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im a snob ab this shit
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#HIBISCUS WHEN I AM TIRED OR HOT OR NEED A PICK ME UP#EARL GRAY WHEN I AM JUST FEELING GENERALLY ODD#persian tea for when i need to be cozy#chai when im sad#royal yunnan black tea when im feeling well#genmaicha when im feeling odd and need grounding#herbal when i feel bad generally. especially physically#i love tea tea loves me#im becoming insane
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Just a normal day with the sillys
OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD
I LOVE THIS
THIS IS SO THEM OMG OMG OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
#Ask#fanart#cddwtd chai#cddwtd Tallulah piccolo#Cddwtd mugman#mugchai#IM FREAKING OUT OVER THIS#YOUR ART IS ALWAYS SO SILLY I LOVE IT SO FREAKING MUCH THANK YOU#YOU ALL SPOIL ME WITH FANART TO AN UNPRECEDENTED LEVEL#ALSO MRANTHROPOPPHOBIA I NEVER GET NOTIFICATIONS WHEN YOU @ ME OR SEND AN ASK IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY CAUSE YOURE SO GREAT#ITS SO SAD CAUSE YOU CREATE MASTERPIECES LIKE THIS AND THEN THEY GO UNOTICED LIKE WHAT THATS NOT RIGHT#BUT AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE THIS#💚💚💚💚💚💚
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WHAT THE HELL NOBODY EVER TOLD ME TWO OF MY FAVE VILLAGERS GOT A LINE STICKER TOGETHER. ive loved tabby for YEARS like since 2019 at LEAST. and these stickers are from 2018 how did i not know !!! i love tabby and boots so much 😭😭😭 TABBY AND BOOTS ANIMAL CROSSING I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHH OOMFS FOREVER AND EVER
#im so happy any official content of tabby is awesome shes my fave i looooove her so much SHES SO SILLY!!!#and boots was one of my starting residents on acnh so he holds a special place in my heart#in case anyone was wondering which im sure you were not. my other starting villager on acnh was rocket and shes soooo silly i love rocket#not enough people love her like shes so silly. u are all HATERS#anyway i love talking about my acnh villagers I WISH I HAD MY ACNL ONES WRITTEN DOWN. the only ones i remember are tabby and kyle#but my acnh ones atm (and when i say atm i mean they will be probably til the end of time)#are my guy sherb (found on one of the ticket islands)#stiches (who i also found on an island i think?)#chai (i have her amiibo card shes so cute.)#tammi (another island find)#stella (man i really did just take the first villagers i found on an island and kept them huh)#rocket and boots (starter villagers)#tabby (I WAS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO TRADE HER TO ME ON REDDIT I THINK? and then they were like oh if shes ur fave u can just have her +#like for free. AND THAT WAS SOOOO AWESOME)#bea (i think she was also a ticket island thingy find)#and finally... tom (ok he has a fun story.#i think it was margie who lived on my island at the time and listen she was SUCH a sweetheart i wanted to keep her forever#(she replaced drift who i found on an island and he was mean to me so i have beef with him. still. like four years later.)#but them tom showed up as a camper and i got this crazy hit of nostalgia and i remembered my guy tom was in my childhood city folk town#and i was like. I MISS MY BOY. COME BACK TO ME. so he moved in)#umm only other villager we had was chadder which i think my little brother picked when we shared the island#i think i remember him saying he got chadder because of dantdm...? i dont remember the details#but i got the sanrio amiibo cards which i need to stress i had wanted for YEARS. i was so fucking happy when they got a rerelease#to the point where like. i couldnt get them at first because they sold out super fast. so#i bought them from someone in twitter dms im so serious. and it fucking worked thats how i got them#anyway i wanted chai to move in because shes my fave of that set (i love cinnamoroll) but i needed someone to move out#which i always get so sad about :( but my brother offered to take chadder so i felt a little better abt it#and then i think we forgot to like. have him come get chadder in boxes. so chadder went off somewhere hope hes living a good life#thats it i think. i wish i kept a list of all my villagers ever but considering ive been playing for a decade or so now that would be. crazy#muffin mumbles
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literally everytime i look up a character to see who they were va'd by it always links back to persona 5 somehow. help me.
#benjitalk#saw 1 (one) video of hi-fi rush and decided to look up chai's va bc i adored that silly little man from the little i saw of him#and its robbie daymond. aka. AKECHI. get me out of here#< AND SIDENOTE HE ALSO PLAYED RAYMOND??? IN OK KO?????#first it was venti. then itto. and now its chai. help me.#also im very sad i found about abt hi-fi rush AFTER the steam sale bc i want this game SO BAD#1 VIDEO. THATS ALL I SAW.#the game is only like 30 bucks so im tempted to snag it at full price anyways#but im still playing through 2 (soon to be 3 when i actually install ace attorney oops) games so i at LEAST wanna finish one of those first#IVE NEVER PLAYED P5 BTW. IT JUST KEEPS FOLLOWING ME. someday i'll play it. maybe. or watch a playthrough#thats probably more likely.#p5 (and persona series in general ig??) is a story heavy game from what i know#and i prefer to just watch someone else play story-heavy games?? bc i just want the story i dont wanna go through the gameplay myself#but with games that focus more on the well. gameplay. i wanna actually play them lol#however i am. so so terribly no good just downright BAD at rhythm games no matter how much i wish i wasnt#and. hfr is a RHYTHM FIGHTING GAME. which i suck bad at BOTH. guh. head in hands.
