile about in the last three months, it was Taehyung. He had been the first to knock on your door the night of the incident and he’s been by your side since. Since you were close in age, you both bonded easily when you had initially met, and Taehyung always felt strangely connected to you.

Yes, it was another cliche. Taehyung had fell for you many years ago, though he could tell you had feelings for his Hyung. Now, he was silently waiting to take over that place in your heart, one day at a time.

“Fine fine, I’ll get ready” you say finally getting out of bed. “Thank you, by the way...” you say slowly, thankful to be surrounded on your birthday by those who love you. “Always, Y/n” Taehyung said. “I’ll pick you up in an hour, bye!”

As promised, Taehyung had planned a day full of fun. He took you to all your favorite places around town and had fed you with the best food Seoul had to offer.

“I’m so full I think I’m going to burst” you say, getting into his car. “Definitely not, there is still cake and the boys will kill me if you don’t eat any of the food. Get this, Jimin and Jungkook made it themselves!” Taehyung said proudly. He also ordered a prettier backup cake though, in case from your favorite bakery.

“I guess I can make room for that then!” you say, giggling. By the time you got to your apartment, the other boys had already arrived and were waiting patiently to surprise you in your living room. “Surprise!” They yelled as you walked in, as if you didn’t know they’d be there. The room soon erupted into the infamous birthday song.

“You look like a monkey, and you smell like one too!” Jungkook belted out at the end, causing you to smack him.

“See, this is why you don’t go on tour. America really changes you all” you say, giggling. “I’m just kidding! you look like a girl and you smell like one too!” Jungkook says. “gee thanks” you say.

Jin pulled up into the garage of his dorm slowly. Today was one of the most important days of the year, and he couldn’t even call to wish you a happy birthday. He had always made time in the years past to make your birthday as amazing as possible, but this year, he woke up with a heavy heart knowing he couldn’t watch as your eyes lit up as bright as the birthday candles.

A few days ago, he overheard the boys plan to have you over at night to celebrate like usual. They didn’t bother even asking him, since they gave up on that since that night.

You never came over again after that. He couldn’t blame you. He rarely saw you, which was his fault, but he could tell you were avoiding him. He used to see you around frequently, either at the dorm or at work, but now he’d be lucky if he caught a glimpse of you over the course of a week.

Life without you has been absolutely terrible. He missed you so fucking much, it hurt him on the daily. He had to live with his decision he made three months ago, but he knew that decision would haunt him for the rest of his life.

He had made sure to get out of the dorm for a while, just so you’d be comfortable, but something made him drive back earlier than he had planned. Subconciously, he had hoped he could catch just one look of you today, on your day. Maybe he could see your happy smiling face again. Maybe he could even wish you a happy birthday? Surely that would be ok, right?

Jin took a deep breath before entering the passcode to the dorm. He opened the door, and his heart sunk when he realized no one was home. You probably refused to come today as well. Why would you come, afterall.

Jin walked to his with slumped shoulders, dropping the tiny little gift he held in his hands by the door.

He missed you, so so much.

(2 months later)

“You’re going to do it today?” Jimin asked in a rushed whisper to his friend. “You’re going to confess today?” He asked again, excited. “Will you keep it down? Why don’t you just announce it to the world, you idiot!” Taehyung said, quieter. The boys had tried to keep it quiet, not really knowing where the eldest was at the moment, not realizing that he could hear them perfectly from the room across from the boys. “I think I have a chance. We’ve gotten really close recently, and I think she might feel the same” Taehyung smiles. Who was he talking about? Jin wonders. “Wahh, you and Y/n. I’d love to see that, buddy!” Jimin says, smiling too. You deserved love, and he knew Taehyung would be able to give you the world and more. “Me too!” Taehyung said, giggling. Jin wasn’t sure why he felt his heart sink in that moment. “You know, I’m glad she’s doing well. After what hyung did to her, I didn’t think we’d even see her again” Taehyung admits. “Yeah, me too. I’m glad she’s still here” Jimin says, sighing. “5 months ago, I’d have never had a shot though, Jimin-ah. Is it bad that I’m secretly happy that he agreed to Yura’s request? 5 months ago, Y/n would have turned me down, she only ever had eyes for Hyung. but now.. she might just say yes to me” Taehyung ponders out loud, not knowing that Jin could hear every word. Jin swallowed. Surely, you didn’t have feelings for him back then, right? He knew you so well, he was sure you couldn’t have. “Yeah, honestly she was head over heels in love with Jin hyung and in turn he treats her like crap! You better treat her right, my sister deserves the best!” Jimin pipes up. “She’s not your actual sister....” Taehyung groans. But he smiled, knowing that all the boys were very protective of you. “I’m just saying. She deserves love, and I hope you guys will have that” Jimin says, patting his friend on the back before getting up to go and do his own thing. How could Jin not have known? He was so busy with Yura that he had neglected both you and your feelings for so long, and he broke your heart without even knowing just how much he had meant to you. He regretted everything now, so so much.

