#crazy what growing up does
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growing up is realising you don’t remember your childhood best friend’s voice anymore
#we were best friends for a decade and I literally just this second realised I don’t remember her voice#granted we haven’t spoken to each other for like probably 8 years now lmao#not for any malicious reason#she just went to a different collage and we naturally grew apart#I still follow her on insta and she is a WILDLY different person now#crazy what growing up does
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could you draw tavros bug? I looked for him but couldn't find him :[
Thx! <3 :]
i keep thinking about this ask. tavros bug. tavros bug. there is he. i think hes complaining about how people keep telling him to grow up when he's objectively never going to get to do so.
tavros...
#homestuck#bugstuck#buggy trolls#tavros#tavros nitram#i really like tavros like. a lot#i liked him as a kid#i think hussie does a great job making a character who is a objectively a victim unlikeable#a woobie#when he could be very easily woobified but instead tavros gets to be a nuanced individual who has problems#thinking about him and vriska and how he suffered in relation to her and how she suffered obsessing over him drives me crazy#she claims to act cruelly to him to try and get him to grow up when her actions will lead to the fact he really will forever be a kid#because he will die before becoming an adult and knows that#i think its really meaningful that tavros continues to live due to help from his friends#but he sleeps a lot#his disability effecting his future#i think its also meaningful in that it shows vriskas abuse doesn't force him to mature#its just abuse.#her enacting abuse on him to justify her own abuse in a way. but it fails to do what she claimed it would#because in the end its just cruel#tavros...
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I know that it's common fanon belief to see Starlo as the younger sibling between him and Orion, but I actually like the idea of Starlo being the older brother and what it means for his family dynamic. Generally, the older sibling is expected to be the more responsible and mature sibling in the family. There's this expectation that the older sibling sets an example for the younger sibling(s) and that they'll look after the family/business once the parents get too old to do so themselves. So, what does it mean when the older sibling sorta betrays those familial expectations by behaving immaturely and ditching the family to do their own thing?
I'm trying to figure out how to put this into words in a clear and concise way, but I feel like if it's a case of Starlo being the younger brother, then there's this sorta "Ah, that's just the younger brother acting like a kid, y'know how it is. He'll grow out of it" dynamic, whereas if Starlo is the older brother, then it's more of a "Okay, he should've grown out of this by now, why's he still acting like this? Even Orion is more mature than him; what is going on?" sorta deal. (This frustration would be especially felt by Orion, who has to pick up Starlo's slack in his stead because his older brother isn't mature enough to work like he's supposed to!!!)
These are just personal musings, don't take my word as gospel! You can still do tons of interesting things with the Sunnyside family while having Starlo be the younger brother and Orion the older one. I just find myself gravitating more towards seeing Starlo as the older sibling.
#idk how much grounds i have to speak on this because I'm the youngest sibling in my family and I'm not all that close with my older sibling#(nothing crazy going on there. we just grew into different people and we don't interact much in our daily lives)#but like. with older siblings there's generally all these heavier expectations around you. you're supposed to be what your#younger sibling looks up to. you're supposed to set the bar that the rest of your siblings get measured against.#so what does it mean when--from the family's perspective--you set the bar pretty low by running off from your family/responsibilities#and dedicate your life to LARPing as a cowboy?#obviously Starlo's family loves him. but they don't seem all too supportive. Orion is annoyed by his brother's antics.#Crestina expects him to grow out of it. Solomon is the most positive about it but that's bc he thinks that Starlo did it to#indirectly save the family business.#they only seem to come around post true-pacifist when Starlo opens up to them more and they sell corn in the W.E.#there's something that's lingering on the tip of my tongue about this but i can't articulate it.#something something age =/= maturity and all that? i guess?#char: starlo#char: orion
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Currently thinking of an Angel AU where Sanji is one of Cupid's angels for the past 800 years. He makes people fall in love. And for angels of love to ascend, reincarnate or reborn they're given specific clients that he needs to fall in love.
But he has a problem. A mold problem. He only has one client left that he needs to fall in love. And it's the lone wandering swordsman with an odd memorable green hair. And no matter what Sanji does. No matter who he matches the swordsman with as every new lifetime pass, the man just never falls.
And so, as Sanji begrudgingly stands on the swordsman's grave alone, he swore that on the man's next life (11th) he will make him fall in love by hook or by crook.
