#cried as I wrote this
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satoru hates seeing you cry, yet there’s also something beautiful about it. the fact that you’ve chosen to be vulnerable around him makes him feel protective over you. he wants to hold and cherish you until he can’t anymore.
“it’s fine, baby . . . let it out. ‘m right here,” he coos, wiping your tears away with the pad of his thumb on your right cheek. his lips catch a taste of the salty drops on the opposite side.
you’re gorgeous—always have been and will keep being—but you’re even more so when you’re holding onto him like your life depends on it. satoru’s hand rubs your back up and down, his other massaging your nape.
it may sound bad, but he’s secretly hoping that the moment continues forever. your pretty eyes sparkling with tears are a sight to behold, as well as your pouty lips. he wants to kiss your worries away and show you that he’ll love you no matter what.
“you’re going to be okay, mhm?” satoru mumbles as he places a kiss against your forehead. once he sees you nod and look up at him, a warm smile instantly forms on his glossy lips, “so fuckin’ pretty. keep lookin’ at me like that.”
of course, who or what ever made you cry will be held accountable one way or another, but your boyfriend doesn’t mind comforting you for a bit longer.
just to admire you.
#sttoru writes.#jjk x reader#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#jjk x you#gojo x you#jjk x y/n#gojo x y/n#jjk fluff#gojo fluff#idk what this is tbh i just wrote this rq bcs i cried LOL
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On Seatbelts and Sunsets - Hanif Abdurraqib
#hanif abdurraqib#julien baker#<- kinda#words#poetry#read this last night and cried the whole time <3 hanif youve done it again#but seriously i was thinking abt that exact julien baker song yesterday n listening to it when i came across this piece he wrote#around that very song....#anyway ms julien mr hanif thanks for writing those respectively but also maybe. be quiet#also i do feel a bit bad abt posting this part of it bc i think the full read that leads up to this makes it more beautiful#but well.
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“take off your top.” the man on the couch across from you barks with a toothy grin, prying eyes focused on you as he puts a bottle of beer to his lips.
you know rafe doesn’t like playing games at his parties. it’s so below him, he’d rather sit back and relax, for once leaving the chaos up to everyone else. in the comfort of his own home he can truly let loose. now that tannyhill is technically his, he couldn’t care less if someone breaks one of the gauche vases rose picked out, or puts a hole in one of the walls — he’s too busy seizing the opportunity to drink, smoke, or snort whatever he pleases.
you like it when he’s chill, it gives you the opportunity to get exactly what you want out of him. you caught him at the perfect time — nursing a drink, swirling the brown liquid in his glass as he nodded along to something topper was saying. you seized the moment, attaching yourself to his side. “come on, rafey! please, it’ll be fun!” you bounced like a little bunny, slipping your hand in his to sweeten the deal. “please, please, please — i don’t wanna play by myself.”
“nah, babe. truth or dare? that’s some fuckin’ high school shit.”
“please, just this once?” you press your cheek against his arm, pushing your cherry-glossed lips into a pout.
that’s how you end up perched on his lap, your boyfriend tucked comfortably into the couch on his porch. you’re really regretting it all now, the feeling of everyones eyes on you makes your skin crawl. you wish you could just disappear, caught like a deer in headlights, sputtering as you peer around the room.
rafe breathes out a laugh, and the room quiets in anticipation. he adjusts his position to lean forward, his hand squeezing your thigh like a stress ball.
“what’d you say?”
“i think everyone heard me.” the boy gawks, still watching you.
“that’s funny.”
“i’m not joking. it’s the game, bro.”
your face feels red hot, matching the heat you feel radiating from rafe. you’re afraid to move, your eyes only shifting to your boyfriends face, who you’ve never seen so angry.
“nah, nah, you’re real funny, man.” he hooks his hand under one of your legs, the other arm around your back to lift you up off his lap, dropping you haphazardly on the couch cushion beside the two of you as he pushes himself out of the seat to confront the kid.
