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Would you believe it if I said I have so much more jjk art I still haven't shown. Gatekeeping that shit out of shyness so bad JHGASJHFGASJKHFG
#speedylead#jujutsu kaisen#contemplating it everyday#so much of geto#there's a lot of gojo too but like#his boyfriends in here so much more#uGH#jjk#geto suguru#geto#jjk geto#jujutsu geto#jjk suguru#jjk oc#jjksona#chey
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this is what i mean when i say oblivious jayroy btw
#as in. jason who's constantly like 'yeah. that's my BEST FRIEND. he just so happens to actively be the reason i choose to be alive everyday-#-he's kind of a dick though. i hate that guy'#and roy harper who is just. constantly flirting for the silly hahas. but also not (but he doesn't understand that yet)#so when he's upset that jason didn't reciprocate. it's Solely because he wasn't committing to the bit (lie.)#oblivious in the way they'd both put each other in the 'fuck' category in a game of 'fuck marry kill' no questions asked#and if roy doesn't want to go on a mission with jason. jason says and believes he doesn't care. but then goes and blows up a building#'for no reason'#and if vice versa. roy starts contemplating death instantly and questions why he's still in the business at all (he's a drama queen)#they're just bros though#rhato#red hood and the outlaws#jason todd#jayroy#red hood#dc comics#dcu#dc#gothihop speaks
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rejection sensitive dysphoria is one of those symptoms that sound so fake if you haven't experienced it but literally something embarrassing happened to me at work and the first thing that came to my mind was 'oh it's over for me. we've got to kill ourselves now'
#emailing my manager like thanks for the talk just so you know this tiny critique will have me contemplating ending it everyday for a minimum#of 3 months just so you know#😭😭😭😭😭 then i sat in the bathroom for 20 minutes and completed how to fake my own death
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“The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God's eye are one eye, one seeing, one knowing, one love.”
#consider this a quick concept art to my own obsession#I will really do anything and everything other than actually officially introducing cream au into the world‚ huh?#tag people into snips of the story‚ contemplate concepts‚ think about it every single day for months—#but /introduce/ it? oh no.#So yes I'll just tag it as....#and lie down thinking about my actions and the decision to literally post it now.#Don't you just love when your God creates a creature that can see right through you :)?#Everyday normal issues. Resist God's attempt at fixing you.#buns.d#buns.all#tsm cream au
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Tangled String Serenity A minimalist scene showcasing a tangled piece of string hanging against a bright white wall, emphasizing simplicity and quiet contemplation. The blue and gray tones of the rope contrast beautifully with the clean background.
#Minimalism#Serenity#Contemplation#Simplicity#Abstract#Visual Art#Still Life#Peace#Nature#Photography#Everyday Beauty#Zürich#Switzerland#Design#Calm#Mood#Aesthetic#Creative#Visual Storytelling
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shout out to all of the artists who just dont really have ocs or blorbos. literally what do we even draw most of the time.
#ughh#bro i just felt shakey and sick because i contemplated drawing#its the same feeling i had when i did maths in school#i feel bad because i should be good at this i should draw everyday and i should be constantly improving#and while im not really improving my art at home i am certainly improving technically for work#so weirdly enough although ive done the least amount of art in the last year or two that i have ever my improvement has#has been very oddly massive.#but ive also stopped improving in certain areas and god knows my rendering hasnt improved#but i also... hate rendering a lot#so :/#well no. not completely#anyway whenever im like 'i should draw' the only things that i can draw#are either from reference or its just my own sona in many different styles that i cant decide on#ugh
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Stares at myself in the mirror, then at my many sonas with different personalities that are undeniably me
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Stares at my past memory gaps and sometimes the way I seem to shift personalities entirely... and kinda just... disassociate at the same time.
Interesting.
I'm contemplating things.
It could literally just me mindlessly zoning out on a task but there's a lot of things I don't remember that I should remember aoishoasihd.
