#chay as q

[live-from-flaturn]

Bond Girl Kim

Listen, I am sick and fucking tired of seeing all these hyper-competent Kim fics. I love them, and I will read every single one, but personally? We need some flavor. We need a little spice in our Kim characterization. So here’s my submission for the approval of The Midnight Society: Bond Girl Kim.

Kim works as a model and is absolutely fucking useless in the grand scheme of things. 

He’s the only member of his family who chose not to follow tradition and become a super-spy. 

Chay’s older brother joined the Secret Intelligence Initiative (or whatever their spy business is called) when he was a teenager and now Chay works in R&D.

Yes, that means Chay is Q.

And Tankhun is M.

Kinn is 007 and Porsche is 008. They are a badass team and have one of the highest success rates (also the most HR complaints for being seen in compromising positions).

Kim! In! Tiny! 1960′s! Men’s! Swimwear! Tiny pink striped shorts, that’s all I’m sayin’. 

This man is swooning, fainting, and passing out EVERYWHERE. If there’s a flat surface he can safely collapse onto, there he fuckin’ goes.

Zero braincells. Zero sense of self-preservation. He has been kidnapped by 18 separate terrorist organizations and he’s not about to stop falling for their “I lost my kitten” trap.

Chay is mostly annoyed with how often his bf gets tied up by other people.

I just think we should tie Kim to more train tracks and let him cry until his mascara runs. That’s all.

@just-slightly-chaotic, @eggwars and @fuckyeah-itme have been enabling me so far, but I have lots of ideas and would love to talk more about this. :D

[kayit-z]

🌙☀️ Deathduo x Solangelo ☀️⭐

I feel like they will switch personalities (missa with Will's and phil with Nico's)

But that "3 day in the infirmary" scene it's phil trying his best to make missa understand he can live with them and not in a fcking zoo lmao

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[shesnake]

Chai Hansen as Tim Ahern in The Newsreader season 1 (2021) dir. Emma Freeman

[pompadorbz]

she death on my duo till i

[flowerquib]

"I hear those eyes and I see those cries"

"I can't be the only one who hear you"

"You said he's come back, right?"

"Do you think he'd want to come back?"

Higher quality photos

Chay and tubbo ily so much

🎶Song referenced🎶

Also speedpaint bc I can do that ibisxpaint only or my laptop explodes :,)

[rakkuntoast]

i like doing silly self indulgent low-effort comics

[tsukana]

HI I AM SOBBING!!! THE INSTANT IT IS JUST CHAY AND HIS DAD. WHEN TALLULAH ISNT THERE ANYMORE FOR HIM TO NEED TO STAY STRONG FOR AND BRAVE IN FRONT OF. HE INSTANTLY BREAKS AND IS EMOTIONALLY SOFT AND HES NOT OK HE IS JUST A KID!! HES A BABY!!! FUCK!!!!

[the-purest]

early deathduo makes me so sad bc q!phil, despite the mocking title of "greedy crow", refused to allow himself to miss or be upset at q!missa.

to him, it was selfish to expect or even want qmissa to be there. the last thing qphil wanted was to limit qmissas freedom

they were so so unhealthy for each other dude. complete devotion to one another, they refuse to acknowledge any flaws the other may have. the only way we knew qphil missed qmissa is because of how cagey he'd get at seing other happy families. it made him bitter

this isn't even covering qmissas side of things, being paired with qphil only makes him more self conscious of his own parenting skills to the point that he saw himself as a burden who would only get in the way. and q!phil hardly got the chance to tell him otherwise

and as a final note, just the sheer amount of time qphil spends staring at qmissa. almost as if the man will disappear without a warning if he were to look away. it's like anytime spent with qmissa could easily be yet another of his delusions, just another dream to wake up from.

[loudgaybug]

I wanted to analyse the different ways that their "deaths" affected both Pomme and Em (I say "deaths" because Pomme's was a nightmare, but still shaped her character). Both deaths were inescapable ; caused by undefeatable enemies, however while Em's was short and sudden, restrictive, being held by a leash, Pomme's was long and drawn out, breaking many totems, giving her time to think about how powerless she was as Phil tried to save her. They are narrative foils to each other in my eyes ; Pomme herself said she saw her younger self in Em. They were both young, new eggs - Em being not the absolute youngest, but still viewed and young and fragile the way Pomme was the youngest. They both started out as very caring eggs, with a love of flowers to show their affection. They are also very smart and calculative, Pomme choosing knowledge as her element and Em always paying attention to her surrounding. Em also initially had Pomme's protector mindset, which Pomme learned through experience. They almost had opposite character arcs in my opinion, largely due to the different circumstances and parenting styles they had.

After Pomme's nightmare, she hated how she couldn't fight back. Her parents reactions, particularly Etoiles, were to teach her how to fight and protect herself. They encouraged her to be strong and learn how to take a fight. Pomme's view of the world was also strongly formed by the fact her siblings had all lost lives before her, they were all in danger, they all needed to be protected. She was the only oen with two lives. Her life was less valuable, she must use it to protect others. Em, in contrast, after the egg hospital, is now the only egg with one life, rather than being the target like Pomme with two lives. Now Em is the most fragile, something I'm sure that's hard for her, as she got used to wanting to be a protector.

