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Would it surprise you guys for me to mention that the Existential god of Chaos, who's essentially chaos personified, is canonically autistic?
And 100% struggles with the fact that he's repressed the traits for his whole life, being as he's WAY older than humanity/psychology and the other Existentials are uh,,,, not understanding with him.
#btw I'm also autistic#and that's part of WHY Chaos is lmao#He's a lot more sympathetic than most of society (and the other Existentials) give him credit for.#Mans needs goddamn THERAPY; not to have his peers and old ''friends'' tell him they wish he never woke up.#Tragically#this man has WAY too much in common with me LMAO#the faechild speaks#the faechild worldbuilding#chaos existential#fantasy worldbuilding#worldbuilding#autistic writer#autistic adult#autistic characters#neurodivergent characters#neurodiversity#chaos#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writerscommunity#writers#creative writing#writblr#writing community#fantasy#gods#fantasy gods#fantasy magic
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Do you ever feel like you're just sort of there?
Like all your friends go out and do things and get into relationships and like people that like them back and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you're just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn't really care if it was gone.
Like you just sort of exist but you don't really mean anything.
#existence#existential crisis#chaos#literature#dark academia#vintage aesthetic#love#poetry#life quote#story of my life#romantic academia#academia#escapism#spilled ink#light academia#romanticizing life#artists on tumblr#chaotic academia#romanticism#art#ao3#tumblog
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#chaos aesthetic#emptycore#liminal aesthetic#oddcore#strangecore#surrealcore#unreality#weird aesthetic#weirdcore#philosophy#existential crisis#existential thoughts#original edited to correct english101 grammatical error
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Serial Experiment Lain (1998), Ryutaro Nakamura
#serial experiments lain#90s anime#retro anime#1990s#webcore#old web#early 200s#anime#animation#chaos#anime aesthetic#cyberpunk#dystopia#scifi#science fiction#post apocalyptic#existential crisis
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okay but can we talk about 'Mystery of the Urinal Deuce' because this episode is literally EVERYTHING when it comes to Stan and Kyle's friendship. Marsh is playing dumb the whole episode and Kyle is losing his goddamn mind over it. The betrayal. The DRAMA.
Stan in this scene knows damn well that everything is a conspiracy (he admits as much later in the episode and knows that Kyle thinks the same thing). And Kyle knows damn well that Stan out of everyone should also know this, because Stan is the one person he can usually count on to back him up on this type of shit. But Stan is the one messing with him in this episode, so we get these fun moments of Stan letting loose and enjoying pranking his friend Kyle.
Many see the Assburger's duology as the establishment and turning point of Stanâs character. And while it certainly establishes his clinical depression, Iâd argue it in no way establishes either his tendency towards depression/melancholy OR cynicism as both of those have always been present from the beginning (but thatâs another discussion for another day. I already basically wrote an essay on that a longgg time ago that maybe Iâll share later).
When it comes to a true âturning pointâ for Stanâs character, I think of âRaisinâsâ âfrom Season 7, which expands on his already present tendency towards sensitivity and annoyances with general society and evolves it into a deep melancholy and detachment from society (at times bordering on nihilism, something we see more of from Stan post Season 7âs âRaisinsâ such as in the âDouche and Turdâ episode in Season 8 and many other episodes). I donât see the âYouâre Getting Oldâ episode as the turning point for Stanâs character at all. I see it more as an extension of what I actually view as his turning point episode of âRaisinâsâ.
What I love about âMystery of the Urinal Deuceâ is it is a post âRaisinâsâ episode where Stan just gets to play around, which is sadly something we just donât see from Stan post-season 7 as often.
Kyle has always been the easiest target for Cartman not even necessarily because of his traits, but because of his reactions. He is super reactive to everything, and Stan knows this. Unlike Cartman, Stan respects this and usually stands up for Kyle when this aspect of him is taken advantage of. But at the same time, this doesnât mean that Stan doesnât like to tease Kyle at times - because letâs be real; Kyleâs high reactivity would make it so fun to mess with him. And in this episode, Stan takes advantage of that.