“rafe!”
he’s already got the boy by the collar by the time topper and kelce try to stop him, your hands fly over your mouth as you watch it all unfold before you. rafe shakes him, “you’re a comedian, huh? you think i’m about to let you disrespect not only me, but my girl, in my fuckin’ house?” he raises his voice, everyone else completely silent as he shoves the kid toward the door. “take that shit somewhere else, get the fuck out.”
rafe’s shoulders heave, watching the boy scamper away with his tail between his legs before he turns around, looking at you. “game’s over, let’s go.” he cocks his head, and you jump out of your seat to follow him, leaving the room stuck in a stunned silence.
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#i accidentally wrote smort in the second paragraph and cried laughing#obx#rafe cameron#rafe cameron x reader#rafe x reader#rafe cameron drabble#rafe cameron headcanon
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merry christmas !🎅❤️💚
#if anyone says lewis and celeste are too old to still believe in santa ill fight them🤺 i used to get into fights with my bestie too LMAO#i am a santa truther...i believed in santa till i was like 10/11 and my grandma got so annoyed that SHE told me he wasnt real LMAO#then i went to my room and wrote in my diary and cried onto the pages and i wrote “these are my tears from when i learned santa wasnt real”#LMAOOO so drama...💃💃#part of the reason i believe in santa for so long is 1) because my dad would go on the roof and leave snowy footprints#but 2) because i literally have a false memory i just conjured up???#one year for xmas we got a toy and it wasnt working/it was broken#and in MY memory we got a knock at the door and there was a brand new version of the toy waiting on the doorstep (from santa)#but what ACTUALLY happened when i told my mom about it is that we just went to the store later and exchanged it for a working version#so i have no idea why i just have that false memory but i remember it so clearly LMAOOOO#anyway santa is real thanks for coming to my ted talk🎅#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#lewis sallow#celeste sallow#choccyart
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I love that representation because I don't think anybody is just one thing, especially in 2024.
#taylor zakhar perez#rwrb#red white and royal blue#rwrbedit#userninz#chrissiewatts#userveronika#usersteen#usermegsb#mine*#this is so important#what if i cried#we got so so lucky with taylor playing alex#like look at how he talks about him / bi / queer rep#he gets it#and also a testament to how casey wrote the book and matthew with the script#that their queerness isnt a main barrier to their happiness nor is it what they are solely about#'you cant box people in' say it LOUDER
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— thinking about . . .
men who swear up and down they’re not into you— or men for that matter. men who flirt with women as often as they can. men who drink a little too much during a night out and start grinding against you in the dimly lit club you’re in. men who’s legs feel like jelly and skin feels hot as you guide their hips against yours. men who turn to putty as you drag them outside. men who forget every bit of elegance when they’re pinned against the wall. men who weakly beg for you to fuck them right there in the decrepit alleyway. men who wake up the next morning barely being able to walk and can’t look you in the eye now. men who sport dark hickeys and bite marks from you as they attempt to flirt with another girl to distract from how good you made them feel the night prior.
VINSMOKE SANJI, spirit albarn, ryusei shido, satoru gojo, michael kaiser, josuke higashikata, warren worthington iii
#🧋 ; thirsts.#male reader smut#wrote this purely for sanji. but it fits them as well#idc that shido gives hard dom vibes to the straight girlies!!! that man bottoms and he cries so prettily#dom male reader#top male reader#kinda shit but y’all get it right. we’re on a wavelength right#sanji x male reader#spirit albarn x male reader#ryusei shido x male reader#satoru gojo x male reader#michael kaiser x male reader#josuke higashikata x male reader#warren worthington iii x male reader#realized i should tag them. because i love attention
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PAIN AND TORTURE AND MISERY AND AGONY AND SUFFERING AND TORMENT AND HORROR AND DESPAIR AND
they thought they were soooooo funny for this didn't they. what the fuck. they really just showed me this scene and expected me to stay normal for the rest of my life. wa haht thef uck
#min watches one piece#I HONESTLY LIKE. NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHETHER ODA WROTE THIS S CENE WITH A STRAIGHT FACE OR NOT#OR MAYBE HE WAS LIKE LAUGHING .HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING#WTF#NOT FUNNY DIDN'T LAUGH CRIED KEPT CRYING S TILL CRYING#unfortunately not live r eaction it's been a weeksince i saw this ep i just needed to post about it because. im thinking about it again#one piece#op#brook#episode 380#thriller bark
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cw. gn!reader x wriothesley drabble, just a wee bit of being comforted by him, suggestive towards the end, minors dni please and ty :)
“baby, what’s wrong?” wriothesley asks, pulling the covers of your bed away from your face.