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I never meant to make it such a mess,
I never thought that it would go this far,
So I just stand here, sorry,
Searching for something to say,
Something to say.
Words fail,
Words fail.
There's nothing I can say.
Are so incredibly Kimchay from Kim's POV coded lyrics
#yall im back on my theatre shit and imma cringy abt it#alternative title: if could make edits id do this#i was listening to dear evan hansen and i thought of this and now im sad :(#like just the hopeless coming from kim when he posts that video vor chay#kimchay ripping my heart out pt 38329298386#kim kimhan#porchay pichaya#kimchay#kinnporsche brainrot#cerys rambles
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been thinking ab my dadi (paternal grandma)who passed away last year a lot recently and I almost cried when my mum said to me earlier-completely unprompted- "you have your dadi's forehead"
#banana speaks 🍌#stared at myself in the mirror for a ridiculous amount of time just looking at my forehead#idk man I've just been thinking ab how we carry those we love with us all the time#how all the duvets in our house are not from shops but ones my mum and dadi and aunt made together in the 90s#how the tub with all the chai spices in it once belonged to my dadi and now i use it all the time#my love of raisins comes from when i was a kid and umiji (what we all called her) would give me a handful to eat before bed#sigh#idk what this is im just sad
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"I don't want to talk about this." Kim doesn't have anyone he can talk to about this.
Porsche takes three shot glasses out from behinds the bar and lines them up. Fills each. "Drink," he orders.
Kim side-eyes the glasses. Looks around the bar; near-empty at this hour.
He drinks, one after the other. It burns going down.
"I'm still not talking about it," he says.
"I know." Porsche pulls a single shot for himself. Kim admires his restraint. Then again, only one of them can afford to get laid out, and Porsche has decided it's going to be Kim.
Kim taps one of the glasses, and Porsche obliges him with two more pours. By the time he sets the second face down on the bar top, he feels it. Warmth in his face and cotton in his head. He can convince himself he's barely tipsy, so long as he doesn't move his head, because then the earth tips out from under him. Tipsy.
"Ready to talk about it?"
"Ask me."
"Are you trying to sleep with my baby brother?"
Kim hums. Shakes his head. Regrets it. "Nope, not ready."
Porsche whistles, impressed, and pours another shot.
"You're going to be so fucked up tomorrow."
The six shots Kim sucked down slam him twenty minutes later. He should have expected it; Porsche probably did, and that's why he's laughing at Kim now, snapping pictures of him slumped over the bar and moaning in misery, offering no comfort. It was Porsche's idea to get him loose-lipped with truth serum in the form of alcohol, but Kim let him do it, so it was his fault, really.
Once Porsche has gotten enough blackmail material to last a lifetime, he closes up the bar, then drags Kim over to a booth so they can talk.
"So. Porchay."
"Porchay," Kim agrees, a lyrical slur into his arms.
"You wanna tell me what's going on there?"
"I like him s'much. He's so, so-mmm, good, he's good, and nice, and..." Kim trails off, mumbling something incoherent. "Kissed him."
"What?"
"I kissed him. On his face. I missed. He smells s'good. I wanna kiss 'im again."
Porsche laughs. "Are you trying to sleep with him?"
"Mmmno. Maybe?" Kim tries to push himself upright, and only manages to slump enough enough that he can side-eye Porsche as he says, "Dunno how."
"What?"
"Are you gonna be mad?"
"Probably not. What do you mean, you don't know how?" Kim makes a miserable sound. His eyes are fever-bright, and his cheeks are flushed, and Porsche is pretty sure it's not just from the alcohol. Kim buries his face back in his arms to hide. "Kim, are you-?"
"No." He waves a hand at Porsche. "Kinda."
"Kinda."
"You know."
Porsche does know, but he a mean part of him wants to make Kim say it, because he's an asshole, and bullying little brothers is what he does. He's definitely not going to bully Chay about this, his poor brother would die. So he can harass his own boyfriend's younger brother instead. He relents, though, because Kim looks all kinds of pitiful and sad when he next surfaces from the sanctuary of his arms. Scratch that, he looks distressed.
"I think I want to, I do, I want it - but I haven't - and Chay - I don't want to - what if I'm not-"
"Take a deep breath, kiddo." Kim does. "What, you're afraid of disappointing him?" A small nod, and Kim looks so young, and nervous, that it pulls at Porsche's heart. "Aww. You couldn't."
"Yuh-huh," Kim mumbles.
"Nah. Trust me. That kid is so gone on you." This makes Kim smile. Bright and beautiful and bigger than Porsche has ever seen. In person, at least.
"I love him so much."
"Yeah?" Porsche knows for a fact that Kim has not told Chay as much. He already knows how smitten Kim is, and has for a while - it's why they're having this conversation at all, because Kim is over his head in love, and doesn't know what to do about it, and God forbid he talk about it sober - but the confirmation is nice to hear.
