#chills!!! my skin is crawling
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posting on tumblr: easy no problem a child could do this
posting on reddit: please don’t be mad at me i need video game advice please
#they can sense weakness!#i get scared#only a few subreddits don’t scare me#but the bigger ones?#chills!!! my skin is crawling#reddit#help me in my online mobile gacha game PLEASE DONT YELL
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Very quick Mastermind Kaito because there's something about him that's always on my mind..
#kaito momota#drv3#danganronpa v3#danganronpa#ndrv3#pluto creations#There's just something so chilling about enthusiastic + passionate + quick to anger kaito#being so coolly manipulative and cruel#Its something that I thought about a lot during trial 5#Drawing Kaito with Kokichi's more fucked up mannerisms just made my skin crawl. Its such a fun concept#thrills chills queues
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textures, emotions, sounds and lighting. the 4 great bothers
#why cant everything get off of MEEEEEUHHHH#god my skin is crawling idek why i should be so chill rn#nothing is attacking or stressing me besides the usual mental illness grief etc so what is wrong with me
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i was never scared or violently physically opposed to the mere thought of going to school tomorrow, but this changes today as the school where i have my 4 weeks practicum is the most horrible fucking desolate piece of shit school i’ve ever fucking set foot into omg
#it’s dark and gloomy and cold and loud and my mentor doesn’t fucking care that it’s like 100 dezibel in the room like#my skin crawls just sitting in the back of the room and doing *nothing* bc i neither have to listen nor teach yet but GOD do i wanna#commit several crimes against myself just thinking about going back there tomorrow or every day for the next 3.5 weeks#this has nothing to do with anything but man. it’s so terrible. had i not know before this placement that i never wanna be a teacher???#this school would have settled the deal rather permanently i violently hate everything about it#and i’m usually a relatively chill and stoic and pragmatic person but man
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Wanted to see how quickly I could scratch down a passble brain horse.
#I like doing these rough ones when i'm feeling antsy and frustrated for whatever reason#they work well for distracting from the feeling of wanting to crawl out of your own skin#also forcing myself to post some bad art so hopefully my brain will chill out with the high standards for a bit#sorry about the wobble#i had my phone stuffed down my shirt
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the innuendos in this video would have given 2015 me a heart attack they need to go back in the closet /j
like if i heard the word rimming 1 more time i was gonna delete my blog tbh
#bethanie answers#i actually hate that word and idea#like im pretty chill about sex but for some reason that really makes my asexual skin crawl
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Gender is so weird bc why do I have an innate urge to look like every single conventionally attractive celebrity man but I guess I’m like…fine??? With not being a boy??
Like I have a list of fictional and real men with counters for how many times I’ve thought about wanting to be them but being a lesbian is cool?? Maybe??
#pls help im so confused#i sincerely hope this is relatable#what is gender#he/him is really chill ngl but I like women as a woman??#but thinking of myself as a quote unquote woman makes me want to crawl out of my skin#my gender is something off in the abyss and I can only hope to find it one day#cosmic hide and seek but with my own identity :/#trans#gender#lgbtq#queer
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I was very brave today (<- has a really bad bug phobia and a bug got into their room but they got rid of it all by themself)
#ramblings#it was just a housefly but it kept flying and buzzing around and that set the phobia off#i'm usually ok with small bugs like that but buzzing gets me feeling chills and triggers that feeling of bugs crawling on my skin#i can't stand it but nobody else was home so i had to get it out myself#and i did. the evil has be defeated
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a/b/o is a hot, slash-enabling romance trope TO YOU. to me, it's dystopian body horror.
#truly the worst thing to ever exist. i'm trying so hard to be chill about it but even after all this time it still gets to me. sigh.#i'm not saying it should be banned or ppl who like it are evil or anything! i've tried to enjoy it as romance AND as horror but#it's just too disturbing. it's just pure nightmare fuel.#like it could be bearable to me (not that it matters lol) if it stayed firmly within the fanfic sphere. but it's leaking out so badly#and it's like i can't escape it lol. it's escaping the recesses of fanfic websites and (even more than it always has been) becoming#material for cis people lacking awareness of and sensitivity towards trans ppl and issues to spice up a m/m story#and that's actually maddening lol#i remember considering ranting about it to my therapist for a hot minute back in the day#but ultimately the last thing i want is to spread it further or to be made to talk about it haha#even posting about it now is making my skin crawl. but i figure that anyone on this website is already acquainted with it :}#this will probably be severely regretted and deleted eventually though#about me#mine#cw omegaverse#cw tag essay
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ive been so bad at texting the last vestiges of jaskier are leaving and i have no fucking energy for people or anything
#bloodletting#idk nothing to talk about. and i cant really sit in silence like some of us can 90% of the time#im so chill (has ants crawling under my skin any time im not fully distracted)#this new job is still kicking our fucking ass too but at least theres more recovery time#i figure in another month or so we will have a routine of sorts down and energy reserves
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i need to stop peeling the skins off my fingers out of anxiety not because they bleed and hurt when i wash the dishes but because the fucking ants in my room are feasting on them and now i have a colony of ants just roaming my walls or something just waiting for me to peel my skin and provide them nourishment
