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Enough is enough the dress gotta go

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𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖉 𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖉𝖊

𝔴𝔞𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔞 𝔱𝔯𝔲𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢'𝔰 𝔨𝔦𝔰𝔰

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5 MORE STEPS CALEB I AM COMING AT YOU .

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Love Voyage Loading screen lines(updating)

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category is ducky chibi mad face feat . Rafayel

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Officially done with the main event, web event & journal event in Ducky's acc #rafayelmc

Now I have few GBs to sort out

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A never ending when "your life is going for good you will find people who can not stand you" situation . They accept all Fictional aspect of everyone except one Character.

How convenient that it is a woman

So many MC tropes in Gacha otome games are made as Her being center ? You won't suddenly get picked to be princess overnight ,the one even the other kingdom king will abstain war for & another prince from distant kingdom is her painter & fall for her (mid cin) you won't suddenly fall into a rabbithole where two kingdom is fighting at each other ,one rescues you and another wants to get hands on you . Suddenly you are of interest of both sides (ikemen wonderland) you won't suddenly get send back to past and have oda Nobunaga fall for you (Ikesen) You won't get amnesia & wake up and later find you you have been being reborn time and time again (Amnesia) those MCs are exceptional cases . MCs are always exceptional cases .

This person had a meltdown when the main reason is that they prefer route styled otome . The 'choice gives ending' bit is cuz in route games choice gives you alternate endings and they prefer that . That's it .

But they rather not say it's not my cup of tea .

They will engage in stories with tropes like this to get satisfaction out of it.

Like you put the BITCH back to where she belongs.

Right? FUCKING bitch who never suffered so I wanna see her suffer as I get THE MAN.

the man .

All for a fucking man u like .

We are not getting out of this system with this mindset dawg

💔 I know people will hate me for this, but I can’t stay silent anymore

I just want to find at least one person who feels the same way I do.

Even if a hundred or a thousand people will hate me for it, I want that one single person who understands what kind of scar this MC left on me.

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For a long time, I couldn't quite explain why I had such a deep dislike - no, a visceral rejection - of the MC of Love and Deepspace.

It wasn’t just that I found her annoying, rude, or bland - though many users defend her as "just a cute sweetheart," or "not that bad heroine".

No. I think I genuinely hate her.

And recently, after sitting with this feeling for months, I finally figured out why.

She is an empty shell.

A hollow, perfect otome heroine who had everything handed to her by default. She has:

- A loving older adoptive brother who would literally do anything for her because he had to watch her suffer as a child and ended up traumatized (while she conveniently forgot everything - how convenient, right?).

- A serious childhood friend who possibly had feelings for her but had to hide them to avoid hurting her with his evol - and of course she’s the only one who can make him smile again

- A literal husband from the future, who time-traveled just to save her (because even time itself is on this woman’s side).

- Not one but TWO ancient creatures (a mafia boss who created and controls an entire shadowy underworld mafia just to protect her, and a literal mermaid sea god whose soul is tied to hers across lifetimes) both of whom have loved her across lifetimes and would destroy the world for her!

The love interests? Fantastic.

They’re well-designed, emotionally rich, and full of potential. But the moment you add destiny threads, past life reincarnations, and mythic soulmate-level love, something breaks.

I stop feeling like I’m part of the story.

I don’t feel like the MC.

I don’t feel like I’m influencing or choosing anything.

I don’t feel... close.

It feels like I’m just watching someone else’s picture-perfect story - some unreasonably lucky girl - from behind a screen. And I have absolutely nothing to do with it.

I think what makes it worse is that Infoflds advertises this as otome game.

A dating sim for women.

Isn’t it supposed to fulfill the fantasy of being special?

Of being seen?

But all I felt after a few months of playing and watching her was:

MC is the center of the universe.

And I mean that literally.

From what I understand, the plot eventually reveals that she’s a kind of cosmic entity - a celestial being that gave birth to an entire advanced civilization on another planet. She’s the source of life itself.

