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Day 13: A skeleton with many faces
what are you?
I’m whatever you want me to be.
-Anó
#Color’s gonna have a hard time deciphering that identity crisis fr fr#daily art#killer sans#scopophobia#scopohobia tw#scopophobia cw
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My page for @kairizine. It was such a huge honor to be part of this wonderful book with everyone, I had so much fun!
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#kingdom hearts#kh#kh kairi#kh xion#kh namine#i don't really feel proud of my own stuff usually but#i really think this is the drawing i'm most proud of from this past year!! it made me think 'oh maybe i can draw' haha#i'm still kinda bad with colors but something clicked with this one. and i feel like i got the sentimental feeling i wanted!#ooh but this project's about flower symbolism so ramble incoming:#protea symbolizes resilience transformation and diversity; hollyhock means 'please remember me.'#so my general theme was finding a sense of self.#these 3 have struggled with finding their own identity; they tend to get left behind both in-universe and in general plotwise#and naminé and xion both resemble kairi and were overshadowed by her memory. but i feel like all 3 have transformed into their own people#xion and naminé have their faces covered partially by hollyhock to show their wish to be remembered for who they are-#instead of the parts that they share with someone else#and the protea bouquets show how they each held on and resiliently grew into their own person despite it all#i put a little swervy path on the hill behind kairi to give that hopeful sense of growth and moving forward. it's a little hard to see#hopefully that makes sense! i really love symbolism but i think in visuals so i'm really bad with words#but gosh working with everyone on this project was so fun. it was like impossible not to get swept up by the team's hype for this zine#i need to hunt down everybody's work and rb it#ohh and everybody's flowers are so crisply drawn it's insane!! i think if i lined all these flowers and leaves i'd die haha#fan art#my art#project stuff
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The most embarrassing moment of Jason’s life is calling Bruce to bail him out for underage drinking
#he’s drunk when he calls cause no one id’d him#he turns himself in cause the robin guilt dies hard#imagine being bruce Wayne and your 19 year old calls u under a fake identity to cry at 3 in the morning abt getting wasted#‘I can smell so many colors’#jason can’t hold his liquor to save his damn life (or unlife)#bruce: oh honey.#bruce wayne#jason todd#the police officers can’t tell it’s jason but they don’t even question his relation to Bruce. they’re like oh he got another one#dc comics#dc#text#batman#batdad
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Day 13: Make a board based on a character you kin/relate to
This one was the compromise result of the fucking headspace court case we used to settle on a character (I The Headmate Who Runs 90% Of The Blog don't do much kinning nowadays). None of us kin kisara but she has traits everyone usually flocks to when updating their kin list
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#traits include. blue. girl. afterlife cosmic horrors. dragon. seto kaiba.#deadboy300#stimboard#yugioh#yugioh dm#kisara#the overuse of stims that are basically still images with an overlay is actually an intentional artistic choice#because it represents the state of her soul#suspended and stagnant yet always being moved by something distinctly different yet inextricable from her#each time notably different yet overwhelmingly identical#it definitely is not because i liked the color scheme and am too lazy to find other gifs with it#and you are very impressed with my visual metaphor skills#blue#gold#hands#scales#hards#church#cathedral#stars#glitter#space#stim
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Can you tell I wanted to do exactly One (1) thing, here. That I was sooooo caught up in The Concept of The Guy and then just. Oh god. Fuck all that other shit. Fuck that shoulder armor in particular. Anyways! Say hi to Zephyr! 👋😊
Some doodles, various levels of got too smudged and didn't clean up. Rip
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I do completely adore xyr attitude though... I imagine xe came from a strict family. Wasn't really "a choice" to pursue higher education (presumably at a particularly prestigious university), just an expectation. Performed... excellently? At least until xe broke under a lifetime of pressure. Also at the first taste of autonomy xe speedran one thousand piercings got huge chunky goth boots and then decided xe needed to go die in I mean Explore the labyrinth.
And finally! For reference!
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The Determined voice has a bit of a soft-spokenness, to it. Which. Combined w the portrait's very somber expression, makes Zephyr's range of expressions I doodled extremely funny tbh. The serious-silly balance..... at xyr fucking limit. Sooooo put together about it, though (lying). With an award winning smile! (TRUE! Very cutes!)