"I gotta - gotta tell him." Kim squirms around until he successfully gets his phone out of his pocket, pushing at the buttons on his lock screen in an unsuccessful attempt to open it. Porsche careful reaches across and take it from him.
"Hey, no, absolutely not. The first time Chay hears that from you is not going to be in the middle of your drunken ranting. He deserves better than that."
Doesn't mean he won't want to know about it later, though, which is why Porsche has had his phone on and recording this entire exchange. He'll save it for their wedding.
"I'll write him a song," Kim declares. "I'll write so many songs, a whole album. all about him, I'll-I'll-" He seemingly loses his train of thought, patting around the table like he's looking for something. Probably a pen. Porsche helpfully hands him one, and Kim latches onto it, scribbling lyrics into a napkin. Porsche can't wait to see what he comes up with later.
"Why haven't you talked to him?" Porsche gently prompts, interrupting his creative flow. He's pretty sure whatever lyrics Kim is coming up with right now are nonsensical anyway.
"Afraid."
"Oh what? Of him rejecting you? Because that's impossible."
Kim shakes his head, looks like he's about to throw up, manages not to. "The other thing."
"What other thing?"
"Him wanting me." Except Chay does want Kim, and Kim has to know it. He's not blind. Porsche tells him as much, and Kim shakes his head, says, "He thinks so, because he doesn't have me. But if he does, and he doesn't want me anymore, because I don't, I don't..."
Porsche thinks Kim might say, I don't know how to be loved, and it breaks his heart. He slides around the booth so he can pull Kim into his side, and tries not to react when Kim bursts into tears. He didn't know Kim knew how to cry.
"Chay's so good, he's everything, and I'm not, I'm not, I don't-"
"Hey, hey, stop that. Calm down, it's okay, you're okay. Come on, what's all this?" Porsche ruffles his hair and laughs. "You're Wik! You're Khimhan Theerapanyakul.
Kim wheezes, "Not good," and Porsche crushes him in a one-armed hug that Kim doesn't even try to fight.
"Good enough for my little brother. Kay? Trust me, I'm the expert, and I'm giving you my blessing. So pull yourself together."
"Nnng?"
"Yeah, idiot, I'm giving you my permission to defile Chay."
"I wanna hold his hand and kiss his cheek and take him on a date. A real date. Imma get him flowers. What kind of flowers does he like?"
"He's allergic."
"Oh."
"But you can still do the other stuff."
"Oh." Another brilliant smile. "Yay."
"But before that..." Porsche waits for Kim to put it together, but he doesn't, blinking up at Porsche with his big brown eyes and waiting for direction. Porsche finishes the thought. "You have to talk to him first."
"Oh. Not yay."
"Hey, at least you already know what the answer's gonna be." Porsche cuffs his shoulder. "Do it for Chay, so you can have all that filthy hand-holding and cheek kisses and dates."
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The next day greets Kim with the worst hangover he's had in his life, his body violently rejecting every ounce of alcohol he forced into it. When he can stop throwing up long enough to string together a coherent thought, he texts Porsche to inform him he's the worst person alive, his ideas are horrible, Kim is never trusting him again, and he's going to kill him the next time he sees him, just for good measure. His body hurts in ways he didn't know were possible, and it's Porsche's fault, and vengeance will be had. Just as soon as he can walk again.
Drink plenty of fluids! Porsche cheerfully replies. And don't forget to talk to Chay. Or else I'm sending him the video of you last night.
Well.
Fuck.
#cookie writes#kimchay#this is so stupid#but I love the idea that Kim really DOES want to talk but he CANT#physically CAN NOT#so Porsche is like hey what if we get you drunk#and Kim is like bet#anyway#Kim goes to see Chay the next day and he looks like a wet cat#Porsche is like are you really going to confess to him like this?#Kim is like you don't get to judge when this is literally your fault#it's a good thing Chay likes cats#i'm exhausted I'm going to bed now lmao
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real livestream reactions this time
GA-MING. GAMING 嘉明 ITS HIS PATCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE HIS VA I LOVE HIS FIT HIS MOVESET HIS DANCING ON WATER HIS CANTO INSPIRATIONS PLEASE
his VA is trying to do the canto phrases!!! and like a slight tinge of accent?????? hopefully she's getting there? i perked up when he said 我埋单 ("my treat") hehe wwwww he's so cute
family issues?? a dream job side hustle that his family doesn't really agree with but he still does anyways while doing a "more legitimate" main job? sounding more like xingqiu by the minute im intrigued
his little chibi at the end,,, and the sort of stop-motion paper animation with man chai was so cute. suanni man chai and (kind of) ex-god guoba meetup when??
