#crying sobbing frowing up

[vibinsane]

THE FACT HES NOT REAL IS SO FUCKING PAINFUL

[spiderlilypetals]

3 more days... omfg 3 more days and he's here wait asldkfjs

[capriciousvisage]

Touken Ranbu Countdown, Day 8:    Kasen Kanesada

Days until 10th Anniversary: 105 Days until Daihonmaru-haku: 109

[razs-archetype]

Don’t get me wrong I love a good when the environment wants to kill you but. When the environment is manmade and and caring and loving.

[lost-oasis]

nah now she keep plAYING STOP REACTING AND GIMME THE CASE NUMBER

[resonette]

[ COVER ]:    sender lunges forward to throw their body over the receiver and shield them from harm during a fight : ))

(  4 0 4  :  meme not found . . . try again? ) / @quietlyblooms

" CHIYO — ! "

it had all happened too fast. the failed resonance. the heart palpitation. seeing the gun, hearing the gun. seren didn't close her eyes, unafraid of death, looking down the barrel of the gun, waiting for the bullet to strike her in the chest . . . but it never came. there was instead a flash of brown, and green, and a cry of agony as a bullet made contact with flesh . . . but the flesh wasn't hers. it takes her a minute to reassess the situation, seeing the protocore-smuggling grunt make a noise of approval. 

chiyo is on the ground in front of her, bleeding. and for a moment, seren forgets who she is.

rare is it that seren uses her own fists for combat; she is not a frontline combatant. but one minute she is squatted down behind chiyo, nursing a chest pain that rendered her immobile, and the next, she is straddling the man with the gun, her knuckles bleeding, unsure of where her blood begins and his ends. her eyes are sharp and vicious, a wolf in sheep's clothing; a thorn on a rose who still smelled as sweet by any other name. seren is silent as she kills a man with her own hands, her knuckles plunging into his face, where his nose met his upper lip, over and over and over and over.

when she rises, she is a ghost possessing her own body, trembling as she approaches chiyo's body. tears are the only thing prohibiting the blood from caking her face red, and she trembles as she leans over, turning her friend - companion - hunter - sister to lay on her back, cold fingers touching her neck.

(  come on , come on , come on — don't you leave me too . . . please , please , don't leave me alone like this.  )

silence, for a very long time, and then . . . ba-dum. ba-dum.  weak, but there. alive, but losing time.

wailing in agony, seren collects the other from the ground, bridal style, holding her to her chest. grit teeth are caked with blood that was not hers as she cups the back of chiyo's head, shushing her despite the lack of response from the other. who were you trying to comfort, amphelos? chiyo? or yourself? looking around, she searches for the blood-red sky, looking for something she knew would get them out of the forest and back towards someone - something who could help.

the blood-stained eyes of a mechanical raven stare back at her in the treeline. 

it was time to make a deal with the devil.

[danhjngs]

EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF EVERYTHING THAT CLIP OF NIWAKUNI??? MY WHOLE FUCKING HEART

the way niwa smiles at kuni

how kuni looks at niwa and smiles

JFC the way kuni just touches the hot iron and niwa immediately grabs his hand and blows on his finger

[gaillol-13]

I'm so normal about Wishful Thinking I swear.

I- [Slowly failing to hide back the most ugly sobs in existence] i-i-

-I SWEaR I'M sO nOrMAL-

[nessteadart]

KFKEKFKDKKFE PERHAPS PERHAPS

[biohazrd]

my laptop fan is broken and it sounds like a fucking vibrator with the pulse pattern and ive had to explain to both of my parents that it's just my laptop

[vibinsane]

when kazuha goes "Wait, don't say a word, I think the final line is coming to me... Yes, how about.... "Far from home, with you." yeah.

[vibinsane]

SQUEAKS.

IM LOVE THIS SO MUCH.

GUYS!! GUYS!! THESE ARE MY PARENTS AND I HAVE THEIR WEDDING PICTUREEEEE.

please i'm sobbing this is so cute. i'm finally coherent enough to really just alskdjfksdfdjkls spazz tf out of this. UGH I LOVE KAYNE (DAWNBREAKER BUT LISTEN) sdlkfjsdfksdjf i'm biting my fucking fist at how fucking adorable this is.

THE CHEEK PINCH GAAAAH.

New icon, because you can't affinity lvl 103 lock an artist out of shit 🖌😌🎨

@seaofgoldensand has dubbed this my wedding photo and I'm 100% on board with this so it's the icon now.

I'm crying it's so cute you guys this pose is everything

[diana-rose-25]

— Seasons of Love

pairing: ex-girlfriend! Bada Lee x Reader

description: It left you a mess, the breakup with Bada Lee left you a mess. Promises broken and dreams together shattered, including you. Yet months after the unforeseen breakup, you know it's time to move on and choose yourself first, even after a certain someone enters your life again.

warnings: None. Angst

word count: 1106

status: unedited

now listening to:

"Hey," how you prayed to hear that voice months before. Yet with how cruel fate it, that is the sound of someone you no longer want to see ever again.

