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*sends my covid to godzilla*
#I HATE BEING SICKKKKKKKKK#im fine. i get boycolds. im a wuss#does this count as vent art#i guess so#covid mention lol#godzilla#kai talks
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if you protest today without wearing a mask you do not stand for oppressed people or public health. you stand for sickness and death. covid is still here, and it disables and kills.
#covid#mask up#wear a mask#april 5#april 5 protests#protests#hands off#hands off protest#not to mention masking at protests is a good idea regardless LOL LMFAO#resist
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when my siblings tell me this in regards to getting covid when I’ve asked then about not masking or taking safety measures.
(Had these conversations in the first years)
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UnMasked Thoughts: 5 - Medium, face masks and paint markers.
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• January 2025, Ave •
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Image description of a black KN95 against a off-white background with words written in white paint marker that reads: “I don’t care if I die.” with a second sentence below out of quotations reading: ‘I do…’ The artist social media handle @afroflowerr is on the bottom of the mask. END ID
#UnMasked Thoughts Art#my post#ave art#my art#visual arts#covid#long covid#long covid justice#still coviding#death mention tw#death tw#covid isn't over#covid 19#covid pandemic#oofm sorry for the bad quality the mask fibers and paint marker did not mix too well lol
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The movie that Gregg chose to set the movie house in is an odd pick for him. While The People Under the Stairs is not one of Wes Craven’s better known films, it’s not forgettable in the way that Gregg’s movie picks often are. It’s not exactly a comedy, though it has a lot of camp elements, and it doesn’t have a lot of big names to drop. So what is it about this movie that drew Gregg in?
I think the answer is in what Gregg leaves out of his discussions of the movie. He talks around a lot of the horror of it, calling it the most famous movie about stairs and comparing it Father of the Bride. He avoids discussing the main themes and events of the movie, only referring to them in detached ways like the “bath scene” and "the stairs scene".
“If you’ve seen the movie, you know what happens when you go down these stairs. In this case, it will be good because we will fill the under the stairs area with popcorn classics.” His stated purpose with this new popcorn classics segment is to rewrite what happens in that basement with something that makes him happy, something that comforts him. Like how people will try to return to places where trauma occurred and try to replace those memories with good memories of that place.
Except Gregg is misguided in this because the film was not set inside the movie house. It was filmed in a set that was probably torn down the second the production ended. He has no real access to the place where the trauma happened, it doesn’t exist anymore. And he seems unwilling to accept that. Is that because he is already using the movie house as a place to rewrite his own trauma? Deferring it to a movie he loves, one that reminds him of something in his own life.
We don’t know a lot about Gregg. We don’t have any direct references to his childhood, his family, anything like that. We know that he watches movies alone during the holidays. Everyone has their theories about what Gregg’s life was like before On Cinema, but I think most people can agree that it probably wasn’t great.
Gregg seems used to being homeless, in living situations with infestations, mold, and no access to bathrooms. I’m sure part of Gregg really does just like movies, but the way he molds his entire personality and life around it reeks of escapism.
He doesn’t talk about uncomfortable subjects or use profanity unless he is pushed, though the celebrities that he and Tim admire often bring up these uncomfortable subjects (Johnny Depp, Woody Allen, Dudley Moore, etc.). It seems like a huge blind spot for him. This is why it is so strange when, during season 5, Gregg immediately goes to “being part of a family doesn’t mean being raped by dad.”
(On Cinema and HEI Network are supposed to take the structure of a nuclear family, with Tim Heidecker as the father. You can see that in the way Tim wants everyone to refer to him as the father, in the language Timheads use. Tim has shown little regard for consent throughout On Cinema. In this instance (the 1st season of Decker), he feels that anyone would be happy to be on Decker because he loves Decker, so Gregg’s consent becomes irrelevant to him. The father of a nuclear family makes decisions for the family, without asking them, because he is supposed to know best. The choices and wants of the others in the family are less important than his. “As soon as you become part of the realm, become part of the On Cinema family, you become mine. Everything you do is mine.” In the same way that Tim feels ownership over women’s bodies, he feels ownership over Gregg Turkington and the rest of the cast. We see this with Final Conclusion which is even worse because of how many people he was keeping out of the know to make it happen. Like he knows Toni would not have wanted that movie to be made, but he wanted to make it so he disregards her feelings.)


It leaves me thinking that it's not ignorance with Gregg, it's avoidance. In the same way that he will railroad a conversation to be about whatever movie he feels like talking about, he will ignore something uncomfortable or traumatic and shut down completely. Tom Cruise Jr.'s death, the two cases of arson, even just Tim crying in season 1. He needs to view those uncomfortable events through the lens of movies: Murmuring "Kramer vs. Kramer" as Toni divorces Tim in front of him, treating the electric sun 20 trial like a movie (you can see the difference in his demeanor when he stops doing that during the 6th day), and notice how Decker vs. Dracula comes up like every time Tom Cruise Jr. is mentioned (though this is also because he’s just like an opportunistic shit). To me the most damning thing is that Gregg saw the dashcam footage and ignored it until it was accidentally released to the world.