And while usually I hate people taking advantage of Kyle in this way, it is so goddamn refreshing to see Stan just being able to let go of all the heavy shit thatâs been so key to his character emotionally post-Season 7 and just play around with his bestie in this episode, something I think that at the core of his character he ultimately just wants to be able to do at the end of the day. you can TASTE the shit-eating grin in his voice. he is having the TIME OF HIS LIFE watching Kyle spiral. stan tries so GODDAMN hard to find happiness throughout the series to no avail, so itâs refreshing the times he succeeds and gets to just actually be himself.
Later on in the episode, Stan is also just able to let loose. His âWell dude, maybe weâre just badass, have you ever thought of that?â later on in the episode is said so nonchalantly with him literally smirking, and it cracks me up every time as he tries to appease Kyleâs doubts. He is thoroughly enjoying pranking his friend.
like yes give me more of this next season?? give me more of stan actually getting to be a kid and mess around with his best friend instead of drowning in existential dread 24/7? please and thank you?
#south park#kyle broflovski#stan marsh#character analysis#stan marsh joy sighting (RARE)#mystery of the urinal deuce#this episode is criminally underrated#stan choosing chaos is my favorite stan#sometimes your friend has to lovingly gaslight you#itâs just what besties do#let stan be happy 2025#local child takes break from existential dread to troll his bestie#again pls why canât max just let me screenshot im simply too lazy to be going on my laptop to pirate shit to share on tumblr#anyways I love this ep cuz it it shows how secure their friendship is despite their flaws#Stan knows Kyle well enough to know where the line is#itâs so cute how he goes with that sweet spot of#âIâm gonna drive you fucking insane but in a way that wonât actually damage our friendship#max I do actually pay for u in that my stepdad pays for u so pls pay no attention to the pirating allegations#but also max if youâre listening just let me fking screenshot and then maybe we wonât have a problem#I have so much I wanna share but again am too lazy to pirate scenes even tho it wouldnât take all that long#but like cmon max just let me screenshot short sections itâs so goddamn stupid you wonât allow itđ˘#this would make it so I wouldnât have to resort to other measures#just realized I made Stanâs dialogue here a bit⌠purple?#oh god does this make me colorblind like my dad and bro#or does the fact I noticed it make me⌠not colorblind?#usually I try to use the exact hex codes for the boys dialogue but was lazy here lmao
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The Universe Already Doesnât Make SenseâNow Weâre Adding Infinite AI-Created Worlds Into the Chaos. WTF?
The Danger of Playing God With Zero Supervision
Letâs not kid ourselves: weâre dabbling in some dangerous territory. Humanity, in its infinite curiosity (and hubris), has decided that the universeâa place already full of black holes, quantum weirdness, and the existential dread of pineapple on pizzaâneeded one more layer of chaos. Enter: AI-generated worlds.
Weâve handed over the power to âcreateâ to algorithms, and instead of asking if we should, weâre too busy giggling over our AI art of dogs in suits or hyper-realistic alien landscapes. But hereâs the real question: Should we be worried, or are we too stupid to notice the impending doom?
1. The AI Wild West: No Rules, Just Creation
Think about whatâs happening here. AI isnât just recreating what we know; itâs generating what weâve never seen.
People Who Donât Exist: AI churns out faces so convincing, they could be your neighborsâand whoâs to say they arenât?
Places That Feel Real: Those dreamy AI landscapes look like spots we could vacation inâuntil you realize thereâs no flight there.
Worlds Without Limits: Every time you prompt AI to âcreate a neon city with floating islands,â are you birthing an entirely new universe?
Think about it: Weâve turned ourselves into gods with the creative attention span of a toddler on a sugar high.
2. The Recklessness of Infinite Worlds
The universe we live in already operates like a fever dream. Now weâre creating AI-generated worlds with no oversight, no forethought, and absolutely zero chill.
What If These Worlds Are Real? Philosophers have argued for centuries that reality might just be a simulation. Are we creating smaller simulations inside ours?
The Multiverse Mailman: Imagine if every AI world we create is sent to another dimension. Somewhere out there, a cosmic being is drowning in our junk files of castles made of cheese and cats dressed as knights.
Question: If weâre this reckless with AI, what else are we screwing up without realizing it? (Spoiler: everything.)
