#changsub fanfic

[kpopjust4u]

I’m always here

Post Date: 10th March 2023 Content: Fluff - BtoB Changsub x GN!Reader WC: 1K TW?: Colleagues/ Coworker!Changsub/ Two curse words Request?: Yes

Masterlist                                    Prompt list

Prompts: 8 - “Did you mean to say that?” 17 - “I care for you” 45 - “Please don’t cry”

Just another day in the office, another day where you're ready to slam your head against your desk.

It wasn't that you hated the job itself, the pay was pretty decent, and you got on with your colleagues, but the customers you have to deal with over the phone regularly test your patience. No matter how hard you try to be polite and patient with them, they push every button.

"Please bare with me, I am only trying to help you." You sigh down the phone at the customer screaming at you down the other end, in fact bursting your eardrum with how loud they are.  

Opposite you, your coworker, Changsub, looks at you with worry plastering his face, watching how your eyes well up with tears. You massage your temple as you try to get a word in but the customer on the phone doesn't give you a chance to even open your mouth.

"I'm sorry. I'll transfer you to another person who'll be able to help you better." You manage to get out, nodding at another coworker from across the room who picks up their phone, taken back by the rage they receive.

"Y/N..." Changsub calls out in a whisper, but you're in your own head, unable to hear him with your hands covering your ears as your head hands low, looking at the keyboard beneath you. Holding back the tears that sting the corners of your eyes.

Shifting from behind his own desk, he moves to your side, kneeling beside you. "Y/N. Let's go take your lunch break." He smiles at you, takes your hand and pulls you away from your desk.

The best thing about working with Changsub was the fact that he's best friends with the manager and owner of the place, and puts them in their rightful place when they try to debate about mental health in the workplace. Thanks to him, if anyone gets stressed and needs five minutes, they wouldn't be scolded for it.

This has made the workplace much easier to cope with, and nicer to be in with everyone understanding that someone may just need a minute to collect themselves before going back to work.

Mainly more you than anyone else does Changsub actually cares for. He couldn't help it. Though he knows you only see him as a coworker and a friend at best, he couldn't help but have feelings for you. He knows he's out of your league so he doesn't try.

Gently nudging you into the break room, he closes the door behind him, letting you take a seat across the room, arms folded in front of your chest as you try to keep a steady breath. To stop the tears from escaping.

"Customer's are pains in the arse today, huh?" He lightly scoffs, handing you a freshly made cup of coffee that you grab off him, smiling up at him as a gesture of gratefulness.

"Could say that again. He didn't want to listen to me..." You shrug, thinking it's best to put up a wall against how you actually felt, not to add your own issues to Changsub's own struggles, "Maybe I'm not fit for this job at all, I can't handle the customers."

Changsub takes a seat next to you, shaking his head and placing a gentle hand over yours, "Don't say that, Y/N. You're one of the best, hard-working people here."

You briefly look at him, forcing a smile and shrug. You want to believe that what he's said is true but you honestly feel as though you'd be better off somewhere else.

At this point, you can't help but let the tears fall, unable to hold them back as you break down, placing the coffee on the table so you could hide your face behind your hands, apologising to Changsub for crying.

"Please don't cry. The customer's aren't worth the tears, don't let them hurt you and the beautiful soul you have..." He softly coos at you, pulling you into his light grasp, an arm around your shoulder as you bury your face in his arm, "Honestly, you're one of the reasons why we're still in business."

"I'm not. You are." You quip back with a little giggle, looking up at him as you go to try and wipe a tear off your cheek, but he beats you to it. Face soft with a gentle, reassuring smile.

He couldn't help but laugh at your comment, shrugging, "Okay, maybe if I didn't put my foot down to make sure people actually got to have a quick break to calm themselves down from dealing with assholes over the phone then maybe we wouldn't be in business." He replies back, exaggerating the word 'maybe'.

"But I care about you more than anyone else, Y/N. We'd be lost without you here. I'd be lost without you here." He shyly adds, watching your face contort with confusion at his words.

Choking on yours, you flutter your eyes at him, mouth opening to go to say something but nothing comes out, yet again but for another reason.

"Did- Did you mean to say that?" You stutter, watching the blush appear on his face, stuttering himself as he unconsciously takes your hand into his, caressing the back of it with his thumb. 

“Yeah, I guess I did.” He replies quietly, unable to keep eye contact with you as he looks at your hands, watching how your body moves closer to him, head resting in the crook of his neck. 

Feeling the warmth of your body pressed against his, his arm wraps around your shoulder, pulling you in for a tighter hug, gently resting his cheek on your head.

"Are you feeling better now? You ready to go back?" He asks, scoffing to clear his throat first before helping you up to your feet even though you were more than capable.

Nodding at him lightly, you smile at him, taking back his hand that disappears from yours, pulling him back towards you before he could take another step towards the door.

"I never got to say thank you..." You shyly fidget on the spot, pulling his hand back around you, but this time your waist, "Thank you."

"Seriously it's no-" He tries to speak, stunned when your lips press against his cheek, lightly pecking it before leaving the room, smiling and giggling.

"Come on, you have work to do." You lean back around the door for him, smiling with the brightest smile ever, his favourite smile in the world.

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[lilyrennifer]

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🙊 Eunkwang

Nothing So Far

🍑 Changsub

Nothing So Far

🐿️ Minhyuk

Nothing So Far

🐅 Hyunsik

Nothing So Far

🦊 Sungjae

Nothing So Far

[unifox]

Just one night?

~Pairing: Changsub x female reader

~Genre: angst/ fluff/ suggestive 

~Warnings: suggestive (I think thats all)

~Words: 1383

~Summary: You had a lot in common with your sunbae Changsub and that lead to some fun at his house. You guessed that maybe all that would happen between you two would be just that night...

a/n: I'm thinking about a part 2. Maybe a fluff ending? Please message me with suggestions :) also... HAPPY NEW YEAR! I hope 2021 will be a year with more happiness and hope, and a year that we can become better and happier! ~Foxy🦊

~Masterlist~

> gif's not mine <

Being a trainee definitely wasn't easy, we all know it. You were one of the members of a girl group that was to be debuted by Cube, currently taking part of an elimination program (kinda like pentagon maker)

By now, you already met basically most cube artist and thats how you came to be here, talking to your senior, who you really admired, Lee Changsub. At first he offered to drive you home since it was late but instead, decided to take you to his home to show you the collection of cds he had.

"I didn't know you'd also be so interested in this sort of rock ballad songs" he said showing you his big collection, which was by the TV

"I always enjoyed this genre the most! Your album MARK was sooooo good! I absolutely loved it!"

"Thank you! I worked hard on it!"

For about an hour you guys just sat in his couch and talked, mostly Changsub giving you advice on how to get better when performing or even when recording. After a while you decided to watch a movie but after some time you saw from the corner of your eyes that he was looking at you. Not sure if it was a good idea but you decided to look back at him too, and after some time staring at each other, the boring movie long forgotten, he leaned in initiating a kiss that you soon reciprocated

Things got a bit heated and since you were sitting on his lap as you made out, he lifted you up and took you to his room

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The next morning Changsub woke up to an empty bed, 'I guessed wrong the type of one night stand she was' he thought to himself. He got up from his bed and put on some shorts, not before checking his nightstands to see if you had left any notes for him. Sadly, he found nothing which made him slightly disappointed. Opening the door of his room a pleasant smell of bacon filled his nose

"Oh? Good morning"

you looked really cute in his t-shirt from the night before. Your smile made his frown go away as soon as he entered the kitchen and heard you voice.

