#conan gray lyric starters

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conan gray // found heaven rp lyrics meme.

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!

found heaven.

can we repent this sin?

no soul is innocent.

everybody wants to love.

you walk alone into the darkest night.

you'll never sleep until you're satisfied.

you need love.

you need him.

you'll never get your momma's wedding ring.

father always said you ruined everything.

don't be scared.

you're no demon.

don't be frightened now.

you're in love.

you found heaven.

you're in love, you found heaven.

your heart is breaking.

you never meant to start this holy war.

you're trapped.

don't look back.

never ending song.

i apologise for calling.

too late, all my tears already falling.

our story wasn't stopping.

it goes on and on and on, like a never ending song.

you and i sacrificed my adolescence.

we've grown too close.

i can hear your voice in the music on the radio.

can you make us stay forever?

are we done?

fainted love.

you're losing your mind tonight.

calm down.

don't you get yourself down.

we're nothing.

i'm the worst if you want it.

when your heart aches and it's dead in the night, don't you worry for me.

don't you worry for me.

it's enough to survive.

i want your fainted love.

that's enough.

you take all the pain that you think you deserve.

it's easy to hurt.

say you'll love me for life.

say you'll never leave.

kiss me till i almost believe.

lonely dancers.

join me for the night.

dance with me so we don't cry.

there's no need to hide.

i know the answer.

your lover left you.

my lover's busy kissing other guys.

we're both alone now.

i know the perfect way to waste our time.

forget that guy.

he don't know love.

i hope he dies.

get back up, we'll be alright.

tonight, you're mine.

alley rose.

so much you'd change since you were born.

the way you kissed me, hot and fast, i knew it'd be the last.

don't leave me hanging alone.

where'd you go?

i'm just so nervous dear.

how the hell do you think i feel?

i waited all year at your feet like maybe you'd love me.

maybe you'd love me.

i don't even care if it makes me sound insane.

i thanked god to touch the flame.

i swore necks were made for bruising.

i swore lips were made for lies.

i thought if you'd ever leave me, that i'd be the reason why.

i don't care even if it's just a summer fling.

it's all experimental.

you go back to safer things.

i swore hands were made for fighting.

i swore eyes were made to cry.

you're the first person that i've seen who's proven that might be a lie.

that might be a lie.

the final fight.

i didn't fight the feeling.

i wanted you to see it.

i believed your lies.

i just stood and cried.

i just stood and cried for the lost time.

i just stood and cries for the love that died.

all i wanted was the final fight.

all i needed was to make it right.

there's nothing left to do but finally tell you what you put me through.

made a whole new life.

i came right back after growing.

you're still the same.

though it's me who may be broken, it was you to blame.

it was you to blame.

miss you.

is it wrong to now decide?

you know i'm a wicked man.

i bit the hand that was feeding me.

the fear of love is my tendency.

i never meant to break your heart.

i'll be gone because you love me.

i miss you.

didn't think you would understand after all that i put you through.

i came back only wanting you.

bourgeoisieses

the rich are wrong.

i'm a low-class guy.

the men at war, they draft the poor.

no time to mourn.

i don't need that, i need a maserati.

forever with me.

in this lifetime, we did it wrong.

i guess that you could argue we survived.

after all this time, i wonder why you're still with me.

you're still with me, well, at least in all my memories.

i ain't sorry.

i wouldn't change a thing.

it'll take a lifetime to get better.

i think i'm gonna love you.

i think i'm gonna love you, you're forever with me.

you're forever with me.

you are the reason i learned to love.

you are the reason i learned to love, also, the reason that i cry.

still, i think of all the bloodshed.

i'm even smiling now.

anger does replace the pain.

who am i to blame?

who am i to blame? i broke your heart the same.

i broke your heart the same.

eye of the night.

you're here, you're haunting me.

you're haunting me.

i always feel like i am not alone.

i hear a voice that tells me where to go.

i hear your heartbeat bleeding through the door.

the memories that i cannot ignore.

fight for my life inside a silent war.