(1 month later) Breaking News: Lee Yura caught cheating on BTS’ Jin! Jin stared at the article for a few minutes, not really registering what he said. A few of the boys walked into his room, reading the articles themselves.

“Hyung...are you ok?” asks Jungkook, something no one has asked him in a long, long time.

Jin just snickers, laughing at his own fate. He wasn’t really surprised. He knew that Yura didn’t love him the way he thought he loved her. He was only surprised by how ok with this he was.

Jin grabbed his phone, sending a simple text to Yura.

“We’re done”

Yura had then called him later, begging him for forgiveness, telling him it was not what it looked like, that she only loved him, but Jin knew better now. He wasn’t going to let his life get ruined anymore by one stupid girl.

When you had saw the article, you had felt bad for Jin. Sure, you were still beyond angry with him, but you never wished him sadness. Plus, you were moving on, with the help of Taehyung. See, a month ago, he had confessed to his feelings, and though you couldn’t accept them readily, you did say that you were starting to catch feelings for him too. If there was anything you learned with what happened with Jin, it was to be honest with your feelings. You didn’t want to string along Taehyung because he deserved so much better, but you couldn’t deny the way your heart fluttered around him recently.

It was funny, because it was today that you were planning on telling Taehyung that you in fact had liked him back and you were just about to call him and ask him to meet up when you saw the article.

But Jin wasn’t going to stand in your way anymore, so you made the call to Taehyung regardless, asking if you guys could hang out tonight.

Jin raced out of the apartment as soon as he sent that text, his mind only focused on one thing.

He drove as quickly as he could to your apartment, praying to god that you’d open the door. He ran up the stairs, all the way to the 4th floor and didn’t even hesitate before ringing the bell not once, but two times.

He could hear the lock click in the door and his heart raced faster, if that were possible.

“Taehyung? I thou-” you begin, but quickly close your mouth as your realize the wrong Kim was standing at your door.

“Y/n” Jin says, out of breath.

You simply look at Jin, and you hate how you can once again tell what Jin was thinking through his eyes.

“What are you doing here” you ask. You peek out the door to make sure no one else was around, and usher Jin inside your apartment.

“I had to see you” Jin says, finally slowing down. “I just, I just had to be here” Jin says, not really sure what to say at this point.

“Why?” you ask, closing the door behind him. You really didn’t need this right now.

“I uh, I uh really missed you, Y/n” he said, slowly. “So so much. I regret what I did”

“You regret it?” you say with your voice laced with sarcasm.

“I am so so sorry for what I did then Y/n. I thought I was in love with her. I thought she was going to be it” he said, trying to reason with you.

“And now since she’s clearly not, you’re standing here? If you were genuinely sorry, if you really regretting your decision, if you truly cared about me at least a little you would have come here months ago Jin. No, actually, you would have never agreed to her in the first place” you say, getting angrier by the second. You thought you put Jin in the past but he was just pulling all the memories and emotions back.

“You’re the one who destroyed our friendship over some girl you knew for just five fucking months. You gave me up!” you shouted at him and he flinched, never seeing you so angry.

“Y/n... I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have done that. I should have said no. I should have chose you. I should have known how you felt about me. I should have been there for you” Jin admits

“How I felt about you?” you question.

“I heard that you had feelings for me. I’m so sorry for not knowing” Jin said. “I really was a terrible friend”.

“Well at least you got that one part right. Yes, I did have feelings for you. I was so in love with you and in my eyes, you could never hurt me. But when you chose her, I swear to god I lost any sort of feelings for you in that instant. Because the guy I fell in love with? Would never do something as heartless as you did. Now please, get out” you say.

“Y/n please.. I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you. I miss you so much, sweet girl. I miss spending time with you, talking with you, and just being around you. You mean so so so much to me, how I can I prove that you?” He begs. ,

“Honestly Jin, I don’t really want to see you right now. Plus, I have to meet Taehyung soon” you say, walking to the door to let him out.

