#cries profusely

[qcoded]

small comic because my art is going to be the death of me

[badgerstep]

hello . please consider: nightheart and sparkpelt.

“My mother hates her body

We share the same outline

She swears that she loves mine

I blur at the edges

I'm all soft shapes and lines

Shapeshifting all the time”

The stars have a lot to say

About babies born in the month of May

We are down to Earth

We see eye to eye

We dig our feet in

My mother and I

My mother and I

[musubiki]

the chicken tragedy

[iilmunchkiin]

Just saw an absolutely amazing post that convinced me that Ceroba would be the one who confesses first.

(op turned turned off reblogs unfortunately so I'm making this post (┬┬﹏┬┬)) ("Just put the link to the post here-" No, you absolute buffoon, they turned it off for a reason and I'm going to respect that) (also potential rambling?? again??) (future LM here, yep there is alot of rambling. this was supposed to be a character analysis but I accidentally made a fic halfway LMAOAOAOAOAOA )

god I'm a sucker for slow burn and angst (duh, you all know that) I used to think that Starlo wouldn't be able to take it anymore and finally get the balls to confess to her, he goes up to her and it'll be the usual cheesy but wholesome moment with him nervously laughing, Ceroba getting surprised so she turns away while brushing off some hair that got on her face, Starlo sheepishly rubbing the back of his head and stuttering to get the words out. It'll all be planned of course he's a gentleman, he's just so stupidly nice and understanding that if Ceroba just flat out tells him "I don't wanna be in a romantic relationship with you" I just know he's going to smile and tell her it's okay and he'd still be there for her and it won't affect their friendship at all and he's going to stay by her side de jashdkahsd sorry the brainworms are doing the thing again.

Of course the idea of Ceroba confessing first also came into my mind, her realizing she's in love with Starlo but now has to fight the guilt thinking that she's "betraying/cheating on Chujin" made the little angsty gremlin in me giggle but I just preferred it would be Starlo who breaks the ice just for shittles and giggles (I like seeing him get all blushy and shy HIHIHIHIH). Also adding the fact that Ceroba DID consider getting together with him but she brushes it off cuz she thinks he's still too immature. (Yes I am aware Ceroba acknowledges Starlo growing up in True Pacifist but I didn't give it that much thought I was in delulu land)

But then I saw the post and ho h my god oh my goddddddd.....

I was a fool

Starlo is aware of what Ceroba has gone through and as her childhood best friend he would respect her and not risk overwhelming her with a confession cuz OF COURSE HE WOULDNT, and if he DID consider confessing it would be YEARS after the whole "Clover-sacrificing-themselves-for-the-futue-of-monsterkind" ordeal but he would have probably fallen out of love at this point and it would go

⭐: "OH YEAH btw I had a crush on you when we were kids" 🦊: "HUH"

(not dismissing the chance he could still be in love with her despite that I mean he's dedicated and loyal and so damn devoted to her it makes sense, it was just had a funny thought giggles)

But then after reading the post, it reopened the idea of Ceroba confessing first and... oh my god it was glorious. It would start small, thinking he looked nice one day, subconsciously gazing at him and adoring him at the distance as he talks his usual nonsense at the saloon with the feisty 5, wanting to hang out with him a little more than usual, until it slowly builds up over time. She starts noticing the little things about him, his wide smile, the sound of his voice and the laughter he makes when he does his usual shenanigans with her in post-pacifist where things are starting to get brighter as they heal together, she would call him an idiot but god he would just smile at her again and the little dimples on the sides of his face would make her melt without knowing and she swears she felt her face get warm but brushes it off, thinking it's nothing. But that's where the snowball keeps getting bigger, she would see him talking to the folk again at the saloon and wish it was her he was laughing with, she'll quickly snap out of it, shake her head a little and think about how weird it was for her to have thought about that. She'd find herself beaming when he calls her name and feel so stupid for doing so, "Why am I so happy all of a sudden? He says my name all the time..."

And the snowball finally crashes when they have one of those talks, y'know the ones where you usually have at 3 am with your friends? Just talking about life in general, talking about the future, what are each of them scared of, what they feel and what they think about things, just being so vulnerable and open with each other. They've had their fair share of these talks but today was different. He looked absolutely stunning, despite being mentally exhausted he still looked divine, the way his eyes droop when his expression softens, the slow rise and fall of his chest when he sighs, his wide glistening smile turning into a small and soft curl on his lips. She can't help herself but make subtle touches and discreetly brush her shoulder against his as they lean towards the railings of the balcony, fighting the urge to just reach out and figure out small ways to make contact with him. She gazes at him the entire time, analyzing him, noticing all the little changes he makes, why can't she look away? She can't, she tried, so many times but it still ends up with her looking at him again trying to burn the image of him in her mind, wanting to leave it there forever. When the talk comes to a close, he turns to her and offers a hug, she accepts it and the moment he melts into her arms, she feels a sudden warmth on her chest and it instantly scatters around her entire body, enveloping her. They share each other's warmth, she slowly buries her face onto his shoulder, cherishing this small moment with him as they hold each other tight in each other's embrace. She's closing her eyes, inhaling his scent, it feels like she's in a dream, she doesn't want this moment to end, she doesn't wanna wake up just yet but.... They break a part, he gives her his goodbyes. As she goes home she lays in bed, face up, staring at the ceiling as she recalls everything that happened to her, putting pieces of the puzzle together as she finally comes to terms with herself and gets hit with the realization. It all comes crashing down to her, her eyes widen and she lets out an audible groan. She lays in silence for a moment, feeling absolute agony for being so stupid, she peaks through her fingers and looks back up the ceiling again, "Fuck..."

