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Working on something because there are worms in my brain (the rot the rot the rot the rot)
#darkzyx#undertale au#undertale fandom#utmv#nightmare sans#utmv animatic#utmv nightmare#honestly this song can be applied to both cross and night#but let’s see how far my motivation and energy gets me#CURSE YOU CHRONIC FATIGUE LET ME MAKE STUFF
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do you think dream might also have some sort of chronic pain? nightmares legs are like obviously really messed up from corruption, but like being in stone for more than 400 (or 500 I kinda forgot how long he was in stone for) years has gotta do something to your joints or bones. Probably maybe not something as painful as what nightmare goes through, but I’d expect it to be painful or discomforting nonetheless
ACTUALLY YESSSSS ANON I DO THINK DREAM IS IN CHRONIC PAIN TOO!!!
And they’re definitely joints, definitely suffers from some sorta arthritis, being frozen in place for so long can be debilitating, and allow me to say that I love to think Dream also wasn’t just able to move around like he just wasn’t frozen for 500 years when he got free
Like I absolutely love to think he barely could move at all when he first got out of his prison, he definitely was in so much pain too, and absolutely struggled to move his limbs, like I wholeheartedly believe he just lay there without moving for a while (all while his mind was on overdrive as his memories got back to him as to what the hell happened)
And well, that pain as well as stiffness, especially in his joints just stuck with him, he now also struggles a lot of the time with moving too much or working, and sometimes the pain can amp up to the point he just can’t move at all, literally would cry from the pain, he’d force himself to stay as still as possible as to not irritate his pain even more
And unlike Nightmare, who’s pain is mostly just his back and legs, Dream’s pain is in every and each joint in his body, from every vertebrae in his spine, to every finger joint in his hands
Now take that and include Dream’s archery in the mix :)
One of the biggest things about archery is that you have to have strong flexible joints to be able to use a bow without any problems, not to mention, using it excessively can cause joint stiffness/pain, so I think it’d be easy to imagine how hellish using a bow is for Dream
But Dream had to learn how to use it effectively with his disability if he wanted to survive, the reason Dream picks up archery specifically is both cause it holds sentimental value to him as he used to play archery with Nightmare, and cause he knows he needs a long range weapon when Nightmare got his tentacles, he can’t be too careless and be at close proximity to his brother when he’s trying to kill him
So even tho there’s so much in his way, Dream managed to learn how to use a bow effectively all the same
It doesn’t mean he never faces any problems when fighting with his bow, Dream has great aim, but even then he’d sometimes miss his target just cause of the pain/stiffness he has, and sometimes it irritates his joints so much that he’s just unable to keep fighting and so he just retreats
I like to think Dream never even knew how to make his pain better at all, he never knew how to treat it, so for the longest time he just lived with it, until he met Swap, and well, he finally understood that he doesn’t need to just live with it and that there are methods to treat the pain, so now he wears braces under his clothes most the time, especially his wrists, arms and knees, he sometimes uses heat/cold therapy and he’s definitely on pain medications on a daily basis
Damn this boi needs a break
#talking about chronic pain made me conscious about my own chhcchhcjc#god i need painkillers asap#*scurries away to get one*#dreamtale#dream sans#anothers art#anothers ask
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I am in love. Yeah. Killer, from @bicho-kromer 's murder time trio punk rock au, which I am absolutely fucking deranged about! I have never crushed on killer before this au, and I will never be the same. I love this au so much, like you don't even know. I love making all the skeles I like punk, cause I am and it itches that itch yk, but omg. I never thought about this, and I am this au's #1 fan now, like that is just a fact. I love the other two's designs as well, but killers was just so fun to draw, don't even get me started about how I feel about DUST WITH A BASS- OR HORROR!!! ON DRUMS!!!! ON FUCKING DRUMS!!!!!! SINGING!!!! sorry. gettin' deranged again. anyways, enjoy <3
#mtt punk rock au#mtt punk rock au fanart#mtt punk rock au killer#i am in love#so so in love#with all of them#chronically so#watch roo show up to all of their shows#someone is gonna have to DRAG her away#same girl#ugh#them#I have so many ideas about roo and the band#so so many#jesus#my brain#is filled with them#killer sans#bad sans#bad sans au#killer sans au#sans#roo art
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if killer ever went into stage 3 around horror i absolutely want horror to fuck around with him in it. killer would totally obliterate him yes. BUT horror's also smart enough to know not to fuck around (too much) and find out. i think it would be like animal control and a wild feral dog. horror would set up traps for killer to get stuck in and then he crawls out of them. he laughs when killer falls for them so easily because a normal killer wouldn't fall for them so savagely (s2 killer MIGHT purposely trigger horror's traps just to see what would happen but s3..... bro has no thoughts). it's a good time for him to test out what new traps he can try too because killer is stupidly determined enough to keep surviving even the most saw level traps horror comes up with. he could find a way to slice off killer's leg with a cool new funky trap that's basically a torture device and killer will just start chasing him on all threes
killer just has like rabies foam at his mouth and horror is actively laughing at him during all of it. there are several moments where killer almost kills him or fatally wounds him but horror's smart enough to use his limited magic to teleport away in time before killer ends up gouging out his stolen eye. he just finds it so funny because normally killer is a lot smarter than this. killer always has that empty look on his face and is precise and always speaks with that stuck up tone and like he always knows what he's doing and what's going on and now the only thing that killer can say is a bunch of rusyxushabdhshhgggherrrrrggrrrrrr like a dumb dumb little dog. and horror absolutely finds it hilarious as he watches killer climb out of the 30th spike trap he's set. dude is absolutely covered in blood but bro is just dead set on killing horror in s3. horror just finds his fall from grace so PATHETICALLY HILARIOUS!!! and then he falls for another trap where he gets stuck in a net and horror laughs at him all over again and it's just a never ending loop until killer calms down enough to go back to stage 2.
