i think the rough part for me right now is like. it is very difficult being a species--or subspecies--that does not exist in the world right now nor did they exist in the past, but could have realistically existed had things gone just slightly different, and does have a comparable real world analog that's just barely different enough that it feels like looking in one of those carnival mirrors that distorts your appearance. it looks so close to me, and yet there's all these little things that make it look nothing like me at all at the same time.
i belong on the coasts, with the sea at my paws and the wind on my back. i belong on the coasts, eating fish and clams and lobsters and whatever other sea life i can shove down my gullet without getting sick, hunting the occasional deer where necessary. i belong on the coasts, surrounded by my family, other families some tens or hundreds of miles away.
but my family does not exist. those other families do not exist. when i search, all i find is a cruel mimicry--so close, and yet so distant; their noses are too big and their ears are too small, and their fur is long and fluffy when it should be shorter and denser. they live on the coasts, and in the uncanny valley, where i watch them from afar and shudder: they are not me, but they are similar and yet all too different, and they are all i have to feel at "home" with.
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Vent Tw!! Not sure if this'll make anyone feel uncomfy, so be cautious :)
I see a lot of alterhumans mention shifts, like they can feel their tail/paws/etc, the feeling of being their therio/kintype. And I'm glad that they can have that, yeah, but a part of me wishes I could too. Mental shifts, phantom shifts, anything that could tell me that I'm still me- or that I'm not pretending due to interest. I know it's not necessary to have shifts in order to identify as a therian, but I still want it, and I can't figure out if that's good or bad. I get the occasional phantom ears, and I've somewhat-shifted once- but even that wasn't because of a good experience.
Sighhhhhh. Oh well. It is what it is, I think.
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Hello!! my name is Canyon! i also go by the names sol/soul, orrrrr Tyler
Tumblr parent!!!! <3 -> @eyes-shining-with-love
Tumblr sibling!!!! (Totally epic) -> @cordyline-uki
I enjoy making music!! Music blog -> @muuzic
im 16 and I love 2000s subcultures! otherkin & polytherian
Neurodivergent :0 (ADHD, autism, BPD, anxiety)
i have dissociative identity disorder, I am a traumagenic system. Still working on having everyone make an account (if they want)
[Tag system]
Bleh☆ - vents
Kool shtuff☆ - hyperfixation things
☆♡☆ - asks and random text posts
mootz☆ - mutual stuff!!!
me☆ - ME!!!!!
(Still updating this)
demi romantic ace, ambiamory (monogamous and poly)
@stansavvy is my mate!!! (Closed relationship)
my theriotypes are: Belgian tervuren, romanian carpathian shepard, coastal wolf, bat eared fox, jackal, serval, golden retriever, orange tabby and great white!!!
Ghostkin, zombiekin, vampirekin, werewolfkin
!!Current hyperfixations!!
Late Cretaceous period...
Old internet archives
True crime
Making music
Anything horror related
!!MUSIC!!
stay, engene, moa, atiny, zerose, fearnot, wow, bandi, nex2y, nwser
mcr, pierce the veil, 6arleyhuman, OMFG, kets4eki,S3RL, vampyx, vylet pony, metro station, 3OH!3, FIR, paramore, blink-182, fall out boy, sleeping with sirens, panic! at the disco, dot dot curve, brokencyde
the jins, destroy boys, aberdeen is dead, meth wax, slutever, hole, jack off jill, subhumans, the garden, Siouxsie and the banshees
sundots, benny benji, pill friends, teethe, the skin cells, the loners with parenthesis, summer 2000
alex g, current joys, mom jeans, memo boy, duster, FIDLAR, oso oso, depeche mode, misfits, joy division, the cure, the smiths, Weezer, floats, the buttertones, static girl, bauhaus
I LOVE (SANDY) ALEX G SO MUCH!!!!!!! PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT ALEX!!!!! I WILL SEND YOU THE INTERVIEWS AND DOCUMENTARIES IVE FOUND AND LOST MEDIA PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IM NORMAL ABOUT THIIS MUSIC ARTIST
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Residential Floorplan Suggestions
New York City: TWO
(CC List + Links)
World Map: San Myshuno
Area: Spice Market – Waterside Warble
Lot Size: 30 x 30
Capacity:
A Dive Bar
An Internet Café
A Pizzeria
A Tattoo Parlor
Bonus: 6 residential rental units floorplans completed – not assigned
Gallery ID: Simstorian-ish
Packs Needed
Expansion Packs
Cats & Dogs
City Living
Discover University
For Rent
Get Together
Get To Work
Growing Together
High School Years
Horse Ranch
Snowy Escape
Game Packs
Dine Out
Dream Home Decorator
Jungle Adventure
Outdoor Retreat
Parenthood
Spa Day
Star Wars: Journey to Batuu
Strangerville
Vampires
Stuff Packs
Crystal Creations
Home chef Hustle
Laundry Day
Moschino
Kits
Castle Estate
Courtyard Oasis
Cozy Bistro
Desert Luxe
Recommended Gameplay Mods
(Please read through what each mod has to offer before deciding if it fits your gameplay style or not.)