#sanji#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#zoro x sanji#one piece#zosan#black leg sanji#this is slight angst yall#sanji gave up concealing himself and showed up in front of zoro in the 11th life#his last resort was to annoy zoro to death about opening up and falling in love#zoro still finds love stupid#but falls i love with sanji anyways#sanji doesn't know because angels doesn't “fall”#zoro doesn't want to admit it because he knows once he does sanji will disappear/be gone. his mission will be over.#so he tries so hard to keep his feelings and he knows its impossible. crazy even to love someone that's transcendental#because he had been following Zoro's soul for the longest time he knows he was hiding something but can't make up what it is#zoro thinks all is well until sanji had been weakening. they didn't know why. until they went to an oracle that told sanji had sinned#his wings had started to shed and he grows weaker and weaker. Sanji's sin was Zoro fell in love him and sanji was starting to love him back#to save sanji. zoro was willing to rip & offer his heart up. but doing would remove his feelings but also he can never feel love#or fall in love ever again. zoro says its okay. he didn't want to fall in love with someone that isn't sanji#sanji still doesn't want to bc its the first time zoro felt love in centuries he'd known him. he didn't want to take it away from him.#sanji “dies” but since he was able to make zoro fall in love he passed his rebirth. cupid was moved by their love#so sanji was reborn in the current lifetime with his memories with zoro intact. they met each other after 2 years he “died”#they reunited. zoro met the strawhats during the 2 years.#the end#omg that was pretty long
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Does anyone else appreciate strawberry blond Jason Todd

😭😭🤲🤲
#like first of all Bruce making him dye his hair to look like dick is hilarious#dick was like a foot taller than him I don’t think they were fooling anybody#now get ready for my headcanons#when he’s like 3 or 4 he asks Catherine (who’s a natural brunette) why he’s the only one w light hair in the family#so she dyes her hair the same color as his and gaslights him into thinking he somehow genetically got he box dye hair#but he grows up and learns he got his hair from sheila who just lightens her slightly into more of a yellow blonde#so he keeps dying it bc now just looking at his natural hair brings up crazy feelings of inferiority and mommy issues and he hates himself#so brunette Jason Todd yayyy#also that’s why his white streak is constantly dyed over black bc he dyes his whole head#the only time he has black hair AND the white streak is when he does it on purpose to be dramatic#cough utrh cough#also yes I said STRAWBERRY BLOND not RED idk what Morrison was on about#Jason Todd#red hood#robin#Batman
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Crazy how despite Mikan's love for gory movies and blood, she doesn't do an over the top murder. She doesn't even do a medical themed murder despite it being the main focus of the chapter. (Only one of her victims was a patient and she just strangled her)
Crazy how, when she wants to commit a murder for Junko, she does neck trauma.
That's Yasuke's M.O.
#If I had a nickel for everytime a medical professional killed their classmates via strangulation and neck trauma#For their fucked up girlfriend#I'd have two nickels blah blah you know how the rest goes#Feel like we are getting a look into Junko's 'interests' and I don't know if I like that information#I wonder if they did have a different murder for mikan and scrapped it#Because she has a line in the afterschool mode (that's DEFINITELY not its name but I'm too lazy)#Where she mentions she loves parasites while pulling her crazy in love face#And later in KK we have a nurse that kills people by growing parasites in them#Could be unrelated or it could be a reuse of a early concept of chp3#Mentioned bc it's the only murder that connects like that but again it could be Kodaka using nurse tropes#Also slightly unrelated but does the medical profession just not inspire Junko or what#Bc we all know how weird Mikans execution is but also Yasuke has one in a artbook and????#He gets strapped to a table operated on and then just explodes#That's it no explanation for why he explodes#Junko I thought this was your thing???? Why does it suck so much???#scarposts
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does anyone remember the “mr. x” shit??
looking thru my old posts on this blog and apparently that was like some crazy ass drama in the 1D fandom
#it’s crazy how i can’t even remember something that was supposedly such a big deal 2 me back then#ig that’s what growing up does to you lol don’t mind me#im just over here reminiscing#one direction#larry stylinson#tp
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Potentially heartwarming Dracula: The Danse Macabre thought: Dracula will now get to experience the sunrise and the day-lit world again for the first time in centuries, thanks to his connection with Mina. Also, if she saw him in her mirror, staring back at her, does that mean he too gets to see himself for the first time in centuries through her eyes?