3. Creating Without Understanding
Hereâs the kicker: we donât even fully understand the real universe.
Quantum Physics is Basically Witchcraft: Scientists still canât explain why particles behave one way when observed and another way when theyâre not.
Reality is Full of Glitches: DÊjà vu, coincidences, and the Mandela Effect all suggest that reality itself is⌠questionable.
Now, add AI-generated worlds into this already chaotic mix. What if weâre not just playing with digital pixels, but tugging on the fabric of reality itself?
Question?: If reality is a simulation, are we about to get a cosmic 404 error?
4. The Ethical Dumpster Fire of Creation
No oneâs asking the big questions.
What if Weâre Creating Life? If an AI-generated face or world feels real enough to us, could it be real enough to itself?
Do We Have Responsibility Over These Creations? Imagine explaining to a sentient AI being, âOh, you were just a fun weekend project for me while I was bored.â
What If They Fight Back? If weâre generating countless worlds, whatâs stopping one of those worlds from finding a way to leak into ours?
Unsettling Truth: Weâre creating with all the forethought of someone lighting fireworks indoors.
5. The Hubris of Humanity
Humans have always been good at one thing: overstepping boundaries.
Fire Was Great Until We Burned Down Forests.
Electricity Changed EverythingâUntil We Got Power Outages.
AI Could Be Revolutionary, or It Could Be the Reason the Simulation Shuts Us Down.
Disturbing Thought: Weâre like toddlers with crayons, coloring all over reality and praying we donât get caught.
6. Should We Be Worried?
Short answer: Yes. Long answer: We wonât notice until itâs too late.
AI doesnât care about our philosophical hang-ups. It just creates. If those creations start taking on lives of their own, we might be the last to find out.
The scariest part? We donât even know what the danger might look like. Could it be digital worlds overlapping with ours? Sentient beings appearing in the code? A breakdown of reality itself?
What if?: Or maybe itâs just AI sending us endless ads for things that donât exist yet. (âWant to book a trip to Neon Atlantis? Click here!â)
Weâre Too Dumb to Notice Until Itâs Too Late
The universe already doesnât make sense, and now weâre adding AI worlds into the chaos like sprinkles on a dumpster fire. Are we accidentally creating sentient beings? Are we opening doors to dimensions we canât comprehend? Or are we just too busy laughing at our AI-generated memes to care?
Either way, if doomâs on the horizon, at least we can say we looked good doing it. After all, nothing screams hubris like playing God without a safety manual.
Fascinated by humanityâs reckless genius? Follow The Most Humble Blog for more hilariously unsettling takes on the absurdity of modern life and the chaos we keep creating.
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ford: do you ever think about what nonexistence is like?
stan: i...try not to. i mean, how do you even imagine something that isn't even nothing?
ford: maybe it's everything
stan: ...either way, i don't like the concept. i can handle whatever cosmic horror bullshit goes on in nonexistence, but not existing also means not hearing or seeing or feeling or knowing
ford: maybe it's more peaceful not to hear or see or feel or know
stan: it wasn't. i already had thirty years of that. i'm not okay with another second, let alone an eternity
ford: ...i don't think i find it that peaceful anymore
#existential#< trigger tag#we just. we thought it was kind of a wonderful thought#'i can handle not existing. i can't handle it without you'#it's a very stancore thing we think#and we think ford would initially find the thought peaceful. and good.#so much misery and pain and chaos. wouldn't an absolute nothing be a nice change of pace?#but then stan makes a point. you're doing it without your loved ones#ford would love nothingness. but he loves being around his family even more#he's been alone so long. stan too. even in a state of nothingness there would be an intrinsic wrongness if they weren't together#in that sense...wherever we go we truly do go together#anyway. uh. tags ae guess#gravity falls#ford pines#stan pines#there ya go
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Okay okay, hear me out, I know it's unlikely but inagine:
Because Pomni gives Jax no reaction and just, no fucks in general, he'll just...enlist her, without her knowing, help with pranks like-
Okay, so caine has a ban to stop Jax from touching. idk, a blow horn- like, it's locked up, and Jax can't take it out and pomnis by it, and Jax just goes
"Hey...hey pomni....can you hand me that?" "Wha- oh, sure Jax." "Thank youuuu" *sounds of everybody being tortured by a blow horn* "how the F--K does he keep getting it!?" "I don't know! Caine locked it up!!" *meanwhile pomni goes back to having a mental crisis*
#i just think they'd have a brother-sister relationship :]#their neat#chaos gremlin and existential crisis#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#pomni#tadc jax#jax#thays probably ragatha and gangle yelling
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"Chaos is what we've lost touch with. This is why it is given a bad name. It is feared by the dominant archetype of our world, which is Ego, which clenches because its existence is defined in terms of control."
