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can u plsssss yap more Abt ur opinions of fanon Marlene more??? I agree with everything u said Abt the rant Abt fanon Remus, James, Sirius, regulus, and Marlene, but wanna hear more abt her (and maybe the other girls too???)
yes bby OKAY so.
i lowk hate marlene's fanon. she's so mean lesbian and i dont . i dont like that. mainly because she's only mean to sirius (&is a remus dickrider lowk,) and like . i hate men too bby but like there is a time and place for it yk idk. i get that bc her personality is entirely headcanoned its more necessary to 2d-ify her but i wish she had more personality than liking effie, being mean and being a lesbian :(
lily !!!!!!!!!!!! let her be dumb. please. i want my silly goofy girl. also !!!! i see a lot of content of her being discriminated which yes true because muggleborn but i feel like it's canon/safe to assume that she's well off !! i want to see more cunt lily. but not like a bitch yk just a cunt. also !!! more lily getting in trouble AND GETTING CAUGHT please. please. she's not a super genius mastermind who can play the godliest pranks with her girls and then never get in trouble. more flawed women please.
also !!!! this is specifically @ people who pair james w someone else (jegulus, bambibelle, wolfbucks, etc.) i dont like. actually. i lowk hate when lily's a lesbian. like bfr is the only reason shes not w james bc shes a lesbian? i love marylily and stuff but i feel like i want to see more lily with a man (i KNOW what this sounds like i swear im not being like 'STRAIGHT REP MATTERS AS MUCH AS LGBT REP đ đ ' )
i want to get into moonflower but like idk any fics yk. âšď¸. and !!! i want to see her studied without having a love interest. OH AND i want to see her not end up single in james/man ship fics. idk why this peeves me. i think this goes for a lot of women actually. like idk let her find someone yk. oh and !!! this is just a random fandom complaint but like just because someone is single doesnt mean theyre aroace. sometimes people are just single!
also !!! more lily friendships. more lily as a popular girl. as liking quidditch. i feel like she's so underdeveloped even though she's the ONLY marauders era girl we have SO MUCH information on. :((
MARY MACDONALDDD my BELOVED . my BETROTHED. i love her. but. shes so oversexualized. i say this as someone who also views her as dating around a lot btw not shading anyone but like . !!!!!!!! she should be seen as more than that. same as lily, let her be seen as a character and judged as one before you ship her with someone. also, idk again why this bothers me since i dont see her as that, but i feel like i require some insecure mary content. just like a mess of insecurities, ACTUAL insecurities which are real and not simply in her head because she's the most drop dead gorgeous girl in the whole world. maybe as a mother. i love her as a mother. because mother mary skfsk. ummm yeah . i love her. my wife. please treat her right guys. ALSO if someone has any mary centric fics haha . give me.
#i love the#marauders girls#the marauders era#harry potter marauders#hp marauders#marauders era#the marauders#marauders fandom#marauders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#dead gay wizards#mauraders#mauraders fan#dead wizards from the 70s#dead gay witches#dead gay witches from the 70s#mary macdonald#marlene mckinnon#lily evans#lily potter#lily evans potter#anti fanon#anti marauders fanon#anti marauders fandom#anti lily evans fanon#anti lily potter fanon#anti mary macdonald fanon#anti marlene mckinnon fanon#fatims asks
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thinking about dusknoir. (again.)
thinking about dusknoir sitting back once heâs (presumably) released from dialgaâs service and feeling lost. thinking about dusknoir wondering what on earth heâs going to do now that heâs free and still alive with a big bright beautiful world to explore. thinking about how intimidated he would be at the thought of facing the repercussions of his actions but willing to embrace it since he was given a second lease on life. thinking about him not expecting to find forgiveness from those he hurt for so longâbut grovyle and celebi are far kinder than he deserves and he spends much of his time trying to earn it despite them telling him he neednât do so.
thinking about how dusknoir just about kills himself trying to repay all the debts he feels that he owes. thinking about how he doesnât really know how to function in a world that isnât decrepit and dangerous. thinking about how grovyle and celebi have to remind him that theyâre not really sure how to navigate it either but theyâre all in it together, for better or for worse. thinking about dusknoir realizing at some point that he doesnât need to put on airs anymore, that he could just be himselfâthat how sincere he was while in the past could translate now.
thinking about grovyle and celebi slowly learning the real him, beneath the mask and the bravado and the fear heâd clung to for so long. heâs courteous, heâs considerate, heâs kindâand his knowledge and experience certainly help them immensely while they travel. he grows protective of them so fast theyâre suffering a little bit of emotional whiplash, seeing how ruffled he gets when strangers approach and heâs gauging whether theyâre friends or foes. (arceus help anyone that decides to attack, rob, or deceive themâI donât know of anyone whoâd wittingly incur the blinding wrath of a 7â3â mercenary ghost-type.)
thinking about dusknoir taking the brunt of hits in mystery dungeons without flinching, not even hesitating to put his own health and safety at jeopardy for their sake, since theyâre more prone to type disadvantages. he seems surprised when they do the same for him or scold him for putting himself in danger, not thinking for a moment that theyâd be concerned for him still, after everything he did. itâs an adjustment they all have to work through, and he discovers that it feelsâŚnice, to be fussed over. really nice, like he was worth something more than the blood heâd shed.
thinking about them being reunited with lu, seeing him older and wiser and settled. grovyle and celebi are overjoyed and dusknoir is exceedingly glad (if overwhelmed) to see the boy all grown up and prospering. lu almost attacks him but listens to grovyle and celebiâs reasoning, thankfully. itâs a slow and painstaking process, but they make up with time. eventually lu admits without as many words that he looks up to dusknoir as a father figure. after that they grow closer than ever and if dusknoir thinks about it too long he starts to tear up (no heâs just got something in his eye look away).