#dracula: the danse macabre#Mina and Dracula's relationship in this podcast is crazy#They're enemies#They have such divorced vibes without any of the romantic history#They enjoyed wielding power over one another and it sounded so kinky#They're mirrors to one another#Also I just need to add#His actual wife was murdered because she stood up to a powerful and cruel monster in defense of an innocent#So like#Mina might be his type#Now is he her type no I don't think so#But let's be honest Mina#You felt really good treating him like a dog and getting him to beg#...In retrospect your marriage to Jonathan suddenly makes a lot of sense#But also I do have to wonder#Does some part of Jonathan live on in him?#Because if so that might be a contributing factor#Listen they make me crazy#I need about ten more seasons of them#I want to see what the hell this dynamic grows into
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i’m not entirely sure if it counts, but the closest thing hypmic i think has gotten to this as a concept is the base line melody that loops throughout ore ga ichiro (underneath all the keyboard noises and synth) is the main melody in faces, except in faces it’s in reverse. ichiro may not have entirely been calling out rei but rei sure answered lol
#vee queued to fill the void#the stage music does actually tho lol#the oridivis had a very specific sound and in ensemble songs it would mix with the main melody like if you removed their vocals#you would still know which oridivi is up on the rotation and that’s the power of a leitmotif lol#it’s pretty tragic i think that we don’t have like main themes for the characters to play off this lol#like theme melodies the way chuuoku has this siren melody or the tobari bros’ are in the building melody lmao#it’s still crazy to me that the tobari bros are like the only ones who have one LOL#ohhh and now that i’m thinking of it it’s still not quite the same#but if you listen to say dh’s 2nd drb track (this applies to the tracks starting with the 2nd drb)#when rosasa are clearing the air between them the beat on their insert rap is the same beat#it just grows with each turn bc i assume the lore is that their hearts are connecting#and what’s neat about that is i’m pretty sure the only rap rei does in that track has an entirely different beat from theirs#rei’s not quite on their page yet and it’s symbolised thru the music *clenches fist* it is disgustingly good lmao
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#im actually going to fucking kill my sister holy shit#she is such an asshole over the smallest fucking things That Do Not Matter and somehow its always a Slight against her specifically#and its always shit she literally does#like bitch you constantly interrupt ppl and tell them theyre wrong but the second i do it to you (on accident mind you) its#the end of the fucking world#like GROW UP HOW ARE YOU OLDER THAN ME ACTING LIKE A FUCKING FIVEYO GROW UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP I HATE YOU SM SOMETIMES#I CANT BELIEVE IM STUCK LIVING W THIS ASSHOLE FOR THE FORSEEABLE FUTURE LIKE HOLY FUCK#like can you go for five fucking minutes without assuming everyone around you is out to get u#or is ur victim complex just ur whole personality now#also whats crazy is i wasnt even saying she’s wrong that’s just what she heard bc she’s a fucking toddler#posting it on here bc all my besties are busy and cant respond :///#probably gonna delete this later who knows#lou.txt
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the suyeol lore is so crazy
#their relationship is so interesting to me like aoughhhh#like you see subaek and even tho they don't talk a lot on camera (most of the time) those two get along so well#they understand and respect each other so much they take their job very seriously and they're actually good friends as a result#suyeol on the other hand is 12 years of slowburn like it's crazyyyyy#you admire him and believe in him like no one else does and then you discover that he isn't that great actually#so you get disappointed and distance yourself and then you both are in this weird limbo for years as you grow up#and slowly but surely you rediscover how your relationship works because both of you are adults now and now we're here#like yeah suhito was stressed back then the context was not great for a leader AND tao was still with exo so lmao pcy could fend for himself#so i get ittttt they were going through it but. i need to know what he said to pcy like oh my god was it really that bad 😭#i wonder if they've ever mentioned it 🤔#writing this bc i just remembered that one time they had to describe e/o and suho was like#“you're my cute dongsaeng i admire your talents so much and oh btw you're not uncomfortable around me these days right? uwu”#LIKE ??? KING YOU CAN'T SAY THAT AND LEAVE US IN THE DARK#(<- they totally can it's not our business lmao)#idolization to tentative ''''enemies'''' to coworkers to friends to good friends is crazy#i need to look into this properly omg let's do some research#anyways i want a subunit :) they can be called exo sc too sehun won't mind bc these are like his favorite people in the world!!!#idk i find the exos and their bond so interesting because you truly have it all with them there's a whole spectrum of friendships#and i appreciate that it's not like with b*s & taegi (if you don't know who they are... let's keep it that way <3)#because those two were just too different to get along. it was extreme. but bighit forced it so much it was painful to see sometimes#and then the hawaii trip came and they painted it like a ''see? after this trip they get along so well now <3'' moment#1. girl let's be serious for a sec 😐 and 2. it's not our business!!!!! focus on making good music!!!!!#i'm so glad exo didn't have to go through something like that bc i just know that they'd have disbanded by now sjfsifjsk#the saranghaja sprite isn't that intense we lovr freedom of choice (keeping in mind that they were under sm) <33333#so YEAH. can you guys tell i can't sleep hehe :)#dara.t#suho and chanyeol