"Sorry to intrude, and also use your kitchen, but I figured you'd be hungry..."

He softly smiled and walked over one of the stools in the kitchen

"It's really alright, I'm not gonna lie, I thought you were gone. But this... this is way more like you"

"How so?"

"Well, from how you acted yesterday and your general personality you didn't seem like the type to just leave in the morning. If I'm being honest, I thought we would wake up together but this is way more pleasant" He says sending you a sweet smile and muttering a quiet thanks when you pass him a plate filled with scrambled eggs and bacon.

"You're not having any?" He questioned "I'm fine, don't worry" You dismissed him, but he insisted in giving you bites of his breakfast

The morning was very nice and just like the night before you both chatted freely and enthusiastically until you had to leave

"Do you want a ride to the company? I'm headed there"

"No, don't worry. I need to to go the dorm to change my clothes. Plus, us showing up together at the company would probably not be very appropriate..."

"You're right, I was being careless... I can give you a ride to your dorm if you want?"

"Uhmm... I guess that would be nice thank you"

After breakfast you changed back into your yesterday clothes and headed to Changsubs car. The ride was silent but not awkward and soon enough you reached your destination.

"Thank you sunbaenim, I'll see you around" You bowed politely, remembering the actual relationship between you guys. Also realizing that, Changsub just nodded muttering a 'See ya' and driving away. 'I guess I could only have one night with him' you thought to yourself, disappointedly walking into your building

- - - - -

Of course that when you got into your dorm, your members bombarded you with questions. After some explaining they calmed down, not really judging you since they knew the type of person you were

You weren't into one night stands and since forever you rarely went on dates or anything related

"Why did you do it tho? It's not really... you" Your leader asked

"I'm not sure myself... I guess he just had this charm that really drew me in..." You stared saying while remembering the previous night. Before any dirty thoughts flooded you and your members mind you quickly added "But he's really sweet! A gentleman! And- and-" Your leader started laughing at your panicked expression

"It's fine, as long as you had fun and he treated you nicely I'm ok with it. Let's just not tell anyone else" She said directing not only at you but the rest of your group.

The maknae of your group dragged you to the side and whispered excitedly "Was it just an impulse or were you into him??" You looked at her unsure "Maybe I had a crush on him? I don't know" "What do you mean you don't know? It's obvious you like him. You don't notice, but every time we met him I could practically see the hearts floating around you" she gestured pretending to point out the hearts floating around you, while you playfully pushed her trying to dismiss her antics

The rest of the day went quite normal. Training, training some more and recording. You were also the producer of your group, so while mixing the track a staff member knocked on your studio door and called for you

"There's someone that wants to see you y/n"

You exchanged looks with your group mate and she just smiled and told you to go and that she would just take a break

You walked after the man that went to fetch you up to the artists studio floor and that's when you got nervous. An artist wants to see me?

When the doors to the elevator opened, there stood Changsub, leaning against the opposite wall and looking very handsome... Stop, I really shouldn't think about that...

"Y/n, there you are. Come" he gestured for you to follow him. Oh, so he was the one who wanted to see you. Even after the whole thing you guys went through, after the car incident you got shy and really nervous

You both got into his studio and after siting on his computer chair and asking you to take a seat on the sofa propped on the wall, he began "Ok, why did you sleep with me? Do you want to guarantee your group's stay in the program?"

Shocked with his statement you tried to reply "W-what? I would nev-" "Really y/n, just tell me. It's better that way. Was is for satisfaction? An achievement?" While he was speaking you could see that he was getting angry, but so were you

"Are you kidding me?! I would never do such a thing!" You said trying to keep calm. Before he could chime in again you added "If you think that I- I slept with you because it would be some sort of award you're wrong!" You started to blush feeling embarrassed "Maybe we should just forget it happened. Nobody should know and I should just forget I ever liked you!" In the heat of the moment you said it all and as soon as you realized it was too late

"You... You like me?" He asked, breaking the silence

"I- maybe" You replied truthfully but not really expecting I'm to like you back. He barely knew you

"I'm sorry, I-" He stared saying feeling guilty that he though you were using him when in reality you liked him. "I'm not sure if I like you back"

"It's fine, I wasn't expecting anything in return... Was that all?" You said embarrassed, all you wanted right now was to get out of there as fast as possible

"Y- Yeah... Again sorry" You bowed quickly and walked fast toward the stairs, trying to reach your mini studio quickly and digest everything that just happened

[bangtanboyz22]

Hello, can you do a 7+8 (PrompList1) BtoB Lee ChangSub?

Thanks

Pairing: Lee ChangSub x reader

#7: "You look really cute in that sweater."

#8: "I can't believe you're actually wearing my clothes."

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The two of you were getting ready to go out to eat with the rest of the group. You were struggling to find a shirt that you wanted to wear until you caught a glimpse of one of ChangSub's sweaters. Once you put it on and were satisfied with how you looked, you made your way to where he was sitting on the couch scrolling through his phone.

"Wow! You look really cute in that sweater," he said smiling at you. At first you could tell that he hadn't noticed it was his sweater. Recognition flows through him making his eyes go a bit wider.. "Wait, isn't that my sweater?" he asks you touching the material.

"Yes I couldn't find anything I wanted to wear and saw your sweater that looked really comfy," you began explaining to him why you chose to wear his sweater and not a shirt of your own. Before you could go on and explain further he brought you into a kiss.

"It's okay I like seeing you in my clothes. Let's get going before we're late." he said kissing your forehead before taking your hand and leading you out to the car.

Once the two of you were in the restaurant and were about halfway through your meal, you felt him lean over to whisper in your ear.

"I can't believe you're actually wearing my clothes." he told you before kissing your cheek and rubbing his hand up and down your arm. You blushed a bit in return not expecting him to whisper that in your ear. The two of you then finished your meal with the boys before heading back home to relax before going to bed with you still in his sweater.

[fanfic-wonderland]

BTOB - Them And Reader Being Judges In Produce X 101

A/N: got this requested on my other blog, but since I'm not too active on that one anymore I'll post it here!

And yes, this is an OT7 post. Hope you enjoy!

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Eunkwang

Is absolutely thrilled that he gets to work beside his partner.

Although everyone is already aware of your relationship, he doesn't even try to be discreet about it. It's actually pretty cute.

Both of you are known as the "parents" of the show, because you're both some of the oldest and you like to look out for the trainees.

You're both pretty good at giving them advice, but sometimes when Eunkwang senses that the trainees are way too tense, he tries to cheer them up by trying to be funny.

"-and if you end up falling on stage, just play dead and stay there until the music stops. Like this-"

You playfully scold him while the trainees are laughing at the way he is giving a demonstration. "Yah- why would you tell them that?"

When It's time for the judges to evaluate the performances, he of course is being his usual self -he is known to be quite the mood maker.

When It's finally your turn to speak and give criticism, he always takes the opportunity to make you flustered, with comments like, "Y/N looks so pretty today, don't they?" or "Everyone please give Y/N a round of applause, they have been working very hard lately."

You also don't fail to amuse him with your own comments, and when you say something funny his loud laugh is the one thing heard all around the room.

Everyone loves your interactions -the trainees, the host, the other judges, the viewers- and they're always one of the things that people look forward to watching on the next episode.

Minhyuk

You have always been a huge fan of BTOB, and it just so happens that Minhyuk is your favorite.

That's why when you get the opportunity to work alongside him as a judge in Produce X 101, you are ecstatic.