boys & girls.

you don't know me.

you wouldn't care if i fell over and died.

he wants ya.

you don't even see me.

she wants ya.

there's no point competing.

nobody cares that you're psychotic.

i don't know much about love.

come find me in the crowd.

killing me.

got the curious feeling you're fiending for love.

we haven't spoken for weeks.

i love you bad.

i love you bad, that's the problem.

better love i deserve.

i'm hurting.

but sadly i worship every moment we meet.

i worship every moment we meet.

you take and you take coz you know you can.

i chase as you're chasing another.

you're killing me.

you're not making it easy.

too busy deceiving and cheating and lying and competing to know how lucky you are.

i just want you.

i just want you to free me.

i can't let go of your heart.

you lie to me.

you lie to me faster and faster, you're such a good actor.

you're such a good actor.

i don't wanna talk, just go away.

you claw at the locks till i let you invade.

i wanna die.

i wanna die but you keep me alive.

fight to survive.

oh love of my life, you're killing me.

winner.

packed my bags at fourteen.

packed my bags at fourteen, i hadn't planned on leaving, but you haven't been back home for days.

i hadn't planned on leaving.

they shudder at your name.

you don't really want to hear the truth, do you?

it's obvious to anyone who ever knew you that all you ever want is to be right.

all you ever want is to be right.

all you ever want is to be right, even if that means you gotta lie to do it.

there's no one who ever has done better at making me feel worse.

now you really are the winner.

there's nothing that ever did quite kill me more than what you did.

take a bow, coz you're the winner.

my heart that once was beating-- bleeding in the palm of your hand.

you have the nerve to miss me.

how do i somehow feel guilty when you're the one who let it get this bad?

you're the one who let it get this bad.

all you ever wanted was to fight.

i was only trying to survive your chaos.

look at how it's paid off.

[glcwbitch]

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[fadinglights]

lyrics starter for @vvfied / accepting! — memories by conan gray

“please  don't  ruin  this  for  me.”  her  voice  cracks,  the  edge  it  previously  held  dissipating  with  her  withering  strength.  “please  don't  make  it  harder  than  it  already  is,  i'm  trying  to  get  over  this.”

[artemivsa]

# spotify wrapped time , send me a "🎁" and i'll write a starter using lyrics from a random song in my top 100 playlist. ( disaster de conan gray ) , @he6venly.

“  is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night? ”

[arch-whatscanon]

@risingmccns asked for a shuffle ai dj starter based on a lyric or theme! → people watching, conan gray

donna had arrived at the studio even earlier than her ungodly call time to prepare for the interview she was having today. she was interviewing duchess lucy stockworth about her experience with the hatchetfield ape man, and donna knew to treat her guest well. she had made sure craft services had plenty of pastries and hot coffee and tea options available for the duchess in her dressing room once she arrived.

when the woman arrived, the whole studio knew. on her arm was her fiancee, jonathan brisby, and it didn't take a studio light to catch the large rock that glimmered on her finger as she shook their producer's hand. it reminded donna of the ring sitting in her make up bag, the one she always had to remind herself to remove before she walked into the studio. it felt like she spent more hours tucking it away than wearing it . . . but it was for the best, wasn't it? but to have a love like this that was so open? no. it was best for the views. dan and donna had to remain desirable, and their views would tank if one seemed unavailable, let alone both.

so, she turned on her megawatt smile and walked over to extend her hand to the woman. "duchess stockworth! or should i say 'your grace?'" she greeted with hearty laugh. "it is so nice to finally speak with you in person! i'm donna. i'll happily wrangle up one of our assistants to make sure you're comfortable!"

[moonwaltzed]

@ahsterism ( lixing ) / lyric starter ; telepath – conan gray

" don't even finish that sentence. i already know how this ends. "

[starter-library]

YEARNING THEMED LYRIC STARTERS

FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS/NAMES/PHRASING AS YOU SEE FIT

Glimpse of Us (Joji)

“Why then, if she's so perfect do I still wish that it was you?”