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww my sonnnnnnnnnn oh my god
also. menogias. can we talk about this giant ass minu stage
LIKE WHAT. LORE???????? CHENYU VALE MINU LORE????? PLEASE? he's prolly my fave dead yakshas; circle forehead fashion designer monkey general one of zhongli's biggest fans (jk).... please give some crumbs
there's one guy in the xianyun developer interview who was like "please don't go too hard on us" it's a bit stronger wording/more pleading wording in chinese but he's so real for this lol. god bless thanks for you work just never look at my critiques or comment sections in general <3
im sorry but some of the buildings in chenyu vale kinda look like they got copy pasted from star rail xianzhou alchemy division map
i guess it's fine because they both look like suzhou waterway architecture w the white walls black tiles
oh never mind it looks too much like star rail xianzhou .... the rest of it looks super cool though. jade <3
xingqiu. sad face i'm sorry his skin looks dull i don't like the furina knockoff suit. i won't talk about the girls lol
GUOBA YUEGUI LMAOOO the minigames look cute honestly
traveler is cooking. aether's delighted face when the dish is finished was so funny i'm sorry
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I REACHED POST LIMIT SO HERES MY POST FROM 9:20 ONWARD
"Goodbye my three little ones, your father has to go"
"Im sorry chat, i guess ill just speak from the heart. the way i lost dapper and pomme i dont think i really.. had time to process, so losing him like this feels like losing all three of them at the same time"
Visiting bagis... poor zeno fucking died to a rooster LMAO i missed bagis place so fucking bad
searching for pepito.... where is my baby.... where is my little pepito, there pepito is
Bad doesnt really know what to do with himself, hes still sad but richas is like. Officially gone. Which is a crazy thing to process. I was having a hard time dealing with it but i think richas' final goodbye made me feel a lot better about it,it doesnt feel like theres a nail in the back of my brain now, im a little more content with this at least. Wont really be happy about it, but more content with it
We're gonna go leave a richas flower (blue orchid) at bagi's old base <3 just like how we left a cornflower at a place special to pomme.
hehehe agent 18/panks_ is in chat and theyre tormenting bad for fun
Offering pepito the opportunity to visit one last place, bad plans on coming back and visiting a couple final places sometime soon, not tonight but soon. Probably gonna end after pepito picks where to go
pepito cant think of anywhere, bads picking one more place to go
PEPITO TIME AT THE OFFICIAL DAPPER TIME SPOT??? LETS GOOOOO
Pepitos gonna be temporarily dapper while in the official dapper time spot <333
bads back, i got so comfortable in the old house that i forgot we have to leave. Just a wave of sadness washed over me, it feels like leaving home all over again, it feels like we should be able to walk into the old spawn from dappers train station and see pierre and pomme and etoiles again
pomme in chat... assuring bad she and dapper wont be leaving any time soon. Bad promises us he has some really fun stuff hes been working on he thinks we'll enjoy, this journey isnt over
while waiting for pepito we're reminiscing on when he had to triangulate the Dont have Your Gun thing that was playing that he couldnt find LMAO
currently visiting the old subway bad was building with dapper underground.... the new terrain generation generated a FULL end city RIGHT next to it!!!!
gonna visit bobby fields another day, thats another day issue, but dapper wanted to go see it with him lol
Bad found out Lullah and Richas were leaving yesterday, sounds like he didnt know chay was leaving till today
BOOOOOOOO BOOOOOO BOO IS HERE!!!! HELLO BOO!!!!!!
Pepitos playing around in the balloons Boo left <33
Bad: Yeah i remember when pomme and dapper came in one of these end cities and scared the muffins out of me Pomme: ?????? Pomme: bro you were dead Bad: I STILL REMEMBER.......
We're gonna go play Wordlos (or however you spell it) one last time before leaving the old spawn <3 gonna see if we can get it to work!!!
kinda works!!! Kinda!!! It mostly works!!!! gonna play!!!!!
"I am so proud of your spanish uncle bad!!! its a great advance to know how to explain something, its the most important thing"
We're looking at the paintings, this is it for the day. Richas logged off with bads statue painting so hes probably never gonna see that again LMAO "thats why we get screenshots"
Pepitos saying a little goodnight to the ghosties <33 pepitos gonna eat all of us up because we're so cute. "I see everything, too. EVERYTHIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG". Pepitos telling us to rest, eat, and drink water, and do our favorite things. We deserve it, to remember not to be sad it ended but be happy it happened at all <3
Bads planning on streaming tomorrow, hes not 100% sure what we'll be doing but he isnt gonna let this crank his steam
Pepitos planning on getting on tomorrow! or whenever! pepito doesnt know when pepito gets on LMAO
Thats all for todays stream, ending at 10:15, goodnight bad, richas, pomme, and dapper <3
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watched a compilation of all the (canon) egg deaths throughout the server's lifetime and I got some thoughts
(cw - lots of death, lots of pain, if you watched this server you know what to expect but be warned anyway)
- fit's reaction to ramón's loss of his first life is so interesting - no reaction from him or phil that an egg had just gone down in the in-game chat. crazy concept compared to the rest of the future of the smp
- juana and tilin's deaths are so sad and accidental that it's kinda funny. Charlie and Mari just clearly have no idea the risky shit they're pulling (COZ HOW COULD THEY???). man, thank god for etoiles figuring out the sword bug
- foolish just stepping out and coming back to a whale'd leo - the poor doozers who tried to get his attention through donos
- poor fucking roier man. that man just went through it. the reaction of the rest of the server when Bobby went down... bruh the suppressed memories of egg trauma are resurfacing...