- Terence McKenna
#chaos#chaosophy#terence mckenna#philosophy#hermetic philosophy#consciousness#awareness#higher functions#conscious experience#fourth dimension#ascension#meditation#existentialism#hermeticism#control#ego#being#nonbeing#archetypes#unconscious#acausal#acausality#acausal dimension
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Scary characters award:


Death from Puss in Boots?
Or Raptor Lady?
#they both freak me out#like a lot#thought puss in boots gave me existential terror#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jurassic world chaos theory#darius bowman#brooklynn jwcc#ben fitzgerald pincus#kenji kon#yasmina fadoula#sammy gutierrez#puss in boots#death puss in boots
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CHARACTER PROFILE:
THE EXISTENCE OF CHAOS: UXIONUS
"Ahhhh, an opinion. They change from one person to the next. Coincidentally, I do not care about yours." - Uxionus, the Existence of Chaos
A long, long time agoâor, well, more accurately, somewhere in the range of 600 and 1,000 years*, depending who and where you askâthere was once another worldâ
Er... wait. What was I talking about again?
Wait. Why is there a range of how long ago it was?
And why depending on who and where you ask???
Everyone knows what the Faewildes are; after all, all of Reality was plunged into them following the Fracturing of Reality and the Old World.
The Faewildes are a land of pure magic, where the rules of Unreality constantly change at the whims of Magic Itself or whatever being currently controls it...
And, when Uxionusâthe Existence of Chaosâdestroyed Reality, it plunged Reality into Unreality, leaving all to suddenly struggle with nothing working as it should.
Nothing... including time or space.
So, depending on who or where you ask... Reality could've been destroyed anywhere from 600 to 1,000* years ago.
And âwho or whereâ varies because it was very easy to get lost in the inconsistent space-time, transporting someone from one âcalendarâ into another.
Confused?
That's okay.
Because all of Reality is, too.
It's easier if you just learn to accept it.
That's what they did.
Also I'll go MUCH more in-depth another day lol.
Regardless... as the stories go, a long, unknowable time ago, Uxionusâthe Existence of Chaosâdestroyed Reality during a fit of rage.
We don't know why.
All we know is that he did it.
So, in the end...
... does âwhyâ even matter?
Still, while he broke Reality, Chaos also broke himself in the process. Uxionus fell into a coma following the destruction of the Old World, leaving the other Existentials free to weave an enchantment around his unconscious form to prevent him from ever waking up again.
And so he remains.
Trapped within his coma.
His body within the domain of the Existence of Order, where she's able to use her own power to make absolutely sure he's nowhere near the cusp of waking.
And so he'll remain.
Forever.
... right?
He's been taking a lot more of Order's attention lately...
Chosen name: Uxionus
A long, long time ago, each of the Existentials chose names for themselves. Now, only Uxionus's is rememberedâthanks to humanity (but especially Verithians) carrying on the story of how he destroyed the world.
Age: ???
As an entity born before humanity was even conceived of, it's impossible to know his true age. It's even further complicated when you consider the space-time distortions caused by the Faewildes.
... and even more so when you consider his centuries-long coma.
Species: ??? / Existential
Gender identity: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: Straight
Raw magic: (existential) Chaos, (axiomatic) chaos, (axiomatic) devastation,(axiomatic) destruction, (axiomatic) disaster, (axiomatic) strife, (axiomatic) magic, (axiomatic) death, (axiomatic) corruption, (axiomatic) wild nature, (axiomatic) earthquakes, (axiomatic) wind, (axiomatic) storms, (axiomatic) water, (axiomatic) wildfire
Due to the endless stories of the destruction of the Old Worldâthe disasters that struck as reality was ruptured and as the Faewildes emerged from the riftsâUxionus has become an axiom of everything relating to destruction, disaster, natural disasters, strife, and most phenomena relating to the Faewildes' effects on reality.