I haven't even dabbled with what goes on in her head after she accepts this fact, the sudden guilt consuming her, feeling like she betrayed Chujin, the person she loved with her entire soul only to fall for another. She hates it. And if she confesses she's going to be a wreck and Starlo just instantly goes to comfort her, telling her it's okay, she doesn't have to force herself to confess to h- No. She wants this, she's absolutely in love, he may have fallen first but she fell even harder, but with so much conflict in her mind, wanting to hold his hand without the weight on her shoulders pulling her back. The entire time they're together, Starlo finds the time to console her, comfort her, feeling horrible for making him stay up late just for her but he says he doesn't mind and he himself wants this, feeling absolutely honored to have her in her arms and that she trusts him so much that she's just so open and vulnerable and he's being so kind and patient to her I hate them I HATE THEM I FFUCKING HATE THUEJN R F FUCK FUCKF FFIFUUCJCC N I HATE THEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

thE SLOW BURN IS SO SLOW BUT KEEP UP AND SET THE KITCHEN IN FLAMES PLEASE RAUGHHH

SAVE ME STAROBA W AS SAV VE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

TL;DR: uhhhh read a post and it convinced me that Ceroba slowly falls in love with Starlo over time without realizing it and when she finally does she feels really guilty cuz it feels like she's betraying Chujin, the slow burning is burning and the angst is scrumptious. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. /j

[lanshappycorner]

The vampire/human yaoi I have concocted in a lab, view them

[a-compass-without-a-needle]

Gotta love when you can tell that a character has absolutely been through/witnessed a form of The Horrors when the metaphorical light leaves their eyes.

[petorahs]

who let bro cook and be the most beautiful lovable amazing character ever

[lume-nosity]

i still miss you arden, my first ever mutual on here when i didn’t even know how to use tumblr :(

i didnt know where to reply so im jyst gonna do it here:

I THOUFHT U KNEW I WAS A TUMBLR WRITER LMAO GJEJFJWK

U SPENT ALL THIS TIME NOT KNOWING, HOW COULD U /J

LMAOAJSHD YEAH I JUST KNEW TODAY I SURPRISED MYSELF TOO LIKE I THINK THAT SHOULD BE OBVIOUS?? (NOT TO SOUND RUDE)

LISTEN I AM SLOW BRAIN FORGIVE ME 😭

I DON’T REALLY CHECK PEOPLE’S PROFILES UNLESS I THINK THEY’RE SUS OR IM CURIOUS

I JUST VIBE AND EXIST HERE YK???

YEAH I CAN’T BELIEVE MYSELF I KNOW HOW COULD I /J

[etrevil]

Don't mind me, just had a short breakdown realizing his bandages are SOAKED enough to look brown 🥲

[qcoded]

small rant? ig? not vent but AUGHHHH I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL CRINGE ABOUT THE STUFF I LIKE ITS INSNANE

I made a post like this before but like. I feel bad because while everyone else in the fandom is somewhat normalish and enjoys The Owl House as a whole, I can't help but hyperfixate on Collector and Belos

AND ITS NOT LIKE OTHER PEOPLE DON'T SPECIFICALLY LIKE CERTAIN CHARACTERS IN TOH... like I've seen that but i feel like im the odd one out and a weirdo because I like Collector and Belos so much (and considering the way i choose to enjoy them i get confused for shipping them and. I DO NAWT!!!!)

Tldr I'M SO CRINGE 💔

[gornackeaterofworlds]

🦎 lizard, 🪩 mirror, and 🎧 headphones for the ask game?

HI LUCKY!!!

1. 🦎 LIZARD: Who is your most untrustworthy OC? Why?

Do I even have to say? Ofc it's Caiji lol. But even then, at least she's a little easy to read if you know how. So I think Mai, who is daniis OC but still in BE, is very close

6. 🪩 MIRROR: Which OC is most like you?

Hm. Not any from BE lol. And I don't feel like talking about my original universe here. But if you count the turtles? Mikey fs. Quick to defend themselves even when someone says something true, quick to be a mediator, fidgets the arms, just wants to be included and helpful and not lonely

12. 🎧 HEADPHONES: Share a song that inspired your WIP

Ooooooo. I...don't think any music inspired the creation of it, it was Daniis idea, but music has definitely changed and created plot points. I had a hard time choosing cuz there are so many in the playlist, but an early one was It Took Me By Surprise by Maria Mena. It created a plot event and pushed me to give Caiji a "redemption" arc(where she just gets worse). Also helped me really push her to be a fully fledged narcissist, and to give her reasons for her actions and a bit of blindness towards them. I'd already been listening to it because it got popular on TikTok, but this is one of the earliest songs attributed to BE

[somuchforstsg]

this is bojack by the way. horseman, obviously.

[shaw-kai]

i helped a girl avoid getting sexually assaulted and as shaken up as i am im really happy with the choices i made. i know what that shit is like and im not going to ignore it and avoid the situation like everyone else does

[starbucky-stuff]

[unit-ssn0va]

Guys…. I WAS SO RIGHT

[urheartswells]

Favorite movie?

i haven’t watched a movie in a while 😭 i dont really know what my favourite is, but ive watched Bohemian Rhapsody and Spiderman NWH a good amount of times