#couple more i still wanna do lmao
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Well, as we know, "Thriller" is a huge, huge success—the album. But, uh.. The joy of doing something phenomenal—'Cause everybody waiting to see the next big, you know, Michael Jackson short. And I thought "Thriller" was the perfect vehicle.
#michael jackson#mj#thriller 40#thriller era#80s#i love watching him speak :')#i could listen to him all day too !#t#my stuff#still not done gifing the hell out of this doc#couple more i still wanna do lmao
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#still yakuza lmao#I don't remember which day I started it but it was definitely no earlier than the 30th#I think I didn't start until I actually got holiday packages into the mail on the 3rd.#my partner started playing it like the day after it got released for switch#which I think was late october?#but he has like. a job. so he's just been playing an hour here a couple hours there yknow#we are both very much getting our money's worth though lol#I try to stop playing by midnight but I didn't manage that today -n-#I really wanted to find the last 2000 yen bill without looking it up but I was Struggling#(I did find it tho)#I've still got a decent amount of stuff left to do#even discounting the completion list stuff that doesn't interest me like the gambling#which I might at least try to do anyway#but we're both in chapter 9 of the main story now (although he's already a ways in)#(and I technically haven't done the last conversation of chapter 8 but I did all the actual Doin Stuff)#it sounds like there's probably 10 chapters from a thing I saw having to look up where majima was hiding the first time?#that's the only thing I've looked up so far though.#anyway I'm having fun#this is why I refused to start playing yakuza until I finished my holiday crafts.#oh wait I also looked up a clarifying explanation on one of the dragon moves you have to learn#I wanna do as much of it as I can without external guides#update from the next day I was incorrect about there being 10 chapters yay :)#more game for meeeee
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so uh
for 1. most people are gonna take advantage of black friday and wont see your specific niche tumblr post, I hate to say it
2. the us isnt running out of money for war any time soon, so...
3. this is just antisemitism???????? all we need is some (((echoes))) around the us and israel and then I'd have no reason to suspect otherwise from op...............
#why in tf do you think they care that much about getting your money rn and not before in any other war?#does it. mayhaps. have something to do w jewish people being involved now?#our tax dollars go to the govt regardless and has been for years and we already have an obscene amount of funding for military shit#preeetty sure they're not concerned about getting a couple hundred tumblr users money...#and also pretty sure one could only believe that if they're paranoid about jewish ppl.................#hard not to put two and two together and figure out op is prolly antisemitic and hopefully they just dont realize it#i say hopefully they dont realize it bc thats better than someone who knows and is pretending to be a leftist still.#if anything this pause happened bc its thanksgiving and biden doesnt wanna think about it over the holidays. thats p much it.#thats the only amount of conspiracy theory im willing to believe in this situation lmao.#but that ^ still assumes that biden has some sort of control over this that he really doesnt#and i dont think netanyahu cares that much about thanksgiving tbr...#it sounds more like to me that op is seeing this from a very american centric pov and assumes everyone celebrates thanksgiving#or cares enough about it to remember the dates.... i dont think this is as planned as op is making it out to be and any insinuation#that it IS planned sounds like conspiracy theory talk to me personally. i dont think biden is hittin netanyahu up and going#'hey thursday is thanksgiving and would be the perfect time to pause so we can (((get peoples money))) out of them#asiftheUSdoesnthaveplentyalready' like i just really dont think that convo is happening lmao.
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Y’all thinking about an older Ares has RUINED me
#hyrule warriors#hw link#kheprri rambling#fucked by the ‘perfect hero’ treatment and is a little hit jaded and scruffy and i am INSANE FOR IT#he does not cope well and i love that for him#obsessed with him. been thinking about him for a couple months now for my wargod au and yall i cannot stop#volga gets the treatment too but its slightly less noticeable coz hes a dragon#also sorry about there being nothing going on. every time i want to start on something i get hit by just utter pain and cant focus#so ive just been playing games and sleeping trying to get through it lol#but that also gave me a lot of thinking time for the aus. especially the main one (and this one obv)#also sorry if u dont vibe with the headcanon/au. hes far from being a dick or entitled hes just tired of being perfect for others—#—and just wants to live in peace with his dragon bf lmao#2024+ is the era of khep(me) forcing myself to draw facial hair because ive always been afraid of not doing it right#actually i love drawinf facial hair and all hair in general tbh im just horrified of people being like ‘lol ur wrong die’ XD#anyways sorry. rambling. too many brain thoughts not enough outlets for#will be posting the mistflier species sheet wip on kofi eventually i just wanna type the words out to make it more legible#it IS still a wip and thats why its gonna be going on kofi until its finished#<- and also coz its tailnrr related
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u guys would still love me if i moved back to my main right 🥺
#I only made a side blog bc i let one interest take over my main and it felt weird to post abt anything else lmao#but! i’m over that issue. have been for a while ngl i honestly just like the vibes over here more#which is funny bc tals they’re your own fucking blogs be the change u wanna see in the world etc etc. i could revive my main easily#what do y'all think. obvs at the end of the day im gonna do whatever bc I have this dilemma once every couple months#and as u can see nothing has changed 😭#but still. thoughts#tally txt
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how are you feeling today? did you make it through unscathed?