- i forgot the bulls were such a fucking problem at one point, hit one and they all come to beat your ass.
- i was there for only some of the egg deaths in the actual streams but i remember tallulah's one from the code monster and phil so fucking clearly. the code was soooooo fucking intent on killing her that day, it took so long and it was so frustrating when it finally succeeded. (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA)
- oh my god i fucking straight up forgot how bad em's death to the eye workers was. that was so horrible. really fine with never hearing a scream like that ever again thanks 👍
- on that note - every single one of these are so not fun coz the qsmp perfected a level of story and character with the eggs where no one is really being a character or doing much acting. EVERY TIME AN EGG LOSES A LIFE EVERYONE IS ACTUALLY MISERABLE, THERE IS NO ACTING HERE, EVERYONE IS CRYING, IM CRYING, THE CHAT IS CRYING
- ahem. im fine.
- andddddddd i stopped watching when richas' final death was gonna play. i dont need to watch that again. it is tattooed in my brain. thanks but no ❤️
- and i didnt fully realise how many of the egg deaths that really fucked me up were the redacted ones, the nightmares. ramón getting chased out of his safehouse and dying alone in the bamboo as the server races to save him. Phil getting double tapped on the beach and watching pomme get one shotted by the code, totally helpless to do anything. richas disappearing for one (1) second and just showing up as dead, killed by a frenzied knight out of fucking nowhere. The Nightmare, the event that made the server remove a enemy mob mod for a while coz it was just too op compared to the players, just real fun memories of phil taking a boat back to the beach where it happened and debating on whether he's gonna straight up leave the server if chay is gone.
oh, and the Brazilians just blowing up on Vegetta's mines all the way through their first day, leading to richas just getting a redo of his lives lmao
#was a really fun time through memory lane - welcome to the reason everyone was so fucking paranoid about ender pearl stasis chambers#“ttt” as a concept is also tattooed in my brain#damn the code attack period was super stressful huh#egg bunkers and stasis chambers and chat signals and reinforced blocks#hoooooo boy#qsmp#qsmp lore#qsmp eggs#sunny our undowned queen - couldnt be her - BUT HER FATHER DID LOSE HIS TWO LIVES INSTEAD I GUESS LMAO
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MARCUS CUTTER?
STUPID IDIOT MOTHERFUCKING MARCUS CUTTER GOD DAMN FOOL ALIEN CONTACTING CHAI DRINKING RAT OLD BASTARD SHITHEAD IDIOT COMMUNICATIONS DIRECTOR of WHORE-DARD FUTURISTICS BIGGEST CLOWN IN THE CIRCUS LAUGHED OUT OF TOWN COWBOY MOTHERFUCKING MARCUS CUTTER
STOP PINNING ME WHEN I TALK ABOUT MARCUS CUTTER I HATE HIM SO MUCH WHY DOES HE HAVE SO MUCH FUCKED UP SCIENCE WHY DID HE DECIDE TO FUCK AROUND AND FIND OUT JUST SET IT LOOSE IS HE DEAD IS HE A BASTARD MAN HAS SUCH A VISCERAL AFFECT ON ME NOT EVEN IN THE ROOM NEVER SEEN THIS MANS FACE AND I KNOW HE HAS THE WORLDS SHITTIEST COMBOVER GET AWAY FROM ME
if i wanted to get into heaven and god said marcus cutters waiting inside i would piss on gods feet for the sole purpose of getting sent back down
if i have to deal with marcus cutter showing up on the hephaestus at wolf 359 in the same room as the protagonists not only will i close the tab i will delete my bookmark out of spite and have to rewatch the entire series again for the experience of being able to skip all the times when he is mentioned or alive
i dont even know why i hate him so much. he does science but i am just mad because i am angy
he better have some fucked up backstory to explain this if hes just some rich shithead whos a fan of aliens and wanted irl ones ill go ham
BETTER have had a transmission make him kill a man cuz if he didnt Im going to make him
paypal.com/IFuckingHateMarcusCutter
episodes not even about him. vaguely mentioned what is supposed to maybe be his secretary and i lost it
where the fuck is marcus cutter if hes still alive im going to so deeply wish he wasnt
crusty old man
ill punch cutter and his sad frail old man twig bones will simply flake apart under my epic huge meat fist and he will disintegrate until all thats left is one final transmission he kept on him at all times simply titled Now You Fucked Up in ancient Dear Listenerese
im not breathing im hyperventilating at this point
i hope theres a date given for when cutter died or will die so i can make it a reminder on my phone
every day once a year i will see it and do anything but pay respects to the man who had so much fucked up if true science
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Oh Crow, may I humbly submit a ficlet request? Please, please, please could I please have a ficlet about Mountain shedding his antlers. -Ghoulette Anon
@ghouletteanon it has become apparent to me that every time im sad, i write about creechur mountain being sad. hmmm, will i ever unpack that?