Em's natural reaction to conflict was to fight, however we first see that change of the day of the egg's bed trapping. She tries to keep up a strong front, but this time, she freezes, she walks around aimlessly, her hands won't work, she can't help, she can't decorate with Sunny and Tubbo. I think when Em gets somewhat stressed she fights, but when really traumatised she can't handle it and her response is to shut down.

In contrast to Pomme constantly being taught by her parents that the important thing is to be strong, and to protect others, reinforced especially by self-sacrificing characters like Bad, Em is consistently taught by her mother she should stay back, run away in conflict, and in fact they get in disagreement about this, because Em wants to help. This is compounded by Tubbo, who consistently teaches Sunny to run, and, when acting as a caretaker for Em, also encourages this mindset. Then when Em talks to her mother about it further, she reinforces Tubbo's teaching, that it's safer both for her and her siblings is Em runs away. But I think its Em's death that really solidifies this, in the same way that Pomme's nightmare solidifies that she wants to get stronger and protect her siblings and provides basis for later teaching. Children are malleable, and they listen to what they are taught and what experiences they have really shape them.

Em's death comes from being at the centre of the action, and, crucially, being restrained, not being able to run or warp away. This forms a strong correlation in Em's mind between being able to get away and being safe. This is then compounded the next day when Bad teaches her how to use the grappling hook to escape easier, and she often uses it now, I think it makes her feel safer. In the same way, Pomme would often unhide her armour, because she wanted to show her strength, and it reminded her that she was stronger now, that she has the power to protect her siblings that she's so scared of losing, and that she has to be the target, she's the safe one, the one with two lives. She also uses armour now to show care, making protective kits for Sunny Em and Pepito. In addition, Em's reminder of her death is flowers, flowers that symbolise change and transformations, symbolic of how her mindset has changed and now she realises she can't be a hero and just wants to be safe with her family. A reminder of Pomme's death and her mission is her scythe Vengeance, which she named so that she could seek revenge for her siblings. A scythe and flowers, two very similiar eggs, who learned very different lessons.

Em started out trying to be protector, wanting to be a hero, ending up realising she had to be a lover. Pomme started out as a lover and found she had to be a fighter aswell.

[cosmic-d1ce]

I think possibly the worst part about Phil's kidnapping is that it could take weeks for anyone to notice he's even gone.

If he logs in on Monday (i have a sneaking suspicion phil will use this as an excuse to play more hardcore) who will notice that he isn't home?

Tubbo, maybe Fit might. They'll message him and ask if they can meet, and Phil won't respond.

But that's normal.

Phil sometimes does just forget to respond, or doesn't even see the message.

He also does go wandering sometimes, far away. If they go looking, that's a reasonable explaination for him not being home.

Of course, he's distracting himself from Chayanne and Tallulah's absense!

Who else is close enough to Phil to notice he's around less than usual? Who else sees him enough to realise something is wrong?

Nobody.

He's always been alone, he always will be.

[coffeetoffeeart]

GO ON ALREADY, KILL YOUR DAD!!!

[tubchunk]

is qtubbo just cursed to never be remembered? to never be taken seriously? to have no one care?

he did the one thing that you'd expect ppl to finally care abt him for: die. he died.

and the world kept spinning with barely anyone even caring.

ppl said theyll try to get him back, but for sunny's sake. without knowing he already tried that: surviving with sunny being the only thing keeping him going.

does anyone want him back bc he's their friend? bc they care? do they just want someone to steal from again?

[cornerdreams-txt]

hi im not over qphil's admission of casual fucking suicidal ideation (not a vent but like. ESPECIALLY as someone who was HOSPITALIZED for that shit?? oh my GOD THAT HIT??)

"But [if Chayanne and Tallulah vanish again], I wouldn't have anything to live for here, at that point." is so easily translatable to "I am only alive because you give me a reason to be" and it fucking crushed me, actually. like this just happened and i am sitting on the floor of my grandmother's living room with my jaw dropped

phil, who devotes his builds and his time and love to his eggs. who only improves his gear for the sake of his eggs. who will grind out agonizing work that he despises if it means keeping his eggs alive. who does everything for his eggs.

and then he admits it. if it weren't for chayanne and tallulah, he wouldn't even bother. he wouldn't even try.

he is only. only. alive for his children.

[shesnake]

Chai Hansen as Tim Ahern in The Newsreader season 1 (2021) dir. Emma Freeman

[pompadorbz]

HEY LOOKIE HERE I FINALLY SUCKED IT UP!!! This is the fic that I based this art piece on!!!

I didn't put it on my AO3 but who knows,,, maybe one day I will be feeling so so very brave but NOT TODAY! YOU GET A GOOGLE DOC!

And since it's a google doc fic I took advantage of colour formatting! I regret to inform you that this fic is better viewed in light mode!!!

Ok thats it please be niceys to me

[hydriadd]

I had a reason I was checking Phils qsmp wiki but I forgot it but I need to show this

massive shoutout to the wiki admins this shits funny, there more but these were my favourite