#dermatillomania#like it's hard enough having to compulsively(?) peel my skin off my fingers#but now my computer setup just has ants all over it because i peel my skin onto my huge mouse pad#so i cant got a few minutes of chilling on my table without an ant just crawling on me#ugh
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kny x earth to echo au. my most self indulgent piece yet
#kny au#earth to echo au#loserboy giyuu posting#i made a little thing for it way back but never posted i think? i mightve posted the video i made it into#it was just the shot of giyuu walking towards a lone rock on a cliff that had 'sabito' carved into it & a framed pic of the two of them#leaned against the side of it. i think i edited out the smouldering object(makomo) for the post so it was a general modern au#still had my likes on shuffle and Alien(uss) played and it scratched my brain just right to get me thinkin abt it again#premise of the au is when they were kids they were fucking around near the cliff like they usually did but it was slick from the recent rai#and sabito slid off the edge into the rocky current below and giyuu screamed. they never found his body and closed off the area above#the cliff w a chainlink fence that has warnings posted all along it- every year on sabito's birthday he hops it & chills by his empty grave#tsutako dies in a car crash and giyus all alone. hes contemplating offing himself- following after sabito that year when he visits his grav#but he finds it *smouldering* and finds a beaten up chunk of metal- and people approaching w flashlights. he bolts for the woods and takes#it home w him where he discovers its Alive but severely injured- and also that it has tech *far* beyond what they have#easter egg & pirate map shenanigans ensue- sanemi & genya only surviving shinazugawas get roped into it- they have a blast!#blasts and shots fired at them from the very angry government officals chasing them down to find the threat from space.#im an. ALIEN! CRAWLING UNDER HUMAN~SKIN#LET GO! OF EVERYTHING YOU THINK~YOU KNOW.#HANG TIGHT#PERMISSION TO ABORT: DENIED.#PURE HEART#YOURE EVERYTHING YOU THINK~YOU AREN'T#ALIEN! CRAWLING UNDER HUMAN~SKIN. ALIEN! CRAWLING UNDER HUMAN~SKIN. ALIEN! CRAWLING UNDER HUMAN~SKIN.#ough this song so good#its made me think of a few scenes like giyuu dumpster diving & sanemi thinking hes homeless being their first interaction#sanemi snatching him from sight when he sees uniformed people & taking giyuu to hide and figure shit out as his place w genya#the three of them skidding around corners w ppl hot on their trail#them casually eating at a fast food place & starting to warm up to eachother (makomo talking thru the phone & learning more abt humans)#giyuu wildly driving away from shots w sanemi shooting back out the window- genya holding on for dear life & makomo dismantling their cars#some scene of sanemi being injured real bad- giyuu kissing him & telling him hes not allowed to leave them like that#o u g h
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so i finished giri/haji.... the first half was amazing, the second half i liked less 😔 but still, i enjoyed it a lot!!!
#the dance scene in the last ep gave me chills!!! @ whoever came up with this i am kissing you#unfortunately... not to be me but.... the romance part was so fucking horrible it made my skin crawl I HATED IT SO MUCH AAAAAA#honestly for me there was NO chemistry at all and sarah should get an award for being the blandest character ever 😭#no bc most of the time i just ignore romance or i'm slightly annoyed but here?? i hated it SO much... maybe bc of cheating idk#also rodney :( my boy deserved soo much better. it sucked that he was sidelined in the 2nd half :/ he carried this show!!!#if i focus on familial relationships and gang parts... it was a v good show <3#k.txt
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Hope you sometimes write words that are a personal love letter to yourself too sometimes. personally. 💙
🥺🥹🤍 first of all, i'm– i'm kissing your hands very gently.
i think all the fics happening during the void hours of 2am-5am, where either steve or eddie become my neurodivergent projection space and i make them nonverbal, make them lie on the floor, make them find joy in words, make them work through insomnia together...
i think those count as words that are a personal love letter to myself, sometimes. sometimes the existence and persistence of art is a love letter in itself. i write, therefore i love. or something.
thank you for loving, dear 🤍
#dio talks#sweet sweet ask 🥺#seriously when I got this ask I smiled at my screen for like 10 minutes absolutely not knowing what to do with this kindness#actually my skin is crawling with these words because too much too much. but I'm saying them. unafraid#i also saw your tags earlier calling me a good writer or something and I've not been okay since. bless. I hope you have the most wonderful#day or night or timezone in general. actually please have a nice week we are manifesting now. personally#i ramble I ramble I may have written 3k words of time travel angst today things are getting out of hand but we chill we chill
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Me when I see a pickup truck and unconsciously go “ugh, it’s one of these assholes again” and my mom is like “NO! NO YOU’VE LEARNED MY BIAS! STOP THAT!”
And then the pickup truck cuts us off for no reason and we’re both like “ew, average pickup truck moment.” In unison.
It hurts me but it’s us allying against the true enemy: pickup drivers in the northern United States.
recognising your parent's mannerisms in yourself and physically feeling psychic damage occur
#i am so like my parents in so many ways it makes my skin crawl#pickup truck#pickup truck drivers need to CHILL bro#like calm DOWN Macho Man we’re all gonna get stuck in the same red light
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my roommate said they just killed a WOLF! SPIDER! in our apartment im gonna cryyyyyyyyy literally i would rather they tell me they found a fucking black widow or brown recluse like. not the fucking wolf spider. like please why god why did you put wolf spiders in my house
#idk why my arachnophobia is so bad for wolf spiders specifically#i dont love any spiders but i at least let house spiders just chill usually if they're nonobtrusive#and venomous spiders dont wig me out i just would probably kill them if i saw them bc of my pets#but wolf spiders? i am terrified. my skin is crawling. i won't put my feet on the floor rn bc im afraid theres one under the couch#i keep twitching i cant relax idk how im gonna sleep tonight
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