Every powerful man or godlike creatures in this world exists and lives because of her.

Loves her. Worships her. Saves her.

Even the player feels like they’re supposed to worship her.

She’s the chosen one. The universe, the love interests, and the story all bend to her - and honestly? It felt like the game was screaming in my face:

"Look at her! Look at everything she has that you never will!"

Yes, I know the mythic destiny trope is just a lazy storytelling shortcut to justify why all the LIs fall so hard so fast.

But still… it hurts.

This game showed me something I didn’t expect:

That I’m a non-MC reader.

Just a side character. A background girl.

And that’s why I adore non-MC stories with a reader.

They mirror how I feel in real life - painfully, but in a cathartic beautiful way.

They say: yes, even if you’re beautiful, loyal, smart, kind - if you weren’t born the Chosen One, if you weren’t written into the myth - then you’ll never be her.

You’ll never be the one they cross time and space for.

You’ll never be the cosmic soulmate.

You’ll never be the MC.

And yes, maybe I’m just a jealous bitter bitch.

Maybe I just fell too hard for the guys and now feel like a miserable outsider.

Maybe I felt like I was being pushed out of a story that never included me to begin with.

But this post - this pain - is real.

If you’ve ever felt like the story wasn’t written for you,

If you’ve ever watched miss Hunter be worshipped and thought:

“Why not me?”

If you’ve ever craved a story where someone like you gets to be seen, wanted, and chosen:

You're not alone.

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In that stance none of Y/n fanfiction is you either & u can never Kin a character - for example scaramouche from genshin impact. Cuz you are not a puppet who go left alone and felt abandoned by the archon ? How can you relate?

How can you relate to any non human character then? Their stories are different than your REGULER life.

Plus MC has her flaws and struggles

wtf

Just because she is cosmic does that mean she didn't get experimented like lab rat? Didn't get treated like she doesn't deserve autonomy ?Feeling of never belonging the place u call home ? Feeling like you are no good for anyone and might destroy everything you love? Trying to figure out wtf happened to you and even dedicated to pursue a career that helps you? When with that personality her dream job could have been something else?

You don't see her flaws and give her grace cuz you are projecting .

ALOT of myths especially sylus's dragon myths showcases innuendos of misogyny but you ignore it cuz you want to believe she is empty shell.

alot of myths starts with her trying to solve a conflict but you ignore it just because . Her story gets an ending cuz she is trying her best to find solutions. And I am SORRY if you can not relate to it

That is literally how life works . But unlike books or Visual novel you can not read the result out in one sitting . But because it is a story format you get to see the ending where she gets a happy ending she deserves.

How is that her fault??

💔 I know people will hate me for this, but I can’t stay silent anymore

I just want to find at least one person who feels the same way I do.

Even if a hundred or a thousand people will hate me for it, I want that one single person who understands what kind of scar this MC left on me.

---

For a long time, I couldn't quite explain why I had such a deep dislike - no, a visceral rejection - of the MC of Love and Deepspace.

It wasn’t just that I found her annoying, rude, or bland - though many users defend her as "just a cute sweetheart," or "not that bad heroine".

No. I think I genuinely hate her.

And recently, after sitting with this feeling for months, I finally figured out why.

She is an empty shell.

A hollow, perfect otome heroine who had everything handed to her by default. She has:

- A loving older adoptive brother who would literally do anything for her because he had to watch her suffer as a child and ended up traumatized (while she conveniently forgot everything - how convenient, right?).

- A serious childhood friend who possibly had feelings for her but had to hide them to avoid hurting her with his evol - and of course she’s the only one who can make him smile again

- A literal husband from the future, who time-traveled just to save her (because even time itself is on this woman’s side).

- Not one but TWO ancient creatures (a mafia boss who created and controls an entire shadowy underworld mafia just to protect her, and a literal mermaid sea god whose soul is tied to hers across lifetimes) both of whom have loved her across lifetimes and would destroy the world for her!