Yeah I definitely didn't 😭 I've been hella congested all day and I definitely have a cough, but it's more bc my throat is bugging me than anything. I don't think I technically have a fever, my temp's just slightly elevated from where it normally is. It's fucking miserable bc I can't breathe through my nose and the damn thing fucking hurts, and I'm kinda uncomfortable and a little achy, but other than that I'm mostly just tired and a little hazy and generally just don't feel great, so I'm not dying like my partner was lmao. But yeah, all this to say that I'm fucking pissed at him and I literally feel like a goddamn plague rat 😭😭
#not snz#i fucking hate it here#I've sneezed a few times but not much#mainly just coughing#super sniffly tho#also i did go hang out with him just so i could bitch at him lmao#also i feel fucking disgusting and i was sad being in my room#like i don't want anyone to perceive me#like i was almost never sick when i was younger and if i was no i wasn't unless it was bad#but times have changed 😔#so no more going out and doing things while being either maybe or definitely sick 😔#thank god honestly but i still don't want people to Know#like don't fucking look at me let me rot in my hole and die alone#but i didn't wanna be alone apparently like i was very sad about the thought for some reason smh#so yeah we literally just hung out in the car#lowered the seats and had blankets and pillows and shit so it was kinda chill#and he bought food from a couple different places bc it's his fucking fault and he's trying to buy my forgiveness lmao#various soups and mac and cheeses and the general concensus was that they'd probably be good if we could taste them better 😭#some of them tho the texture was just not it like even a great taste couldn't save them imo#also there's a boba place that makes hot teas also so we went there a few times#ordered in advance masks on obviously so we were only in there for like a minute just to grab everything#like we were being as careful as we could#also he's like mostly feeling better like his fever broke apparently#he still sounds fucking gross tho lmao like his voice is shot and he still has a pretty bad cough#and now I'm like fucking whatever we both have the same gross ass fucking disease so it's fine i guess#but i still kept glaring at him as a first reaction whenever he decided to be symptomatic lmao#but i wasn't pressing myself against the window trying to escape so progress lmaoooo#anyway it was a chill day i guess like we were just hanging and making sure the other person wasn't dying lmao#I'm at home now and took a hot ass shower and my eyes hurt and I'm tired so it's probably bedtime lmao
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ggghhg i hate vehiclessssssss ghghghhghhhhh [dies dies dies forever]
#just me hi#i'm going to get right back to it but i need to complain or i'll turn into a stale loaf of Bread lmao :3👍#so here it is. why's it gotta be so hard hhghfh#okay buildings suck i hate buildings. but also they don't make me want to immediately explode at the merest hint of actually drawing them#vehicles?? Vehicles ???? i am going to just. what if i just put everyone in magical cardboard boxes and did that huh. what is the point !!#i have to draw motorcyclessss and carssssss and i'm okay with bikes to a degree actually <3 and horsessssssss and truckssssssssssss#god forbid you pick an older model with like 20 articles on it cuz most of them are going to only have a side profile and 3/4s view of that#dang thing. which yea sounds manageable 'why is this a problem keeps' i cannot properly see the FRONT#i have to guess?? i have to Guess ???? my dearest wish i think i'm just going to live in the sewers. with the sewer creatures#GGHHHHHHHHHHHH#i am going to practice drawing this stupid thing that i'm going to use for like 7 panels MAX and then i'm going to commit a FOUL crime. lik#rearranging someone's usual playlist without them knowing so they're confused every time they listen to it afterwards#//okay enough of that. we're good hbfhsfh :3#i have done other things today ! i've actually made a rough timeline for pi.e so thaaaat's cool :D#that and found a cool artist to follow on pillowfort. i. forgor their user but they have cool art .w.#/also i'm past the halfway mark on this first chapter which is !!!#i don't want to jinx myself cuz i know i'm really good at that hfhsv - but i think i'll start storyboarding the next part if i can get a#couple more pages done :D#//also the cowboy au grows stronger everyday hhhgfshvbh#i kind of knew some sort of au was inevitable but i did not think it would be an old west one loll :3#still trying to figure out the logistics#i wanna find some good historical fiction from those eras (1860s-70s) but i do not have the brain space for it rn fbhs - so this will do :>#it won't have any of the magic or gods i think bc of that but i'm having fun regardless :D#it Does have some occult though. because i was playing the story for my brother and i Do enjoy scaring him hhbvhfhsfvh#there are devils on the ranch!! or are they devils?? he hasn't gotten that far yet lol :>#//i also may have some sort of weird lean towards the spooky because Somehow each of my stories end up containing some sort of thriller#element?? lmao rip my siblings#but it never happens on purpose. again; rip my siblings hfhhvsh#//oo running out of tag space lol <//3#i shall return. probably with more wip stuff cuz i started like 4 canvases in 2 days hhghghdvs - toodles !!