it's a surprisingly good way of dealing with killer's 3rd stage is what dust would say if he didn't watch horror almost get torn apart by killer several times before that and now he has to deal with killer's bleeding from like 40 different wounds
#let horror be a sadistic little shit i decree#i think horror would laugh at killer and dust a lot. theyre just funny to him#when dust has a breakdown he laughs at him. whenever dust brings up phantom papyrus he laughs at him#whenever killer changes stages it's so funny to horror. when he's totally zoned out and operating like a robot horror is like a laugh track#he would CACKLE at all the angst and issues that dust and killer have i say#and then get upset when he has chronic pains and killer just gives him a blank smile. but its ok because dust reluctantly helps him during#predator and prey except the prey is 80x stronger than the predator and all the predator has is his brain#we should give some of the animosity that people give kist to horrorkiller. it would make a lot more sense#while killer and dust would avoid each other horror is too much of an asshole not to make some snarky remarks even if killer avoids him#they just have a lot more hate towards each other i say. i love horrorkiller i say#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#bad sans gang#bad sanses#nightmare's gang#utmv#sans au#tricule rant
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Yk what fuck you,
sans undertale is not lazy, he has chronic migraines and cronic fatigue so bad he can't do anything but nap. He stopped working as a scientist for Asgore because he couldn't do it. At home he can regulate everything and research in a way that works for him when the world doesn't hurt. He likes grillbys because it has warm lights but not too bright ones and grillby and everyone is always quiet but he has other people who support him there. He doesn't do anything because doing anything hurts. In genocide he only fights you because you're ending the fucking world and he's the last chance, he fights you while everything constantly hurts and is getting worse by the second. He dodges even if it would be easier for him not to because he's the last fucking chance and he knows it. And when he can finally take a break when he does his special attack he fucks up cause the fatigue is killing him.
And papyrus always tries to make him do something because he's a good brother and doesn't want sans to fall into depression and so he makes him do something but he doesn't want to bother him too much so when sans naps he naps and my head hurts like hell.
#rat'olol#veo's rambles#Get mr out of this misery#But if no one can#But if no one can ill bring sans down with me#Sans#Chronic pain#Help#Im projecting#Idc#rat'written#Just cause it's a goof idea#Ut#Utmv
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im currently in massive amounts of pain so now im projecting onto Nightmare:
disabled Nightmare. put him in a wheelchair, crutches, whatever
cause like in Dreamtale when the apple incident happened the tentacles like ripped themselves out of his back. he has to have some type of chronic back pain
like the first 500 years or so, he was fine, but then his henchmen(killer) were like “no fuck that ur in pain” and its just the gradual progression of cane to crutches to a wheelchair
and Nm (though he knows that it helps and he likes that theres less pain) ngl kinda hates using his mobility aids, because he doesn’t want to seem weak.
or for those who enjoy Nightmare being in his passive form, just make him unable to walk. like the tentacles kept his spine form completely getting destroyed, but without them Nm is wheelchair bound cause the magic flowing to his legs is all fucked up
#tee hee#nightmare sans#passive nightmare sans#my headcanons#disability#chronic pain#projecting#im in pain so now im projecting it onto my little goober#utmv#killer sans#wheelchair#crutches#cane user
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having a flare up, of course im gonna draw chronic pain haver sans
#both of the skelebros have chronic pain methinks#also my sans has pots#yes i am projecting#they are very special to me#undertale#papyrus#sans undertale#chronic pain#chronic illness#my art
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imagine Killer being both really touch starved and extremely touch averse especially if he has bad germaphobia.