A lot of people working on the show know this, so of course they have to put you on the spot right in front of him.

All you do is laugh and cover your face in embarrassment as soon as the host asks you about your love for Minhyuk, who just so happens to be sitting right next you.

When you finally gain the courage to confirm it, the host turns to Minhyuk in order to ask him how he feels about this.

"I'm very honored, because I'm a fan of them, too." He replies on his microphone, sending the audience into a frenzy.

You almost faint right on the spot.

From that point forward, both of you seem to grow closer, and you feel much more comfortable being around him.

You're able to joke with him, elaborate on things he points out, and you even begin to take selcas together.

It's really no surprise to anyone when, months after the show has finished airing, an article about you two being in a relationship comes out.

You both confirm It’s true.

Changsub

Has the biggest crush on you and it shows.

He is your #1 fanboy, even if he's been in the industry for much longer than you have.

Whenever the judges are introduced, and It's your turn to be called, you will either see him standing up and clapping dramatically, or randomly taking out a sign with your name on it.

"Y/N, notice me!" He will shout, despite the fact that you're only like two seats away from him.

His facial expressions speak for themselves, as well.

Changsub is always mesmerized by every single thing that you say or do.

When you have to do a special performance for the show's finale, he, just like everyone else, is blown away by your charisma and vocals on stage.

He is also quite the gentleman.

He would often pull a chair out for you, open doors for you, etc.

Frankly put, he is whipped.

Hyunsik

He gets very shy around you.

It's because he likes you, a lot, and is excited to start working with you.

You feel the exact same way.

This guy would laugh at everything you do.

Sometimes, he would even join in on whatever you're doing. It makes you feel giddy on the inside.

When asked about you, he would speak very fondly of you. He really does admire you.

You also admire him, and you wish that you could tell him how much.

Neither of you would be brave enough to make the first move, and it would drive everyone crazy.

Especially the other BTOB members.

He would also be staring at you whenever you weren't looking, but it wouldn't be in a creepy way. It's because he thinks you're beautiful, and he can't help himself.

You wouldn't notice, but the people on Twitter definitely would.

Peniel

He has known you for a long time, so he's glad that both of you get to be judges on the show.

Is very comfortable talking to you, and neither of you feel the need to speak properly to each other; It's just something you're not used to with him.

Both of you know English, so when you want to mess around and make the other judges frustrated you just have full on Enlgish conversations in front of them.

It's also a good thing that you're both very close, because it makes it easier to work together once you're both assigned to write and produce one of the songs for the show's finale.

You guys are at his studio for hours. You have to force yourselves to stop at some point, in order to finally eat a proper meal.

It's probably the most time you've spent together in a single day, ever.

At one point, you end up falling asleep on Peniel's shoulder. He does nothing to pull away, probably because of the fact that he's also sleeping.

Although it gets tough, you guys manage to come up with the perfect song, and you're both so proud.

You feel even prouder when the finale comes around and you see the performance. You and Peniel were wiping imaginary tears away, to let the trainees know how much you loved it. Barely any criticism was necessary.

It made you realize how much you really loved working with Peniel, and you were looking forward to doing so again, soon.

Ilhoon

You and Ilhoon meet for the very first time on the show, and you hit it off from the very beginning.

You like how he knows so much about music, and how he is so good at noticing every single detail in the performances.

He can be a bit strict with the trainees sometimes, but It’s not in a malicious way. He really does care about them.

He likes your brightness, your ability to make everyone smile so easily.

You both talk the most when there's a commercial break going on; It's mostly small talk about the trainees that have caught your attention the most, but it soon develops into something bigger.

You find out that Ilhoon is actually really funny as the show progresses, and that he can get very, very flirty as well.

With you, specifically.

It's not like you mind it, but sometimes you're afraid of mistaking his flirting with his humor, so you try to be as casual about it as possible.

You cannot deny that he makes you nervous, though. In a good way.

Sungjae

Professionalism? He has not heard about such thing when it comes to teasing you on the show.

It's a constant playful bickering between the two of you, but fans of the show find it very entertaining.

They also don't miss the chance to point out the fact that you two are unaware of how much you like each other.

Even your friends talk about it in the group chat, but you deny it like your life depends on it.

Sungjae, on the other hand, loves to feed into it.

"Yes, I do think that Y/N likes me, and that's why they can't get enough of me." He would say once the host asked him if what people are saying is true.

But you wouldn't keep quiet. "I think It's Sungjae who likes me, because he keeps teasing me, and he is probably too afraid to admit it."

Everyone would laugh at Sungjae's look of defeat, including yourself.

However, it does seem to work in your favor, because once the show ends Sungjae ends up asking you out (but he swears It’s not a date).

You surprise yourself by accepting his invitation.

[lokolokong-manunulat]

Movie (Lee Changsub x Reader)

Title: Movie

Word Count: 2, 768

Summary: High School AU! Your whole class decided to have a movie marathon. You end up sitting beside Changsub during the whole thing.

Warning/s: Innuendos. Two of the movies featured in this story are horror movies.

Note/s: This story is a little dated and it hasn't seen the light of grammar check.

Dedication: To all my classmates and our adviser during my Grade 11 year in High School, thanks for all the times we shared. Including this one, the movie marathon that inspired this story. Hope you're all doing well and that we can cross paths one day! 😁✌️

Wattpad Link: Movie (Lee Changsub x Reader)

I ran to the door and knocked twice before I opened it.

I panted heavily but I paused when I only saw only person in the room: Sang-Ook.

"Only you?" I asked, a little out of breath.

He looked up from his phone before he gave a small nod.

"Yeah," he said and I nodded at him.

"Well!" I took a deep breath before I raised the plastic bag I was holding to eye level. "I bought it! Where should I put it?"

"Uh," He pointed at a table where there was another plastic bag.

I just nodded and went inside the room before I placed the plastic bag I had beside the one on the table.

I heard someone knock on the door and I turned to see that it was Ae-Cha.

"Yo!" She greeted.

"Hey!" I said with a smile.

She placed the plastic bag she had beside mine and we talked for a while.

We were talking when Eun-Jeong came in with Minhyuk close behind.

"Jagiiii!!!" She greeted and engulfed Ae-Cha in a hug.

"I always thought I was your Jagi." Minhyuk pouted and I laughed at him.

"Ha!" I heard Ae-Cha laugh. "I was her Jagi before you came into her life."

Minhyuk smiled at her before Eun-Jeong opened the topic about squid crackers.

"Speaking of squid crackers." I smirked at Ae-Cha and she just rolled her eyes.

"Looks like you're gonna be eating him." Minhyuk smirked.

"Aiyyyaaaaa!" Ae-Cha blushed.

"Ya! Stop making fun of your daughter, Lee Minhyuk!" Eun-Jeong playfully scolded him with a smile but not after she laughed at his comment and when she saw Ae-Cha's reaction.

Oh, by the way, they have this made up family tree: Sang-Ook and Iseul married and had twins, Mi-Cha and Eun-Ji. Mi-Cha married Sungjae and had Eun-Jeong. Eun-Jeong married Minhyuk and they had Eun-Kyung and Ae-Cha.

"But speaking of squids," I butted in. "Where is the infamous squid?"

I'm sure they got the hint.

"I don't know." Ae-Cha said. "Maybe he's swimming in the ocean?"

Minhyuk snickered.

"Ya! Answer seriously!" Eun-Jeong said.

"What? How should I know? Do we even live in the same house?" Ae-Cha shrugged.