So Gregg is trying to fix something that happened in his past, perhaps he's just trying to fix the On Cinema family itself. He and Tim both make big changes after the disaster that was Amatocon. Tim does what he always does: run in the opposite direction of wherever he was going. He goes from letting his hair go gray and somewhat accepting that he's aging, to dyeing it all black and using massage oil like lotion (to prevent aging). After the failed proposal with Kaili, Gregg goes back to movies. He goes to Father of the Bride and he sees a perfect family. And when he can't buy the Father of the Bride house, he decides that transforming a house from a horror movie into a movie house museum is more fitting. But, in trying to rewrite what happened in the movie house, Gregg actually helps Tim recreate the “family” in The People Under the Stairs.
The heads of the family in The People Under the Stairs are an incestuous couple with the names “Man” and “Woman” (Man is also referred to as “The Landlord”). There is a direct connection made between capitalism and white supremacy in this movie, and a push back on the insistence that the nuclear family model is the only natural family structure (the insistence upon the “tradition”). We are shown how rotten it all is.
Their children are treated like servants and shunned when they disobey the parents of the household. And we see this reflected in the character of Mark in On Cinema, especially in season 15. He is no longer credited as an actor or an impersonator, he is simply a repairman now. Gregg makes him do all of the construction work and Tim makes him greet the customers for the massage parlor. They scold him for not being able to do both jobs at the same time.
The way abuse happens in the movie is very calculated. Man and Woman keep the house locked down tight, they make sure not to shoot their gun outside, and they have a whole fake story for the children’s rooms when the cops eventually visit. In the same way, though to a lesser extent, Tim goes to great lengths to cover up his abuse of Mark. He has Mark send out that tweet before the 4th Oscar Special to make an excuse for his bandaged nose, he immediately goes to denying blame with the scuba outfit thing, and he insists that him pushing over a comatose Mark was intentional (that it was meant to knock him out of his coma).
Mark has a direct parallel in the movie with Alice. She is the last child in the house who hasn’t been put in the basement. She walks on thin ice, “I do not hear or see or speak evil. It’s the only way.” She has a lot of trouble leaving the house, even though she wants to. She doesn’t think that there’s anywhere else to go. But, later in the film, you find out that Man and Woman aren’t even her real parents.
Mark has become a pawn for Gregg and Tim, they only seem to care about the abuse done by the other when they can use it against one another (like they’re in divorce court or something). We see Mark get away from both of them for a bit, but that doesn’t last. In the same way that no one else will accept the Gregg being a film expert, no one else will pretend like Mark has any talent. And it seems like all Mark wants to do is act. So he feels like he can’t leave, even though he wants to.
And, finally, Alice is punished for having sympathy and caring for the “things in the walls”. The titular people under the stairs are compared to rats at the beginning. They are the people who have been abused and hidden away in the cellar. Mark is also punished for having sympathy for the rats. He says he doesn’t want to hurt them, and he doesn’t, knowing that it will most likely lead to more punishments from Tim.
In On Cinema, it seems like rats and rat infestations are also used as imagery for abuse and the hiding of abuse. In the same way that Gregg sees himself in discarded things, Mark and Toni see themselves in the rats that Tim wants to kill. They are innocent, plucked from their homes into a confusing, all-consuming world of pain.
There’s the rat who dies in the 8th Oscar Special that Toni projects onto, though it’s not much of a stretch because it dies in a recreation of her wedding with Tim. She says that the rat is “hiding from Tim” and she insists on adopting it instead of giving it away. When the rat dies, Tim does what he normally does. He avoids blame, saying that it “just passed” and then blaming La Rue when that doesn’t fly (just like he did with the pepper spray incident). And then there is Mark’s complete refusal to kill the rats in season 15, when he normally will do anything to avoid abuse from Tim.
There is Gregg’s avoidance of the whole subject, which often happens with Tim’s abuse when he feels like he can’t directly use it against him. All the evidence of the abuse (evidence of rat infestations) is ignored. Tim says he sees a rat scurrying across the bedroom and Gregg says it was just a shadow, rats are actively getting into the bags of popcorn and Gregg's solution is to just tape up the holes. Even when they bring in an expert on rat infestations who says that there is a rat infestation, Gregg will not acknowledge it.
