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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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It’s been fun to try this art style on Tide and Bone, time to wrap it up with one of the most incredible storytellers I’ve ever seen
#my art#art#illustration#candela obscura#circle of tide and bone#candela fanart#aabria iyengar#quiddie#time to say goodbye to this little project#it was fun and now I’ll have to wait 3-5 business days for the next creative idea lol#lavabean art
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Small but knowing wxs
#project sekai#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wonderlands x showtime#my art#u can tell who got drawn first and who got drawn last that’s all I’m saying#based on their initial unit outfits but with many creative liberties taken#tsukasa was a pain in the ass bc his outfit is boring but I mainly focused on his gay little Diamond belt#originally his costume was darker hence the dark outlines but it didn’t read as his initial costume so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#emu got stripes bc 1 her sock 2 her dress skirt. had to include the orange and red in her hat tho lesbian dress reigns supreme#nene got polka dots bc they’re cute that’s it#& rui I just had fun with#oh their makeup is based on their world link card suits 👍🏻 does not read well w the hair but what can u do#one day I won’t draw super tiny on a canvas that is normal sized and have to do the crop of shame#but it is not today#one day I will also make a serious drawing again probably but I am lazy
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to be, or not to be (romanticization of the inevitable)
#ray's tag#keys' art#undescribed#skeletons#ok to reblog#the skeleton model that i traced for this was provided by the incredible kiku @kikunai whom you can find right here on tumblr!#so uh. This is a piece about chronic fatigue although the original idea i had for it drifted a bit as soon as I started coloring the linear#(i really enjoy shading and lighting things and got a bit carried away here but i stand by my choice because this is my favorite thing#that i've ever drawn)#anyways. i often feel especially lately with school being back in season that my bones are leaden with this sort of. weariness. theyre heav#it weighs on our mental health and energy a lot and although there's a couple of reasons we have been given for it#that doesn't remove the fact that this is still a thing that affects us in a very real way day to day although we are good at masking it.#often i come home to find that i do not have the physical mental or creative energy to work on things i really want to#especially project: nexus which i feel extra bad about even though i can't help it because i just started it so recently#it is a mild to moderate struggle to make it day to day and i just. wanted to represent this somehow#my original concept for this was a skeleton with some black goop gunk whatever leaking from its joints#but as i started adding the cracks and coloring them gold (a personal touch; kintsugi is a concept that is very dear to us)#i realized that the focus here was less on the condition itself and more on the body that it afflicts.#so i put it into a spotlight.#ironic i know since very little people acknowledge this irl or even know it exists at all but i added rim lighting. I added color gradients#I colored the lineart and made it all fancy and even added a flare for the head to get the point across that even at its core; disability i#a performance. this is not implying that disabilities are fake in fact this is the opposite of that. i wanted to show that with disabilitie#especially i think in my personal opinion the invisible ones#we are all masking at least a little bit during the vast majority of the day. humans are social creatures and it is only when we are alone#or with someone we deeply trust where we allow ourselves to be who we truly are without fear and even then that can be rare#so i wanted to show this bit of the soul in as broad a limelight as i could. idk this is a really abstract piece and i dont know if anyone#will even get it but it matters to me at least. and even though we've been largely bedridden for the past week i think that's okay#we will get it figured out. all of us. okay? okay. i love you. i fucking love you. we are going to fucking make it#(also the xes over the eyes are because i thought they looked cool they have no deeper meaning at least i think they dont#actually i think they do but i cant put it into words idk. Art is subjective assign your own meaning i'm gonna go get a shower)
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@i-crush-rui-with-anvils @metal-pipe-tsukasa-bonker ik it’s meant to be silly but you guys hit me (haha!) with the best worst idea ever
#project sekai#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#ruikasa#tsukarui#karamell doodles#tw blood#cw blood#i’ve been on a creative HIGH these days wow#i find this whole thing hilariously tragic#andddd the original post hit 88 notes when i posted this lmaoooo
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I WON'T LET YOU GO HOME!