"Uh, yeah. You do." Sang-Ook said.

"No, we don't." Ae-Cha defended herself. "By the way, where's Iseul?"

"She's on her way." Sang-Ook replied.

"Hey, Jagi," Eun-Jeong said to Ae-Cha but both Ae-Cha and Minhyuk looked at her, waiting for her to continue.

"Wanna come and buy some utensils?" She asked.

"Sure!" They both replied and Ae-Cha just collapsed in a fit of laughter. I laughed along.

"I was speaking to Ae-Cha." Eun-Jeong said to Minhyuk.

"How was I supposed to know?" Minhyuk shrugged with a mischievous smile.

"Okay, just come with me. Both of you." Eun-Jeong sighed.

"Bye, [Y/N]!!!" Ae-Cha waved at me before she followed Eun-Jeong and Minhyuk out of the room.

I waved back at her before I was left alone with Sang-Ook again.

"EUNNNN-KYUUUUUUNNNGGGG!!!!" Eun-Jeong yelled. "WHERE ARE YOU, EUN-KYUUUUUNNNGGGG?! IT'S ALREADY 10!!!! EUNNNN-KYYYUUUUNNNGGGG!!"

Ae-Cha and I were laughing, Eunkwang managed to feed the three fish we all bought last month. It was on one corner of the room.

Sang-Ook was with Sungjae, they're busy with their phones. Probably playing a game of some sort.

We were all sitting on the floor. Iseul was already hugging a pillow, Mi-Cha was busy texting on her phone, Hyunsik was beside me with a smile and Ilhoon was in the bathroom for some odd reason.

"EUNNNN-KYYUUUNNNGGG!!!" Eun-Jeong angrily typed messages to Eun-Kyung.

Well, we're gonna have a movie marathon and it was Eun-Kyung's responsibility to bring the laptop we were going to use.

"Guys!" Our class adviser-Sir Dak-Ho-walked in, carrying a black bag. "I got the projector."

"Seems useless without the laptop." Ilhoon commented, he just got out the bathroom when Sir Dak-Ho arrived.

"Also, Ae-Cha." He said when he set down the projector on the table. "I need you to help me make a poem."

I looked at Ae-Cha and she had wide eyes, it was like she was saying "Seriously? Me?".

"I'm not good at that." She said.

"Lies." I said, teasingly.

"I haven't written a poem in yeeeeaaarrrssss." She exaggerated.

"Come on, you can do it." Minhyuk appeared at the doorway when Sir Dak-Ho asked for help.

Ae-Cha didn't need any more convincing so she just took the offer.

"Ugh! Eun-Kyuuunnngggg, where are youuuu?" Iseul said.

"Has anybody tried contacting Peniel?" Minhyuk asked.

"Out of coverage area." Mi-Cha replied.

"Aigoooo!" Ilhoon sat down. "We all knew this was gonna happen."

"Let's just think of movies to watch first while we wait." Hyunsik suggested.

"Horror!" Iseul, Mi-Cha and Eun-Jeong said.

"Oh no!" Ae-Cha finally spoke up after she gave Sir Dak-Ho the paper she wrote the poem in.

"Ya! Don't worry! I'm here with you!" Eunkwang hugged her reassuringly.

"Ha! We know you're scared too!" I said.

"Ya! Don't!" Eunkwang tried to shush me.

"I'm here!" Changsub appeared at the doorway.

"Oi! Where's your food?" Sir Dak-Ho asked.

"Huh? We were supposed to bring food?" Changsub asked.

"Didn't we tell you?" I asked because we all agreed to the rule that you can't watch the movie if you didn't bring food for everyone.

"Ya! You can't go in if you didn't bring food!" Sungjae said and the whole room became really noisy.

"Okay, okay! I'm sorry! I'll go and buy food. What else isn't here?" Changsub asked.

"Pizza?" I suggested.

"Yeah! Pizza!" Sang-Ook said, suddenly happy at the thought.

"Okay, okay. Be right back." Changsub said and he left.

"EUN-KYUUNNNGGG!!!!" We all yelled when we saw her and Peniel at the door.

"So this is 7 AM to you?! 11 AM?!" Eun-Jeong yelled at her.

"Unnie, what took you so long?" Ae-Cha asked.

"They were doing something!" Mi-Cha laughed and sang "Something" by Girl's Day.

"Oi! Peniel, you better took it easy on her!" Ilhoon supported Mi-Cha's comment.

"Eun-Kyung, we were waiting for you for soooo loooonnnngggg!" Iseul said.

"Aish, how could you make us wait so long?" Changsub laughed.

"Don't tell me there was a checkpoint because you always make that as an excuse." I said.

"It's not our fault there was a checkpoint." Peniel said and placed the food on the table with the other foods.

"Ya! What took you so long?!" Eun-Jeong threw a pillow at Eun-Kyung. We all threw pillows at her that it looked like we were having a pillow fight.

"Checkpoint." She replied and we all groaned.

"And also the cheese sticks! It's better to eat them while they're hot so it's just newly cooked." Peniel said.

"Well, enough of that!" Eunkwang said. "Let's all just watch the movies!"

We all munched on our food as we saw the opening credits of the movie, "Coming Soon".

Everyone was somehow snuggled with someone. Sang-Ook and Iseul were in one corner of the room, Mi-Cha and Sungjae were beside them. Eun-Kyung was with Peniel, her head was on his lap. Eun-Jeong was with Minhyuk, both of them were laying down. Ae-Cha and Eunkwang were cuddling in a corner with a red Hello Kitty blanket, they looked really cute in that corner.

To the others, Ilhoon and Hyunsik were near the food table. I was beside Changsub. Sir Dak-Ho was right beside the projector and laptop, he was like the operator.

"Wait a minute," we heard Ae-Cha say and we all turned to her. "Why does this seem familiar?"

"That is the scariest horror movie I ever watched." Sir Dak-Ho said.

"Synopsis?" I asked as I looked at him.

"No spoilers!" Sang-Ook said.

"Shhhh! It's starting!" Ilhoon said and we all went to watch it for a while.

"Hey! I know this movie!" Ae-Cha said when a certain scene made her remember something. "It's the movie about that actor who died and-yeah!"

Ae-Cha shut her mouth and we just continued to watch it.

There was a sudden jumpscare and everyone couldn't help but scream.

I was so surprised that I actually hugged Changsub.

I could feel him become stiff before he kind of chuckled.

"Sorry! Sorry!" I said and I stopped hugging him.

"No, it's okay." He smiled at me. "You can hug me whenever you feel scared."

I don't know if I was blushing but I felt my cheeks heat up.

I know that Changsub had this personality that he can kind of act like a father but it was kind of nice.

I just nodded.

"Thanks."

I saw him smile at me for a while before he turned to watch the movie.

I took this for a moment to look at everyone.

Sir Dak-Ho had a poker face on as he watched the movie. Sang-Ook was whispering to Iseul that the jumpscare was over. Sungjae was kind of busy trying hard not to laugh at Mi-Cha. Eun-Kyung was hiding her face on Peniel's stomach and she was saying things like "I don't wanna watch anymore". Eun-Jeong had both of her hands covering her eyes and Minhyuk was convincing her to open her eyes. Ae-Cha and Eunkwang were hugging each other tightly, Ae-Cha had her eyes shut but she was starting to open them to check if it was over. Hyunsik and Ilhoon seems to be getting interested of the movie.

There were a few more jumpscares as we all watched the movie. I had to hug Changsub and he was nice enough to tell me when it was over, sometimes he would pat my back and rub circles on my back just to reassure me.