When Gregg is talking about rat infestations he literally brings up The People Under the Stairs as an example of a rat infestation, but there are no actual rats in the movie. The “rats” are the people under the stairs. He ignores the abuse in the movie in the same way that he does in real life.
#honestly i have more to say but covid is zapping my brain rn#there are some good parallels between man and tim in the movie as well#and tim getting bitten by a rat and almost dying to rat poison also seem pretty important#i will stop using the on cinema pledge picture when it stops being relevant#the picture before that is supposedly a “timhead” meme though it was posted by tim so it might just be him lol#ALSO i forgot to mention but the dolls in those pictures are the dolls alice makes for the people under the stairs#on cinema#ocatc
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an unfortunate case of covid kept me from playtesting @sweetbeagaming 's stunning neighborhood save as much as i would have liked, but there's no denying how absolutely stunning this save is!! @theneighborhoodsave
#ts4 save file#ts4#the neighborhood save#ts4 neighborhood save#ts4 scenery#willow creek#the sims 4#sooo homey and lovely!!#i love how nostalgic & lush the community spaces are especially#it feels like a very summery save file that makes me think of like summer camp and sand boxes and barbecues which i love#the “neighborhood” feeling definitely comes across#it makes me want to have sims host a block party or something especially since the weather where i live hasnt been very warm lately lol#wish i had gotten the chance to play a bit more in it but im definitely going to now that im feeling better!#covid mention cw
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Everytime I try to explain HEB to my non-Texan friends, they don’t understand the hype. THIS IS FOR YOU.
#Texas#texan#heb#texan stuff#Lol#Not to mention#They were one of the only places prepared during COVID#Because they heard about what was happening before it became super widespread#And so they prepared for the shitstorm that was to come so that everyone coil still have supplies#Here’s an article about it!#https://www.texasmonthly.com/food/heb-prepared-coronavirus-pandemic/
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just a few little bits from the past few days
#both the word count screenshots are from the same day - just different sections of the text. so that was like 4000 words in#one DAY.. huzzah!! (< making up for the fact that I did 0 words the 3 days before that lol.. so its not actually an accomplishment ghjjh)#In renpy I think you can have multiple separate texty cody whatever documents and still jump between them so long as they;re#labeled properly. Rather than like... having one extremely long 60.000 line file where in some places youre in a menu within a menu#within a menu within a menu within a menu within a menu within a menu jhbhj#But that was the way I started doing it lke 5 years ago when I actually made the base of everything so I feel like it'd be too much#work to change it all that dramatically now. But that means I cant just get the word count for the whole document I just have#to jump around to the few sections I worked on and highlight them to get the word count for only that portion#.. the one tiny fraction of the whole monster text wall. Though it is of course spaced out and organized into#clearly labeled sections within that because otherwise I have trouble discerning text on a screen. still.#Resuming a project that's been basically abandoned for 4-5 ish years is just always finding weird stuff like.. why did I do this that way..#why did I write that... why did I organize that in this manner... what the hell am I referencing in this note... etc. lol#Anyway... also......................cat with plum on his head.#everyone point and laugh at mr. plum head boy..!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:3c#I've been obsessed with Calico Critters' social media presence from afar (like how I mentioned one of my possible dream jobs would#be to be the person that sets the scenes and arranges all the toy animals at a tiny little table and etc. to take the type of pictures they#post on their facebook page and stuff) and I see all their photos of them posing the rabbits as if they're in a swimming pool#or on a nature hike or etc. etc. BUT I have never really seen them in person. Recently I was at a store (in a KN95 mask and not staying#very long still of course. wastewater covid levels are still high where I live (and most of the US truly)) and it just crossed my mind#to actually go to the toy section and see if I could find any....wow.... Its like meeting a celebrity.. the Latte Cats....#Of course I didnt buy them because they're like... very expensive?? like $25 - $40 just for one little pack of a few critters like#what is shown. but.... I still got to see them................ my beloved.. I want their outfits... T o T#Oh and then lastly just a pot of purple clover looking things. I just think theyre neat lol#photo diary
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smell pickup line based on the gasoline one because i cannot get it out of my head.
you're a black sharpie and baby? I'm in my office cubicle trying to get high.