(Alt versions under the cut)
#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#siffrin loosing it is my favorite thing to think about and i am being so normal about it <3#my art#two arts in two days AND im working on a secret isat project (physical) aswell im on a roll#i havnt been creative in forever this feels good#siffrin really helped spark my creative flow again#i am being so normal about him#i have definitely NOT gone insane alongside them#no sirree#tbh it helps that they're easy to draw#very shaped <3
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realized i painted half the environments on the first pages of chapter two in the wrong color and it kinda deflated the determination i had to push myself to get the first comic update out asap :/
#ganondoodles talks#i am so good at digging my own graves of creative failure#i can probably play with color correction but its not gonna look organic#idk i can always see that a thing wasnt painting that way in the first place bc it just doesnt fit right#(havent been able to work on anything for the past few days bc my lil brother was here and i just wanted to spend time with him)#(dont see him very often :( played the new mario party together until i couldnt stay awake anymore lol)#i am extremely caught between writing totk rant and concept art for the rewrite and ... comic stuff#i feel like the longer i dont get either done the less its gonna be worth it#and i keep flip flopping back and forth (and with depression artblock kicking my ass too) without getting anywhere#im guessing its gonna go on for so long it will either be far too little relevant anymore or my brain loses its fixation on it#i dont want it all to be yet another ambitious and forever unfinished project ...............#but i cant ever finish anything so i supposed my worry and struggle with all that is in vain anyway
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I have a few prompts I havent finished to keep me occupied this week, as long as work doesn’t drown me in overtime again, which it totally might:
WIP: clone staring Rex + Wolffe, NSFW Rex x Goldie, NSFW rebuttal ( @lonewolflupe watch out)
-BUT I’m ready to let my ADHD derail cause there’s a few peoples OC’s I wanna try drawing cause they’re so cool; I mostly want to draw Juno first, cause JunTech is adorable <3 @wrenkenstein I hope you’re okay with that!
I’m just anxious about drawing others’ OC’s cause my art style is still in limbo, I’d gladly mess up my own OC, but I really want to represent others in the best way (my hands are always shaking so I gotta just find the right time to ink).
(Ya’ll are seeing the raw art progression + you’re still here?!?)
-so if I semi disappear this week, I’m just fighting demons, doing overtime, + probably drawing Fox in the dark at midnight *shrugs*
#artist talks#creative projection#why can’t I just sit and draw all day sometimes#I have too many ideas#engage caf maker cause I’m gonna need more than usual AGAIN just to think#I also miss drawing echo#and CXTECH#jeebus
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Behind every great writer, is a child who had no other sense of control in their life
#I made a similar one to this a couple days ago and it did SUPER well#so I’m doing another one that is me projecting my pain#i remember getting into writing bc how nice it felt to finally control a situation & know what’s going on#anyway#writing#writeblr#writblr#writing community#writers on tumblr#creative writing#writers#writing muse
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Sooooo uncanny rotoscope animation where Puzzles head blips outta existence and it’s just an outline of a vaguely human shaped figure dancing huh? Average Puzzle behavior this is completely normal (I’m coping so hard right now and sobbing into a pillow)
I think the reason I gave up on this one is because tracing my own dance footage was so repetitive and felt like I wasn’t getting the creative reward I wanted from the work. Would’ve saved my time if I just made a Puzzle cosplay and did the dance because WOW animating dancing takes so much patience which I am completely drained of!!
Also another reason for abandoning it was because erm first time ever doing rotoscope and I immediately realized just how off/inaccurate all the body proportions would be. I started thinking I’d need to retrace it all over again in order to properly adjust each frame to match Puzzles outline accurately aaand pushing that reset button/doing everything all over again scared me lol. I should’ve just referenced the dance poses rather then copying everything the exact same. Plus I’m too short to act as Puzzles. Thus it was doomed from the start <<
#once again Puzzles is such a mood in this one#‘patience is a virtue good things come to those who wait’ I COULDN’T KEEP CARRYING ON THIS PROJECT WITHOUT IMMEDIATE GRATIFICATION/REWARD 😣#I know the entire point of being an animator is taking small steps each day—breaking apart the workload so the pressure doesn’t get to you#BUT COME ONNNN MY PATIENCE CAN ONLY GO SO FAR AUUUU#I’m still my biggest hater and this will always be the case jksjsp#hplonesome art#creative control dance#mr puzzles dancing#(wow ‘mr puzzles dancing’ is incredibly generous given how I barely even outlined his TV head I’m—)#(*throws myself into lava*)
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hh...hii.