Everytime Killer feels the brush of someone bones against his own it burns it reminds him of the story of Icarus flying too close to the sky his was wings burn and he drowns in the cold water below. Killer isn't sure if he would rather be burned or drown in the empty cold feeling. Going back and forth to wanting any form of touch and then immediately hating it and wanting them to stop. Its more then just that. He hasn't been touched by someone in so long that every touch feels like too much, it makes him feel vulnerable and weak, along with feelings of extreme disgust and even fear.
Also little extra blurb about Killer with germaphobia as someone who's a major germaphobe it can become more or less intense depending on emotions especially things like anxiety the more anxious I am the more germaphobic I get. Often having to repeat reassuring mantra to lower the anxiety of germs. I imagine it could go anywhere from freely touching things unless especially gross from being Unwilling to touch anything without a feeling if dudgust or fear abd feeling the need to wash anything that touched what was perched as germs which for me can be things like a house key, tables, door knobs, etc I really want some nice gloves to protect my hands cause I keep overwashing them.
Also Killer gives strong ocd vibes or im just projecting and germaphobia is common in those with ocd. I feel like his training and life with Chara would have him develop ocd. He wants things done a certain way or feels like something bad will happen or its just the obviously correct way to be done. Can also see him doing little rituals that he feels increases his luck or things that have to be done to not be cursed with bad luck. Turning the door knob to his room at least three times to ensure its locked, never walking on the opposite side of a pole as someone else, avoiding the first or last step, etc. (These are all things I do lol)
~Musical Anon
Stares at my Stage 4 Killer with OCPD adaptations headcanon. (Definitely not the same as OCD, but the need for order, control, things have to happen like this, you have to follow the rules and the routines, I have to be perfect to be safe/loved/accepted.
When in St4 the rules are the agreements of the Deal and the outlines of the Directive, but the traits would likely show up in other Stages such as 2.
The intense fear of something bad happening if it isn’t done or a rule isn’t followed is moreso from trauma and conditioning and likely indoctrination, although I can definitely see him having some type of compulsions and rituals alleviate fear/anxiety, ones tied to survival and the fear of failure perhaps—such as, in the context of my little directive headcanons—drawing little upside down hearts somewhere whenever subconsciously anxious or fearful (although 2 would deny feeling absolutely anything) or as a mindless automatic habit or whenever prevented from killing a target as if to appease some unseen watching force.
And in lower Stages, doing this absentmindedly when stressed or scared—such as whenever awaiting a punishment for failing a mission in some way (especially if he either accidentally slipped up and killed someone or was trigged into Stage 4, or simply to handle the dissonance of not killing a target) mindlessly drawing little upside down hearts on his arms with his fingers or in the air and not really understanding why. )
I can also see him absently checking and rechecking everything (such as rather obsessively checking up on the gang and that they’re still alive and attended to, not because he really cares too much about the outcome, but because the actions give him a sense of control and makes sure he’s adhering to his duties as Nightmares right hand), and probably forming rituals around the steps of caring for his weapons and tools, and arranging them in certain ways because it feels more familiar that way and he does it almost automatically now.
#howlsasks#musical anon#cw conditioning#cw compulsions#cw ocd#stage 4!killer#stage 2!killer#killer sans#utmv#sans au#sans aus#killer!sans#killertale sans#something new sans#something new au#undertale something new#killertale#cw trauma#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmares gang#nightmare’s gang#undertalesomethingnew#undertale au#undertale aus#subconsciously drawn to heart imagery could be another reason why he’s so fascinated w/ souls in this lil hc#cw germaphobia#interesting contrast between his chronic boredom & need to remain unpredictable & also his want for something new but yet he still does#repetitive things automatically#utmv headcanons
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Ah. Dust your voice is different now huh? To us it just looks like it's in italics where it wasn't before...what does it sound like? More echoey? Quieter? Do you have to use more magic to talk?
Dust: i took the ability to subconsciously speak, eat, and hear for granted. it takes effort now. everything sounds muffled. eating is a slow and embarrassing task that i need help with now. i've been told that my voice sound softer, almost echo-ey. Killer says it sounds like I'm in pain 24/7. they're not wrong. i didn't have a sense of smell in the first place, so no loss there. i can still see perfectly fine for some reason i refuse to question, so, yay there too Cr: Dust's shirt: i lured him to death with a can of baked beans
#dust sans#old injury#disability#disabled character#death#murder#<- those two tags are for his shirt#chronic pain#food mention#hard of hearing#<- tags mostly so people can filter them out as needed#Dust opening a door because he's looking for Horror rip#queue
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#chronically couchbound#resources#info#disability#disabled#disabled pride#disability pride#fonts#web accessibility#dyslexic#dyslexic friendly font#comic sans#low vision#blindness#blind#adhd#actually ADHD#neurodiverse#hyperlexic font#neurodivergent#autistic#autism#dyslexia#free fonts#accessibility#accomodation#accommodating disability#adaptive technology#assistive technology#assistive devices
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Those who do negative to the area of operations.