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need me a relationship like mulder and scully. i say wild and crazy things, but you respect and admire my beliefs and my passion. also, you think i’m cute
#genuinely love how mulder will say something and scully looks about five seconds from rolling her eyes in annoyance but also she has heart#eyes so it doesn’t come across as well#and mulder loves how he can’t really annoy scully like he can his other coworkers bc she’s as crazy as he is#also she’s not lying about respecting him bc you can tell she does#she’ll be skeptic and offer up her own ideas for the crazy shit that’s going on#and mulder will hear her out but obviously the crazy part is always the truth#and she’ll call the situation crazy but she never directly calls mulder crazy#she doesn’t follow the ‘spooky mulder’ shit that the others do#especially when she gets to know him#because spooky mulder is just a name#fox mulder is a man and scully grows to care for him deeply in a very short amount of time#they become best friends so quickly#and as skeptic as scully often is she always fully jumps on the bandwagon and helps mulder out no matter what#she’ll fuck shit up to help him and he’ll do the same for her and i love them <3#gwen rambles#gwenposting#gwen watches stuff#(gay se)x files posting
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watching the percy jackson series knowing everything that these kids r gonna go through and experience together makes me feel genuinely insane like mentally emotionally physically unstable i’m falling onto my knees clutching my stomach like omg
#if we really get all these seasons to match the books …. the growth we r gonna get to see#from tiny children to young adults ish#like i could throw up#everything is so soft and new right now like the baby percy annabeth grover trio is so young#and as the books go on they just grow up#which is not a crazy concept on paper but it FEELS crazy to me right now#does anyone understand what i mean#kids growing up …….. developing relationships that will define their lives …… experiencing this cool little world#and we get to watch it after reading about it!#i love it :D#percy jackon and the olympians
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mark ur calendars today was the day i forgave maiev shadowsong
#tag rant :)#this is such a shocker but i didnt like her until... just now?#i think it was because so many ppl shipped her with illidan and that always deeply bothered me. it still does#sorry if you like it-actually no im not literally why would you ship that. why.#i get my rivals to lovers kicks elsewhere#so anyways#like i was sitting here and was like 'why do i hate her i need to grow up.'#then i did!#i realized hating her because 'she was a shit person' makes no fucking sense because#it was under the same logic of what happened to sylvanas and if anything i just want justice for her character arc#so why not justice for maiev as well? i think they went through similar things#she literally has one of the best designs in the entire franchise#if not the best. because holy shit it's just that good imo#and her vibes are just very refreshing for the series she just brings that PASSION and ENERGY#this is my redemption arc#shes absolutely nothing like integra but maybe she is to me now. i love women who slash things and are going to GET YOU#some of yall simp real fucking crazy tho. stay safe im not at that level of meatriding yet.#warcraft#maiev shadowsong#my art
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I do like dogs but why do so many dog owners act like youre some kind of freak if you get nervous around their animals. Like I have nothing against your german shepherd I promise but why are you treating me like a mass murderer because I don't want your dog to jump on me
#i love my aunt but ever since i was a little kid every time i go to her house its a whole thing#because her dogs are very excitable and big and they will IMMEDIATELY jump on you. and when i try to avoid it she acts like im crazy#im extremely sorry that im an insane person who does not like to be jumped at by large animals. i should be executed promptly#also my great uncle... idk what breed his dog is exactly but its big as hell and very very intense. like instantly barking and jumping#and if i get nervous everyone laughs at me to my face. ok fuck me i guess#idk maybe its because we never had pets growing up but istg everyone acts like im crazy for it
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#drama cw#all i can say is that some individuals need to grow up on this websiteeeeeee#being on a dni w no details is not stalking. in fact it means that person does not want to see you. thats the opposite of stalking.#ive been dealing w this shit on my main and now someone here wants to act this kind of foolish.....LETS REMEMBER WHAT WORDS MEAN!!!!#IS THIS NOT A HOBBY ABOUT WRITING? DICTIONARY DEFINITIONNNN CONTEXT CLUES!!!#not abt mutuals. never abt mutuals <3#PURE MUSTELID CRAZY://OOC#im fighting the war on my mutuals on the side of my mutuals
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