“Perfect don't mean that it's workin' so what can I do?”

“Sometimes, I look in her eyes and that's where I find a glimpse of us”

“I try to fall for her touch but I'm thinking of the way it was”

“I'm only here passing time in her arms, hoping I'll find a glimpse of us”

“Tell me he savors your glory, Does he laugh the way I did?”

“Is this a part of your story? One that I had never lived”

My Heart is Buried in Venice (Ricky Montgomery)

“My heart is buried in Venice, hidden beneath all my worries and doubt”

“My heart is buried in Venice waiting for someone to take it home”

“Even when you try to hide it a smile creeps out from your teeth”

“I never thought I would have to say I’m sorry for anyone but me”

“Say what you mean”

“Tell me the truth or tell me you’re through”

“Don’t leave me to breathe”

“Don’t leave me to bleed for someone who chose to leave me be”

Hold Me (Steam Powered Giraffe)

“You told me you'd hold me, hold me 'til the mornin' light”

“You saved me, saved me from my own foolish blight”

“I'm strong now strong enough to cry only at night”

“I see how it can't be now- now that you're away”

“I wish that I could be like my father, he always knew what was right”

“I wish that I could be like my mother, she always tucked me in tight”

Movies (Conan Gray)

“I want a love like the movies”

“I look at you like you're perfect for me”

“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring”

“I've been livin' life in fiction”

“In my head, we're dancing in the dark in my head, we kiss under the stars”

“We’re holding hands, but it’s all just for show ‘cause Monday through Friday, we both barely spoke”

“They don’t know, they can't know”

“You say that it's over, but why does she call you at 3AM and 4AM? That's a funny way of staying friends”

“In my head, we never grow apart, In my head, you never break my heart”

“We lost all the love that we had and I can't pretend it'll ever come back”

I Hope Your Husband Dies (Amigo The Devil)

“Trust me, I'm not jealous, I'm just hoping that he really messes up”

“I'm not so much afraid of letting go as much as scared of giving up”

“All the distance that we've spent apart will never have to mean a thing cause every mile I travelled was to find the perfect stone to fit your ring”

“I hope your husband dies”

“Living in the moments hard when everything I want is in the past”

“When I had you near me I just couldn't think of anything to say but now that I'm alone, I got the perfect things to tell you everyday”

“Trust me, I'm not jealous, I'm just hoping that he really fucks things up”

“I'm not so much afraid of being alone, just kind of feel I've had enough”

“Time and time again, time reminds me you'll never be my own”

[rpmusingsforthesoul]

Conan Gray Superache Sentence Starters

Feel free to change pronouns

trigger warning for domestic violence mention

Movies

“I want a love like the movies.”

“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring.”

“Still can’t believe that this isn’t a dream.”

“Falling in love with a damn fantasy, that’s so me.”

“I’ve been living life in fiction.”

“In my head, we’re dancing in the dark.”

“Baby, this ain’t like the movies.”

“You say that it’s over, but why does she call you at 3am and 4am? That’s a funny way of staying friends.”

“Baby we lost all the life that we had and I can’t pretend it’ll ever come back.”

Disaster

“The potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long.”

“This could be a disaster, like what if you freak out and then we’re losing it all at the critical chapter where I say I love you and you don’t say it after?”

“I’m drunk, I really shouldn’t have called, I’m a little bit plastered.”

“This could be a disaster.”

“Let me just lose my mind.”

“Is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night.”

“Maybe I just made it up, messed it up.”

Best Friend

“Remember when you broke up with your fucking ex? God, I’m glad you’ve finally gotten over them.”

“God, I swear that bitch was such a narcissist.”

“Everybody knows I love you so so so so much.”

“That’s my fucking best friend, that’s my fucking right hand, that’s my fucking throw up in the bathroom, but still love them.”

“I hate, like, everyone except for you.”

“Who else is gonna grocery shop with me at 2am? Who else is gonna take that picture for you just to get revenge?”

“You’re just as psycho as me, just as sick inside the head.”