Carl’s Dine Out Reloaded
City Vibes Lot Traits
Functional Tattoo Parlor
Functional Venue Lot Traits
Lock/Unlock Doors for Any Lot
Spawn Refresh
Use Residential Rentals shared areas as Community Lots & Create Multi-Purpose Community Lots
Build Mode
CharlyPancakes
Chalk Pt.2 (Tiles)
Felixandre
Chateau Pt. 1 (Stone Foundation)
Chateau Pt. 2 (Doors, Metal Pieces, Tiles, Walls)
Colonial Pt. 3 (Fence 2, Plaster Foundation 2, Railing 2)
Florence Pt. 1 (Fresco Mural)
Grove Pt. 4 (Plaster Column, Plaster Floor)
London Interior (Dining Chair, Stool, Walls)
Paris (Cartouche Large, Corbel, Swag)
Schwerin (Terracotta Female)
SOHO Pt. 2
SOHO Pt. 3
SOHO Pt. 4
Harrie
Brownstone Pt. 2 (Traditional Door Frame – Med, Traditional Door – Med, Traditional Window 2 - Med)
Coastal Pt. 2 (Column)
Klean Pt. 3 (Concrete Floor, Painted Walls)
Kwatei Pt. 1 (3x1 BiFold, Double Arch, Single Interior Door)
Mutske
Stairs Add-on
Lijoue
Louer Collection (Iron Fence, Railing, Stone Stairs)
Peacemaker
Bistro Expanded (Awning 1x1)
Graffiti Mural 01
Pierisim
Winter Garden Pt. 2 (Double Door High, High Window w Bottom x2)
Sooky88
Checkered Marble Floor
English Country Wall Set (Subway Tiles, Subway Tiles w Wallpaper)
Scandinavian Wall Set (Plain w Tiles)
Syboubou
Neighborly 1 (Ceiling Outdoor Light, Mailbox)
Neighborly 2 (Interphone)
Buy Mode
AroundTheSims4
Laundromat (Seating x3 – Metal Base)
Tattoo Parlor (First Aid Kits, Gloves, Ink, Ink Display, Light, Saddle Stool, Tattoo Gun)
Cepzid
Functional Tattoo Chair
Felixandre
Berlin Pt. 1 (Curtain – Tall)
SOHO Pt. 1
Harlix
Baysic (Coffee Table, container, End Table, Kitchen Cabinet, Kitchen Counter, Kitchen Island, Kitchen Sink, Kitchen Trolley, Kitchen Accent Counter 1-3, Sofa)
Jardane (Leather Pouffe)
Kichen (Cabinet, Cups, Glasses, Plant, Shelf)
Kichen 2.0 Pt. 2 (Glasses 2 & 4)
Harrie
Shop The Look 1 (Armchair, Coffee Table)
Shop The Look 2 (Ceramic Side Table)
Shop The Look 3 (Circular Cushion)
Spoons Pt. 2 (2 Tile Glass Pedastal- Short & Tall, Counters, Espresso Bar, Island, Pastry Platter, Pizza Board, Shelving)
Kiwisims4
Blockhouse Dining (Booth Seating)
KKB
The Chilling Home (Module Bar Stool)
LittlleDica
Greasy Foods (Napkins, Salt Shaker, Stalls Door, Stalls Wall, Vents, Wet Floor Sign)
Modern Kitchen Stuff (Soft Breeze)
Rise & Grind (Décor Mural 2, Décor Syrup Bottle, Décor Wall Painting Menu, Dining Tables – All, Wastebun Counter)
Max20
Happily Ever After (Sign of Attention)
NANDO
Fashion Store (Ceiling Lamp)
Pierisim
Coldbrew Coffee Shop Pt. 3 (Menu, Paper Cup, Tea Box, Tips Jar)
MCM Pt. 1 (Simstudio Display)
MCM Pt. 4 (Kitchen Island)
Ravasheen
Shake and Shimmy Dance Floor
Shop Chef (Drink Dispenser)
Severinka
Industrial Light II
Simkoos
Clutter Dump Pt. 2 (Boba Notepad, Boba Stacked Cups V1, Cafeteria Straw Dispenser)
SimspirationBuilds
Toffee Pt. 1 (Art)
Syboubou
Catherine Sushi Restaurant (Wall Shelf 1 & 3)
Contemporary Haven (Armchair, Artworks, End Table, Sofa 3P Left)
Macaron (Counter Display)
TaurusDesign
Lilith Chilling Area Pt. 1 (Bartender Kit, All Drinks, SulSul Sign)
Tuds
Cave (Panel Light 2 x 4)
IND 01
IND 03
Turn Couch
Wondymoon
Fraxinus AIO Computer (DL on Patreon)
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DO NOT CLAIM THEM AS YOUR OWN.
DO NOT PLACE BEHIND A PAYWALL.
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