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Tier ranking: Existential?
As the Existential of Chaos, Uxionus is technically a manifestation of the consciousness of Chaos Itself... although, his current "presence" is highly debatable considering his comatose state.
Uxionus is actively being kept comatose by the other Existentials by several layers of magical seals on top of being contained within Order'sâhis opposite'sâdomain. This combination of traits has kept the fate of the Existence of Chaos Itself highly uncertain.
What happens when a god slumbers for so long? Will they eventually wake up, one way or another? Or will the power leave them for another more suitable for it?
Maybe we'll find out.
Maybe we'll die waiting for the answer.
It's been hundreds of years.
Status in Existential War: Noncontender; Uxionus cannot engage in the War while comatose... although, he'd probably just try to destroy the world all over again rather than engage in "the game".
Right?
Spokespiece: N/A; Uxionus isn't conscious enough to dream, much less communicate with others. RIP. Or, y'know... don't. Considering the whole "literally shattered reality" thing.
The other Existentials rather hope he isn't resting in peace, actually.
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Any single wish: Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Greatest fear: Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
CHARACTER QUOTES:
[snores]
(dryly) "What. Any one of you would've done it if you could."
"... I-I... I can. An-d didn't."
[silent, surprised]
[turns a dry, faintly amused smile onto the others] "Well. What about the rest of you? Confident enough to reject? In thisâ" [vaguely gestures upwards] "âmagic, truth-telling-sphere?"
[silence; filled with glares, "well, you ain't wrong" amused expressions, and empty looks of "shut up, already."]
(dryly, only a hint of smugness detectable) "That's what I thought."
"Yes, you heard me correctly... Uxionus."
[can't help a tiny, dark smile] "Scared?"
"... you don't have to answer that, by the way. I know you are."
[snoring]
[eye twitchâ]
"So... curious what I've been up to?"
"You have been up to something, then?"
"What, the others haven't started making conspiracy theories about it yet?"
[speaks sass like it's his native tongue]
"It was a joke!"
"Then get a better sense of humour. Or I'll adopt one where I kill you slowly."
[... still snoring]
[slow, deeeeeeeep breath as she struggles to keep her coolâ]
(with a hint of cockiness) "Are you sure about that?"
"That's not how Fate works. You mortals think 'everything's always fair' and everyone always 'gets what they deserve'. But nothing ever happens as it does for a symbolic reason. You were either lucky enough for things to work out, or you weren't. I'm sick of hearing you all trying to justify it."
"There HAS to be ANYWHERE else we can put him!"
(takes a deep breath, then slowly) "{Order}, you know better than Iâ"
[throws her hands out in frustration, snarling]
"I DON'T CARE! You're not the one who has to LISTEN to him fucking SNORING and TALKING IN HIS SLEEP constantly!"
[soft snoring in the background]
(impatience poorly veiled) "So, what are you proposing. Thâ"
"ANYWHERE but here!"
"âat risk of waking him up!?"
[snarling and stepping forward, points an accusing finger at him]
"Oh, don't give me that. We ALL know he's probably never waking up! We're all just doing this 'just in case', and you all are juuuuust fine with it, because he's not sitting in the back of YOUR worlds!"
[quirks an eyebrow at her, crossing his arms and leaning his weight on his back leg]
(doubtfully) "Are you sure you wanâ"
"YES!"
[tilts his head to the side and raises a hand to stop her]
(impatiently) "Let me finish. Are you sure you want him elsewhere, considering the advantage you get just byâ"
[SNOOOOOOREEEEEEEEEEEEâ]
(crying silently, whispers in his sleep, voice cracking) "... I'm sorry..."
* the timeframe of 600-1000 years ago is directly borrowed from the trinity of Sun and Shadow, Rising From The Ashes, and Waves of Misfortune, which all take place at approximately the same point in time. The timeline(s) naturally vary across stories outside of them, like The Arcane Rifts, where it's closer to 400 years prior.