#winning the battles of cancer and crohn's disease.#@san diego#winning#Karen and her chronic loud kids.
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Shoutout to the time i tried drawing my headcanons of various physical disabilities the Nightmare gang have but lost motivation so you can have my headcanon for Killer cause he’s the only one i actually semi-finished
#killer has chronic pain just like me fr#anothers art#something new#killer sans#killer!sans#utmv killer sans#killer#something new au
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does roo have a type? asking for a friend
no. Red by me :) Bass by me :) Tac by @didderd Cedar by @fruitsnackart Bud by @scrambledmeggys
#its a chronic condition really#someone save her#someone save ME#LMAO#thank you for your ask#I love talking about my silly little guys#send more asks about them#roo art#red#bass#fell sans#horrorfell sans#tourretes sans#tac sans#cedar sans#bud sans#so many fell sanses#how could you chose just one#tehe#sans x oc#roo asks
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This is Shouko Komi from Komi can't communicate!
Komi has a communication disorder and is nonspeaking. She is also an AAC user, primarily using a notepad and pencil to communicate. While it is not canon, many people see her as having autism in addition to her communication disorder.
Negative stereotypes? While some take issue with the fact that her classmates see her as "above them" and treat her like a god-like figure, others love a positive representation of communication disorders and appreciate that she is not harassed/hated by her peers.
#mental health#disablity#actually disabled#mental health advocate#disability pride#chronically disabled#aac user#social anxiety#disability#komi can't communicate#komi san wa komyushou desu#komi shouko#komi san can't communicate#komi san has a communication disorder#komi san wa communication shougai desu.#komi san anime#non speaking#nonspeaking
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HEADCANON TIMEEEE
You cannot look at my boy Geno and tell me that he doesn’t have some type of chronic fatigue and pain. Like imagine being half dead, half alive, for ETERNITY.
Plus the fact that his bones are mangled, and he only has a fraction of a soul? Bro is definitely in a constant state of fatigue and pain. (Another reason why I kin him, being that I have chronic fatigue)
So I drew him using a mobility aid! 🫶I think that he really only uses his cane when it’s one of those days where the fatigue/pain causes him to be a little weaker than normal.
#geno sans#sans au#sans undertale#undertale#headcanon#disability#chronic fatigue#disability awareness#I love my headcanons that are based off my own struggles
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Talk about Nightmare! Everything and anything you want to talk or say about him! Do it!
ACK!! Omg thank you!!! uauuaua!!!!!
HEADCANONS
He's autistic
He's transmasc
He's pan
He has CFS, CWP, POTS, and arthritis
He's afraid of cats!! Not super afraid but decently!
He can only drink coffee if it is 90% milk and sugar!
His favorite season is summer!
He's afraid of water!
He never figured out how to talk to people so he stands in the corner and makes bad puns at them until they go away!!!
HE HAS A PET TURTLE!!!!
SHIPS
Inkmare!!
He and Ink would date in secret for a month or two before a peace treaty would be signed and allow them to be seen in public. They'd meet up in a Fluffytale variant or somewhere similar, never a main universe. Nightmare would use his shapeshifting abilities to disguise himself!!
Deathmare
I just love this ship it's so soft!! So soft and fluffy!!! Auauuugh!! All I know is they're cute!
All of this strays so far from canon but oh well, ehhe. Nightmare definitely has cat ear gaming headphones. He probably has a Minecraft server with the rest of the gang and all he does is build manual farms and sort storage systems.
I like the idea of him collecting little trinkets!! And having them all on a shelf in his room! And he'll call meetings just to be like "This. Is a cool rock from the courtyard. I will show it around. You are not allowed to touch it."
HIS FAVORITE COLOR WOULD BE NAVY BLUE!!
Okay I think that's all! ^^ thank you!!!!!
#nightmare sans#utmv#headcanons#inkmare#deathmare#ink sans#reapermare#reaper sans#not art#whoo!!#thank you so much for asking nullneo!!#he's my favorite :)#a lot of things on this list are projection but not all of them!#i don't have any chronic illnesses and I don't have a pet turtle and my favorite color's yellow and i'm not afraid of cats or water but yk!#YIPPEEEEEEE!!!!!!
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