Yours

“I’m somebody you call when you’re alone. I’m somebody you use, but never own. I’m somebody you touch, but never hold. And you’re somebody I’ll never really know.”

“I know I’m not the one you really love. I guess that’s why I’ve never given up.”

“I could give you all you want, the stars and the sun, but still I’m not enough.”

“All I really wanted was that look in your eyes, like you already know that I’m the love of your life, like you already know you’re never saying goodbye.”

“I want more, but I’m not yours. And I can’t change your mind.”

“I should’ve known that it was dumb love.”

“All the things that I’ve done for you not to notice.” “Can’t believe I chose you over all my best friends. What the fuck did I do in the end? Just to not be yours.”

Family Line

“My father never talked a lot. He just took a walk around the block till all his anger took a hold of him. And then he’d hit.”

“My mother never cried a lot. She took the punches, but she never fought.”

“I say they’re just the ones who gave me life, but I truly am my parents’ child.”

“I’m so good at telling lies. That came from my mother’s side. Told a million to survive.”

“God, I have my father’s eyes.”

“I can run, but I can’t hide from my family line.”

“I watch the fathers with their little girls and wonder what I did to deserve this.”

“Someone who loves you, wouldn’t do this.”

Footnote

“Why would I lie? It’s so clear I’m in love with you.”

“I’ll stop being pretentious and loathing our friendship.”

“You taught me a lesson, that love isn’t precious.”

“I’ll just take a footnote in your life and you could take my body. Every line I would write for you, but a footnote would do.”

“We’re perfect together, but I’ll never be the one.”

Memories

“It’s been a couple months. That’s just about enough time for me to stop crying when I look at all the photos.”

“Please don’t ruin this for me. Please don’t make it harder than it already is. I’m trying to get over this.”

“I wish that you would stay in my memories, but you show up today just to ruin things.”

“I wanna put you in the past ‘cause i’m traumatized, but you’re not letting me do that!”

“Tonight, you’re all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal position, too busy playing the victim to be listening to me!”

“Grab your books and your coat and that one good cologne that you bought when we were fighting! ‘Cause it’s still on my clothes, everything that I own and it makes me feel like dying!”

The Exit

“It’s crazy how fast you tilted the world that we were busy building.”

“Feels like we had magic wounds, but mine’s still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine now.”

“Feels like we buried alive something that never died.”

“You love her, it’s over. You already found someone to miss while I’m still standing at the exit.”

“I can’t hate you for getting everything we wanted. I just thought that I would be part of it.”

[intomusings]

﹒﹒  superache   sentence   starters    !

hi  friends  ,  me  again  !  my  current  obsession  is  superache  ,  the  newest  album  from  the  insanely  talented  conan  gray  and  after  my  hundredth  listen  i  realized  that  the  lyrics  make  for  some  perfect  sentence  starters  —  so  under  the  cut  you'll  find  a  bunch  of  heart  wrenching  one  liners  .  if  u  found  this  useful  ,  feel  free  to  like  or  reblog  to  boost  this  .

﹒﹒  movies  :

“ i look at you like you’re perfect for me ”

“ all of our friends think of us jealously ”

“ still can’t believe that this isn’t a dream ”

“ in my head , we’re dancing in the dark ”

“ this ain’t like the movies ”

“ we’re holding hands , but its all just for show ”

“ monday through friday , we both barely spoke ”

“ on the drive here , i was looking through your texts ”

“ you say that its over , but why does she call you at 3am and 4am ? ”

“ thats a funny way of staying friends .. ”

“ in my head , you never break my heart ”

“ i want a love like the movies ”

“ we lost all the love that we had and i can’t pretend it’ll ever come back ”

“ i think you’re seeing right through me .. ” 

﹒﹒  people  watching  :

“ i’m happy for them but i wanna feel all that love and emotion ”

“ i’m only looking just to live through you vicariously ”

“ i’ve never really been in love , not seriously ”

﹒﹒  disaster  :

“ the potential of us was keeping me up all night long ”