“nothin’, honey.” you frown as you're pulled from your cocoon and attempt to tug the covers back over yourself. he's stubborn though, only pulling them back when you try to cover yourself up again.
“nothin’ my ass,” he gently counters. the bed dips under his weight as he takes a seat on the edge, gently brushing his hand along your shoulder when you burrow into your pillows instead.
“seriously. just feeling a bit down, that’s all.” you sigh in defeat, voice muffled by the pillow you clutch tightly to yourself.
wriothesley gently coaxes you into his hold, settling against the headboard as his strong arms wrap around you. despite your grumbling, you nestle further into him.
“it’s okay if you don’t want to talk,” he starts, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head. his usually gruff voice is soft, a tone reserved for you and you only. “but i’m here for you regardless. i want you to tell me if there’s anything i can do for you, alright?”
“okay. i will.” you mumble. your ear presses against the warmth of his chest, his steady heartbeat lulling you into a relaxed state as broad hands stroke your back.
“that's my baby.” you can hear the smile in wriothesley's voice, a soft murmur against your temple. he tilts your chin up with a calloused finger, trailing kisses along your cheek, the slope of your jaw, ending with a slow kiss against your lips that has you forgetting what was making you upset in the first place.
when you pull away, you catch his gaze, icy blue depths filled with such love and adoration for you that it makes you feel love-drunk. you pull him in for another kiss, soft and sweet, curling yourself into the warmth of him as he holds you close.
“i can fuck the sad out of ya, if you need,” he murmurs against your lips, chest rumbling with a chuckle under your palms as you rest them there.
you press your lips together to suppress a giggle as you look up at him. “you're a horndog, you know that?”
“only when it comes to you, dear. now, does that sound good? need me to fuck you better?” there's a glimmer of hunger in his eyes as he watches you, cool hands dipping under your shirt that make you shiver.
you press another chaste kiss to his lips before you reply. “okay. but i'll be real upset if this doesn't make me feel better.”
“oh, i promise you'll be satisfied—” wriothesley grins wolfishly, the glint in his eyes your only warning before you're being flipped, pressed into the bed by the delicious weight of wriothesley settling on top of you.
he kisses down the slope of your throat, gently nipping at your pulse point before he continues: “—you know i don't disappoint.”
please don't repost on other platforms. rbs and comments are super appreciated ♡ !!
#☆ oakie writes#wriothesley x reader#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#wrote this on a whim bc i was sad and am very much yearning for him :(#cries sobs
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erm
looks around wolf sun?that i made like
a month ago
i liked thedesign :/ i al so cant remember if i sharedthese but
i dont think i did
uuhm
#cries#ye a no thee draft that i wrote#will never see the light of day#but i can enjoy it >:)#screams in horror and runs away#myart#dca fandom#fnaf sun#dca au
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envy’s death might just be my favorite scene in all of fullmetal alchemist?? it’s so brilliant every time i see it. this evil character who has done nothing but harm has such a heartbreaking end. envy, who looked down on humans. envy, who finds joy in the pain of others. envy, who could never understand human foolishness. he was jealous of them all along. and he couldn’t handle being understood by the same beings he was envious of. and in the end, he’s crying!!! he is the one who destroys his own philosopher’s stone, because he can’t bear being understood by what he loathes so much, and he can’t let himself be killed by them. in the end, unlike the humans he was so jealous of, he wouldn’t keep fighting. he gave up. he’s the opposite of his brother greed, who accepts his true desire for friendship and connection, and leaves the world feeling content. instead envy is cowardly and leaves the world in such a miserable and sad way.