The love interests? Fantastic.

They’re well-designed, emotionally rich, and full of potential. But the moment you add destiny threads, past life reincarnations, and mythic soulmate-level love, something breaks.

I stop feeling like I’m part of the story.

I don’t feel like the MC.

I don’t feel like I’m influencing or choosing anything.

I don’t feel... close.

It feels like I’m just watching someone else’s picture-perfect story - some unreasonably lucky girl - from behind a screen. And I have absolutely nothing to do with it.

I think what makes it worse is that Infoflds advertises this as otome game.

A dating sim for women.

Isn’t it supposed to fulfill the fantasy of being special?

Of being seen?

But all I felt after a few months of playing and watching her was:

MC is the center of the universe.

And I mean that literally.

From what I understand, the plot eventually reveals that she’s a kind of cosmic entity - a celestial being that gave birth to an entire advanced civilization on another planet. She’s the source of life itself.

Every powerful man or godlike creatures in this world exists and lives because of her.

Loves her. Worships her. Saves her.

Even the player feels like they’re supposed to worship her.

She’s the chosen one. The universe, the love interests, and the story all bend to her - and honestly? It felt like the game was screaming in my face:

"Look at her! Look at everything she has that you never will!"

Yes, I know the mythic destiny trope is just a lazy storytelling shortcut to justify why all the LIs fall so hard so fast.

But still… it hurts.

This game showed me something I didn’t expect:

That I’m a non-MC reader.

Just a side character. A background girl.

And that’s why I adore non-MC stories with a reader.

They mirror how I feel in real life - painfully, but in a cathartic beautiful way.

They say: yes, even if you’re beautiful, loyal, smart, kind - if you weren’t born the Chosen One, if you weren’t written into the myth - then you’ll never be her.

You’ll never be the one they cross time and space for.

You’ll never be the cosmic soulmate.

You’ll never be the MC.

And yes, maybe I’m just a jealous bitter bitch.

Maybe I just fell too hard for the guys and now feel like a miserable outsider.

Maybe I felt like I was being pushed out of a story that never included me to begin with.

But this post - this pain - is real.

If you’ve ever felt like the story wasn’t written for you,

If you’ve ever watched miss Hunter be worshipped and thought:

“Why not me?”

If you’ve ever craved a story where someone like you gets to be seen, wanted, and chosen:

You're not alone.

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Sksksksk *sob* *sob*

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THIS CARD Rank SHARD OUT OF ALL from standard banner IN #Sylusversary ?!?! OMG I FEEL SO LOVED ILY SYLUS

The affinity hit right away .Sylus affinity 110

All new items..dammit I made mistake on last one

New base looks so cute aaaa

but it doesn't match with stuff I have . I need the icon one too !! hopefully I can work my way through

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EVERYONE SHUT UP OMFG

I AM GONNA CRY

I AM GONNA CRY HE FINALLY CAME HOME

I literally had no savings after pulling 150times in LSG banner 😭

Rafayel affinity 121

75th pull to get both outfit & card? I see what you did Mr. Romantic. Thank you😭😭

Banner pulling history

I am literally sobbing . I really sobbed to my friend about how I can't treat my girl with this outfit for stupid LSG luck but omagah I can't-

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

LOOK AT MY BABYYY

I can't stop taking pictures

But for the last part-

LETS GOOO

I am glad I waited and didn't post the photo with zayne's wedding dress instead .That belongs to zaynemc only

I am so happy aaaaa

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Lighting reference - with Zayne

He looks insane

A video

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"Twisted Wonderland" Azul Ashengrotto [Abyss] MV

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Not Caleb pooping my 50/50 in Senoras acc

man i just needed 6pulls to go there bruh.

Well fuck it....

Bruh..

Welp now I gotta get him the dress

look at themmmm

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She looks like a mess😭

Bride Fayu😭😭😭

Damsel in Distress

You are mine and mine only

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caleb affinity 91 lets gooo

haven't tried the pose yet