You blow the smoke out of your lips as the cold breeze of the night caresses your face, you hum in acknowledgment without looking at the person behind you. Too entranced by the city lights below you and frankly, too scared to face that person without breaking down in tears.

As you take another puff of the cigarette, you can hear the person make its way beside you and copied your position from the terrace, leaning against the barrier with her arms folded.

You let the silence engulf you both, only accompanied by the moon, the city lights, the heavy tension, and the music of the party inside, three feet apart.

Funny how this was the same night months ago, yet the atmosphere was much lighter, no party, only the company of each other, and bodies close and intertwined, at peace and happy.

Bada steals a glance from you, frowing as you take another puff of the cigarette between your fingers and lips.

"I thought you said you never liked or even tolerated smoking?" She asks before she can even think about it, cringing at herself for ruining the awkward moment in favor of asking you that question. She looks back at the city below as she discreetly pinches her arm.

"Yeah? Well, things changed I guess." You answered nonchalantly making Bada wither at the tone.

"Right," she clears her throat. "H-how are you?"

You roll your eyes at her, being nervous doesn't suit her, yet you couldn't care less.

Not after she so confidently broke up with you a couple months prior.

"Been better."

You've been working on yourself after she left you in the air on your own like a flightless bird thrown in the air by someone with a promise of catching you when you fall.

And fall you did in the dark abyss by yourself, drowning in your thoughts more and more after finding out she had someone new 2 months later.

Bada could only let out a cough nervously after your cold comment. She knows this is her fault.

Friendships and relationships were broken after what she did to you.

"(Y/N)?" She starts off, playing with her fingers as she looks at you. Adjusting her body to fully face you as she tries to reach out for your hand.

From your peripheral vision, you can see what she's trying to do. So without hesitation, you out the fire of your cigarette using the plate beside you and throw it out harshly out the street beneath you.

Bada recoils at the anger behind your throw and pulls her hand back.

You turn your head away from her, not wanting to see her hurt face from your action. Hoping she'll get the hint and leave you alone once and for all.

because standing here beside you hurts, it really hurts.

"I'm sorry." She says shakily, her hands forming into fists by her side to keep herself from crying in front of you. "I'm really sorry, (Y/N)."

You swalloed dryly, forcing yourself to let the tears stay in your eyes while you take a deep breath.

go away go away go away. Your mind repeats while your heart aches so much. you are the last thing I need or see right now.

You nod your head once without looking at her, and Bada wants to sob. Because deep down inside, she knew she did this to you.

She tried to get into a relationship after breaking up with you to forget, but it failed after a week. The cycle continues unhealthily but she knows her mind and heart will always return to you.

"C-come back," Bada breathes out quietly. "Please."

Funny how months ago, that was you. That was you begging her to come back after she left you in the dust with no explanation whatsoever.

Funny how you both were happy and content on a Thursday, and over on Saturday.

Funny how she expects you to do that after breaking up with you through text.

You let out a small laugh, finally allowing the tears to fall down as you stand up tall before facing her.

Bada never thought you could look any better than you already do despite your glossy eyes. You, wearing your favorite jacket and the wind blowing your hair, framing your face so beautifully. You, who she lets go in favor of listening to her fear without communicating with you. You, beautiful beautiful you.

"Stupid, stupid Bada." You say, walking towards her with hands in your pockets and a small smile on your face, yet it is deprived of happiness.

Bada wanted nothing more than to wipe the tear that went down your cheek, so she did. And you let it happen, resisting the instinct to lean into her warm palm.

"You willingly let me go months ago without hesitation," you start as Bada shakes hear head and gently cups your face this time with both of her hands.

"You chose to let me go without hesitation, Bada." Bada lets out a sob as she shuts her eyes tightly and presses her forehead against you.

You look at the woman you once loved break down in front of you, it aches your heart to see her like this. But you can't do anything about it but place your hand on top of hers, sliding your thumb against her in a comforting manner.

You both knew that this is the last time you'll ever be this close.

The last time Bada will get to hold you like this.

And the last time you'll allow yourself in her embrace and delude yourself that she'll choose you over anything else.

So you close your eyes and say, "there is no doubt and assurance in my mind that you won't do it again."

You step away from her and walk away before she can reach out and pull you close again.

Funny how you would give up anything to hear those from her months ago.

But this time, as you walk out of the door and away from the party, funny enough, that was the final thing you needed to do to finally let her go, and free yourself from the promises and dreams she once spoke.