When we were nearing the end, we stared at the end credits.

"Ae-Cha, is there more on this movie?" Eun-Jeong asked. "Like, is there anything else?"

"Uhhhh. . ." Ae-Cha hung her head.

Before she could even answer, the monster popped on the screen! Making us all scream at the top of our lungs.

"YOU WANT TO SEE ME DIE?!" She yelled at us before the screen went black.

I was probably hugging Changsub like my life depended on it. I was already hiding my face on the side of his arm.

"Ae-Cha, is there more?" I asked, my voice shaking a little.

"No. . ." I heard Ae-Cha said. "I think that's it."

I slowly looked around.

It's over.

I gave out a sigh of relief.

"Hey, it's okay." Changsub said. "It's over."

"Thank you." I managed to shoot him a smile and he smiled back.

Somehow his smile made me feel calm and I feel safe when I'm with him.

We decided to take a break for a while so some of us went to the bathroom.

"OOOOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!" We all heard the booming voice come closer towards our room.

"OIIIIIIIIII!!!!!" Ae-Cha yelled back while she laughed.

"Oh, no." I groaned.

I know that voice anywhere. It's our noisy classmate that is like a giraffe. Hak-Kun.

He burst into the door with a plastic bag in hand.

"Oh! Great! More food!" Sir Dak-Ho said.

When everyone settled down, we began our second film. It was another horror movie, I think it was called "White"?

"Ooohhh nooo, I think I won't be able to sleep for a year." I heard Ae-Cha said.

Everyone got comfy and watched the movie.

It was Korean and was about a girl group but still, it was horror.

We all watched expectantly. The main character was in a dark corridor, not a sound was heard. When suddenly. . .

"AHHHHH!!!!" Hak-Kun screamed and we all screamed too.

I hugged Changsub again and I felt him kind of pull me close. I had my eyes shut but I could hear Sir Dak-Ho and Hak-Kun laughing.

"Aigoooo!" I heard Eun-Jeong yell and Hak-Kun just laughed harder.

"HAK-KUN!!!" Ae-Cha yelled.

I opened my eyes slowly and carefully let go of Changsub to look around.

It turns out Hak-Kun was playing a joke on us by screaming when there wasn't really anything happening.

I rolled my eyes at him and continued to watch the movie.

He can be such a jerk sometimes.

Another break before we start another movie. A few more of our classmates came and the food was added.

This time, we're watching "The Proposal".

"It's good, sir." Eun-Jeong said. "Really guys. Trust me on this."

"This is the second time someone told me to watch this movie so why not?" Ae-Cha shrugged.

"Well, considering this classroom has a lot of lovebirds." I saw Sir Dak-Ho gaze at us. "I can understand that."

"Hey, you have So Hyun." Ilhoon pointed out. "At least you have someone, not like us. We only have the food on this table."

"I thought it was Lisa?" Hyunsik asked.

"OOOOOHHHHH!!!!! TWO TIMERRRR!!!" Hak-Kun yelled.

"Ya! Your voice!" Eun-Jeong reminded when the movie started to play.

Over time, I started to get a little tired that I started to get uncomfortable.

"You want to lean on my shoulder?" I turned at Changsub who said the offer.

"Um. . ." I hesitated for a while. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah, yeah. It's okay." He said so I leaned on his shoulder as we watched the movie.

"Sorry guys." Ae-Cha apologized during the break we had after we watched "The Proposal". "I really have to go, it's getting late."

"Awwww. . . Don't go, Ae-Cha." Iseul pouted.

"Yeah, just one more movie." I said.

"I'm really sorry, guys. But I really need to go home." Ae-Cha apologized again.

"I guess that means I'm leaving too." Eunkwang said to us before he turned to Ae-Cha. "I can't let you go alone. I don't wanna face your mother's wrath."

Ae-Cha laughed.

"Oh, get a room!" I yelled before laughing and I saw Ae-Cha shoot me a confused expression.

"Hey, don't! My daughter is too young!" Minhyuk said before he looked at Eunkwang and Ae-Cha. "Don't make me feel old by giving me grandchildren!"

We all had a good laugh before we finally let them go.

"Bye guys!" They waved at us before they left.

The next movie was a little bit on the mysterious side.

"Ae-Cha would have loved this movie." I said. "She really likes mysteries."

"Yeah, too bad she had to leave." Minhyuk said and we all watched the movie.

"Okay, I guess it's my time to go." I said to everyone in the room during another break.

"Hey, [Y/N]." Mi-Cha said. "It's already dark, maybe you shouldn't go alone."

"Yeah, it's pretty late already." Hak-Kun said.

Wow, it's surprising that he suddenly cares.

"Want me to accompany you home?" Ilhoon suggested. "I can always go back here."

"Ah, no but thank you though." I said and smiled at him a bit.

"I'll come with you downstairs." Eun-Kyung said and she stood up to come with me.

We were walking in a rather dark hallway, it's creepy.

"You should be careful, get home safe." Eun-Kyung said when I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder.

I screamed and then Eun-Kyung screamed along with me a few seconds later.

"I don't wanna die!" Eun-Kyung screamed and she almost sounded like she was crying.

"Woah! Woah! Calm down!" We heard Changsub's voice and we heard someone laugh.

A few seconds later, the lights shined above us and we saw Kang-Dae and Changsub.

Eun-Kyung became a little angry and started to scold Kang-Dae but Kang-Dae didn't seem to regret what he did.

"You're leaving?" Changsub asked me.

"Oh, yeah." I said. "It's already late, I really need to get home."

"I'll help you get a ride home." Changsub said. "Is that okay with you?"

I nodded.

"Sure, thanks."

I turned to look at Eun-Kyung and she was still giving Kang-Dae a lesson.

"Hey, Eun-Kyung." I said and she looked at me. "I should go. Changsub's gonna help me find a ride home. Is that okay with you?"

"Yeah, yeah, yeah, sure. Stay safe." She said quickly before she went back to scolding Kang-Dae.

Me and Changsub went downstairs.

"Hey," I said as we walked out the school. "Thanks for today."

I saw him smile.

"No problem." He said and we reached the side of the street to wait.

"I wish we could all do this again." I said as I looked up the sky that was full of stars.

"Maybe we could." He said. "One day, someday."

A few minutes later, a bus stopped in front of us.

"Well, I gotta go." I said. "Thanks for today."

"No problem. Take care!" He said before I went in the bus.

I sat down by the window and I waved at him, I saw him wave back with a smile.

The bus started to drive away and I saw him fade out of view.

"One day, someday, I hope we can do this again."

The End

[chanyouchan]

Beijei o boto cor-de-rosa

⠀⠀📌 Capinha para o projeto Fantasyisland;

⠀⠀ ¸ Ꮺ໋ Em caso de inspiração, credite-me. ⠀⠀ NÃO pegue ou utilize sem a minha ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ autorização;

⠀⠀ 📅 22/02/2021

⠀ ⠀🗝 Créditos: venue AbouthRandyOrton e ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ YuriBlack (DeviantArt)

[ch-ilito]

Para ver a banda passar cantando coisas de amor | ao inspirar-se, credite <3

[offars]

sleep well

genre: fluff pairing: im hyunsik x reader I had to do it for the mellos

“how was your day, baby?” he asked. 

you knew by his tone he was doing something else, probably working on some new song since it was late and he left work a couple hours ago, but it made you feel important that he wouldn’t let a day pass without hearing your voice, even when he was busy. 

you put on your headband to start your skin routine as you turn on the speaker mode and told him everything you did. there was not a thing to hide from him, or a thing he would think as non-important. he always listened carefully, and reacted to everything you had to say. he laughed when you told him how you forgot your glasses and had to come back home for them, which caused you to be late to work. 