“ this could be a disaster , theres so many factors ”

“ i say i love you and you don’t say it after ”

“ i’m drunk , i really shouldn’t have called ”

“ is it purely platonic to call me like every night ? ”

“ you know ashley believes that theres something between you and i .. ”

“ maybe i just made it up , messed it up .. ”

﹒﹒  best  friend  :

“ remember when you broke up with your fucking ex ? ”

“ god , i’m glad you finally got over them .. ”

“ everybody knows i love you so , so , so much ”

“ made a promise that i’m gonna marry you if we’re both single by like 32 ”

“ i hate like everyone except for you ”

“ you’re just as psycho as me , just as sick inside the head ”

﹒﹒  astronomy  :

“ as much as it seems like you own my heart , we’re two worlds apart ”

“ i wish i’d stayed with you .. ”

“ the only mistake that we didn’t make was run ”

“ stop trying to keep us alive ! ”

﹒﹒  yours  :

“ i’m somebody you call when you’re alone ”

“ i’m somebody you use , but never own ”

“ i’m somebody you touch , but never hold ”

“ you’re somebody i’ll never really know .. ”

“ i know i’m not the one you really love .. ”

“ i guess i never really given up .. ”

“ i could give you all you want — the stars and the sun ”

“ still i’m not enough .. ”

“ i’m not yours ”

“ i want more ”

“ i can’t change your mind , but you’re still mine ”

“ tell me that its time for me to go ”

“ you know i can’t do it on my own ”

“ the only thing thats harder than sleeping alone is sleeping with your ghost ”

“ can’t believe i chose you over all my best friends ”

﹒﹒  jigsaw  :

“ for you , i’ve changed every part of me ”

“ you take every part of me , all the things you need and the rest you discard ”

“ all i did just to make you happy and still you don’t even fucking love me ”

“ pointing out all my flaws doesn’t help .. ”

“ why don’t you love me ? ”

﹒﹒  family  line  :

“ i truly am my parents child ”

“ i’m so good at telling lies , told a million to survive .. ”

“ i can’t forget , i can’t forgive you ”

“ i’m scared that everyone i love will leave me ”

﹒﹒  summer  child  :

“ theres darkness behind those eyes .. ”

“ aren’t you way too busy taking care of everybody to take care of yourself ? ”

﹒﹒  footnote  :

“ i told you i liked you , you said ‘ sober up ’ ... ”

“ it’s so clear i’m in love with you ”

“ if i waited , could that maybe help ? ”

“ we’re perfect together , but i’ll never be the one ”

“ you taught me a lesson , that feelings are reckless ”

“ please don’t forget me ”

“ forget me please ”

﹒﹒  memories  :

“ it’s been a couple months ”

“ please don’t ruin this for me ”

“ please don’t make it harder than it already is ”

“ i’m trying to get over this ”

“ i wish that you would stay in my memories .. ”

“ you show up today just to ruin things ”

“ i want to put you in the past cause im traumatized ”

“ too busy playing the victim to be listening to me ”

“ i can’t say goodbye if you stay here the whole night ”

“ its hard to find an end to something that you keep beginning ”

“ i promise the ending always stays the same ”

“ theres no good reason in make believing that we could ever exist again ”

“ i can’t be your friend , can’t be your lover , can’t be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love with somebody other than me ”

“ since you came , i guess i’ll let you stay ”

﹒﹒  the  exit  :

“ feels like we buried alive something that never died ”

“ god , it hurt when i found out you love her ”

“ you already found someone to miss ”

“ i can’t hate you for getting everything we wanted ”

“ i just thought that i would be a part of it .. ”

“ i was moving into your apartment when you met someone ”

“ impossible to understand how you’re not coming back .. ”

[sincerelylaurel]

how to make a wip playlist

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hello and welcome back to my page! today’s post is exciting because i absolutely l o v e making playlists for my wip and characters. i know lots of you have playlists for your wip, but i’m sure many of you are wondering where to start, where to find songs that fit your wip’s vibes, etc. luckily for you, i’m here to help you with that :) let’s get on with the post!

