#chaoticenergy

[sayxit]

Life is painful but women are hot.

[emotionalghostown]

The awakening

He wasn’t just some random stranger; he was a piece of my past. Let’s call him Alex. Alex knew me before life twisted me into someone unrecognizable. He drifted back into my world just as I was pulling myself out of the wreckage that blue-eyed disaster had left behind—the one I’d let break me twice. I was healing, scarred and shattered, struggling to find myself again. And then, like a storm rolling in from nowhere, there he was. Alex.

We started with texts. They were small, tentative at first, just friends reconnecting. But somehow, he managed to reach into my soul faster with each message, reminding me of who I used to be. He could call me out in a way that cut through the mess, showing me parts of myself I’d forgotten. It was like he’d always known I was more than the broken girl my last relationship had left behind. He saw me—even when I couldn’t.

Of course, I fell for him. He revived parts of me I thought I’d lost. And just when he started to show me what it felt like to be valued, to be cared for, he got colder, like he was already slipping away. I felt the storm brewing inside me all over again—the familiar feelings of insecurity, abandonment, confusion.

So I returned to this chaotic, handwritten letter I’d written to myself—a way to make sense of the pain, the rage, the heartbreak. And yet, Alex lingered like a shadow, a reminder that I’d tasted something real, something that felt like love. I spiraled, caught between feeling abandoned and missing him, torn between anger and sadness. He’d promised me the world, and then, as if it were nothing, he was gone, too.

He finally texted me back after days of silence. I’d been there waiting, checking my phone obsessively, feeling the anger and hurt bubble up inside me with each unanswered message, each day that passed. And then he was there—an image, an audio clip, a simple response. I knew, deep down, things were unraveling. He’d talked about engagement, a future, just days before the silence. I wanted to believe him, but my gut knew this was the end.

I loved him, though, with a reckless, desperate kind of love. I dreamed of him, replayed his words, felt the ache of his absence like a phantom limb. I wanted to wrap myself around him, to say all the things I’d held back out of fear of being broken again. But reality had other plans. His life was moving in a different direction, and all I had left were fragments—conversations that once made my heart race but now felt hollow.

For a while, I held on, still trying to text, to call, hoping there was something left. But his replies grew fewer, shorter, until there was nothing at all. I told myself I didn’t need him, but the memories clung to me. I remembered the way he’d make me laugh, how he cried at sad movies, how his eyes lit up when he talked about the things he loved. I remembered the nights he’d hold his phone, whispering words of love that might’ve been lies, but filled me with a warmth I hadn’t felt in years.

And then, he left for good. He faded like a character in a story I’d stopped writing. I waited, hoping he’d return, but somewhere along the way, I realized he was gone. And just like that, the hope I clung to turned into anger—not at him, but at myself. I’d let another piece of me slip away, trusting someone again, only to be left shattered.

Alex was a moment of clarity, a spark in the darkness. Now he’s a memory, a part of my story that taught me more about love than I’d known, even if I wasn’t ready to receive it. I healed, I moved on, but a piece of me will always be his, no matter how many times I rewrite the ending.

[tranquilmadman]

Pure Chaos

[funreadingchick]

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[what-yadoking-likes]

* It is way too dangerous to set up home delivery grocery shopping (and their getaway drivers refuse to do it for them), so every week Dallas goes through the grueling and oftentimes painful process of roping his fellow heisters into a supermarket trip.

* Some of the gang grumble about it a bit but go along, recognising it’s for the good of everyone, but some heisters do their utmost to get out of it.

* One time, Dallas receives a sick note from “Hoxton’s mum” saying that Hoxton is not well enough to go to the supermarket and is excused. Hoxton then affects a chesty cough every time he sees Dallas approaching.

* When it’s Jacket’s turn, he fiddles with the tape recorder for a bit, then plays a message: “Stealing is fun”. “No, Jacket, we’re going to pay for the groceries.” Jacket pauses, before playing, “stealing is fun” on repeat. He never breaks eye contact. Eventually Dallas backs off.

* Sokol agrees to go, then proceeds to walk around loudly asking other customers and shop assistants where he can buy bear meat, going so far as to imitate a bear when they (understandably) ask if he means beef.

* One time, Hoxton and Wolf go along together with Dallas, and it becomes a competition to see who can find the longest carrot/cucumber/vaguely phallic object. Dallas shakes his head at the list, muttering, “Bunch’ve fucking kids.”

* Everything goes well until Joy starts making up puns. “Hey Dallas, don’t you these will be EGGSELLENT”... “Dallas, d’you want a pizza me?” “Dallas, peas can we get these?” Dallas puts his head in his hands, leaning over the trolley. “How can one person know so many puns?” Little does he know Joy is surreptitiously live-streaming their shopping trip and getting suggestions from the rest of the gang in the chat.

[tiredbirdneedscoffee]

Félix: *pointing to broken coffee maker* Who broke it? I'm not mad, I just want know who did it.

Marinette:...I did it, I broke it...

Félix: No. No, you dindn't. Stone?

Luka: What? I dindn't break it! And It's Couffaine.

Adrien: Interesting. Then how'd you even know it was broken?