“you should be more careful” 

“thank you, sik, I’ll keep it in mind”

you laid on your bed as you listened to hyunsik telling you about his day and then scold him when he talked about that annoying co-worker he had to deal with. 

“you’re too nice, hyunsik, he is using you to pay for his meals. is not a casualty he always forgets to bring his wallet with him”, you could hear him laughing on the other side of the line,  “seriously, stop being so nice. if you do this tomorrow, I swear to god I’m flying to seoul to kick his ass”

“should I do it, then?” he said jokingly. 

“I’d like to see you try” 

there was a long pause because he got caught up in some beats, you just waited for him while listening to his work, it was so relaxing you almost fell asleep. 

“I saw a dog café yesterday and thought of you. when you come back we should go” 

“we should” you were dragging out words and your eyes felt heavy, but you were fighting against yourself as if it was your last chance to talk to him ever again. 

“are you falling asleep?”, he giggled.

“I think I am, but keep talking to me. what else do you want to do together?” he could hear your suppressed yawn and thought of how cute you’d be looking in that moment. 

“I’ll take you to the café as I said. also we can go to my parents’ if you want too, they miss you too. and there’s this new museum a few blocks from my office and it seems interesting and it’s good for taking pictures, everything’s aesthetic. what do you think?” 

“sounds great, love” 

he laughed to himself as he was sure you did not hear a thing he said. 

“I should let you sleep now” 

and there was no response from you. 

“sleep well, baby”

[vitaminbtob]

"Aappppaaaaaa!" Shouted your son 'y/s/n' and ran towards Changsub as he spotted him on his way out of kindergarten. It was the first time your husband came to 'y/s/n' school to pick him up. Seeing Changsub lift 'y/s/n' in his arm filled your heart with unexplainable joy. Who knew that thing which didn't made sense once could mean everything now.

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[kpopjust4u]

BtoB Masterlist

Posts that I will create: Reactions/ Scenarios (Fluff, Angst, Suggestive, Smut)/ Most to Least/ Moodboards/ Headcanon Prompt list here! Pick up to 3!

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Eunhwang

Minhyuk

Can’t be without you [F] 

Changsub

I’m always here  [F]

Hyunsik

Peniel

Ilhoon

Sungjae

[chogiwakeupsheeple]

BtoB’s Changsub; Third Time’s the Charm ~ pt. 2

Genre: Smut      Pairing: Changsub x Male reader      Words: 1060

For my pal @btobshypeman ❤️

Read part one here!

Your heart began to race as Changsub dragged you behind him with a soft grip on your wrist. He’d occasionally look over his shoulder to send you an eager smile before turning back around. The journey to the bathroom seemed endless as you couldn’t stop thinking about what was about to happen, and if other people had noticed what you were up to. Luckily, the universe seemed to be in your favour and not only did people not notice but the bathrooms were delightfully clean and spacious. You had barely entered the room before Changsub had you up against a wall, ready to attack your body. ‘‘Are you sure you want this?’‘ he asked, not wanting to break any boundaries. You eagerly nodded in response, already feeling your pants tightening. Upon getting your approval, he placed his lips on yours in a heated kiss; your first kiss with him. You felt as if your entire body had become electric with little sparks prickling deliciously at your skin, and judging by the other deepening the kiss you could only assume he felt the same. Your fingers began searching for the buttons of his pants, fumbling to get them open. Changsub laughed into the kiss when he felt your fingers slip.

‘‘Need help?’‘

‘‘Sorry, I’m just not that used to removing pants other than my own’‘ you answered with an awkward laugh while moving you gaze to the tiles beneath you. His hand lifted your chin so his eyes could meet yours again. ‘‘It’s okay’‘ he reassured you before resuming the kiss. You finally managed to undo his pants and wasted no time slipping your hand into them, rubbing his half hard member through his underwear. Meanwhile, Changsub had planted his lips on your neck, determined to find your sweet spot, and it didn’t take him long before he succeeded. A long drawn-out moan escaped your throat, causing the other to cover your mouth with his hand. ‘‘We should be quit’‘ he murmured with a smug smile. You knew being quiet was going to be hard when with has hands on your body and his length inside you. You were growing needy and you felt Changsub was feeling the same, his member now rock hard in your grip.

You escaped his lips in favour of slipping down on your knees and pulling his pants down with you. Changsub looked down at you, wide eyed and his mouth open in anticipation. You swallowed hard before taking the tip of him into your mouth, sucking lightly and listening to his reaction. He moaned in pleasure, momentarily forgetting he was the one who said to keep quiet. Pleased at his reaction you took in more of him, making sure to taste as much of him as possible. You hand rubbed the places your mouth couldn’t reach while your other hand rested on his strong thigh to steady yourself. Changsub couldn’t help but lean in a little further, forcing you to take all of him in with a groan. You didn’t even register that you were deepthroating him at this point until your nose met his stomach; the smell of him had an almost Pavlovian effect on your own dick, which was twitching in your pants. You whimpered as you were starting to feel gagged, and luckily he soon pulled out and dragged you back up to his face, immediately exploring your mouth with his tongue. You loved finally being able to taste him after all these nights of fantasies.

He pulled away from the kiss making you whimper at the loss of his soft lips, but you barely had time to complain before he grabbed you by the hips and turned you around, making you face the wall. His hands traveled down to your ass, caressing it through your pants. ‘‘It feels amazing to finally be able to touch what I’ve been looking at for so long’‘ he smirked, grabbing it a little harder. His touch sent a shiver down your spine and you couldn’t help but moan again, not even trying to hold them back anymore. ‘‘Changsub,’‘ you gasped, ‘‘I need you.’‘

Changsub wasted no time when hearing your words and went to strip you of your pants and underwear. As soon as they hit the floor, his hands were on you, rubbing your sensitive length. His touch felt incredible on your skin - as if it was exactly this your body had been craving for so long. His hand repeatedly running up and down your member made you forget about the many people only a few feet away who had no idea what was going on. The two of you were in your own little world with your focus only being on each other’s bodies and how to pleasure it. ‘‘Feels good?’‘ he asked, but the only response you could muster was a series of moans and rapid nods. He placed soft kisses along your neck as his hand kept working on bringing you pleasure. The wall felt cold against your skin, but you barely registered it as your body was getting unbelievably hot from his touch. His movements became quicker, making you whimper and your knees shake. ‘‘I want you so bad’‘ he groaned into your ear. His breath on your sensitive neck felt amazing and it felt like his touch lingered all over your body, making you wish he would never stop touching you. ‘‘Then what’s stopping you?’‘ you asked with another moan. Changsub became silent, causing you to look over your shoulder to get a glimpse of his expression. He looked conflicted, as if one side of him wanted to ravish you right then and there and the other cared and worried for you. ‘‘I don’t… Think this is the proper place and way - you deserve more’‘ he explained. Your body complained at the sudden lack of touch but your mind understood. Just before you became sad at the situation you came up with an idea; ‘‘How about we take this to my place then? Plenty of opportunity to ‘do it the right way’ ‘‘ you asked with a sly smirk - a smirk Changsub quickly matched.

You barely had a chance to put your pants back on before he grabbed your wrist and dragged you towards the exit of the cafe with a promise of more to come.