We can’t start smell posting it’s going to get out of hand.. too out of hand for a Sunday night
coughs. Anyway
Gabe is a gold sharpie.. like the one for the print signings (I am executed before I can continue)
#we can smell post when I post. A fucking. Legendary clip. that is 1 of the reasons I even made this account#I didn’t find the source of it till like a month ago#but I have it now#it’s a special one it deserves an image to go along with it#but trying to make art is like throwing darts while blindfolded#could take months LOL#COUGHS ok guys no smell posting#you all have covid remember? you can’t smell anything#alright time for a bad tag#im not even a smell guy but there’s a secret switch in my head where if you apply something to gabe it suddenly will appeal to me#well not everything but#a lot of things I can make an exception for#it’s like a fuckin cheat code#this is a mostly innocent post I should stop now#see this is why we can’t do that#the tags speak.. too much. too much.#non voice post#ask#asks#edit: I should mention that the clip im talking about in the tags#is more of a funny clip than anything#he’s trying very hard not to laugh
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emails, my enemy
#need to send emails to professors I have not spoken to in 2 years about incomplete work 🤪#and write a personal statement for my petition to extend the deadlines for said missing work 🤪#need to have the full petition in by next Friday but I don’t even know if I have instructor approval yet pray for me#have like. both my emails and my statement drafted but they’re all in pieces because I can’t put them together#in a way that I like#my medical documentation is compiling nicely though!!#although one of them is definitely too doctor-y lol she listed what i struggle with but not what that means#I don’t think my instructors or the graduate council are gonna understand the full extent of the cognitive decline of long COVID#without the mention of the cognitive decline due to long COVID lmao#it is what it is though I need their signed approval before May 30th so I gotta send those emails tomorrow#(which is so scary!!! I can only recently string my sentences together in s way that makes sense and they want me to write emails 😭)#grad adventures
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Fall out boy’s modern “We didn’t start the fire” is the best thing I’ve heard all month. So many people have tried to update the song and they did perfectly, hitting all the high notes of 1989-2023. Perfect remake no notes
#fall out boy#we didn’t start the fire#ever given#cause they included it lol#fob#music#riannonposts#this is a joke btw there’s so many things they could’ve included#even tho I wasn’t alive then the fall of the ussr was a pretty big deal and it wasn’t mentioned#pretty us centric which isn’t that surprising#deffo feel like could’ve mentioned less famous people and more big events#also was Covid not mentioned? might’ve missed ti though cause if it wasn’t that’s a massive oversight
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#feeling like pure shit lol#i hate the doctors and i braved it and went to a specialist for something#proceeded to get sick but bc if aforementioned hatred of doctors i didnt go to a gp#have had serious brain fog and still didnt want to go#anyway now my sister is sick and found out she has covid and im like 99% sure its my fault#i feel so guilty about it.#illness mention#delete later
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Noooooooo are u kidding. I got covid
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I received this kinda out-of-the-blue message from a guy that I went to high school with and it was very nice but basically boiled down to like "I'm sorry if I bullied you" which is nice and all but I frankly remember him as having been a perfectly nice and decent dude and its like, hey wait, was I too socially awkward to even notice I was being bullied???
Ah...youth....or something like that.........
#squirrel posting#look this is a terrible and cringy thing to say at this moment but#this is such a laios dunmeshi ass thing to have happen to me#i don't even know how to feel honestly i'm kinda like haha....what?#of all my childhood bullies to ever apologize to me i wouldn't have expected it to be this guy. b/c i didn't know he was bullying me#lol#ALSO i forgot to mention i have covid right now. btw. so this all happens while i'm hacking up my lungs. just rude.
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thinking about my old white friend (we are no longer friends) and the fact that they said the first few letters of the n word and made a joke about black teens in the hood getting pregnant AND stayed friends with a guy who was being incredibly racist towards me, my other friends of color, and my artwork in a gc lol
#i do hope they changed but. geez#I think we stopped talking cuz they were being vv weirdly anti vax abt the covid vaccine#not to mention me telling them I was uncomfortable with them kinda using aave and they just ignored me lol#white people......#ludo.txt
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well, well, well...................... guess the 'vid does want me, after all
#the audacity of this virus to kick my butt after i've worked in the c*vid icu for nearly two years#and had ppl sneazing on my face almost every day#at least i got some days off out of it lol#sickness cw#covid mention cw#𝑰. ⠀ ⠀˛ ⠀ * ⠀ 。゜ ✻ ⠀ ⠀ 𝐎𝐎𝐂 ⠀ 、 ⠀ general post .
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dante's type is "autistic people who are way too upbeat and energetic all the time" i think
#❄.txt#just based off of all the people hes crushed on in my mcd rewrite#nicole. nana. travis#all of them are super positive and happy and very adhd#travis is the most upbeat and adhd tho which is probably why dante ends up with splash#travis is like if u took everything dante finds attractive and then pushed it to max /j#an's super happy and positive all the time (except for certain moments but we dont talk about that)#and crys is probably the most hyper person on earth crys is constantly ranting and bouncing off the walls#not to mention the weird hair color. their hair is literally bright white#and of course. Tall. gray is very tall which dante finds very hot#dante sees travis for the first time and is instantly 'i think i hauve covid'#(also just for anyone wondering dante is very young in my rewrite. hes literally only a couple months older than travis LOL)
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