#i wrote this at 1 am and almost cried#because it was late and also just because i love fullmetal alchemist so much#fullmetal alchemist#fma#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#envy the jealous#fma envy#fma greed#greed the avaricious#edward elric#roy mustang
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This is actually took me a while to piece together but Izuku losing OFA wasn’t for his development it was for Katsuki’s. I just don’t see anyone talk about it, and Ik for some that might sound far fetched but like,,,,Izuku didn’t need to lose his quirk, it wasn’t necessary at all for him, and didn’t do much for him development wise. Izuku has always been selfless, and was born quirkless, if given the option to keep OFA or save Shigaraki, he’d do it again. The most important outcome of that sacrifice was the Katsuki crying scene. It was necessary for Katsuki’s development because that’s when he realized what was truly important to him, it was a loss of something he took for granted—Izuku being by his side. Izuku was always a constant in his life, It was something that he sorta accepted at natural, as inevitable, as ‘that it is how the world is and how it will always be’. He spent his younger years unsuccessfully pushing away Izuku and then eventually realizing his mistakes, then apologizing and working to fix their relationship. So Izuku losing his quirk, that future, that constant of always being by his side, was absolutely devastating to Katsuki. Which in turn had him work towards this goal of making sure Izuku got his dream in the end(since I personally 100% believe Katsuki was the one to bring up the suit idea, alongside All Might ofc), just because he could not stand the idea of Izuku not being there with him for the rest of his life.
This also ties into Katsuki’s redemption and the consequences of his actions, since I see a lot of people say that Katsuki didn’t face any real consequences after bullying Izuku, which he absolutely did!! And this was one of them. Katsuki is very much reserved in his emotions, and has a very particular way he goes about expressing them. So for this revelation to be so great that it immediately sends him into tears is a showing of his incredible devastation. Katsuki did suffer for what he did to Izuku in the past. But I guess most people assume that “consequences for your actions” is a stern talking to and a slap on the wrist from an authority figure, when in fact it’s much more complicated than that.
All in all this is just my interpretation of it,,!!
#bkdk#bakudeku#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#mha#katsuki x izuku#bakugo x midoriya#I wrote this bc I got a shitty grade on an assignment I spent 9 hrs on so I cried then decided to write abt gay ppl to take my mind off it#they are so special to me
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i'm sorry i dont think we're talking enough about the bkdk music video. they wrote a whole song full of yearning lyrics and holding hands and longing to be at each other's sides and miscommunicating but still wanting to be together, and then they put child actors in bkdk colors and hand them playing super heroes and holding hands. like bkdks were just given that. an official bkdk song and music video. hello????
#bakudeku#bkdk#i can't stop watching it they wrote a whole yearning bkdk song#EVERY LYRIC IS SO DEVESTATING#WE WILL NEVER BE ONE BUT CAN I STILL STAND BY YOUR SIDE#THESE FLOWERS CANT BLOOM WITHOUT YOU#we misunderstood each other but my wish cries out STILL#the little color coded bakudeku playing as children#WITH A TREMBLING VOICE#I"M REACHING OUT TO YOU WILL YOU HOLD MY HAND#cool#your face is the source of my energy#COOL COOL COOL#normal rival things hashtag so my heart is crying with your pain#can i at least be by your side even if we cannot understand each other#THE CAPITAL Y YEARNING IS FUCKING INSANE#LIKE SO MUCH YEARNING I AM LIKE GONNA BE SHAKING FOR DAYS
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How Ody's coronation probably went lol
#epic the musical#epic athena#jorge rivera herrans#epic odysseus#etm#encanto#yes i just wrote a similar scene and almost cried about it what of it?