This time, you're choosing your reality, no matter how painful it is to let go of someone you once loved.

It’s not always a happy ending, but its always a new beginning when a chapter closes.

— ©All Rights Reserved diana-rose-25

[lost-oasis]

ma, i love him. THANK YOU FOR COMING HOME EARLY??? 😭😭

find my spazzing headassery and delulu aaaa self down below alksdjfkls but no you really don't have to okay bye omfg

HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME

SCREAMING INTO THE ABYSS

gonna be delulu on main real quick and believe that he saw rafayel and was like "FUCK NO" and hauled his ass into the same pull. yep, that's exactly how it went alsdkfjasldjfdklasfklasjdfjsdk

SLADGHAKLSDHGKLASDHGKLSHDKLGAHSDLKGASDHGASDGHLSDGHS I'M CRYING SOBBING FROWING UP LOOK AT HIMMMMMMM i need him so bad alskdfj thank you UNIVERSE FOR THIS DELICIOUS MEAL

PLEASEPLEASLEKHDLGHDSLG I CAN'T OML I HATE THAT I'M WORKIGN RIGHT NOW BC I JUST WANNA REPLAY THIS CARD OVER AND OVER AGAIN, i'm scared for the story though like alsdkjfskldlf what will it entaiL alskdghklsadghksldg screams it's fine, everything fine 🫠🫠🫠🫠

the way i just wanna [redacted] and give him the best [redacted] and push him on the bed and [redacted] until the sunset, into the next day, and more after- i mean what who said that JFC ALSKDJFSDLFJS

[kie-kois]

MAJOR XO KITTY S2 SPOILERS I’M YAPPING

prepare for an extra long reaction post :3

ok so i’ve only watched 1 and 2 as of now but this will update as i continue

guys i actually might frow up OKAY OMFG DUDE THE FIRST FUCKING EP “but you did smile” DO U WANT ME TO JUMP? DO U WANT ME TO JUMP DAWGGDHDJFJNGMDHSH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

second ep dude juliana is SOOOO messy and honestly i think her and yuri might break up 😭😭😭 i can’t even be mad at her tho it makes her rlly rlly interesting. also i was so excited to see q and jin i’m soooo so excited to see how that develops BC JIN IS ALSO MESSYYYYY 😭😭😭

i also am not even upset abt stella/minho honestly bc while i don’t ship them like whatsoever IJBOL iiiii think stella is also rlly interesting i can’t wait to find out more abt her and i’m also just so strong (read: crazy) in my belief abt kitty/minho endgame so i’m believing that stella/minho won’t deter that LMFAOAO BC GUESS WHAT!!!! THE THROWBACK TO THE FIRST MOVIE AND MINHO GOING TO SEE IF SHE’S OKAY BOOOYYYY oh my god he never ever hesitates to go check up on if she’s okay it hurts so bad she’s always first in his heart i’m so serious… sob

also i was not expecting to like praveena as much as i do my 3rd favorite ship for kitty! i just do rlly appreciate how she’s someone who can sorta kinda be stress free for kitty bc like established she is outside of the immediate friend group

end of ep 2 BITCH WHAT THE FUCKKKKK

i’m like halfway thru ep 3 rn kitty and minho banter welcome back return of the king. also i rlly love how dae can sing it’s so good he’ll find someone thru that i’m sure

finished ep 3 and 4 during school here is everything i thought while watching

KITTY AND YURI KISS WE ALL CHEERED THANK U LORD ok yea i think yuri and juliana r breaking up bc DAWGGDFMSKDFJ

i'm sorry it's just killing me how minho is still subtly always looking out for kitty he always has her back no matter how much he likes to act like he doesn't he covers for her w no hesitation and IT HURTS SO BAD

ALSO GUUYYYSSS EUNICE AND DAE????!?!?!?! THANK U THANK U THANK U I WANTED DAE TO BE HAPPY EVEN AFTER KITTY i'm so glad he's able to move on sob sob sob

MY POOR MINHO 💔 i'm sorry when ppl around him r all like "give ur dad a chance!" i'm like yall u should know DAMN well 😭 FACK HIS DAD BRAH

i'm sorry praveena deserves better FACKCMFSLDK kitty i love u but please u know damn well u're not over yuri please do not play w this girl's heart she was supposed to be completely uninvolved

BITBCHCHCHCH I FIGURED SOMEONE WAS GONNA FIND THE LETTER BUT AN ENTIRE GROUP??????? OF PPL BITCH

DAE AND EUNICE R SO CUTEEEE I LOVE THEM GUYS I'M SO HAPPY FOR HTEM

KITTY 😭 KITTTTYYYYY UR FACKING LETTER no this is so humiliating it's being read out loud i'm so serious i would have to kill myself KITTY q in the back stressing bc he knows exactly who wrote it and who it was addressed to OMFG 😭

minho and dae r so funny abt jin omfg guys tbh i get mindae however i just also think abt it in the same way i do abt kittyuri halp