thinking about dusknoir having such conflicting feelings over eliana not being thereârelief and disappointment in equal measure. he wants to reconcile with her like he has with lu, but at the same time heâs terrified of facing the layers of complexity that colored their relationship. he considered lu a ward of sorts, an apprentice, someone to give advice to. but eliana was his equal, his contemporary. he respected her more than even chatot or wigglytuff. she treated him like a normal person and for the first time in his life he knew what it meant to crave domesticity. she almost made him consider altering his waysâand thatâs what had made her so dangerous. he wants what they had back so badly, but he knows that she has every right to hate him and never want to speak to nor lay eyes on him again.
thinking about them forming an exploration team. thinking about them deliberating over a name for several days, grovyle struggling and celebi arguing and dusknoir finally proposing âsunriseâ since it was so integral to all of their lives (but especially his in particular). they agree unanimously and itâs set in stone, and grovyle and celebi are a little surprised by his capacity for poeticism. they primarily take rescue and criminal apprehension missions and work up the ranks quickly. their name becomes revered through the whole continent and even the most hardened criminals hesitate to commit crimes anywhere relatively close to treasure town. (it doesnât matter. they still hunt them down. they enjoy traveling, so it gives them an excuse to do so. dusknoir can keep their bounties in his belly so hauling them back in to Magnezone is no issue.)
thinking about how time passes. thinking about how he grows comfortable in his own skin, how he starts to heal and learn and grow, how he comes to he understand what it means to be (mostly) at peace with the world, with those for whom he is fondest, and himself. thinking about how he doesnât feel any true closure until he can reconcile with eliana. thinking about how conflicted he feels just at the thought of seeing her again, but how badly he wants to. thinking about how he would dwell on it for so long that heâs surprised when she actually shows up.
he doesnât fault her for attacking him, for mistrusting him, for not wanting to be in the same vicinity as him. but he triesâby Arceus, he tries so hard to win her back over. he craves her good opinion so terribly bc she was really the one that started his journey to redemption. he remembers those lengthy conversations and late nights researching (even if, by then, heâd been in the middle of realizing his plotâbut it hadnât been easy by any means, admittedly) and wants for nothing more than for her to confide in him again. heâll take what he can get, butâŚperhaps he goes a bit overboard.
he does everything he can to help her around her periphery that wouldnât immediately set her hackles to rise. he leaves items or books for her to find, keepsakes or rocks or flowers that remind him of her. he offers to help her when she needs it but backs off when she inevitably refuses. he doesnât protest when she insists on exploring with grovyle or Celebi instead of him even though it might be more convenient (or safe) sometimes. he takes her passive-aggression and snide remarks and hostility without a single complaint, even when grovyle tries to intervene or mediate for his sake. he feels he deserves it. if itâs part of his reparations to pay in letting her work out her anger, heâll endure it gladly.
and once he does win her trust again, heâs all in. he cares about all of them, but especially her, so so much it aches. he would sooner die than see her come to harm ever again. heâll spend the rest of his life making sure he earns it over and over again. sheâs worth that and so much more to him. she changed him, for the better. he owes her his life, everything.
#this is#ao3: in the morning light#centric but maybe other people will like it too#idk man I just have so many feelings about this guy#pokemon#pokemon mystery dungeon#explorers of sky#dusknoir#fisaraâs scrawlings#meta#grovyle#celebi
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Noel: do I have have to ?
Oscar: after what happened? Yes. Proceed.
Noel: sorry daddy Iâve been naughty-
Oscar: Charlie. I swear.
Noel: *sighs* sorry father for I have sinned, itâs been 2 days since my last confession, this is my sin, Lust. I got turned on by a creature about to eat me. And even more by you with a gun..
Oscar: âŚdo you feel sorry for this sin ?
Noel: absolutely not ! :D
I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONE HELP
#maybe Iâll actually draw this sometime who knows#ANYWAY saw this again when looking for that other ask ITS TOO FUNNY#also I feel like I mightâve given people the wrong idea about that comic-#itâs unfortunately not monsterfucker Noel centric :^(#maybe some other timeâŚ. no actually I wouldnât be able to post that#ask#holy ghosts
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I'll give you my left kidney and my lungs if you draw more demo. PLEASE!!!!!