AN: Ending it the same way as it started with someone getting dragged by their wrist and a smutty cliffhanger? How rude of me. Sadly, there will be no more parts so uhhh you’ll have to imagine the rest of the smut lol sorry

[bluestringss]

I'm happy. My heart is happy. This is still because of the event I had two days ago. 

My Melody friend asked some fanfics of BtoB's Hyunsik from me. I stopped reading fanfics the moment I stepped on college, though I read one DaraGon fanfic last August. I outgrew the fangirl who reads fanfic. I don't know. I'm just not really that interested anymore. But she wants some and I wasn't busy today so I searched for a few. And now, here I am, reading BtoB fanfics. 

There was one ChangJae that I really like. It was canon (if I understood canon right). It was about that day when Sungjae became Changsub's one-day manager. Here's the link.  https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1395409/one-day-manager

As for this song, there was one story that shared this song. I really like this song so I'm sharing it today. :)

[bangtanboyz22]

Hello, it's my first time here. Can you do a 2+12 - Lee ChangSub?

Greetings from Brazil

Sorry, this is short but I hope you enjoy it!

Pairing: Lee ChangSub x reader

2. "Can you move?"

12. "It's not your fault, okay?"

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You and ChangSub were on driving to the house you rented for your vacation when a larger vehicle came and hit the driver side which was the side he was sitting on. The two of you ended up in the ditch with your car totalled. Before thinking of yourself your mind automatically went to ChangSub.

"Are you alright?!? Can you move?" you asked looking over to him.

"Yes, I'm alright. Are you okay? Are you hurt?" he asked in response.

Once the authorities came and the two of you got checked out, the two of you finished the journey to your rented house. You could tell it was on his mind and something was bothering him. Both of you got settled in the house and then sat down to wind down from the events that happened.

"It's not your fault, okay?" you told him cuddling up to him.

"I know but I still somehow feel guilty," he told you wrapping his arms around you.

"There wasn't anything more you could've done to prevent it from happening," you told him to which he nodded his head. The two of you then went back to watching your show before getting ready for bed.

[rasimonoceros]

jangan pergi lagi, ya?

malam itu Chia gelisah, susah sekali untuk memejamkan mata rasanya. besok Chandra kembali ke Jakarta setelah hampir satu setengah tahun lamanya cowok itu dipindah tugaskan ke Semarang.

malam itu Chia gelisah, sudah hampir satu setengah tahun lamanya mereka hanya bertatap muka lewat video call. Chia takut Chandra akan lupa bagaimana bentuk asli cewek itu di dunia nyata. Chia takut, takuuut sekali kalau-kalau ternyata perasaan Chandra sudah hilang terhadapnya. apalagi, beberapa minggu terakhir sebelum kepulangannya, Chandra sibuk sekali mengurus ini itu di kantor dan juga sedikit demi sedikit mengirim barang-barangnya dari Semarang ke Jakarta.

tapi kalau tidak dipaksakan tidur, besok pasti wajah Chia akan terlihat sembab dan lesu! akhirnya cewek itu memeriksa kunci kamar apartment-nya sekali lagi sebelum akhirnya benar-benar memaksakan diri untuk tidur.

"oke, kalau aku nggak tidur sekarang juga, aku kayaknya akan bergadang sampai besok pagi!"

tapi... baru saja Chia berusaha memejamkan matanya, suara bel apartment berbunyi. "apa sih? siapa yang jam 1 malam gini tiba-tiba datang?"

Chia tidak berekspektasi apa-apa, justru dia malah merasa kesal. dengan langkah yang terburu-buru, Chia mengintip dari lubang pintu untuk melihat–Chandra berdiri di depan pintu apartment dengan satu kantong makanan di tangan kiri, dan satu karangan bunga di tangan kanannya.

dengan ekspresi bingung, kaget, senang, dan gelisah, Chia membuka pintu apartment-nya. Chandra tersenyum, tapi Chia malah terpaku.

"lho? kok kaget gitu, sih?" Chandra tersenyum jahil. "aku udah jauh-jauh balik dari Semarang dan kamu orang pertama yang aku temui, lho?"

Chia masih terpaku, tapi Chandra bisa melihat kalau wajah cewek itu semakin memerah dan dari ujung kedua matanya, perlahan air mata turun. "kok udah sampai di Jakarta?!"

suara Chia gemetar. Chandra langsung menaruh kantong makanan dan karangan bunganya di bawah, lalu memeluk Chia. "kok kamu nangis?!"

"apa sih kok kok kok terus, kayak ayam!" semakin erat pelukan Chandra, semakin pecah suara tangisan Chia.

"jangan nangis dong, sayang. kita ngobrol di dalem aja ya, nggak enak lho kalau tetangga liat?" Chandra menuntun Chia masuk ke dalam dan mengambil kantong makanan juga karangan bunga yang dia sudah bawa, lalu masuk lagi ke dalam.

Chia menatap Chandra tajam ketika cowok itu sudah masuk lagi, "kamu kok sudah di Jakarta, Chandra!!!!"

Chandra tertawa melihat ekspresi Chia, "maaf ya, aku sengaja mau kasih kamu surprise, lho. jangan marah gitu dong." cowok itu duduk jongkok di depan Chia yang tangisannya sudah reda. "kamu nggak mau peluk aku?"

satu pukulan ringan mendarat di pundak Chandra, "kamu tuh ya!!! padahal aku mau jemput di bandara besok!!!"

Chandra tertawa lagi, kali ini cowok itu langsung memeluk cewek yang sudah menjadi pacarnya dari mereka masih masih di bangku SMA. "maaf ya, tapi aku nggak sabar mau ketemu kamu." sambil mengelus-elus rambut Chia, air matanya kembali mengalir.

"Chandra, jangan pergi lagi, ya?"

yang diajak bicara tersenyum, merasa terenyuh hatinya. "iya sayang, aku nggak akan pergi lagi, ya. aku di sini terus kok sama kamu."

[bitubific-blog]

car crash

"a ghost named self hatred haunts both of you tonight, and the night is the longest it has ever been."

-changsub x reader -1.9k words -angst/sad -writer’s note at the bottom

the rain has many victims.

often you are the victim. the downpour drops daggers from the sky and you bleed melancholy. despite this, you still try to reconcile with the clouds. you stand on the balcony, where the rain falls down on you.

you aren't the only one the rain touches.

a whirlwind of car wheels and concrete turns the rhythm of rainfall away from you. before your mind gathers itself, a man staggers out of his broken vehicle.

his name is lee changsub. his name is one you heard in highschool, one you fell in love with whenever you heard his laughter. but no one could laugh now. in the rain, the static between him dragging himself off the road sounded like a cry for help.

your body moves out the door without second thought. soon, you've flung yourself down the stairs of your flat to the exit. the moment you see him, his name launches out of your throat. amidst all the heavy rain, it reaches him, and he turns around to see you.

"hey!" he shouts from the other side, wobbling to turn around. "sorry about the fence!" he laughs but it doesn't convince you. even from the other side of the street you see the crookedness of his smile.

it's only after you run towards him that he finally recognizes you. for a moment, changsub is lost in the recall - he waves his eyes over you, finding the same eyes and same frame from all those years ago. "y/n?" he says in astonishment. "from class 3-a? you live out here now?"