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I used to love to dance and I lowkey still do, but I feel like I’m somehow even more in my head now than I used to be because I also find it so cringe and it doesn’t make sense. Like? What do you mean I have to do this in front of other people when I go out??? Or when I’m at home and see some good choreo online, thinking about actually starting and stopping the video to learn the moves and putting in the effort to practice them alone is so 🤢😬😖🫣
#why am I like this#idk#I don’t feel this way when I see other people dance#I actually went out with some friends a couple of weeks ago and really enjoyed seeing everybody else have a good time#esp bc the music was good#and I had a good time too#I did dance a bit but I still felt a little insecure#maybe it’s partially due to changes in my appearance and how negative I feel about them#but I don’t think that’s the only thing#I think I’ve always been a bit more reserved or even shy when it comes to things like this#but again I don’t really understand it because I do wanna have a good time and I do enjoy dancing#whatever idek why I’m writing all this#I’ll probably cringe about this later too and end up deleting it lmao#maybe I should get a diary 💀
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the fucking rat is back in our flat 😭
#it busted thru a duct taped corner and tried (failed) to steal 2 packs of instant noodles lmao#rats sicken me so much i haaaate the idea of it being in here. please let it fuck off forever and die 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#played a bit more elden ring this evening tho.. ive left mountaintop of giants for now bc im not strong enough for it yet </3#that fucking death rite bird kicked my ass so bad. ik its an optional boss but i think its also a sign i need to level up some more#did a couple dragon fights i missed before in caelid + now im doing dungeaters quest cuz i just found subterranean shunning grounds#crazy how there are so many entire areas i just completely missed like damn its a maze down there. i still havent explored it all#at least the rat in our flat isnt like the elden ring ones ajkhdkdbf#weird coincidence that it decided to come back now bc last time it was in our flat was when i was last trialling meds#then they got put on hold for a few months and suddenly now the shortage is over the rat is also back.... it makes me feel a bit crazy#well. i dont wanna think abt it anymore its making me feel a bit ill ngl..#howwww is it only tuesday 💔#anyway.... work tomorrow sigh. goodnight every1#.diaries
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punches the air i finished my piece ive been agonizing about for months lets gooooooo
#ill send it off to get betaed more tmrw (thank you again slava for doing a preliminary beta for me!) but i think its in a place that i like#AND. its only about 3.4k. which im glad bc as ive said repeatedly the initial conceit jacked it way way higher.#so i think ive settled into a decent spot word-wise plot-wise and emotion-wise. but im still getting that third opinion LMAO.#phewww and i have a couple of days before its due so i dont look like a huge asshole asking for edits an hour before the final turn-in time#im so excited for everyone to read it! and im so excited to be DONE so i can STOP WORRYING ABOUT IT.#well. i guess i have to figure out if i wanna keep the title ive been calling it or if i need to change it to reflect other changes ive mad#but BESIDES THAT!!! everyone who knows what im talking about..... im excited!!! and nervous!!! can you believe the deadlines almost here!!!