Every year, without fail. He should know what to expect by now, but every time it’s like pulling teeth. Shedding almost adds insult to injury, always immediately following the earth ghoul’s seasonal (usually taxing) rut. It starts with a dull ache that radiates from the base of his horns all the way through to his temples. Much like a headache that refuses to ebb, it’s a steady pressure that blooms at any time of day and doesn’t stop until the shed is over. After a few days, the itching starts—sharp and insistent, a need barely satiated even by the deepest reach of quintessence. The sensation nearly drove him insane the very first time and had him pressing his horns to the stone abbey walls until the sound of cracking marrow filled his ears. He was inconsolable the moment he saw himself in the reflection of the nearby window panes, eyes wild and red-rimmed, hair knotted around the bases of two freshly-shorn off horns. He looked bald, for lack of a better term. Juvenile. Wrong.
Mountain’s used to it now, after many years. Even with the playful teasing from his packmates. He admits he does look a little funny until the regrowth starts. It’s all worth it when he gets their undivided attention when the velvet forms, the soft and addicting texture keeping them coming back to pet and caress him, rubbing their cheeks against his horns like kittens.
This shed though? This shed has him wanting to flee to the woods and never come back. Immediately within the first forty-eight hours, his right horn dropped. Which would be a relief if the pain hadn’t migrated to the left and lingered, the damned thing refusing to drop for three days. It’s the fourth day now, and Mountain sits slumped over at the kitchen counter, throbbing head buried in his arms. The cool of the granite helps some, but the itching sensation makes his ears twitch and his claws dig into his own arms.
“Are we still a unicorn today, big guy?” Dew’s voice is surprisingly quiet, but grating nonetheless.
“Leave me alone,” Mountain groans, tightening the grip of his arms around his ears. Thankfully, there’s no retort from the fire ghoul. Mountain grumbles through another wave of itchiness, fighting the urge to grind his forehead into the edge of the counter.
“Do you want coffee or tea or anything?” Dew asks softly somewhere in front of his head. He hears the little ghoul rummage around in the cabinets, followed by the clink of two mugs being set on the counter.
Mountain shifts his head slightly to peek at him over his arm. Dew looks at him expectantly, but not impatiently. If he squints hard enough, he can see the concern start to furrow his brow. “Tea,” he rasps. Dew doesn’t have to ask what kind, he knows.
“‘Kay,” he says easily. He fills one of the mugs with water, a chunky beige one that Mountain frequently uses. Dew plucks a teabag from the tin, the scent of orange peel and chai already wafting over.
Mountain hums approvingly, but the sound quickly becomes another groan as the itching sensation grows. His ears pin back low and he grabs frustratingly at his scalp.
“Can I help?” Dew asks in a small voice.
“Don’t touch me,” Mountain snaps. He immediately regrets it, seeing the way the fire ghoul flinches. “Sorry, I didn’t mean—”
“It’s okay,” Dew reassures him. “You’re hurting.” He reaches out his hands across the counter, palms up, beckoning Mountain to inch forward. The earth ghoul lifts his head with great difficulty and shuffles close enough for Dew to take his head in his hands. Mountain winces when his fingers roam his face and move towards the base of his horns.
Dew traces the outline of the one already shorn. “Does this one hurt?” Mountain makes a noise in the back of his throat, not daring to shake his head no. “Just this one then,” Dew answers for him.
“Yeah. Kinda want to just yank it off at this point,” Mountain says sadly. The fire ghoul frames the base of the still-attached horn with both of his hands, pressing feather-light. A slow bloom of warmth begins to radiate from his fingertips, seeping right into his skull beneath the pedicle.
“Oh,” Mountain chokes out; the heat relieves the gnawing itch almost immediately, leaving only hints of a dull irritation. He has to catch his head in his own hands, the weight of it increasing ten-fold as his eyelids droop with the sudden onslaught of relief. “That is . . . so much better,” the earth ghoul practically purrs, tipping his head further into Dew’s hands.
“I’m glad,” Dew smiles. He removes one of his hands briefly to slide the mug in front of Mountain, dropping the tea bag in and wrapping his hands around the pottery. The earth ghoul trills happily when the smell of simmering spices fill his nostrils, Dew’s fire quickly bringing the brew to life. Steam soon caresses his face, bringing with it its relaxing aroma.
Dew shifts the mug slightly closer and removes his hand. “Don’t faceplant into it,” he teases. He moves to take his other hand from Mountain’s head, but the taller ghoul lets out a low growl in protest. “Okay, okay,” Dew laughs, “a little longer.”