Luka: Because it's setting right in front of us and it's broken!

Adrien:....Suspicious.

Luka: F*cking hell, Adrien!

Lila: Not that it matters, but Chloé was the last who used it.

Chloé: Liar! I don't even drink crap, I drink tea!

Lila: Oh really? Then what were you doing by the coffee maker earlier?

Chloé: I use the wooder stirrers to push back my cuticles! Everyone knows that!

Marinette: Let's not fight. I broke it. I'll pay for it, Félix.

Félix: No. Who broke it?

Alya: You know everyone, Kagami's been really quiet...

Kagami: Really?

Alya: Yeah, really.

Everyone: *angry screeching*

Félix, drinking coffee, in another room: I broke it. It burned my hand so I punched it. I predict that in ten minutes they'll be at each other's throats with war paint on their faces and a pig's head on.

Félix: *ear the sounds of pure chaos and smirk* Good. Things were getting a titlle too chummy around here.

[theartisticapparition]

ievahn does jackshit

[pianistwriter80]

panic buying with sambucky

sam: now, i don’t want us to be kicked out like last time

bucky: okay

sam: first item - soap–

bucky, pushing three kids, five parents, an elderly woman, an employee and a dog: THE SOAP IS OURS B**CHES!

sam, dialing is phone: hey, shuri - is there any therapists in wakanda?

bucky, running back with three bottles of soap, ruffled hair and a bit of blood on his lip: I GOT THE SOAP

sam: well done, we’re going now.

bucky: there’s five more items

sam: we can go shopping another day.

bucky, looking around: what did i do?

sam, dragging him out: enough, c’mon we’re going home.

bucky: WE DIDN’T COMPLETE THE MISSION

sam: SHOPPING ISN’T A MISSION.

[maddweebotaku]

I’m an idiot

Me being me was to lazy to go grab my paint brushes so I just used my fingers and then I went to wash my hands...

IT LOOKS LIKE I FINGERED A SMURF.

The blue won’t come off

[genesissiseneg]

TONIGHT at 8pm! It’s @thatastrologyshow! Gonna bring my chaotic Gemini/Sag energy to the stage. Tickets are only $5! ♊️ ♐️ 📷: @vancorona . . . #thatastrologyshow #astrology #astrologymemes #zodiac #zodiacsigns #zodiacmemes #standupcomedy #comedy #gemini #sagittarius #bigthree #sunsign #moonsign #risingsign #airsigns #chaoticenergy (at Third Wheel Podcast Studio) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTLIm9thXsW/?utm_medium=tumblr

[arlieopal]

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Like is chaos and so am I 😬 #chaoticenergy #artistproblems #artistlife #artistinquarantine #arlieopal #artlife #puglife #coffeetime #chaoticneutral #illustrator https://www.instagram.com/p/CK5-XrtHApN/?igshid=iab23g61h1mx

[ultramartythompsonus]

Even though today is not the full moon, I'm going to count it. It explains so much about my day. Although I'm always excited about the full moon, today's energy was chaotic and angry, climaxing with the ratchet ho that threw her alcoholic beverage at me in the Walmart parking lot after trying to get me to lower my window. Thank God I didn't fall for that. . . . . . #waninggibbous #chaoticenergy #angryenergy #ratchethoes (at Walmart Baltimore - Petrie Way Rd) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJXJbekjYR0/?igshid=1xbhsgbmq5fy8

[beaneomawritrblr]

I did it. I fucking did it. Here you go please look at my child

This month my mind sat down on its tiny little stupid chair and went: "oh, look, we have soooo many things to do with uni and with our job. Oh my, we also need to finish our manuscript to send to our editor on July. But you know what would be cool??? DO YOU KNOW WHAT???????? WRITING A LONG ASS DR STRANGE FANFICTION WITH SLOWBURN

[tryingto-survivethis]

“I won't cut my beard and I won't change my hair It grows like fancy flowers but it grows nowhere My hair, my hair” very simple drawing but this song’s chaotic energy is mood rn. #thepianoknowssomethingidontknow #panic #panicatthedisco #brendonurie #prettyodd #patd #art #originalart #myart #drawing #chaos #chaoticenergy https://www.instagram.com/p/B-hmASjDVa2/?igshid=1rdyh7s5tuc7u

[jcisnowjs]

Mess I make.... 🤐😤🙈 #chaostocreation #messyme #sewinglife #sewersofinstagram #chaoticenergy https://www.instagram.com/p/B8WrGIhpBee/?igshid=11xd1j8cf23tk

[anarchannie]

Feeling extra. Had a chaotic moment on Sunday and cut my own hair. @the_lucky_dwarf and @morganeua helped make sure it was fairly level after I did the big ol' chop chop Now I can pretend to be connected to @auroramusic with a similar hair style 😉 Sometimes you gotta let chaos reign lol I am totally coping with my life just fine...🤣 Ps I liked my eyeliner today #haircut #diy #aurora #icutmyhair #chaotic #chaoticenergy #fun #shorthair #bluehair #boomerang #liner #wingedliner #motd #hairjourney (at Waterloo, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7mjmFlgD0R/?igshid=antdpum0n4cv