#crying l

[zerosugarzz]

i verified my email cuz i had 5 unread messages, THEY WERE ALL FROM BOTS IM GONNA KMS

[kingisuu]

Almost done with My love mixup holy crap this was good

[spiraling-trap]

boys and their toys

[tonesip]

dawnbreaker zayne art 😭

[saamaton]

well. at the end of the day. there's at least him. if all else fails. there's him. being all cute and stuff. emotional support cat. or whatever.

[notcryingtoday]

"oh another emily in paris seas-"

NETFLIX, DROP ANOTHER LOCKWOOD & CO SEASON, AND MY LIFE IS YOUUUUURS

[lexmicro]

*comes back from the dead*

YEA WE ARE SO BACK

[hellishgayliath]

It is a shame children such as yourselves had to endure such hardships

You all did not deserve to have the weight of the world fall on your shoulders

[urdadsceilingfan]

YES I LOVE REVERSE PORTAL AUS!

And honestly I can only IMAGINE the sheer amount of guilt Ford will feel once that portal is turned on and Stan steps out of it alive and well and missing an ARM. The guilt he feels knowing that Stan was alive the whole time and he never turned on the portal, not even once to save him. The guilt would eat him up, seeing the twin brother that he knew, hollow, traumatized and changed forever. And what would be even worse is Stan forgiving him upon seeing him.

Most would say Stan would be angry. But honestly Stan is the type of guy that would blame himself, he’d take one look at Ford and hug him cuz he missed Ford, and that makes Ford feel that much worse, cuz Stan should be enraged, he should hate him, because Ford hates himself. He’s convinced himself all these years that his brother was dead, cuz it was easier to think that, when in reality he was just telling himself that so he wouldn’t have to face the guilt and shame of choosing the world over his brother, his family.

When he knew if the roles were reversed Stan would do everything to get him back, because he loved him that much, the world be damned, he would get him back. Because that was Stan and Ford realizes with horror that hadn’t been him, for 30 years that hadn’t been him, and he feels like the worst human in the world.

AGHHHH THE ANGST ITS IN MY BRAINNN

I’m so sorry I completely forgot this was in my drafts

Throughout Stanleys travel he’s constantly thinking “wow he [Stanford] would have loved this place” or “ I always ruin everything, maybe this time I won’t get in anyone’s way” Because through everything he held onto his family as we can see through the years he lived in his car and never fully blamed Ford for it

Stanley would definitely be upset at Ford when he realizes nobody has been in the basement since the incident and even more so that Ford never even tried to open the portal again,In my head Stan did punch Ford after Ford started rambling asking if he was dreaming

“Stanley? No it’s, No it can’t be you, I must be having some sort of fever dream-“

*gets punched*

“Did that feel real enough for you”

I believe it would take time to forgive his brother but he definitely doesn’t hate Ford either

The sheer GUILT ripping Ford apart he almost can’t stand looking at his brother after his return, wishing Stan would just yell or punch him again instead of looking at him with a half smile or complaining about how high the prices have gotten

All of the twins efforts to get him to have a decent sleep schedule during the summer is thrown out the window But why? Stanleys back and safe now! He’s alive he should be having the most peaceful sleep of his life!

In one moment Ford finds himself back the night his brother was kicked out, their no, his room was quiet and empty with no loud snores to remind him he’s not alone and that Stan is right there for him but now Stanley is back! Only he doesn’t snore anymore, pretty sure he doesn’t sleep much at all anymore, really sure he isn’t the same anymore

Both of them made mistakes and ones not more at fault then the other but they each carry self blame

[deoidesign]

when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this

[pearlcaddy]

happy international women's feminism innit day!

We Are Lady Parts 1.01

[god-of-this-new-blog]

“‘Cause if it gets you through the night. Well then hey, hey it’s your night, and that’s your right, it ain’t my business” — The Paper Chase

[fayfaygoes]

THE WAY I WAS SWEATING COLD WHEN MC STARTED SAYING THE LINES TO ZAYNE

THE FACT THAT HE WASN'T ABLE TO WITNESS EVERYTHING THAT WENT DOWN AFTER THIS IS MAKING ME CRY.

he didn't experience MC Addressing as just "Zayne" ,feeding him having moments everything.

That was indeed memory fragment that turned into nightmare.

I was anticipating it in the Card story and when it didn't come I concluded that when the card goes white ,that's the part where MC says those as answer to his questions and due to lore purpose it was designed to be like that.

BUT NO ,they had diff plans😭..

dawnbreaker once again broke my heart.

[dizzybizz]

captain jasmine "jazz" drake broke into my brain and is now living there rent free help

[mothpurr]

did you know that a bong is just a baby bottle for a little girl who somehow ended up in an adult body without growing up

[kakajaa]

this kind of trope makes me so emotional aurghhh