(not forced tho â¤ď¸)
Get ready to give me your kidney! >:)
#asks#i have a demo drawing to upload after work :oo#I have a lot of demo centric comics but they're TOO SPECIFIC and funny only TO ME or MAYBE other people who live in scotland#so they live in my draughts bc i dont think anyone wants my commentary on like...macaroni pies or the potholes in INSERT CITY town centre#im 30 going on 60 if anyone hasnt realised
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so this is what happens when i dont look at the yanqing tag in a while??? when did everyone start liking him lmao
ugh i have so much beef with jing yuan and yanqing's father son interpretation like, yes but also no; bc ive only ever seen fluff of them and no discussion of whether yanqing's a weapon or where he even came from, whether jing yuan should do something other than train yanqing so he can kill jing yuan when jy goes crazy from the abundance, like being honest with him about it etc
/j but like waaaaaa i hate when people put them into boxes it's soooooo annoying...... also yanqing + jing yuan father sonners always seem to put more focus on jing yuan and not yanqing; ie it makes jing yuan's character more interesting bc he's a father, not the other way around where yanqing is more interesting because he studies under/was adopted by the luofu general. it just bothers me as someone who enjoys reading abt the latter more .... glad that yunli (her design makes me shiver but thats another problem) is making yanqing less of a side character to jing yuan and more like his own person but idk the current plot of the wardance or whatever. if he loses again i swear to god i will smash the wall
tbh i wish there were more yqjy (or vice versa) shippers here because they could also be romantic imo. but sometimes ships give me too much tunnel vision and it's not strictly how i see their relationship... YARGH anyways i wish people understood nuance jfc
#also too bad i have an allergic reaction to strict father son boxes now. otherwise maybe dad son yq jy would still be cute#anyways all the yq art in the tag recently has been cute. finally people drawing my son and only main#hsr#my post#yanqing#also finally he stopped being treated as 6th wheel to high cloud quintet lol too many jokes abt him 3rd wheeling ren dhil and jy#so glad his tag is becoming His tag again and not a tag for 3 other charas where he's a side tagalong#another thought tangentially related to this post is a hater moment but there was one fic that looked like it was good and yq centric#and it turns out it was the most chinese diaspora projecting ahh shit ive ever read#which is not a bad thing speaking as a chinese diaspora but idk it's just suchhhhh a turnoff when its so blatant and too obvious#anyways a small hater moment
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hunter gatherer loid
#art#traditional art#pencil#fanart#spy x family#loid forger#twilight spy x family#i dont know why i gave him the same face he had while punching that one guy in season 1. maybe these pigs made his wife and daughter cry#but this is what he does. this is what a psychiatrist does all day. bond is right#actually loids not much of a hunter gatherer. gatherer yes hunter i dunno. he gathers intel. and groceries#yor can fill in on the hunter part. she could spear a pig easily#actually speaking of which while i was watching s2e2 the other day i was thinking like damn#now i want a bond and yor centric episode. i want them to go on a strange adventure too#bonds gone on adventures with anya and adventure with loid. its yors turn#bond. come with yor. she needs to go kill several people and leave no trace
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Been thinking about my body a lot
#Sel talks#Listened through Fat Talk by Virginia Sole-Smith which talked a lot about how bodies are tools#And the way she talked about how thin-ness shouldn't be something we strive for#And I can't help but draw parallels between my own desire to go on t? I don't know. Been having too many thoughts stewing#I keep coming back to isabeau's line of âmaybe it was easier to change into someone I could love than to learn how to love how I wasâ#And I had drawn both hrt and diet culture back into this; but. Neither of them are from self love?#It's. Idk; a friction? On how you perceive yourself and how the world perceives you?#Or. Idk idk. It's hard to articulate now that I'm trying to get it down#If I remember right; one of the messages of fat talk was how bodies should be for function first and foremost; and should hardly-if ever-#Considered for aesthetic. And yes- trying to loose weight is one of the most damaging aesthetic changes you can do-#Idk! I feel like I'm looking too far into it#Something something you're not happy with how your body looks/is perceived so you want to change it#Whether that's influenced by society; loved ones; or something biological; it's still a desire to change your body#Although one is vastly more accepted than the other#Trying to become thin is trying to make yourself more comfortable in a vastly fatphobic world; to placate the people think they have say#Over your body; make yourself more palettable to the world around you.#Which I guess is an important distinction#Becoming the person you want to be even through everyone telling you that it's wrong or disgusting#But a part of me can't help but think a part of the reason I want to do hrt might have something to do with our male centric society?#I'm too tired to elaborate any further but I feel less busy now that I have it out
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GOD. HELP. PLEASE FORNTHE LOVE OF GOD. HELP ME <- is slightly self-conscious and extremely worried about doing something Incorrectly
#like i promise my og piece for today was sharena centric I PROMISE. I SWEAR. I PROMISE. ON MY LIFE. I SWEAR#like a rule i set for myself was to include alfonse as little as possible and if he's there he's just There#like i was rambling to my sister about it the other day but like. alfonse is an extremely important part of sharena's life#and like sharena is luigi. younger sibling syndrome. ofc she's gonna bring him up he's a huge part of her life#i still don't have the proper words for it but i said it's like misogyny ouroboros. specific phenomenon#where someone is soooo caught up in perceived misogyny (whether it's there or not) that like.#they don't even give the female chara a chance. like eg camilla or charlotte immediately being written off for being oversexualized#and this type of person ONLY focuses on that and refuses to actually engage w camilla or charlotte as characters#under the guise of like. caring about women. and maybe they do! but the way you're doing it you're eating yourself.#and how this relates back to sharena is like. that 'let female characters exist outside of their male counterparts'#WHICH. SOUNDS GOOD. ON THE SURFACE. but like i feel like it's too easy for some people#to see a female chara have a significant tie to a male chara and immediately decide to write her off as 'just that'#when like. ESPPPP in sharena's case. and esppp in alfonse's case. two things are happening here#sharena and alfonse have VERY different ways of expressing their affection for each lther#sharena more overt and alfonse way more subtle. and then there's the mario and luigi thing happening#where mario exists and stands on his own as The Main Guy. objectively#meanwhile luigi is just always thinking about mario and how cool he is. cause he looks up to him#and like idk idk i am not a mario expert i can't do a full analysis/comparison here but like. that's the dynamic they have.#NONE OF THIS IS RELEVANT. or maybe it's Barely Adjacent. to the entry i'm gonna submit#BUT I FEEL SO BAD.... my big piece had sooooooo much more storytelling i promise...........#the one i'm about to post I PROMISE YOU. it's just concept art and the focus was Not primarily on alfonse i swear to god
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sooo chainsaw man chapter huh
#chainsaw man spoilers#read it soon as it came out just haven't said anything bc like.#while good! and dramatic and shit! it doesn't leave room to talk really!#my only real 'thought' is that makima might not be able to 'control' people who genuinely love her???? because i'm still flying by the#'barem wasn't being controlled' boat#doesn't necessarily contradict the free will theory or take away from his character too too much#out of ALLL the weapon humans he still stuck out as the least... reverent. i don't mind that he LIKES makima because that#him being like. chainsaw fan number 2 to her. but like also being makima fan number 2 to denji. theres something there sdglkdhhklgsd.#that said it does take away a BIT of his edge for him to still believe makima's 'peace' crap. unless thats just him lying again.#ANWYAYS#back to the 'makima can't control blablabla' thing:#but that makes it wierd that it transfers onto other control devils' ability to control people#maybe its like. both.#like that its both because 'barem's heart belongs to her' and also that barem wasn't under literal control#or. something#also like damn is kishibe just DEAD already? he felt competent at least to run a better operation than public safety currently has.#did fami just fucking kill him. is he out of the buisiness for some fucking reason???#OH ALSO barem being less makima-centric despite still bearing allegience to her could also be due to how flamethrowers are kinda intertwine#conceptually with 'fire' and fire is a really fucking big name#similar armor to pochita. like if a darkthrower existed it would also -while not COMPLETELY deny access like Chainy. would neuter makima's#degree of influence#fallingthrower.....