characters

probably the first thing you want to brainstorm songs for is your characters. i prefer to make individual playlists for each of my main characters, but you can add these songs to your wip playlist as well. things to think about: their childhood, their personality, pivotal events in their life, their relationships, etc.

plot

the second thing you’ll want to find songs for is your wip’s plot. what songs would be playing during certain scenes in your wip if it was adapted into a movie? it can be helpful to think of your wip playlist as a soundtrack! for example, if your wip contains lots of battle scenes, artists like ruelle and valerie broussard have some very cool battlefield-type songs! if you’re writing a contemporary romance, find some fluff songs like cloud 9, or some angsty or sad breakup songs such as champagne problems or last kiss by taylor swift.

vibes

this is key to creating a perfect wip playlist! okay maybe this is just me since literally everything i do is based on ✨vibes✨ but you know what i mean. think movie soundtracks—the overall vibes of the song are just as important as the lyrics. is it ethereal or spooky? does it sound like a fairy could be playing this on a pink mushroom? does it make you feel like you’re standing on the battlefield with a sword in your hand? how does it make you feel?

where to find songs?

now you may be wondering, where on earth do i find songs that fit my wip ?? fear not, i’ve got you covered. i recommend using spotify because it gives you song suggestions to add to your playlist based on the songs you’ve already added to it! i haven’t used any music streaming app besides spotify so maybe there’s others that do this as well but yeah. you can also find playlists that other people have already made and choose songs from there! for example if you have a scene in which a character is running from the cops, you could search “running from cops” and a bunch of playlists with that title will come up, and you can listen to those and choose songs you think fit.

songs starter pack

and because i’m just that helpful, here are some artists whose songs might fit your wip based on its genre / vibes. and you simultaneously get to experience some of my superior music taste. you’re welcome <3

fantasy: ruelle, valerie broussard, halsey, fleurie, tommee profitt, beth crowley, SVRCINA, ramin djawadi

romance: taylor swift, ed sheeran, olivia rodrigo, lana del rey, bruno mars, harry styles

mystery / thriller: billie eilish, lana del rey, ruelle, lorde

scifi: michael giacchino, hans zimmer, alan silvestri

dystopian: imagine dragons, lorde, billie eilish, 2WEI, arctic monkeys, J2, hidden citizens

contemporary: taylor swift, olivia rodrigo, conan gray, girl in red, clairo, dodie

[stcllariis-a]

@frxst-flxke​ liked for a lyric based starter!

aether shrugs and he smiles over at her, “i just needed company now. i just needed someone around. i don't care what song that we play or mess that we make... just company now...” he had enjoyed her company quite a lot and even though they were both busy most of the time, today he’d gone to seek her out specifically, wanting to be in her presence.

comfort crowd by conan gray

[rietveild]

send me a number from 1-100 for a starter based on that song, or a lyric from it, or send a 🎁 for me to shuffle.            ↳    @henddriks : 🎁 + the other side — conan gray

     ❝  it’s  almost  over.  ❞  soon  it  would  all  pass.  their  lives  changed  overnight.  he  would  finally  have  what  he  claimed  he  had  always  wanted,  all  eyes  were  going  to  be  looking  at  him,  wondering  what  he  would  do  next,  wondering  if  the  bastard  of  the  barrel’s  rule  would  be  as  brutal  as  his  come  up.  and  yet.  .  .  there  was  this  quiet  voice  in  the  back  of  his  head,  the  one  he  often  worked  to  silence,  that  wondered  :  will  our  lives  be  better  when  we  make  it  to  the  other  side  ?

     he  pushes  the  thoughts  away,  now  was  no  time  for  doubts,  certainly  not  in  the  presence  of  others.  this  would  work.  he  would  make  sure  of  it.  for  the  crows.  for  all  the  dregs.  for  jordie.  when  he  speaks  again  his  voice  is  harsh,  ❝  i  certainly  hope  you  haven’t  developed  any  feelings  of  forgiveness  for  your  father.  ❞ 

[levantcrs]

⇢incoming lyric starter for @gcmblingdice​ ‹kang yeosang› conan gray - maniac

“tell all of your friends that i'm crazy and drive you mad, that i'm such a stalker, a watcher, a psychopath, then tell them you hate me and dated me just for laughs. so, why do you call me and tell me you want me back? you maniac.”  

