#cries why do i do this to myself

[baeshijima]

okay so since u all are most likely aware of how indecisive i am, im forcing u to choose the banner for the hsr royalty au bc i like both and cant pick one :D

(poll is under the images btw !!)

option 1:

option 2:

and yes they are both from a stepmother's märchen. what about it 🐥

[diabeticgirl4]

oh no I've hit the point where it's been so long since I've started my nuz page that when I look back at the beginning I can't help but cringe

[hinamie]

10 years later

[tsuchinokoroyale]

Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨

[ganondoodle]

( elden ring dlc spoilers )

(sort of personal rambling post about my feelings about it, not looking for lore discussions)

its so obvious to me that base game radahn and dlc radahn are two entirely different entities really

one is a nigh mindless mess of what remains of a respected and once, and still in a way, very powerful general, like a tragic memory of what once was, even in this zombie like condition you can get an idea of who he was, even if only a little bit, the way he fights in synch with leonard for example

the other a recreation of him but like it was made by someone who didnt know him at all, shallow and surface level, either unintentionally so bc he really didnt know him well (and didnt care to get to know him) or intentionally made into somethign that fit miquellas IDEA of him, who he wanted but not who he really was, it shares name and design traits, to some degree fighting style, but it lacks "him", he has no voice, no shift in expression, he does whatever miquella wants, a perfectly obedient, silent, animated statue (even more obvious in second phase ...)

i mentioned it in a previous post but even his changed designed feels strangely off, basic elements are there (red hair, yellow eyes, golden lion theme) but it lacks cohesion (imo), like an action figure not a real person, its shiny and cool looking but doesnt make sense for him, he even has the sixpack armor thing, and overall a roman aesthetic to him, mulitple braids in his hair (a trait of miquella), useless swords hang around his waist, arms exposed, overall incredibly thin compared to base game radahn (be it just the armor or not), like designed by someone who has no or little idea of how swordfight works, almost .. childishly cliché

and yes, the fact that leonard is entirely missing is significant in my eyes, he is very important to radahn, its one of the few things we actually know about the real radahn, but miquella probably either didnt know or doesnt care, he doesnt care about leonard, of course he isnt here

"promised consort", promised by who to whom? if miquella, perfect little miquella, says it is promised to him, it has to be true and good and no one would would dare suggest hed lie (i dont think radahn would like that title either, ...like even his title in the end isnt about who he really is)

its all about what miquella wants, his perspective is told to you over and over- what radahn wants, his perspective, what he believes in doesnt matter, radahn doesnt matter, the only thing that matters is how he can serve miquella, how this idealized, silent puppet that is nothing of himself apart from basic design traits and name obeys miquella

by rot or by miquella, just a mindless toy whenever you see him

and it just makes me sad and angry ......... its tragic but so much so that it borders on cruelty for crueltys sake, it was never about radahn :(

[agustd3]

bangtan gif challenge ☆ ↳ your favorite color + your bias → pink & yoongi

[black-leather-sketchbook]

silly boys

[witchhuntress]

😢😢😢

You can DL it here 🥰

[baeshijima]

im done :'D

that also means i can now close this whole window 😩

[httpiastri]

oscar nails oscar nails oscar nails 😵‍💫

bestie i've tried so hard not to think about or look at the nails because… new season, new me… a new, judgement-free jack… but then he posted this picture and i just couldn't not see it

this is the problem with being obsessed with his hands, to be able to look at them i also have to see the nails 🥲 but to cheer myself up, imma just sneakily make this into a preseason hand neck arm dump while i'm at it…..

[enavstars]

Heard this and thought of Lloyd and how everyone is telling him who he should be (green ninja, leader, master...) but he's just himself.

The song is Nobody but me from amprule from paradox live (It's finally getting an anime and I'm so excited!). The rest of the song doesn't fit Lloyd, just this part.

Lloyd is wearing the outfit of each ninja + Wu and Garmadon, here are the individual pics and Lloyd rating each outfit:

Should I draw each ninja with their outfit? (no Wu or Garmadon cause I don't like Wu and I don't feel like drawing Garmadon)

[the---hermit]

I think i have a superpower for buying slightly damaged books without realizing until it's too late

[labyrinthhofmymind]

just finished choices…

[onyxsboxes]

Sometimes you think you're doing fine. Then you look at how you've behaved over the past weeks/months. And well, you were wrong.

[solthar]

Solthar…? Solthar girl… AHHHH

[ghoulbats]

i’m not good at a lot of things in life but my weird hair dye attempts always work out and that is why i think i am a god amongst men