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gonna write a fic in a tiny and dead fandom as rent-control shots
#writing in atsv and being like 'wow this is great!' for a few days before remembering that ohhhh i don't actually like that much attention#on my fics esp#i'm gonna write. idk. [spins the wheel] an oc-centric magi fic with jamil as the protag#delete later#laughing so hard bc i hit 1k kudos and was like aight that's it folks i'm out this is Too Much Maybe#hbfjgoiwejkd i did my time! i got the love! now please let me squeeze into a little dead fandom corner to never get more than 10 kudos pls#i don't think there's anything half as funny as people going 'this deserves more love'#while i'm here raccoon baby like 'oh actually it could do with a bit less. like 75% less.'#'the journey' having less than 40 kudos is so ideal to me actually. if i get one comment every other chapter i'm happy. that's a good amount#this is not to say having a lot of comments and such do not make me happy. they make me SO happy. i love readers and commenters#just to say i think fanfic is sometimes meant to be a lil scrap of paper shared between you and two other randos on the internet and 'sall#UPDATE: 2 hours later i did. in fact. post an oc-centric magi fic with jamil as the protag
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Sad things that are technically very minor in the scheme of things but nontheless ruin your day all the same.
I spent the last eight hours typing away at a big long post about my blorbo whom I very rarely have the energy or guts to gush about.
I love my blorbo and very much wanted to maybe, just maybe, write something that might cause people who have not thought as obsessively as I have about this character to maybe appreciate their struggles, realize where they might have been unfair to this character and others like them in the past and maybe, in a teeny tiny way help people writing fanfic about my blorbo to actually write them as a character rather than a (cute) set piece that happens to be in their blorbos' lives.
I was under no illusion that my blorbo would become theirs. In all honesty I didn't expect more than like two people to ever actually read it and good odds those two people would still disregard it completely because there are very legit reasons for people to find my blorbo obnoxious or annoying.
BUT STILL.
That doesn't mean I expected some program (that's apparently reset its automated schedule to mid afternoon instead of the 4am I had it) to close all my internet pages as I was still writing them!
So yeah. I'm just gonna go mope and look at silly memes for a while until I can stop feeling grief over losing my character gushing and I hope anyone potentially reading this is having a much better day.
#sadness over a comparatively minor thing but I needed to vent#the blorbo in question was Morgana from Persona 5 btw#He's a jerk who the game/my people pleasing main character makes into my jailer but I adore him#I wish people would think more about what kinds of struggles he must have navigating a human centric world#while trapped in a form that he doesn't identify as his own and leads everyone into treating him as non human#which yeah he's physically nonhuman and it can't be helped that people not in the know can't hear him talk or realize he's a person#but like#He's a person and its kind of screwed up that the fandom only ever remembers him to rag on or diss his 'insecurity' arc#which is more accurately his 'realizing he has an entire support network to lose and not knowing how to handle' arc#combined with his longer ongoing 'all I have is my identity as me and if I'm not human what is that even worth?' arc#which is different to Teddie's (my fav P4 character) in a few key areas#such as Teddie putting most of the issue on his nature of being nonhuman#whereas Morgana is more terrified of having who he is ignored in favor of the casual callousness of others#and being helpless to actually effect anything in the real world due to being to everyone but MAYBE the PT a cat#(all that said I agree with the general consensus the pre Okumura arc was handled poorly and Ryuji deserved an apology too)#but still#he's a people#If he can get a human form without it being the result of something bad he's totally valid in that#and he still deserves to be treated as a person even if he can't#all of which is more a fandom problem than a PT problem#but just saying#Futaba sweet amazing gift to the world that you are#if I was Morgana and you smooshed my face without warning like you do his#you would probably end up bleeding#(and as a result I would probably end up being thrown out and left to starve or get put down in a pound or something because cat body)#but anyway#first time using a gif#is it alright to just search here and use the ones that pop up or is a bit research first advised?#strangely enough ranting in the tags has made me feel a lot better even if I am still a bit sad#oh neat you can move tags up and down in the order when editing that's neat
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Honestly I feel like movies should have just stopped being made after Little Women (2019). Please movies you can stop now we are good.
