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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
#warm up#this isn't good#writeblr#this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3#but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker#and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS#the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!?#..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much.#on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt#and medical debt#i will put that first little bit of cash#into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments)#i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option#but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver#oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs
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WHY IS EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF ART IVE EVER DONE ON PINTEREST AND WHY DOES PINTEREST KEEP RECOMMENDING ME MY OWN ART
#I KEEP THINKING IVE SEEN THE LAST OF IT THEN BAM#i mean on one hand its a great confidence boost knowing even ones i thought were a bit shit were good enough to get reposted#on the other hand CAN NOBODY READ THE 'PLEASE DONT REPOST MY ART'#talk is cheap#ITS EVERYWHERE#IM LIKE A DISEASE ON PINTEREST
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no talk me i angy cant stop thinking about my girlfriend who's been kidnapped by a crazy powerful ancient magician
#art#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille#dunmeshi spoilers#dunmeshi fanart#marcille fanart#falin x marcille#marcille dunmeshi#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#queer art#clip studio paint#my art#hmmmm this took me about an hour i think#maybe a lil more#thats fast for me#still thinking abt how to open commissions in a way taht works for me#technically i have doodle coms open but i only advertised them on tumblr and i think the price is a bit low#sorry i mean tiktok#anyway ill delete that post and make an official ad#im thinking 30 for lineart#50 for color#that way ppl will be more likely to order#and i wont feel too pressured to spend hours or days on each one#but also its not too cheap#i gotta make money!!!#i gotta make about $900 in the next 3 months
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RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.
#I fucking loved this episode but also FUCK- OH UH DON'T READ MY TAGS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET CAUSE UH SPOILERS LOL#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror#dndads spoilers#dndads s3 ep 5#tony collette#ebenezer white#[breathes]#TONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#choosing to believe there's a chance they save him#I REALLY hope they save him#please these tags were gonna be me rambling about how I'm so ready for him to accidentally become an actual spy#and how Ebenezer is just one more person I need him to have homoerotic tension with#BUT NOW WHAT#Anyways poor Will but also not poor Will cause it was REALLY funny how much everyone was screwing with him this episode zkbfeskgzl#stupidly it was the moth bit that got me the most and particularly Matt describing its journey lmao#Somehow- like I knew the Trudy stuff was gonna be dark but somehow it was even darker than I imagined like fuuuuuck#Also sounds like the people who theorized there'd been an og human Trudy were *probably* right?#Heh. But was it a normal death or was she *murdered* dun dun dun#*Very* excited for Kelsey's boxing match#Francis UH OH GOD??#the two scoops line was perfect though#what else what else... No I'm just caught on that ending now god DAMN it I don't care if they pull some cheap shit to save him#oh actually I know exactly what I want out of this but I'll make a separate post about that one sec lol#undescribed
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wanted to draw but had no ideas so take a silly little scribble :)
#digital#sillies#I was also trying to emulate the jjk shading style a bit here just for funsies#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#this is itafushi in my heart but tagging it as such feels cheap
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Mom and Dad's divorce. Neither of them wanted us.
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Cardinal rule of talking to kids: if you tell them that it’s not their fault, they will think it is their fault anyways.
The twins' official lore for this AU.
Mabel and Dipper became legal "orphans" at a young age due to their parent's divorce; neither party being willing to take custody of the twins. The mother didn't want the responsibility of having children and a family anymore, and the father claimed being financially unprepared to take care of two kids.
They stayed with their only living grandparent, Sherman Pines, for a few months before he died.
Since there were no close friends or relatives who were available to take care of the two at the time, the twins were left under the jurisdiction of foster care. However eventually, after much manipulation and bribing, they were adopted by a distant "business man" who ran a big organization in a town in New Mexico: Andrew Alcatraz.
#tweaked their lore a bit so now it's a little more linear#yeah i had to kill off Shermie#I'm so sorry to any Shermie fans- I had to :( he literally would have made things so much more unnecessarily complicated had he stayed aliv#i love how i killed him off and then when I was deciding Mabel and Dipper's lore I was like:#I can't just say “their parents are dead” that would be cheap and shallow#they deserve an in depth lore that would be disgustingly angsty to read.#the duality....#anyways- i am very very sick rn so Im a little delirious#accept this art#my art#gravity falls#gravity falls au#town kook ford au#hey would you believe me if this au was initially just supposed to be about how Ford and Fidds switched places#the AU..... it has gained DEPTH#tw divorce#<- dunno if I have to tag that but it be there#mabel pines#dipper pines#mabel and dipper#mabel and dipper's parents#the divorce Fucks Up their future relationship with Stan btw. not by a lot- but the hurt still lingers#the children are insecure with abandonment issues~~#if you cant tell the hand on the laft is Mabel's and the hand on the right is Dip Dop's
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hi! hope you’re having a good day/night. wondering if you had any tip for achieving phosphorescence/fluorescence with colored pencils? i’ve been getting back into drawing after a long art block and wanted to draw some glow in the dark toys but i’ve been struggling to give a good actual green glow on a dark background. thought i’d ask since you’re incredible with colored pencil!