#some soft mountaindew for this evening#crow caws#ghouletteanon#mountain ghoul#mountain my love#mountain monday#dewdrop ghoul#ficlet#fanfic#the band ghost#crow writes#the band ghost fanfic
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NEW EGGS
I was watching the whole stream of white bimbo stream on my way home on the bus and I AM SO HAPPY THAT ALL THE EGGS ARE OKAY LIKE OMG THE RELIEF I FELT WHEN I SAW THEM <3333
Sadly the og eggs are now in egg hospital which i hope they wake up from soon cause i need them in my life. (chay, talu, and leo are my emotional support eggs)
ALSO ther are a whole punch of new eggs which is super cool but kinda sad when you think about it cause some of the parents of the new eggs already had kids so its like that luewarm feeling of them starting again and moving on yk.
so the new eggs are
-SUNNY
-PAQUITO
-EMPANADA
Tobby's child Sunny (currently watching his pov) is so joining the spoil kid trio. (leo, ramon, and dapper) Like just from the whole interaction of sunny and etoile its so based of her being like my friendship is money
POINT IS IM REALLY HAPPY THAT THERE ARE EGGS BACK ON THE ISLAND I HAVE MISSED THIS SO MUCH
(i might stream later into the night drawing qsmp sooo :))) )
#qsmp#qsmp tubbo#digital art#art#qsmp eggs#qsmp new eggs#qsmp leonarda#qsmp dapper#qsmp ramon#qsmp talk#qsmp liveblog#ahhhhh#im happy#qsmp sunny
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this is a response to your twitter post im on priv and also shy: i would literally love to see you talk about ranlay. any and all text related to ranlay is a valuable resource.
Mega ramble incoming; Miracle Mask spoilers, Unwound Future spoils, Layton anime spoils
Some silly or sad hcs abt ‘em (most of these are shared hcs or hcs I got from other peopleee ) I know they’re cringe LEAVE ME ALONEEE
(๑・̑3・̑๑)([ ˃̶͈̀]∀[˂̶͈́])
Ok Let’s start with some silly ones :3
Randall and Hershel’s Garden
Since Hershel practically lives at the University, Hershel and Randall start a garden there and plant fruits and vegetables to cook a nice meal at home. Or even walk together in the garden for a nice distraction from life and work.
2. Dancing
I like to think Randall is a pretty good dancer. Though, Hershel has two left feet. Randall teaches Hershel some basic moves as they intertwine their fingers. Or just hold hands and stare deeply into each-others eyes.
(Doodles I did of it hehehe)
-Randall doesn’t mind if Hershel can’t dance, he still enjoys doing anything with him regardless. He enjoys Hershel’s light that he brings into his life.
a song that I think they’d dance to together in their free time; (posted like this so you can listen to it as you scroll through ‘em HEHE )
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3. Pajamas and Sleepin
What would Hershel and Randall wear to bed?Hershel wears a sweater all the time no matter the weather (well obviously not summer) , He feels pretty insecure about his body since he hasn’t been with someone in such an intimate way since Claire’s accident. Randall teases him for that as he kisses him and tells him how beautiful he looks at any given moment. Randall would only wear boxers to bed or just…nothing at all if you’re brave enough LOLL. Randall has a lot of body heat so he doesn’t need any PJs. Often times, Hershel holds Randall while they sleep for warmth but Randall starts sweating like crazy because of the blanket + Hershel’s body heat, he doesn’t tell Hershel to stop hugging him tho since he loves the affection. Randall often wakes up to Hershel either spooning him or Laying close to his chest. HEHEHEEEE
4.Wings
One of my favorite hcs with Randall is him growing wings from the mask in order for it to not be damaged. I like to think that his wings kinda flutter when he’s doing anything with Hershel. He just starts hovering in the air when Hershel kisses him, bringing hershel up with him as he holds his face
5.Annoyance
Randall annoys Hershel at any given moment he can. Pinching his cheeks, interrupting Hershel when he does lecture plans, nuzzling all over Hershel like a cat (hehehee), or even kissing him straight on the mouth when they argue. Hershel doesn’t mind what Randall does, in fact, he loves it. He enjoys the attention Randall gives him since it makes him feel special, like someone actually cares about him with a passion.
6. Hairsss (Inspired by sweeetrandall HEHEHE)
The more time Randall spent away from Henry and Angela, the more his hair grew out. Randall wanted to be more of his own person than who he was before the fall, and Henry and Angela didn’t really help with that. During his time with Hershel, his hair grew back into that spiky style we see after he unmasks himself in miracle mask, with side burns and a bit of beard scruff (i love that hc so muchhh rahhggh) . He feels much more confident in who he is with longer hair and a scruffy beard. Hershel enjoys his confidence and scratchy kisses. Hershel also has the occasional Beard Scruff since he rarely takes care of himself.
7. Relaxation
Randall and Hershel’s ideal vacation spot is anywhere they can be together. Hershel often spends time on the couch reading while Randall makes them tea so that they can cuddle together with a cup of belle classic, though Randall prefers a cup of chai.
Going a bit away from that, whenever Hershel tries to relax himself in the bathtub, Randall hops in beside him (Ranlay bathing RanLay bathing RanLay bathingggg, they need to be squeaky clean, no mud in sight)
(slowly entering the sad territory, so sorry)
8. Comforting
Hershel has nightmares in his sleep about his past, replaying the worst moments over and over again. From him and Randall’s adventure in the ruins to Claire’s explosion accident. He often wakes up in a cold sweat from his nightmares. Whenever this happens or when Randall feels hershel squirming next to him, he’ll wrap his arms around him and whisper sweet words in Hershel’s ears with a tired but loving voice to try and calm him down.