[greene-rph]

CONAN GRAY LYRIC STARTERS

no one cares that we're gone

this town don't got much to do

you and I haven't got much to lose

do you wanna rot in your room like we always do?

parents think we're fast asleep

we're bound to die

what's the use in trying?

my god don't look at your phone, no one's gonna call you

I don't wanna participate in your game of manipulation

I don't want your sympathy

just let me be sad and lonely

I know what you're doing

don't look in their eyes 'cause that's how they get you

shut your damn mouth

no one cares if you two made out

this town will never change

we all vowed that we wouldn't stay

curfew's at midnight

I think that we'll all be okay

now you're laying in another guy’s arms

when you look in his eyes do you think of mine?

I know in your head you see me instead, 'cause he looks a lot like I did back then

honey, you're not fooling anyone

I don't really care if you like me or not

there's nothing you could say, won't like you anyways

I know that you've been hurt

I know what you really want

you're just gonna be a fraud

why don't you go get your gun?

you don't wanna end me

I don't care about your little threats

said you wanted me dead

you should turn back to your rat pack, tell 'em I'm trash

you just went too far, wrecked your car, called me cryin' in the dark

don't be so dramatic

now you're manic, honestly, I've had it

listen to yourself, think you need to get some help

you need to get some help

I got nothing to offer

you like me, obviously

I'm the one you come to when you're feeling alone

someone come and help me

I've already hid the body

I don't really need nobody

you said that lie already

I just needed someone around

I could spend a lifetime sitting here talkin'

I'm gonna ruin your life

I've gotten tired of the games that you play

you tell me you love me then you throw me away

cry me a river till you drown in the lake

you may think you're winning but checkmate

I saw you kissing someone else

I'll play it super dumb

I'm holding a loaded gun

you should really run

I'ma wreck your car 

you're gonna wish you never harmed me

[loverfms-old]

*** TAPS MIC *** is this thing on ??? 

name  /  alias :  shiloh  /  love , lilo , lo , shi , etc. i wish i was a tvd heretic.  gender  /  pronouns :  demigirl  /  she/they where  ya  from  ? :  new jork titty  the  current  time :  9:12pm  height :  5′4  job  or  major :  i just graduated !! i have a degree in web development  pet  (  s  ) :  one dog , one cat. love them both sm. my puppy hasn’t been doing so great health wise , but i think her neck is starting to get better.  favorite  thing  (  s  )  about  yourself :  myyyyyyyyy fat ASS ! and idk i’m very empathetic 

meaning  behind  url :  i just like the word lover and fm seems to be the trend these days sdhfjsdk 

last  thing  you  googled :  i got curious about how fetuses feel while in the womb so i started googling fetal movement in the second trimester . i don’t have an excuse fhsdjkfjks 

birthday  /  zodiac :  valentine’s day  /  aquarius  in  your  opinion  ,  does  your  sign  suit  you  ? :  uhhhhhh sometimes. aquarius seems to have the reputation of being heartless or desensitized and i’m like. the most sensitive person in the world lmao  myers  -  briggs :  infp moral  alignment :  chaotic stupid  hogwarts  house : hufflepuff 

three  fictional  character  (  s  )  you  see  yourself  in  +  why :  i think i’d rather list the parts of my muse list that resonate with me ..... like for example , i see my loyalty , urge to lead ,  tendency to isolate in hope mikaelson  ;  i see my devotion , sensitivity , and mental illness in chloe price  ;  i see my ‘on the outside’ feeling + loneliness in eleven  ;  i see my passion for change , anger for racial inequality , and strong desire to feel safe as a black woman in the world in mj ; i see my smartass mouth , dramatic flair , and chaotic tendences in sirius black. just little pieces of me in each of my idiots.

