#cold comfort for change

[lilyliveredlittlerichboy]

me playing landslide: this is about grief

me playing wish you were here: it's about grief

me playing angels: this one's also about grief

me writing my own songs: yeah at the core really all of these are about grief

me playing the guitar in the first place: yup, grief again

me, just going through life: yeah this is really just about grief isn't it. we live and we breathe and we experience and we must die and all things must come to an end. really all of life is just about grief and grief is really about love and how finite it all is. it's all grief. all of it

...... lads i may have gotten myself a grief shaped hammer or something 😶

[braedencox]

[yanguazalie]

It's Mandy, everyone! 🎉🎉

[mitskiluvr]

replaying mystic messenger is so crazy because why am i gentle parenting these grown men and teaching them how to handle their feelings

[agoldengalaxy]

since it seems I’m one of like 3 people that like minsc/jaheira, let me see if I can recruit more to my cause:

- while he was trapped in stone, jaheira visited him all the time, openly weeping and speaking to him

- even while under the tadpole’s control, minsc only listened to “jaheira”

- when minsc thought “jaheira” died, he was inconsolably angry

- jaheira was willing to risk EVERYTHING to get minsc back. nothing mattered to her more. she threatened the emperor - and the rest of your party for that matter - and screamed “help my friend!”

- when jaheira talked about how she had to leave him behind, she explained it was the logical thing to do…but she said she hated herself for it because minsc never would have left her, ever

- minsc referred to her as his wychlaran - a wise woman of rasheman, bonded to a berserker bodyguard for life. there is no higher title or deeper bond in all of rashemaar custom

- jaheira disagreed with this, to which he said “the title matters not. only this: when minsc does as minsc does, and charges in to make a mess, jaheira does as jaheira does, and saves us all anyway”

- minsc knows her children and they know him

- jaheira smiles the most around him

- they love each other

[mooseonahunt]

Sometimes your life feels like it’s over and then you’re 6 years older in the blink of an eye.

[michameinmicha]

Im very into lavender these days but not in the woo woo 'this will fix my sleep problems and all other issues' pseudoscience way, it's just that i really love the smell and it's very comforting to me, which i can use a lot of right now so i try to surround myself with it as much as possible 💜

[yappacadaver]

broooooooooooo i really really REALLY prefer a non-MW rook + emmrich i just really do T_T

[lavellane]

cant even remember wht subgenre of acute mental illness i was living with at 18 which gave me the ability to write ashara the way i did but im so glad i went thru that shit bc a solasmancer who acts essentially as a microcosm of the present day world and reflects the exact problems solas hates so much about it but still somehow comes to love is. objectively insane. and here she is 7.5 years later and about 3x worse

[komohine]

Guys i freaking LOVE james he’s my favourite character of all time guys.

I LOVE THIS FLAVOUR OF JAMES WHERE HE GETS OVER HIS ISSUES!! YOUR PARENTS MAY NOT LOVE YOU BUT SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE DO!!

[captain-lonagan]

not to be that guy but fr ankarna and cassandra are So much more marketable as a pantheon im dead fucking serious. doubt and the unknown? good and important, but in Marketing you have to add a bunch of shit to clarify intention like "stepping off the path and into the unknown is the first step to finding a better one" and "sometimes doubt and mystery is the path to the truth" and like. thats a lot to tack on. BUT if the goddess of Doubt and the goddess of New Beginnings are a package deal, BADA BING BADA BOOM you dont need to add a fuck ton of mortal interpretation to the divinity!

here is the doubt and mystery to lead you from your old ways! here is the dawn of the new ways you'll find!

it is good to be comfortable in the dark, but it is much more palletable to have a promise of eventual light

[twdgs]

tokyo godfathers is like the only christmas movie that hits super close to home

[basalting]

hey uhhh can i ask about your kon clone baby? if you actually have ideas about it

oooohhhh my god im so glad u asked

my timkon clone baby refuses to answer to anything except kon or conner. kon knows he was made to replace kon (what do you call a replacements replacement?) and the memory download worked but kon knows that hes the wrong kon. but all hes ever been is kon.

at first he refuses a name change out of confusion, being kon is his purpose why would he not be kon? you dont make a thing for a purpose and then decide it has a different purpose? that it should do something else as if it isnt specialised equipment meant for a specific purpose.

later when he gets more understanding of his situation, how distraught tim was at the time, that conner was gone, that tim didnt expect his cloning sequence to work after so SO many failures (are you a success? or a different kind of failure?)

so conner refuses to pick a different name, hes kon and thats the name tim gave him thats how tim made him. why should he change? what because he isnt perfect? because the other kon, the real kon, came back?

how cloned do you have to be before your opinion stops counting?

[lunaetis]

i have yet to make a follow up / update on eden's demeanor / personality post 2.1 story, but let me say this : i do stand firm on my hc of her being more distant ( and even standoffish ) with those she doesn't know well if our muses meet after or during penacony story. however, if you see eden being more casual / less-guarded with certain muses ( whether they're from penacony or not ), it's likely because 1) it's a relationship that was developed prior to penacony, 2) i know the mun well or 3) it's plotted / circumstance-based. please don't assume that eden would be friendly or puppy-like with any muses like she used to be prior to penacony story release.

[heart-songs]

FLY SOUTH

Sometimes the cold moves in to push you further inside yourself to search for warmer skies to travel away from anything that doesn’t feel like home

- Michelle Armitage

[robertsbarbie]

my nightmares are so fucked up because almost every single one of them start out as dreams and then suddenly my worst anxieties are coming true, or i’m on the cusp of death or someone i care about is killed before me or wherever i was is actually a plot to kidnap me ect ect like REM why you gotta do me like that