#little women#little women 2019#idk i think this after every new movie dissapoints me#like what else has been good#and there are just movies all the time#and most are owned by disney and i get so DEPRESSED#like idk wakanda forever was a personal favorite for me but looking at what other people have to say it didnt effect others the same way#also i think im a bit traumatized by it and ill never actually be able to watch it again#and maybe im being too American centric#maybe movies from other countries are killing it#but idk lets limit it to 4 movies a year#one for each season#and go from there
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hi! i absolutely love your works, particularly your poly!marauders(w/lily). i think you write them so beautifully and harmoniously that you can't help but fall in love with them.
i wanna compliment you on your recent two-parter about remus and the whole revealing the werewolf thing. the angst to fluff had me on the edge of my seat. thank you for writing such a piece! đ¤
i hope its not too much to ask but in part 1, there's a brief mention of sirius receiving letters from i can assume is his family that lily confiscates and the group tends to love on him a bit more. let's say reader isn't in the loop about sirius' family life and she feels a bit sad that she can't comfort sirius like the rest can, and in general feels lost because it's another thing she isn't 'let in on'. i was wondering if you could write a little something on that? maybe some misunderstandings with a fluffy ending?
i hope this is something you're ok w writing 𼚠if not, its ok! still wish u the best always!
this is so sweet - thank you! & thanks for your request - hope you like it!!
pt 1 // pt 2 // pt 3 // pt 4 // pt 5
poly!marauders + lily x fem!reader who find's her own way to comfort Sirius - 2.1k
CW: brief mention of Sirius' childhood, allusions to anxiety, our shy Hufflepuff reader, hurt comfort, Sirius-centric
There was this saying that you never really understood before.
Love makes you do crazy things.Â
And while the definition of crazy may be up for debate, youâre quite sure it could be understood as acting completely out of character.
So here you were, acting completely out of character; voluntarily marching towards a secluded end of the library where three Slytherinâs were sitting that you had - up until this point - managed to avoid completely.Â
But you couldnât, wouldnât, avoid them any longer; not now, not for Sirius.Â
The dust settled relatively well after the news of Remusâ lycanthropy had been shared with you; the five of you seemed to find a sort of freedom in not having to hide from one another anymore. Remus could be himself, the otherâs could love him appropriately, and you could too.Â
But another one of those black envelopes with a green wax seal showed up at breakfast yesterday, and the group delved into their usual hide-the-envelope-and-coddle-Sirius practice.Â
Lily took the envelope and disposed of it, James and Sirius had a floo call with the Potterâs, and Remusâ mum and dad sent baked goods from Wales via owl.Â
You had since gathered that these letters were coming from his parents, or at the very least from someone in the Black family; you had also gathered that the contents of the letterâs were hurtful or upsetting to Sirius. And even though he never got to read them, a heavy cloud seemed to form and follow the young ex-heir around.Â
And your heart felt heavy; not because they were keeping anything from you, per se, but rather because they seemed to have a routine that didnât include you.
And while you didnât want to encroach in spaces that you werenât necessarily invited in, you couldnât help but feel like you should be doing more.Â
Lily, James, and Remus all had something they could offer Sirius; they all had some way that they could support him.Â
You didnât.
And it wasnât for a lack of trying on your part, but rather that no one seemed particularly inclined to burden you with any negativity.Â
âDonât worry about me, babydoll; this is standard Black stuff. Iâll be just fine.â Sirius had said when you asked if he was okay; his usual salacious smile significantly dimmed as it seemingly took the majority of his effort in his response.Â
The others hadnât been much help either; Remus and James effectively telling you that you were too sweet to have to worry about such horrid people, and Lily trying to assure you that they had it under control and not to worry - Sirius would be okay.Â
And that was all well and good, but it wasnât enough for you - it was about sodding time you started pulling your weight in this relationship.
So - with nothing more than the teeniest bit of courage you were sure you pilfered from your four Gryffindors and perhaps a healthy dose of delusion - you forced your feet to take you in the direction of the only person in the entire castle you thought might possibly be able to help you.Â
âMy, my, my; to what do we owe the absolute pleasure, little Puffle?â Barty Crouch Junior mocked as you paused at their table; Evan Rosier and Regulus Black picking their heads up to look at you incredulously and bemusedly respectful.Â
âDid ya get lost there, L/N? Need me to find you one of your Gryffindorâs?â Evan taunted, earning him what looked like a kick in the shin from Regulus, though you couldnât be certain on account of the table impeding your view.
âErmâŚI-I was sort of wondering if I could speak with you, Regulus?â You managed to murmur awkwardly.
The three Slytherinâs seemed to have a silent conversation as they shared glances before Barty shrugged and Evan rolled his eyes; both standing and leaving the two of you some privacy.Â
Regulus watched as you cast a hasty muffliato around the table - another trick youâd picked up from the Gryffindorâs - and as you helped yourself to a seat with your boyfriendâs younger brother.Â
âIs Sirius okay?â Regulus asked quickly, his voice no more than an urgent whisper as he looked at you imploringly.
His intensity caught you off guard; you were so certain getting anything out of the notoriously stand-offish Slytherin would be next to impossible, but he had beat you to the conversation and seemed to be just as worried about his brother as you were.Â
You remembered then why you liked Slytherinâs so much; you often found a kindred spirit in them, for one thing that a Slytherin valued most was a sense of loyalty.
Well, didnât you have enough loyalty to use to your advantage.Â
You wondered rather belatedly if you had overstepped. It was admittedly too late to ask yourself this now; standing outside of the boysâ dorm with a package in your hand.
Whatâs done is done. You had a one-track mind, and that was to help Sirius.
With this, you raised your hand and gently knocked on the door.
It had been James to open the door; his jaw tense until he saw you, which seemed to cause his face to melt into an awkward expression you couldnât quite decipher.
âHi angel.â He greeted apologetically. âYou okay?â
You were confused by his greeting, and his question, and the fact that he hadnât moved out of the way of the door to invite you in as he usually did.
âIâm fine.â You responded quickly, trying to look behind him. âWhatâs wrong?â
James made a sound of discomfort in the back of his throat as he looked over his shoulder, still not moving to allow you entry.Â
âListen, sweetheart; Iâm not sure now is a great timeâŚâ
âItâs Sirius, is it?â You asked quickly. His responding grimace proving your suspicions. âI need to see him.â
âSweets, maybe you could come back la-â
But later wasnât good enough, you see. You had a one-track mind, and that was to help Sirius.