#etrian odyssey#fuck it i'm not letting those hours spent on this go to waste. and i do geniunely like this little guy a lot!#unfortunately misc ocs don't tend to have a lot of insane staying power w me though. they're really fun!#but def tend to be one-offs you know. moe only gets rights bc it's directly tied to the askr siblings.#MAN maybe it's the silhouette but zephyr looks like xe could be a really cute summoner oc too though#but tbh i got my hands full in that regard. this is just for funsies. and bc the design concept was soooo striking for me#i TRIED to do a little purplish shading but i think i got the wrong pencils for it. but the purple undertones are important#the color palette was FASCINATING to work with. dark military green orange and golds. w space colors.#AND futuristic neons for good measure. really funky if i refined this it could go hard#THE PIERCINGS WERE THE MOST FUN!!! the sunray three rings in the cartilage#the shooting star eyebrow and industrial. and the purply gauges. also the ring on the lips (a crescent moon maybe?)#... also ignore the fact that zephyr's ordeal is damn near identical to moe's. i just love the trope so much.#catastrophic burnout identity crisis case. goes hog wild as soon as you get a taste of agency.#blows everything up and then fucks off forever. beautiful 10/10 no notes.#zephyr (eoc)#my art
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On the topic, I think Rise does a wonderful job of displaying the sensory needs of neurodiverse characters because they don't limit them to one extreme or the other; another reason why their portrayal is so wonderful.
Donnie probably shows the most examples of this range, for obvious reasons. He doesn't like unexpected stimuli—and that can be something as small as unexpected touch. He has a preference for his flavorless juice. His lab, from what I've been able to glean, appears to be lit mostly from the glow of his computer screens or his tech. Otherwise it's usually kept rather dark.
On the other hand, Donnie loves noise (as long as he's in control of it, of course). He blasts techno music until it's impossible to talk without shouting. He falls asleep to Shelldon's affirmations: also absolutely blaring.
As for Mikey, this one's a lot more speculative lolol. We see a lot of examples of him seeking out sensory throughout the series, the most memorable for me personally being when the boys are interrogating Warren Stone and he's just. Playing with absolutely everything on the playground, rapidly switching from one thing to the next. But for someone who loves runs around—and very much enjoys doing so—it's a bit surprising to me that he so willingly rides Raph's shell so much. I could see that being his safe space of sorts, for when things get too exciting and Mikey can feel it starting to overwhelm him. Just an area to take a breather.
It's wonderful to see both because it allows the characters to have sensory needs without it becoming a one-dimensional gag. It's no longer a trope, but rather an aspect of their identities. Yeah, Donnie not always reciprocating affection can be made funny. Yeah, Mikey not sitting still can be made funny. But the joke is never the character themselves because they focused on writing a complex, actual person; not the simplified, easily-digestible idea of a disability.
#i see in a lot of media the same thing that some people do where a character has a favorite food and it becomes their whole personality#except it's an aspect of nd-ness#it's a hard line to follow: for Donnie you can see that a lot of his personality is colored by his autism#but it's less of an argument of 'oh he's a person BEYOND his disability' and more the fact that#his autism is an intrinsic part of himself that has doubtlessly shaped his identity because it influenced the way he views the world#how MUCH has it influenced him though#and shit: does it even fucking matter if it was a lot? spoiler: it doesn't#i think it comes back to the idea that people have a hard time with anything that's not an extreme#either this character is entirely independent of their disability and have no connection to it#or their disability makes up their whole personality#because some people still see things like autism and adhd as inherently bad things rather than just another thing that makes someone up#who knows. i don't pretend to speak for everyone.#rise donnie#rise mikey#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#fluffy cooks a headcanon#fluffy writes an essay
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my gender is cartoon cat. i'm a cat but not like a real life cat, or really a "furry" cat, i'd like to be a cat character in a cartoon or anime or children's book illustration, or a 2009 deviantart oc. not a cat but an artistic representation of a cat, an abstraction. cute and small, friendly and kind, cat-like but with endless possibilities of looking any way and doing anything, living in an abstraction of reality where my existence is as fluid as art is. i'm also a boy