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i cant make polls still but just pretend this is one. did you miss me this past week
- yes
-no
- didn’t notice you were gone
- please fuck off again its been nice without you here
#i was going through it for a couple of days and then football just had me really pissedoff i didnt feel like posting#then i was gonna come back the other day but my mates cat died so i spent all evening crying as if it was my own cat#but im back and feeling better#going for a meal with my mates next friday which will be nice#still feel like i need more human interaction though lmao im gonna do an alex here and try and make plans on the dash#if anyones around in february and would like to do something please let me know jhdsghasgdhsgd#literally would just be happy going for a nandos i just wanna get out the house#but i also started studying for my work exam and erm. its not going well so thats also been getting me down tbh#but anyway! im back#stacey speaks
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So, my dad grew up in poverty and at times (only in some very specific ways) reminds me of Jason Todd, and this will always 100% seem like a more realistic attitude for Jason to have about Bruce's money than anything else to me.
I grew up middle class and then eventually later on upper-middle-class. And my father thinks the way I feel weird about taking money from him as an adult is moronic. He says, and I quote "M/N, I haven't spoken to my father in ten years, but I cash every check he sends me. If someone wants to give you money, let 'em." Which I feel is very reminiscent of "If the old man wants to pay, let him fucking pay."
Ofc, everyone is different, and plenty of people who grow up in poverty (or just a generally less-than-stellar financial situation) absolutely do feel some type of way about taking "handouts" from people. So I'm not trying to say I find it unrealistic generally, just unrealistic for this character to me personally... does that make any sense? Or rather, I don't find it unrealistic I suppose, I just think the alternative makes more sense for Jason specifically.
I love the idea of all the batkids kinda being weird with Bruce's money - Dick doesn't want it; Tim has his own money; Damian was born in luxury and doesn't really comprehend Bruce showing affection with money. And then there's Jason texting Bruce something like "put a couple of hundreds on my bank account" or just forwarding Bruce his bills because goddamn, that boy has pride but he's not stupid: if the old man wants to pay, let him fucking pay.
#jason todd#bruce wayne#batfamily#but you wanna know what I think Jason loves even more than accepting money from his father?#taking it#straight up stealing that shit#hacking bank accounts left and right meanwhile Bruce looks so tired#“Jason I will give you money all you have to do is ask#“sorry old man#“more fun this way#still periodically asks for it tho too#because I love “put a couple hundreds in my bank account lmao
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me pretending like i'm not lowkey stressed out abt the amount of ooc stuff i have to do on my blogs & just continuing to write? you betcha -
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#(its not a lot but it is kinda alot)#(like i need to go through the following on this blog bc theres still a ton of people that havent followed back or re-followed after i#turned into it missy's. & like w that i still need to make a promo so i can properly promo it)#(on both blogs i need to go through & try to follow people's other blogs that i dont already follow & find any moved/archived blogs bc#i keep missing people moving blogs w how on & off i've been online)#(& then i still need to get queues going for both esp steve w the absolute shit ton of inspo stuff that's stacked up in my likes)#(plus i really wanna do some dash games & hcs for both - esp steve bc i have some hc inbox things there too - but in general-)#(& idk probably just some other general blog maintenance/clean up bs)#(oh OH plus the 'surprises' i promised on steve's blog weeks ago-)#(so yeah theres kinda a lot- but THE TEA IS - i dont feel like doing any of it lmao. like i have gotten so bad/lazy w ooc stuff the past#couple years bc it always just feels like so much- like yeah writing/ic can be its own struggle but at least there the struggle more comes#finding muse/etc its not like ... basically chores. its the FUN part of rping . ooc stuff is like the chores part of rping for me tbh-)#long tags tw
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bro
#i hate job apps lmao kinda in the trenches rn#i'm so idk so mixed feelings rn 💀#i think my self esteem when it comes to job apps is like fucking shot from career fair and job rejections and everything#my last interview was offered like a couple days before the interview and i just winged it and didn't rly prepare#and then after the interview realized i actually kinda like the company and would kinda wnat the job more than my lack of prep suggests LOL#but i applied for smth over the summer and they said they'd actually be interested in giving me an offer#but i committed to staying on campus for this yr (which i could've done stuff to get out of but i have dumb reasons for it ig)#but they just reached out and said they'd STILL be interested in offering me a job for summer 2025 start date#and it makes me fucking sad that i feel so weird abt it LMFAO i am happy abt it#but like literally this week has been so many rejections back to back bc i've been applying to things at my (old) college's career fair#and so many of them have already just immediately rejected me 💀#so a big part of me rn is like why the fuck would this company even still want me ya know#😀😀😀😀 i