So, in the name of love making you do crazy things and still acting completely out of character for you, you shoved your way past Jamesâ hip, bending under his arm to allow yourself your own entrance to the boysâ dormitory.Â
Lily sat at the end of Siriusâ bed where she had one hand resting on his ankle; her thumb stroking back-and-forth over his achilles tendon.
Remus sat against the headboard with Sirius in his arms; his lips pressed against his hair as he murmured sweet nothings to him.
And as you stepped closer, you could see an indent where James had been sitting, opposite of Lily likely serving the same support as your red-headed girlfriend.
âSiri?â You asked quietly, causing him to stiffen significantly before sitting up and feigning nonchalance.
âHi doll.â He croaked then, wiping angrily at the tear tracks on his face and pasting on a smile. âDidnât mean for you to see me like this. Whatâs up?â
You hated the faux blase act he was putting on for your sake, but you reminded yourself why you were here.
To help.
âI have something for you.â You offered quietly, procuring the parchment wrapped package and holding it out for him.Â
âAwe.â He chuckled wetly with a sniffle. âYou didnât need to get me anything.â
âWell, I suppose I canât take all the credit for it.â You replied, watching him pause in the process of opening to look at you in confusion.
âOpen it.â You encouraged.
He finished ripping the parchment from the box before lifting the lid.
You felt your heart stop as the lid fell unceremoniously from his hands and a small gasp left his lips at the sight of the small, stuffed black cat sitting inside.
Youâd spent the afternoon learning about the tail of two toys; Splash the cat and Padfoot the dog. The only toys the two young Black family boys were given came from their Uncle Alphard in the form of a plush cat and a plush dog; both with black fur as a nod to the family name and the boysâ hair colour.Â
Even though Uncle Alphard had given the dog to Sirius and the cat to Regulus, the boys often traded, depending on their current circumstances.Â
You learned that when Sirius went to Hogwarts, he had left with the cat.Â
When he returned home after having been sorted into the wrong house, Regulus had given him the dog.
And when Regulus joined Sirius at Hogwarts only to be ripped from his brother - possibly for good - after being sorted into Slytherin, he pilfered the dog from Sirius and left him with the cat.
They never discussed those plush toys again.
And when Sirius fled Grimmauld place one horrible night in June between fifth and sixth year, he left with nothing but his wand, the clothes on his back, and his school trunk.
Left behind was poor Splash the cat.
Regulus - fearing his mother would go on a warpath and completely destroy everything in Siriusâ room - quickly grabbed the cat and had kept it hidden in his school trunk ever since.
Until today. Until now.
Now, he left Splash with you; trusting that you would return him to his person, the one who needed him the most.
âHowâŚâ Sirius whispered as he quietly pulled the plush toy from the box; hands painfully gentle as if the toy would simply turn to ash should he jostle it. âWhere did you get this?â
âI didnât steal it, if thatâs what youâre asking.â You tried to joke in an attempt to keep the moment light. Sirius simply turned his disbelieving gaze from the toy to you.
âYou spoke with him?â
Suddenly, your fears that you had completely overstepped came flooding back; a nervous sort of nausea settling deep within your stomach that threatened to make this awkward moment horribly worse.
âIâŚI did- I didnât say anything, of course! Because there was nothing to say, because I donât actually know anything, which is fine too! I justâŚI couldnâtâŚwell, you see, I just had to do something, you know? I couldnât just-â
Your ramblings were (thankfully) cut off when the air nearly completely left your lungs as Sirius attached himself to your middle; his arms winding tightly around your body where they met in the middle of your back. You could feel the impression of Splash against your back from where he was still in Siriusâ grasp.
âIâm sorry if I upset you - I know it wasnât my place, but-â
âYouâre incredible.â Sirius whispered then. âI canât believe youâd do this for me.â
âYouâre not mad?â You whispered back, causing Sirius to pull away from you, only far enough to be able to look into your eyes with ill-hidden admiration.Â
âMy sweet shy girl; approaching Slytherinâs for me.â He murmured, causing Remus and Lily to snort and James to gawk.
âYou did what!?âÂ
âYou do know that a quarter of our school is made up of Slytherinâs, right?â You asked James then; Sirius pulling you back into his chest when you dared to remove your gaze from him.
âThatâs entirely too many Slytherinâs, my girl.â James muttered, though he relented in his admonishment of you for your crime of daring to speak to your classmates in order to sit beside your other two lovers.Â
âI canât believe he gave this to you.â Sirius whispered; holding the cat up behind your back so he could examine it over your shoulder.
âHe didnât give it to me, Sirius.â You whispered back as you pulled away from him so you could look into his eyes. âYou have a lot of people in your corner; more than you know.âÂ
His eyes seemed to well again, though he didnât look nearly as heartbroken as he did when you first walked in, so you counted that as a win.Â
âWhat did I do to deserve you, hm?â He asked then before pressing a lingering kiss to your lips.
Youâre sure you could have counted at least seventeen ways in which Sirius Black deserved the nicest things you had to offer, but right now you were more focused on the feel of his lips against yours.
If love made you do crazy things, and those crazy things brought you to this; this being Sirius moulding himself to you as if he hoped he could make a home for himself inside of your soul, then you would happily spend the rest of you life mad as one could be.
You hadnât fixed anything, not by a longshot; but you had helped, even if only just a little.
His lips tasted of salt and perhaps some sadness, but also of hope.
And for now, that was enough.
