#childhood rp

[rainbeausobsessions]

I suddenly got an old character running around in my head, so now y'all have to hear about it.

So way back in the day when I was, like, 13-14, I had a character for this online forum rp by the name of Eleanor. She was a kemonomimi - human with animal ears/tail - specifically with a raccoon ears and tail set. At the time pretty much all of my characters had a pretty standard tragic backstory and would be all brooding and quiet because of it or some shit, but I realized that if she was quiet and untrusting then I wouldn't talk to anyone in the rp. So I gave her a cheerful and peppy personality to go with that tragic backstory and did not think anything threw. I also intentionally made her very ignorant of, well, everything, because I figured she could be a bit of a comic relief type character.

Whoo boy was she a mess. First off most of the active rp-ers didn't find her funny, she was annoying (frankly I don't blame them). She totally didn't have a family guys (except she did she just had amnesia, I know so original). She couldn't read and anything more complicated than a spoon came up in conversation she'd be asking incessant questions about it. And yet SOMEHOW this mess of an OC became "co-leader" of a massive crime syndicate in the rp lore. After talking to the mods at the time, they directly told me it was because of how active I was, but as a character she did not belong there xD . Didn't help that I had her join the crime syndicate when she was a fucking cinnamon roll.

(If any of y'all recognize this messy bitch, I'm sorry and I hope you're doing well xD )

Jump forward to my college years, I think around 19, and I briefly decide to revive her again as a character named El for a short story for this small writing club I was in. Except the only things El and Eleanor had in common were that neither of them had any real prospects and both of them joined a crime syndicate. El had biological parents who weren't involved and a half brother working in this super controlling government; El was quiet and reserved and smoked and slow to trust, and even their looks were different. I think the crime syndicate in my short story was helping people flee the country cuz apparently that meant better business for them in the long run, idk.

Of course now I'm thinking about it again (31) and I'm thinking about revamping her again (for what reason idk), and making her more true to her original concept but in a way that makes sense. Bright and bubbly, but still keeps a wall between herself and others. Instead of giving her a family she doesn't know, give her a small found family of fellow street urchins. Make her a sneak and a bit of a shit and ferociously loyal to those who've managed to earn her trust. And keep the raccoon features - it's a bit on the nose but it's fun. I'm calling this version Ellie.

Of course now I'm also thinking about Eleanor (OG) and I'm thinking about what if she was put in a position of power because she was regarded as incompetent and easy to manipulate? That could be interesting to explore (bwahahahaha).

Idk, Eleanor was fun but if I do anything with her it'll just be to occasionally poke that beast. El is a dime a dozen for me (and clearly just an outlet for my depression and parental issues), so she'll probably not get much use anytime soon. Ellie seems to have some rp and short story potential, so that could be fun.

[debetun]

[babyfarther]

うん i fell in l੦ve c੦me kiss me wake me up

࿔ ͏ ͏ .  ﾟ* 𓈒 𓈒 ❀

₊ ˚ ✩ ｡˚ ˚

˚ ₊ ·̩͙. ᘏ▸◂ᘏ .·̩͙ ₊ ✩ ｡

˚ ✩ ꒰ ɞ̴̶̷ ·̮ ɞ̴̶̷ ꒱ ｡ ˚

₊˚｡ *ଘ_(")(") ₊ ˚ ✩

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⠀ ˳ ･ׅ ⠀⠀ ♪♬あなただけ🐛 ⠀ ˳ ⠀ ൦ ｡

◌ 𓈒 ꒪⠀ ੦nly y੦o੦ou can wake me up

[es-carabajo]

˳.⠀✿⠀⠀april/2007 ⠀º𓈒 ♬

y੦ sé que quererte es un pecad੦ per੦

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ♡*:. ꒰͡𞋴i𞋅͡꒱ .:*♡

n੦o pued੦ dejarte ni un segund੦ diabl੦

[9h05t-f4c3]

when the aphmau phase comes back and now you’re binge watching minecraft diaries for the fourth time