#this is a joke but also not#i have a hard time putting in words my affinity for identifying as a cat and specifically cartoon and furry cats#as in its less about cats (specially the real ones) and more about my desire to be a character. to somehow *be* art#something about abstract identity against absolute reality#about wanting to be something thats not real and doesnt exist#wanting to escape my painful body and painful reality by having no body and no reality at all#other of the momentaneous bliss of a drawing where my body floats in a void of bright colors and nothing else really matters#thats why im a furry probably. patricia taxon had something to do with this#🧃.txt
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#fanart#identity v#identity v fanart#idv#luca balsa#idv luca#idv prisoner#markers#colored pencil#illustration#it was so hard to make this glowing effect#qwq
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I got the second Elle(s) book today and ofc read it soon as I could
Some thoughts:
- this book focuses more heavily on the inner world exploration, and I found the art to be even more dynamic and lovely in this one
- Blue takes over the host position from the previous book, because of the loss of her aunt and shocking revelation that Elle was adopted as a baby. The whole book is about rose Elle finding her way out of the inner world and back to taking control of her life
- we get a little bit more development on the other parts of Elle, since Rose interacts with them as she’s going through each of the inner worlds. But there’s not a lot there, if I’m honest? They all act like strangers that happen to be dragged into the story rather than parts of your very self who’ve always had a sense of being at least connected to you in some way. Especially since its implied that Elle has ‘had problems with this before’, and she purposefully made these inner worlds for each of them, we as the reader are left confused to how much they actually know eachother.. theres just not much there
- and as for Blue, the one part who’s been looming over both this book and the last, we don’t know much about her either, aside from being manipulative and stealing money and clout off her friends. If she’s supposed to be a persecutor part, she has no obvious drive outside just ~being evil~. (To quote my very own blue-colored persecutory part; “What a lazy bitch”)
- this.. ending..?
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(The text reads: Wow! Embryos merged? So that means.. I really am six different people! )
Maybe it’s a problem with translation, but the tone of this picture and text really cuts off any of the built up tension thats been riding throughout the book.
- this book never explicitly mentions DID as being a diagnosis, so it’s more of a concept of multiple personalities being used in a different way…
I’m not someone who’s going to speak on what makes ‘enough’ trauma to create DID, because birth complications and adoption are traumatic, and it’s also not something I have experience with. I can’t speak on how this would feel for people who had twins and lost them for it to be portrayed this way, though. In the book, this is clearly stated to be some sort of Special Unreal Circumstance and I found that.. in weird taste..
-it’s not.. DID. I thought the adventuring through the inner worlds would be more about making honest connections and getting to know these parts of her more fully, but Elle’s journey was really just about pulling herself up by the boot straps and switching back out. She doesn’t really have trauma and this book makes it super clear
-I’m disappointed that there wasnt much time spent with brunette Elle because she really seemed to be grieving honestly in the last book, I thought theyd be helping eachother more. But its.. not reallyyy and its shown as growth anyway
-I like the series but I can’t really take it very seriously. It has the vibes of seeing all the major plot points of someone’s OC stuff without all the extra content that fleshes out the characters.
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I might just be in a mood because I feel very out of place with my own DID at the moment(I’m usually fairly comfortable, but I think I might be having a DPDR episode), but I’ve been sitting on the Elle(s) series for a good few months now, and I don’t really get any deeper connection
I’ll get the next book anyway and see if any of it ties up more neatly. I know its the artists’ first comic I believe, so maybe theres not so much depth becauseeee offff inexperience. Or translation issues because I believe it came out elsewhere first. I dont know!