#I am.#Discovering Things#I think#I dunno#Still contemplating#Still curious#I can't remember many things in my life#Most of it is just general everyday stuff though lmao
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okay, fear
when i think about fear lately, i think about what it means to close your eyes and take that first jump out of the helicopter, knowing your stomach drops like a dead weight immediately at an acceleration of 9.8 meters per second squared. until you hit the ground splat. until you realize that you're skydiving.
my dad always used to say that you have to do the things that you fear when you're young and nimble and still have the energy to do it. and maybe he's right. maybe this is the sign to pursue your dreams and reach your hand out to stretch so far you hope you accidentally brush by a real star. maybe those stars aren't as far away as they seem.
so, today, i take that step. and i don't think overcoming your fears is stepping out of the helicopter once, i think its choosing to step out of the helicopter every single day until you realize that skydiving is your new normal, and that you kind of embrace the uncertainty and inevitable risk that comes with seeking the thrill of life.
what comes with really living your life.
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so...what will you choose to do today? :)
#fear#contemplative#thoughts#shower thoughts#text#text post#my text#many such cases#dreams#goals#courage#what does it mean to live?#i ask myself that everyday.
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challengers has zendaya in it. it has mike faist. huge for me.
#challengers#🍂 arian's shit#🌌 arian contemplates his life#i sound normal here. i am actually not.#listen i am in love with zendaya.#i draw mike faist's character everyday i have got to for rendezvouse
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Ive been thinking a lot of random bs lately like what would my mom think about me working at target and what does she know about me through the grapevine if anything at all (probably not) and like what would she think about IDK just everything man...
#I feel like the past that ive been dwelling on for my whole life is just fading away or being buried#under the busy mundane everyday life that ive been sucked into#Its not a bad life honestly#im in a good place but it's like ive lost track of the deeper meaning and the big picture#Ive just been so busy and i dont have the hours upon hours of contemplation time i used to have#ive ALWAYS had#So i dont get to dwell like i used to#I dont know how to feel about it fr or about anything#i really hate the way my meds make me feel
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Soulmates are weird. What do you mean this guy (gender neutral) is a part of me that's missing? and it can happen multple times???
andways im very *handshake* with you Phil - Voidling Anon
YEAH FOR REAL!!!! It's wild that you can just be like straight up missing a part of yourself like that rahghg. UNIVERSE WHEN I GET YOU!!!!
shaking your hand so much mate...
#phil posts#sbi asks#voidling anon#i dont like source calls and i'm awful at talking to people from them but everyday i contemplate making one to look for my soulmates...
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Nevertheless, life is pleasant, life is tolerable. Tuesday follows Monday; then comes Wednesday. The mind grows rings; the identity becomes robust; pain is absorbed in growth.
Virginia Woolf, The Waves
#virginia woolf#the waves#quote#literature#lit#prose#fiction#novel#english literature#life#life quote#mundane#everyday#growth#identity#self#perserverance#pain#contemplation
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Pay close attention to when you’re being the real you and when you’re trying to impress an invisible jury.
#social media is fake#social media is toxic#reality quotes#reality check#real talk#life quotes#life reminders#life advice#self reflection#contemplating life#real eyes realize real lies#the world is ending#everyday life#spiritual quotes#truth#be your true self#brainwashing#good vs evil#virtual reality#life#wise words#powerful words#mind conditioning#social conditioning#be free#2023 quotes#true facts#meaning of life#spirituality#humanity quotes
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Sobbing in front of your parents and they just look at you like your crazy
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everyday i contemplate whether my choice to try and apply to one of the most applied to universities in the country is a good idea
#everyday i contemplate whether my choice to university is a good idea#I WANT MY DEGREE IN MY MAJOR BUT GOD THIS WHOLE APPLYING THING IS STRESSFUL AND I DONT EVEN HAVE TO APPLY YET#its all the extra super hard classes i have to take to look cool and smart as well like man i did sign up for this but god#stickers lore
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discrete math is kicking my ass
#everyday i wake up and contemplate my decision of choosing cs as my major#i don’t even have time for myself like damn#evelyn.txt
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