"we'll talk inside," you answer, already with his arm around your shoulder. in the moment, you're overtaken by the urgency to make sure he's safe. you're practically lifting him off the ground, into your apartment. the flight up wasn't easy. between the crash and your flat, the two of you slowly turned breathless. it was only natural that, by the time you made it up the stairs, both of you lunged towards the couch.

changsub winces, but still makes every effort to be cheerful. you can tell it's fake, though; the more he tries, the more it irritates you. changsub was reckless before, but never enough to hurt himself like this. now wasn't the time for these thoughts, though.

"wait here," you tell him, scanning the drawers in sight for an emergency kit. all he does is watch, following your footsteps and your hands, how they leap forward at every chance to help him. as soon as you grab what you need, you turn to him. you catch him right as his cold expression thaws. his face is more familiar now, more gentle. as he smiles at you,  his teeth threaten to peak past his lips.

"woah.. you're so cool now." he laughs. "were you always like this in high school?"

"i guess not," you say. the two of you exchange giggles on your way back to him. only now, with the silence engulfing your living room, do you get to see him up close. from what you can tell, it's nothing serious, just a few scratches and bruises here and there. there's blood on his head - probably from the impact - but otherwise he's alright.

"keep still," you urge him and he nods. changsub twitches every now and then as you press the cotton swab against his forehead. the alcohol seeps into his wound and he hisses loudly, turning his head away. apologies shoot out of you in bursts of nervousness. all he can do is laugh. “it’s alright,” he reassures you.

the room is silent but the world feels otherwise. you’re face to face with a boy you loved in highschool, the one you wanted to love but never could. you’re face to face with a boy who broke your heart without your consent, a boy who never knew your agony when you found out he loved someone else. you’re face to face with a boy who never knew the depth of your feelings, and now that boy is the torn up man before you. a man barely smiling, but still trying to regardless because you’re there.

something in you sinks and you’re not sure what.

“are you okay?” you finally ask. changsub’s answer stays caught in his throat.

“i’m alright, it was just an accident,”

“no, i mean -"

“the car’s a bit of a wreck, right? i should probably call someone.”

“that’s not what i meant - ”

“if i broke anything, i can probably cover for it-"

“listen to me, changsub.”

the smile he tried to wear has fallen off. his smile - fake or real - dissolves into the air. he is desolate. he is all the things you knew he never deserved to feel like but he won’t admit it. changsub’s head dips into his lap and he heaves out the weight in his lungs.

“what happened to you?” you finally ask, hoping the volume of your voice outmatches the rhythm of anxiety in your heartbeat. changsub is still for a moment, and he knows he can’t keep still forever.

“she cheated on me,” changsub's voice rises. “she said she loved me and i believed her. i was young, okay? i loved her back, i gave her everything. and that’s why she stayed. she never cared about me. not when i saw her with -"

you hold his hand. he exhales.

“i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to yell.”

“no, it’s fine. i’m sorry this happened to you,” is all you can say to him.

changsub stands and carries himself to the balcony. the sun has dipped beneath the surface of the sky and his body is just a silhouette. there is static in your throat and numbness in his heart; neither of you know how to deal with it, but you follow him anyways.

“i’m such an idiot," he says bitterly.

“i know,” you reply, “i guess not much has changed since high school.”

the moon is kind enough to light up his face. you see him soften, like part of the dread he’d harbored finally let go of him.

“you’re right.”

you want to hold him. you smile with him instead.

soon enough, the nostalgia is blurred out by reality. changsub’s car is still a wreck, wedged between the countryside fence across your flat. neither of you have signal on your phone, and with the downpour heavy above you it’s unlikely anyone will drive past, let alone someone who can fix his car.

“what will you do?” you ask.

“i don’t know,” he says bluntly. “it’s late, plus it looks like no one really goes out here much. i don’t want to bother you so late at night though,” changsub pivots towards the exit. “it’s not too much of a wreck. i’ll go see if i can drive back.”

“stay.”

god knows what made you say that. all you’re sure of is that you’re more surprised than he is to hear those words. your heartbeat runs rampant, especially when changsub turns towards you slightly. somehow, your brain functions enough to speak for yourself in self defense. “it’s really dark, you shouldn’t drive. you don’t even know if the car works, and you hurt yourself so you should probably rest and…”

changsub laughs to himself quietly. “thank you,” he says. the two of you lower your heads in humility.

when the awkwardness pushes itself over, the two of you catch up on the years after high school. you tell him the country home you live in is one you share with friends, whose antique shop you help run during the week. he tells you about his family’s company, and his little sister who finally started high school this year.

he tells you about her. the one who cheated on him, the reason why the two are you are even together again. at first, his voice is turbulent - tossing back and forth between his right to suppress his feelings and your right for an explanation. “she was the one i dated in senior year,” he begins, “our parents knew each other so we were together a lot. i really liked her, you know? and i thought she did, too.” changsub sighs, leaning back onto the couch. “turns out i was just a business deal. our families needed us together to make ends meet. i never knew we were set up for an arranged marriage - she did and she never cared. she was just using me in the end.”

“that’s horrible,” you say. “at least you weren’t in the wrong.”

“i guess,” he replies, “i should’ve known earlier.”

“but that’s not your fault!”

“this is, though,” changsub sighs at the window. “the car, i mean. and the fence. sorry you had to deal with this.”

you shake your head. “you don’t need to be sorry. i’m here to help you.” the words stuck to your mouth only leave your body when you turn away from him. “i want to help you.” on your way to get the extra blankets, changsub stops you in your tracks.

“you always were there, weren't you?” you can feel yourself rooted to the floorboards by his world, deafening the rain and the static and every echo your heartbeat could make. you stand a meter apart from the couch but it feels like he’s lodged himself in your abdomen.

“y/n, did you ever love me? back then?” you fucking idiot, of course i did.

no words emerge from your mouth.

“forget it. it’s a stupid question.” you hear him toss and turn behind you. “you should go to sleep, y/n. i’ve kept you awake long enough.” his back is already facing you when you turn around. “goodnight,” is the last thing you hear before the rain floods your thoughts again. you stand silently before him for centuries, mixing cocktails of complicated feelings and self doubt in the acid of your stomach. you manage to halt your thoughts, just long enough for you to grab the blankets and gently throw them over him.

“i did,” you whisper, pulling the blanket over him as lightly as you could. “i did love you.”

changsub’s still awake as you say this, still awake as you heave yourself onto your bed. a ghost named self hatred haunts both of you tonight, and the night is the longest it has ever been.

--

in your dream, you are back in class 3-a and everything is honeydew and bliss. the friends to your left and right point to changsub, giggling at how the mention of his name curls your mouth into a smile. in your dream, he notices you and says your name, which always sounded better with his voice. the two of you are red cheeked and young and happy, unapologetically.

when you wake up, it is 11am and your chest is a hollow vessel. you shoot upright, running out of your room, confessions in your throat about to spill into the living room.

gone.

the flat is empty. the world moves in slow motion as you search for him, from living room to kitchen to bathroom. nothing. all that’s left is an empty couch and a neatly folded blanket. your eyes latches onto a note left on the coffee table. reluctantly, your hands gravitate toward the page. it reads: “i loved you, too. thank you.”

the page slips between your fingers. just like he did.

outside, the sunshine casts its beams down to spite you. the warmth is so strong you don’t feel the numbness in your chest, or the tears that ricocheted from the paper.

in a state of faithlessness you pray for rain. the rain brought the two of you together, and now you want to drown.

you want him to come back.

this is my 2nd btob fic, thank you so much for reading!! and thank u ana for the prompt!! its a bit clunky but thats bc i’m not used to writing full scenarios - but i’ll get there!! thank you again <3