O well, enjoy my short review
#dissociative identity disorder#did in media#actuallydid#elle(s)#bunnidid reviews#also in a weird place about liking the art and having a really hard time reading it with all the extreme lighting#supposedly she gets streaks of color in her hair for each of the parts she helps but its really not visible throughout any of it#wheres my DID magical girl transformations :( smh have to do everything myself
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Early sketches for a concept I plan to play around with
#snappy’s wips#say hello to the meta/Morpho/gala fusion!! his personality is battling and identity issues#I’ve only figured out the colors and wings so far#and the vague weapon concept#still need to sort art the armor and horns and also a name#currently I’m thinking something like Amalgamation Knight or ??? Knight or simply just The Knight#idk naming kirby characters is kinda hard feel free to suggest something lmao
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#God this episode is so so good.#Tachihara sweetie I'm sorry I never talk about you. I swear I love him so so much he's an amazing character. I love his story and conflict–#so much.#This arc is peak bsd writing / meta literature plot. The tearing page moment is insane. The sentiments expressed here are so–#deep and emotional. The theme of the ordinary man. God and the force of human spirit.#Fighting against one's own destiny and finding the reason for own's existence. It's all subjects that are so interesting to reflect over–#and they're elaborated on in such a cool and compelling way. I love Dazai's quote on the strength of humans who–#“are caught in the tempest of contingency and scream‚ run and shed blood” so much. It moves me deeply.#The animation was really neat. A lot of detailed sequences. The wind was animated beautifully. The colors were so pretty and the stained–#glass visuals still go so hard.#Again I love Tachihara's conflict so much!!! I'm so into tachi/gin too... I know it's more of a Tachihara x oc since. Well.#We know little to nothing about Gin. But there's still so much spice to it... What do you MEAN Tachihara stabbed Gin !!!!!!#I'm so into the drama. AND the kind of relationship born from the big brother complex™ they both (may) share. AND the work partners.#AND the hiding their true identities to the other. How could I not love them...#Still believe season 4 should have ended where episode 11 ends but spreading it all in 12 episodes to allow it all better pacing.#I really think this season is great but the pacing really is its weakest point.#Of the sky casino arc they could have made a movie if they wanted to. Or just a cool arc at the start of season 5 that can work too!!#(((and not put ch 84-88 at only ep3. And then animate it grossly. But that's another talk.)))#Anyways 100000/10 what a good episode. This really was peak B/ungou Stray Dogs. And Akutagawa isn't even in it!!!#random rambles#Very hot take but I don't think Lucy should jump off a sky casino for a man. Sorry#My feelings for atsu/lucy are so fluctuating. I could write a whole other tags rant on it.#Actually I will
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i think something moonage daydream was really good at doing was capturing a vibe
#sir.txt#the thing it was second best at was painting a picture... that movie is a watercolor rendition of a galaxy to me#i feel like the linear progression of bowie's life in the movie never being marked by any specific dates not even years... it gives it that#not cut and dry feeling. none of these events exist solely in one day of one year they are something that will span longer than ourselves#one day- a couple of hours- stretched into infinity simply by the fact that they were not confined within a date#i think that's something worthy of bowie. to be immortalized not through the medium itself but by how the medium refuses to cage him within#any set parameters that would be too extreme and unsatisfying for him would he be there to choose#instead letting him trespass all those barriers and just be and transcend#my boyfriend says the film is like bowies superstar cosmic journal well i say the film is like bowies watercolor rendition of a galaxy in#formation- and all the stars are still forming and the watercolor still hasn't dried as another layer is added so shades melt within-into-#each other#like how bowie refused to keep himself caged within one style one look one identity he surpassed all of those boundaries and transformed#into something else... it is only fair that the film capture it in a similar way... all of the flashy colors and editing is just a#projection of bowies spirit itself in all its vibrancy and extravagance without being supercilious#this movie was touching but also fun for the sake of fun and eccentric for the sake of eccentricity. it's a must watch for whoever loves#bowie at his most raw and unrestrained and undefined... i felt like falling through the screen to bw held by him at several moments#BECAUSE that's what the movie is it's the galaxy wrapping its arms around the unknowing astronaut#and welcoming them into itself because nobody in this reality is actually an outsider of life- nobody passively observes the universe-#that's something that i found very moving in the film was how bowie surpassed that feeling of all-encompassing loneliness that was#what propeled him to create art... and found acceptance and loving and understood he wasn't alien to all of it.#it's very moving again like i said. but specially movingfor someone like me who struggles so hard not to simply idly observe things and let#life reject me. I can't keep letting these things write themselves into existence over and over and maybe just maybe#that film helped me snap back into a higher sense of lucidity where i realise i have to take control of my life#but like. anyway.#bowies life is very mythologised but in part it is very much a self constructed myth which he himself took the time to skillfully architect#and its such that myth ceases to be only in suspension and untangible: bowie being extraterrestrial.#he.... he integrates so much into the planet he does become an energy traversing through earth. he becomes life itself but in the least self#important way this sentiment could be expressed.#there will never be another bowie- as there will never be another dylan or reed or lennon. there will never be circumstances which will come#but to quote the movie. his life hasnt ended. only changed. thats beautiful. anyways my tags are up