thnk i'll cry abt this at some point idk when tho 😀😀😀😀#also my mom keeps nagging me to apply for masters which i haven't actually looked into at all yet#i think esp bc she called me last night and was like no one's gonna give you a chance bc you only have bachelors#so you can't compete when theres masters and phd applicants too#which is true ig like i have just gotten flat out rejected without any interview or anything so many times#sooooo all of that adding up to me being like well i somehow tricked this company into still wanting me right#even tho i am literally doing nothing this yr i'm staying on campus bc i like it here#and i have a remote part time job and i'm figuring out what i want to do#jfc idk lmfao i'm also nervous abt telling my mom bc i feel like she just#ughhhgiuhdgfiwtglkdghfajs she can be very critical and judgmental ;-;#and i fele like she's been like that kind of a lot w job/masters conversations and i don't rly like talking to her abt it lmfao#when she called me yesterday she started nagging me abt job apps and not being picky abt stuff and i'm like#you have told me this 746598347 times i rly don't need to hear it again#i do appreciate and love my mom but i just rly don't like this lmfao#i think she'd be ok w it / happy i guess she did tell me to apply for this company at one point a while ago#i wanna scream lmfao#bro i wish tumblr would tell me when im RUNNING OUT OF TAGS rip some of this rambling i don't even remember what i said LOL#jeanne talks
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so august 2018 is when my peak being-crazy-made art craziness happened, huh
#and then as soon as i left that situation all of my art became normal again lmao#i went from drawing weird cryptic things that quite literally would only ever make sense to me#to just. drawin landscape stuff like normal again sdhvfdvghsd#i mean there a couple cryptic things here n there after but like. not nearly as cryptic at all. like you could p much easily make out what#is trying to be conveyed. the other shit is like. nothing. you couldn't understand unless I had to explain everything that happened#gotta say guys doing shrooms and being abused do not mix well at all#bc when im not being abused and im on shrooms shit is great. im feeling lit. all i wanna do is draw nature stuff#but that moment in my life? phew...#vent#i literally thought I died. like i literally thought I wasn't actually alive and I was in some mirror version of earth that was the#underworld-- so much happened. its kind of distressing to think about all the weird fucking visions i got#and its not even like it was always like that when I did shrooms with that person- initially in the love-bombing phase I was fine.#all of my art from then looks pretty fuckin normal save for ig more colorful stuff and trippy patterns or whatever. but otherwise fine#if anything it enhanced my art#its only after the gaslighting and the putting me down and the withdrawing love shit started happening that i just like. snapped.#idek. it was all so surprising to me because they really did convince me they loved me.#not only all of that abuse-- also the enabling my conspiracy theory brain too which didn't help#which ironically my art didn't have much do to with actual conspiracy theories but the mindset was implemented in to me so#there was a lot of weird delusions and paranoia and just like. stuff that didn't make sense but also did if I explained it?? idek#there was like a consistent story to my weird visions but it didn't make sense also. like there was no real reason for things to be what#they were or look the way they did or whatever#but there Was a consistent story still#its something i *want* to encapsulate into maybe a comic or picture book or something but like. idek if i could encapsulate it all#theres so many bits and pieces that idek if i could fully convey- idk#dawg even my stuff from after my couple of 'acid' trips wasn't as confusing and cryptic as the stuff after being abused#one common theme in a lot of it is its intentionally repelling. every part of my being knew I needed to be away from that person in spite#of how they would pretend to be friendly with me so some of that art is trying to scare them away in a weird cryptic way that tbfh#they probably didn't understand either whenever a pic was trying to do that like what it even was trying to say- thats kinda how fucking#crazy i got from that whole situation. i think part of me felt like that at least if it was vague and unhinged that it would scare them#away idrk. i do think it worked lol. even if it doesnt really fully make sense at all. idk. but 0/10 one of the worst periods of my life
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he's back
#the usual val#the......somewhat less abusive one#mixed feelings#cause i should be keepin my goddamn distance but he's....#i guess so upset about how things are w/ doll n i guess tryin to use me to fill those emotional needs that he's#more gentle than he's ever been w/ me. ever.#enough that i'm kinda suspecting they're tryin to pull some kinda good cop-bad cop routine on me lmao#probably not though i don't think they're capable of that much coordination#it's still not 1. rly about me 2. gonna last#but. i'm too damn tired to resist anymore. i just wanna rest. i just wanna not think.#especially since apparently it makes no difference even if i'm tryin my fucking hardest to do better#he said i'm startin to seem like the angel he knew again n i think that's probably not good sign for me#(also he never fucking knew me but i'm not sayin that)#try to at least.....hold off for a couple of days. don't let him get used to always havin access. i should be capable of that at least#should be#spdrvent
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