oh prismacolor neon colored pencils are perfect for this, they only have 3 colors (orange, yellow, and pink) but i think this is the closest thing to what ur describing that ive used in my own art
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some of these are more subdued than others, i blend the neon color and a regular color (the neon pencils also have harder lead so are good for blending with) it creates this really nice underglow that i cant achieve with the regular colors. the more subtle ones have less of the neon color blended in and the brighter ones have more. the neon colors are really bright and vibrant it surprised me the first time i used one. my scanner does not pick up neon colors tho (idk if all scanners are like that) so I have to photograph the art instead whenever i use neon colors
im sure other brands have neon colors u can do this with (and other mediums too) this is just what i do
#the neon green in the second to last one is just a regular light blue color mixed with neon yellow#they dont actually have a neon green color#prismacolor electric blue is the closest color they have to a neon blue but its not really neon#mixing neon colors with regular colors is awesome i def reccomend trying it#you can use it in art you wouldnt expect to have neon colors you just blend a little in to give it a slight glow#it doesnt read to your eyes like neon it just has an effect where it looks a bit unreal and dreamy almost#it feels a bit like cheating lmao it can enhance a drawing so much so easily its kinda magic#ive tried it with paint before but it was kinda cheap so wasnt the best result but still cool#ill likely buy some better quality neon paint to try this in paintings more#art help
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i miss the desaturated high contrast colour palette of supernatural seasons 1 and 2 i miss the desaturated high contrast colour palette of supernatural seasons 1 and 2 i miss the desaturated high contrast colour palette of supernatural seasons 1 and 2 i miss the desaturated high contrast colour palette of supernatural seasons 1 and 2
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#AAAAAAAHHHHHH THE VIBES WERE SO UNMATCHABLY PERFECT AND GORGEOUS I CAN’T ITS NEVER FELT THE SAME#3-5 have the same VIBE if not the same filter and then 6 pretty much still looks nice#but 7 onwards RRAAAAHGGH it’s so SATURATED and BORING and SANITISED and CHEAP LOOKING#so mad about itttttt it happened with lucifer as well and it pisses me right off#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#castiel#they do it again if a bit more intensely for the s8 purgatory scenes as well#which just makes me crazy like AAAAH PLEASE do it for everything GUUYYYYSSS 😖😖😖
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I'm not seeing any posts about it on here but RPGmaker VX Ace is FREE on steam for a couple days (I believe Feb 3-10?)
You have the option to either get it for free or buy it for under 5$
GO GRAB IT!! If you're looking for a sign to start making a game. It's this
#rpgmaker#all of the versions are on sale too so if you're looking to get one of the other vers.... they're all super super cheap#im currently using rmxp (2005) bc i got that one for free a bit ago lolol
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I made a new doll (Sherlock Holmes)
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His hands
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This is his back
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A few more pictures of his face from different angles
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Ah yes making dolls includes wonderful moments like having cursed bald Sherlock sitting next to you on a shelf
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look at his shoes (I made them out of leather)
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And close ups of his clothes (they are entirely hand sewn and I'm really proud of them)
#making the clothes was the moste time consuming part#I went to a thrift store to buy a suit because it was cheaper than going to an actual fabric store#I ended up buying a skirt#it was really cheap and the perfect fabric#I'm so happy having a Sherlock in my room#I absolutely love him#but I think he really needs a Watson#So that's probably going to be my next project#making Holmes a Watson#my second doll#I think I improved quite a bit#sherlock holmes#sherlock holmes doll#doll#self made#self made doll#acd holmes#acd sherlock holmes#acd sherlock#my stuff
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older designs for my specialest guy
#you actually could pay me to watch boruto the payment is reviving any of madara-obito-itachi in a cheap fan service moment. itd work on me 👍#neji hyuga#hyuga neji#art#fanart#naruto#2024#i think konoha would love to project the will of fire shit onto neji after what he did. ya know. trying to give your life 'for the village'#in that way hed probs have a lot of respect from others but respect has never been enough when your life still isnt yours 😛#the pessimism would likely take a bit to return to him but it Would return hes just like. less interpersonally volatile#the realization you had two whole very public meltdowns and no one that matters cared will do that to you#anywayfor the happy ending one. i think while neji is always going to be a little bit bitchy hes bound to soften up a lot when he's not#under constant stress and has to micromanage his every thought#i like to think that if he were allowed to hed grow into a very outwardly warm person. sunflower :)#and my general opinions of neji and boruto are:#1. yes it is a blessing to not be made to be straight married#2. however consider: what if i wanted to see neji be a dad. i dont care for romantic njten but i do not hate it. it would be acceptable#when i think abt this guy in boruto hes chronically single but still.talking about what CANON could be. it would be acceptable#3. yes hiashi shouldve gotten his ass killed in the war but i would be lying if i said the awful family reunions#are not fun as a concept#are they fun on purpose? no#but the rule is: A situation can suck if it sucks on purpose#and 4. i know about the time travel episode i have mixed feelings on it.#anyway no hate if you like boruto i like being hyperbolic for fun but its just anime. the kids seem cute#but if any other hyuga-brained person ever wants to get unimaginably angry you should also watch the hiashi birthday episode of boruto#thats my special recommendation from me to you