[zeb-z]

I’ve made a billion fucking drafts and can’t find the words to talk about cellbit and bagi from today. how the fuck do you explain the intricacies between a brother who has lived a life that has sharpened him to cut what he touches, and a sister who had to live with his absence? a man who has to see the childhood he never got to have whenever he looks at the woman he now knows is his twin? said twin who cannot understand why her brother would be anything but glad they are reunited? how do you get across that tangled mess of emotions cellbit had to get him to burn his old pet worm? the paradox of longing for what could have been while desperate to get rid of any reminder, with a healthy dose of paranoia that anything could be a federation bug. or the pure devotion bagi has to decide to stick with her brother even though he is not close to the same as he was when he went missing? the unfairness of it all, of cellbit being taken and made into a killer before he turned 14, of bagi looking for him at the detriment of her own safety and self, of ripped up childhoods and everything that could have been? the fact that the first thing cellbit asks is what he could have done to deserve it? the disgust he holds for himself for what he’s done, and the anger he has for the federation that’s taken everything from him, and the resentment he has towards bagi no matter how unfair it is because she never had to go through what he did? how after bagi swore to help him burn the federation down, cellbit went to bad instead, because bad was there and fought alongside him, and he trusts bad because he’s seen him at his worst, and all he feels like doing is his worst right now? the two of them so similar still because they’re consumed by their need for revenge, while bagi just wants to leave the island? how the fuck can you summarize all this and the emotions that accompany it?

[dazai-mackerel]

i’m immune to the ‘1, 2, 3’ thing that parents do cus like- what’s the worst they could do? hit me? been there- done that.

[crownmemes]

Send 🧸 to interact with my muse as a child!

(Remember to specify character and/or verse if relevant)

[slimeysodaa]

okay so you know how in the books, when Pitch wasn’t Pitch and was Kozmotis, how he had a wife named Lady Pitchiner (i heard from sources that Joyce said her name was Jane which if true is adorable) but she wasn’t descripted and no pictures of her were made either (that i could find in the books or joyce’s twitter and also don’t say “mother nature” bc that’s literally pitch’s daughter)

i took it upon myself to make her a design, i think she’s incredibly gorgeous but thats NOT WHAT THIS IMAGE IS ABOUT, i just needed to give context

when i sat back and looked at Pitch and Lady Pitchiner together, i got massive “ponyo’s mom and dad” vibes and i just had to draw them as Fujimoto and Granmamare from Ponyo. and aren’t they just the cutest?? (and yes i drew PITCH, not Koz, mainly bc i like the concept of pitch falling in love with her all over again as a different person)

[atealiers]

m.h.w — yuki, age thirteen

[debetun]

bios by debetun

𝄞 𓏼 日記のス♡トローク⠀♪⠀ʕ´ ᩙᩙ ` ʔ

♡ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ֹ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀☁️

⠀⠀⠀ ♩ ⠀⠀⠀ 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀ㅤㅤ

𝐧͟𝐲͟𝐦͟𝐩͟𝐡 ⠀♪⠀ ♡ ♡⠀~⠀🫖

[astro-biologist]

if this post gets 100 notes i will reread the entirety of the warrior cats series and liveblog my reactions

[babyfarther]

𝅘𝅥𝅮♪

it's my big secret

来続ける◌ 𓈒 ꒪

SLOW ✿ LIKE ✿ HONEY

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͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ï෧

Heavy With Mo੦d

[nrcbookclub]

*albino snek on a skateboard rolls on by, the snek even has on a tiny helmet, there is no explanation beyond Mystery's sick mind taking over decision making*

- 🦊

Oh..! Hello… little snake…!

*alexander reaches out to touch the snake before freya stops him*

No! Dont you know that snakes are dangerous! Dummy!

Hmph! Well im sorry prissy but it doesnt look dangerous!

Children… please….

*bickering children noises*

(Ooc: fun fact this is what happened throughout their first year and part of their second, rivals to lovers baby)

[dohawee]