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"Why did Barbie stop being best friends with Midge in the late 60s, only to replace her with PJ, who has the same face" Midge was in witness protection asshole. Be considerate
#when pj started using the steffi sculpt that was midge getting plastic surgery hoping not to be noticed#text post#things started getting better for midge again in the 80s when she came back out again w her true identity#this is why pj and midge have never coexisted at the same time#imagine thinking barbie wouldn't stick by her best friend in such a dire circumstance...#not me#midge#pj#barbie#i bought a vintage midge for a really low price just now on ebay teeheeheehee#it's also a titian. obviously. u gotta get a redhead midge that's iconic#(strange to think midge originally came in the same 3 hair colors that barbie did... she's not a blonde or a brunette in her soul)#(im glad midge eventually stopped dyeing her hair and embraced the ginger way of things)#tell me now not to get this tnt stacey i also saw on ebay for under 50 bucks...#I ALWAYS FEARED THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME IF I EVER BOUGHT ONE VINTAGE BARBIE#it's such a slippery slope guys#vintage barbies are a hard drug. i should've said no not even once#*twitches*
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gaiden winterserra
#my ethan sprite fucks severely#it's v hard to make gaiden sprites distinguishable tbh#like barry and leon have almost identical sprites. only difference is that barry has a gray outfit and leons is blue#(and their undershirts and pants are the same color. broke that rule w my sprite edits tho)#so i was v pleased w how ethans turned out unique and Him
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I hate the attitude people have of “oh this group I don’t care about at all/as much as others is speaking up about their oppression and the problems they face, I can’t believe they think they’re the most oppressed people in the world 🙄” like speaking about about the issues we face isn’t claiming we suffer more than jesus or some shit, especially when those issues largely go ignored by the same people who consider themselves progressives! People in the southern U.S. are oppressed actually! There is so much racism and classism weaponized against those from the south, and the people who are hit hardest by that will always be those in marginalized communities, southern people of color, southern queer people, southern disabled people, you get the fucking picture! And yeah I think we should be allowed to speak up about this, because self righteous liberals up north will lock their car doors when a person of color walks by and then preach to southerners online that we’re all just too poor and stupid to be as good as them! They’ll blame us for our own oppression and tell us to just pack up and abandon our homes and everything we know otherwise we aren’t worthy of their sympathy. Of course I ain’t saying that southerners are the most oppressed group in the whole world but we should still be allowed to talk about the problems we do face, not just from our governments and our neighbors but from people elsewhere who would rather blame us and mock us and leave us behind than DARE to associate with us.
#I saw a post and it pissed me off but I’m trying so hard not to argue online with people#almost all of the highest poverty rates in the country are in the south#transgender people are rapidly having our rights stripped away by our state governments#we’re losing access to basic medical care and they’re trying to criminalize leaving the state for it too#and we don’t get. help or solidarity or sympathy from people up north#we get told it’s what we deserve because OTHER people voted for some guy and he won#but we live here so we deserve it#I ain’t forgotten how people acted when we got hit with that blizzard#how people said we deserved it as a red state. how people said they would care if some Texans hadn’t voted for trump#people were dying. who do you think that effected the most?#it certainly wasn’t the most wealthy among us#it was the homeless. the poor. the disabled. primarily people and families of color. immigrants#and people were just so cruel about it#don’t call yourself a progressive or whatever if you can’t stand with southerners#if you’d rather paint us all as racist white trump supporters than take even a moment#to look at our communities and our culture and how being from the south interacts with our other identities#you don’t get to just throw us away because we don’t look good enough for you
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The twins
#skulduggery pleasant#fanart#art#carol edgley#crystal edgley#I haven’t decided which is which yet#but one of my pet peeves is ‘identical twins who dress exactly the same’#so I avoided that#I have their color schemes eerily similar while their fashion sense is completely different#also tried to make them Tim Burtony skinny but uh#I have a hard time with proportions going THAT skinny#even this is stretching it for me#also also also#just cause I wanna share#Stephanie’s design was mainly inspired by rose lalonde and gaz from invader zim#while the twins here were inspired by the two oldest girls in the loud house and Verosika mayday#haha you didn’t think I forgot about Helluva did you 😏#while I may be hyperfixating on this rn rest assured Helluva is ALWAYS in the back of my mind#also Verosika just had a lot of good merch this drop and I just wanna pay homage to her ya know?#holy FUCK momo shut up
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