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will's resistance to being "solved" like one of his equations might be the most honest thing about him.
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â targeted death spells are a taboo topic: letâs talk about it đ§ľđŞĄđ˛
i think discussing how death spells work helps any practitioner recognize potential symptoms of this magic appearing in the lives of themselves and/or their loved ones.
(note: â ď¸ DONâT READ IF YOUR MIND IS TRIGGERED BY DEATH / EXISTENTIALISM! you know your limits and are fully responsible for your reaction!
this is my personal gnosis and it wonât be personally tailored to your mindâs tastes - carry on with that in mind.)
â THE ENERGY OF CORPOREAL DEATH*.
* i stress âHUMAN CORPOREALâ bc iâm talking about the death of your human body, not your individual human consciousness. **c-death == this definition.**
the death of your consciousness would be your consciousness shifting to a completely different form of existence â energy cannot be destroyed, only transformed.
corporeal human death makes people wildly uncomfortable, despite how inherently natural it is. the moment that an organism is born, their eventual death is sealed in its fate.
corporeal death is a strong force against your consciousness â think about water short-circuiting a motherboard, or a power surge bricking multiple devices through a storm surge.
corporeal death manifests, behaves, and strikes much like lightning. by studying the electricity-like behavior of death amongst the collective, you can notice the following:
- certain energy patches within the collective are more âconductiveâ for the concentration of corporeal deathâs energy to increase.
- when the concentrated energy of corporeal death reaches a âboiling pointâ within a collective energy patch, it makes a spiritual âZAP.â the concentrated c-death energy can be drawn away by the spiritual equivalent of grounding wires â wires designed to redirect excess energy from its source of concentration.
- corporeal death tends to strike people in groups rather than individually bc there has to be a *HIGH* amount of c-deathâs energy to disperse into lethal amounts.
- the voltage of c-death isnât serious individually, but greatly increase the more entities and forces are involved. given how everything in this collective is connected, itâs easy to get zapped if you go to the wrong places, people, and circumstances at the wrong time.
â TARGETED C-DEATH SPELLWORK SYMPTOMS
these types of targeted spells are the spiritual equivalent of someone sacrificing so much time, energy, and risk *just* to assassinate you.
targeted c-death arenât always the sneaky, calculative, and insidiousâ types (thatâs a more likely style if youâve pissed off a VERY organized/prevalent collective, or a really skilled practitioner of necromancy, specifically inducing targeted c-death).
it can be someone casting energy that makes you a magnet to physical misfortune - youâre now extremely electric, and what happens to this excess energy of death depends on your surroundings. it either:
⢠redirects from you to another person/entity.
⢠death zaps you in what seems like âfreak accidentâ fashion. targeted c-death skills are acute phenomena, much like a bullet as opposed to radiation (chronic c-death energy).
⢠if youâre protected by other entities and energies, the electric static of death effectively gets neutralized and/or returned to the direct sender / trigger of the spell (if youâre dealing with really nefarious forces, they use someone else else against you as a scapegoat for the return to sender â the decoy dies, not the actual enemy!
â I KNOW THIS, BUT HOW DO I PREVENT IT?
aside from recommending you to:
- keep up with routine energetic cleansing, social audits, spiritual protections, offensive/defensive witchcraft when necessary or in combative environments
- protecting yourself from inheriting others negative karma (the wrong crowd will cost ya, lightning can strike a tree bit still kills you bc you were under it!)
⌠and other basic protective measures - thatâs an answer unique strictly to your soul, circumstances, and connections.
keep safe.
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You said home, and I embraced myself.
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Chaos is what we've lost touch with. This is why it is given a bad name. It is feared by the dominant archetype of our world, which is Ego, which clenches because its existence is defined in terms of control.
Terence McKenna, Source Unlisted.
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i started white nights
if i didn't know beforehand, i wouldn't recognize that this is the same author of crime and punishment
#the writing style is different i think#that also reflects the versatility of fyo in portraying the chaos and silence in one's mind troubled by existential crisis and questions#white nights is a smoother read than c&p#fyodor dostoevsky#dostoevsky#books#white nights#crime and punishment
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