as far as characters i don’t play ..................... jake peralta & nymphadora tonks just about sum me up 

i  started  roleplaying : i was like. thirteen.  types  of  rps  i  enjoy :  all kinds ! however , i don’t prefer novella groups. i like groups where i can explore family dynamics , as i’m a sucker for those.

fondest  roleplay  memory :  uhhh idk about fondest of like all time but rn i have a 1x1 where they’re having a baby even tho they’re broken up , and they just got back together. emo. soulmate tings. mayhaps i’m obsessed with them , which is weird , since i don’t usually get into set ships. u didn’t hear that from me tho

canon  ships  you  can’t  help  but  love :  broooo luke x lorelai of gilmore girls was my first otp and i’ll die obsessed with them. emma swan x killian jones , chloe price x max caulfield , m.j. x peter parker , hope mikaelson x landon kirby .... yes , i’ll die on my stefan salvatore x caroline forbes boat  trope  (  s  )  you  tend  to  be  guilty  of : cute bruiser is probably my most used trope HJFKSFDS

i  prefer  .  .  . angst  ,  smut  ,  or  fluff :  fluff & smut are tired for first long  or  short  replies :  ngl , i like when things start off short. if they gradually or naturally lengthen , that’s totally cool pre  plotting  or  chemistry : i love both. a lot. but i won’t commit to a ship without chemistry sentence  starters  or  headcanon  memes : sentence starters single  muse  or  multimuse  blogs :  i used to be VERY anti mumu blogs ... now i can’t imagine not using them. my god. so much easier.  gif  icons  ,  medium  gifs  ,  or  static  icons : gif icons.

grab  the  book  nearest  to  you  and  pull  a  quote  from  it : my bookshelf is too tightly packed for me to pull anything off casually fshfkshfds

what’s  a  quote  or  song  lyric  that  speaks  to  your  soul ? : until the lion tells his side of the story , the tale of the hunt will always glorify the hunter.

last  movie  you  watched :  the princess and the frog did  you  like  it  ? :  OF COURSE  favorite  movie  (  s  )   of  all  time :  catch me if you can , gone girl , wolf of wall street , and ofc all of the disney movies ever.  favorite  tv  show  (  s  )  of  all  time :  stranger things , the originals , gilmore girls , sabrina the teenage witch , living single , etc.  favorite  tv  show  that  hasn’t  ended : at the moment ? the 100 favorite  series  of  books : harry potter + the lunar chronicles  sports  team  (  s  )  you  rep : what is a sport. favorite  video  game  (  s  ) : the last of us + life is strange. animal crossing , the sims , beyond: two souls are up there , too. favorite  youtube  channels : bailey sarian , plumbella , cherry wallis , drew gooden , and the take

put  your  music  on  shuffle.  what  six  songs  pop  up  ? : 1. no more bad days by this wild life 2. seventeen by marina & the diamonds 3. undrunk by fletcher 4. affluenza by conan gray 5. psycho by mia rodriguez

personal  aesthetic : i really don’t know. i feel like i’m all over the place. is organized chaos an aesthetic ? or just a lifestyle .  dream  vacation  ? : the maldives  dream  job  ? :  i do not dream of labor . dream  car  ? :  a volkswagen thing if  i  could  live  anywhere  ,  it’d  be : manhattan favorite  musical : HADESTOOOOWNNNNNN . anastasia comes in at a second favorite  food  (  s  ) :  rn i’m eating a churro so it’s a churro coffee  order :  2 large cold brews , creme brulee style unwatched  stuff  in  your  netflix  /  hulu  /  etc :  grey’s anatomy harasses me every fuckin dayyyyy. i started watching hollywood tho

i know wayyyyy tooo much about true crime. i can talk about it until i die. 

[ttotallytubular-moved]

lyric starter ft idle town - conan gray | @digdugg​

“This town will never change... People come and go, it's all the same.”