#marauders era#marauders au#marauders fanfiction#reader insert#self insert#sirius black#remus lupin#james potter#lily evans#poly!marauders#poly!marauders + lily#poly!marauders fluff#poly!marauders imagine#poly!marauders x reader#poly!marauders x you#poly!marauders + lily x reader#poly!marauders + lily x you#sirius black x reader#sirius black x you#remus lupin x reader#remus lupin x you#james potter x reader#james potter x you#lily evans x you#lily evans x reader#lily evans x fem!reader#ellecdc fics
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saw a post recently about the sun and moon fandom and how non-selfship content is rare, and how that's frustrating, and it struck me, like... how rare that is. genuinely in all my 20ish years in online spaces, i've never seen a fandom that not only welcomed selfship but actively encourages it, when usually the rule of thumb is that it's tolerated at best and despised at worst
so why is this fandom so selfship centric?
the answer is a combination of factors, of course, but I think it was mostly just a perfect storm of the right character with the right traits at the right time. many people between about 23 and 33 were and still are experiencing intense childhood nostalgia that's being perpetuated by online culture and various media, often through a distorted or slightly unsettled lense. the daycare attendant is fun! they're childish, but decidedly not children. they're not human, unattainable in reality, but plausible enough in the age of ai that they make you ponder. they make you long to nap and play and color and do all the whimsical things you wish you could take a week off from your dull job and do! but there's something... off about them. an element of danger that's intriguing. they're dangerous, but what if they aren't to you specifically? or, if they are, what if they overcame that, just for you? what if you were worth it?
people our age are lonely, and if not, often working through issues they didn't have time to contemplate in their teens and early 20s because they were still living throigh the issues. younger people too, of course, but it's especially rampant in the aforementioned age group. past college and college friends, too caught up in work to make new ones. if the dca really clicked with you as a character, it's kind of fun to imagine what it would be like to hang out with them. what if they were your friend? what if they were more?
which leads to my last point--cringe is dead and we stomped on its corpse
maybe it started with a few people drawing a y/n with the dca, and wow the art is cute! who's the cute jester character? ... is that a self-insert? huh. and then more people join in. is that allowed? yes! and the crowd cheers for it too! the right people drawing the right character dynamics at the right moment, drawing others like a moths to a strange robotic flame
ultimately, the fandom attracts so much selfship because that's the bedrock, the foundation the rest of the fandom built its home on. almost all of the common tropes and characterization have roots in selfship fic and art. the dca's popularity very much kicked off from that, and seeing other people using them as an outlet for their loneliness, friendship, romantic or sexual desires, or even just for creative character and plot setups that are only tangentially related to canon actively encouraged others to join in, in a way that could only happen while riding the funerary coattails of cringe culture
it's very much a lightning in a bottle fandom, the likes of which i doubt we'll see again for a while
#i have more thoughts but I'll leave it at that#it's genuinely been fascinating being at ground zero if this fandom explosion#seeing a dynamic that's usually frowned upon be so loved genuinely has been a wild ride#and to the people who don't like it... i get it i truly do. ive been in a tiny minority in large fandoms more times than i can count#but sometimes you truly just have to accept that youre a small fish in a big pond and make peace with that. it sucks#but that's the way of it. either make the content you want to see or find like-minded fish. i prommy they're out there. there's less if them#but you'll find your people#fnaf sb#fnaf daycare attendant
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Pipsqueak's Halloween
Ellie Carpenter x DaniĂŤlle van de Donk x Child!Reader
Summary: The seventh of my Halloween-centric fics
When Ellie first found out how seriously you and Daan took Halloween, she hadn't expected this.
She'd expected some trick or treating, of course. Maybe some horror movies, child appropriate obviously. There may have been pumpkin carving but Ellie hadn't ever considered she would be sitting in the car by herself.
She drums the side of the steering wheel, eyes narrowed as she leans forward to check through the windscreen.
All the other families she spies aren't you and Daan.
It wouldn't be difficult to spot either of you.
You're both wearing very stupid Teletubby onesies that makes you stick out from a mile away.
But, yet, you're both nowhere to be found until maybe half an hour (and two packets of skittles) later when Ellie spots one red and one green furry onesie come sprinting up the road.
Daan's yelling something that Ellie can't hear, mouth moving.
Ellie frowns, trying to lip read.
You're yelling something too.
You can't quite keep up with Daan's pace, you're still a kid after all, but Daan's half tugging you along, a tight grip on your hand.
In the end, Ellie loses the lip reading battle and just rolls down the window, sticking her head out of it.
"What?!"
"Start the car!"
"What?!"
"Start the car!"
"Huh?"
"The car!" You interrupt, opening Ellie's door and clambering in, climbing over her to go tumbling into the back," Start it!"
Ellie barely has any time to react as Daan also uses her now open door to climb in. She hauls herself over Ellie's body, slamming the door shut at the same time on her way to the front passenger seat.
"Start the car!" You both snap at her as you spy someone else come running down the street towards you.
"Okay, okay," Ellie says," We're going. We're going."
She throws the car in reverse, backing out of her parking spot as the man who ran after you yells and shakes his fist.
"Did-Did you two do something to him?" Ellie asks," He looked pretty angry."
"I don't know," Daan says," Some people just have those kind of faces. It was nothing."
"Really? He was pretty angry."
"Some people just don't know how to take a joke, Ellie," You say from the backseat.
Ellie frowns, angling her rear view mirror to look at you properly.
You've got the same innocent, butter wouldn't melt in your mouth smile that you wore when Ellie found all of her bras hidden under the sofa cushions and her phone chargers in the back of the fridge.
"Alright," She says, slamming on the breaks," What did you two do? Huh? What did you do this time?"
Ellie isn't used to being the voice of reason of the family.
That's normally Daan, which is another surprising thing for people outside of the family to realise. But Daan's been your mother for years now and she's used to all your tricks and even though she can be a bit childish herself, she's still trying to raise you as a functioning member of society.