#* intermission / ooc.#good golly. it's been a while huh!#apologies for disappearing. i was something other than okay for a hot second but now. we are okay to post again!#i have only just signed in and i'm a little too scared to check my activity and ims sldkjf#but i'll check them...! give me a day or two to do that. and another day to sign into disc again slfkdjfl#beloved friends and mutuals: i have missed you dearly and i sincerely hope you lovelies have been doing well since we last spoke <3#i'll be honest folks i do not know when i'll have it in me for threads again. still feeling the creativity; it's just taken a different for#and channeled into another project that i've had on the down-low for months now#but i still love and think about these goobers!! maybe they will surprise me!#if you are still up for just shooting the shit with me re: any of my fellas please do catch me on disc when i get back there :)#otherwise i will be around on my personal (@eventempest)! and most likely on that project (url to be revealed. maybe)#for the first time in a while but definitely not the last: be seeing you <3#long tags cw
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Discipline is not a lack of freedom, it is a harmonious relationship with time. Managing your schedule and daily habits well is a necessary component to free up the practical and creative capacity to make great art.
rick rubin, the creative act
#i’ll settle for making mediocre or even bad art tbh!#love to discipline the self in service of some meaningful project#i’ve also been thinking about what a trusting relationship with the passage of time looks like#and for me it’s treating each day with great seriousness and reverence so that all the days of my life add up to something i’m proud of#quotes#the creative act
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I feel like there’s a part in every project where the joy turns to pure “Inwanna be done i wanna be done I wanna be done I wanna” and I think I’ve hit it
#the elf talks#the elf knits#took a few days off knitting and getting back into it now I just want to be done with this damn sweater.#like I’m so close to being done with the body then I can free up some yard for a more instant gratification type project which will#probably fix the issue but currently I am screaming crying throwing a fit because I have like 18 more stitches to decrease and I don’t wanna#this is also what writing is like for me so I think that’s just part of my creative process
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Excited that I can finally share the finalized cover for Sableheart, my upcoming webcomic.
It's about an alien knight who sold his soul to interdimensional demons ending up in the spacefaring future, and fighting for survival in the unfamiliar realm of space as he tries to escape their grasp. He eventually finds it to be a fight for his lost happiness and those he loves as well, as he forges strong bonds with others along the way.
Contains: violence/blood, heavy themes, occasional strong language.
I've made a lot of progress with this project lately and I'm excited to share/launch it when I've got a backlog of pages ready to go. There's drama. There's funny alien demons. There's ace rep. There's existential terror. And a few other things maybe.
#i feel very good about this project and the progress i've made. i feel like i'm finally approaching my creative endeavors 'the right way'#the script progress was going so well that i started worrying about cover art and wanted to have one ready to go#i don't want to talk about how many drafts and composition ideas i went through before finding one that spoke to me LMAO#i wanted this weird artsy looking direction for my covers#weeeee i'm hoping to have it ready to go soonish but i know better than to rush myself too hard these days#what's important is i'm working at a good steady pace which i believe i am. consistency over speed was an important realization#sableheart#oc: arctos#oc: cruxia#wildeart
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Prisoner @justzosiahere, back again for trial 2!
Status: Named unforgiven in the first trial, admitting to her own guilt during her vote. As a later prisoner in the lineup, she was able to encourage attacks both on and by the guilty prisoners (flamethrowers were mentioned more than once...) This timing also allowed her to temporarily avoid getting attacked herself.
Additional Crimes Revealed: Plotting and extending her angsty Milgram the Conspiracy au -- character development details, art, and peeks at the physical/emotional pain they going through teased in the chat. Is the crime the angst? Or the suspense? Maybe it's both!
#milgram#milgramblrgram#***disclaimer i love the suspense!!! i would never rush a creative project!!! thank you for the peeks but i am patient i promise!! 😤👍#i know the evidence is a bit vague but i didnt want to post specific au details sent to the chat and to ruin any surprises/spoilers#feel free to add any evidence if youve fallen victim to these emotional attacks 😤#(and if you missed the first trial please go check out the cool au details!)#i hope the art is alright -- i was peeking at some picrews and hope i did you justice 👍#im still a little afraid for the day a flamethrower is acquired....#(and 'temporarily' meaning ill need a bit more time but it looks like im due for another attack >:3)#good luck pal! <3#polls#my art
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Goblin brain: let’s look on ravelry for new patterns to knit.
Rational brain: but, we have so many things we’re currently knitting on? Couldn’t we use Craft Time™️ to work on those instead of looking at more patterns that we’ll start and then put aside in the sad corner of indefinite WIPs, thus continuing the vicious cycle of constantly creating but never actually finishing?
Goblin brain: hey Google, open ravelry.
#mod des#knitblr#I do this with crochet and embroidery too though lol#I’m an equal opportunity adhd compulsive new-project-starter#I also do this with writing 😅#sorry if you follow my ao3 lol#listen#they’re not abandoned#I’ll get there when I get there#I fully warn that I have adhd and that my creative process is neither consistent nor predictable#if you stay that’s on you#one day I will finish both my WIP fanfics and my knee high colorwork socks#but today is not that day#they said as they opened a new tab in ravelry
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