9. Wishing
(This is during stansbury before the fall)
Randall would spend so much time together with Hershel. Going on expeditions or studying together for a big test at home. It would make Randall start to fall in love with Hershel the more he hanged out with him. Randall would often find himself wishing that Hershel was a girl. He knew that at home he would be shamed for ever finding interest in a man, none the less one of his best friends. Often going to their tree study spot under the stars, wishing and begging that Hershel would magically turn into a girl so that he could be with him. Randall still loved Angela a lot and would do absolutely anything for her. But his feelings were torn apart between his forbidden love for Hershel and Angela.
10. Flowers
Before Hershel set off to find the relic treasure, he would often send flowers to Randall every week while he was out on an adventure. Bouquets with a mixture of trillium flowers and violets would always be at Randall’s doorstep with a hand written note attached possibly saying;
“My love, I’m out on another busy trip but i hope these flowers brighten your days without me. I will be back fairly soon. Enjoy the flowers, my darling.
-With love, Hershel Layton”
Randall would enjoy receiving these flowers in person or delivered to his doorstep. But a year after Hershel had gone to discover the secret behind the relic treasure, Randall received these bouquets less and less each passing month. He began to worry about Hershel’s whereabouts and question where and why he was gone for so long without a call or a letter. Randall grew depressed and longed for Hershel as he had no contact from him in years. After receiving a call from the hospital Hershel was staying at he immediately ran over and held Hershel’s hand with tears flowing out of his eyes happy to see his beloved partner return, gently kissing his hand. Sadly Hershel couldn’t feel it since he was trapped in an ice bath for so long. Randall didn’t care as he continued to kiss him.
Song that gave me inspo for this;
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ok. my silly babies.
#miracle mask spoilers#unwound future spoilers#Professor Layton and the relics treasure spoils#Layton Mystery Detective Agency: Kat's Mystery-Solving Files spoils#ranlay#OKAY SO SORRY THAT IT’S SO MUCH#I AM VERY NORMAL FOR RANLAY OKAY#mangledscrimp rant#randall ascot#hershel layton#my art#mangledscrimp doodles#i love love love ranlay you guys have no idea#professor hershel layton#professor layton#pl#professor layton headcanons
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I feel so very sad about the two middle aged women that I used to work with. One of them was named amanda who worked at 7-11 with me and the was chai who worked at dunkin with me. Both these ladies were so very very fucked, financially and mentally but they were always so sweet to me. I'm around the age they wouldve been when things went wrong for them in life. I think they just see that in me, since they think Im a young girl. I remember amanda handing me a pair of hooped earrings that matched hers and a bag that she picked out of her closet for me to have. It smelt of cigarettes but it was lovely. It was the last day I worked at that 7-11 and she was flat broke, but it fet like love. Chai saw me running around with a lunchbox for a backpack for a month before giving me a small black backpack that matched her prized bag. She said she got it discounted because the pockets were broken but she knew I'd be able to resew the pockets like new. Chai donated her plasma weekly to get rent money. I don't know, but something about the love these two women showed me at shitty little jobs has profoundly changed me. We are all in shit situations but I tried to give back my love that they gave me. I miss them so much, in those jobs. Man, bond with your coworkers.
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no cause i'm so excited for this? i know absolutely nothing about naruto (just like the last anon hah) but i have so much faith in you creating an amazing if! obviously i need to bring some slight angst to this sooo, what would the ros reactions be to the mc crushing on someone else? (while the ros are crushing on the mc) (ps: i can just imagine the pain inoru would feel if he liked the mc just to realise they're into asahi-)
ahhh im so happy you're excited even without naruto knowledge!! thank you so much !
ooohhh some angst time 😏
disclaimer; they would all eventually be fine with it! they all would really just want mc to be happy!
Asahi: you notice him with a sad smile whenever the person you're crushing on is brought up or around you both 🥲
Niko: might feel replaced at first, they thought you'd for sure end up together, but does eventually get over it bc your friendship is more important
Shikako: starts wondering if maybe she had said something sooner, or done something different, she could be the person you're crushing on. she somehow gets even quieter around you
Inoru: you are so right!! if it was asahi mc has a crush on he'd feel personally betrayed! 😤 would try and win you over anyway, but if it's against asahi? his effort is doubled lol
Rona: accepts it the best tbh, better to have loved and lost and all that. kanemaru may not feel the same and would growl at whoever did win your heart lol
Jun: his mind will say 'good this is for the best', but then why does his heart feel like it's breaking and his stomach is lurching thinking about you and your crush together?
Chai: WILL FIGHT FOR YOUR HEART! will challenge your crush to a fight whenever possible (especially when you're around so she can show off for you)
Mokoto: would pretend everything's fine lol literally the this is fine meme :)
Ryoku: he's realizing how much he actually did like you. will clench his fists and try to keep calm whenever your crush is mentioned. will probably need to excuse himself before he gets too heated lol
Kougetsu: would have the "i saw them first" mentality, even if they didn't actually see you first lol. the most vocal and straightforward about it, would ask all whiny, "wait why do you like themmm ☹️☹️☹️"
#q#ask#ro asks#crybabymanda#ch: niko#ch: asahi#ch: shikako#ch: inoru#ch: rona#ch: jun#ch: chai#ch: mokoto#ch: ryoku#ch: kougetsu
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