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replaying this game after the second game is making me honest to god so beyond miserable … javier looks so absolutely defeated here. it’s genuinely breaking my heart. please don’t make me think about the thoughts he’s having now- perhaps ones of regrets, or flashes of laughter and singing around the campfire, of clanking beer bottles together and sharing stories, of looking at the shine in dutch’s eyes during a speech and how he felt, somehow, the warmth of the mexican sun. and how that sun never felt the same when he got home again. and how the only time in the past eight years that he ever felt warm was when john’s hands wrapped the rope around his hands and legs. when john’s rope was the noose around his neck, and he finally, finally could stop running. guilt, fear, regret … relief. please kill me im so sad
#he makes me so miserable i actually hhavr to kill mhself#WHY ROCKSTAR GOD#YOU WROTE TJE PREQUEL TOO WELL AND NOW I CARE ABOUT THESE HOOLIGAN MURDEROUS OUTLAWS#javier escualla you make me so upset it’s not even funny#i genuinely started crying and this part of the game is supposed to feel rewarding OTL this is a completely different gaming experience than#when i played this game in 2010#god please put me down i can’t live with this grief#i’ll mourn him forever and ever#i have to go to bed now i cried so hard i gave myself a headache#javier escuella#john marston#rdr#red dead redemption#rdr2#putting that tag for organization purposes 👍#text#image#hero's talking to himself again
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I love jimmy. I really do.
He's an amazing horrible disgusting character and I love him. He has a deeply flawed psyche and a weird inferiority complex that feeds into another hero complex. So utterly consumed by guilt caused by him and no one else. So bad to the point he convinces himself, TRULY, convinces himself that this is curly's fault. That everything up to this point is both his and curly's fault. Almost like he wants to become him so badly, be everything he represented, become apart of him (the cannibalism). But yet is repulsed and envious.
He takes advantage of Anya because he thinks he "deserves" this. That he is owed. Even in death she is exploited by him, her comforting words used to justify the horrors he put himself and others through.
And funnily enough when he blames/shits on curly...he's somewhat correct. I can only assume curly has known jimmy was a POS for a while, the way he isnt infuriated at jimmy when Anya confided in him-the captain- and all he says is something along the lines of "I know him, he'll take responsibility"
Curly could have stopped pitying him, throwing him a bone, and this might have never happened, but to some extent, he was compliant. Liked, well, I loved jimmy too much, too much to cut the bullshit bc just like jimmy, he didn't want to take responsibility.
So they send others to do it and suffer for them.
#ironically enough i think curly's ending is fitting#he is forced to do nothing but sit back and take in what he failed to take responsibility for#everyone on the ship fails to take responsibility to some extent#but those two fuck up big time#esp jimmy#mouthwashing#i ship them in a “i love you so much i wanna become you consume you hate you” way#very “Brutus” and “Closer” type relationship if i had to make a Playlist#i know they hate fuck nasty and cried about it later and acted like nothing was wrong 2 days after#i like this game a lot surprised there isnt more fics of it#also sone of what i wrote here isnt exactly canon but speculated by me
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I think sometimes people need a little reminder about this scene and how important it is in showing us how the dynamic between Arthur and Mary worked.
The feelings between them are solely mutual, nobody is taking advantage of the other, and they actually talk about it. They have the maturity to admit how much they wanted things to be different, and they agree that it's all in the past now.
Mary doesn't demand his help or beg on her knees. She asked sincerely because that's still her father, no matter how he treats her. Arthur knows this, he knows how important (what's left of) her family is to her. He put his feelings about her father aside because he wants to help.
Even despite how their lives had changed over the years, they still cared so much about eachother. After losing her husband, her brother going back to college, her mother not being around anymore and her father still being abusive, Mary was fucking lonely.
She was so miserable and if there was anybody left that she could trust, it would absolutely be Arthur.
And it hurts because so much between them was left unsaid, it's just that Arthur took it to the grave.
#when I think about them it really gets to me#“it gnaws at me like a sickness”#what if I fucking cried#the last thing he ever wrote about mary was how much he wanted her to be happy#they spent so long thinking about what could have been that it made them so miserable#“I discovered I had a heart because it was broken”#I'm going to throw myself into the sea#I cannot imagine how the grief must have hit mary#I can but I don't want to because that's a whole other level of hurt#oh arthur#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick rants#mick thinks#arthur morgan#mary gillis#mary linton#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#red dead redemption community#mick vids
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