“Please Y/n, I know this sounds selfish of me, but please, pick me. I have deluded myself long enough. I have feelings for you and as stupid and fake as that sounds, it’s true” Jin begins. All his feelings were overwhelming him and he knew he was just throwing up words at you but they were the truth. “I couldn’t see that the best thing that ever happened to me was right in front of my eyes the whole time. Your love and affection is something I have craved since the second you walked out of my room and I’m so fucking sorry that I didn’t come here sooner, to beg you sooner. I have regretted that decision every day and I don’t want to lose anymore time without my best friend. Please, sweet girl, don’t make the mistake I did and give us a chance, hmm? I know this is selfish, but I can’t lose you” Jin says as he drops to his knees in the middle of your living room.

You stare at Jin, shocked, confused, and hurt at the sight in front of you.

Meanwhile, another handsome Kim awaited you at the cafe you had promised to meet him at.

(3 years later)

You looked at yourself in the full length mirror and smiled. Your hands pass through the intricate beading of the floor length white dress as your friend fixes the veil in your hair.

“You look absolutely stunning” says your maid of honor, as you smile at her through the mirror.

Today was the big day. The wedding was finally here.

Your stomach filled with butterflies as your family and friends cooed at you when you were all dressed up.

Soon enough, all of them left the dressing room to go and sit in their seats in the venue that you and your loving fiance, soon to be husband, had picked out.

Your heart raced as you realized that in just moments, you would be married to the love of your life.

Your father smiled at you, reaching for your arm. “Are you ready, princess?” he asked.

“Yes, appa” you say, as he ushers you out into the venue behind big wooden doors.

Behind that door stood your future husband and you smiled, wanting nothing more than to just run into his arms.

You took one last breath before the wide doors opened and your eyes immediately darted to his.

Jin’s eyes lit up the second the doors opened and he could see you. You looked absolutely stunning in that beautiful white dress. You held onto your father who was also wearing a smile as wide as yours.

The music started to play and you made your way closer and closer to him and perhaps it was the lighting behind you but he swore you looked like an absolute angel.

His heart raced as you got close and closer to him with each step and after what felt like an eternity, you had reached the alter.

Jin smiled at you and looked into your eyes and in that moment he knew, that you were the happiest you’d ever been. It took just one look to know it.

He doesn’t miss the way your eyes twinkle with complete love and affection for him.

It was then that you turned to your father, kissed him on the cheek and let him go to finally hold hands with your future husband. Your father went and sat by your mother as the ceremony commenced.

Jin couldn’t really pay attention to anything that was said. He was focused simply on your smiling face.

“Do you, L/n Y/n, take Kim Taehyung to be your lawfully wedded husband?” asks the man officiating the wedding.

“I do” you say, with the biggest smile as you face the love of your life, Taehyung.

“And do you, Kim Taehyung, take Y/n to be your lawfully wedded wife?” the man asks.

“I absolutely do!” Taehyung says with an excitement in his voice that makes everyone giggle in the room.

“Then it is with great honor and pleasure that I now pronounce them husband and wife! You may now kiss the bride” says the man, and within seconds Taehyung has reached out to you to kiss you.

The crowd cheers and Jin smiles at the scene in front of him. His best friend and his brother were getting married and though there was a slight pain in his heart, Jin was happy for his family.

Three years ago, you picked Taehyung. You continued to pick Taehyung after that and today, you vowed to pick him forever. Though you left Jin with a broken heart very much like he had left you all those years ago, Jin couldn’t blame you. Because Taehyung had always picked you, through tick and thin.

Sure, over the last three years he had earned your forgiveness. You no longer avoided him and in fact, you two had become really great friends again. You still could read Jin like a book, and you know that he still loved you to some extent, but he had given both you and Taehyung his blessings for marriage which was exactly why he stood there as one of Taehyung’s six groomsmen.

Jin still had so many regrets, many of which involved losing you for someone he hardly now even remembers. But he knew he’d never regret today. He’d never regret celebrating not only you, but also Taehyung and the love you shared for eachother with the people that mattered the most in his life.

As a few hours passed and you were all now in the reception, Jin watched as you danced slowly to the music with Taehyung holding you for your first dance as husband and wife. Your eyes met for a couple of seconds and in that moment, he knew you were telling him that he too was going to find someone who truly cherished him one day and when that day comes, you’d be there to celebrate his love too.

But till then, Jin watched on with a smile as the fairy lights twinkled and people swayed slightly to music as everyone watched you and Taehyung fall deeper in love with one another.

A/n: I think y’all would have kicked me if I had ended this with another cliffhanger. what did you think? Please leave me some feedback, I thrive off of your comments <3 this is not edited in any ways, so sorry for this trash.

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