So, usually, Daan is the voice of reason in the family.
Especially on occasions where she catches you and Ellie attacking each other with Nerf guns in the early hours of the morning.
But there are times, like this one, where Daan's childish side comes out and Ellie comes to the startling realisation that two Van de Donks is maybe two too many.
"Ellie, you're in the middle of the street," You say, still smiling innocently at her," You can't park here."
"There's no cars coming," Ellie says," And stop deflecting. What did you do?"
"Ellie," Daan says, wearing a matching smile," Why do you think we did something?"
"Because men running after you down the street, you demanding I make a break for it, all on Halloween means you were up to something."
You giggle. "You're so silly, Ellie. Turn right here."
"Are you really giving me orders right now?" Ellie deadpans," We're not moving until you tell me what happened."
"That's fine," You say," We can walk."
Ellie switches on the locks.
"We egged his house!" You say instantly and Daan groans.
"You weren't supposed to tell her!"
"You egged his house?!"
"Yes," Daan says," She just told you that."
"You-You can't go egging people's houses! It's wrong! It takes ages to clean up and-and that man had a right to be angry with you!"
From the backseat, you shrug.
"Yeah and people shouldn't be getaway drivers for people who egg other people's houses. I guess we've all been incriminated here."
#woso x reader#danielle van de donk x reader#danielle van de donk#ellie carpenter x reader#ellie carpenter#woso community#woso imagine#woso fanfics#woso
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Hawks Headcanons
A/N: I am currently obsessed with Hawks (if you couldn't tell) and writing for him is fun. I made these headcanons while procrastinating on my midterm paper a few days ago-
Warnings: Some NSFW content; MDNI. Some angst too
Starting things off with an angsty bang, Hawks has a bad habit of plucking his feathers when he is stressed out. Itâs never too often and itâs never to a critical extent, but it does occur. Birds often do this as a form of coping with negative feelings, so perhaps he does this after a brutal mission.Â
Like many other people, I firmly believe that Keigo has a thing for shiny or interesting looking objects. Again, itâs not to an obsessive extent, but he does have a good eye for pretty trinkets. Especially ones he thinks will look good on you.Â
I donât think Hawks is a good cook. There, I said it. This man barely has time for himself, do you really think he has time to devote to cooking? Do you really think that the Commission taught him to cook? Fuck no. He sticks to quick take out purely out of necessity.Â
They say that the quickest way to a manâs heart is through his stomach, and this is absolutely true with Keigo. He would love the little lunches and dinners you make for him while he is at work! He gobbles it up like a turkey. He swears that your food is the best thing he has ever had; he literally moans when the aroma hits his nostrils.Â
I forget which fic I read this from (I will link if I find it), but I adore the headcanon of Hawkâs taking rut suppressant pills. I just think it makes so much sense since it aligns with his work-centric life and his lack of a wife (we arenât talking about when you are married to him, obviously). They are probably similar to birth control pills where they stop the rut from happening 5% of the time.Â
Even without his rut happening, Keigo still has a huge breeding kink. Can you blame him though? He just thinks that you'll look gorgeous with his cum leaking out of your pretty pussy.Â
*whispers* he also has the equipment to match
He has definitely accidentally run into a window from imagining you with a cute lil baby bump.Â
He can get a little whiny and needy about wanting to devour your pussy. He will straight up beg you on his hands and knees. Please say yes to him.Â
The songs Angel with a Shotgun and Mr Blue Sky fit him so well. Fight me on this.Â
Also the song Hey Look Ma, I made it
I just imagine happy birb listening to Mr. Blue Sky after meeting you.
Intentional or not, his wings flap and rustle during sex.Â
On the topic of his wings, I donât think they are as sensitive as we all wish they were. Itâs not like heâs gonna start moaning and whimpering when random fans touch his wings (he canonical doesnât) HOWEVER, it does feel nice when you massage and gently comb your fingertips through them. Iâm thinking that itâs similar to hair?? Or maybe his wings are ticklish?? But only in the right context??Â
You are the only person he really trusts to take care of his wings
Keigo loves holding you in his arms and taking you on night flights. The stars always seem brighter when they are reflected in your eyes (at least, Keigo thinks soâŚ). You even have your own set of aviator goggles to wear during these dates.
One of his favorite things is when he DOESNâT have morning patrol and can snuggle you until at least 10 in the morning. Although it may be longer because his sleep debt is so huge. There is just something so satisfying and peaceful with having you close enough to hear your heartbeat.Â
His biggest dream is being able to have a family with you in a quaint little house. His life, your lifeâŚthey arenât constantly in danger and he can sleep in with you, make you breakfast (itâs only a little burnt), wrap his wings around you.Â
Keigo is extremely possessive of, not only you, but the life you created together. He is very sensitive towards things that threaten the small slice of normalcy he has, eliciting a sense of hypervigilance and territorialism.Â
His mental state isnât the best from the culmination of trauma he experiences, leading him to commit psychic cannibalism on himself. He represses all of these negative feelings in order to perform to the best of his ability and be the good lap dog for the Hero Commission.Â
Needs therapy.
Itâs established that he has some form of echolocation through his feathers. SoâŚhear me outâŚjust to make sure you are safe 24/7, Keigo gives you one of his smaller feathers. Iâm not going to rant because I might make this into a small oneshot/drabble later
#Keigo Takami#Keigo Takami x reader#Hawks#Hawks x reader#Hawk mha#bnha#reader insert#Hawks smut#Keigo Takami smut#Hawks x reader smut#my hero academia smut#mha smut#mha x reader#Hawks headcanons#Keigo headcanons#Keigo x reader#Hawks x you#Keigo Takami x you#fluff
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