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friendship between two drummers with glasses can be so beautiful
#it’s a small little painting in my sketchbook#i wanted to try and be a bit stylized does it work? idk but idc i had fun#maybe because it’s the paper i am using which is fandom mix media#or maybe it’s because it’s a small size#it shows a lot of texture as you can see#which i like but also it’s just something i noticed#maybe also because my brushes are cheap idk man#art#bold and brash#my art#traditional art#painting#acrylics#acrylic painting#fall out boy#fob#andy hurley#patrick stump#trying to take pictures is so annoying with paintings sometimes#at least with stuff that dries with a bit of a gloss to it#so apologies if the photo isn’t the best
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Infinite kisses
#I didnt bother squishing n stretching this. I made it in bits and pieces on different days and it took forever to get this far.#I drew this in Medibang and generated the gif online so I hope the quality didnn't turn out crap. I genuinely couldn't tell 😅#connverse#connie maheswaran#steven quartz universe#steven universe#su#my shiz#animated gif#I no joke imagined this to be a 'loading/waiting screen''. And like.. what do I need a loading screen for???? But also#like. What the hell I'll make it anyway#I tried downloading a mobile animation movie maker... The quality is poopoo. Like visually literally low quality crusty. ;-;#But I guess that's what u get for getting a cheap ahh phone 🤷♀️#Woah okay this is actually looping a bit faster than how it looked in my files. Steven chill
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i'm drunk off two lavender martinis what the fuck do you MEAN dan and phil went on a step by step recreation of their japan trip as a part of a HONEYMOON episode for their sims. be so fr rn be so serious please. dan howell you have 4 minutes to respond . phil, keep it up babygirl. lavender martini recipe in the tags
#2 oz vanilla vodka (i used pearl bc its cheap and good)#1 oz lemon juice#1 oz lavender syrup (1 part sugar 1 part 1 water in a sauce pan#healthy coating of EDIBLE!!!! lavender to cover the top#bring to boil then reduce to a simmer for 5 mins#take off heat and let that shit steep for a bit#longer the better#i say 25 mins at the LEAST for a strong flavor#15 mins will do the job tho probs#filter out the lavender w a siv#add 3 drops each of blue/red food dye to make it purple if u want#garnish w a lemon#i bartend at a restaurant and this is one of our signature cocktails#i was iffy about lavender cocktails/lattes n shit before#but this drink changed me. the perfect balance of lavender notes and sweet/citrus#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#dan and phil games#dnp#dnpgames#dipnpip#danisnotonfire#do people still use that tag#whatever. its there#danandphilgames#<3#i love them so much#they are my birth mothers
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Thinking about Mass Effect, as you do, and how I'm kind of sad that the way it's been engraved in pop culture has more to do with the way internet reacted to it at the time than what the actual game is about. Yes sure, it's about romance (and not that much all things considered) and it's pulpy (but not solely because of hot lady aliens), but it's also intricate worldbuilding that touches on a lot of sharp ideas, and a complicated tug-of-war between a genuine and vulnerable belief in reconciliation and community VS post 9-11 US military propaganda and steadfast belief in heroic exceptionalism, and the melancholic yet energizing mood, and the daring narrative systems, and so so much more than the 'We'll Bang OKs" and the "There's No Shepard Without Vakarian" and the whole ME3 ending situation
It's all there, but I'm sad the impact of the series is often reduced to (what I think is) the least interesting parts of its sum
#mass effect#mass effect meta#and what I'm the MOST sad about#is how bioware internalized a lot of that I think#I think Mass Effect 3 and especially the Citadel DLC suffered from trying to pull itself in the shape of what the fandom expected#it's why I'm so ambivalent about Mordin's seashell bit --which I do find kinda cheap in its attempt at being an obvious crowdpleaser#and it's why a lot of the Citadel DLC jokes don't land as well as they could have for me#AND why I didn't react that well to Andromeda either#which to me forgot a lot of its strong worldbuilding foundations and sincerity#and ended up feeling so very... “liberal” to me --if you can forgive my semi-judgmental wording#as in: gestures at inclusion and would do pronoun rounds probably but will never lift a finger to criticize actual systems of power#it's “nicer” and people are more fun but the colonialist project is never sincerely questioned by the narrative#elon musk-like “genuises” are given a god-like aura#species become mostly tired and watered-down versions of their archetypes...#I don't know. I'm sure a lot of people will disagree but yeah I was thinking about this today
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on one hand i want to post my artfight attacks, on the other hand:
#i joined on the 2nd. this is my total today on day 3#bit too much to post actually#artfight#artfight2024#talk is cheap#this is what happens when you combine mental illness and unemployment
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