WE ALL NEED TO DIE RIGHT NOW MINHO PLEASE GAWWDWDWFDW U R ALWAYS LOOKING OUT FOR KITTY AND THE THROW BACK TO THE HOT TUB AT THE SKIING TRIP BITCH PELASESAEJEJASLKDF THEY HAVE TO BE ENDGAME I'M GONNA FUCKING VOMIT i'm actually going to throw up and cry dude we all need to jump

he got into the hot tub clothed for her guys. guys my fucking stomach u cannot fawking tell me they will not be endgame the thousands and thousands of parallels to lara jean and peter i'm actually gonna vomit GUYS 😭 minho is just so sacrificial for her in a way we do not see for anyone else oh my god my fucking stomach

THE FUCKING HUG R U KIDDING ME THNAK U THANK U THANK U THANK U JESUS FUCKING CHRIST TEARING OUT MY HAIR

ok sorry idc that stella saw them LMFAOAOAO

yea i’m sorry dae deserves to be mad LMFAOAOA like yes him and kitty were broken up already but dudeeee it was so fresh and minho rlly did just confess when he wanted to

AAWWW YURI TALKING TO ALEX 😿😿😿😿 THE HAN SIBLINGS

UGH GUYSSSS. GUUUUYYYYSSSSS MY MINHOKITTY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i like how we got a moment where minho’s there to witness kitty finding out things abt her family bc those r always important events to her

i’m laughing at how they definitely amped up the minho calling kitty “covey” thing bc he is DEADASSSSS the only person who calls her that and it is almost every single time he calls out her name like GAWWDDD 😭😭😭

OHHHH MY POOR KITTY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 guys every time minho is there to comfort her i am just the most glad i ever am 😿 he always picks her up when she is down he treats her so dearly it hurts i’m so happy she has him

he want that cookie so effing bad yall…

DAE’S DAD????? NOOOO NO OMFG

PETER’S HEERRREEEE YAYAYAYAYAYAAASS AAUAUUUUAUAUAUU 😭😭😭😭😭😭

U’RE FACKIMG LYINGNGNHSJSNDJJFJJDNSHHEH MINHO RUNNING INTO KITTY AND PETER YES YES EYYEYESSSSS RIGHT EXACTLY RIGHT BC THEY’RE ENDGAME YAYAYAYAASSSSS MEETING THE BROTHER IN LAW

that’s actually so funny that peter and minho beef (/lh) i should’ve seen that coming entirely

“he totally still likes you he calls you by your last name” CLOCK IT PETEEEEEERRR

YAAAAYYYY DAE AND MINHO MADE UP YAAAAYYYYYYYY

yuri and kitty too thank god 🥹🥹🥹🥹 guys they mean so much to me

STELLA WE ALL KNEW LMFAOOO but honestly i can’t even be mad at her u go girl! also bc this gets kitty and minho tgt LMFAOAOAO

ok no BUT NO I DON’T WANT THEM TO GET TGT THIS SEASON i rlly do want to see kitty’s feelings for him develop more AND IF THEY GET TGT THIS SEASON AND IF THERE’A A S3 I DON’T WANT TO RISK A BREAKUP PLEASE

ok nvm it was kitty’s dream HAHAJFAJ YESSSS THIS IS PERFECT

guys so much happened i screamed every time minho came on screen w the music ALSO THE RAIN SCENE BITCCHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 OH I WANTED TO SOB MINHOOOOO AND I GOT TO THE END OF EP 7 MINHOOOO U WANT THAT COOKIE SO EFFING BAD “if you touch kitty—” BOYYYY

AND HOW THEY BROUGHT BACK THE “a little bit. or, a lot.” LIKE GEYEYEYAYAYAYAASSSS GUYS THEY WERE MEANT TO BE 😭😭😭😭😭😭

guys. oh guys that was a wonderful ending oh god it ended exactly like i wanted it to the slow burn is killing me but i’m glad it’s there i LOVEEEE slow burn

actually the only part in this season i rlly rlly cried at was when the grandmas reunited 🥹🥹 that was such a sweet part of the plot also the margot return that was so good

MINHO 😭😭😭😭😭 LETTING KITTY USE HIS DAD’S PRIVATE JET 😭😭😭😭😭 GAAAWWWDDDD

i’m actually heartbroken abt yuri SHE got her heartbroken AND NOW SHE’S BROKE TOO? WHAT DID MY DARLING GIRL DO TO DESERVE THIS if things don’t look up for her in s3 i’m gonna kms for real

[vannyblutea]

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Yoku for @vannyblutea (and Maeve is mine lol)

they drinkin' together :]